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i know i didnt just wake up to people hating on you not only for being human but being multifandom as well??? not only does absolutely no one have the right to tell you to take a break but to say you are too focused on numbers is just plain rude atp. so breaking up the hate bc for whatever reason people took that as a gateway to be terrible (especially on anon, like y'all are COWARDS): your writing is absolutely incredible, lily. you are honestly so talented and no matter the fandom, the way you portray your characters and emotions is such a pleasure to read!! i have been reading fanfics for the better part of like 13 to 15 years or so and i really do mean it when i say that in that time i rarely had one author i was this excited about (you and archie are absolutely the first ones ngl). i've read your piwon stuff, i've read the spidey stuff and i love everything so much bc you have a way with words that i just enjoy reading so so much. so fuck everyone who tries to make you feel like you are any less than an incredible writer who deserves EVERY BIT of interaction and love bc you truly do and i need people to realise they are not entitled to your talents and works at fucking all. okay bye, gotta get ready for work so feel kissed and we do actually love you mwah 🌻

Okay reading you answering all of the asks about the hate anons brought up a thought. This thought is that the entitled anons have definitely never written and posted fanfic for the masses at least not in awhile if they have. Like you shouldn’t go on about passion and interactions if you’ve never been in the position of someone who puts their work out there. Like yes you should have passion for the work itself but the dopamine an interaction gives just fuels that passion. Like yes maybe certain people don’t need the interaction to fuel them to keep it up but a lot of people do or else they’ll just let their passion rot away (me I’m that person). Like yes have projects solely for passion but also there’s nothing wrong with having projects that focus more on the interactions side. Because I know i personally do that. Like I’ll have projects that I certainly enjoy making but not as much as my projects that I do solely for the passion but I still make them. one fuels the interactions which then fuels the passion projects. It’s a symbiotic relationship. Like certain things will cater more towards interactions but I still love making them. Just maybe not as much as another project that probably wouldn’t appeal to many other people. Like some projects can be made really just because it’s fun for you but then some projects can be for the passion of sharing things and providing stuff for other people. Like there’s passion in both just different types of passion. Both of these projects should be enjoyable to the creator but they don’t have to have an equal amount of personal passion because not every project is going to be something that you would protect with your life but seeing other people enjoy it makes it worth it. Some projects can be simply mid in the person who made its eyes but seeing how another person holds it dearly will make it feel way less mid. Anyways that was way longer than it was meant to be I also got way too philosophical there but whatever the moral of the story is that I love yapping.

I hope you’re taking good care of yourself, honey!! You’re a beautiful soul so I hope you never forget that! Always take all the time you need, and do whatever it is that you need to do that’ll make you have a clear headspace and heart. We love you sm!!

IM CRYING I LITERALLY SAW YOUR TIKTOK ON MY FYP OF THE KEEHO DRAWING AND I DIDNT EVEN REALISE IT WAS YOU 😭😭😭😭 delicious art though 👀👀👀👀👀🤤🤤🤤

OKAY OKAY I REMEMBER A LONG TIME AGO YOU WERE ASKING PEOPLE WHAT THEIR FANFICS ICKS ARE AND I FINALLY GOT MINE BECAUSE I KEEP FORGETTING MINE

I just had to log in to my account on the tumblr website (I’m on the app otherwise) to change some setting I don’t remember ever having because I couldn’t view you blog because tumblr labeled it as mature and for some reason my settings say that I don’t want that?? Looking back now like 4 minutes later it’s not that big of a deal, but at that moment it felt like the world was against me and I just wanted to read your fics 🥲

Hi lillyyyy, long time no see💜💜

hi i was wondering if i could be added to your tag list? sfw and nsfw?

are you able to block anons? I thought that was something you could do but maybe im making things up, my family says I do that a lot

YOUR MASTERS?! hello?! that's amazing!!! so proud and happy for you <3 (you're literally a legend) LIKE THATS ACTUALLY INSANE, GOOD LUCK, SENDING ALL POSITIVE ENERGY AND MANIFESTING FOR YOU ˚✧₊⁎❝᷀ົཽ≀ˍ̮ ❝᷀ົཽ⁎⁺˳✧༚

STOP BEING MEAN TO MOTHER OR I WILL BEAT YOUR ASSES ISTG DONT TEST ME. (I loveeeeeee your work, don’t listen to the losers because they can all suck it.)

Lily, those anon asks are insane 😃 not only they sound so entitled, but going around and telling you write just for the engagement is crazy. First of all, nothing's wrong with wanting comments and feedbacks on something we created. We write for free because it's something that we enjoy. Engagement is just a bonus that makes writing process fun. Writing is literally another form of art. Art is meant to be share and given feedback to🫩

hi this is the anon that started with 'i dont want to knock you when youre down". the other anons were not me and i feel like i need to clarify my message wasnt shade due to the spiderman fics, more so what id inferred from your posts saying you felt disheartened by the lack of interactions on your other fics. I simply wanted you to know that your writing is worth more than the amount of interactions you get but I see how it came across badly, especially due to the other anon messages.

I think that the hate you’re getting is really unfair. I’m not in the kpop fandom, so I came to this blog because of spider-man stuff (which has been amazing btw) but it’s so crazy that some of your followers think that you should only write the things that they want. This happened to me as well, and it was eventually what made me quit posting. I desperately hope that this all settles out for you, and I also hope that you know that all of your work is wonderful and equally deserving of appreciation. I’m sorry that you’re being harassed by shitty people in the internet, it fucking sucks. It’s so easy to just not do it.

i’ve been so busy i haven’t checked ur page and i’m seeing all the hate and … ????? god forbid someone wants to write about THEIR favorite character on THEIR blog on a website that’s FOR writing about what THEY want. 😭😭😭 don’t even mind them , they’re anonymous for a reason. love u okay. congrats on such a milestone on your peter fic too btw <3