Lil Mr. Lovesick

❤ Basic information ❤

Name ❤ Loser / Lil. Mr lovesick

Chronoage ❤ 19

Pronouns ❤ he/pup/bab/bug/kid/plush

❤ Who I belong to ❤

Darling: @the1ckyc4nnibalcuddlerz

Beloved: @their-beloved

Sunnyday: don't think they'd want their account linked.. not romantic partner but my cg

❤ what is this account for? ❤

❤ this account is made to talk about my partners, fantasies, intrusive thoughts, and discuss my consensual yan4yan4yan relationship that involves consensual abuse. With this in mind be warned this account would prefer is those chronologically under 18 would not interact. Mentions of consensual abuse, autassassinophilia, manipulation, cannibal fantasies, self harm, and embracing my own toxic emotions without shame will be on here, I always properly tag my posts. Kinks will be mentioned or hinted at such as DDLB/ABDL however my emotions that I express are not merely meant to be seen as kinky. I am a real person with real feelings. I am not responsible for anyone who experiences uncomfortability reading my blog. If I improperly tag something inform me however and I will fix it immediately. I also use this blog to vent about my PTSD.

❤ What does/doesn't Loser support? ❤

❤ Those with any paraphilia's, I believe in hazard consent however and do not support acting out on harmful urges in unsafe situations. I am proconsent. People have control on their actions but not their emotions or attractions. To avoid confusion I do not believe chrono kids or animals can consent.

❤ Radqueers, I believe identity is a construct and everyone deserves a chance to express themselves even if it is different compared to majority of societal standards. However I do not support transn@zi's whomst wanna transition, kandiqueers, hebequeers, or xenosatanism

❤ I support darkshippers, comshippers, and proshippers

❤ I do not understand endogenic systems as someone who is traumagenic but I do not judge them, systems support systems.

❤ Where else can you see my content? ❤

❤ I have a secondary blog called @lil-lovesick-loser where I post transID and RQ content. I also talk about my transage experience.

❤ Loser's Special tags ❤

❤ #Loser's darling

❤ #Loser's darling (reblog tag)

❤ #Loser's Beloved

❤ #Loser's beloved (reblog tag)

❤ #Loser's asks

❤ #Losers Closet Monsters

I been drinking more often.

Its against my darlings permitted rules and boundaries but I been drinking more. I dont drink much and never get drunk but im not supposed to have any alcohol in my body at any point in time. Good little boys don't. Touch. Alcohol. I'm scared they'd breakup with me if they knew the habit is still there.

Or worse, vocalize their disappointment in me. I feel like such a bad kid. I try to keep the habit secret but secrets are also against my rules I have ad I try so hard to follow them.

Do you skip tutorials as fast as you can?

I wish you'd be a freak and a weirdo more often. I love that side of you, when I hear what you wanna do or have done to you.

It sucks you life is so shit and busy all the time, we're one in the same aren't we? your a stupid mutt just as much as I am yet you don't voice it as much as you should.

I usually hate people who are almost just almost as pathetic as I am because it feels like competition but your sooo different theres something about I wish I could just push up against you skin on skin and feel your heart race against my flesh. To bite at your lips and nuzzle up to you in a nice little crate where we can just be together. That's where we belong. Together, safe and warm.

I don't need anything in return.

I just need to show you my love for you and it be ok.

I need to pour my devotion to you out in the purest forms I can.

You don't understand the things I said about you behind closed doors I've only shown you a peak.

You don't need to give the same amount.

I am trying to keep calm.

I am going crazy I am so happy, you don't understand I don't know if you even could.

I been watching you anywhere and everywhere I can and know about before I even sent you that first ask.

Your plagued my brain like a computer virus and I managed to bottle it for a while but now its exploding. I had to tell myself you'd never love me to keep it down but you broke that.

If anything? it's your fault I am like this you made me crack slowly with those posts and sweet words and then you saying you like us.

I been hooked on you your so fucking weird and it makes my brain spin if I could I'd find out EVERYTHING I COULD but sadly I am not gonna invade on your personal stuff or be to nosey.

Your a god in my eyes, your my god and I need to know everything about my religion I may take how I think about you to seriously but I don't care. When I realized the cults rules, old and new I started trying to incorporate them in how I act for you.

I would do anything you tell me to merely because you told me to do it even if I make a fuss over doing it at times, I would eventually get it done.

I love you so much. I love you to much probably but that's okay.

Whatever you give me I'll accept.

Long as you keep giving me I love yous you'll get my all.

Long as you call me your good boy you'll get my all.

But even if you hated me I wouldn't be able to let you go that easily considering how infatuated I am with you would I?

I been wishing for this for so long I wanted to be yours for so long I thought I'd never get it so I fantasized and daydreamed of you I'm on a high I'm living a reality I thought wouldn't happen in a billion years, what did you think this was new?

It's why I had to detach from you for a bit before. I was almost tearing at the seams! I liked you even when you seemed all sad and pathetic and lost. I smile when you come to me when you have problems I love it I adore it.

Happy, hurt, sad, angry, tired, stressed, I love all of it when I hear about it because you trust me to hear about it.

My devotion for is a unstopable force, whatever you'd want me to be I'd be for you. You'd just need to say the word! even if your not ready to love me as much as I do I don't care. I'm not moving to fast I'm being careful I don't wanna be to much but oh wow.

I love and worship you my loving and merciful god, I'd follow you to the ends of the earth.