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I wish I could hack my brain into craving self discipline instead of just constantly dopamine chasing over and over

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angelbabymikaa

i don’t know how to like people normally i’m either violently obsessed or completely uninterested

#whoops

quotemadness

“Pay attention to the things you are naturally drawn to. They are often connected to your path, passion, and purpose in life. Have the courage to follow them.”

— Ruben Chavez

lovelymissjenna

I’m sorry but this seems like terrible advice, right? Like my natural instinct to seek out relationships that activate my same trauma response can’t possibly be connected to my path, passion, and purpose in life. Fuck that

#no offense

thunderpibb

i love when they draw a carrot on top of the carrot cake just to remind you this aint no ordinary fuckin cake youre dealing with

I closed myself off. Like throughly and completely detached myself off from everybody and everything. It worked really well—until it didn’t. And even then it wasn’t actually good for me. It was just very effective at protecting me from the bad feelings. Is that a worthwhile compromise? I don’t get anything good but I’m also not actively suffering?

Because for the last few weeks I’ve been back to engaging with reality. And making irresponsible choices—but also being an active participant in my own life. Is that a good compromise? It’s worth doing kind of shitty things if it’s what allowing me to be in the world with ppl who love me?

And none of this even really matters anyway cuz I’m slowly remembering the exquisite, soul crushing feeling of reaching out for someone i love and trust—someone who ostensibly loves and values me—and having them slowly backing away. Leaving me (quite literally) naked and vulnerable to all the pain I’ve been attempting to avoid.

Maybe it’s better to just be an island. I don’t need anyone I don’t need to try an connect. I don’t need to seek happiness. I was *fine* for like a year and a half. I can do that again. So what if I know it’s not the healthy thing to do. What’s so healthy about having all of my needs neglected. How’s that any better?

#sorry don’t even read this #I’m being a little bitch #just feeling v sad and unwanted and unloved #05.08.23

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woolma

the little coffee you get while out doing errands should be free for girls

allsadnshit

At my core I need to shut the hell up and read a short novel that changes me forever

tanadrin

booty shorts that say “PEOPLE LIKE CERTAINTY MORE THAN THEY LIKE HOPE; THIS DOES NOT MEAN THAT PESSIMISM IS WISE” on the ass

chaoticneutralwife

yeah i’m fine i just need to dissociate for a little bit and i’ll be good to go don’t even worry about it

#whoops

anxietyproblem

#whoops

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lolababyy

U seem....unhinged.

...but like...in a hot way, right??

thethreedeadkings

#whoops

geniusoflove

thinking about how much work i could get done if i would do it

escuerzoresucitado

lakevida

is everything okay man i couldn't help but notice you've been hesitant to say anything beautiful and true lately

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fairycosmos

yes i hate being a consumer yes getting a package delivered makes me feel like life is worth living. i contain multitudes. and brain rot

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