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its time 2 change its tme 2 be a better person its time 2 try and give up othe razor blades lol. i dont even think i want to cut anymore but i keep doing it nyway. last night i spoent like an hour b4 i made any just holding the razor bc i think i was forcing myself out of some obligation. im such a terrible person and i keep delegating doing something abt it 2 other people. but its literally my job to fucking fix it lmfao its my job no one else can. i cant take this shit ive gotta do soemthing.
all of these posts r attention whoring so like if u randomly stumble on this ignore it. the last thing i need is more attention. breaking free feels fucking impossible but like no one else can do it. i feel like im staring in front ofa mirror w/ a hammer and an entire world is behind it i just have to fucking smash it and get on w/ it.
