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“got him where i want him at. sis, you can let it go. figured that you found out ‘cause you been stalkin’ every post.” + “i don’t owe you shit ‘cause i ain’t fuckin’ you.” + “keep a ho in check, give me my respect.”

dating Michael was like a dream that you didn’t want to wake up from. almost like a fairytale in a children’s book that gets read to little girls every night as a bedtime story. he was such a sweet, loving, kind, considerate, and gentle soul, always making you his priority even when time wasn’t on his side. some people call it “puppy love” and others call it the “honeymoon phase”, but you and Michael called it love — a soft yet passionate endearment that ran through every nerve in your bodies.

however, you should’ve known that things between you and Michael wouldn’t have been able to stay private forever like you had hoped, especially with the way the media has gone out of their way to intrude on his personal life since he was just 5 years old.

for Michael’s 21st birthday, he wanted to go skating, so you and several others, including his siblings, tagged along with him to a roller rink and had a great time together, you and him skating hand-in-hand and sharing giggles whenever someone managed to lose their balance and tumble over.

Michael didn’t get to experience proper birthday celebrations because of the way he grew up, but that day felt so incredibly special to him, especially since he had dropped his first solo album “Off The Wall” weeks prior and was proud of the overly positive reception he’d been receiving — but your presence only brightened his day more than anything or anyone else ever could.

both of you were practically on cloud nine and you rode on that high for the rest of his birthday, sharing the carefree energy that only he could bring out of you, but little did either of you know, that high wouldn’t last very much longer.

in 1980, exactly one year later, several tabloid pieces were published about the two of you, completely exposing your relationship to the public eye. the pieces not only contained photos of you two from the night of his 21st birthday at the roller rink, but also from several other different occasions of you and him out in public together — and you could tell most of them had been taken in 1979 because of the outfits both of you wore.

some of the photos were of the two of you holding hands, others were of you laughing and smiling at each other. hell, one of the photos was of you sitting in the studio with him as he worked on “Off The Wall”, which immediately made you assume someone who was there that night had a part to play in the exposure of your relationship.

but there was one in particular that was on the cover of almost every single newspaper you laid your eyes on — one of you kissing him on the cheek with his arm wrapped around your waist.

each headline was different. some of them read:

MICHAEL JACKSON AND HIS MYSTERY WOMAN HAVING A NIGHT OUT ON THE TOWN — ANYONE KNOW THE PRETTY LADY’S NAME?

while others read:

MICHAEL JACKSON AND HIS SECRET LOVER SPOTTED OUT IN PUBLIC — KEEP THAT PDA IN CHECK, MA’AM!

but one that bugged you the most was:

GOLD DIGGER ALERT! — MICHAEL JACKSON AND AN UNKNOWN WOMAN SEEN TOGETHER SHORTLY AFTER THE RELEASE OF HIS SOLO ALBUM “OFF THE WALL.”

some headlines uplifted you and others completely ripped you apart, calling you every name under the sun except the one your parents gave you. it bothered you tremendously that people who didn’t even know you had so many disrespectful and borderline disgusting things to say about you, but Michael never failed to reassure you that nobody what the headlines said, he’d always love you with all of his heart and soul.

but unfortunately for you, headlines and tabloids weren’t the only thing you had to worry about.

the moment the world found out you and Michael were in a relationship, the house phone wouldn’t stop ringing, but it wasn’t because everybody and their mama was calling to be nosy and see how you and Michael were holding up. it was because one specific person from Michael’s past couldn’t let bygones be bygones — the one person he still managed to have a soft spot for to this day.

Diana motherfucking Ross.

it was pretty appalling how you found out she was the one blowing up your landline — whenever you answered the phone, the person on the other end would hang up as soon as they heard your voice, not even bothering to let you get your entire “hello?” out. however, there was the one time when Michael answered the phone, and… the outcome was real different.

“baby, i think we need to call the phone company and have them block this number,” you sighed in exasperation, your eyebrows furrowing a little, as the landline continued to ring obnoxiously loud and you stood in front of it, debating on whether or not to actually answer it, “every time i answer it, the person hangs up. i think it’s a spam caller or somethin’.”

“here — lemme’ see it, mama,” Michael popped up around the corner and wrapped his fingers around the phone as he took it off the hook and untangled the cord before putting it up to his ear, “hello? who’s this?—”

the sentence practically died in Michael’s throat as he suddenly went quiet and stiff beside you, his eyes a bit wide and his breathing seemingly caught in his throat. you stared at him in deep confusion, another furrow forming between your eyebrows, and you watched him closely as his adam’s apple bobbed from a hard swallow and he softly cleared his throat to try and regain his composure.

“o-oh— uh, h-hi… Diana…”

mad was 100% an understatement for how you felt that night. the person playing foolish games on your house phone everyday since the news dropped that you and Michael were together was none other than the woman he’d idolized since he was a kid and held on a pedestal as he grew up — oh, you were incredibly livid.

it was no secret to you who Diana Ross was, but it was also no secret who she was to Michael and how much she meant to him — but most importantly, it was also no secret to you that Diana would purposely meddle in Michael’s love life to keep him attached to her hip like an overgrown child.

you had heard all of the stories from Jermaine and Marlon about how Diana would mysteriously appear whenever Michael was seeing a girl and ultimately reel him back into her arms with her predatory charm — and Michael being Michael, he’d fall for it every time.

you told his two brothers that you weren’t worried about her interfering with your relationship because not only had Michael unconsciously distanced himself from her when the two of you started getting serious, but you also weren’t going to let her take him away from you without a fight — and you were absolutely standing on everything you said now that it was actually happening.

the game was on, and you weren’t about to lose to an old woman who couldn’t let go of someone who was way out of her damn league.

after that night, Diana never stopped calling. in fact, she called more just to hear the sound of Michael’s voice, but you strictly banned him from answering the phone whenever she called after she tried to reminisce on memories they shared together and get him to “remember the good times” — a poor attempt to try and get him to fall down a well of nostalgia and pick her over you.

Michael also grew increasingly clingy after that night, always needing to touch you in some way, shape, or form and even whining when you went too far from him. truthfully, it was only because he was anxious about this whole situation. he didn’t want to lose you — he loved you far too much and too deeply to lose you — but he also wasn’t the biggest fan of conflict and confrontation. to be frank, he hated being in it and he hated being around it, which was most likely because of how he experienced his childhood and adolescence with Joseph Jackson.

because Diana never stopped calling, you ended up calling your phone company and getting her number blocked, which ceased the unnecessary noise in your home and eased Michael’s nerves. you never told him upfront that you blocked her number and he never asked why she stopped calling — in fact, both of you continued on as if nothing had even happened and you never discussed it again.

you didn’t go out of your way to get back at her for what she did. you knew that Diana was a very calculated woman who didn’t stop until she got the things she wanted from people, even if she had to work harder and longer for it.

but you? oh, you were an extremely headstrong woman. you didn’t fold under pressure, even if the pressure in question was a woman trying to slither her way into your relationship.

things went somewhat back to normal after that, but the random tabloids being printed and the paparazzi always managing to find you and Michael wherever you went only increased overtime. however, things took another turn when the American Music Awards rolled around in January 1981 and Michael was invited because he was nominated for Favorite Pop/Rock Album, Favorite Soul/R&B Male Artist, and Favorite Soul/R&B Album.

it had only been a few months since the whole “Michael Jackson and his secret girlfriend” scandal hit the news, and you knew that this awards ceremony would only add fuel to the fire, so instead of staying in the shadows and letting the world’s interest in your relationship die down, both of you decided to embrace the publicity and you joined Michael as his date.

you spent the entire day getting ready with your friends, who were more than willing to help you look even more beautiful than you already were. you didn’t let Michael see you until later on that night when it was time for the two of you to leave and head to the ceremony, wanting to surprise him by how breathtaking you looked all dolled up.

you were already inside the limo the moment Michael walked out of your shared home to join you, but when he pulled open the door to the vehicle and his eyes landed on you, he immediately froze, his lips slightly parting in astonishment at the sight of your appearance.

you wore a long beautiful one-strap red gown that had a slit to let one of your pretty legs slide perfectly through it with a black faux fur stole draped across your shoulders for warmth and comfortable black heels on your feet to match the black in Michael’s top and his bow tie. your hair was silk-pressed and pulled up into a curly bun with a curled bang hanging down and covering one of your eyes as your face was decorated with soft makeup and your lips sat adorned with red lipstick that matched your dress, the delicious aroma of your perfume filling Michael’s nostrils and ultimately melting him even further.

“baby… oh, mama, you look… g-gosh, you look wonderful,” Michael gushed in awe, a wide dimpled smile crossing his face, as he slipped into the seat beside you and shut the door behind him, the limo immediately pulling off from your driveway and down the road, “this why you wouldn’t let me see you all day? ‘cause you were gettin’ ready f’me?”

“uh-huh,” you smiled as you watched his gaze travel along your body in adoration and your smile widened, knowing he wouldn’t be able to take his eyes off you the entire night, “wanted to surprise you, angel.”

“this is the best surprise i’ve ever had… you’re the best surprise i’ve ever had,” Michael chuckled bashfully and you giggled softly as you reached over to him and grabbed ahold of his hand, giving it a soft squeeze before intertwining your fingers with his, “so… how do you feel ‘bout tonight? you nervous at all?”

“i’m more excited than anything, honestly,” you answered with a small shrug, gently moving your bang back from your eye with the tips of your fingers, as you gave him a slow once-over before your gaze fixated on his face and you slightly tilted your head, “i get to be seen on my handsome boyfriend’s arm and i get to watch him collect some awards for his amazin’ artistry… nothin’ for me to really be nervous ‘bout, baby.”

you purposely left out one of the reasons why you weren’t nervous — because you were secretly anticipating Diana’s reaction when she saw you with Michael — and you flashed Michael a charming smile, which only flustered him more and made him duck his head into the crook of your neck to hide his face.

“mm, stop…” Michael murmured sheepishly, pressing his face against your warm skin, as you laughed softly and slightly shook your head, your free hand reaching up to cradle his nape while your other hand remained tangled with his.

“you’re so cute when you get all shy, y’know that?”

the flashing white lights from the paparazzi’s cameras nearly blinded the two of you as you stepped out of the limousine and onto the red carpet hand-in-hand, Michael’s arm immediately wrapping around your waist to keep you tucked into his side once you were out of the vehicle.

shouts of Michael’s name from journalists, reporters, and photographers trying to get his and your attention filled both of your ears as you posed together for the various cameras, both of your eyes flitting around to every lens to give each individual one a polite smile and wave.

though this was your first official appearance with Michael and your first time on the red carpet, you handled it with grace as if you were a pro, keeping your head up and your back straight as you allowed Michael to guide you through the bustling crowd of celebrities.

when the two of you found your seats and the moment a shred of peace and somewhat quiet fell upon you — at least, quieter than the sound of people yelling over each other and the deafening shuttering of cameras — both of you exhaled quietly in unison, prompting you to look over at each other and laugh softly.

“you okay after all that?” Michael asked softly, smiling a little at you, as you smiled back and nodded your head in response, causing Michael’s smile to widen while he reached over and gently rested his hand on your thigh, “lemme’ know if you ever get uncomfortable and we can leave, ‘kay?”

“i will, angel.”

about an hour had passed and the American Music Awards had gone by smoothly so far. the last award of the Pop/Rock categories had just been given out and now they were moving on to the Soul/R&B categories, which you and Michael had been looking forward to since he didn’t win Favorite Pop/Rock Album.

as they announced the nominees for Favorite Soul/R&B Album and built anticipation for the winner, you felt Michael’s grip slightly tighten on your thigh and your hand lowered to cover his as you gently squeezed it to comfort him, causing his hand to loosen just a little — not enough to fully reassure you that he wasn’t nervous.

before you could lean in to reassure him properly, his name and album were announced from the award presenters and your attention immediately averted to the stage, both of you realizing at the same time that he was the winner for the subcategory. as the camera shifted to the two of you, you erupted into squeals and applause as Michael’s eyes lit up and he leaned over to you, kissing your cheek twice before standing from his seat and rushing to the stage.

as he collected his award, he said a few heartwarming words before walking off of the stage and back to his seat, causing another uproar of applause and cheers from the crowd — including you, his beautiful lady. he sat down again and held his award in his lap as he reached over to you and grabbed onto one of your hands, intertwining his fingers with yours and pressing kisses against each of your knuckles.

before you could relish in the affection, the awards ceremony moved on to Favorite Soul/R&B Song, and the sound of Diana Ross’s name being called as one of the nominees made you involuntarily stiffen up, your smile freezing on your face and suddenly not meeting your eyes anymore. you quickly fixed your appearance before Michael or one of the cameras caught it though, not wanting to draw too much attention to yourself or your reaction to the sound of that lady’s name.

the moment they announced that she was the winner, you held your breath a little to keep yourself from unconsciously making any movements that would display your disdain for her or your annoyance by her, such as your jaw clenching or your grip suddenly tightening on Michael’s hand.

you watched Diana with quiet and suppressed fury as she walked up onto the stage to receive her award, greeting the presenters before moving towards the podium to say her thanks. while she spoke, you watched her closely as she looked among the crowd to make eye contact with everyone until her gaze fell upon you and Michael, an unreadable glint briefly flickering in her eyes while they fixated specifically on him as if you weren’t even there at all.

you felt Michael tense up beside you as his grip on your hand tightened, but you didn’t spare him at all glance. you kept your eyes on the woman of the moment, watching her attentively as she stared at your boyfriend as if he was the only one in the room and nobody else existed — including you.

you remained poised and maintained your composure, but deep down inside? oh, you were angry as fuck — you were just really good at hiding it in public.

as Diana walked down from the stage and went back to her seat, the awards ceremony moved on to Favorite Soul/R&B Female Artist and her name was announced for a second time as a nominee. this time when you heard her name, your body stiffened longer than before and Michael noticed it. he glanced over at you before doing a double take, taking his time to give you a once-over before he awkwardly turned his attention back to the stage.

he could tell you were upset. he’s been with you long enough to know the signs of your emotions running high, but he never thought about how to handle your anger in public — and he also didn’t know how to calm you down when he knew you had every right to be bothered by Diana’s existence.

unfortunately for you, Diana won that award as well, and you watched her like a hawk as she walked up onto the stage to receive her second award of the night with a big ass grin on her face, greeting the new presenters before moving towards the podium to say her second round of thanks. at this point, you were dissociating, completely zoning out and disconnecting from your body to keep yourself from showing how unpleased you were.

what brought you back was the cheers and applause for Diana as she left the stage again, and you immediately exhaled sharply under your breath in exasperation. was the American Music Awards mocking you because you and Michael had been outed as a couple to the public and he used to be attached to Diana’s hip before you came along? how many awards was this bitch going to win tonight?

luckily, the awards ceremony moved on to Favorite Soul/R&B Male Artist and you immediately sat up straighter, your eyes lighting up once you heard Michael’s name be announced as a nominee by presenters Bonnie Pointer and La Toya Jackson — aka, his big sister.

as they listed the other nominees, you were practically on the edge of your seat, silently pleading for Michael to be the winner — but when he actually was proclaimed as the winner, the abrupt squeal of undeniable glee that left your mouth was heard over the heavy applause in the room.

his eyes lit up for a second time and a wide dimpled smile crossed his face, but before he could actually get up, you leaned over to him and pressed a big kiss against his cheek, leaving behind a red lipstick stain on his face as a way to claim him more than you already had — and to also rub it in Diana’s face.

he was practically beaming at this point, and he looked at you with nothing but endless adoration in his eyes as he stood from his seat and brung your hand to his mouth again, quickly kissing the back of it before letting it go and heading on stage. you watched as he hugged Bonnie first and moved to wrap La Toya in his embrace, slightly rocking her before gently grabbing the award from her hand, pulling away from her, and moving towards the podium.

as you watched him give a short sweet speech to say his thanks, you noticed Bonnie and La Toya giving you small waves from the stage and your smile widened as you waved back to them, intense warmth spreading through you for the first time since you arrived.

maybe tonight wouldn’t be so bad after all… right?

if you weren’t overstimulated by photographers and journalists before, you definitely were now.

the departure of the American Music Awards was far more chaotic than the arrival was. now that all of the winners were announced and had been awarded, journalists and reporters were practically pressing any and every winner they could find — and the photographers? they weren’t any better, their numerous cameras flashing every millisecond to catch every single person they could.

you had been trying to keep yourself pulled together the whole night, but your patience was running thin and it felt like everyone was working on your last nerve — however, you still remained graceful and maintained your composure so you didn’t come off as rude or accused of having a bad attitude.

this was your first public appearance, after all. how would that look if you lost your cool at a formal event like this? and how would it look for Michael, especially when he was the one who invited you to join him? you didn’t want to embarrass yourself, but you definitely didn’t want to embarrass Michael.

as you and Michael bid yourself farewell to Bonnie and La Toya, before either of you could continue on your journey to leaving the building, a group of photographers and a reporter swarmed around you, causing Michael’s grip to immediately tighten on you — you had been carrying one of his awards so his arm could wrap around your waist and keep you close to him.

“good evening, beautiful mystery lady,” the reporter smiled at you, showing all 32 of her teeth, as you smiled politely and let out a soft giggle, “how do you feel about Michael’s accomplishments tonight? we saw you cheering loudly for him each time he was called upon stage, but i’d rather hear it from you personally.”

“i’m very proud of Michael, actually. he’s worked so hard on “Off The Wall” and on his career overall, so i’m extremely happy that i got to see him be rewarded for his talent,” you explained, a genuine smile gracing your face, as Michael smiled bashfully and he looked down at you and pressed a soft kiss against your temple, making you giggle, “i’m also real grateful to be on his arm tonight, in case you wanted to know that as well.”

“well, judging by the lipstick stain on his cheek, i could definitely see how grateful you are to be here with him,” the reporter laughed, earning a laugh from you, as she adjusted her microphone in her hand, “well, i won’t hold the two of you for much longer. Michael, congratulations on your two beautiful AMAs tonight, i wish both of you a save trip home!”

both of you gave the reporter your goodbyes and you watched the photographers leave you and follow behind her, making you exhale heavily in relief. noticing this, Michael looked down at you and he chuckled softly, his thumb gently stroking your side.

“you tired, mama?” Michael asked, a slight teasing undertone to his voice, as the two of you resumed making your way towards the exit door of the building and you gently adjusted your grip on Michael’s award in your hands.

“honestly, yeah, i am. tonight’s been so overwhelmin’ for me—”

“oh, Michael!” the sound of that familiar yet aggravating voice stopped both of you in your tracks, your fingers tightening around the base of the award and your jaw clenching so tight that your teeth nearly ground together.

both of you turned around slowly for different reasons — Michael was anxious and you were furious, the same way both of you felt when you found out that Diana was the one blowing up your house phone. once you were fully turned to face her, you eyed her from head to toe real slow, as if you were sizing her up just in case you had to act of character.

“you weren’t leavin’ without sayin’ hi to me, were you?” Diana asked, slightly raising her eyebrows, as a playfully dramatic frown crossed her face and you looked over at Michael, gauging his reaction and immediately picking up on his nervousness.

“y-yeah, uh… my lady’s feelin’ real tired so i thought we’d leave soon.” Michael chuckled awkwardly, his fingers slightly flexing against your side, as Diana’s eyes flitted over to you and she gave you a once-over before meeting your gaze and giving you one of the fakest smiles you’ve ever seen, making you raise one of your eyebrows.

“oh, Michael, you never told me you were in a relationship now. i don’t believe i’ve met her before,” Diana’s fake smile widened and stretched out her free hand for you to shake, but you just stared at it with obvious disgust instead, keeping your hands on Michael’s award and refusing to touch her, “i’m Diana, one of Michael’s close friends.”

one of your eyes slightly twitched at her subtle emphasis of ‘close’ and your gaze flickered between her hand in his face before you fixated on her face and looked her dead in the eye with an unimpressed expression, “i know who you are.”

Diana blinked at your emotionless words and her sweet and kind facade nearly slipped before she quickly caught herself and chuckled quietly, lowering her hand back to her side and adjusting the two awards she was cradling in her other arm.

“you know, Michael, i would’ve assumed you’d go for a woman with a little bit more… class,” Diana chuckled, her shoulders shrugging slightly, as your eyebrows immediately furrowed and you watched Diana raise her index finger to gesture between the two of you, “i mean, don’t get me wrong, she’s dressed beautifully, but it seems like she doesn’t have the best attitude to be shown off by a superstar like you. it’s bad for publicity, you should know that.”

and just like that, your patience was gone.

you let out a exasperated laugh as your suppressed emotions now showed themselves on your face and in your body language, causing Michael to tense up beside you while he looked between the two of you uncomfortably.

“class? you know, that’s rich comin’ from a woman who wouldn’t stop callin’ our house once you found out we were dating — and don’t lie because i had to block your number and i got the call logs to prove it,” you spat harshly, slightly narrowing your eyes at her, as Diana’s eyes averted to you and you watched her part her lips to speak but you quickly cut her off before she could get started, “cut the whole “you never told me you were in a relationship” act — you knew. you just thought he’d tell you before it happened so you could try and stop it just like you did with the other girls he was with before me. and even if you didn’t know, you’re not his mother. why would you even need to know somethin’ like that?”

“you’re not innocent and you’re definitely not classy— in fact, you’re far from both and i believe you’ve always been that way. you’re a liar, a manipulator, and as fake as your weave. and you need to grow the fuck up and leave my man alone. ‘cause if this happens again, i will be goin’ straight to the tabloids and givin’ them a real story to plaster across the states.” you snapped, your jaw clenching, as Diana blinked and she stared at you in shock, her mouth still slightly open from when she tried to speak but got caught off by you.

you had bit your tongue for too damn long and you were tired of holding in how you felt. you hated Diana, and you were tired of hiding it just to save you and Michael’s asses. she had no right to come up to the two of you and disrespect you in front of him and in room full of people, so if she wanted to go low, you were going to take it lower and go straight to hell with it.

funny enough, some of the attendees, reporters, and journalists had overheard you going off on Diana, and you had a feeling they would because you weren’t exactly quiet with the things you said, but quite frankly, you were tired of being quiet. as reporters and journalists moved towards the three of you and photographers followed their lead, you unwrapped Michael’s arm from around your waist and grabbed ahold of his hand as you hastily resumed walking to the exit to avoid being interviewed, Michael quickly following behind you and keeping up with your fast pace.

the two of you reached the limousine in no time, though cameras flashing and yelling reporters and journalists continued following you and even swarmed your limo. however, before they could properly get to you, you were already inside the vehicle and the driver immediately pulled off once he realized that both of you were inside and the limo was being surrounded by various individuals.

as the limousine rolled down the road, you sat against the window with one of Michael’s awards in your lap and one of your hands resting underneath your chin, your gaze remaining out of the window and your jaw sitting clenched. the silence was deafeningly loud and tense, and Michael shifted awkwardly beside you as he looked over at you and swallowed hard, brainstorming on how to approach you in your angered state.

“…mama?” Michael asked quietly, his voice barely audible, as he went to reach out to you but paused, knowing you most likely didn’t want to be touched right now, “is… is there anythin’ i can do?”

your expression gradually softened and you lowered your hand from your chin as you turned to look at him and noticed the look of worry in his eyes, making your expression soften quicker than you realized.

“oh, baby… i’m not mad at you,” you reassured him softly, moving closer to him, as you rested your thigh against his and you grabbed one of his hands, intertwining your fingers while you leaned in to kiss his cheek, “but i am mad at her. and i’m tired of tryna’ be nice to your friend.”

“she shouldn’t have said those things about you. she’s so wrong for tryin’ to embarrass you like that. i’m sorry i didn’t stick up for you, mama, i really am,” Michael murmured, bringing your hand to his mouth for a third time tonight, as he kissed each of your knuckles again and rested your hand against his face, “i’m never speakin’ to her again for sayin’ those disgustin’ things to you.”

“angel, don’t apologize. i know you don’t do well in conflict and i’m not gon’ hold that against you, ‘kay?” you whispered reassuringly, untangling your hand from Michael’s, as you adjusted your hand on his face and cradled his jaw in your palm, gently stroking his jaw and watching him slowly nod his head, “i love you, Mikey. nothing’s gonna change that, especially not her.”

Michael smiled tenderly at you and nodded again as he leaned into your palm and slightly turned his head, pressing soft kisses against your palm and letting his mouth travel to pepper kisses along your wrist.

“i love you more, darlin’. i love you so much, i can’t live without you, mama. you’re all i need.”

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to you, college professors were some of the most stubborn teachers alive simply because of how strict they were when it came down to grades, rounding them up, and finalizing them, and Professor Jackson was no different from them.

the semester was coming to an end and you’d just submitted your last assignment of her class before the final exam she’d be giving out next week, but the problem is that your grade was sitting right at an 89.95%, which was a B, and you knew it wouldn’t be rounded up to a 90%, which was an A, because it was explicitly stated in Professor Jackson’s syllabus that she didn’t do that sort of thing.

granted, you had very high hopes for your final exam and didn’t think you’d bomb it when the time came, but you also wanted to have a high enough grade to the point where if you did do bad on it, your final grade would still be high and wouldn’t jack up your GPA.

you knew most professors didn’t really give out extra credit assignments, especially during the closing of the semester, but you couldn’t risk not asking at least once to see if she had any in store for you or not, even if she truly didn’t have anything for you.

as the class wrapped up and came to an end, you were packing your things up with practiced ease, going slower than you usually would because you wanted to be alone when you asked Professor Jackson for extra credit — mainly because you didn’t want any of the other students trying to ask for extra credit as well.

some might call it petty, but you didn’t give a damn. you worked your ass off all semester long, so if she did have any extra credit assignments, it belonged to you and only you.

luckily for you, it was a Friday afternoon, so the classroom cleared out much more quickly than it did on any other day. tossing your backpack over one of your shoulders, you clutched the strap to keep it stable as you walked down the aisle of seats and headed down to Professor Jackson’s desk, watching her turn off the projector and move with grace to clean off the whiteboards.

“Professor Jackson?” you called out, catching her attention, as her hand paused mid-swipe on the whiteboard and her head turned back towards you, a small smile crossing her face while she watched you walk over to and stand in front of her desk, “can i ask you somethin’?”

“sure, sweetheart, what is it?” Professor Jackson asked warmly, the term of endearment sending butterflies right to your stomach, as she sat the whiteboard eraser down and walked over to her desk, standing behind it and properly meeting your gaze.

“well, i was wonderin’ if you had any extra credit assignments i could do to bump up my grade? i know the semester’s close to ending and whatnot, but i’d really like to ace this class and my grade’s still stuck at an 89.” you explained, adjusting your backpack on your shoulder, as Professor Jackson pursed her lips together and slightly tilted her head, a soft hum emitting from her vocals while she looked at you in deep thought.

you watched as her eyes scanned your face before dropping to your lips, her gaze lingering there before moving lower and eyeing your body down. you honestly thought your mind was playing tricks on you… until her gaze settled onto your cleavage and you watched her tongue dart across her lips, wetting them a little before her eyes abruptly meet yours again and she smiled innocently — as if she hadn’t been unashamedly ogling her student.

“meet me in my office later on today at 6:30. i’ll have somethin’ for you then.” Professor Jackson offered sweetly, though the look in her eyes showed something much more salacious than her tone let on, as you smiled widely in relief before suddenly pausing, a look of confusion finding its way onto your face.

“wait… i thought your office hours ended at 6?” you asked, a bit dumbfounded, as Professor Jackson smiled at you and let out a soft laugh, slightly shaking her head.

“they do, but i want to make sure there’ll be no interruptions when we discuss your extra credit opportunities,” Professor Jackson assured, gently nudging her glasses up the bridge of her nose, as she adjusted her blazer and loosely crossed her arms, “so, i’ll see you at 6:30?”

you smiled a little, oblivious to the look in her eyes, and you nodded your head as you looked at her for a final time before heading to the classroom door, “see you at 6:30.”

at exactly 6:30, you knocked on Professor Jackson’s office door twice to announce your presence, quickly glancing around the empty hallway before pushing the door open and stepping inside her office.

softly closing the door behind you, your gaze averted to your professor, who was sitting behind her desk with her blazer off and draped the back of her chair, the sleeves of her white dress shirt rolled up to her elbows, and her hair free from its half-pulled back and half-down state and now cascading down the sides of her face.

one of her hands slightly hovered above the keys on her keyboard and her other hand covered her mouse as her eyes remained on her computer monitors and she kept her back turned towards you, but you could tell she was aware of your presence because her posture straightened just a little.

“lock the door f’me, sweetheart.” the soft sound of Professor Jackson’s velvety voice hit your eardrums and you blinked, pulling yourself out of your thoughts, as you slipped a hand behind your back and turned the lock on the doorknob without thinking twice, the soft ‘click!’ sounding out into the room and briefly mixing with the soft clacking of keys.

your eyes remained on your professor and you watched her finish up what she was previously doing on her computer before she shut it down and swiveled around in her chair to face you, that signature warm smile spreading across her face as she looked at you.

“are you nervous bein’ alone with me?” Professor Jackson teased, slightly raising her eyebrows, as she reached up and gently removed her glasses from her face, sitting them aside before turning her attention back to you, “you haven’t moved away from the door since you closed it.”

a small bashful smile crossed your face at the realization and you quickly cleared your throat before letting out a soft chuckle, the sound a bit more timid then your usual chuckles, “i’m sorry, it wasn’t intentional… i just, um—”

“—got distracted by me, i know. i felt you starin’ when you walked in,” she finished your sentence for you and grinned knowingly as she stood from her chair and gently nudged it back with her calf, her gaze remaining fixated on you while she slightly tilted her head, “c’mere, pretty girl.”

your breathing got caught in your throat at the term of endearment and you swallowed hard as you felt your heart skip a beat and you stared at her incredulously, not knowing if this was actually happening or if it was all in your head.

“Professor—”

“Janet,” Professor Janet Jackson interrupted you for a second time and she smiled at you, though you could tell there was something tantalizing in her seemingly innocent expression, “you can call me Janet when we’re alone. now are you gonna c’mere or do i have to repeat myself?”

your feet moved before you mind could make them. you walked over to her desk slowly, as if you were waiting for her to say she was just kidding, and you went to stand in front of it before her hand quickly shot out and she grabbed your wrist, pulling you around the desk and in front of her instead.

“c’mon, don’t act shy with me, sweetheart. i see the way you look at me during my lectures. you don’t hide it very well,” Janet grinned teasingly, her hands lowering to grip your hips, as she lifted you with ease and sat you on her desk, a soft gasp falling from your lips and your eyes widening at the action, “the way you watch at my hips sway when i wear pencil skirts. the way you stare at my arms when i take off my blazer and roll up my sleeves. the way you stare at my hands instead of the board when i’m writing…”

Janet gently pulled your thighs open and moved to stand between them as her eyes examined your face and her hands slid up from your thighs to your hips again, splaying her fingers across them and teasingly squeezing them, “…you want me, don’t you, baby?”

you stared up at her silently, as if in a trance by not only her proximity but her beauty as well, and your throat suddenly felt dry as you gave her a small nod of your head, earning a soft chuckle from your professor.

“use your words, pretty girl.”

“…y-yes, i… i want you.”

Janet smiled victoriously at you and she hummed softly in satisfaction as her hands slowly explored your frame, one of them creeping up to your waist while the other slipped around to the waistband of your jeans.

“remember those extra credit opportunities i said i’d have for you?” Janet purred, biting her lip at you, as you swallowed hard and nodded again, your breathing now a bit heavy from her hands on your body, “this is it… let me give you what you’ve been wantin’ and you won’t have to worry ‘bout a single grade in my class, baby.”

you couldn’t believe this was happening — the professor you’ve been attracted to throughout the duration of your semester is willing to give you exactly what you’ve been dreaming of: a passing grade that you’ve been wishing for since she gave you your first assignment and raw, unadulterated pleasure from her fingertips — and maybe even more.

“y-yes… please, Janet, i want you. wan’ you to touch me…” you confessed in a needy whimper as you lifted your hands and grabbed ahold of her forearms, tugging her closer between your legs and getting a big whiff of her delicious perfume.

“mm, there’s my good girl,” Janet cooed sultrily, her hand on your waist gently caressing your side, as she slipped two of her other fingers through a belt loop beside the button of your jeans and she teasingly tugged at it, “tell me how you want it. how do you want me to touch you?”

“i… i want your fingers inside me… please.” you whimpered desperately, your breathing slightly hitching at the tug on your jeans, as Janet sexily grinned and she let go of your belt loop, her fingers moving to unbutton your jeans and pull them down your legs with ease.

she tossed them aside and spread your legs again as she looked down at your now slick underwear, noticing the wet spot sitting in the gusset of them. smirking to herself, she hooked her fingers inside the waistband of them and slowly pulled them down your legs, holding the pair of panties on her fingertips to analyze the wet spot better.

“oh, look at that,” Janet sighed in bliss as she eyed your wet underwear before tossing it aside and focusing her attention back on you, “you’re all wet f’me, sweetheart? is that right?”

“y-yes— God, yes…” you profusely nodded your head, the action almost desperate, and Janet smirked at you as she stepped closer to you and gripped your waist to hold you in place, her other hand resting on your lower abdomen before she slowly slid it between your legs and cupped your pussy in her palm, “J-Janet…”

“my name sounds so pretty comin’ from your mouth, baby. such a good student f’me, aren’t you?” Janet purred as her fingers found your clit and she rubbed it in steady circles, causing your back to slightly arch while you moaned out to her, “so pretty down here, too… you’re so beautiful, sweetheart.”

a whimper fell from your lips at her praise and she leaned forward as she tilted her head and buried it in the crook of your neck, leaving open-mouthed kisses along your heated melanated skin while her fingers continued to work your clit. one of your hands cradled the back of her head and your fingers threaded through her hair as your other hand held onto her forearm, your body arching into her touch while your head tilted back to further expose your neck.

“P-Professor,” the word fell from your lips with ease and somehow went unnoticed by you, but the sound of it made Janet’s kisses pause and her fingers speed up, “feels s-soooo good— oh, f-fuuckkk…”

“tell me how good it feels,” Janet murmured against your neck, raising her head, as she let go of your waist and grabbed your neck instead, lifting your head and making you look at her while one of her fingers slid inside of you, “tell me how long you’ve been thinkin’ about your professor touchin’ you like this.”

“f-for so long,” you gasped, your eyebrows slightly furrowed, as your hand left her hair and you grabbed ahold of her wrist, your eyelids slightly fluttering while your hips rolled forward to catch the rhythm of her finger, “mmh, i… i-i’d think about you makin’ me cum just l-like this… makin’ me yours over and over again.”

“you wanna be mine, sweet girl?” Janet cooed teasingly, slipping another finger inside of you, as you let out a needy mewl at the sensation and felt her fingers pick up speed, her thumb starting to rub at your clit while her middle and ring fingers fucked into you, “want me to claim you and keep you all to myself?”

“y-yes! ohhhh— nnnngh, f-fuck— yessss!” you whined as your hips rolled against her fingers to match her thrusts and your eyes rolled back, a furrow forming between your eyebrows while your thighs twitched, “m-make me yours, mama, please!”

“then cum for me, baby. cum on my desk. let me juice this pretty pussy, sweetheart, c’mon. give it to me. give it to me right now.” Janet’s filthy words sent you over the edge and your head fell back as your thighs quivered and your jaw went slack, your mouth hanging open while whines and whimpers fell endlessly from your ajar mouth.

“s-shiiiiit— ooh, fuck!— i-i’m cummin’! i— i’m cumminnnn’— uuughhh, J-Janet!”

After four months of constant hesitation and anxious overthinking, Michael Jackson had finally decided that the night of September 1st, 1978, would be his very first time making love. It would be the night he’d lose his virginity to the girl he’d loved since he was eleven years old.

Having grown in comfortability and confidence surrounding sex unlike the sheer disdain he’d felt toward it previously, he was still certifiably terrified—so excited to take this next step with the woman he adored more than anything, but so incredibly nervous that he would do something wrong, paired with the intense guilt that what you would be doing together was also much too sinful. He'd pondered over the question of religious purity relentlessly since you'd first told him in July that he need not take the overly strict rules so seriously, but even while he had calmed down his vehement religious adherence, it still nagged at him. He really hoped that once tonight was over and done with, he'd feel differently. He prayed that he wouldn't feel any worse—that the guilt wouldn't instead increase after the fact, because really, that was more likely—and then he remembered that the God he was praying to obviously condemned the act out of wedlock in the first place. So, again he was stuck, relying only on your insistence and his own self-assurance that the act wouldn't be the disgusting thing he'd always perceived it as. He was an adult now—freshly twenty years old—and he needed his girl so badly. There was no fighting it anymore.

He even began to wonder, if God permitted sex within marriage, surely it couldn't be that sinful outside of it? He knew from you, from his brothers and from his father how rough and aggressive it could be (that particular knowledge existing as part of the reason why he'd been so disturbed and deterred from it in the first place) but he also believed in just how beautiful and gentle it could be. He knew you'd been victim to sex that was on the more aggressive side as you'd grown into adulthood, and he was ever determined to show you that the opposite could also be true in this domineering, patriarchal world. He wanted to love you, not just fuck you; to display to your body his eternal devotion, each touch a promise that he would never, ever hurt you like you'd been hurt before. He'd always known that you were destined to be with him, that even when he was beginning to give up hope because you weren't seeming to show him any romantic interest despite knowing him for so long, something inside of that boy still screamed, "she'll be mine one day."

Michael had planned tonight extensively, down to every last detail of which he was in control of—but of course the specifics within the evening would be instructed by your expertise. He'd decided that it had to happen at your place (even though he would've preferred to take you in his childhood bedroom) because if he did attempt the latter option, precisely it would be a mere attempt and nothing more. His brothers would hear, they'd tease and ruin the moment just like they did with your first shower together; and aside that, there was also the terrifying possibility of Michael's mother finding out.

You lived in a mansion too, with a family half the size of his, and the rooms were all so far apart that you didn't really need to choose a night where the house would be completely empty. But Michael still requested that you did, because for his very first time with you he needed it to be absolutely perfect. The pressure for perfection carried him through his entire life in every sector, and while such pressure helped him to acquire greatness in his creativity and in his career, Michael was mistakenly applying it to something that in fact required zero pressure in order to survive successfully. The more he focused on being the best you'd ever had, and the more he desperately needed every little thing to fit the dream he'd been having for years, the higher the likelihood that he'd be too awkward and unable to relax.

As he walked over to your house, he began to understand that to some extent; but not fully, because even while he tried to calm down through deep, controlled breaths, the underlying yearning for perfection still didn't leave. And to make matters worse, nor did the religious guilt, and the childhood trauma. Every thought—tiny or huge—was piling on top of one another, making his chest constrict so much that he felt he might have a literal heart attack on Encino Avenue. When your family mansion came into view, his head was spinning.

Walking closer, he saw you out on the porch talking to a neighbour, clad in a tight hot pink tank top—the hem riding up to show a glimpse of your stomach—with Daisy Dukes to accentuate your ass, and Converse Chuck Taylors on your feet. Michael tried to stroll normally, but really he felt as though every step he took was mechanical, as though he was dreaming and the freshly-mowed grass would soon transform into quicksand.

You knew he was supposed to turn up around seven, and the time was indeed right on seven o'clock, but you hadn't been paying attention, because you figured he probably wouldn't turn up exactly at the strike of the hour. 

Seriously? Did you even know your boyfriend at all? When it came to you, Michael would be nothing short of punctual—especially when he'd been pacing around Hayvenhurst all day before finally allowing himself to leave at 6.30. In truth, he'd been pacing around Hayvenhurst all week.

You didn't notice him walking over at first, because you were busy engaged in a conversation with one of your girlfriends about your upcoming single. It was her that spotted Michael first as he came up behind you. She'd started grinning all of a sudden.

"What is it?" you chuckled. "Have I got somethin' on my face?"

"No—your man's here, girl."

"Hi," Michael said shyly, wrapping an arm around your waist. He was wearing a half-buttoned cream linen shirt that exposed part of his chest, with light blue high waisted bell bottoms, fixed tight on his hips by a thick brown belt.

"Oh, hey baby," you beamed, turning to the side to face him, then pulling him into a quick greeting kiss. Your face nestled into his shoulder, and the girl beside you cooed in adoration.

"I'll leave you two lovebirds," she laughed, giving you a short hug. "See you tomorrow, babe!"

Then she was heading back inside her house next door, and so you turned properly now to face your sweetheart.

"Mm, been waitin' for you all day," you murmured against his lips, wrapping your arms around his neck as you pressed kiss after kiss onto his facial features.

"Yeah?" Michael's eyes lit up a little, as if some part of him was believing that only he was excited for tonight. You'd had sex several times before with other men, so surely this wouldn't be anything special on your end, he thought, and he imagined you'd probably forgotten all about the appointment he'd made before you'd found him standing right next to you.

And yet, he couldn't have been more wrong, where it seemed the memory of your sexual cravings regarding him had since slipped his mind. He was also yet to be aware of just how deeply your love for him ran—how despite your avoidance (of which you were slowly recovering from) you were treating tonight with just as much care and anticipation as the boy who'd never made love before.

"Mhm, let's go upstairs," you smiled, kissing his cheek and taking hold of his hand. 

"Nervous, huh?" you asked while the two of you walked up to the front door and into the foyer. 

Michael's breath caught in his throat. He'd hoped you wouldn't notice.

"Uh—a little. I guess."

You linked your arm with his and squeezed his hand tighter, leaning comfortably into his side. "You're shakin', honey. You have nothin' to be worried about—really—but would you wanna maybe watch a movie before we, uh—?" You started to giggle, feeling a little shy yourself. "Just to loosen you up a little."

"Um," Michael smiled bashfully, "yeah, that would be great."

"Okay, let's go to my room, Mickey!" you sung with his Disney nickname, reaching the staircase.

"After you, Minnie," Michael chuckled in response.

You both took off your sneakers, and then in an attempt to replace anxiety with playfulness, he sped up as you walked, now skipping up the stairs after you and chasing you into your room while you squealed. As soon as you rushed inside, he wrapped his long arms around your waist from behind and lifted you with surprising ease, then shifted you into a bridal carry as you still continued to whine happily. 

"Mike," you sighed, cheeks aching already from how much you'd been smiling. You wrapped your arms around his neck like a koala seeking refuge in its mother.

"Yes, honey?" he smiled back down at you, stroking your thigh as he walked your figure over to your huge champagne-pink king-size bed, enveloped in silk. You'd spent half of your relationship thus far here, and the other half at Michael's place. Really, your bedroom was much more appropriate—with the likelihood of outside intrusion much less—but as stated previously, Michael always thought it was more romantic and more gentlemanly to bring you to his home, rather than to rely on yours.

You were looking up into his eyes now, getting so effortlessly lost in the shining brown orbs, how the pupils dilated the more they locked onto your own, and you'd forgotten what it was you wanted to say.

"Tink," he whispered, urging you to continue your sentence with a kiss to your nose. He was doing something he did quite a lot—standing in the centre of somewhere, carrying your waiting body, entirely lost in the feeling of the holding, so much so that he didn't want to let you out of his grasp. Silly in this circumstance however, because you'd be in an even closer grasp once you got comfy under the sheets and entwined your bodies.

"I forgot what I was gonna say," you giggled. "Um... but somethin' else just came to mind, too. Y'know... the three words..."

You were always too shy to say them, still only four months into dissecting and overcoming your deep-rooted avoidance, but at the same time you often had a strong need to make clear to Michael that you felt the words, no matter how difficult they were to leave your lips.

Michael's smile grew ten times wider, and he leaned his face down to kiss your forehead, rocking you absentmindedly in his arms as though you were in your very own Disney movie, saved by the handsome prince. 

"Can I say 'em for y'?"

"What, about yourself?" you joked, reaching up to play with his afro. "Wow, Michael, I never knew you were so self-absorbed."

He chuckled, and upon staring deeper into your fluttering eyes, almost lost his train of thought again.

"Mikey, take me to bed—I don't know what we're still standin' here for," you laughed, suddenly a little shy. He was looking at you too closely, and sometimes you wished he wouldn't be so intimately attentive.

"’m admirin' y', Minnie," he whispered, but now without a smile at all—just an expression that would appear so plain if it wasn't for the heavenly intensity in his eyes, that which gave an eloquent display of his aching emotion. "My Minnie Mouse..." he whispered some more, pairing the words with soft kisses over the crevices of your face.

You had literal goosebumps now, breath hitching imperceptibly at the insane effect he had on you. Michael was just being sweet, like always, but you weren't used to such close attention from anybody, let alone from the gorgeous, soft-spoken man with the sexiest voice. He didn't seem to understand just how sexy he was, and in fact he'd never even thought of himself in that way before—which was yet another reason why he believed the events of tonight would be difficult.

"Michael..." you whispered back, almost gasping in your sheer surprise at just how passionately he was looking at you. His arms stayed holding you so protectively, tucked under your legs, and he still kept pressing his lips over your face and to your jaw, while you shut your eyes and relished in the gift of his affection, no matter how nervous it was making you. 

You'd never been this kind of nervous before. Even though Michael had treated you in this way many times over the last few months—where you became slightly more comfortable with it as the time passed—the tenderness had never before contained the subtext of sexual intercourse. Previously, sex and softness had been a separate subject in your mind, unfortunately having never dealt with a man who saw that the two could coexist, but tonight your first boyfriend would be finally combining the two. As opposed to all your other men, Michael Jackson couldn't conceive of performing sex in any other way. From foreplay to the act itself, he would be oh so gentle...

And though he hadn't said that aloud to you, it was clear nonetheless that he would be that kind of lover. The knowledge was what had made you so anxious when you stepped into that shower with him two weeks ago, and as he'd proven himself then to be so thoughtful and tender with your naked body, it had only confirmed further what you'd be experiencing on your first night together.

You were thinking about that now as he swayed you carefully in his arms, somehow his shyness dissipating whenever he could lose himself in your eyes just strongly enough for every other thought and emotion to momentarily pause. As he loved on you, your mind was thinking about later tonight; and not because you were desperate to cut to the sex, but because of that same anxiety surrounding how beautifully he'd treat you. Many girls would deem you crazy for actually worrying about a man treating your body with reverence, but you'd spent so long stuck in an intense fear of vulnerability, feeling so unworthy of a soft love, that now even while you'd made progress, the severity of tonight made you feel as though you would be losing your virginity all over again. Michael might have been the only virgin in the room, but you might as well have been, and therefore just like your boyfriend, you too would be experiencing something so very new. 

What you weren't yet aware of in that moment, as you shut your eyes tight, too scared to look into his adoring eyes as he kissed you with more innocence than anybody ever had, was that the night ahead would be the single most beautiful (though equally heart-aching) experience of your life. You could have awarded the birth of all your incredible children the top spot on that list of experiences, but really, those children would have never come to see the light of day had it not been for the man who taught you how to be loved.

"I love you, honey..." you heard him say, snapping you from your daze as your eyelids finally fluttered open. 

Your cheeks heated up in an instant. Why were those words still so difficult? It made you even more anxious to think that Michael might be feeling self-conscious at the fact that you'd only ever half-said the phrase (an instance where you'd almost said the 'you' in the middle of a makeout, but had instead craftily cut yourself off with a kiss). You hoped he never took it personally, and truly he didn't, because he could empathise with your situation. While it was so different from his own, as somebody who craved affection and reassuring words, he understood that you operated in the opposite way.

"Take me to bed, baby," you whispered, although feeling guilty for not reciprocating his declaration. 

"Mhm," Michael muttered quietly, nodding. "Got distracted." He huffed a laugh.

"I can see that," you giggled, as he began to set you down oh so carefully onto the silk sheets, treating you like a fragile object of porcelain. 

Sitting down beside you, he immediately outstretched his limbs for you to crawl in between them, settling comfortably at his chest with his arms wrapped tight around you, and with your smooth bare legs brushing against his pair. You entwined them together, sighing in content into his warm neck. 

Then the two of you were sitting in lovely silence for a few moments, before you remembered that you were supposed to be watching a movie together. 

"Y'know we need to actually pick the movie, honey,” you pointed out. “One of us needs to get up again to put it on."

Michael groaned theatrically, throwing his head back at the mere idea of separating from your warmth again. "I'll do it," he sighed.

"Okay, what about Bambi for my Bambi?" you grinned, taking his hand and kissing his wrist.

The film had always been one of your favourites, and partly because it did indeed remind you of Michael. Bambi's pretty doe eyes reflected him so much, a mirror image of your sweetheart's own pair, and that similarity had influenced one of your nicknames for him.

Michael blushed, lips pressing together in shyness, and you nudged his cheek with your knuckles.

"Baby, you know you can't be this shy when you're buried in me later," you teased, and Michael's fluster only grew even deeper.

"Minnie," he glared playfully, but there was really nothing playful about the intense tachycardia-like symptoms of his heart.

"I'm just playin', Mickey!" you laughed more, with a soft peck to his nose. "Now, do you wanna watch Bambi or not?"

"Mhm, Bambi's fine," he muttered, a smile growing on his pretty face as he reluctantly stood up from the bed that he'd only just gotten comfortable in, and walked over to set up the chosen film. 

"Darlin', where is it?" he called back. "Y' have so many here—which drawer is it in?"

"Oh, the second on the left!"

When he found the cassette, he slid it into the VCR beneath your television, and the screen flickered to life with the opening credits. Eagerly, with the spirit of a child, he rushed back to where you laid in the centre of your sheets, and as before, you were cuddled up so close; cheek-to-cheek, his arms around your waist. Michael always insisted that he be practically glued to you whenever you cuddled, so attached that you could feel his warm breath each time he murmured a soft word to you. As the film settled into the opening scene, he took hold of your hand and interlaced your fingers, rubbing his thumb over your knuckles—though unlike most, with zero absent mind. Every slight touch was deliberate, so deeply thought about, and for Michael, handholding had always been what he deemed 'magical'. He never really needed much more, for he believed that and kisses were celestial in themselves. 

With such in mind then, it would've been easy to predict just how insatiable the young man would become after simple physical touch had been elevated to the realm of bodily entwining. He'd never be the same.

𝐓𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐆𝐄𝐑 𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆: 𝒅𝒆𝒔𝒄𝒓𝒊𝒑𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏 𝒐𝒇 𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒗𝒊𝒐𝒖𝒔 𝒔𝒆𝒙𝒖𝒂𝒍 𝒂𝒔𝒔𝒂𝒖𝒍𝒕, 𝒊𝒏𝒄𝒍𝒖𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒓𝒂𝒑𝒆. 𝒅𝒊𝒗𝒊𝒅𝒆𝒓 𝒃𝒆𝒍𝒐𝒘 𝒅𝒊𝒔𝒑𝒍𝒂𝒚𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒓𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒕 𝒃𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒆𝒏𝒕 𝒔𝒄𝒆𝒏𝒆

But despite Michael's comfort, there was a lot on your mind that evening. Much of the sex you'd had since you'd turned sixteen three years ago had been coercive and at times literal rape—where you'd been so intoxicated and vulnerable that you believed it was all okay, because you'd kissed him back, hadn't you? You'd let him take you to his bedroom, so hadn't you consented to being treated that way? No one had taught a vulnerable girl growing up in both the music industry and the 1970s that real consent wasn't black and white. 

Your very first time had been aggressive, where the man four years older hadn't taken a care to the fact that it hurt so badly. He just kept forcing himself in harder. Afterward, you had immediately rushed over to Michael's house and cried yourself to sleep in his arms.

Indeed, Michael then went on to learn of those who came after that horrible first experience, none any gentler or more careful. But you hadn't been a virgin anymore, and you had wanted sex, so at the time you believed that you were an equal participant to the men you engaged in it with. Oh, how wrong you were—but as a young, naive girl with domineering men surrounding her career and personal life in every which way, how were you to be blamed? Objectively, you didn't hold a fraction of the blame of course, although it would sadly be years until you would finally let go of the self-deprecating shame you carried beneath your confident exterior.

And there had been something else, something Michael hadn't known about—a memory you hadn't even registered yourself until just less than two weeks ago, when the realisation had triggered you to projectile vomit in your en-suite. Because while Michael had spent the recent weeks in a both happy and nervous anticipation for your first night together, you had been spending those same days alternating between the studio, the stage, and your bedroom, uncovering the repressed event that your brain was now relaying back to you unsolicited.

It had been a memory from January of that year—almost eight months ago now—and the only reason you could remember the month was because you were beginning to recall the date of the Motown dinner you'd attended on the night. Michael had been there too, with all the Jacksons, alongside most of the record label and a few others. But from what was in the beginning such a peaceful, ordinary get-together, you failed to understand how it had produced such a horrific thing as what you'd come to remember. It was all coming back to you in fragments, and you could only surmise that you had been plied with drugged alcohol throughout the evening, to lead into a dark night of defencelessness. Your brain hadn't yet unpacked the build-up, those missing pieces of information terrifying you further, but indeed you had deliberately been made weak, then at some point taken into an obscured backroom and mercilessly raped. You hadn't the slightest idea who by, because there were so many people at that dinner who you didn't know beyond professional conversation—and you guessed that if you were ever to see the man again, the sight would trigger a horrible panic. He had likely been an executive from another company, perhaps living elsewhere. Hopefully. It terrified you that you might run into him again. In your flashback, he was a mere dark shadow.

After thinking it through some more, you'd realised it must have been the cause of that winter morning in which you'd woken up with zero memory of the night before, attributing the mindlessness to 'what must have been a really good night'. But you'd had bruises on your thighs and on your neck, and for those you fitted the reasoning that you must have had a makeout session with somebody, and that you might have banged your thighs into the edges of a chair or some object similar. Or maybe you'd had sex, but it wouldn't have been your first time indulging in drunken intercourse with no memory of it the morning after. So, with those possible conclusions in mind at the time, you hadn't given it any more thought, despite how deep down it did unnerve you whenever your memory would fail you in that way.

When the attack had first returned into your consciousness, you'd been falling asleep, and therefore had initially hoped that perhaps it was just your very vivid imagination playing tricks on you—that you'd had rough, supposedly consensual sex in the past, so while your mind slipped into slumber, wasn't it reasonable to assume it had been merely a disturbing amalgamation of images in the purgatory of the dream state, stemming from sex’s rougher elements? Perhaps the violence hadn't been real?

But in truth, the feeling had been too deeply visceral. Your body knew what had happened to it as soon as the image had entered your brain, and even after your stomach had emptied its contents, you then spent the rest of the night lying wide awake in nausea, completely drained of all melatonin, unable to process anything deeper than your sheer disgust and terror.

By the next morning, you had forced yourself to do what you did best, and that was to perform. Not on stage, not that day at least—instead enacting a performance of personality, of poise and class and grace despite the shame and repulsion that filled your tormented, shattering spirit. You forced yourself to push through, trying to put yourself in the mindset of the girl you'd been twenty-four hours before, the girl who hadn't yet remembered, and who could stay in blissful ignorance. But that girl had been hurt whether she could remember it or not, and she had been raped and coerced even prior to that night in January. The intoxicated, blacked-out night had been the most traumatising, violent form, but rape didn't look the same every time. Its brutality enfolded in various ways; and really, America's golden girl had experienced each of those even before she had turned nineteen.

Despite the memory only having come to the forefront of your mind a mere two weeks ago, so insistent in its vehemence, you were confident tonight in Michael's presence that you had successfully pushed past it, that it no longer affected you because you would move on and smile through life like you always did. That was what the industry had taught you: to keep on going no matter what might happen, because your very existence as a performer depended on the capital you made, not merely for yourself, but for the industry men who controlled you, and who could drop you without remorse if you put a foot out of line. These men were why you could do what you loved in the first place, but the financial and oftentimes sexual control was what came with it. In your youth, you hadn't realised how deeply it had repulsed your inner being, because in your immediate conscious you received each bit of attention gladly, and enjoyed your career as Michael did even in the forceful nature of it, with no idea you were being taken advantage of.

Deeper than that however, all you truly craved and desired was real love and comfort, from somebody whose intention wasn't to use you for your body and your talent. You just hadn't confronted that part of you before Michael had begun to demonstrate to you his love, and even afterward, you still struggled to believe you deserved it.

It was really no wonder you'd repressed so much of your past, because your very nervous system while growing up in the spotlight had encoded the philosophy that one should repress and quieten the things that weren't so pretty. No, tonight you hadn't simply 'gotten over it'—you were just in the phase of forced ignorance. If you could have been completely true to yourself at the time, you would've understood that your anxiety about the night ahead stemmed not only from the unfamiliarity of the sweet lovemaking Michael would give to you, but from the shame and guilt over how you had previously taken the direct antithesis: that you'd been fucked so aggressively in the past, and that you'd allowed such aggression to take place. That was your standpoint, but in truth it had never, ever been your fault.

Michael was littering kisses all over your face again—sweet, playful kisses that the beat of his innocent heart swam with. He was hardly watching the movie, ready to initiate a makeout session, but your eyes were fixed hard on the flickering scene, pupils following Bambi and his friends. Bambi was so innocent... Oh, how you craved to slip into a sweet Disney film and never come back. 

But there was one cherished element: that at least in this reality you had the closest thing to Bambi himself, and the sweetest lover one could ever wish for.

Michael knew you'd had a lot of sex, and he spent a lot of the early days trying to convince you to stop being taken advantage of, yet you never believed in what he said, so you stopped telling him the details. That way he couldn't comment. 

But what concerned you was that now, if he found out that such a disgusting thing had happened to your body, would he have still wanted to make love to you? Would he have thought you less an angel and more a whore, a site of nothing other than the most shameful, immoral act? Surely, in his religious ways, he would dismiss you in a heartbeat. He'd waited so long to lose his virginity to a girl he deemed worthy enough, and you almost felt guilty that he'd chosen you. Some days you experienced gratitude over the fact, and others you ruminated over how downright filthy you were, believing Michael deserved way better.

So, you had to make sure he never found out. If you were going to attempt to rebuild your life with this beautiful boy, to hopefully rid your avoidance entirely and live somewhat happily ever after, you were going to have to force your oppressive mind to start afresh. It could no longer keep dragging you into the past—it must belong to only the present, with no influence from who you had been, and what you'd been through. But of course, psychoanalysis had proven long ago that unfortunately one couldn't simply remove the influence of a memory on the present. You had been too young to know.

"Tink," Michael whispered against your cheek, with another kiss to it. "What y' thinkin' 'bout?"

"’m watchin' the movie, baby." You giggled to conceal how your mind had wandered into a dark place.

"Can we kiss instead?" he asked with a slight pout.

You smiled, heart melting at how Michael would always ask and never take based on mere presumption, even with something as small as a kiss. Suddenly, you felt tears well up in your eyes, before you blinked them back harshly, quicker than he could notice.

"Of course, honey," you grinned, moving to straddle his waist while the movie played on. The sweet, happy sounds of childhood sounded behind you both, and you realised right then just how painful it would feel if anyone other than you had taken Michael's virginity. It needed to be you, whether you felt 'worthy' or not.

Settled on his clothed crotch, he wrapped his arms around your waist while pulling you downward so that your lips could meet his. The makeout started off soft and slow, but it grew quickly into one of pure heat, and the denim of your Daisy Dukes slid up your ass each time you ground your hips over him with deeper fervency. 

You stayed wrapped up in each other like that for over half an hour, and as the time passed on, the pinks and oranges of sunset bleeding through the half-open Venetian blinds, you began to wonder if Michael was stalling. He somehow was barely hard beneath you, and you put that down to anxiety.

Breathlessly you pulled away, lips slightly bruised with his kiss, gloss smudged everywhere. He chuckled as he looked up at you, and you stroked his cheek.

"Mike..."

"Mhm?"

"How ‘bout that bath now, huh?"

Immediately, Michael's cheeks heated up, and his grip on your ass tightened instinctively. He looked away, then looked into your eyes again, with so much shyness you thought he might burst.

When Michael had asked you last week how you thought the first night should be structured (to which you'd laughed at his mechanistic wording), you'd suggested a bubble bath to begin, before then taking the lovemaking itself into the bedroom. This time you wouldn't be so nervous at something so intimate, because the purpose of the bath would be sexual, not purely romantic like the shower had been.

And Michael was a very big fan of that idea, immediately becoming flustered at the mere suggestion of it. He'd even happily offered to bring over the luxury oils he bought for you, but you assured him you had some of your own. You'd cracked up laughing at his offer, knowing that in his innocence he just wanted to make things as perfect as possible, but how typically boyish was he to offer to douse you in oil so excitedly, with so much eagerness? Your shy baby was planning to rub oil all over your bubble-covered curves, and your own heart started to speed up very quickly once you recalled just how perfect he had been at giving you that unexpected breast massage. God, he really had nothing to worry about if he'd gotten that right on first try. It had been the most perfect sensation a man had ever given you in the field of foreplay—or in the field of anything—and his attentiveness had contributed a great deal to achieving that title.

But then, he'd raised a question. "Honey, how am I gonna eat—uh," he cleared his throat, "y'know, how am I gonna… pleasure y'… down there, with my mouth... if the foreplay’s in the bath?"

You'd giggled and poked his cheek. "That can come after. But don't overthink it now, Mikey—on the night I'll show you everythin' that makes me feel good."

In the present day, you were very amused by his sudden fluster at the simple mention of said bath.

"Michael..." you laughed, feeling over his fro. "You chose tonight; and, may I remind you, were also very eager about this when I first suggested it."

"I know, and 'm ready, I just..." He sighed, pressing his thumb into his temple. "’m just nervous, darlin'. I didn't wanna be and y'know, I've had long enough to prepare, but..."

"Hey," you cut him off gently. "Seriously, baby, there's no pressure. I don't expect anythin' of you 'cause I know it's your first time. And you can be as anxious or as confident as you want, because no matter what, I know we're gonna have a good night."

He began to smile, eyes lighting up. There was something about the way you spoke to him that could always reassure him of anything, at least temporarily.

"You hear me? We're gonna have such a good night..." you whispered sultrily through giggles, leaning forward to say the words into his ear.

Michael shivered, smiling wider, and feeling a rush of blood to his nether region. Now he really needed to get on with things, because he had no intention of ejaculating before you'd even touched him. 

"Alright, 'm gonna go run the bath," he chuckled, kissing your shoulder. "I guess you should... y'know... undress... Uh, before we get in."

You scoffed playfully. "Yes, I think that might just be compulsory for a bath, honey."

To that he smiled awkwardly again, and you lightly smacked his cheek, so he clarified. 

"I meant... d'y' want me to undress y', or...?"

You bit your lip with a grin, trying not to laugh at how adorably innocent he was, but again it also caused a weird, sad ache inside your chest. 

"Of course I do, pretty." You took his hand and kissed it. "And I wanna undress you too. 'N then kiss you," you leaned forward into his ear again, "everywhere... real slow..."

Michael clamped his eyes shut momentarily and exhaled a shaky breath. With more teasing laughter you hopped off his lap, allowing him to stand up and make his way to your bathroom.

He spent the next ten minutes preparing the romantic bath he'd been anticipating for a week straight, and he was grateful that you had a countless array of candles available in the room, because candlelit decor was the final component needed in order to elevate the intimacy to its highest degree. The sun had set, therefore the deep fuchsia and apricot sky would soon be descending into the black of night.

Michael stood staring at the bubble bath for at least three minutes after it was ready, trying to control his breathing and getting fixated on the sight of the various bottles of body oil that decorated a shelf beside a corner of the tub. He couldn't wait to douse your entire body in the scent of your choice, to squeeze the product into your breasts while he sucked on that sensitive spot under your jaw…

"Honey!" The sound of your voice broke him out of his daze. "Y'okay in there?" You were confused as to why he hadn’t invited you in when the water was no longer running.

But then, standing at the doorway, leaning on the side of the wood, Michael appeared. He took one final deep breath and outstretched his arms, grinning. "C'mere, princess."

You laughed gleefully, skipping over to him with hearts in your eyes, and then before you could even process it, you were up in his arms again, in the same bridal carry as earlier, pressed flush within his embrace. He nudged the door open wider and stepped over the threshold with you, before setting you down.

"I don't think I needed to be carried from the bed to the tub," you pointed out with a grin, wreathing your arm into his and leaning your head on his shoulder. 

"I just like carryin' my girl," Michael smiled. 

You got to work taking off each other's clothes, pressing slow, open-mouthed kisses all over the revealed skin—before the final layers were in the process of removal, and at that point Michael was looking away again, as though he hadn't already seen you naked.

"Mikey," you laughed, gripping his jaw so that he'd face you. "Stop lookin' away—and you need to get in first."

"Oh," he huffed a laugh, his entire body burning with nerves and anticipation. "Oh, right, yeah, I'll—mhm."

You couldn't stop smiling as you watched him get in and get comfortable, resting up against the back of the stone resin. His soft dick immersed itself beneath the bubbles, and your heart beat faster at how you knew it would soon poke up hard over the surface of the water, pressing against your back...

But first, before you were to sit between his legs, you needed to demonstrate what he must do. The next few minutes would be a masterclass in female pleasure, taught by a woman who had never even experienced an orgasm outside of her own doing, and who had an inkling that the man before her just might be the first to give her one.

So, you straddled his hips as you'd done before, except now completely naked, bare thighs hitting bare thighs, hands steadying themselves on a gorgeous bare chest. But you weren't in the water for longer than five seconds before Michael had hooked his arms under your legs and pulled you into him sideways, while you giggled in surprise at his confidence.

"Michael! I need to show—"

"Yeah, ma, I know, but I wanna..." His voice trailed off as he began to press the most gentle kisses from your earlobe to your collarbone, holding your body tight to him. "So pretty..." Another kiss. "’m still nervous, honey," he muttered under his breath, as if he didn't want you to hear despite choosing to say the words aloud.

You leaned back and cupped his cheek, moving to straddle him again. "I know, baby," you whispered, smooching his lips, "but you can't keep stallin'."

"Mm." Michael nodded shyly and slowly, pupils dilating further than they already were as he took in your plump breasts before him.

You laughed, cheeks heating up at how reverent his gaze, void of the typical hunger that most men consumed you with.

Gradually and sensually, you brought both hands up to what had Michael so entranced. Shutting your eyes, kneading your palms over the flesh, you began to rock ever-so-subtly back and forth on his thighs, arching your back a little, performing the image of a real-life goddess before him. Michael's jaw was slack, in disbelief at the sight, and he chewed the inside of his cheek as he tried desperately to calm the ache between his thighs. This part was supposed to be slow—he simply couldn't embarrass himself by disrupting the pace with something so boyish.

"Oh, mama... Y'like an angel..."

Without comprehending what he was even doing, he began to grip your hips, hands guiding your movements further, although your speed stayed painfully slow. You wanted to perform for him a little, before getting into the sexual lesson. After all, this was what you knew. Men loved to see you play with yourself, the object of their desires, their living and breathing sex toy—you had essentially existed as the oxymoronic liberated prostitute. Seemingly so free, but in reality deemed to have only one bodily purpose. In the water with your boyfriend, you kept forgetting that he didn't request or expect what those men always had done.

After some moments of solitary foreplay, you opened your eyes again, and started to giggle. Michael had been your best friend long before he'd become your boyfriend and best friend in one, so the fact that you were about to do it with him still made you so nervously shy like a teenager.

"What?" Michael furrowed his brows.

You smacked his cheek lightly, heart racing faster but trying not to let it show. "You look so cute."

He only squinted, looking irritated by your choice of wording. "Cute?"

You rolled your eyes. "Michael Jackson, it's just semantics. I could go on."

"Could y'?" Michael asked anxiously, still squinting. "I don't wanna feel all childish here with y'... if y' sayin' 'm just cute."

"What?" For the second time you gave an eye roll, with a confused laugh. "C'mere."

Cupping his jaw now, you leaned a little downward so that your forehead met his, before giving him the most passionate French kiss you could muster. And then you began to whisper phrases all over his soft skin while he shut his eyes, immediately regretting what he'd asked of you, because he could never behave like a normal person whenever you started praising him.

"So, you're very cute," you began, smirking as your lips brushed his and then endeavoured to brush his every feature, "equal parts sexy... equal parts handsome... and oh so gorgeous..."

Michael was blushing profusely, biting his lip hard. "Minnie, tha's okay, I get the point..."

You chuckled, pulling away and taking his hands in yours. "Michael, you really can't expect to love on me so vocally without letting me do the same to you. And you did just ask me to expand on the list of adjectives."

"Whatever," he sighed, though a small smile betrayed him. "Um, so what do y—?"

You took a deep breath, beaming as you did, and slid your hand below the bubbles, a sight at which Michael almost cursed at. Your sex was invisible to him where the height of the water lay, so you shuffled forward, now hoisted in a straddle over his abdomen, and the moment your glistening pussy came into view—decorated with two manicured nails spreading open the labia—your boyfriend felt like he was going to faint.

"Oh my G—" He shut his eyes tight again, for the millionth time already, and you laughed again softly.

"Aht—can’t say the Lord's name in vain, honey, don't be a hypocrite," you joked, but immediately switched the subject when the boy with the crucifying religious guilt looked up at you with immense anxiety.

"Okay, so—" you moved on, but cut yourself off again because he still looked ridiculously flustered. "Wait, Mikey, seriously—chill."

"I can't, honey, I feel lightheaded."

"Well, maybe you made the bath too hot. I think it's fine, personally, but—"

"No," he exhaled. "It's you, I can't... I can't look at y' without my whole body burnin' up. It's bad enough when y' fully dressed, but now..."

Your own cheeks began to heat, and the air seemed to be full with only the sounds of deep breath after deep breath from each of you.

"You were fine in the shower with me, though?"

"I was forcin' myself to seem fine," he blushed, "but anyway, this is a whole other thing, 'cause y' naked on top of me now. And I can see everythin'..."

"Well, yes, that's kinda the whole point," you chuckled, and that brought a little smile to the cheeks that you then squeezed on impulse.

"Alright, take a deep breath," you advised, performing a slow inhale and an even slower exhale with him, in the comedic tone of a yoga teacher.

But once you'd breathed out together, you both burst into a fit of giggles, with you falling forward onto his chest, splashing the surrounding bubbles into his face.

"Hey!" Michael exclaimed through laughter, already feeling a degree calmer as he splashed you back. This fight went on for about three minutes, hits of jasmine-scented foam flying back and forth, until alas you were both still and catching your breath again, skin decorated in the effervescence.

Now, you finally initiated the evening properly. "Okay, you ready?"

"Mhm," he nodded, but he was mostly still going insane inside.

"Alright, Mr Jackson," you said playfully, "this is your lesson in female pleasure 101."

"’m lookin' forward to it," he smirked boyishly, but his face then assumed the appearance of somebody who just remembered the inner state of their emotions. "As long as I don't... faint first."

You rolled your eyes lightheartedly, then held his chin. "Okay, eyes—down here." You gestured to your soft, already-weeping pussy again, fingers smoothing over the small strip of hair over your pubic mound. "Not at the ceiling, not at the faucets—down here. Yes?"

Michael nodded eagerly, lip between his teeth again as he fixed his gaze where you'd asked him to. Your fingers now slowly ran up and down your folds, stopping momentarily at your entrance to drag slick from there and up your slit.

"So beautiful..." he whispered without even realising, and somehow looking at the thing that made him most nervous actually helped rid the nerves entirely. That was because all he could think about when he stared at your leaking sex was just how desperately he wanted to touch and devour it.

You giggled at his admission of your beauty, now running your fingers up and over your pussy a little more insistently now, but intentionally ignoring your clit—because that was the most important part.

"Alright, so," you started, "I'm not gonna lie, no man has ever brought me to an orgasm before."

Michael flinched at how easily you said such allegedly 'vulgar' words, but then remembered he had to be neutral and normal about all this. More than anything, he was stunned that you'd had so much sex and never achieved release. What had been the point?

"Wait, you've never—?"

"No, I have, but only alone. Um, just when I touch myself."

"Like... like you're doin' now?" His mind was running wild with the image of you nestled privately in your sheets, back arched, fingers dipping in and out of your sex as you writhed...

"Just like 'm doin' now, baby," you grinned, still smearing your slick all over your outer lips. "But 'm not doin' it exactly how I do it alone. And this is the first thing I wanna say. Most men—well, every man I've ever been with—"

Again, he flinched at the mention of the 'other men,' even though he already knew of their existence.

"—has stupidly believed that just mindlessly running his fingers up and down here, is what brings a woman to the euphoric sensation of climax. No, it's more complex than that, because there's one component that changes everything."

"When you… put y' fingers inside?" Michael asked shyly. "And there's somethin' called the... j-spot, or? I can't remember—Jackie was tellin' us all about it..."

You chuckled, the misuse of the term tickling you greatly. "First of all, that's the g-spot, baby," you corrected, free hand playing with his slightly wet afro.

"Oh."

"And that's not what I'm referring to yet. I'm talkin' about just outer fingerin' for now, honey. So, look closely..."

That particular instruction wasn't necessary, for Michael hadn't taken his eyes off the pretty flesh in two whole minutes.

You spread your labia even wider now, and his breath quickened, fingers inching closer along your inner thigh.

"So, you see this right here?" Your thumb brushed lightly over your clit, the focus of the current tutorial, and your breath hitched with his. Michael hadn't even been properly touched yet, beside your legs over his, but every nerve in his body felt alight. He could really feel his member begin to grow now, and he knew that in its size it would soon be pressing up against your lower back. The thought alone made him equal parts anxious and excitable. He hoped you'd be pleased with the sight of his erection.

"This little nub..." you continued. "Feel it..."

His head shot up. "Y' want me to...?"

"I do, honey. Go on. Just take two fingers—your index and your middle... And place 'em just over here... over my clit..."

"Oh, y'know, Jackie mentioned that too—"

"Michael," you laughed, finding it incredulous that he was bringing up the expertise of his brother during such intimacy.

You took his wrist, and slowly brought it down to where you needed him most. Even slower were the moments he took to finally settle the two fingers over your pearl, and he almost choked on nothing when, with hardly more than a slight rub, you let out a soft moan, steadying yourself on his weight. God, this was going to be a real good night...

"Right there?" he whispered, to which you nodded. "And what do I—? How do I make y' feel amazin', mama, tell me..."

"Okay," you breathed out shakily in anticipation, "you're gonna wanna keep pressin' down, but not too hard—ah, Mike, slower—" He had been quietly experimenting, and had provided a beautiful mode of pleasure that was just a little too harsh and overstimulating to begin with. "Just with a light pressure... so pressin' firm but not hard..."

"Like this?" He decreased the strength of the two fingers, moving them up and down, still unsure of what to do.

"Mhm... Alright, so, what I was also gonna say is—mm—"

"Tink, I thought y' said this part didn't really make y' feel nothin'? When the fingers just go up 'n down..."

"Nngh—no, that's what I'm 'bout to say... I think it matters whose fingers—oh—they are, 'cause when I do it it feels real good, but with men it never—"

Now Michael had confidently swept up some of the sticky substance that sat lower, and was rubbing it up and down your folds, while he waited to be told the specifics of your clit.

"Oh, Mike—how are you doin’ th—?"

"Is this right?" he asked, those pretty doe eyes meeting yours for a moment while he continued to smear your slick everywhere. "Y' really makin' a mess down here, mama..."

You smirked, but now you were rocking over his thighs, the water swimming around you and making light splashing noises. "That's what's gonna help me to take you later."

Michael's brows furrowed, and then he understood. "Oh, like a lubricant? Shit!" He shook his head in frustration, rubbing his eyes. "Sorry, um, shouldn't have cursed—Uh, no, I forgot to bring the lube..."

He was continuing to play with you as he spoke, and you marvelled at how quickly he was getting the hang of things despite having never touched a woman's genitalia before a few minutes ago.

"’s okay, honey," you said through another shaky breath. "I'll be o—okay."

In all honesty, you weren't sure if you would be after the glimpses of his soft dick you'd seen in the shower two weeks ago, and it was at the exact moment the thought appeared into your mind that you suddenly felt the hard weight of something up against your ass.

You gasped—louder than just as a result of his fingers—but you still hadn't shown him what magic he needed to direct to your clit. So, you tried to ignore the very insistent thing behind you. It was evident on Michael's face that he was struggling to contain himself already, but all you could think about was how, if he was this good with no idea what he was doing (and touching mostly your inner labia) imagine how incredible he'd be in just a few moments, once he'd been instructed of the workings of a woman's clitoris?

It was a known fact that Michael Jackson could learn dance moves in an instant when the move was presented before him—no additional practice necessary—so it logically followed that the same might apply with bedroom activity.

"So, um, with the—mm—with the clit... Go back up to it, baby, and stay still—just pause a minute while I tell you how I like it..."

Michael paused, ever so attentive, and even just the feeling of his unmoving fingers on your nub made you want to start rocking on him again.

"So over here, I need you to rub slow circles. You could go up 'n down—it wouldn't be wrong—but it feels best when you take the pads of your fingers 'n rub round 'n round in small circles... Watch me first."

You gently removed his hand and replaced it with your own, dragging up more gooey slick and playing with yourself the way you'd described. Your head was thrown back slightly, back arching subtly and hips moving over his abdomen that you were leaking translucence all over—all while you rubbed and rubbed at your aching clit, wrist flicking with each movement.

Michael watched on in awe, taking in each of your whines and moans, so excited now to be the reason they elicited from your eager throat.

"So sexy, mama..." His voice went a little deeper now, and at the praise your clit throbbed further. Reluctantly you paused, reminding yourself that you had to in order for your man to continue the pleasure and show you his yet to be uncovered talent.

"Okay, your turn, handsome," you smiled, whole body entirely alight now, and you really had never felt so embarrassingly horny.

You kissed his nose to initiate movement, and the two of you truly unlocked heaven right there.

Michael had his lip bitten tight between his teeth as he stared down at your pretty pearl, so determined to get this right. No man had ever made you cum this way. How dare they be so careless?

With the slowest, most direct precision, he began to rub the tight bundle of nerves just as you'd demonstrated, brows always furrowed in his ensuring that he was doing it correctly. The way your body responded told him everything—your hips stuttered, lower body grinding over his abs, hands immediately steadying themselves on his chest as whines spilled from your mouth.

"Oh, Mikey—"

"Yeah, is this okay, beautiful?" he whispered in that gorgeous voice of his, and your brain almost short-circuited.

"Yes, yes—oh, so good... Keep talkin' to me, baby, talk me through it, c'mon..."

"Y'—y'want me to say stuff?" he stammered, fingers still rubbing so effortlessly perfect, and as you rocked harder you nodded eagerly.

"Like, talk dirty?" he said almost under his breath, in disbelief of the situation he'd found himself in, even though it should have happened a long time ago.

"Mhm, try it, honey..."

"Uh, okay..." He squinted, trying to think, but you shook your head.

"No, let it come naturally. 'm sure there's some stuff you wanna say to me, baby... Tell me what you think about when you play with yourself."

"How do y' know I—?"

"Michael," you giggled through another moan. "Was I supposed to believe you were sat politely with your legs crossed while you looked at those Playboy bunnies?"

"Um, well I did sit like that sometimes..."

"Sometimes." You sighed in amusement, but again he had your eyes rolling back with more firm, circling pressure.

"Uh, most of the time, when... when 'm playin' with my—y'know—uh, it's not when 'm lookin' at the magazines... It's usually when 'm thinkin' of you."

You almost drew blood from your bottom lip at that comment. Grinding down harder instinctively, you squeezed his bicep to tell him to keep going. The entire time, he managed to both talk and keep up his movements perfectly.

"I look at pictures of y'... ones I keep in the box underneath my bed... and there's this, um, this particular one... Y' wearin' a bikini... sittin' on my lap by the pool at—at home..."

"Mhm, and how does the picture make you feel, baby?"

"Uh," he gulped, never taking his eyes off your gleaming sex. "Real good..."

"Tell me how you play with yourself..."

"Minnie."

"Hm?" You didn't bat an eyelid, losing yourself in the pleasure.

"It's too dirty."

"No, it's not, Mikey," you chuckled, fingernails digging into his arms now to make crescent moon shapes. "I showed you how I touch myself, 'n now I wanna know what you do when you're all alone..."

"Okay..." Michael breathed, eyes flicking now between your pussy and the beautifully erotic expressions on your face. He wondered if this was all a dream—but the reality was that you'd been his for months now.

"Um. So, I squeeze, um, my..."

"Your dick," you happily finished the sentence for him, eager at the mention of what you could still feel pressing harshly against you.

He flinched, but continued. "Yeah..."

Then you leaned over to whisper in his ear, still grinding your hips. "Your big dick, yeah, baby?"

Michael was nearly rendered speechless. "Oh—uh, I guess it's..."

"Well, I haven't seen it hard yet, but d'you know I've been feelin' it against me for the last five minutes?"

"Wh—? Oh, yeah, 'm sorry, darlin'... Y' jus' too beautiful..."

"Hey, don't apologise, pretty baby," you whispered against his cheek, moving slower and sensual now. His fingers had paused their movements, and you frowned, so he continued.

"Mikey, keep talkin', sweetheart, we're gettin' somewhere..."

"Mm," he hummed, gripping your ass with one hand to guide you, trying desperately to be more confident. "So, 'm pumpin' myself up an' down, lookin' at the pictures... Pictures of my beautiful girl—I don't need no Playboy models..."

Suddenly your heart ached a little. This was the way Michael would talk dirty—and really, 'dirty' wasn't the correct word to describe it. Each word turned you on just as much as it made you want to cry with profound emotion.

"And what do you wanna do to me when you're tuggin' on your dick, honey?"

"Well..." he began, unsure how much of his imagination to reveal. "First I think about—oh, this is so bad, Minnie—"

"No, go on, tell me..."

"Um, I think about y' mouth..." he murmured. You were feeling giddy now, for he was finally getting more comfortable, and there was nothing sexier and more adrenaline-inducing than your shy, sexually inexperienced boyfriend telling you about the filthy images he'd conducted in his mind.

"Ugh, it's real dirty, darlin', but when my hand goes... up 'n down... 'specially when I put my thumb right over the top of my, um, my dick... I pretend it's your tongue... Lickin' and suckin' me..."

"Yeah?" you beamed, moaning deliberately louder in his ear.

"Mhm," he uttered quickly, "but—that's nasty, mama. A lady shouldn't... her mouth shouldn't be, um," his voice lowered to a tiny whisper, "down there."

"No? Shouldn't she?" you teased sultrily, cupping his jaw again and rubbing over his smooth complexion.

"Definitely not, darlin'," he insisted, eyes still darting from your face to your pussy while his fingers continued to work their magic.

"I think many women wouldn't agree, baby... Sure, we like receivin', but that doesn't mean we don't like givin' too..."

He audibly groaned. "Oh, Tink—don't say stuff like that..."

You chuckled with a tone of sheer tease. Michael's voice was shaky now, and you felt he could be close to orgasm, so you removed his hand and repositioned yourself. At first he was a little confused, but when you gestured him to widen his legs a little more (to the width of the tub), he understood.

But your mouth shot open in surprise, eyes widening with it, when you saw the sheer size of what laid between your man’s legs. He was quite literally enormous. Now fully hard, standing up proudly above the surface of the water, you saw the beginnings of the thick veins running up and down the girthy, dark brown skin, and couldn't help but instantly notice white precum leaking from the mauve tip. Most of his length was obscured by the bubbly sea of water, but the fact that it poked up so high had you stunned.

"Oh my... Baby, are you for real?"

"What?" he asked anxiously, shuffling in his seat as you sat kneeled before him, staring at his major asset.

"This has gotta be like nine fuckin' inches, what?"

"Tink, don't curse," he said firmly, rolling his eyes.

"And it's so..." You gulped in your shock. "So thick..."

Michael suddenly looked panicked, and tried to cover himself with an amalgamation of bubbles, but he wasn't so successful, because they kept swimming away. He felt as though he was an animal in a zoo, on display for all to see and comment on—but you hadn't intended to make him feel like that.

"Honey, I've been real scared that this was gonna be a problem... I don't know how big most guys are, 'n... well, there was no way I could ask my brothers..." He grimaced at the mention of them.

You chuckled. "Yeah, let's not talk about them right now. And don't worry..." You placed a hand on his warm thigh, craving desperately to hold what rested right beside it, but pacing yourself for now. "’m gonna be fine, Michael. You're not gonna hurt me. I just... well, I was taken aback, that's all."

Michael still didn't look too pleased. "I want tonight to be perfect."

"I know you do, baby." Now you positioned yourself between his legs, back against his bubble-clad chest. Comfortably settled, much of your torso submerged itself into the water, and you sighed in content, shutting your eyes happily. "It is going to be perfect."

Michael wrapped his arms around your waist and kissed the side of your neck, before talking lowly into your ear. "But what if I really hurt y', baby? You've obviously never taken anyone as big as me before..."

You started to giggle, despite Michael's genuine anxiety, because the way he worded that line was very amusing. "Oh, look who has an ego 'n we've not even started!"

"Angel, 'm serious," he pressed on, holding your waist tighter, and you clenched your thighs together at the feeling of his hands.

You turned your head a little to press kisses into his neck. "And I'm serious when I say that everything's gonna be fine. The only thing that might ruin it is your anxiety, honey." You picked up his hand and smooched his palm several times, but you smelled your cum on his fingers and blushed to yourself.

"Okay, I'll shut up now," Michael chuckled shyly. "I hope you're right."

You smacked his bicep playfully, cuddling deeper into his chest and stretching your legs out. "Positive attitude, please. You seem to have one with everything else."

"True," he whispered, shaking his head of the worry.

You shuddered even in the scalding heat as you felt his thick member pressing up and twitching against your skin, and to that your voice dropped an octave, resuming the moment.

"Make me feel good, baby... I want you to make me cum..."

"I'll do whatever y' body needs, mama..."

Michael's whole body ached with desire, and as before, his anxiety didn't take too long to dissipate. Fondling your waist, your hips, and then your thighs, one hand crept to where it had previously been, and below the bubbles he resumed the earlier pace, rubbing in sweet circles.

"Mmph—oh, baby..." Instinctively, your hand reached back to his jaw, then up further to his afro, playing with the wet coils at the ends. "Keep rubbin' just like that..."

It was at this moment that Michael decided he would set aside all hesitation and display his entire devotion, unrestricted.

"Yeah, y'like that, pretty mama?" he whispered into your ear, warm breath and his beautiful tone coursing through your veins.

You were stunned that such confident words could be born of your Michael, and he only kept on going.

"Yeah, tell me, baby, I wanna know..." His fingers slid down your folds again, before dragging back upward, and then—to your pleasant surprise—he used his palm to direct three sudden smacks to your clit. Gentle of course, but he'd wanted to experiment with the movement because he expected that it would arouse you to jerk and shake in his arms. And that you did.

"Oh! Mikey—you're doin' perfect, baby, you're so—mmphhh—"

"Thank you, honey," he whispered, tilting your chin up so that your head could turn slightly and your lips could meet his. Immediately, he engaged you both in a hot makeout, as steamy as the bath itself. Your tongues wrestled, lips smacking into each other's over and over, throats swallowing moan after moan; and just as the kiss began, Michael slipped the first of his slender digits into your entrance.

"Mm, honey—" you whined against his lips, but he silenced you with more lewd kisses, the pleasure of which met with the thrust of his middle finger against your inner walls. He kept slightly hitting your g-spot (where it wasn't difficult given how long those gorgeous fingers were) but then on the next thrust he'd inch a little distant from it, and repeat; so after a minute or two you gently broke from the kiss.

"Baby," you gasped for breath. "Lemme show you somethin'."

"Hm?" His doe eyes widened in intrigue, but also in the worry that he was doing something wrong.

He removed his finger from your sopping entrance, and you smiled, before taking hold of his wrist and bringing the digit up to your lips. You sucked down the length of it, drinking it clean, and Michael's mouth dropped open.

"Minnie, tha's nasty..." were the words that came from his lips, but his cock—leaking still against your back—twitched at the sight.

You giggled in your mischief, and then, bringing his hand back down under the water, went on to teach him another lesson in female pleasure. "Okay, so you reached my spot perfectly," you began.

Michael grinned, very pleased that he'd gotten something right on first try, without even needing your instruction.

"But—"

He started to frown.

"—There's a specific way of doin' it. People often describe the movement of the fingers as a sort of 'come hither' motion. See?" You demonstrated what you meant with your fingers, and instantly he nodded.

"You have to do it that way so that when you thrust in, it's hittin' my spot each time, not just half the time," you explained. "Yeah?"

"Mhm, I get it."

"Okay, try again, honey. But I can't keep kissin' ya 'cause my neck is gonna break in this position," you laughed, sadly having to refuse any continuation of the makeout session.

Michael frowned again, but understood, and he was much too pleased already with your soft body in his hold, feeling your tight walls clench around him as you sighed; and he could still kiss your neck even if he didn't have access to your lips...

To your surprise, he now slipped in two fingers at once, stretching you out perfectly. You were incredibly wet, so it was no trouble, and as soon as you felt the sweet intrusion, sure enough the digits were up at your g-spot, curling exactly as you'd taught.

"Like this, ma?" Michael whispered, pressing wet kisses along your neck and up to your jaw.

"Yes, Mikey—just like that, oh baby, hittin' my spot so good..."

Michael was beyond ecstatic. "Yeah?!"

"Yes, honey, it's perfect, oh—"

"You're so pretty, angel girl..." he murmured against your skin. "Love hearin' y' moan for me. Don't hold nothin' back, oh baby, I wanna hear ya..."

Your moans naturally did increase in volume, loud whines hitting the air while you writhed in the tub, lower back rubbing against Michael's hard cock each time you moved, only adding to the white-hot pleasure coursing up your spine.

Now you began to tug at your breasts, kneading them the way you liked—the way Michael had so miraculously been able to knead on first try. You rolled your nipple between your fingers, eyes rolling into the back of your head as your boyfriend never let up the pace and careful direction of his fingers. He was speeding up now, knuckle deep, and the squelching noises were mixed with the continuous ripple of water sounding with each movement. You were feeling a sensation that before tonight only you had been able to give yourself.

"Pretty baby, let me," Michael urged, removing one of your hands off of one of your breasts and replacing it with his own. You sounded like a pornstar now, unable to speak coherently as Michael somehow managed to talk, thrust his digits, and massage your breast at once. It seemed he really was perfect at absolutely everything.

"Mm, they're so full, mama... Love feelin' em... Is this good too, huh?" He kissed your temple so gently, so contradictory to the supposed 'dirtiness' of the scene by Michael's estimation, and your heart felt that strange ache again.

"So good, baby... so, so good... oh, I'm close, Michael—"

"Yeah, y'are?" His voice lit up with hope and happiness, eyes widening as he anticipated an event he never comprehended would be his reality.

"Mhm—rub my—oh, mmphh—now rub my clit with your thumb while you keep thrustin', honey..."

Michael internally cursed himself for not thinking of that without your advice, and then, insanely he was doing four things at once. The previous list, now including clitoral stimulation too.

"Oh, baby!" you whined.

Michael strangely felt just as emotional as he felt aroused. He'd waited so long to hear these sounds spill from your lips, and he had been every bit satisfied. The fact that so many disgusting men before him had experienced the very same made his blood boil with both jealousy and a bitter sadness.

But in truth, they hadn't experienced the 'very same.' As you'd told Michael, no man had ever made you cum, therefore no man had ever heard your real, unfiltered, natural moans, nor felt the way your body now shook and trembled in Michael's grasp as you approached climax.

And another necessary thing to mention, was that you were also secretly experiencing that same fusion of arousal and emotion, close to literal tears even—and not just from the sexual pleasure.

No, you were close to tears because of the man providing you that pleasure. Michael loved you so much—you could tell, and of course you hadn't needed tonight to understand the extent of his love, but what struck you forcefully was how entirely different each touch and each whisper was to all the other men. You didn't even like that the comparison was appearing in your mind, because you wished that in this timeline it had only ever been Michael—only ever your sweet angel boy, who loved you more than anything, and would do anything to keep you safe...

"Baby girl, hold my hand," he murmured so softly.

Still squirming and moaning, you took his free hand, and even though the force of his fingers was relentless now, speeding faster and faster, he interlaced your digits with the most gentle nature.

"That's it, honey, cum for me..."

He was testing the waters with each phrase that left his lips, and because it was all coming so naturally in his adoration and aching arousal, he was doing perfectly.

"Oh, Mikey, I'm gonna—"

"Yeah, I gotchu..." he whispered, pressing feather-light kisses over your neck.

"Ugh, baby! Ohhh—"

Finally, you squeezed your boyfriend's hand tight as the coil in your lower abdomen broke, the pleasure building to its peak, before crashing down while you trembled against his chest. You shuddered and shook with the force of it, and certainly it was the very best release you’d ever had.

Except, something strange had happened instead. Rather than experiencing a normal orgasm as you usually did, you saw before you spurts of thin, translucent liquid—similar to... pee?—shoot up from beneath the water. Too fucked out to speak, your head lolled back onto Michael's shoulder in exhaustion, trying to catch your breath against the strength of your orgasm, but you were beyond confused at what had just happened.

Michael, not understanding a thing about the female body before tonight, had no idea that anything was unusual. He thought he'd just made a woman cum as many men did; but much more than that, he'd actually produced something of a woman that only a very small percentage of those men ever could.

"Wow, mama, that was amazin'..." he gasped in shock, taking his fingers out of you and discreetly wiping them on the bottom of the tub. Never before had he seen such a beautiful sight as his sweet girl getting an even sweeter release.

"You were amazin', Mikey," you said through erratic breaths, playing with his fingers. "But I don't know what just happened..."

"What do y' mean, Tink?" he asked in confusion, kissing each one of your fingers absentmindedly. He blinked hard at how painful his cock was now, shuffling again to relieve the ache, but only orgasm would do it. And it didn't help that you kept unintentionally moving around against him—he really thought he might cum in a moment.

"The... the liquid—that's not... normal..." you tried to explain.

"Huh?"

"No, that's..."

And then suddenly you understood. "Oh my God. This is what Whitney was tellin' me about a couple months ago... I just squirted?!"

Michael was even more confused, but in all honesty he couldn't think about much outside of his twitching, leaking dick that was really about to embarrass itself if he wasn't careful. "Uh, Minnie... I—"

"No, Michael, listen." You turned your head to look up at him. "I just squirted. Most men don't even know how to make a woman cum, let alone squirt."

Now, he was intrigued. Still shuffling and biting his lip out of frustration, his eyes had widened. "For real?!"

"For real," you beamed, kissing his cheek. You were still consciously aware of the weight of his member behind you, and you did wonder how he was holding on so long. You'd have preferred to linger on the incredible moment for longer with him, but it took one close look at his expression to see that he was struggling.

"Michael, y' holdin' on really well for a first timer..." you giggled, writhing your hips back on him deliberately now.

"Yeah, well, it's not easy, girl... Please—um..."

"Please, what, baby?" You batted your lashes.

"Uh... I can't—No, I shouldn't ask..."

"Oh, but your girl thinks you should."

"No, Tink, I don't think it's worth it anyw—I'm gon—ohhhh—"

Your eyes shot wide open in complete and utter astonishment as Michael's face contorted into the most gorgeous expression of sheer pleasure. His eyes were clamped shut, face scrunched together, harsh while soft moans eliciting from his throat... And in equal timing, you felt several hot spurts of liquid hit your lower back.

Michael had climaxed unwarranted; prematurely but in truth he should've been proud for getting through the evening so far without succumbing to orgasm earlier—although of course he was incredibly embarrassed about it. His cheeks were burning now, eyes so anxious. How could he have been so dirty? He was only supposed to cum in a condom, or in his hand or on his own stomach to wipe it off immediately after. Never on a beautiful lady's skin. He felt he had tainted you.

"Oh, mama, oh no, 'm so sorry—lemme, uh—lemme get the soap," he stuttered, reaching forward to pick up the bar. "Oh no..."

But you only giggled—mouth still open in shock of course, but you were only both amused and aroused. You shifted slightly to cuddle into his chest, then looked up at him.

"Mikey. Calm down."

"Huh? Um, honey, y'need to move so I can wash, um... wash it off." He was feeling lightheaded again, so overcome with embarrassment and shame that he almost didn't want to continue.

"Shut up, silly," you scolded playfully, with a light smack to one pectoral muscle. "Are you gonna actually ask me how I feel about what just happened? Rather than make assumptions and give yourself a panic attack?"

"No, darlin', that was so dirty," he squinted, scrunching up his eyes in disgust, as if willing the memory to exit existence. "Just lean forward so I can wash y'. 'm so sorry..."

"Michael."

"What?!"

"Let me speak," you said firmly.

His voice quietened, but his whole body was still tense. "Okay."

Now you grinned wide, peppering light kisses all over his neck and collarbone. "I liked it," you murmured against the skin.

"Huh?" Michael's brows furrowed instantly, in complete confusion.

"It was sexy, honey," you murmured again, licking over an erogenous zone before biting down with suction to create a hickey.

Michael got a little lost in the feeling, leading him to moan softly, and you smiled over the soon-to-be-bruise. You were so good with your mouth that it had distracted him from your words, even though that wasn't your intention.

But then he came back to earth, and his head shot back in surprise. All of a sudden you actually grew a little self-conscious yourself, concerned that Michael, in his reserved nature and religious guilt, might have a problem with what you’d found sexy.

Truthfully, that was to an extent how your boyfriend was feeling. You couldn't blame him or yourself, for he was incredibly new to all this, and the fantasies he'd naturally been dreaming of always carried immense shame if they crossed into the territory of anything he deemed 'too dirty'. So, while you were by no means kinky, to Michael most sexual things appeared that way. If the specific act didn't involve a reverent display of love to your body, he wasn't interested. You decided that at this early stage in your relationship it was pretty futile to convince him that not everything needed to be delicate, because you felt that he'd understand in time, the more comfortable he became with sex.

"Michael," you whispered, looking up into his eyes and playing with his wet frizz. "It's okay if... you're not into stuff like that. Y'know, doing that on my—"

Michael cleared his throat awkwardly. "Can we jus' move on, baby? I don't know how it can be sexy that I came on y', um... uncontrollably."

Oh, he had no idea.

You bit your lip. "But don't you wanna know why I found it sexy? I think it would make sense to you if I explained."

He raised a brow, but allowed you to continue.

"I feel that way..." a kiss to his lips, "because you coming apart so unrestrained for me, shows me exactly how I make you feel. And I love that a lot. You might think it's embarrassing, but honey, I'm just surprised you lasted this long, seriously."

A small smile etched itself across Michael's lips.

"You get it a little more now?"

"Mhm," he muttered, and there was a pretty twinkle in his eye. "A little."

You giggled and brought him into a deep kiss; then when it ended, you had to remind him of something.

"Mikey..." you pouted. "Aren't ya gonna use any of my oils on me?"

Michael's mouth widened, surprised that he'd somehow forgotten. It had slipped his mind during your enticing tutorial of female pleasure.

"Oh—uh, the oil..."

"Mhm," you nodded. "I like my body to be nice 'n moisturised, baby," you sighed, bringing your hands up to your breasts again, where your nipples were still erect. You rubbed your palm over one of them, moaning as you began to rock yourself back on your sweetheart again.

As intended, you quickly began to feel his milked cock re-stiffen against you, and the feeling made you grind down harder, kneading your breasts with an ever-increasing ferocity. Michael wrapped his arms around your waist slowly, so enthralled by you that he almost forgot your request, and what he so badly wanted to do too.

"Pick up the vanilla and almond oil for me, handsome..." you whined, still kneading your soapy breasts, head thrown back against him.

Michael nodded eagerly, reaching forward to select the correct bottle. He screwed off the lid faster than he'd done anything all evening, and you chuckled through another whine at his enthusiasm.

Before you could register it all he was squeezing the liquid out into his palm, and then both of his hands were slick with the oil. You took a deep, excited breath as you rested further back into his chest, and a moment later you felt both hands steadily, leisurely make their way down from a short massage of your shoulders, to the plump shape of your breasts.

As soon as he made contact with them, you both shuddered with a shaky exhale. Night had fallen now, and the candles lit you both up in a golden shine, highlighting the erotic look on your face and the attentive, mesmerised look on Michael's. His mouth was half-open, studying your every response to each touch, and he realised he was actually fairly confident at this part, because he'd received such a positive response last time.

"Oh, that feels so good, baby..." you gasped softly, reaching down to rub your clit, because Michael could no longer do it for you with two hands full.

"Yeah, mama?" he whispered directly into your ear, and that warm cadence shot a hit of pleasure right to your throbbing bud.

Taking his eyes off your breasts for a moment finally—while still massaging with perfection—he noticed your hand moving beneath an expanse of bubbles, and audibly moaned at the realisation that you were rubbing yourself.

"Oh, Minnie—does it turn you on when I touch y' like this?"

"Mhm," you murmured, eyes clamping shut in disbelief at how magical his hands were. "Love how you touch me, oh Michael..."

This moment was the perfect example of something that simply couldn't be done at the Hayvenhurst household. Had you been moaning your boyfriend's name like that in his own ensuite, there would have been close-by mock-echoes of the sounds by at least two other Jacksons. You were both so grateful now that you were completely alone together, cut off from the outside world in what rare chance you got; and really it was as though nothing else existed but your passion in that bathtub, under the twinkling moonlight.

Every minute or so he gathered more oil, relishing in the scent and the sight; spreading it up and down your arms, your neck, your stomach down to your navel, back up to your breasts, and then...

"I wanna rub y' clit too, ma," he whispered. "Let me..."

Already growing again in confidence, he swiftly removed your hand by a hold on your wrist, and replaced it with his own that had run down from your breast and your torso to your swollen pussy.

"Oh, Mike—"

With the precision of an expert, Michael began to massage circles over your bundle of nerves, while kissing your neck and murmuring sweet nothings that vibrated against your skin, and still he somehow managed to keep running his oiled hand over your upper body.

"Honey, y' so pretty for me... Wanna make you feel so, so good inside..."

"You're already makin' me feel perfect, Mikey, mmphh, keep rubbin' it just like that..."

"Yeah, jus' like that? Want y' to cum for me again, baby, y' looked so beautiful the first time... So wonderful, I wanna get y' there over 'n over..."

Now, you shuffled a little so that you could reach behind and return the favour. You'd been in this bath together for so long already and somehow your hand hadn't even brushed his cock yet. You'd been saving that for the bedroom, but your brain had just reminded you of how fucking gorgeous and well-endowed he was down there...

Squeezing his shaft and running your thumb over the head, your hand had dipped beneath the water so discreetly that it rendered the action a complete shock to Michael.

"Ah—Tink!" he whined, stopping his movements and almost taking his hands off of you in surprise. His thighs and his dick twitched in tandem, and you giggled, tapping the hand of his that had paused over your aching clit to get him to continue.

"What, baby?" you asked with faux-innocence, stroking up and down his fully hard member, gladly feeling over every thick vein and ridge. "Couldn't wait til the bedroom to play with your pretty dick, 'm sorry..."

"Nngh—tha's so good, baby... Just how I—oh—no, better than I ever imagined... Mm..."

"Yeah, baby boy?" you teased, pumping slowly, and your own body twitched in pleasure when Michael slipped his middle finger inside you again, curling it up to meet your sweet spot instantly.

"Oh, honey—" you moaned loudly, free hand holding his thin wrist tight.

"Girl, I love how warm y' are in here..." he whispered, sliding in his ring finger now too. Every single time the digits thrust in they'd hit your spot with ease, and you were writhing and gasping like a whore against his body, hand faltering over his slick cock.

"Honey, I just wanna... mm—wanna feel this sweet pussy all night... Forever, baby, I need to feel y' like this forever..." Michael was already committing eternal loyalty to your sex and he hadn't even felt what it was like to be inside of you yet.

"Oh, Mike, we need to get out of this tub, baby..."

"Why?" Michael frowned against your shoulder, squeezing more oil onto your chest, before going in again with an eager hand; gripping, grabbing, squeezing, kneading your sensitive tissue, all while his two astonishingly long fingers curled up inside your tight walls, over and over again.

"’Cause—oh, mmphhh, Michael..."

Every time you moaned his name like that he felt he had ascended to heaven. How was he this lucky? So much else in his life was troubling, but to be able to have the most beautiful lady on planet Earth wrapped up in his hold, squirming and whining for his touch... He had been awarded such a blessing.

"Wait, honey, I wanna..." He cleared his throat, slowing the pace of his fingers before pulling them out. "I wanna taste y'," he whispered against your cheek, where he pressed a kiss.

"Yes, that's what I was gettin' at," you laughed, ceasing your movements over his dick. "I was tryna say we need to get out of the tub 'cause I won't let us have sex before I've had your head between my thighs."

Michael's cheeks heated up for the millionth time that night, and his entire body was consumed with a giddy excitement. "Okay," he grinned.

You turned your head, giggling into his neck, and then in an instant you were up in his arms for the third time, swept up off the stone resin, arms instinctively wrapping around his neck while he held you protectively.

"Mikey!" you squealed, the water splashing around at your sudden exit. His dick poked up hard against your ass, and God, you needed him so badly…

"C'mon, mama," he laughed warmly, leaning down ridiculously to blow out the candles, then kissing your nose as he stepped out over the edge of the tub, taking you with him. He quickly brushed his feet against the plush rug, then began to skip in the direction of the door, without a thought other than how much he desperately wanted to taste his girl for the first time, and then make sweet, sweet love to her and let the night chase all his fears away...

But he was made to stop before he could reach the doorknob.

"Boy, are you crazy?! We need to dry off first! 'm not gonna let you drip water all over my bedroom!"

Michael sighed, chuckling to himself. "Oh, right, yeah, I got a lil carried away. Let's..."

And so he carried you back over to beside the tub, where fresh cotton towels were lined up. He set you down gently, before taking a body-length towel and running it over you, drying each droplet of bathwater and every glisten of oil.

Your heart raced as you watched him. Of course you were already so horny, but this was a different feeling—a stronger version of what had been underlying everything else all evening. He was so tender with the way he rubbed the towel over your skin, so slow and careful even though he had no reason to be, and even despite how his nine-inch dick was pressing up proud against his navel.

You stroked his afro when he leaned down to dry your legs, and then after he'd dried himself, you kissed him so softly.

"Baby, 'm so excited," you whispered, holding his jaw. Michael tentatively held your ass, and then decided to hold it firmer in the remembrance that you were his girl and you wanted his firm touch.

A huge smile spread on his face at your expression of excitement; and really, the two of you were as enthusiastic as two children exploring a candy store.

"Let's go, Minnie Mouse," he whispered, outstretching his arms so that you'd jump up into them. You grinned, letting him hoist you up so that your arms and legs were wrapped tight around him—that insistent weight between his thighs still so prominent against you—and then he was off, skipping again to the door and out of it into the dark room ahead, while you squealed and you each giggled.

He let you fall gently onto the silk sheets, and immediately you found yourself wrestled in a tickle fight, Michael's hands lightheartedly exploring your torso, so effortlessly able to switch from sensual to playful from one moment to the next.

"Baby, stop it!" You laughed until your chest and your cheeks hurt, after having rolled over each other's bodies to win the silly fight. Neither of you won in the end, because you both stopped in the interest of desire.

"Tink, wait," he said breathlessly through more laughter, lying beside you now, trying to return his breathing to normal.

You both laid in silence for a couple of minutes, content smiles on both your faces in the excitement. Momentarily, it hit you again how intimate this was about to be, after the oral sex (which in fact would likely be just as intimate given the way Michael had been with everything else so far), and so of course that same underlying worry and strange discomfort regarding the unfamiliarity hit you again.

But you brushed it off. You physically shook yourself of the thought, then turned to your beau and slowly interlaced your fingers with his.

Michael smiled softly, heart beating faster when he felt your fingers initiate handholding with his much larger ones. It confused you how he could take things so slowly despite his erection, how he could be so erect but willingly spend time tickling you and then choosing to lay side-by-side in an embrace of only hands. Every other man had always jumped on you as soon as they got the chance, with no room for romantic pause.

"Tonight's been so beautiful already, honey," he whispered into the dark.

"It has," you nodded with a smile, playing with his pinkie.

Some more silence, and you watched as Michael looked to the ceiling, with the most adorable smile plastered on his face. Your heart melted, even though you were still left confused about why everything had suddenly paused, past the necessary point of catching your breath.

From Michael's perspective, yes, his dick was currently throbbing like crazy, but his love for you was so passionately deep that he really had no urgency to speed past the quiet romance of it all.

"I can't believe you want me like this, Minnie," he spoke again, but despite the sad statement, he continued to smile in both gratitude and happy disbelief.

You frowned however, and squeezed his hand. "Why wouldn't I, baby?"

"Well, 'cause there's so many others y' could have chosen to be with. I'm so inexperienced 'n shy, 'n... uh, 'm not the best lookin', either."

"Oh, shh. Don’t talk that way around me, I’ve told you so many times," you scowled playfully, leaning on your elbow to face him. You pinched his cheek, before speaking sultrily again.

"Don't you want your dick sucked, honey baby?"

Michael's breath caught in his throat, and his head snapped in your direction. "What does that have to do with what I just said?"

"It has to do with the fact that you've been hard for like ten minutes, 'n you obviously need a release." You began to stroke his thigh, inching closer and closer to his throbbing member.

His eyes widened, and he stuttered in his response. "Um. Honey, I don't... I don't think y' should do that."

"Why not, Michael?" you pouted, climbing on top of his body to plant kisses onto his torso and grind your leaking pussy over his leaking dick.

"Oh—" Michael whined. "Um, well, 'cause like I told y' before, baby, it's way too dirty. A lady's mouth shouldn't be down there. It would be real bad... I mean, 'm already committin' sin by makin' love to y' in the first place, but that—"

You cut him off with a finger to his lips. "Shh. What if the lady would like to have her boyfriend's dick in her mouth?"

Immediately, Michael squinted at the filthy wording. "Oh, mama, y' can't be sayin' stuff like that, really..."

"Well, honey..." you began, as you leaned down and started to lick and kiss down the expanse of his body, from his chest to his happy trail, to the mound of dark pubic hair. He lay pliant beneath you, lip between his teeth, eyes shut tight.

"...It's either I give you a blowjob..." Another shy squint from the boy below. "Or you deal with accidentally climaxing too early again, on my expensive silk sheets while you eat me out."

You sat back up on his thighs again, smirking happily. "So, what's it gonna be?"

There was a pause, some hesitation, and then you got your answer.

"Um... You can..." Michael gestured down to his cock, taking it in his hand for a moment, and you didn't have to be told twice.

"I thought so," you grinned. Instantly you were on your knees before him, hand squeezing his shaft, rubbing the leaking tip against your cheek.

Michael was in utter shock. "Oh my—"

Even in the darkness, there was a very clear stain of his precum on your face, and he barely had time to register that before your mouth was on him, applying perfect suction over his tip.

"Oh, mama, nngh—!" His hand flew to your hair, gripping your head tighter than he meant to, hips bucking upward.

"Yeah, baby, that feels good, huh?" you murmured as you licked along the veins from base to head. "Such a pretty dick, Mikey... Been hidin' it from me for so long..."

The prettiest noises were spilling from his throat endlessly, filling the quiet air beside the filthy schlick-schlick sound with each pump of your hand, or suck of your tongue. And you knew that moaning around his length would increase the pleasure, so you did that too, exaggerating each to create the perfect vibration. Michael had never felt such ethereal pleasure. He wondered if he was still existing here on earth.

Licking one long stripe upward before kitten-licking the mauve tip and sucking his sweet 'n salty cum, you counted an estimate of his measurements.

"’m thinkin' it really is nine inches, honey. Eight at least... but 'm really thinkin' nine..."

Michael could hardly speak in the immense euphoria—not that he would know what to say to a comment like that even if he was able to. All he knew was that you seemed to be very pleased with what you were passionately fondling.

"Oh, Mikey, my pretty, pretty boy..." You enveloped as much of his dripping length in your mouth as you could, until you felt the thick head at your throat and gagged far from quietly. Your eyes brimmed with tears.

Michael's hips bucked up harder in both shock and arousal. "Baby girl, be careful down there." He reached a hand down to stroke your cheek, wanting to influence you to pull off of him, but you wouldn't, still attempting to draw him in further, therefore still producing those choking noises so insane to Michael's ears.

And so he pressed on. "Mama, stop chokin'—y' can just lick 'n suck the tip, 'm okay. I don't need y' to go all the way down it."

You finally came back up for breath, saliva dripping in a lewd mixture with his gleaming precum, scattered all over every inch.

"’s okay, baby, 'm fine," you murmured, tongue tracing the upper half of him while you twisted your wrist to pump what you couldn't reach. "I love doin' this, it's okay..."

A pang of horrible jealousy hit Michael's chest as he remembered all the other men you'd done it with. They were probably the ones who'd taught you how to deepthroat, who'd encouraged you to go further and further until you could barely breathe. Sure, the sensation felt great, but Michael would never want you to go that far just for his pleasure.

And what he surmised about your past experiences hadn't been too far from the truth. You had been pushed too far before, been made to feel like you should do anything and everything to pleasure a man, so over time your body had accepted the act as something normal, even though nothing was normal about being involved in aggressive sex with men who treated you like shit. You felt completely safe with Michael, so a breath-restricting blowjob didn't feel the slightest bit dangerous like you had to admit it had felt with other men, but even if you were enjoying it, the point persisted that the reason you'd even become used to such ferocity in the first place had been due to coercion. Michael wanted you to unlearn the harsh parts—to perform passion with him but in a romantic interpretation, rather than the roughness you always equated it with.

So, when you pushed your head down again to take as much as possible, Michael tapped your cheek and gently pulled you off. You swallowed quickly, and furrowed your brows in frustration. "Michael?!"

The boy was chewing the inside of his cheek. He sat up against the headboard now, cock still painfully hard and twitching, but he was thinking mostly about something else.

"Angel, I don't want you to do that."

You sighed.

"Um, I don't... I don't know what those other guys had you doin' but, you're my girl now 'n I just want y' to do it gently, okay? I don't get off on seein' y' strugglin'."

Biting your lip, you leaned down to rest your head on his thigh, and started stroking slow circles. "I didn't... I don't think they meant it that way. Uh, I never considered that, actually."

"You didn't?" Michael whispered.

"No, I... um," you shook your head, "y'know, it doesn't matter anyway, because I'm here with you now and I just wanted to make you feel good. It wasn't any sort of power imbalance thing. Um, not with you, at least."

He took a deep breath, cradling your cheek in his hand. "Pretty girl, it's real sexy to watch y' take me, but I'd feel much better if y' didn't push y'self. Please? 'm gonna feel y' warmth when we make love—I don't need y' to suck every inch too, just to make me feel good."

Suddenly, you were beginning to understand something very crucial, and it influenced a question that you'd never before asked yourself. How much of sexual activity did you truly want to do? You'd been so accustomed to the rougher, more meaningless kind of sex since the age of sixteen, that you hadn't considered if perhaps you'd actually been conditioned to only enjoy it that way. Tonight's sensual bath had been a big indicator of that, because you never expected to enjoy something so romantic and slow, but indeed you had enjoyed it very much, and very easily—instinctively even, as if it was all you ever truly needed.

But that was too much to unpack right now, so you simply nodded, and kissed his inner thigh. "Okay. No, I understand."

"Y' do?" He furrowed his brows hopefully. "I don't wanna spoil y' fun or nothin', but I really just like to be gentle with y'."

That pressing anxiety of the unfamiliar had returned again, but you masked it with a smile, jumping up on your knees to kiss his soft lips. "I know. Thank you, baby."

The next couple of minutes were spent with Michael in total ecstasy, laid down against the silk again with his head thrown back against the pillows, squirming, groaning, gasping... And as you loved on his pretty cock, relishing in how effortlessly you could draw out those beautiful sounds, for the first time in your life you weirdly saw the romance in oral sex. Strangely enough—but it made sense, because you'd never before given a blowjob to a man who you loved. It had always been in return for something else, or because you felt like you had to, and since you didn't mind the act you'd performed it without thought. But with Michael, nothing could be thoughtless. Care and reverence was woven into his veins.

"Oh, honey, 'm gonna—mmmhhh, 'm close—" he suddenly groaned, thrusting a little, but without intention.

"Yeah, handsome?" you moaned over his slit, before continuing your expert suction. His hand had never ceased to thumb your cheek, in awe at how beautiful you looked doing something so inconceivably dirty. He'd heard his brothers talk about blowjobs before, and he'd vowed to himself that he'd never allow his girl to be on her knees that way. Of course, there had been many purity vows broken tonight.

"Aw, baby girl, pull—mmph—pull off of me, honey, I don't wanna dirty y' pretty face..."

You only giggled as you continued to suck and pump him, ignoring his protests.

"Mama, 'm serious," he gasped quickly, hips bucking ferociously, hand moving to the back of your head to try to pull you off—but Michael could never be anything other than gentle, so his attempt failed.

"Nuh-uh, honey, 'm good right here," you muttered into his flesh, and then, as one final trick you'd been saving for his climax, you dragged your eager tongue down to his heavy balls, still playing with his shaft as you did.

As soon as that warm lick registered in his system, Michael let out the most unrestrained, ecstatic half-moan half-groan, somehow both high and low in tone at once. "Oh, mama, 'm really 'bout to—oh, baby, mm, keep doin' that, but I need y' to get y' mouth off of m—"

You only smiled, sucking his balls into your mouth one by one, never letting up the pace of your hand over his slick length. "Cum for me, Mikey... All down my throat, c'mon..."

"No, baby, I can't—oh, y' can't let me..." he whined, writhing senselessly, one hand tightening in your hair and the other gripping the sheets.

"Your body wants it, my love," you whispered, and then, with two more pumps, your mouth back over his ever-twitching member, he was there, gasping louder and stuttering further, body shaking with the effects of orgasm. Several hot jets of salty-sweet cum shot down your throat, and you swallowed greedily, still stroking the flesh but slower now as you brought him through it.

"Oh, that's it, honey... So beautiful..." you cooed to him, speaking the way he loved to speak to you. After kissing over his thighs, you licked your lips and wiped your cheek to rid the excess of his release.

Michael was motionless against the sheets following his very intense climax, and you shuffled up the bed to meet his body with yours. Lying on your side, propped up by your elbow, you turned his face to yours with a finger on his chin. His expression was dazed, hairline decorated with a sheen of sweat, mouth half-open in amazement.

You giggled, kissing his nose. "How was that?"

He shook his head slowly, in disbelief. "Incredible, baby... More wonderful than I could've ever imagined. I can't believe y' let me do somethin' so nasty with y'..."

"Mm, well..." you chuckled, bringing his hand up to your mouth, resting the knuckles against your lips as you played with his fingers. "Are you excited for the next part?"

Michael bit his lip again, soft doe eyes brightening. "Mhm."

You beamed, probably looking forward to this part more than anything, and so you rested up against the headboard, getting comfortable. Now, as Michael stood up from the bed and repositioned himself between your thighs, your entire body was on display right in front of him, stretched across the silk like a modern take on a Renaissance painting. He couldn't believe his eyes, almost cursing at the sight.

"Wow, honey. Y' really such a goddess, I swear..." he praised in awe, settling himself on his forearms and then wrapping them around your thighs. "These thighs... ugh, baby..."

He was unashamedly yearning for you, leaning his head on the soft vanilla-scented skin of one inner thigh, gazing at the glistening organ that lay between it. Your heart was fluttering in your chest, and the more he stared into your intimacy the more flustered you became. You shook your head, trying to appear normal, because you were supposed to be doing the teaching; but then it suddenly occurred to you that perhaps Michael wouldn't need any more teaching. He knew where the clit was, he knew how to reach the g-spot... He had a perfect tongue that was extremely skilled where makeouts were concerned, and a perfect nose that would feel amazing if he...

"This is the part I've been real nervous about," he murmured, still taking in the sight of your swollen folds, running his fingers up and down them for the second time that night.

You chuckled, with a light smack to his head. "Michael, you've been nervous about every part."

"True," he admitted, smiling as he pulled your thighs further apart, looking up into your eyes now to ask for permission. "Sweetheart, can I?"

"Yes, you can, baby," you laughed, reaching down to play with his fro. "Please do, actually. I'm achin'..."

"Yeah?"

You nodded.

"Tell me if 'm doin' everythin' right, please..."

You were noticing that Michael's voice, while always soft, became quite a bit deeper during intimacy, and that made you feel even more insane over him.

Having been given the green light, he dove right in, with first a gentle kiss to your clit—at which you shuddered—and then he licked one long stripe from there to your entrance, before dragging his tongue back up and enclosing your pearl in his lips. He figured that it was best to follow the structure of using his lips and tongue in the same way he did during makeouts, with the added component of paying particular attention to your clitoris, since that part of your anatomy was what you'd emphasised earlier.

"Taste so good, baby…" he groaned into you. "Heaven on earth…"

Even though he'd asked you to let him know if he was doing everything correctly, you'd completely forgotten about that request, so lost in the pleasure from that very first kiss to your clit. He was perfect, and you'd been right; there had been no need for specific instruction. If the foreplay hadn't been going on for so long already, your only extra advice would've been that he should kiss over your thighs before beginning, but you figured he’d do that himself the next time you were intimate, given how much he loved your curves.

As soon as he began he had you moaning and squirming exactly how he'd craved, and he took that as a positive sign, thinking himself silly for how nervous he'd been about it before.

But of course, Michael still requested verbal praise, confirmation that he was up to standard.

"Am I doin' it right, mama?" he asked, licking another stripe up to your clit, before sucking again. You arched your back instinctively, gripping his fro, grinding your sex over his face. The pleasure was everywhere, and his big hands always kept their place on your thighs, as though he were a seasoned expert.

"Don't doubt yourself, baby," you whined, hand tightening in his hair. "You're doin'—oh—amazin'... I can't believe—mmphhh—this is your first time—God, I told you..."

Michael tapped your leg in a scolding manner. "Y'shouldn't use the Lord’s name in vain, honey."

"Shut up, hypocrite," you giggled, smacking the back of his head.

Michael didn't appreciate that, but it made him laugh into your pussy, and the vibration had you whining louder.

"Baby, I like it when you talk to me while you do it..." you whispered.

"Mm?" he hummed, spreading your labia wide with his fingers before diving back in.

"Yes, please talk to me, Mikey..."

It didn't take long for him to decide what to say. So overcome by the incredible cosmos of your beautiful body, so in love with every tiny element, he didn't think he'd experienced a better indulgence in his entire life. He lapped at you like a man starved, slurping up the incessant juices that swam from your entrance to your inner thighs.

"Thank you—thank you so much, baby, for treatin' me w' this..." he whispered between sucking your clit, lips carrying a string of saliva and slick each time he pulled back. "’m gonna cherish y' body this way forever... mmph..." He licked another stripe up the expanse of your sensitivity. "My baby girl, y' so, so unbelievably beautiful... 'm sorry we waited so long. I need to pray when 'm home 'cause this is all so bad but I can't get enough... I can't wait for us to make love..."

Your tense nervous system was in complete disbelief at how a man could say such words, and about you of all people. Michael had made it so clear over the months just how much he treasured you, and why he did, but it still seemed so unreal, especially now that he was between your thighs, speaking each word thoughtfully into your weeping cunt. For some reason, you wanted to cry, and it wouldn't be the last time you'd feel that way tonight.

"Um, can we now, honey?" Michael asked, but you'd forgotten what he was referring to.

"Can we what, baby? Ohh, right there! Mmmm..."

Now he had plunged his middle and ring finger inside your entrance, gently but with a desperate pressure, and he was thrusting them in and out as he lavished attention on your clit. Using what you'd loved earlier, he was experimenting through educated guesses.

"Um, I mean can we make love now?" he asked shyly, still curling his fingers while you writhed. His pretty doe eyes looked up into yours, but you could barely look at him without wanting to cry and orgasm at once.

"Minnie, it's 'cause 'm really 'bout to cum again, 'm sorry. I wanna keep eatin' y'—I wanna get y' to cum again like this—I mean, I could do it for hours 'n hours, I promise, but um... 'm just really achin' down here 'n I don't wanna dirty y' sheets by accident."

"Yeah, you need to be inside me now?" you smiled through the insane pleasure, taking his hand and trying to take deep breaths.

"Mhm," he hummed, a little absentmindedly, pulling out his soaked fingers. "Should I get the—? Uh, well, are y'... um, wet enough first?"

"Michael." You raised your brows in amusement, speaking flatly. "My cum is dripping down your face, and you’re asking me if I’m wet enough?"

He brought a hand to his cheek quickly, and felt his whole body heat up in a flush as he realised how your wetness had very much completely adorned the lower half of his face. "Oh—um. Oh yeah." He started to chuckle in his awkwardness, wiping the glistening liquid with the back of his hand. "Yeah, but I was just... makin' sure, y'know. 'm real nervous about," he visibly cringed, "ugh, y'know what I mean. I don't want y' to tear down there, 'cause I've heard that can happen when girls aren't prepared enough."

You smiled, heart aching evermore. "No, trust me, baby. This..." You ran your fingers down your slit and dipped them into your sopping cunt, before drawing them out to display how they dripped with endless slick. "...is as wet as a girl can be. You have me soaked; 'n I'm not gonna lie, the only thing that could make me dry up is if you continue to take forever to touch me. My body couldn't be more prepared, I promise."

Physically, you were correct. But mentally, emotionally, you couldn't have been any less prepared, and deep down you knew that.

Michael laughed softly. "Um, okay, so I'll... 'm gonna go get a condom, it's in my jeans..."

"Oh, that's not necessary, Mike. I'm on the pill."

"You are?" His brows furrowed at this new information.

"Mhm—I've been on it for a while, so, we don't need any other protection," you smiled.

"O—okay," Michael stuttered, even more excited now, that revelation being the last thing he expected tonight. He took two deep breaths before standing up from the bed, but then proceeded to walk off into the bathroom, much to your confusion.

"Michael—?"

Thirty seconds later, he returned. In his hands were the candles from the romantic bath, and you felt a strange pang in your heart again.

"I wanted to make it special," he smiled awkwardly. "I know it's not your first time, and it's not even about it being mine... It's just that I like to make things special for you."

"For my beautiful girl..." he hummed to himself under his breath as he began organising the candles around your furniture.

Now, a tear did slip from your eye while you watched him prepare everything, his soft face portraying how important this all was to him. You brushed the salty liquid away before it had a chance to be recognised, and soon enough your honey was back between your legs.

Except, he did notice one thing, and that was the visible change in your eyes.

"Why d'y' look so sad, Tink?" he asked anxiously, guiding you to lay back while he positioned himself over you.

"’m not sad, silly," you played it off. "My eyes are a little watery 'n I probably look a little dazed 'cause of what you've just done to me... You’ve been amazing."

You squeezed his arm comfortingly, bringing him into a soft kiss. The room was candlelit now, illuminating the two nervous bodies on the king-size bed, playing their part in a scene that would be the most intimate either of them had ever experienced.

"Okay," Michael giggled, pressing a kiss to your knuckles. "Um, what position do y' want? I was thinkin' just... missionary, like this. But I wanna make sure you're as comfortable as possible."

"Um, yeah, either this or cowgirl is best," you answered, playing with his fingers. His other hand came up to hold your jaw, and your eyes flickered down to it nervously, before you forced your expression to retain neutrality. "You're real big—you know that," a small laugh, "but I think we'll be okay like this."

"You think?" Michael asked anxiously. "You don't know? You sounded certain earlier."

"Mikey," you sighed with a lighthearted eyeroll. "How can I know for certain when you've never been inside me before? We'll just have to try it 'n see."

But somehow, he only looked even more anxious. "Minnie, don't mess w' me—I thought you were wet enough."

"I am, Michael!" you giggled, flicking his forehead. "I'm just bein' realistic, 'cause you asked me, so..."

Michael bit his lip and, following a silence, spoke quietly, in a tone more gentle than ever.

"Baby, 'm gonna be so careful, I promise."

More emotional silence, and you felt your heart split into two, despite the moment being nothing but beautiful. All you could do was think back to the other men, how they always treated you the exact opposite. Suddenly it occurred to you that it wasn’t only Michael who was learning the inherent beauty and innocence of sex, outside of its commonly rougher and vulgar connotations. You too had never understood until now that sex didn’t have to be a filthy dopamine hit to feel ashamed of immediately after. It was likely that you wouldn’t have discovered that understanding with anybody else.

Your voice almost cracked audibly with the intensity of your emotion, and he hadn't even started making love to you yet.

"I know you will," you whispered, looking into his sweet, sweet eyes.

He began to smile, and you did too, trying so hard not to let any more tears fall. It was a seriously difficult endeavour.

“Okay, ’m gonna… uh, I want us to be skin-to-skin, is that alright?” He kissed your collarbone, running his thumb over the side of your neck.

“I’d love that, Bambi,” you smiled softly, bringing your arms up around his neck. 

Michael grinned wide, then returned his concentrated demeanour as he carefully dropped his body downward so that he was pressed flush against you; chests held against each other, foreheads touching. His hand immediately took its place at the back of your head, where it would remain for the duration of the session.

“Like this?” he whispered, kissing your nose and your lips. “I want us to be as close as possible.”

“Mhm, me too,” you whispered back.

“Uh, okay, so I guess I should…” he uttered bashfully.

You nodded, taking two more shaky breaths. Michael didn’t notice your nervousness, because he was way too nervous himself. He couldn’t believe he’d finally reached this point, and with you, his dream girl.

He leaned back just a little, enough to stroke himself a few times, before sliding the weight of himself up and down your soaked folds. You gasped, holding his bicep, and slowly, eyes on you the entire time, he finally inserted the tip.

“Oh my—nnghh—” you moaned at both pain and pleasure, his thick girth beginning to stretch you out. 

Michael’s brows were knitted in pure anxiety, unable to relish in the pleasure just yet, but already knowing that your tight heat would be the best thing he’d ever feel. 

“Does it hurt, baby?” he asked, rubbing your lower abdomen with his thumb to soothe you.

No man had ever asked that thoughtful question before, and you gulped at hearing it now.

“Um, just a little. Keep goin’. It’s just—she’s takin’ a little longer to get used to a size so foreign,” you chuckled softly, to break the ice.

But Michael was still concerned. As he pushed himself further and further inside, he watched your face intently, and your fingernails were digging into his bicep now. You gasped and groaned, wrapping your legs around his hips. 

“Mm, Mikey, you’re so big—mm, ugh—“

“Is it feelin’ any better?”

“Yes, oh God yes it is, push in a little deeper…”

Michael gave you a quick look of disapproval at the blasphemy, and then finally, he bottomed out in one go. You nearly screeched at how good he felt, and he let out the most animalistic groan you’d heard from him thus far. Your eyes rolled back and so did his, and then before you knew it his chest was flush against yours again, forehead to forehead as before, so close you could feel his breath with every exhale…

“Hi,” he whispered shyly, taking your hand in his, while his other stayed holding your head protectively. This was how he’d always envisioned it. 

“Hi, pretty face,” you giggled, hooking your legs tighter around him, your free hand moving to play with the coils of his afro.

“Feel like ‘m in heaven, mama,” he whispered, and in response you initiated a passionate kiss, tongues exploring each other’s mouths while you both hummed into the warm and wet expanse softly.

“Me too, baby… You feel amazin’ inside me…”

“You feel the best,” he argued.

“Nooo, you.”

“Shh…” he sighed with a teasing smile, resuming your kiss. He remained resting still inside you for the next two minutes, despite how much he ached to move, because he wanted to ensure you were definitely comfortable enough.

So, in those two minutes you kissed and gazed at each other in silence, a silence so vulnerable you felt slightly lightheaded, heart pounding. And then your faces were brightening at each other, beaming; Michael began to kiss all over your face while you sighed in content, his lips sucking marks from your jaw to your neck.

“Oh, Mike…”

“You want me to start movin’ now, baby?”

“Mhm,” you nodded quickly. “Mm, please.” You pushed your heels down where your ankles met at his back, urging him to begin his thrusts, but first, he interlocked your fingers carefully. After pressing a sweet kiss to your knuckles and then your lips, he nudged his hips forward, and hit your sweet spot in one clean stroke.

“Mmm,” you whined high and soft, squeezing his hand hard. 

“You feelin’ good, honey?” Michael whispered against your lips, before capturing them in his and thrusting deep again.

“Uh-huh, yes baby, feels so good…”

At your confirmation, and upon seeing how your eyes rolled into the back of your head with each movement, he set a slow and steady pace, rocking his hips into you in the most passionate dance. Admittedly, since you knew how talented Michael was with his hips onstage, you’d expected him to be just as naturally skilled in the bedroom too, and my God were you pleasantly satisfied.

“Oh, this is amazin’, mama, y’ so tight around me…” 

Everything was so, so beautiful. You were both cuddled up, snuggled into each other’s warmth, as close as two people can be, and despite the coziness, each thrust nearly knocked the wind out of you. The sounds you produced were celestial to Michael’s ears, and the way you tugged at him and kept trying to pull him closer (whether by his hand or his hair) had his heart aching with happiness.

Meanwhile, your own heart was aching with both happiness and sadness, still for those same reasons previously discussed. He kept asking how you felt, if you were comfortable, overall portraying to you exactly how much he wholly adored you with every fibre of his being…

“Pretty baby, I love you so much,” he moaned against your lips, aside another deep, tender stroke, and as your eyes rolled back again, you kissed him hard, trying desperately to push away the tears that still threatened to emerge. You absolutely couldn’t let him see you cry during sex. He’d either think you were in pain, or think you were plain crazy.

But as you kissed deeply, tongues swirling over each other’s, hums vibrating into each other’s mouths, you were so immersed in each other that you didn’t realise what was happening on Michael’s end. You didn’t want to pull away from his lips because you wanted him to stop triggering your tears with his sweet nothings—way too difficult to deal with when paired with the most sensual thrusts—but all of a sudden, you felt something wet on your cheek, where your face was just below his.

Immediately, your eyes shot open in confusion, and sure enough, the wet droplet was a tear—not from one of your eyes, but from Michael’s. He was crying as he moaned, as he displayed his bone-deep infatuation and devotion to you with each heavy stroke, cradling your head in his hand, decorating your lips with his hot kiss. This moment all seemed so surreal for him—that he was truly, in this present moment, sinfully losing his virginity to the girl he’d wanted for so, so long, but in the most innocent, most serene way. Religion might have previously permitted him against the decision, but the universe itself was surely compelling you both, encouraging this cathartic meeting of your bodies. Somehow Michael had overcome fears that he never expected to, and as a reward he got to love and dote on every inch of the girl that had always needed a soft love so badly. She hadn’t known before, but it was all so very clear now.

“Mama, ‘m sorry, I’m—‘m an idiot…” he chuckled self-consciously, wiping at his eyes while his pace never faltered.

You gasped and whined, biting your lip very hard to keep your own emotions in check. Then you reached up to cradle his jaw, and whispered softly.

“Honey… Don’t—oh—don’t apologise… I know. I understand.”

“I just love you so much, my angel girl…” 

“I know, baby, I know…” you moaned, eyes brimming with more of the annoying liquid that you continued to force back, hoping that your watery eyes would appear nothing more than a product of pleasure.

And still, you couldn’t say those three words back to him. It was all too much intimacy at once. You loved it, while equally you feared it. How could that be?

“My beautiful lady, I just wanna protect you forever…” Michael continued, rocking into you with the softest fervour as he did, chest so warm and comforting against your bouncing breasts. “Wanna keep you so safe… Always wanna hold you… just like this, forever… Or not even in a sexual way, I just… mmph—Oh, baby girl, you deserve everythin’ wonderful…”

“Michael—” you gasped, unable to take such attentive words.

“Yeah, honey?” he exhaled into your ear, kissing your cheek.

“No, I—I’m just—ohhh—I can’t believe you see me that way…”

“Oh Minnie, I think you’re the single most precious thing on this earth…” he groaned, eyes clamping shut in pleasure and emotion as he began to speed up, while still prioritising careful sensuality.

“Baby,” you cried out, “I’m really nothin’ specia—“

“Shhh…” He kissed away your speech, hitting your spot faster now, and nearly reaching your cervix. The sound of the headboard banging against the wall with the other lewd sound of skin slapping against skin filled the room, and you were very grateful Michael had demanded you choose a night where not a soul would be around. 

“You mean so much to me,” he continued. “Nobody gets me like you do… and I don’t think anyone ever will… ‘m so lucky…”

You were lost for words, and all you could do was emanate pornographic noises that Michael only interpreted as angelic.

A few moments passed, but finally you decided you must say something. You needed to. If not now, then you’d feel so guilty for allowing the exhibition of love to be so one-sided, Michael as the only giver.

And what was more, you had surprisingly started to actually want to say something. Despite your avoidant nature, in this very moment you absolutely had to let your baby know how much he meant to you. He was reconstructing the arrangement of your nervous system in real time, with every push of his sex and every word from his lips.

“No, you don’t understand, Michael,” you moaned out, voice breaking. His hips were snapping ferociously now. “I’m the lucky one… Me falling in love with you isn’t—mmph—isn’t as insane as you think it is… Because—oh—“ He was gazing deeply into your eyes now, smoothing his thumb over your lip. “Because I—nngh—I swear to you, you’re the most beautiful boy I could ever dream of. You’ve shown me the softness I’ve never known…”

“Oh honey…”

“You brought light into my life. I need you way more than you need me, and I—mmhh—resent that it’s almost always only you tellin’ me of your love. Oh, Michael—” you cried out, digging your nails into his palm, your other hand scratching at his shoulder. 

“Sweetheart…” His face was contorted in pleasure, another tear falling, and he let it drip onto your cheek again.

“I love you, baby,” you gasped. “I love you, I love you… There, I said it—‘m sayin’ it…”

Michael almost choked on his own saliva, pupils so dilated as he took in the sight before him. You were completely undone, almost crying over him, hair and makeup a mess, lips and neck bitten, and finally, you had said the words.

“Tink, I—oh, I love you, my baby girl…”

“Mikey,” you giggled, a tear finally slipping but you knew he’d think it was only induced by arousal. “You’re puttin’ me through the mattress ‘n still callin’ me Tinker Bell.”

Michael smiled wide, pressing a soft peck to your nose, strokes slowing momentarily while you both laughed. 

“You don’t stop bein’ my Tinker Bell just ‘cause we’re makin love… In fact, y’ more magical than ever right now, honey…” A heated kiss. “’s never been more appropriate, really…”

You couldn’t help but smile at him, but your face instantly began to contort as before when the thrusts sped up again. The bed was creaking like crazy beneath you, and you were both so close to climax now.

“Baby, ‘m close,” Michael groaned, followed by sounds resembling whimpers. 

“Yeah, me too, I’m—mhm—baby, I’ve never felt this good in my life…”

With every word you uttered, Michael was even more utterly astonished, and overall so wholly glad that this night had gone the way he wanted it to. It truly had been perfect—even in its little imperfections, too.

“Honey, can I, uh—inside?” he asked hesitantly, soft grunts hitting your ear as his thick cock pounded your gummy walls over and over.

“Yes, mhm, please baby…” You let out a pornographic moan as his strokes began to take on an erratic force, but still hardly faltering in rhythm.

“Oh, I gotchu baby girl, ‘m gonna get y’ there… I love you…”

“Mm, Michael, I love you,” you whined again, licking your tongue into his mouth. You engaged in a passionate embrace of locked lips, interrupted only a few times momentarily to murmur a sweet nothing.

Your orgasm came crashing over you suddenly, having built to a perfect peak, and the unfamiliar sensation of experiencing one at the hands of penetration was otherworldly. Your body went taut, muscles tensing, and before you could try to stop yourself, there were tears streaming down your face. Michael had talked you through it all, cooing at you through the comedown, although he looked entirely perplexed at the realisation that you were crying all of a sudden.

“Minnie, wha’s wrong?” he asked gently, stroking your cheek and slowing down a little despite how he was so close to his own orgasm.

“No, nothin’, Michael—it’s just…” you sniffled, wiping your face rapidly, “um, this happens to us women sometimes… An orgasm is like an emotional release as well as a sexual one, y’know, um…” That wasn’t an incorrect statement to make, so you hadn’t exactly lied, but you felt silly nevertheless.

“Okay, yeah, I thought you were hurt or upset, but I get that. It was beautiful anyway,” he smiled, kissing you and rocking into you fervently, a little harder again to approach his release, but he also didn’t want to overstimulate you so he tried to keep it not too distant from slow and sensual. 

Your eyes rolled back with erratic inhales and exhales as he thrust a few more times, before you suddenly felt the gorgeous heat of his cum gushing through you, painting your walls with his seed. Thank God you were on the pill… And oh, Michael looked so beautiful when he came…

His groans continued as his head fell forward on your chest, cock gradually going limp while still nestled inside your core. 

“Oh, you’re so wonderful, baby… I’m so happy,” he whispered into your neck. 

“I’m happy too, pretty boy,” you smiled back, playing with his hair again.

But Michael wouldn’t let himself linger too long, already pressing up on his elbows. “Need to clean y’ up, honey.”

You both groaned in frustration as he slowly pulled out of you, and you stayed lying flat while you watched him blow out the candles and head off into the bathroom. He returned with a cloth, and with the most gentle touch and the most gentle expression of concentration, patted over your sex and your inner thighs. You lifted your hips to let the liquid ooze out into the cotton so that it wouldn’t sink into the sheets later, and Michael felt incredibly ashamed at how the sight made him feel. That alone was the first glimpse of a kink that would follow the two of you through the rest of your lives.

When he was done, you cuddled up on your sides facing each other. Michael wrapped the comforter around your body protectively, burying your bodies beneath it, tightly bundled; and then he wouldn’t stop staring at you, so you covered your face shyly.

“No, don’t do that, baby,” he giggled, trying to get you to move your hand.

“You’re makin’ me shy!” you exclaimed, but when he tried to get you to drop the hand again, you obliged, and rushed a little further forward into his embrace, nestling your head in the crook of his neck.

Some comfortable silence, and then Michael was whispering to you again, playing with your hair and drawing circles over your skin.

“You told me y’ loved me. Multiple times, y’ said it.”

“I did,” you whispered back, with certainty. Saying the words so ardently had really highlighted to you how much you never needed to hesitate ever again.

“Minnie?” Michael said into the quiet, intertwining his legs with yours, and resuming the handholding that had carried you through most of the night.

“Yes, Mickey?” you hummed into his skin.

“Tonight was the best night of my life.”

“Mine too,” you smiled. “I’m fallin’ asleep, honey, I’m sorry, but I promise we can talk all about it tomorrow. Orgasms always knock me out.” You yawned with a quiet laugh, tugging him impossibly closer, and he repositioned the comforter around you again, so delicately. 

“Yeah, ‘m tired too.” He kissed your forehead several times. “Sleep tight, I love you.”

“I love you, baby. So, so much…”

You fell asleep only minutes later just like that—warm bodies merged, hands interlocked, your ear pressed directly over Michael’s steadily beating heart. For once tonight, it had calmed. Finally you had both crossed that monumental line, the feeling different for each of you—emotional in unique ways—but born of the same bone-deep, eternal love.

angelcrescent © 2026 ⋆౨ৎ˚⟡₊˚⊹ omg this has taken me approx 3 weeks to write n i had no intention to make it so long but !!! in order to really emphasise the passion and to have michael experience all his firsts , i wrote it as descriptively as possible. i've exhausted myself writing so much smut lol n i was even anxious posting this because i don’t know if it flows as ideally as i wanted it to?!! i put too much pressure on myself but anyway i hope u guys enjoyed :D !

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"Aww sorry boo, I'm going out this weekend." Your voice baby like as you kiss his cheek once before sending a text and leaving.

A few years ago, you got yourself a boyfriend. Maj never pushed you when you said you couldn't go. He never complained about you not being there either. He didn't want to seem overbearing and needy; so he let you be. He couldn't lie though, he missed his best friend.

"Are we still going out tonight?" He asked as he watched you type away on your phone.

"Aw sorry, Maj. I can't I have plans. Maybe next time." You smiled sadly.

You did feel bad about always ditching him but your boyfriend wasn't always in town. He was always traveling and doing business. It's what you get when you date someone so high in rank. You truly thought he was the love of your life. You thought, if you wanted to settle down then you had to put in the effort. So you were.

"We don't hang out like we used to." He replied causing you to turn and face him.

The smile on your face doesn't disappear but it's more there in disbelief. "Maj…what are you talking about?"

"Don't play dumb. You are never here anymore." He informed you. Your lips twisted as you watched him stare at you nonchalantly.

"I'm…trying to be." You answered back as you turned back to your phone.

"Are you? Because I'm not feeling the reciprocation." His voice becoming stern and irritated.

Your phone clacks on the desk in your room as you turn your body to him. "What do you want me to do, Maj?"

"Be there? Look at me and have a conversation for more than a second?" He suggested as his arms moved with his words.

You sighed. "Look, I'm sorry. Okay?"

"What's going on with you?" He asked genuinely. His worry nearly seeping through.

You put your cheek on your shoulder, smiling to yourself. "I met someone…"

"Who?" Jermajesty's eyebrows raise in confusion.

"His name is Rome and we've been dating for a few months now." You shyly spoke as you felt your body heat up.

Jermajesty blinked at you countless times. You had a boyfriend and didn't think to relay the message to your best friend? He wondered if that made sense to you because it didn't make sense to him. You were dating someone and he had no idea. You were ditching him for some guy.

Jermajesty couldn't figure out which emotion was the highest, jealousy or anger. Maj always had a thing for you and what irked him the most right this moment was that he didn't say anything sooner. You talked about how you met and all he could do was stare at you with a bored expression. What did this guy have that made you melt over him. Was he nice, patient, relaxed?

"So why didn't you tell me?" He blurted as you went on and on about Rome.

You froze before you looked at him from the corner of your eye. "Well I had to see how our relationship would go."

"And it's taken off and you still didn't think to tell me?" You could tell by the look on his face he was hurt.

You felt bad for keeping this from him. "Maj…"

"We tell each other everything—" He went to say before he sighed.

"I didn't tell you because I didn't want to bring someone, who I thought was temporary, around someone so important to me." You explained with worry in your tone.

Jermajesty looked at you, really looked at you. "What's your goal here?"

"We're twenty-five, Maj. I want to marry and settle down one day. In order to do that I have to focus." You explained as he just stared at you.

Jermajesty knew if he confessed right now, he wouldn't be taken seriously. It would seem like a petty way to get you to stay focused on him. He didn't want to take this shine from you. He felt like he was being a dick about how he came off. He didn't want you to hate him.

"That's just it though—we're twenty-five and you're rushing into this." He told you but that's the last thing you wanted to hear.

"I'm not rushing it—"

"Then what's his full name? What are his interests? Does he have family—"

"Jermajesty!" You cut him off as you eye him angrily.

You knew he was right but you just didn't want to hear it. You were scared and you didn't know why. What you did know though was that you wouldn't sit here and let Jermajesty tell you how to go about your future. You had to have control of this one thing in your life. You were happy, why couldn't he just be happy for you?

"You're being stupid." He snapped making your eyes widen.

"Excuse me?" Your tone was low as you stared at him.

He knew his mistake but he refused to back down. "You don't know him and yet you're going to plan your life around him?"

"Yes Jermajesty, I am. You know what? I don't need your permission." You spat as you crossed your arms.

"I never said you did but—" You waved your hand to stop him.

"Just go. I don't want to talk about it anymore." You waved him out of your room as he groaned.

He didn't want to argue with you so he left. That was nearly a year ago. You wouldn't answer his calls or texts. When he went over to your place he found out you moved. You disappeared off the face of the earth without saying a word.

"You're gonna give yourself a heart attack." Jaafar spoke softly to his brother as he watched him pace.

Jermajesty threw his hands up. "I don't know where she is or what to do!"

"Call her mom. She loves you." Jaafar suggested as Jermajesty froze.

He nearly kicked himself trying to figure out why he didn't think of that in the first place. He immediately drove to her place and gave the door a gentle knock. It was some shuffling before your mother finally made it to the door. "Jermajesty? Where have you been, boy?"

He smiled at her before leaning in to hug her. She rocked him side to side before letting him go. "I just needed to ask you something and don't freak out."

She raised her eyebrow. "What happened?"

"I just haven't heard from her. We got into this huge fight and no matter what I do she won't answer me—" He rambled as your mother watched him sadly.

"Aww baby, I wish I could answer myself." She shook her head in disappointment.

Jermajesty tilted his head, confused. "What do you mean?"

"After she met that boy, she's been off the radar." She threw her hands up in defeat.

She ushered him to the living room. He sat down waiting to hear more of the story. Your mother sat down with a huff. "She brought him over for dinner. Didn't even know she was dating or nothing."

Jermajesty's eyebrows lower suspiciously. He's known you for telling your mom at least a good majority of your business. You weren't secretive until now. You were the first one to express how happy you were with anything until now. It was odd.

"She was real happy to introduce him but his spirit? Nasty." She flipped her lips and shook her head. Her arms crossed tight against her chest as she rocked herself.

"He do something to her?" Jermajesty leaned forward, interested in the story.

"No, not that I know of anyway. Kinda seemed like he was fake but I told her I ain't like him." Your mother sighed as she thought back to it.

She locked eyes with Jermajesty once more. "She got so mad at me and she left with him but a few months ago I got this in the mail."

Your mother handed Jermajesty an envelope. When he opened it his eyes narrowed; he was in disbelief. You were to be married, real soon. He didn't get an invitation from you which hurt more because your fight wasn't that serious, was it? Was your fight so serious you didn't want him to see you on your special day?

He would've had to put those feelings to the side if it meant seeing you happy. He felt like shit for arguing with you. He sighed as he fell into the seat of the couch. He had to do something because in his mind this was a mistake. Even if it was his own feelings talking he knew he had to stop you somehow.

That's how he ended up at the wedding just a month later. He pulled at his suit jacket before walking into the venue. He fixed his sunglasses as he walked amongst the many guests that he didn't recognize. Not a single person looked like anyone you knew. He wondered if they didn't come because they disapproved of your fiancé or because they didn't know.

"Bride or groom?" The wedding planner asked with a strict tone in her voice.

He handed over your mothers invitation. "Bride."

The planner eyed the invitation suspiciously before giving it back. "On the right."

He walked in and immediately looked for you. Dodging the constantly moving people as he tried to listen for you. Man people walked by mumbling about you and your fiancé. How you both clicked instantly and how he found the perfect match. He could use his eyes as dice from how hard he rolled them.

"She literally came out of nowhere—and no family either?" An older woman complained as Jermajesty walked by.

"He says she doesn't get along with them." The older gentleman added as he sipped his champagne.

Jermajesty found that suspicious as he treaded through the venue before hearing a crash. He froze turning towards a closed oak door. He decided to take a chance with whatever or whoever was behind that door. He just knew he needed to find you. He took a deep breath and twisted the knob quietly.

You stood there heaving nearly about to burst with emotion. "You look beautiful."

Your head snapped in Jermajesty's direction. Your eyes wide with shock. "Maj? What—how—"

He quickly shut the door after confirming that nobody was around. You ran into his arms with relief as he held you close. This is the most relaxation you have felt in weeks. Who knew you would miss your best friend this much. You regretted the fight, the distance, everything from the past few months.

"I'm sorry, Maj." Your voice trembled as you held him tight. He hushed you as one hand wrapped around our waist; the other held your head against him.

"Don't apologize. We both did some stupid things." He whispered as he kissed your temple.

He knew he should have tried harder. You both knew that you both should have tried harder to be in each others lives. You both felt terrible about leaving each other over such a small spat.

"Why didn't you tell me about you getting married?" He mumbled into your hair as he rocked you side to side.

You furrowed your eyebrows suspiciously. "What do you mean? I sent you one in the mail like everybody else…I thought you decided not to come."

Jermajesty pulled back to look at you—a confused look on his face. "I didn't get an invitation."

"What do you mean?" You asked him as you both held each other by the elbows. He made a face filled with confusion.

"Are you sure? Only your mom had one and she gave it to me to come see you." He explained as your eyes bounced around the room trying to piece together everything.

Your face grew angrier. "Son of a bitch. Maj I can't do this."

"Then let's go." He stated bluntly as he laced your fingers together. Your eyes widened.

"Wait seriously?" You asked in genuine shock. He looked at you like you were crazy.

"You want to leave? Let's leave. There's nothing holding you to him." He stated as he shrugged nonchalantly.

Your heart raced as you watched him stare at you. Jermajesty was willing to let you escape all this if that meant you would be happy. He refused to let you marry a man who barely knows you. Rome barely knew your name before he decided to put a ring on your finger. He couldn't tell anyone your favorite color, what your favorite flower is, what movie you watch after a hard day. He didn't know you like Jermajesty knew you.

"Baby, you can't marry him." He sighed in defeat. "I will run to the farthest end of the earth if that meant you would be happy."

You could feel your melt at his adoring words. "Maj…" Your voice trembled.

"He doesn't love you like I do. He wouldn't know what to do when you come home beat down and tired." He expressed to you. "He doesn't understand how it feels to see you in your element, but I do."

"I had no idea—"

"Because I didn't want to ruin our friendship. I've loved you for years and I made myself take a step back so I didn't overstep." He moved towards you slowly before rubbing your hands in his own. "But man am I tired of pretending to see you only as my friend."

You smiled softly as you watched him smile at you. You always thought he saw you as just his friend. The girl who came over just to annoy him whenever she could. To hear how much he's pushed to the side to save your friendship was more heartwarming than anything Rome had done.

"Only you would tell me how you really feel about me during my wedding." You laughed as you wiped your nose.

He chuckled pulling you into him again as he kissed your temple. "More like your run away."

The door creaked and there stood an older woman with a strict look on her face. Neither of you pulled away from each other. The older woman's eyes landed on you both before her expression grew disgusted. "What is this? Who is this?"

You couldn't find a way to explain that he was your best friend that you had feelings for. "Jermajesty, this is Rome's…mother."

Your tone awkward as Jermajesty just nodded. "He's not supposed to be back here. You want people to think you're some sort of—"

"You know what? Yeah because this is the man I'll marry someday not your son."

"Excuse me?" She scoffed in disbelief.

"Considering somehow none of my family except my mother got my invite…I think it's best we go our separate ways." You shrugged as you laced your fingers with his.

You looked at him with a wide smile as the older woman stumbled over her words. He smirked as he gripped your hand tight. You both ran out of the room as she shouted after you. Your legs took you all the way to the car as you both laughed. Rome watched as his bride ran off with her best friend.

"What the fuck—" He mumbled to himself.

As you both panted getting in and speeding off,you couldn't help but to burst into laughter once again. "That was crazy!"

"Feels like those movies we're always talking about." He panted as he quickly glanced at you.

Jermajesty grabbed your hand tight as if you'd run away. He brung your hand to his lips placing a soft kiss on the back of it. You leaned over to kiss his cheek multiple times. This was the happiest you had been in months. Jermajesty couldn't contain his toothy smile that you loved so much.

"I hope you know that when we get married you're not wearing that one." He informed you as you breathed out.

"I didn't pick this one." You both stared at each other before giggling once again.

"Well now I'm really glad I came and got you." He told you as the car drove further and further away from the venue.

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“don’t cum yet, girl, you gotta’ wait — for me to get down on my knees, i got somethin’ i wanna taste. i think i heard a bangin’ on the door, but i think that it’s best we ignore it…”

“mmh, p-please, baby…” you whimpered desperately, your hips jerking helplessly against her hand, as Kay smirked and slightly tilted her head to the side, staring up at you from between your legs with a teasing glint in her dark eyes while her middle and ring fingers continued to slowly thrust inside of your slick walls, “pleaseee, i n-need you…”

“what you need, mama? hm?” Kay teased, raising her eyebrows a little, as she gently curved her fingers and your hips jerked again, coaxing another whimper from you while your hands fisted the duvet, “use your words and say it straight, love.”

“nnngh— i need y-your mouth… wanna feel your tongue between my legs…” you begged through a series of moans, your brows furrowing slightly, as one of your hands left the bed and went to cradle the back of her head, gesturing for her to eat you out without actually saying it.

before either of you could continue, three knocks abruptly sounded off at your bedroom door and Kay’s fingers stilled inside you, reminding you of the ongoing party you were hosting that you had disappeared from a few minutes ago without telling anyone. the person said your name, then said Kay’s, and asked if either of you were there, causing both of you to look over at the door.

the two of you stared at it for a before looking back at each other, and you watched a slow smirk form onto Kay’s face and your eyes slightly widened as her fingers resumed thrusting inside of you, making you realize that she wasn’t done and wouldn’t be stopping any time soon.

you parted your lips to protest her actions, but you paused once you noticed her lowering her head between your legs, your eyes widening further as her free hand pushed your legs open wider. the moment her mouth made contact with your pussy, your hips jerked for a third time and your free hand immediately covered your mouth as your eyes rolled back and a thrill ran through you, knowing you couldn’t be too loud or you’d give away exactly what was taking place.

“helloooo? i know y’all freaky asses hear me!” the person’s voice came through clearer this time, despite it being followed by another set of three knocks, and you realized your best friend was the one who was looking for you and your girlfriend, causing your eyes to nearly shoot of their sockets and your head to abruptly turn towards your door.

noticing this, Kay’s dark eyes flickered up to you and her unoccupied hand slid up your body as she wrapped her hand around your neck to keep you place and her lips locked around your clit, purposely sucking feverishly while her fingers sped up their thrusts. your head almost immediately fell back and your jaw dropped as your eyes rolled back and your hand quickly left the back of her head to grab onto her tattooed arm, a cry of pleasure bubbling in your throat before you swiftly swallowed it down.

pulling her lips away from your clit, she stuck out her tongue and gaze it a long and slow lick before beginning to flick it rapidly, occasionally tracing her name or even figure-eights on it while she kept her fingers deep inside you. you honestly felt like you were about to explore, but once you heard your best friend murmur a playful smart remark under her breath and the sound of her footsteps retreating from the door, that was when you cracked.

“f-fuuuuck!” you raggedly cried out in pleasure, a spew of whimpers following the sound, as your hand fell from your mouth and you grabbed her wrist, both of your hands now clinging to her arm while her fingertips gently squeezed the sides of your neck, “ooh, baby, i’m ‘b-bout to c-cuuuum!”

“give it to me, pretty girl, c’mon. you doin’ good, mama, let me feel this pretty pussy cum on my face.” Kay’s voice was muffled, her mouth too busy tasting you to pull away to properly speak, and her words sent vibrations through you as you heard her loud and clear, your back arching up from the bed while your thighs shook around her head.

“fuckfuckfuckfuck— shiiiiit— Kaaaaay!” a cluster of profanities left your mouth in a jumbled and high-pitched manner as you reached your peak and came on your girlfriend’s face, your hips rolling and grinding against her tongue and fingers while she licked and fingered you through your climax, “ughhh, yes! yes, yes, yesssss— oh!”

“uh-huh, there you go, baby. such a good girl for me, aren’t you? mm, want you to cum one more time, mama, don’t move.”

❧ there was no dramatic beginning between the two of you, no almost kiss as teens or grand confession between you and jermajesty jackson. what was there however was timing — terrible timing. you'd been in the same friend group since sophomore year, shared classes and graduated together. then after that lead to different paths, different universities, different lives.

this meant the group was surving off birthdays, random get together, vacations and new years parties. so you saw each other enough, or at least between you and jermajesty it should've felt like enough. it was no denying jermajesty was fine and that you found him insanely attractive— not that you'd admit it out loud but everyone could tell you did— he'd be lying if he said he hadn't thought of you as more than a friend.

not only you noticed his looks, other girls did too. which was obvious when you'd seen him the first time after graduation with his girlfriend. you almost felt guilty that you still had feelings for a guy who was off the market. he approached you first that night, followed by his girlfriend introducing herself. a girl impossible to dislike and you had no reason to dislike her either, it wasn't like jermajesty was your property. the night ended with you genuinely hoping the best for them, what you told yourself at least.

a couple months later and you were all reunited at a birthday party. he was single, but your love life had other plans as you strolled in with your plus one. when you greeted jermajesty he hugged you, two of you holding on for a second longer than intended. "you look good, you look happy," he complimented wearing the same warm smile you always loved to see. "i am," you smiled back, genuinely meaning every word— mostly. "i'm glad," this time he meant it, entirely.

your friends like always recognised the look in his eyes, the one that read "so long as shes happy so am i." a look that you'd both been taking in turns in sharing because the two of you were never available at the same time. "they're so exhausting," randy remarked watching the two of you from afar, earning a laugh from a few other around. "they'd be prefect together though," jaafar added. it became a running joke amongst your friends — the universe and it's terrible schedule for you and jermajesty— something the two of you never heard the end of.

years passed.

not a lot but enough.

jobs, adult responsibilities, group meetings were less often — it was harder to get everyone in a place at once. now it made the invitations and events hold more significance. while time and life changed as you hit your mid twenties the connection between you and jermajesty hadn't. at birthdays conversations lasted for hours, weddings somehow got the two of you dancing together and the once in a blue moon group vacations left you both talking until the sun rose again making it seem like to others that you were dating. but it always felt like this with jermajesty—easy, effortless— but time always reminded you it was only temporary. the chemistry wasn't entirely ignored nor was it entirely acknowledged. the mutual feelings had become a mutual unspoken understanding.

when you had just moved back to cali another invitation had come through but from jermajesty this time to his older randy's birthday. the venue was beautiful as expected rooftop restaurant overlooking the night life. abiding by the suggested dress code you'd worn a short black dress accompanied with, gold jewellery and accessories, your silk press styled in a neat half up half down. looking fine and 100% single, jermajesty's eyes immediately locked on your figure as you entered the room. his brothers wasted no time in teasing him at his sudden change of demeanour, standing straighter his hand fixing his already well kept hair.

evening was spent well, mingling with others, catching up, laughing, but every now and then your eyes would meet. it's not that you were avoiding each other, it was understanding that once the two of you start talking the surroundings don't matter, or if anyone tries to insert themselves into the conversation they wouldn't last long because the two of you always end up forming your own bubble comfortable and familiar enough for each other only.

then as expected you find time no because the part wasnt enjoyable no, you loved parties especially when the jacksons threw one. it was stepping away to appreciate the scenery you had missed. you leaned against the balcony taking another sip of your cocktail. you then hear the door open and close again, the presence and warmth prominent beside you.

"didn't think the party sucked that bad," he comments as you chuckle in response. "no it's great i'm just admiring the city, been a while since i've been back." the two of you stay in comfortable silence when he breaks it letting out soft chuckle. "what's funny?" your attention now on him. "no it's just. funny how life is like every conversation we have always gets put on pause for eight months before we can start another," you chuckled softly in response.

"kept missing you," his words covered in honesty, your eyes were now fully trained on him. "timing seems to have different plans for us," you remarked and he smiled realising how someone was always in the picture when the other was single. "i'm glad we respected it though," you added. "me too," he agrees a bit more quietly this time. comforting silence blanketed them once again.

you hesitated before opening your mouth again now wanting the words to land the wrong way you laugh nervously before continuing. "i just, I think a part of me always wondered... what would've happened if we met.." he then finishes the rest of that thought. "at the right time," you nod at his words. the words hung heavy, not in a negative sense, just with the understanding of the elephant in the room being addressed. "i always do," he admits once again. you hadn't expected that answer from him. "yeah?" he nods back at you.

"all those vacations, birthdays, weddings that you didn't come to or i'd always think of next time instead," your gaze softened at him. "i wanna say you don't have anyone now?" he assumes eyes on you, as you nod. "and i got nobody? huh.." jermajesty says as if putting two and two together and gentle smile creeping in his face. now there was not clock to count how much more time you'd spend together, you could take your time. now there wasn't anyone at home, so there was no stepping on toes.

jermajesty's body now faced you fully you mirrored his actions, his eyes appreciating your features. "i really don't want to spend another few years wondering what we could've been," your gaze softened at the confession. the two of you were now closer than intended but neither of you minded, because it felt familiar, it felt comfortable, felt right. both your eyes followed the same trail on each other faces, going down to each other's lips. your breath hitched realising how close you really were, you'd seen this scene play out multiple times in your head, you never knew it was gonna leave your mind and happen in real time.

his hand reached out tucking a loose strand behind your ear, his hand now trailing down your jaw to under your chin. "can i?" you knew he was being polite, the fact that he asked made him hotter. but the years of build up and chemistry you couldn't wait much longer. "jermajesty" you huff out as a partial laugh. "just kiss m-" before you could even finish that sentence his lips were locked onto yours. a sensation ran through you, like sparks flying, it felt right and better than any kiss you've ever had.

you don't remember when or how, but you'd accumulated the attention of his brothers who stood there smirking at the two of you. "about fucking time, this guy doesn't shut up about you" randy remarked as the two of pull apart and laugh. "shut up randy," jermajesty says not entirely embarrassed, but his eyes still unable to leave your face.

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“nnngh, fuck— pleaseee, mama… p-please let me c-cum inside you…”

you had been edging Jermajesty for the past hour and he was only growing needier and needier the longer you continued to deny him relief. you were sat flush on his lap with his dick deep inside you as you rode him through the night, purposely speeding up your bounces to get him close to his peak just to slow down before he could even think about cumming — and you repeated that pattern over and over again just to hear him beg for you.

“you think you deserve that, baby? hm? think you deserve to cum inside me?” you cooed condescendingly, teasingly squeezing his shoulders, as Jermajesty whined pathetically and profusely nodded his head, his pretty eyes filled with desperation peering up at you while he watched you ride him, “use your words, pretty boy, c’mon. tell mama what i wanna hear.”

“y-yessss, mama, ple—nnngh!—pleaseeee let me. i-i’ll be so good f-for you—mmh!—i’ll b-be a good b-boy,” Jermajesty whimpered pitifully, his fingers digging into the fat of your ass to hold onto you, as a furrow formed between his eyebrows and his grip tightened on you, his nails leaving crescent-shaped markings in your melanated skin, “f-fuuuuck, m’so close— please, mama!”

you looked at him silently for a moment, as if considering letting him cum like he begged for, and a slow wicked smirk spread across your pretty face as you suddenly slowed down your bouncing for what felt like the millionth time to Jermajesty and now moved at an agonizingly slow pace, earning a broken sob from his vocals and a twitch from his dick against your walls.

“nonono— pleaseeee—” Jermajesty’s whines and whimpers for release soon got caught in his throat and a choked up sob fell from his lips instead as hot tears brimmed in his eyes and streamed down his cheeks, which only made your smirk widen while your hips continued their slow roll.

“aw, don’t cry, baby. your face’s too pretty for all that, stop it,” you cooed patronizingly, your hands moving to cradle his face, as your thumbs gently wiped away his tears and he whimpered meekly, instinctively leaning into your touch while he sniffled, “why you cryin’, huh? talk to me.”

“w—hic!—wanna cum, ma…” Jermajesty mewled softly, his hands shakily sliding up to grip your waist, as soft whimpers fell from his lips with each slow roll and bounce of your hips and his hands traveled from your waist to your back, his palms sliding up your spine before grabbing ahold of your shoulders and holding onto them, “i-it’s… it’s gettin’… s-sensitive…”

his last word left his mouth so quietly that you would’ve missed it had you not been staring at his lips as he talked. you tilted your head just a little, studying his tear-streaked face, and you let out a soft hum, the sound practically mocking the state he was currently in.

“oh, you gettin’ sensitive on me, that’s why you cryin’ like this… i’m makin’ that dick all sensitive, ‘Maj?” you teased in a low sultry purr, your hands leaving his face and cradling his nape, as you pulled him closer and lowered your head to his, your face inches away from his and your breaths mingling with his shaky pants, “mhm, my pretty boy’s all fucked-out and sensitive and i ain’t even let him cum yet… guess i gotta’ fix that, don’t i?”

before Jermajesty could say a word — or let out another desperate and strangled noise — your hips shifted gears and you gradually started bouncing faster and faster until you were back to the pace you were at before he started crying. loud and needy whines and whimpers fell from Jermajesty’s mouth and each sound punctuated a bounce of your hips as your ass clapped loudly against his thighs and the bed rocked and creaked rhythmically beneath the two of you.

Jermajesty’s arms wrapped tightly around your torso and he held you against him as he buried his face in the crook of your neck to try and muffle his sounds but he only got louder by the minute, the sensitivity of his dick combined with the slickness of your squelching pussy ultimately starting to overstimulate and overwhelm him simultaneously.

“i-i’m g-gonna— oooh, fuuuuck— oh, God, i-i’m ‘bout t-to— nnnngh, mama—”

“go ahead, sweet boy. cum inside me, you earned it. let me feel that big dick paint my walls and make ‘em white.” you whispered sweetly in his ear, your words only adding fuel to the intense fire growing inside of him, as Jermajesty’s body completely tensed and he let out a sharp broken gasp, his eyes rolling back and his mouth hanging open while his orgasm crashed down on him like a bucket of bricks and tears welled up in his eyes again.

“ohhh, t-thaaank you, mama! t-thank you, thank y-youuu, thank you!— oh, shitshitshit— nnnghhh, thank you!” Jermajesty let out babbles of slurred and slightly incoherent whines of gratitude against your neck and his body jerked a few times underneath yours as you felt his tears slide down your neck and you grinned satisfactorily, cradling the back of his buzzed head and gently caressing it in a way that completely contradicted how your hips were roughly slamming down on him.

“mmm, you’re so welcome, baby. i’d do anything for my good boy. you don’t gotta’ cry no more, handsome, i got you.”

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the backyard to the Jackson family’s home was as lively as can be — the two oldest boys manning the grill as the other boys occupied themselves in the pool and the girls, including you, sat in lounge chairs beside the pool. the environment was very homey and consisted of chatter from various individuals, satisfying sizzling from the grill, occasional splashing of the water inside the pool, music from the stereo that sat beside the sliding glass door, and giggles from you, Rebbie, La Toya, and Janet.

you and Marlon had been dating for almost a year and the way his family always welcomed you with open arms whenever you came around never failed to make you feel special, even if you had already been around them for a while. his mother treated you like one of her daughters, his sisters treated you like their closest friend, and his brothers… well, Randy, Michael, and Tito were sweet to you and treated you like one of their sisters, but Jermaine and Jackie were known to flirt with you just to get under Marlon’s skin whenever he brought you around.

they never overstepped any boundaries, of course, but just like any other older brother, they loved to stir the pot and get on everyone’s nerves, even if it was one of their younger brothers’s girlfriend.

usually when you visited Hayvenhurst, you’d be stuck to Marlon’s hip and would spend most of your time with him, but today was different. since it was a holiday and the Jackson family felt incredibly festive, both of you were being pulled in different directions by different relatives, which unfortunately kept you two at a distance for most of your time there.

every time you and Marlon tried to spend time with each other, one of his siblings or even his mother would want one of you for something. even when the two of you locked eyes from across the backyard, someone was always there to swoop in and steal one of you before you got the chance to indulge in each other’s company.

ironically, at the moment, the two of you had been pulled apart by his siblings for what felt like the millionth time because Michael wanted Marlon in the pool with him, Randy, and Jermaine for some kind of game and La Toya and Rebbie wanted to have a girl chat with you, along with little miss Janet, of course.

by this point, it honestly started to feel like cockblocking, but you knew that was something they wouldn’t do on purpose — however, just because it wasn’t an intentional act doesn’t mean that it wasn’t actively happening.

eventually, the food finished cooking and everyone who had taken a dip in the pool had taken a shower and changed clothes to get washed up for dinner. all of you had migrated from the backyard and were spread out across the kitchen, dining room, and living room with a plate of food in your hands — though, some of you were already stuffing your faces the moment you finished making your plates, specifically Randy, Jermaine, and Janet.

while everyone else was busy either talking over each other, eating, or making a plate of food, you and Marlon were silently plotting your departure from them so you could finally have some alone time.

you were standing in the kitchen watching Jackie, Tito, and Rebbie make their plate when Marlon walked into the kitchen, but he paused at the doorway instead of walking all the way in — that didn’t stop you from noticing him, though. your eyes left the three older Jackson siblings and averted to your boyfriend, who was already looking at you, and you watched him subtly nod his head towards the staircase, silently gesturing for you to come upstairs with him.

you looked at Marlon for a moment before looking at his siblings again, and once it registered in your mind that they were occupied with food and each other, you slyly crept out of the kitchen and followed behind Marlon, his arm instinctively wrapping around your waist and tugging you into his side as the two of you silently disappeared up the flight of stairs.

the moment the two of you slipped inside Marlon’s bedroom and the door closed behind you, his arms immediately wrapped around you and quickly pulled you into him, a soft yelp falling from your lips at the sudden collision while Marlon buried his face in the crook of your neck and deeply inhaled your scent.

“Marlon,” you giggled, resting one of your hands on the back of his neck, as your head tilted to the side to expose more of your neck to him and you felt him hum against you before peppering soft kisses along your melanated skin, causing a smile to spread across your face, “baby, you act like you haven’t seen me all day.”

“it feels like it,” Marlon murmured against your neck, his arms slightly squeezing your waist, as his kisses trailed upward toward your jaw and your smile widened slightly, knowing what part of you he was heading towards, “finally got you all to myself, mama.”

before you could respond, Marlon’s lips found yours and he kissed you tenderly, causing you to melt into his arms. the kiss was slow and as loving as can be, almost as if Marlon had been holding himself and his love for you back the entire time you’ve been at Hayvenhurst to keep from being clingy.

your arms wrapped around his neck and your hands held onto his upper back as you lost yourself in the intensity of the kiss, now realizing how much you’d been craving Marlon’s kisses since you’ve been at his home. he gently guided you backwards and you allowed him to as your back eventually came in contact with his bedroom door and you instinctively leaned against it, his arms remaining around your waist and keeping your body pressed flush against his.

the kiss lasted a few more seconds — it honestly felt like minutes to you — before Marlon pulled back just enough to look at you, his brown eyes wandering along your facial features and drinking you in for what felt like the first time today. you watched him silently, letting him ground himself in the moment just by staring at you, and his eyes eventually found yours again as he searched them for a moment before cracking a small grin and planting a loving peck on your lips.

“if i had to listen to my brothers flirt with you one mo’ time, i was gon’ lose my damn mind.” Marlon huffed quietly, earning a soft snort from you, as you giggled softly and cradled his jaw in one of your hands, your thumb gently swiping across his cheek.

“well, the day’s almost over, so they’ll leave us alone and go do their own thing sooner or later,” you chuckled softly as you leaned forward and softly pecked his lips once, then twice, “but i do think we should go back downstairs before anybody notices we’re gone.”

Marlon huffed again, this time rolling his eyes simultaneously, and he pecked your lips three times in a row before kissing both of your cheeks twice, earning another giggle from you as you held onto his face with both hands now.

pulling back from your face, he looked at you silently for a moment before reluctantly unwrapping his arms from around you and grabbing onto your hand instead, instinctively intertwining your fingers and gently pulling you off of his door.

“alright, c’mon… ‘fore i change my mind and keep you up here with me.”

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the door to Kay’s dressing room hadn’t even been shut for one second before she was on you, her hands gripping your waist and pulling you into her as her lips collided with yours.

the sexual tension between the two of you started during the filming of her music video, but by the time it was wrapped up and the two of you were free to go, it had completely boiled over into something palpable. even soft grazes or brushes of fingertips fueled the fire burning inside the two of you, and the moment she finally got you alone, she knew she couldn’t let you go.

the kiss was intense and very sloppy, your tongue sliding eagerly against hers while hers explored your mouth with lustful fervor. your hands cradled the back of her head and your fingers splayed across her hair as her hands slid down from your waist to your ass, cupping and gripping both cheeks in her palms while she walked you further into the room.

blindly, the two of you stumbled over to the vanity in the room and Kay lifted you briefly as she sat you on top of it and stood between your legs, her hands squeezing your hips before sliding down to your open thighs. you moaned at the squeeze and Kay moaned with you, both of you yearning for each other just as much as the other.

your fingers hastily worked at the buttons on her jacket as she gripped your thighs and tugged you closer to her, the cool steel of her rings a contrast to your hot skin. her head slightly tilted and she hungrily deepened the kiss, wanting nothing but to completely engulf you, as one of her hands slid up one of your thighs and cupped your pussy through your underwear, earning a soft whine from you while your hips jerked forward.

two of her fingers — specifically, her middle and ring fingers — slowly rubbed up and down your clothed slit, purposely teasing you, and a small groan of sexual frustration fell from your lips as you pushed her jacket open and planted your hands against her clothed abdomen, your hands shifting to her sides and gripping them to pull her closer.

smirking, Kay pulled your panties to the side and pressed those same fingers against your aching clit, feeling it thump and swell underneath the pads of her digits while she rubbed it in slow circles. a breathy moan of relief fell from your lips the moment her fingers finally made contact where you needed her most and one of your hands moved to cradle the side of her neck as you kissed her harder, as if your need for her was starting to overwhelm you.

she kissed you back with equal aggression, matching your energy, and her fingers slid down from your clit to your folds as she collected your arousal and evenly coated her fingers with it before pushing them inside you, burying them to the hilt and earning another whine from you. she thrusted them at a steady pace, not too fast and not too slow, and your back slightly arched as your eyebrows furrowed a little and your hand on her side slid around to her lower back, holding onto her while she worked you.

her unoccupied hand left your thigh and wrapped around your neck instead, holding you in place, as she dominated the kiss and kissed you with unadulterated hunger, a small furrow forming between her eyebrows while her fingers continued thrusting deeply inside of you and her thumb shifted to play with your clit. you moaned feverishly against her mouth and you clung to her tighter as she worked you closer and closer to an orgasm, your soft pants starting to fill the intense lip-lock while your breathing mingled with hers.

“baby…” you whimpered desperately, the sound almost muffled by your mouths colliding, as a small smirk crossed Kay’s pretty face once she realized what was about to happen and she gave you one final kiss before pulling away with your bottom lip between her teeth, gently tugging at it before letting it go.

both of your eyes fluttered open in unison and your pussy spasmed around her fingers once your eyes met her dark brown ones, which she picked up on because her smirk widened just a smidge. her other hand gently squeezed your neck and her thumb moved to press against your chin, keeping your head in place and silently telling you to keep your eyes on her.

simultaneously, her fingers quickened inside you and her thumb quickened as well as she gently curved her fingers against your walls and a sharp gasp abruptly fell from your lips, your jaw going slack and your mouth hanging open while your eyebrows furrowed in pleasure.

“K-Kaaaay, i—”

“uh-huh, i know, mama. i know. be a good girl and cum f’me, yeah?”