Lovesick Wiccan

If you think that this is about you then may it hit your knee.

When you're kicked out of an rpg, your first thought should be how can I fix what I did, not throw your bullshit onto the owners who were nice and was willing to let you in, but instead you want to go and run your damn mouth saying how vile they are and how they talk trash about their members when YOU are doing the same fucking thing. You said their members were not the best. I maybe an asshole, but I'm a funny haha asshole when it comes to things, I've seen shit that haunted me for life. Imagine that staying with you for the rest of your life.

First example of this is when a BULLDOZER buries your loved ones who departed from life.

second, is when you have a Balloon and as soon as you pulled hard enough, your mother gets a phone call saying a friend of the family passed away and you think it was your fault.

third, the person you consider a best friend is on her fucking death bed and you had to watch her dying as family came in to see her.

four your parents get a divorce and you had to choose between your mom and dad. Mom was a drunk mess on your final half of SENIOR YEAR, you live in a house that is about to go into foreclosure and you feel like your somewhere unstable to the point where the last thing on your mind is wanting to go to school, then when you do this, you fuck with your medicine and then your in and out of hospitals because of DEPRESSION.

So, forgive me if I have the dignity of a nice person who is always too nice, giving people chances but realize you, yourself is unhappy when someone tries to steal someone from you and act like she can run and hide her hands. Or your someone who is a massive asshole who values his imaginary cars, or your someone who uses your mental health as a way to make excuses. YES I had those days but I'm not about to use it as an excuse to get out of posting a FUCKING DRABBLE about what my secret was. Like grow up.

Most of us are parents, uncles, aunts, or trying to get on with life when you realize where you are is where you don't want to be. In front of a computer JOBLESS, depressed, hovered over and constantly hearing "Our neighborhood isn't what it used to be." Like geez sorry you got kicked out of a group who is trying to make a positive space.

This isn't High School, or MEAN GIRLS! Besides most of you saying certain groups are Toxic and Vile are the ones that got tired of your shit. Pretty much, the only ones toxic are three morons who are tired, repeating the same phrases and acting like victims. OH, but sorry I'm a victim when a bitch wants to lay down and snort coke on an imaginary person's couch and not introduce herself to other people.... but sure we're not the best members. I think what the group did was get rid of rotten apples and two of you had chances to come back, but obviously you ran to the first person for comfort... congrats your idiots.

-Sincerely yours