Luciferian

Introduction

(I'm shit at these)

Hello. I'm Aloysius (A-low-shis) Morningstar, or just Alo

At the time I'm writing this, I am 30 years old. I'm married to a smart (she literally has an IQ of at least 140) and beautiful woman. We have one child together

I come from a purely Celtic bloodline. About half Scottish, the rest is a mix of Irish, Welsh, and brit. My ancestors came and settled in West Virginia

The family rumor/story is that my family were masons and, upon immigrating, helped establish the capital of the state, Charleston. Which is also where I was born

I've been practicing witchcraft for about 4 years, but have studied it for about a year longer

I am a Luciferian. Lucifer came and spoke to me directly in my dreams. I don't dream often (as in only 23 since August 2023) so I do believe it was actually him

I was a Christian when I was younger and was baptized when I was 14. Since I was 16, though, I have dabbled in Islam, Demonolatry, Sikh, and Satanism (both theistic and atheistic)

My witchcraft consists of a little bit of everything, but I hold more of a chaos belief. I believe that the universe is chaos (disorder) and that we all hold the potential to use our inner energy to harness and organize the chaos into something we want

I am not anti-christian. I do believe that all religions are true and all hold merit and teachings that are good for all of humankind. Therefore, I don't believe that places of worship should be burned. Majority of the time, it's the people that do the religion injustice. Except Wicca. I hate Wicca

When I first started practicing witchcraft, I hid it from everyone for the first 3 years. In doing this, I molded my practice into incorporating sigils into a practice all its own. I have included runes into it as well and have attempted to create seals, though with varying effect

As for my mundane life, I practiced martial arts for about 14 years. I am a 2nd degree black belt in an Okinawan style called Wado-ryu and I am a brown belt in Tae Kwon Do. If I get back into it, I'd like to learn Tai Chi (my age is catching up with me)

I worked in the food industry for about 12 years and, at one point, wanted to be a chef. However, I had to put that aside once I started having chest pains from pushing myself on the line. I do still love to cook, though, and have even made duck breast pretty successfully (I will always brag about this)

I have gone through some abuse from my family. To the point that I would like to change my legal name (if it wasn't $400+ and a 6 month ordeal, plus talking to a judge in a legal court). I've also gone through abuse with past relationships that I am still working on

I have been diagnosed with depression and anxiety and I'm pretty sure I am on the spectrum, but I can't afford an assessment. I've been admitted to a psychiatric hospital 3 times for self harm and severe depressive episodes. I am now in much needed therapy and on appropriate medications. I've never felt happer

I am a smoker of cigarettes. I used to smoke pot, but stopped once I habitually smoked half an ounce a day. I was also an alcoholic at one point, drinking a 750ml bottle of vodka daily. I also was unfortunate enough to be addicted to porn for 10+ years, starting at age 6, which very negatively affected me

I am an aspiring author. I am currently working on a romance novel that is loosely based on my wife and I (no, it's not one of those kinds of romance novels). I have a fantasy book in mind as well that I'd like to write. I'd also like to write a book about Lucifer and his gospel

Genesis 2:17 But of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, thou shalt not eat of it: for in the day that thou eatest thereof thou shalt surely die.

Genesis 3:5 For God doth know that in the day ye eat thereof, then your eyes shall be opened, and ye shall be as gods, knowing good and evil.

In the garden, Adam and Eve didn't know good or evil. That made them easy to manipulate, which is exactly what Yahweh wants. They call the serpent a liar and deceiver, yet there was no lie. They did become like god, knowing good and evil. They knew right from wrong. But, like the child of an abusive parent, they became afraid and ashamed of their actions.

Genesis 3:16 Unto the woman he said, I will greatly multiply thy sorrow and thy conception; in sorrow thou shalt bring forth children; and thy desire shall be to thy husband, and he shall rule over thee.

Eve and all women were cursed with painful child bearing and to basically "be owned" by Adam and any man a woman takes as a husband

Genesis 3:17-20 And unto Adam he said, Because thou hast hearkened unto the voice of thy wife, and hast eaten of the tree, of which I commanded thee, saying, Thou shalt not eat of it: cursed is the ground for thy sake; in sorrow shalt thou eat of it all the days of thy life; Thorns also and thistles shall it bring forth to thee; and thou shalt eat the herb of the field; In the sweat of thy face shalt thou eat bread, till thou return unto the ground; for out of it wast thou taken: for dust thou art, and unto dust shalt thou return.

Adam's curse? He has to grow his own food. Why was he cursed? Because he listened to Eve

In my opinion, having a practice be closed just encourages the inevitable extinction of it and having it's knowledge being lost

It is possible for all practices to be learned about and even used in respectful ways, which should be encouraged

We deserve a savior. Not a slave trader.

Like, the god of Abraham definitely isn't great. At all. But Jesus isn't the one who did all of those things. Jesus healed, he loved, he taught. Things modern Christians don't do.

My belief is that Jesus was a practitioner of magic and the god of Abraham was his chosen deity. Feel free to correct me, but the only time I remember Jesus saying anything about sorcery was a couple verses regarding Baar-jesus, whom we don't know much about. But if we take just his name into account (possibly a bastardization of Bartamaeus and Jesus) we can assume he was a charlatan. A fake.

This is one of the things that Lucifer wants for us. To be the best that we can be. There is no self deification without ascension and healing your inner self, connecting with your shadow, confronting and realizing your id and ego, that is a process for ascension

Last night, as I fell asleep, I prayed to Lucifer to be with me. I asked him to comfort me and to do whatever he could to ease my pain. To help me in any way possible

Well, everything went so so so much better than I could've ever hoped. I felt his presence. I felt his hand on me, assuring me that the worst is over. That I need not be afraid anymore

Praise be to his Infernal Majesty. Praise be to Lucifer, the Morning Star, the Light Bringer. He truly showed me why he is named thus

In nomine dei nostri luciferi excelsi!