𝔐𝔬𝔲𝔰𝔢

Im 26 and suffering from multiple mental illnesses. This blog is just an open diary where I talk about whatever Im feeling.

⚠️ This blog will contain mature/dark themes. All minors will be blocked ⚠️

Official Diagnosis - Persistent Depressive Disorder, Major Depressive Disorder with psychotic features, an unspecified Impulse Control Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder and Panic Disorder with Agoraphobia

Suspected Diagnosis (take these with a grain of salt but they may still be talked about on this blog) - an unspecified Eating Disorder and Avoidant Personality Disorder

⬆️ I do drugs ⬆️

if I see one more video with people in the comments talking about how they were probably abused as a kid and just dont remember because why else would they xyz or how would they know about abc SHUT THE FUCK UP

It seems like the only thing I can stomach lately is sugar and anything else makes me sick to think about.

Ive been living off of sugary coffee and ice cream with the occassional sandwich thrown in if I can force myself to eat it.

no gas in my car

i dont get paid another 3 days

$6 to my name

i need to fucking vent so bad and connect with people but the topic is blocked everywhere

cant even vent in the venting subreddit anymore because they decided they dont want to see certain topics.

cant vent in the dedicated sub because its restricted access so nobody fucking uses it