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If you donât like the terms of endearment people use in the stories they write you are more than welcome to write your own⌠or shut the fuck up. âMamaâ has been used as a term of endearment since the 70âs, you know one of the decades Michael Jackson was popularâŚ
How you gonna ask writers to stop using it and then use it in your argument as to why it shouldnât be used? Iâm starting to feel like some of yall are not like usâŚ..
â SUMMARY: After 6 months of being together, Michael decides that tonightâs the perfect time to ask for just one anniversary gift; he wants you to start controlling him in the bedroom.
â WARNINGS: sub!mike, needy!mike, lots of tension, body worship, size kink, angst (if you look through a microscope), dumbification (kindaâŚ?), face sitting, oral (f receiving), mike has a big dick, handjob, choking, unprotected p in v, nipple play, dacryphilia, no use of ây/nâ, mean!dom reader, use of mommy (kinda), use of maâam, mike is kinda pussy drunk, timestamps are unimportant, kinda slow burn, gets kinda fluffy at the end, implied aftercare.
â WC: 5.1k (I got carried awayâŚ)
â A/N: The winner of this poll. I fs got carried away lmaooo. Like, comment, n reblog! And donât be shy to flood my asks, i donât bite..always.
It wasnât even noticeable at first. Well, not really, until you connected every small instance like one huge puzzle. A particularly suggestive flutter of his eyelashes, a nearly crimson blush on his cheeks whenever you praised him for anything. Then, there was that one time when you called yourself âmommyâ as a joke.
Youâd just arrived home from your 4-month anniversary dinner date. Your feet were aching; clad in a pair of deep red 8-inch pumps that Michael practically begged you to wear. âI think itâs sexy that youâre taller than me in those heels. Your legs look extra long and beautiful. Please m-, baby? Please, wear them.â That just about undid you.
Youâd started regretting letting him sway you like that, though, because you swore that with every step, you could feel a new callous forming on your pinky toe.
âCome help mommy take these things off, baby.â It was said so casually, because it was. Yet, his reaction had you thinking youâd said something offensive. Heâd just finished taking off his own loafers, one knee on the floor. He nearly toppled all the way over, and he looked up at you with this almost pained expression. You couldâve sworn you saw tears welling up in his eyes.
âOh, Iâm sorry. I didnât mean to sound so direct. Itâs probably the wineâŚIâll take them off mysââ Heâd waved off your thought with his left hand, cleared his throat, and mumbled something along the lines of ââŚseriously driving me insaneâ under his breath, but it sounded lighthearted enough for you not to question him further. The two of you had your best sex yet that night.
Last week, though? It got to a point where Michael damn near made you lose your mind. You put on a pair of jeans that were slightly too long, and you didnât have time to get them hemmed, so you asked your boyfriend to cuff the bottoms for you, playfully pretending to press your stiletto onto his chest while he knelt down.
âYes maâam,â he responded earnestly. He looked up at you while he said it, eyes glazed over with sparkles and something else you couldnât quite place. There was a faint, crooked smile playing on his lips. One that read: Iâm right where I want to be. He clasped his hands behind his back and bowed his head like he was in the presence of royalty, then continued on with the task.
Really, it was a very quick exchange. Almost even casual; you just so happened to remember every aspect of it because it ruined you and your panties for the next two days.
Thatâs whatâd been on your mind all afternoon. The two of you decided to spend your 6-month anniversary at a beachfront resort. Michael rented the whole thing out nearly two months in advance, your display of subtle dominance on your 4-month anniversary influencing the idea. He had a plan, and all he needed to do was gather up the confidence to act upon it.
You two took a series of photos on the digital camera he gifted you, involving various activities; a photo of you eating the breakfast he cooked the two of you in your suiteâs kitchen, one of him almost missing his step on the jetski he was gonna race you onâŚOne of you towering above him as he adjusted the delicate golden anklet he gave you the day prior, the cursive M glinting in the sunlight. He coughed hysterically to cover up the sound of its shudder, internally chastising himself for forgetting to turn off the sound in its settings.
When you two got home, he seemed overly eager about the evening, his attitude rubbing off on you. The both of you were a giggling mess, and you were completely sober. Just high off of the presence of the other.
The two of you had dinner reservations at 6:30pm, so you decided to shower together to âsave waterâ and time. Michael basically did the showering for the both of you though, making sure to do every step like you would. Youâve showered together enough for him to know your whole routine, and it made your heart swell with warmth, and your thighs unnoticeably squeeze together with want. He even rinsed and dried the both of you, making sure you didnât lift your pretty fingers to do anything but grip onto his shoulders for balance.
It made you insatiable.
While you put on the finishing touches of your makeup, Michael approached you with a pleading look settled onto his face.
âDoes this shirt look weird untucked? Should I button it up some more?â
You turned around, your unset makeup almost plastering onto his black button up. He looked delicious. Your mouth actually got watery at the sight right in front of you. You gulped down your lust, and met his eyes.
âMichael, you look beautiful. Leave it untucked and unbuttoned just like that. Wow.â
He ducked his head slightly, a faint blush crawling up his neck, as he let out a nervous chuckle. For a man so gorgeous, youâd think heâd be used to compliments from his own girlfriend by now.
âY-you sure? Tonightâs important. I wanna look like we belong together. Like I belong with you.â
It took everything in you not to ruin your dinner plans and prove it to him right there, your hands fighting the urge to push him onto the bed and show him just how pretty you thought he was.
You cleared your throat and answered with a joking, âMichael, Iâd swear you have a praise kink or something, because thereâs no way you donât see just how tasty you look right now.â
You turned back to the mirror, powdering up your face and putting on the remainder of your lip combo.
You didnât notice just how badly Michael was holding it together from that point forward.
The two of you played the rest of the night cool, though. Nothing out of the ordinary, save for Michael fighting off his neediness when you ordered for him because you noticed him get shy, and when you wiped enchilada sauce off of his face, calling him your âclumsy baby.â Or, the instance where you almost dragged him to the bathroom when you asked if he wanted dessert, and looked at you all lovesick with a, âYes, please.â
He aggressively adjusted his black jeans, not so subtly, after you told him to pick up the napkin he (purposely) dropped. He felt like he was drunk. His nerves and his body were on fire. He started to down the bottle of wine he purchased for the two of you, for liquid courage. You quickly followed suit. It did nothing to help either of your states.
On the walk back to your suite, Michaelâs demeanor nearly killed your buzz. He looked terrified.
âMikey, baby. Whatâs wrong?â you asked, stepping in front of him and tilting his head up by his chin so heâd look you in your eyes. The heels you wore had you standing taller than him, and, unbeknownst to you, that only made it worse.
âItâs nothin, baby.â he responded, but his voice wasnât matching his actions.
âMichael, come on, itâs me. Whatâs going o-â
âI said itâs nothinâ,â he cut you off sharply. His voice was loud- too loud- and he wouldnât look you in the eyes. He grabbed ahold of the hand that you had underneath his chin, and rushed the two of you the rest of the way to the hotel.
You were furious. Concerned by his terror-stricken face, mostly. But, his sharpness with you stirred something inside that you thought youâd buried, only fueled by the ache in your feet from nearly running in stilettos.
As you made it to your room, you pushed past his usually taller frame, and sat down onto the nearest plush chair, bending over to undo the straps of your pumps. You heard the door close with a click and looked up to see Michael rushing his way towards you, trying to stop you from removing them yourself. The two of you had your hands tangled in a mess; his fingers trying to gently push yours off, and yours almost aggressively shoving his.
âEnough, Michael.â
He gulped loudly, seeming almost embarrassed to look at you.
That was almost enough to ease the fire on your lips. Almost.
âLook at me while Iâm speaking to you. What happened, and why are you acting so weird towards me?â Your voice quivered on the latter half of your question, insecurity starting to creep its way through your tone. Your cleared your throat and waited for him to speak.
He sighed visibly at the beginning of your monologue. The words affecting him in a way you couldnât understand.
He continued removing your shoes as he answered, needing something to keep his eyes away from yours, due to the vulnerable truth behind his actions.
âIâŚâ he cleared his throat. âI want you to control me.â
That was not what you were expecting. You waited, scared that youâd misinterpreted the intentions behind his words, hoping heâd expand on it further. By this point, both of your shoes were off, and he was still kneeling in front of your legs, both of his hands opting to massage on one of your aching feet. He still wasnât looking at you.
âMikeâŚ?â you asked. Your voice slightly deepened with a lust you were fighting so hard to control. You ran your fingers through his hair softly, eliciting a soft whine from his throat. You used the hand in his hair to gently guide his face up to yours. He obeyed your silent command as soon as you slightly tugged, actions already proving that he meant what you thought he did. Your stomach did a flip. The alcohol in your system was making you extremely sensitive to your emotions, everything heightened. Apparently, Michael was going through the same.
âI-I mean. Well look at youâŚYour legs are so long, ân you take care of me so good. Youâre so good at telling people what to do and I always wish it was me on the other end of that. I- I think about you doing things to me. Things that I canât control. I sometimes try ân push your buttons just so you can finally snap at me, but youâre so patient, even though your energy is kinda scary, and that somehow drives me even crazier.â The alcohol had him saying quite literally every word that came into his brain. Heâd managed to fully massage all the tension from your feet during the rambling. He gave them each a quick peck and set them down gently onto the plush carpet beneath you. Then he sat up on his knees, properly. Both of his hands were placed on his lap like he was preparing for prayer.
âPlease, baby. I canât take it anymore. I want you to use me and control me and take everything I have. I want you to be mean to me and I want you to punish me for being rude earlier. Put me in my place, please. Please, pleasepleaseplease. Itâs embarrassing, but I really do want this.â He added the last part after he noticed you werenât responding, embarrassment and alcohol settling into his bones. He started sniffling, his eyes rimming with tears.
You didnât say a word. Silently, you stood up, gripping Michael by the collar, dragging his frame up with yours, and then crashed your lips into his. He whimpered loudly. The sound shred the last bit of sanity you had left. The two of you tumbled through the doors that led to your room, his socks being kicked off and your shawl strewn onto the floor on the way there.
You turned him around and shoved him onto the bed forcefully. Michael looked up at you like you held the universe up just for him. Your hands made their way to his shirt first. The opened buttons were driving you crazy all day. You started unbuttoning, but grew impatient, opting to just aggressively pull them apart instead, buttons popping off and flying onto the floor in the act.
Michael was a whimpering mess beneath you, and you hadnât even touched him properly. His hands were at his sides and his body was rigid. He hadnât even tried touching you.
âMikey, baby. You know you can touch me, right?â
âI just wanted your permission first ma- ahem. Baby.â
âWhat was that?â you questioned, catching his slip-up.
âNothinâ,â Mike said, clearly embarrassed. He tried kissing you after to cover it up, but the alcohol in your system made you not care. You pushed his torso back down onto the bed.
âDonât lie to me, Michael. I can stop all this right now,â you said sternly.
âI..Uhm. Itâs just.. sometimes I kinda wanna call you..mommyâŚ?â He phrased it like a question.
Thatâs how you ended up the position the two of you were in right now. Him with his head propped up on the spare pillows he requested earlier, and your body propped up on his face, straddling it. Michael was going dumb beneath you, fully letting your core and the alcohol in his veins consume him.
âMmm, Mikey. I didnât know you had this in you,â you say with surprise laced into your voice. And itâs true. The two of you had sex a few times, but he usually seemed okay with taking over for you. Only now did you realize that it was more of him servicing you than taking control.
âIâve always had it in me, m- ah baby,â he says, slightly pushing his head further into the pillow so he can speak.
You grab one of his nipples and pinch it harshly.
âDid I say you could stop? Donât think I forgot about your little attitude earlier.â
That only turns him on further though, his hips jutting into the air immediately at the rough contact.
âN-no. Iâm sor- ah- sorry baby. Youâre right. Iâve been s-so bad,â his voice melting into a needy whine on the last word.
âYeah, so bad. I- mmm- s-should teach you a lesson, shouldnât I?â
âP-please. Please do whatever you want to me. Iâll make it up to yâŚou, mmm.â
In one swift movement, you climb off of his face, and settle your soaking core onto his bare chest. You take your right hand and place it onto his neck with no pressure- yet.
âHow sorry are you?â you question, his fucked out face only fueling your actions.
âReally sorry. Sorrier than I can even put into words,â he jumbled out. Not good enough. You give him a slight slap on the face, and then grip onto his neck with more fervor. He moans like itâs his first time being touched sexually.
âThatâs it? Youâre sooo sorry you canât even say it?â you scoff at him, playing up your anger just to see him fold beneath your grasp. You begin grinding down hard onto his chest, reveling in this.
âN-no! I mean, yes, b-but, fuck keep using me like that please. I just, I have to show you. Let me show you?â he says, still trying to work your pussy between each word.
âHmm, go ahead then,â you respond almost immediately, intrigued by his request.
He tenderly grabs onto your thighs and lifts your body up off of his chest, and places you next to him, sliding from the bed in the same movement. Then, he eagerly walks to the foot of the bed and sinks onto his knees, beckoning you toward him with two of his fingers, his twinkling eyes never leaving yours.
âJoin me, please?â he asks, voice laced with desire.
You seductively crawl toward him, his body looking meek in this position. You can feel your core drip more at the sight of him. He uncrosses your legs for you, making sure to do all of the work. Heâs gonna prove to you just how sorry he is for not being a good boy.
He takes one of your legs and starts to press hot, open-mouthed kisses to every inch of it; from the tips of your toes, to the backs of your knees. His eyes never leave yours. Heâs waiting for some sign of approval, a praise, anything that tells him heâs making up for it, but you sit there in shock, staring at the submissive man beneath you. Youâre almost too scared to move, afraid that any action or sound will break the spell.
Then he starts to speak. âYouâre so beautiful. Your bodyâs like a painting that only Michelangelo himself couldâve imagined. How could I have been so stupid? You deserve everything. Iâm gonna give you everything,â he says between kisses.
âThis?â he says, kissing your inner thigh, âI donât even deserve it. Iâm lucky to be able to touch you like this. Lucky ta even see you like this.â
He grabs onto your hips, and looks up at you, pleading.
âM gonna make you feel so good. I promise.â
Michael kisses up the soft skin of your stomach, making sure to save whatâs beneath it for last. Then, he makes it to your breasts, and drool dribbles out of his mouth as he speaks.
âI donât even deserve these,â he says, almost to himself with a sigh. He peppers kisses to the undersides of them, teasing his way up to your erect nipples. Then, he takes one into his mouth, suckling like a man starved. You nearly scream from pleasure at the contact, causing Michael to look up with worry, only for him to see your blissed expression. He grabs your other nipple and rolls it between his fingers, still holding eye contact with you.
âF-fuck Michael, thatâs it baby. Just like that.â
He switches his ministrations to your next nipple, replacing his mouth with his hand, and his hand with his mouth. He starts whimpering louder and louder with each gasp you take, your arousal fueling his tenfold. You feel high. You try clamping your legs together, but his lanky body is blocking you from doing so, eliciting a whine from your lips. He notices this. He notices everything. He removes the hand from your nipple and immediately starts rubbing languid, deep circles on your clit. You let out a loud moan straight from your diaphragm, internally thanking Michael for renting the whole resort out for the two of you.
Michaelâs lips detach from your tit with a pop. âYou like this?â he questions genuinely, wanting to be good for you.
âMike- fuck- yes! L-love it! So good!â You can barely even think properly, your mind only focused on how his long fingers work your clit with ease.
âMmm,â he responds, not fully satisfied with himself. He doesnât want you to love it. He wants you to crave it.
He gets up and straddles your waist, fingers still slowly rubbing your clit, searching your neck for its sweet spot with his lips. When you buck your core into his hand at a particular area, he starts licking and biting on it, hungrily inhaling the perfume on your neck in the process.
âYou-ngh. You smell so sweet. Did you wear my favorite perfume for me?â he asks, a wave of gratitude crashing onto him.
âY-yes Mike. Come on- more. I need more. Give me more.â Youâre desperate now. You have half a mind not to start fucking yourself on his fingers right there, but heâs one step ahead.
His fingers slide straight into your pussy, and your walls clenched around them immediately, not expecting the intrusion so suddenly. Your back arches up off the bed, lifting both of you in the process.
âM sorry. Iâm gonna get you there baby. I promise.â Without another word, he carefully slides back down your frame, and starts suckling at your clit like heâs tasting ice cream for the first time ever, his fingers still curling and pumping in and out of you. Your eyes start to water.
âOhhhh my- fuuuuuck. Mikeyyy, baby mmm. S-shit. I feel sososo good. So good. Youâre so good to me baby. My perfect- ah. My perfect angel. S-so pretty on your knees for me.â You smile at him weakly and squeeze his head in between your thighs forcefully, grinding yourself onto his mouth and nose. The dichotomy is giving him whiplash.
The praise that you give Michael is driving him halfway insane. He moans erotically into your squelching pussy, pumping his fingers into you faster and harsher, squeezing his thighs together for his own relief. The sight of you using him like this is making his brain go numb, the only thing on his mind is making up for his behavior earlier. Making sure youâre feeling good.
Your legs start to shake uncontrollably now, a telltale sign of your orgasm approaching.
This fuels Michael further.
âPlease cum on my face. I wanna taste it, ma.â
You almost do it on the spot, but you have other plans. You lightly kick his face from between your legs and his mouth detaches from your pussy loudly. He looks at you confused, his face glistening with your arousal.
âIâm sorry. Did I do something wro-â You interrupt him by slamming your lips onto his, the force of it pushing his torso onto the floor. You moan at the taste of yourself on his mouth, your tongue searching for his in the process. You break the kiss and lean into his ear with a seductive whisper. âI want to fuck you, Michael.â
His entire body goes rigid and he gasps loudly. You palm him through his jeans, feeling his dick straining against the black fabric. He sucks in a sharp breath, wanting so desperately for more friction, while simultaneously wanting to show you he can be good.
âOhhh, were you this hard all this time, baby?â you coo at him, loving how the condescending tone in your words feels.
âA-ah yes. I just wanted you to feel good,â he replies between choked breaths, seemingly trying not to pass out. He loves how dumb youâre making him feel.
âAww my good boy, you did so well for me. I think itâs time for us to both feel good together, hmm?â you ask him, eager for his response. He looks so pretty like this, and his whimpers sound even prettier.
âO-only if thatâs what you want. Ngh- everythingâs your choice. Everything, everything,â he slurs out, already losing his grasp on reality due to the way youâre speaking to him and the way you rub hungrily against his clothed erection.
You unzip his jeans faster than he can even process and pulled them down off his legs along with his boxers, his leaking erection slapping against his abdomen harshly.
âLook at me,â you command him. He obeys without a second thought.
You take your pretty manicured hands and begin to jerk him off slowly, enjoying the way he tries not to grind up into your hands because heâs your good boy.
You speed up your actions faster, faster, faster, until you see Michael nearing his climax. Heâs warning you over and over that heâs gonna cum, not wanting to before you do. Not after his behavior today. He didnât deserve it, and you agree.
âBaby, pleeeeease, âm so close. Canât do it. You have ta first. Iss too good ân i canât hold it,â he whines, tears threatening to fall from his eyes. You kiss them away and go faster, ignoring his cries. The tears only turned you on further.
âF-FUCK! BABY IâM GONN-â You stop moving your hand entirely, and squeeze down on his dick hard.
âWh-wha..â Michael trails off, not knowing how to speak anymore.
âThank you,â he says, looking up at you with tear-filled eyes, chest heaving. He knew better than to complain- you touching him at all was enough.
You lean up to give him a quick kiss, before lining his dick up with your entrance and sinking down onto it. The stretch was enough to make your legs shake and almost make you fall over. You canât take it all at once, opting to go slowly, grinding yourself against it in the meantime.
âOh my GOD,â Michael cries out, propping himself up on his elbows so he can look at you. You look like an answered prayer.
âMikey, youâre too big,â you whine out, drawling the last word out on purpose.
âIâm sor-ry,â he sincerely apologizes. It wouldâve made you laugh if you werenât so turned on by his facial expression. You sink the rest of the way down, too impatient to care about the burn. You grip onto his neck for support and start riding him slowly, your thighs burning with pain and pleasure. Michael moans at the feeling of your delicate fingers around his neck again and he loses his filter completely.
âPlease choke me again. Hard. Control when I can breathe,â he begs you. You do just that and start bouncing against his length, the begging and whimpering from your boyfriend turning you on more than youâve ever been.
His eyes start to roll back, and you loosen your grip so that he can gasp for air, his lungs greedily swallowing the oxygen creeping in. He starts rolling his hips up into yours to help, knowing riding isnât easy for women. Always the gentleman, even when youâre fucking his brains out. He looks into your eyes, grabs your free hand and starts sucking on your fingers, muffling his moans with them from embarrassment. You donât know whether to be angry that he wonât let you hear them, or turned on from the sight, so you grind and choke him harder.
His eyes fog over and he drools onto his chest, arching his back up to meet all of your grinds. You loosen your grip once again.
âLet me hear your pretty voice, baby,â you drawl at him, removing your fingers from his mouth and using them to play with your nipple. That basically does it for him.
âBaaaaaaby. Oh my god I-I canât even think. Youâre s-so good to me and- YEAH keep touching yourself like that please. Youâre so beauti-f-ful. Iâm never letting you go. Youâre t-too perfect iss driving me crazy. Plea-â you choke him again- âMmmfuck. Please cum on me. Please use my body to cum.â
âThen fuck me like you want it, Mike,â you order, dragging your fingers down from his neck, using your nails to scratch all the way down to his chest.
âYes, maâam.â
He flips you over and pins you beneath him, and begins thrusting into you the exact way he knows you like it, totally focusing on your pleasure.
âI wonât, baby.â He presses a hand onto your stomach for comfort, but what he felt flipped a switch in him. He looked down and saw himself moving inside of your belly.
âOh my godâŚâ he gasped out, making you look at him with concern. âB-baby. I can see myself inside of you,â he says, genuinely surprised.
âItâs âcause youâre so big,â you say, pouting at him. âG-go ahead, baby. Fuck me until mâ cervix is shaped like your dick.â He groans at the filth in your words, doing just as you say. His body begins to shake with pleasure. He feels so good, too good. Like something only his imagination could come up with. He starts drooling again.
The sight above you is getting you so close to your release. You reach your hand down to your clit and started playing with it, making sure to tilt Michaelâs face down to watch before you do so. You want to put on a show for him. It is your anniversary, after all.
âM gonna cum for you Mikey. âM gonna make a mess of that pretty dick of yours,â you say nastily. You can feel the knot in your stomach start to tighten more and more.
âY-Yes! Please cum all over me. Please turn me into a mess,â he begs, and that did it. Your entire body locks up and your vision turns blurry.
âMichael FUCK!â you scream- genuinely scream- out in pleasure. You grip onto his shoulders with all the force you can muster, mumbling out praises of âYouâre so prettyâ and âDid so goodâ until your lips fall numb. He rides you through the whole thing, legs shaking and forehead dripping with sweat.
âC-can I please cum? It hurtsâŚâ You look at him with surprise, not realizing he was still going for you, and it almost does enough for you to want a round two.
âOh, Michael. Youâre so obedient. I didnât realize you were still going, love. Cum inside me, baby. Fill me up.â
He whimpers and cums on command, his body stilling and his toes curling up in pleasure. His eyes roll so far back into his head that you canât even see his irises anymore.
âThank you, thank you, thank y- ahh, thank you. âM so so-ahhhgghh, so sorry. Iâll be good forever âm sorry my pretty girl.â
His sweaty body collapses onto yours, and you two lay there for a while, his dick still inside of you, fully softened up.
After at least ten minutes of this, Michael speaks.
âSoâŚCan we do this again?â he asks hesitantly.
âMichael,â you start, âI donât think I can ever go back. Do you know how sexy you are when youâre submissive?â Your thighs start to clench again at the thought of what you two got up to tonight.
âO-oh. Really? It wasnât too much?â he asks shyly as he rolls off of your body.
âReally. You shouldâve said something sooner, angel face. I prefer being dominant,â you reveal, although youâre sure it was obvious.
âI was just shy, is all. But you? I donât think- no, I know Iâve never seen anything or anyone as sexy as you were tonight. I feel like I died from bliss and met God. Truly, you were heavenly. I didnât want any of it to end.â
âIt doesnât have toâŚWe still have a whole weekend to spend here,â you offer, wiggling your eyebrows playfully. He blushes a deep red.
âIâm gonna go get our stuff ready for a bath,â you say. âTidy up the room for when weâre back, yeah?â
âIâll do anything for you,â Michael says, clearly still pussy drunk. He grabs your hand before you head to the bathroom.
âI love you. Iâm not just saying that because of what we did tonight, you know that. But I love you. Thank you for being the best thing thatâs ever happened to me. Iâll cherish you for all of my days, and even afterwards, if I can.â He gives you a brief, yet passionate kiss on the lips. âIâll be as quick as possible. Happy anniversary, pretty girl.â
âHappy anniversary, Michael,â you say, trying not to cry. You donât know how youâd gotten so lucky.
â SUMMARY: Michaelâs sleeping over at your house for the first time without your family there. You decide to play a game and give him a taste of your favorite lipgloss.
â WARNINGS: sub!mike, fluff, dual loss of virginity, face-fucking, oral, fingering, protected sex, dry humping, premature ejaculation, scent kink (?), reader is a tease, reader is experienced, use of daddy to tease, manipulation (sorta), michael is lowkey a himbo LMAO, dirty talk, pleasure dom reader. jermaine feature.
â WC: 7.7k (letâs all act surprised).
â A/N: Loosely based on this request. Letâs pretend the strawberry shirt he has on in the photo is a pj shirt. Please leave feedback in the comments and donât forget to like and reblog!
Michael was absolutely buzzing with excitement today. This evening, heâd be sleeping over at his girlfriendâs house for the very first time. The best part? The two of you would be completely alone.
He honestly didnât know why he was so excited about the alone aspect of it all, though. Itâs not like he was brave enough to do anything more than hold your hand.
The two of you had fooled around before, you mostly taking charge, but his brain got so fuzzy around you. Any sense of self or right and wrong would go out the window as soon as he smelled your honey glaze scented lipgloss.
Heâd spent the day driving around and shopping with his brother Jermaine, making sure to pick up things youâd mentioned liking the last time the two of you browsed through retail catalogues. The fuzzy white comforter you imagined sprawled at the end of your bed, the cute pajama set he couldnât wait to see you in, and the stunning golden charm bracelet from your favorite jewelry store, were all carefully strewn across Jermaineâs backseat, a cute enveloped note written to accompany them sitting on top of the pile.
âMike, this girlâs got you whipped! You droppinâ 3 thousand on a lilâ bracelet?â Jermaine asked with an incredulous laugh after the two settled into his car, driving along the Santa Monica Pier.
âMaine, sheâs not just some girl. Sheâs the love of my life,â he said with a wistful sigh. âBesides, 3 thousand is nothinâ. Iâd hang the moon and stars for her,â Michael responded earnestly. Heâd do a lot for you for no reward at all; just the thought that it was something that convenienced you even a fraction was enough.
âSee, this exactly what I mean. Doinâ all that for her and you havenât even laid down with the girl yet.â The older brother laughed at Michaelâs âyes manâ attitude toward you, finding the idea of his superstar brother being a total worm for you hilarious.
âWeâve done plenty!â he defended, not enjoying the idea of his older brother seeing him as less experienced for what heâd allowed himself to explore regarding his sex life.
âLike what?â Jermaine questioned, raising a disbelieving eyebrow.
âIt doesnât matter! And I donât see relationships as transactional anyway. The fact that she even likes me is enough.â
A beat of silence settled over the car as Jermaine drove away from the boardwalk, pulling up the carâs hood as they approached a crowd of teenaged girls dancing to one of their older songs, not wanting to be recognized.
When they finally hit the freeway, Michael spoke.
âWhat do you do?â
âWhatchu mean?â Jermaine pressed.
âLike, how do youâŚstart? Making love, I mean.â Michael cleared his throat.
âWeâve done stuff before, I wasnât lyinâ about that. But we havenât gone all the way. She makes me too nervous, ân Iâm scared ofâŚI donât want it to end so fast,â he rambled on, realizing Jermaine wasnât going to interrupt him and was actually giving this some thought.
âYou gotta just let it happen, man. I mean, I usually lay the girl down ân start kissinâ up on her, but I donât see you beinâ the type toâŚâ he trailed off in thought. âJust build up tension. Start givinâ her the eyes, ya know? Sheâll get the hint.â
âThe eyes? Maine, I can barely get close to her in the moment without goinâ dumb.â Michael wiped his hand across his face, trying to cool himself down before he started blushing.
âHere, howâs this?â Jermaine exited the freeway and began demonstrating what he meant at the red light.
âTake your hand, place it on her shoulder like this, look her up ân down from her lips to her eyes, and give her a lilâ smirk. Sheâll know.â He accelerated on the gas pedal as the light turned green.
âO-okay. Yeah that seems easy enough,â Michael responded shyly.
âDonât bring this up to anyone else, Maine. Iâll kill you,â he added, realizing how vulnerable heâd gotten. Heâd never hear the end of it from Marlon if this got out.
At exactly half past 5, Michael was ringing at your doorbell, your gifts and his belongings in tow. He told Bill he was spending two nights at your place, reminding him not to be seen by your neighbors during his patrols, and basically flew to your doorstep.
You opened it almost immediately, seeming just about as excited as he was, and plastered your lips onto his in an intimate kiss- too intimate for your front door.
âHi, my pretty boy. Letâs get you inside, yeah?â you greeted him, noticing the way he flustered up at the nickname.
âYeahâŚâ he said with a ditzy grin across his face.
âO-oh! I got you these gifts!â he announced with pride. He was carrying them and all of his belongings for the sleepover in one hand, determined to not let you help him carry anything.
You pushed the door wide for him to come in, knowing better than to offer to help him. He seemed to be moving without thinking, just taking steps by pure instinct. As he neared the staircase leading to the upstairs bedrooms, you could see the defeat dawn across his face.
âCâmon, baby. Lemme at least just carry one bag. Iâm a big girl.â You took his duffel bag, presumably with his belongings, and led the way, not giving him a second to stop you.
He sighed dramatically and trailed up the steps behind you, his fingers that were straining under the heavier duffel bag feeling relief from the absence of its weight.
As you pushed into your bedroom, the scent of fresh linen and cinnamon wafted into his nostrils, a sudden comfort settling into his bones at the now familiar scent. You shrugged your robe off your shoulders, and Michael realized you were already in your pajamas. He took his duffel bag from your hands, sat down his belongings, and handed you your first gift.
âIâm realizinâ itâs probably too late for this now, but here! I have a feeling youâll love âem.â He was practically vibrating in anticipation.
âI canât believe you brought me gifts, Mikey. Youâre so thoughtful.â You gave him a quick peck and opened the gift box. Inside sat the pj set you fawned over with Michael 2 weeks ago at your kitchen table. It was a red and white gingham two piece set with strawberry pockets on the butt of the mini shorts. The top was a lace-trimmed camisole that stopped just above your hipbone and was see through around the flowy skirt of it. And it was perfect.
âOh, Michael! Iâm putting this on immediately, are you kidding? This is perfect! Thank you so much.â You grabbed him with both hands by the face and littered his burning cheeks in kisses.
âIt was nothinâ. Here, open the others!â He was eating up your reactions. You jumped up and down at the blanket and tried to pick him up and spin him once you saw the bracelet.
âHey, let go!â heâd declared in protest with a surprised chuckle at your strength.
âPut it on me, baby,â you told him, breathless, as you let go of his torso.
With a shy smile, he followed your demand mindlessly.
âDo you like it?â he asked, knowing you did. He just wanted to hear you say it.
âI adore it. The first charm Iâm gonna buy will be a little âMâ just for you. Wouldnât that be so cute?â you asked him, twisting your wrist around in the warm lighting of your bedroom.
âYouâd do that?â he asked you, genuinely surprised by the act of possession.
âOf course! Iâd tattoo your name across my chest,â you responded with a quick kiss to his lips as you made your way to your restroom with your new pajama set in hand.
The idea of you tattooing his name on you filled him with a sickening amount of pride.
You stepped back into the room almost as quickly as you left it, and you looked unreal. The cups in the top held your breasts up in just the right way, and the sheer, flowy bottom of it put your torso on full display for him. The shorts were no better. You gave him a twirl, and when his eyes met your backside, he nearly fell at your feet. Your strawberry-adorned ass was sitting prettily in the fabric, the bottom of your soft cheeks on full display for his greedy eyes. You turned back around and sauntered over to him.
âYou look perfect,â he complimented you with a dumb smile.
âHmm, do I?â you teased him as you unzipped his jacket for him.
âYes, perfectâŚâ he said, losing his train of thought as his eyes fell to the barely-there neckline of your top. He absentmindedly let you pull the jacket off, completely distracted by the view in front of him.
âGet comfortable, baby. Iâm gonna go get us popcorn and oj. Then Iâll pick a movie. Howâs that sound?â you asked him, knowing he was barely even paying attention.
âHmm? Yeah, sounds greatâŚâ he responded, not able to find more words.
âMichael. Shower. Now.â You turned on your heel and walked with an extra bounce in your step, purposely doing so to make your ass move a bit more as you stepped. He drank it all up and unpacked his stuff in a daze.
He realized he forgot to bring his own body soap, and reveled in the idea of using yours. He couldnât wait to smell like his girl. It was all he thought about during the 15-minute shower as he lathered up, scrubbed his body, and rinsed off. He brought his own lotion and toothpaste, disgruntled by the idea that he had no excuse to use yours. After he finished moisturizing, he left the room with a small smile, and placed his clothes into your hamper.
He saw you sitting comfortably on the soft carpet at the foot of your bed, your robe on your shoulders and a deck of cards sat in front of you alongside your snacks. Youâd brought 2 big slices of homemade pizza, a bottle of tobasco, wet wipes for your hands, and two water bottles, alongside the share-size bowl of popcorn and two glasses of orange juice youâd mentioned. Bambi was in your VCR displaying the main menu, waiting to be played.
He approached you quietly while holding his breath, his mind going crazy at the sight of your legs crossed in front of you. They were making him nervous. He loved your legs.
You looked up at him and a cocky smile spread across your lips.
âYou found a matchinâ shirt, huh?â you pressed your index finger to his torso as he sank down next to you, finding the idea of him searching for something to go with your sleep set cute.
âOhâŚYeah, is the matchinâ too much? I just wanted toâŚâ he trailed off, unable to find any excuse that didnât expose his intentions.
âI love it, baby. We look cute together.â You wrapped your arms around his neck and gave him a kiss on his jaw. A shiver ran down his spine.
âEat. I just got this out of the oven, so it should still be hot.â You picked up his plate of pizza and handed it to him, watching with a devious glint in your eye as he obeyed your command. He said a quick prayer, blew the slice, and took a hearty bite while looking deep into your eyes.
âThank you so much. Itâs really good,â he said earnestly, covering his food-filled mouth as he spoke.
âThank you. Now eat up. Iâm gonna start the movie and we can play cards while we watch, when weâre done with the pizza.â
You did just as you said and so did he, eagerly at that. Youâd think he didnât have a brain for his own with the way he just did whatever you told him to. He was wrapped tightly around your pinky finger, just how you liked him.
After you beat him for the fourth time at Go Fish, the movie long having ended, you had him help you bring down your empty dishes and soiled wet wipes downstairs to clean and get rid of.
âI have a game I wanna play,â you stated casually as you handed him the soapy pizza pan you just washed. He rinsed and dried it immediately.
âWhat is it?â he asked with a little too much enthusiasm. He would do anything if it meant being in your presence.
âItâsâŚnot really an official game. Just somethinâ I sorta made up. Youâre gonna like it though.â You said the last sentence as an order, not an assumption. His stomach turned with excitement at the sternness in your voice. âFinish rinsing and drying these and Iâll go brush my teeth ân set it up for us. You also brush your teeth when youâre done.â
You left him to the task and hurried up the stairs. You were much more excited than you were letting on tonight. Youâd went on a little shopping trip yourself, earlier, spending spent the day at different makeup and department stores meticulously picking out an assortment of flavored lipglosses and chapsticks. You wanted to try them all on and have Michael guess what each flavor was after kissing you. The thought came to you after a particularly vivid dream of him begging you to wear your honey glaze scented gloss while you fucked. You decided you wanted him to be like that after any scent he ever smelled from there on out.
After brushing your teeth, you took off your robe and then laid all of the lip products evenly on your fluffy carpet, and placed your black eye mask beside them, waiting patiently for your boyfriend to leap up the stairs.
As he made it inside your room from your bathroom, having entered it from the hallway, he took in your position and the random scene in front of you, lifting an eyebrow.
âWhat kinda game is this?â he asked, sounding almost frightened.
âItâs a chapstick challenge. I put on a layer of one of the glosses or lip balms, and you guess the flavors by french kissing me,â you responded with a dazzling smile.
âK-kissâŚOkay.â He was already losing it by the mere idea of the game. âAnd I wear the blindfold?â he inquired.
âYep. No peeking, understand?â you said, faux seriousness laced into your voice.
âYes, maâam,â he responded, only half jokingly with the honorific, with his left hand to his temple in a fake salute.
You placed the blindfold over his thick afro, leaving it up just above the eyes, before giving him a kiss. You pulled away and bit your lip at the dazed look on Michaelâs face.
You got up- slightly bouncing your ass again- to turn on the record player sitting on your bedside dresser, and adjusted the volume to a comfortable background hum, setting the ambience.
You plopped back down in front of him, and he looked at you hungrily, licking his lips and trying to ignore the lust growing in his abdomen.
âCan I know the flavors, please? Or am I going into this blind?â he inquired.
âWeâll do 7. Theyâre pretty easy to guess, so Iâm making you go in blind. Youâre fine with that though, arenât you baby? Youâll be the best guesser âcuz youâre just so smart, right?â you cooed at him, knowing the way you spoke to him would get him to move a mountain for you if you told him to.
âY-yeah IâmâŚItâll be easy.â Bingo.
You pulled the mask over his eyes and opened the first chapstick, the pop of the lid unsealing catching his surprise since his non visual senses were heightened. Cherry. Easy. You applied a generous layer and rubbed your lips together as you inched toward his face.
You pressed your lips to his harshly and he got to work immediately. His tongue explored your lips much longer than it shouldâve. This was one of the easiest flavors to guess, by far. He was being greedy. You pulled away with a pop, smirking at his neediness.
âCh-cherry?â he asked, like it wasnât obvious.
âYou sure you donât wanna search some more? That was one of the easiest. You couldâve been more sly about it,â you said teasingly.
ââM s-sorry. I just love your lipsâŚâ he trailed off, embarrassed.
âIâm just teasinâ. Of course it was cherry. One point to you! Good job, Mikey.â His lip twitched at the praise.
Peach was next. It wasnât too hard, but the scent threw off the flavor; it smelled like mango. That was the exact reason you chose it. The ambiguity left room for more.
You repeated your earlier ministrations of application, and kissed him again, this time scooting a little closer to his body. You even cupped his jaw with your hand, eliciting such a soft whine, you were almost convinced you misheard it.
The kiss was longer this time, but purposely. You even took the opportunity to pull at his hair the tiniest bit, smiling against his lips as he made a surprised sound at the back of his throat. He pulled away this time, out of breath.
âThat one stumped me. It smells way different than it tastes. Iâm gonna guess somethinâ fruityâŚPeach?â he guessed.
âYou got it!â you responded, genuinely surprised. âThat one was one of the hardest ones. Didnât it smell like mango?â
âYes, thatâs what that smell was! It confused me bad.â He chuckled softly, as he reached his hand out toward you, searching for your waist. You reached out to his hand and guided it to where he wanted it, biting your lip at the contact.
This flavor was watermelon. You applied the sticky balm to your lips and smacked them loudly, warning him of your impact this time. He met your lips with ease and immediately got to sucking and licking. His free hand cupped the back of your neck and he deepened the kiss, sliding his tongue past your lips and into your mouth. He moaned when your wet muscle met his, then pulled back, chest heaving.
âJust been waitinâ to do that. I know it was watermelon,â he announced proudly.
âSomeoneâs gettinâ a lil antsy, huh?â you responded, trying to conceal your bated breath. His lips faltered at the teasing, trying and failing to find an excuse.
âItâs okay, baby. I like when you get desperate.â He bit his lip and covered his face with his hands.
You reached for the next lip balm, this one being cinnamon flavored. He loved cinnamon, which was the reason you bought it. You lathered it on and pulled his hands away from his cheeks, meeting his lips once more. You decided to turn it up a notch by placing his hands right under your breasts and sliding a hand onto his chest, feeling his heart hammering pathetically under your touch, and throwing one of your legs over his. He gasped slightly and pulled you closer, his fingers holding you with a firm grip.
You led the kiss this time, almost forgetting you were playing a âgame.â You bit his lip and sucked his tongue just enough to make him squirm, and pulled away.
âWhat flavor?â you asked him smugly, staring at the slight sheen of lipgloss scattered about his chin and mouth. He didnât respond, mouth still slightly hanging open with a dazed grin.
âWhatâs the matter? Cat gotcha tongue?â you continued teasing.
âNo, IâŚYou make me forget things,â he admitted sheepishly.
Scratching his neck while keeping one of his hands on your body, he continued.
âWell, I definitely know that was cinnamon. Thatâs my guess.â
âI knew youâd get that one. I thought of you specifically when I bought it,â you admitted. You poked his nose and absentmindedly applied the next gloss. It was one you already owned and the two of you absolutely adored. Honey glaze.
You smacked your lips one more, letting yourself taste the flavor as you did so, and settled yourself fully on top of his lap now. You felt how hard he was and ground against him languidly once. He whimpered at the contact immediately.
âAww, my babyâs getting this turned on just from kissing? What am I gonna do with you?â you cooed at him, your breath fanning over his lips. His dick jumped immediately.
âOh. Youâre wearing my favoriteâŚhoney glaze.â His knowledge surprised you.
âYou peeked, didnât you?â you questioned him suspiciously.
âN-no! I justâŚI love the smell of this one. I can recognize it anywhere. Please kiss me,â he whined.
You leaned in at the kiss turned sloppy immediately.
He gripped your waist hungrily with both of his hands, and rocked up into your crotch desperately. You moaned against his tongue as he licked your mouth inside and out, drool sliding down your cheek.
The both of you got incredibly lost in the moment, allowing your need for each other to bubble up sporadically. You ground harshly against his erection and sucked his neck, leaving a bruise in its wake. He moaned once really loudly, and his hips jerked against yours. Then, his hands flew from your waist and ripped the blindfold off of his face.
ââM sorry. I need to use the restroom,â he quickly mumbled out. He gently slid from underneath you, then made a beeline for your bathroom door.
âMich-â you called after him breathlessly as the door shut.
âDamnit,â he mumbled as he pulled down his pants. His cum sat proudly against the fabric of his boxers, much to his annoyance. He grabbed a wet wipe and cleaned his crotch wildly, the cold wetness making him shiver. He couldnât believe he let himself go like that. Sliding his underwear off, he internally cursed himself for being so embarrassing. He washed his hands and entered the room again, his head hanging low and his underwear balled into his fist. He put it inside your hamper and then sat on the edge of your bed without a word, avoiding your gaze.
You knew exactly what happened, and it made you cocky.
âMikey, baby. I know you came your pants,â you announced crudely. You sat down next to him with a wicked smile tugging at your lips.
âItâs embarrassing. We didnât even do anythingâŚâ He sniffed in shame.
âBaby, itâs flattering. Iâm glad to know that you get that horny for me,â you replied. You gripped his jaw, forcing him to look you in the eye.
âItâs notâŚWell, yes. I do getâŚaroused by you. But itâs your lipgloss. The smellâŚIt makes my brain numb,â he admitted.
You removed your hand and bent over right in front of him to pick up the honey glaze scented gloss from the carpet, purposely nudging your butt against his knee as you reached down. You turned back around and waved it in his face tauntingly.
âThis lipgloss? My favorite one?â You opened it and applied another layer. Setting it down on the bed, you placed your hands on either side of his legs and inched toward his face.
âThe smell turns you on?â you ask, letting the scent waft around his personal space. He whimpered loudly.
âYes,â he spat out, shoving down a heavy gulp. He could already feel himself getting hard again, and his eyes trailed down your torso, straight to the curve of your breasts, which were more visible due to you being bent over.
âYou checkinâ me out?â you asked him mockingly.
His eyes snapped to your face as if he got caught doing something wrong. You sat back down next to him and stared at his bottom lip, which was being cradled between his teeth.
The way you were looking at him, like you were a predator hunting its prey, made Michaelâs heart hammer so loudly against his chest that he swore you could hear it.
Then, a voice echoed in his head.
Start givinâ her the eyesâŚTake your hand, place it on her shoulderâŚlook her up ân downâŚ
He followed each direction as it played in his mind, his sudden confidence faltering your own in its track. Then, he gave you the sexiest smirk youâd ever seen.
âŚGive her a lilâ smirk. Sheâll know.
âDo you wanna fuck me?â you asked him straightforwardly. He flinched a bit at how direct your words were.
âYes,â he sighed. âB-but only if you wanna! I donâtâŚIt has to be your choice.â What he really wanted to say was that he wanted you to use his body like he only existed for your pleasure.
âThen fuck me, Michael. Rip my clothes off and plow me into my sheets.â You slid your thumb across his bottom lip and tugged it down. He stared at you like a deer in headlights.
âYou gonna touch me, or what?â you asked, cocking your head to the side in fake confusion. You knew your words were scrambling his brain, and you loved it.
âY- sorry. Um.â He fumbled with his hands, not knowing where to touch you or place them. He felt like an idiot. Youâve engaged in sexual acts before, but he felt out of his league now, the looming state of his virginity making everything much more serious.
âGo get a condom from my dresser. Top drawer,â you ordered him. He obeyed and picked a small foil wrapper from the unopened Trojan box. He secretly thanked God at the sight, realizing you hadnât recently been using them with anyone else, although he already knew that.
He held the foreign object in his hand and stood between your parted legs.
âCâmere,â you said before pulling him down by his neck and making out with him like you hadnât been allowed to for a century.
He cautiously explored your body with his large hands, continuing certain gropes and squeezes when you gave him louder whines.
His body was now hovering yours, propped up by his forearms, and you could feel his heavy dick slap against your crotch through his pants as he went to kiss tenderly on your neck.
âIâm not wearing any underwear either. Wanna feel how wet I am for you?â you asked him lewdly.
âPlease,â he begged, letting you take his hand and place it square on top of your clothed pussy.
He could feel you pounding beneath his palm, and he felt that familiar slimy substance connecting his hand to your core. He rubbed two of his fingers into you a bit, collecting some of your arousal. Detaching his mouth from your neck, he looked down at you with a dazed expression. With his free hand, he gently gripped your face, making you look at him.
Without a word, he removed his hand from your sex and sniffed his fingers greedily. He bucked his hips into yours, and shoved those fingers into his mouth with a loud groan.
You were in awe.
âI had no idea you were this filthy. Thought you were a good boy, but I guess youâre way dirtier than I thought,â you told him with surprise etched into every word. Your statement only made him needier. He shoved his fingers farther into his mouth and pulled them out, searching for your cunt again.
âPlease, let me take these off. Wanna feel you,â he begged, a mixture of drool and your arousal collecting at the corner of his parted lips.
âGo ahead baby. Show me how much you want me.â
With a whimper, he crawled down your body and landed on his knees with effortless agility. He hooked his fingers into the top of your pajama shorts and froze.
âI-iâm a virgin,â he stated, voice barely above a whisper.
âMichael, I know. Weâve talked about this plenty of times,â you responded patiently. You knew he was nervous, but you also knew he wanted this.
âI know, itâs just thatâŚIâm not gonna know how to do everything. I donât wanna embarrass myself,â he replied meekly.
âBabyâŚI know you think Iâm some sex god, but Iâm still a virgin too.â You sat up and looked down at him, forcing him to meet your intense gaze. He looked stunned.
âItâs okay if youâre not. You donât needa lie to me to make me feel bet-â You interrupted him by clamping your hand over his mouth.
âMichael, Iâm not lying. When I told you before we ever did anything sexual that I had experience, that wasnât a lie either. Iâve just never trusted anyone to go all the way. But I trust you and I want this with you. Donât you wanna give it to me?â you asked him with a faux-sad pout.
âOf course! I wanna be your firstâŚI want you to be mine. And my last. I wanna give my soul to you,â he rambled, inching your shorts down your thighs as he leaned in closer.
âI canât believe youâre letting me..â he spoke quietly, mostly to himself, drifting off once he unclothed your lower body. He threw the damp shorts onto the floor and looked up at you with so much gratitude that it made your heart swell.
âTaste me,â you said, as you watched him lick his lips like he was starving.
He placed your thighs atop his shoulder and delved in, immediately grinding against nothing at the scent of your pussy.
âMmm, th-thatâs right. Just how I taught you before,â you spoke to him. He was circling your clit with his tongue with expert precision; just enough to feel like you were floating, but not enough to feel like you were grinding against a rock. Then he did something else you taught him, but with his own twist. He scratched up and down your thighs, the familiar sensation making you feel like music. But then, he slid his tongue down to your entrance and stuck it in, your arousal pooling around it in the act.
âF-fuck. Whereâd you learn how to do that? Been seeinâ someone else?â you inquired, only half joking. He pulled out and looked up at you with an earnest fire in his eyes.
âNever.â Then, he continued his actions, fucking his tongue into you as far as both of your anatomies would allow.
You pushed his head into you, grinding down with need. His afro acted as a protection against your brutal shove. He slid his tongue back out and worked your clit again, feeling confidence settle into his demeanor. So much confidence, he took two fingers, collected your arousal into them, and slid them into you. You cursed loudly.
âO-oh my godâŚF-Yeah! Curl them like that,â you mewled, your brain not knowing how to compute your pleasure into words. Youâd only felt your own fingers inside there, once or twice, and you didnât enjoy it. Your fingers couldnât reach as far as his currently were, though.
You fell back against the bed as you felt your orgasm sprinting toward you faster than you anticipated, gripping onto your sheets and locking your ankles around Michaelâs neck in an attempt to hold on.
âM-mikey, ah. Stop. Stop, stop, stop,â you breathed out to him, feeling the knot in your stomach almost unravel. He immediately withdrew his mouth and fingers, you arousal leaving a string of connection to his chin as he did so.
âDid it start to hurt? Sorry, I just thought you were gonna have an or-â
âI was gonna have an orgasm. I just donât want to yet. I wanna suck that pretty dick of yours first. Youâre gonna let me, right?â you asked him, not really leaving space to take no for an answer.
Michael never let you suck him off, to your own disappointment. Heâs eaten you out so many times that youâd run out of positions for it, heâs let you grind against his dick with clothes, heâs even let you jerk him off, but heâs never let you get on your knees and put your mouth on it. His exact words were that it was âdegrading and useless.â He didnât wanna hurt you. But you wanted to see him let go. You wanted the proof of your lewd acts with him physically etched into bruises to the back of your throat.
âBaby, I canât let you do th-â You clamped your hand against his mouth once more.
âYouâre gonna let me suck you off. Right?â you asked, slowly moving your hand away from his mouth.
âOk-kay,â he responded with resignation in his voice.
He stood up and you slid his bottoms off, licking your lips at the sight of him. He was holding out on you because god was it pretty. And big. You thought he was just being a modest gentlemen when he told you he didnât want to hurt you, but it was more than just that. He was really long, and he knew it.
âSo you knew how big your dick was huh? Thatâs why you never let me do this. Betchu imagine me sucking that pretty thing off all the time.â You reached for it greedily and spit onto his tip, watching it slide down the base slowly.
âStop- d-donât talk about it like that..â he said weakly.
âOh but you like it, though. I could practically feel you getting harder, baby. No need to be shy about it,â you egged him on. Before he could protest any longer, you wrapped your hand around his base and began tugging upward. You reached for your lipgloss with your free hand and applied a thick layer to your swollen lips. You blew a taunting kiss at him. He was visibly holding back his moans, much to your disapproval.
âNuh-uh, let me hear those pretty moans. Sing for me, Michael,â you directed. He obeyed, and not even on purpose. The way you were touching and talking to him made him forget who he was.
âFeels s- you feel so good. I love you..â he blabbered.
âI love you too, baby.â You leaned forward and gave his shaft an open-mouthed kiss, maintaing eye contact with him. His whole body went rigid in shock as he saw the sticky mark your lip product left in its wake.
âOh, god,â he groaned, jerking his hips up into your hand. You started twisting it whenever you got closer to his tip.
Without warning, you took it into your mouth, eyes focused on his, and sunk down on it. His eyes rolled back and his hands flew to the back of your head, holding it for composure. You began slowly moving up and down, flattening your tongue and sucking him like he was the best popsicle youâd ever tasted.
âPl-ease, I donât wanna cum yet. Plea-, please, please,â he begged on and on, turning please into a chant.
You hummed around his length, ignoring him, and continued to work. Tears stinged at your eyes, and drool dribbled out of your mouth. The sinful sight of you made him do something he swore he wouldnât do. He rocked into your mouth roughly, just once, but it was enough to make you falter and gag against him. You moaned lustfully and your eyes lolled to the back of their sockets. He removed his hands from your head and scooted back from your mouth with a pop.
ââM so sorry! I shouldâve contained myself better. I know better. Did it hurt? If course it hurt, youâre crying and you gagged. Oh, God Iâm so sorry prett-â You gripped onto his dick harshly, cutting him off.
âMichael, I want you to do that. I love it. Fuck my mouth, angel face. I can take it,â you reassured him with a devilish grin.
âN-no, I shouldnâtâve let you touch me like that. Youâre too preciousâŚI canât hurt you agai-â
âMichael. For the love of God, shut the hell up. I want you to hurt me and bruise me and make me cry. Is that not okay? Am I too dirty for you?â you asked him, feigning hurt. You secretly enjoyed tricking him into getting what you wanted because he somehow always gave it to you, and this time was gonna be no different.
âNot at all! You could never be too dirty for meâŚYouâre perfect. I just donât wanna degrade you like that. But since itâs what you want, okay. Iâll give you anythinâ you want.â Bingo.
âMâkay, now you gonna fuck my throat like a good boy, right?â you asked him with puppy dog eyes, tears still sitting in your waterline.
âY-yes,â he responded hesitantly.
âYes, what?â you asked him, enjoying working him up like this.
âYes, angel. I-iâm gonna fuck your faceâŚlike a goodâŚboy?â he responded, sounding more like he was trying to convince himself than he was you.
You gave him a soft hmm and pulled him back towards you, spitting a glob into your hand once more. You jerked him slowly 4 times and then looked him in his face.
âDonât worry about me, âkay? If I want you to stop, Iâll make you stop. But, I trust you,â you said earnestly. âCâmon, stand up and give it to me, baby.â
Then, you opened your mouth, sticking your tongue out in anticipation. He hesitantly stood up, jerked himself twice, and then pushed into your mouth. Holding the back of your head gently, but firmly, with both of his hands, he set an inexperienced pace with his thrusts. You hollowed your cheeks and sucked harshly whenever he would drag his hips back, causing his legs to shake.
âTh-this is so, AH, wrong. You shouldnât look this pretty like this. With myâŚthing in your mouth.â
You scrunched your brows into a pout and moaned loudly, forcing him to unconsciously fuck your mouth harder.
âB-baby you canât do that, âm gonna finish if you do.â You continued moaning and sucking loudly, noticing his breaths shorten as his climax neared.
âGod, youâre so pretty d-down there. Ngh- wait-â You forced yourself away from his crotch and crawled to the center of your bed, positioning yourself on all fours. You turned around and coaxed him over to you with a teasing finger.
âBaby, I need you. See how wet I am?â You arched your back and swayed your hips side to side, letting the light catch your arousal. âI need you to make me feel better. Itâs aching,â you pouted. His feet were moving before his conscious mind could register your words, and he joined you in bed. He picked up the condom he mindlessly dropped earlier and unwrapped it.
âI-iâll make you feel better,â her says as he pulled the rubber from its foil packet.
You turned around and took the contraceptive from him.
âLet me put it on you, daddy,â you smirked as you said the nickname.
âDonât call me th-that,â he pouted.
You placed it on his tip with unnecessary friction and rolled it down his shaft, raising your eyebrows and smirking at the pathetic boy in front of you.
âMmm, but you like it when I tease you with it,â you told him.
âOkay.â He gulped audibly and leaned down to press a hot kiss to your lips. âI love you.â
âI love you too, Michael. Now fuck me like you need it,â you said as you went back to your position on all fours. You were almost scared that heâd be too big, or that youâd need lube that you didnât have, but as soon as he pushed his tip in, your pussy sucked him in. It was an unfamiliar feeling, being stretched like this, but your body didnât register too much pain. You were drenched.
âOh god, oh god, oh god,â he called out as your sex squelched around him, forcing him in deeper. You moaned out as he stretched and filled you. As soon as he bottomed out, he laid on top of your back, already feeling overwhelmed.
âM-michael! Oh my god, âm so wet. Needed your dick inside me so bad, fuck,â you inched forward and slammed back against his length forcefully, arching your back in the process. He sat up immediately and gripped onto your hips.
âThe way you talkâŚâ he trailed off as he started thrusting into you slowly.
âYou like m-my dirty mouth, baby? Want me to talk to you through it, pretty boy?â you asked him, feeling his tip hit your g-spot with ease.
âYes, please,â he whined, speeding up slightly in anticipation.
âF-fuck me harder, baby. Feels so good.â You pushed your head into your mattress, arching your back up higher, allowing yourself to take him deeper. He followed your instructions and snapped his hips into you harshly once, gauging your bodyâs response to the action. You pushed your ass further into his crotch, and he took that as silent permission.
âMikeyyy. Youâre so bad, taking my virginity in my bedroom like this. Mmm-fuck,â you whined, your vision going blurry with tears of pleasure.
âY-yes, so bad. âM so bad,â he repeated, slamming into you faster. Your bed was creaking with his thrusts. He could already feel himself losing it again.
âMmm, mmm, Mikey p-push my head into the mattress baby. Be rough.â
He obeyed immediately, leaning over and pressing his palm to the side of your head. He took one look at your face and felt his orgasm creeping up. Your mouth was wide open and there was a huge wet spot where your mouth leaked drool onto your sheets.
âYouâre so pretty, baby. You look so good like this,â he complimented.
âWith you plowinâ me into m-my own sheets? Thank you, baby boy.â
Your tongue licked at his thumb that was near your lips, and you sucked it into your mouth.
âOH! Iâm g-onnâŚIâm cumming. Shit, Iâm cumming!â he cried out as his hips stuttered. He buried himself into you deeply and filled the condom with his seed. He collapsed his torso onto your arched back and you bit his thumb. He clutched it after you spat it out of your mouth.
âI didnât say to stop, did I? I thought you were a gentleman. Make me cum,â you demanded.
âYes, baby. âM sorr-yâŚâ he apologized in between whines of overstimulation.
You reached your hand down to your clit and started playing with it needily, overeager to cum on him. He pounded into you again, his dick half hard, as you started babbling into your bedsheets.
âMikey, âm s-so close. Keep fuckinâ me like that, baby. Youâre doinâ so well for me. Youâre fillinâ me up so good.â The sound in the room was so unmistakable. The noise of creaky box springs, skin slapping and sticky arousal drowned out the hum of music leaving your record player.
He leaned down and hovered over your ear, whimpering into it. He sounded like an undiscovered instrument. The sound made your pussy squeeze against his shaft, signaling your orgasm.
âY-yeah be louder. Love your filthy little whimpers, Michael. Gimme more,â you said with the last of your breath. He pounded harder and fully moaned into your ear, causing you to completely come undone.
You reached behind you and dug your nails into his sides as your legs shook and your pussy spasmed around his spent dick, already hardened again. You screamed his name like a prayer and Michael wished that was the only sound his ears would ever be subjected to again.
As you began going limp, Michael slid his arm underneath you, wrapping around your waist, and pulled out of you. He rolled into his side and pulled you on top of his chest, ignoring how hard he was again.
âIâm so glad it was you,â he said after he caught his breath.
âHmm?â you asked him, looking up to the side of his face.
âMy virginity. Iâm glad you took it. It feels like you were exactly who I was waitinâ for whenever I would tell my brothers I was waitinâ on the right girl. No, youâre even better,â he said bashfully.
âWell, Iâm glad you took mine too. You were absolutely perfect. Iâm so glad we get to share this memory with each other. We fit so well together, donâtcha think? Like two halves of a puzzle,â you mused with a faint smile.
âIâd say so,â he said with a gulp loaded with a double meaning.
âWhatcha mean by that, baby?â you questioned him.
âJustâŚItâs like your body was swallowinâ me whole. It was incredible.â He bit his lips as he looked you in your eyes. You felt a pulsing at your abdomen, finally noticing how hard he was.
âOhhh, my babyâs ready for round two? You have staminaâŚGood ta know,â you teased him with a giggle.
ââM sorry, you just look ân sound so pretty when youâre tellinâ me what to doâŚâ
âItâs okay, baby. Here. Letâs go take a quick shower, yeah? Then we can sixty-nine,â you said as you sat up on your knees. You gave him a wink. He gulped both audibly and visibly.
âOh, yes please. Iâd love that,â he responded with unconcealed enthusiasm. You pulled him behind you and led him toward the restroom, the excitement of round two noticeable in your light steps. You discarded your shirt and pulled Michaelâs over his head for him.
âTake off that condom, baby. Iâm gonna wash you up.â
He threw the soiled condom into your tiny tin trash can, and trailed after you like a puppy.
You turned on your shower and faced him, your tits on full display to him now. He swallowed loudly and gave a kiss to each of your nipples, surprising you in the act.
âI love you,â he whispered, and then leaned in to give you an intense kiss. His tongue slotted between your lips before you pulled away.
âUh-uh. Donât start something you canât finish in here, needy boy. Iâll make it worth the wait.â
You stepped into the shower, him immediately after you, and the two of you let a comfortable silence settle in the air, washing yourselves and then each otherâs backs.
With the two forgotten lip balm flavors lying lazily on the floor, the promise of your newly broadened sexual history etched into the empty house with a faint trace of a sweet scent. The scent of honey glaze.
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Could u perchance.. do an mj x reader fic whether itâs before,during or after the Pepsi accident and Michaelâs insecure to have us see him at first but eventually allows us to see him and take care of him đ
So like a bit of angst and fluff
you're still you.
a michael jackson fic
summary ~ requested!
includes ~ angst // insecure michael // supportive reader
a/n ~ this one meant a lot to me! thank you for requesting this. also it's not proofread so bare w me if there are any mistakes.
When Michaelâs mother called, she spoke so carefully that you knew something was wrong before she told you.
There had been an accident.
There had been fire.
Michael was conscious, she assured you. He was being treated. The doctors were taking care of him, and you should not panic.
You panicked anyway.
By the time you reached the hospital, the story had already begun escaping into the world. People clustered beyond the entrance, carrying cameras and shouting questions at anyone who looked remotely important. Security guided you through a private door before anyone could recognize you.
You barely heard the instructions you were given.
All you could think about was Michael.
His hair catching fire beneath the stage lights.
His confusion.
His pain.
Whether he had called for you.
Katherine met you in the hallway. Her expression was tired but composed, and the moment she opened her arms, you fell into them.
âHeâs all right,â she whispered, rubbing your back. âHeâs shaken, and heâs hurting, but heâs all right.â
âCan I see him?â
Her hesitation frightened you more than the phone call had.
âHe doesnât want you to.â
You pulled away. âWhat?â
âHe doesnât want anyone coming into the room right now.â
âBut Iâm not anyone.â
âI know, sweetheart.â
âDid he say why?â
Katherineâs eyes softened.
You knew then.
The injury was on his head and scalp. Although the doctors had assured everyone that his face had been spared from the worst of the burns, Michael had still seen the panic surrounding him. He had smelled the smoke. He had felt hands pressing against his head and heard people speaking urgently above him.
Whatever he looked like now, it was enough to make him afraid of your reaction.
âI need to talk to him,â you said.
âHe asked us not to let you in.â
âThen I wonât go in yet. But please tell him Iâm here.â
Katherine squeezed your hand. âI will.â
You sat outside his room for nearly an hour.
His brothers came and went. Doctors passed through the hallway. Members of his team whispered to one another about statements, reporters and what could be said publicly. Everyone seemed to have a purpose except you.
You could only wait.
Eventually, Katherine came back out.
âHe knows youâre here.â
You stood immediately. âWhat did he say?â
âHe said you should go home.â
You stared at her.
âIâm not doing that.â
âI didnât think you would.â
She gave you a weary little smile before returning to the rest of the family.
You sat down again.
Another hour passed.
You sent Michael a message through one of the nurses.
Iâm not angry with you, and Iâm not frightened of you. I only want to know that youâre okay.
The nurse returned several minutes later.
âHe said to tell you that heâs fine.â
You looked toward the closed door.
âWould you tell him that he is a terrible liar?â
The nurse almost smiled. âIâll tell him.â
The next message came directly from Michael, written shakily on a small piece of paper.
Please go home. I donât want you seeing me this way.
You read it three times.
Then you turned the paper over and wrote beneath his words.
Then close your eyes. You donât have to see me seeing you.
The nurse carried it inside.
This time, the door opened only a minute later.
Michaelâs doctor stepped out, followed by a nurse. They spoke to you quietly, explaining what you should expect. His head was wrapped in medical dressings. There might be some swelling. The medication had made him drowsy and slightly disoriented.
None of it changed your mind.
The doctor opened the door.
The room was dim. Only a small lamp beside the bed had been left on, casting a soft amber glow across the walls. The curtains were closed against the cameras waiting somewhere beyond the hospital.
At first, all you could see was the shape of Michael beneath the blankets.
Then your eyes adjusted.
He was turned away from you.
The dressings covered much of his head, and a few dark curls remained visible near his neck. His shoulders were tense beneath the thin hospital gown. One hand gripped the edge of the blanket as though he had been bracing himself from the moment he agreed to let you enter.
The door clicked shut behind you.
Michael flinched.
You stayed where you were.
âHi,â you whispered.
He did not turn around.
âYou shouldnât be here.â
His voice was hoarse and small. You had never heard him speak that way before.
âProbably not,â you said. âIâve been told Iâm very stubborn.â
âThis isnât funny.â
âI know.â
You moved closer, stopping beside the chair near his bed.
âMay I sit down?â
He was silent for so long that you thought he might ask you to leave again.
Finally, he nodded.
You lowered yourself into the chair. You did not reach for him. You did not ask him to turn around. You simply sat beside him and listened to the soft hum of the equipment around his bed.
âIâm sorry,â he murmured.
Your brow furrowed. âFor what?â
âFor frightening you.â
âYou didnât do anything.â
âI knew there was something wrong.â
His fingers tightened around the blanket.
âThe first time, I felt the heat. I thought maybe I was imagining it. Then they wanted to do it again, and I should have said something.â
âMichael.â
âI should have stopped.â
âYou were performing. You trusted the people around you to keep you safe.â
âBut if I had justââ
âNo.â
Your voice came out firmer than you intended.
He went quiet.
âYou are not going to lie here and blame yourself because somebody elseâs equipment malfunctioned, or because of a decision that your father made for you,â you continued, gentler now. âYou did nothing wrong.â
âYou werenât there.â
âI saw enough.â
His shoulders shifted.
There had already been footage. You had glimpsed only a few seconds before someone pulled you away from the television: the sparks erupting behind him, Michael continuing to dance, unaware that his hair was burning.
Those seconds had lodged themselves somewhere inside you.
âI keep seeing it,â you admitted. âEvery time I close my eyes.â
âThatâs why I didnât want you here.â
You swallowed. âWhy?â
âBecause now youâll see this too.â
He gestured weakly toward himself.
âYouâll remember me like this.â
Your heart broke so quietly that he could not have known.
âMichael, look at me.â
âNo.â
âPlease.â
He shook his head and immediately winced.
Your body reacted before you could think, one hand lifting toward him. You stopped yourself before touching him.
He noticed.
Slowly, Michael turned his face toward you.
His eyes were red and exhausted. There was swelling around them, and his skin was paler than usual. The dressings looked uncomfortable, stark white against him.
He watched you with naked fear.
Not fear of pain.
Fear of you.
You kept your expression soft, even as tears gathered in your eyes.
His gaze dropped.
âDonât,â he whispered.
âDonât what?â
âCry.â
âI thought I had lost you.â
âYou didnât.â
âI know that now.â
A tear escaped before you could catch it. Michael turned his face away again.
âThis is what I didnât want.â
âYou think Iâm crying because of how you look?â
He said nothing.
You leaned forward, careful not to crowd him.
âIâm crying because I love you, and someone called me to say there had been an accident. Iâm crying because I had to sit outside this room knowing you were hurt while you tried to protect me from seeing it. Iâm crying because youâre in pain and I canât take it away.â
His lower lip trembled.
âYouâre looking at me differently.â
âIâm looking at you like I'm scared.â
âThat isnât what I mean.â
âI know.â
You allowed a moment of silence to pass.
Then you held out your hand between you, palm facing upward.
âYou donât have to let me touch you. You donât even have to look at me. But my hand is here if you want it.â
Michael stared at it.
His fingers shifted against the blanket, but he did not reach for you.
You sat back and left your hand resting there.
Minutes passed.
His breathing gradually softened. The tension in his shoulders eased, though only slightly. You told him little things because silence gave his mind too much room to punish him.
You told him that his mother had made three different nurses promise to call her if he so much as sneezed.
You told him his brothers were arguing over who had reached the hospital first.
You told him that someone from his team had tried to hand you a prepared statement, and you had stared at him until he went away.
That earned the faintest sound from Michael. Not quite a laugh, but close.
âYou frightened him,â he murmured.
âGood.â
âYou can be very mean.â
âOnly when necessary.â
His gaze drifted back to your open hand.
âI must look awful.â
âYou look tired.â
âThat means yes.â
âIt means you look tired.â
âAnd the bandages?â
âThey look like bandages.â
âThe swelling?â
âIt looks uncomfortable.â
âMe?â
You understood the question beneath the question.
Do you still see me?
You moved your hand a little closer.
âYou look like Michael.â
His eyes filled immediately.
He reached for you.
His hand landed in yours with surprising urgency, fingers closing tightly as though he feared you might disappear. You held him just as firmly, lifting his hand to your lips and kissing his knuckles.
His eyes closed.
âYou donât have to pretend,â he said.
âIâm not.â
âYou always tell me Iâm handsome.â
âYou are.â
âIâm not now.â
You studied him for a moment.
âNo,â you said gently. âRight now, youâre hurt.â
His eyes opened.
âYouâre hurt, frightened, exhausted and being very difficult. None of that makes you ugly. It makes you human.â
His face crumpled.
Michael turned away, but he did not release your hand. You stood and moved closer to the bed.
âCan I hold you?â
He hesitated.
âI donât know where it hurts,â you added. âYouâll have to help me.â
âEverywhere,â he whispered.
You could hear the tears in his voice now.
âAll right. Then weâll be very careful.â
The nurse helped raise the bed slightly and showed you where you could sit without disturbing anything. Michael watched the entire process nervously, his embarrassment clear even through the medication.
Once you were beside him, you opened your arms.
For a few seconds, he remained still.
Then he leaned into you.
His movements were slow and guarded. He rested his cheek against your chest, keeping his injured head away from your shoulder. You wrapped one arm around his back while the other rested lightly against his forearm.
The first sob slipped out of him so softly that you almost mistook it for a breath.
Then another followed.
âI was so scared,â he whispered.
âI know.â
âI could hear everyone shouting.â
Your hand moved slowly along his back.
âI didnât know what was happening. They kept touching me, and the pain was so bad. I thoughtâŚâ
He stopped.
âYou thought what?â
âI thought it had ruined everything.â
The words were muffled against you.
âMy hair. My face. The performances. Everything.â
âOh, Michael.â
âAnd then I thought about you seeing me.â
His shoulders shook.
âI knew you would try to be kind, but I thought youâd look at me and feel sorry for me.â
âI do feel sorry that youâre hurting.â
âThat isnât the same.â
âNo, it isnât.â
You pressed a kiss to his temple, far from the dressings.
âI donât pity you. Iâm not disgusted by you. Iâm not disappointed in you. Iâm just here.â
He cried quietly against you, releasing the fear he had tried to swallow for everyone else. You let him. You did not tell him to be strong or assure him that everything would immediately return to normal.
You simply held him.
Eventually, exhaustion softened his sobs into uneven breaths.
âYou still love me?â he asked.
The question was so quiet that you almost wished you had misheard it.
You leaned back just enough to see his face.
âDo you honestly think a few bandages could change that?â
âI donât know.â
âThen Iâll tell you until you do.â
You wiped beneath his eye with your thumb.
âI love you.â
His eyes closed.
âI love you when youâre onstage and everyone in the world is screaming your name. I love you when youâre wearing pajamas and stealing food from my plate. I love you when you feel beautiful, and I love you when you donât.â
His mouth quivered.
âYou donât have to earn it by looking perfect.â
âI want to be perfect for you.â
âI donât want perfect.â
âWhat do you want?â
âYou.â
Michael looked at you for a long moment.
Then he raised your joined hands and pressed his lips against your fingers.
âYou really are stubborn,â he murmured.
âExtremely.â
âI told them not to let you in.â
âYou underestimated me.â
âI should know better.â
âYou really should.â
The tiniest smile appeared on his lips.
There he was.
You wanted to kiss him, but you waited.
Michael noticed. His eyes moved briefly to your mouth before returning to your face.
âYou can,â he whispered.
âAre you sure?â
He nodded.
You leaned forward and kissed him gently.
There was no urgency in it. You kept one hand around his while the other rested against his shoulder. His lips were dry, and he tasted faintly of hospital water, but the moment he kissed you back, some part of you finally believed he was safe.
When you pulled away, his eyes remained closed.
âStill think Iâm frightened of you?â you whispered.
âA little.â
You kissed the corner of his mouth.
âHow about now?â
âMaybe less.â
You kissed his cheek.
âNow?â
A real smile appeared this time.
âYou may need to keep trying.â
âConvenient.â
âIâm injured. You have to be nice to me.â
âI have been sitting outside for hours because you banned me from the room.â
His smile faded.
âIâm sorry.â
You brushed your thumb over his knuckles.
âI understand why you did it. But next time youâre frightened, let me be frightened with you.â
âI donât want to burden you.â
âLoving you isnât a burden.â
He lowered his eyes.
âYou donât always have to be the one protecting everyone,â you continued. âSometimes youâre allowed to need somebody.â
âI need you.â
The admission was immediate and painfully sincere.
You leaned forward until your forehead rested carefully against his.
âGood,â you whispered. âBecause you have me.â
Later, after the nurse checked his dressings and brought fresh water, Michael allowed you to help him drink. He complained that the straw was undignified, then became offended when you laughed.
You adjusted his blankets. He insisted he was not cold, although he stopped protesting the moment you tucked them around him.
When the medication began pulling him toward sleep, you returned to the chair beside his bed.
His fingers tightened around yours.
âWhere are you going?â
âNowhere. Iâm sitting down.â
âYouâll stay?â
âAs long as they let me.â
âAnd if they tell you to leave?â
âIâll hide in the bathroom.â
His sleepy laugh filled the dim room.
âYouâre ridiculous.â
âAnd yet, you love me.â
âI do.â
His eyes began to close.
You thought he had fallen asleep until his voice reached you again.
âWhen the bandages come offâŚâ
âYes?â
His fingers shifted nervously between yours.
âWhat if itâs worse?â
âThen Iâll be there.â
âWhat if I donât want to look?â
âThen you donât have to look until youâre ready.â
âWhat if you look first?â
You lifted his hand and kissed it again.
âThen Iâll tell you the truth.â
His eyes opened slightly. âWhich is?â
âThat youâre still you.â
He watched you through the haze of exhaustion, searching your face for uncertainty.
Whatever he found seemed to soothe him.
âCome closer,â he murmured.
You shifted the chair until it touched the bed.
âCloser.â
âI cannot physically move the chair any closer, Michael.â
He gave you a weak, dissatisfied look.
You smiled and leaned over the railing, bringing your face near his. He relaxed immediately.
âThere?â
âBetter.â
His eyes closed once more.
You stayed beside him as his breathing became deep and even, your hand held securely in his. Every so often, even in sleep, his fingers tightened as if checking that you had not left.
Each time, you squeezed back.
The world outside was already turning his pain into headlines, photographs and statements. By morning, strangers would debate what happened and what it meant for his career. People would study every image and search for something dramatic to consume.
But inside the room, he was simply Michael.
Frightened.
Tender.
Alive.
And loved.
Just before dawn, he stirred. His eyes opened slowly and found you with your head resting beside his arm.
âYou stayed,â he whispered.
You lifted your head, blinking away sleep.
âI told you I would.â
In the pale morning light, his bandages were still there. The swelling was still there. Nothing had magically healed overnight.
But when Michael looked at you, the fear in his eyes was quieter.
The black suv was supposed to be taking you straight to the premiere.
Instead, Tyriq had other plans.
You looked dangerous tonight.
The custom black gown clung to every curve like it was painted on â deep plunging neckline, thigh-high slit, and a back so low it barely existed. Your skin glowed under the city lights, hair styled in soft waves, makeup flawless. You knew you looked good. Tyriq had barely said a word since you stepped out of the hotel, just stared with that dark, hungry look in his eyes.
Now, twenty minutes into the ride, he couldnât wait anymore.
The partition was already up. The driver had been paid very well to mind his business and take the long route.
Tyriqâs large hand slid higher up your thigh, pushing the slit of your dress open even more. His fingers brushed the lace edge of your panties as he leaned in, lips against your ear.
âYou tryna get fucked before we even get there?â he murmured, voice low and rough. âLooking like this⌠got me hard as fuck in the back of this car.â
You turned your head, giving him a slow, teasing smile. âWe have a premiere to get to, baby.â
âFuck the premiere,â he growled.
He didnât wait for permission.
Tyriq pulled you onto his lap so you were straddling him, your dress bunching up around your waist. His hands gripped your ass possessively, squeezing hard as he kissed you like he was starving. The kiss was deep, messy, and full of weeks of built-up tension. His tongue slid against yours while he ground his hard dick up against your core through his tailored pants.
âBeen thinking about this pussy all day,â he groaned against your mouth. âYou look too fucking good. Canât wait.â
You moaned softly, rolling your hips against him. He reached between your bodies, pushing your lace panties to the side, and slid two thick fingers inside you without warning. You were already soaked.
âShit, baby,â he hissed, pumping his fingers slowly. âYou wet as fuck. This all for me?â
âYes,â you breathed, riding his fingers. âAlways for you.â
He added a third finger, stretching you open while his thumb rubbed tight circles on your clit. His mouth attacked your neck, sucking marks into your skin that the makeup artists would have to cover later. You tried to stay quiet, but soft whimpers kept slipping out.
Tyriq pulled his fingers out suddenly and brought them to your mouth.
âSuck,â he ordered.
You obeyed, tasting yourself on his fingers while he watched with dark eyes. He groaned, then freed his thick, hard cock from his pants. It slapped against his stomach, heavy and leaking at the tip.
âRide me,â he said, voice strained. âRight now.â
You didnât hesitate.
You sank down onto him slowly, moaning as he stretched you open. Tyriqâs head fell back against the seat, a deep groan rumbling from his chest.
âFuck⌠so tight. So fucking wet,â he panted. âThis pussy missed me, ain't it?â
You started riding him, rolling your hips in deep circles before bouncing on his cock. The car swayed slightly with your movements. Tyriqâs hands gripped your ass hard, guiding you as he thrust up to meet you.
âLook at you,â he groaned, eyes locked on where your bodies joined. âTaking this dick so good. My nasty little girl.â
You braced your hands on his shoulders and rode him harder, the wet sounds of sex filling the backseat. Tyriq reached up and pulled the front of your dress down, freeing your breasts. He leaned forward and sucked on your nipple hard while thrusting up into you.
âTyâ fuck,â you moaned, head falling back.
He switched to the other breast, biting gently before soothing it with his tongue. His hands squeezed your ass as he fucked you deeper, the angle making you see stars.
âYou gonna cum for me before we get there?â he rasped, voice wrecked. âWant to feel this pussy squeeze me.â
You nodded frantically, grinding down on him faster. He reached between you and rubbed your clit in fast, tight circles while pounding up into you.
âCum, baby. Let me feel it.â
You came hard, crying out as your walls clenched around him. Tyriq groaned loudly, hips stuttering as he followed right after, burying himself deep and filling you with thick, hot pulses of cum.
He kept grinding into you slowly, pushing his cum deeper while kissing you messily.
When you both finally came down, he stayed inside you, arms wrapped tightly around your waist.
âLove you so much,â he whispered against your neck, voice soft now. âYou look too good tonight. Couldnât help myself.â
You laughed breathlessly, kissing his jaw. âWeâre gonna be late.â
âWorth it,â he murmured, kissing you again.
He eventually pulled out gently and helped clean you up with tissues from the car. He fixed your dress, wiped the smudged lipstick from your mouth, and pulled you into his lap properly, holding you close as the car finally approached the premiere.
Tyriq kissed your temple, hand resting possessively on your thigh.
âMy beautiful girl,â he whispered. âMine.â
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heyy queen how are youu. Could you write if your comfortable an Anthony Joshua fic whereâs heâs experiencing grief and heâs having a really hard time and starts to push reader away because he doesnât want to reader to see him as âweakâ but eventually he lets his walls down and he breaks down to reader.
Anthony was not the kind of man people expected to fall apart.
That was the problem.
The world had made strength his language before he was old enough to understand the cost of speaking it every day. Strength in his shoulders. Strength in his hands. Strength in the way he stood before fights with his jaw set and his eyes steady. Strength in the interviews, in the training clips, in the photographs where people looked at him and saw discipline, control, power.
A champion.
A fighter.
A man built like he could survive anything.
You knew better.
You knew the softer places in him. The quiet humor. The thoughtful pauses. The way he could sit with a cup of tea in both hands and listen to you talk about your day like there was no place on earth he would rather be. You knew how gentle he was when he loved someone. How carefully he held the people who mattered to him. How deeply he felt things even when he did not always know what to do with the feeling.
So when grief found him, you saw it before he named it.
It started in small ways.
Anthony became quieter.
Not peaceful quiet. Not the familiar silence he slipped into when he was thinking or tired after training. This was different. This silence had weight. It sat on him heavily, pulling his voice deeper, making his answers shorter, stealing the warmth from rooms he used to fill without trying.
At first, you gave him space.
He had lost someone close to him, someone who had known him before the fame, before the belts, before the cameras decided his body belonged to the public. Someone who had been woven into his life quietly enough that the loss did not feel dramatic from the outside, but inside him, you could see it had split something open.
The first few days after the funeral, he let you be there.
Barely.
He let you sit beside him on the sofa. He let you make him food he only picked at. He let you run your hand over the back of his head when he sat leaned forward with his elbows on his knees, staring at nothing. He let you stay the night, though he barely slept. Every time you woke, he was awake too, lying on his back, eyes open in the dark.
But then something changed.
Or maybe the shock wore off.
Maybe the house got too quiet.
Maybe the flowers started wilting and everyone else went back to their lives, leaving him with the kind of grief that arrived after the condolences stopped.
That was when Anthony began pushing you away.
Not cruelly at first.
Anthony was too careful with you for cruelty to come naturally, even when he was hurting. He started with distance disguised as consideration.
âYou should go home and rest, love.â
âIâm fine here.â
âI know, but youâve been here all week.â
âSo?â
âSo you need your own bed.â
âI need to be where I want to be.â
His mouth would tighten at that, and he would look away. âI donât want you worrying about me.â
That sentence came up often.
I donât want you worrying.
As if worry was something you could set down because he asked nicely.
As if love did not naturally lean toward pain.
By the second week, he stopped calling as much. Texts that used to be warm and easy became practical. Short. He skipped dinner twice and claimed he had already eaten, though you knew him well enough to hear the lie in his voice. When you came over, he kept himself busy. Dishes that did not need washing. Laundry that could have waited. Training footage playing on mute while he stared through the screen instead of at it.
Anything to avoid sitting still long enough for grief to catch him.
One evening, you found him in his kitchen with the lights off.
It was raining outside, the kind of steady London rain that turned the windows blurry and made the whole house feel smaller. You had let yourself in with the key he gave you months ago, carrying a bag of groceries and a stubborn hope that maybe tonight he would let you cook for him.
Instead, you found him standing at the sink, both hands braced against the counter, head lowered.
He had not turned on a single light.
âAnt?â
His body stiffened.
That hurt more than it should have.
Once, your voice had made him relax.
Now it made him prepare himself.
He turned slightly, not enough for you to see his face clearly. âYou didnât say you were coming.â
âI texted.â
âI didnât see it.â
âI know.â
He looked down. âYou shouldnât have come in the rain.â
You set the grocery bag on the counter. âItâs water. Iâll live.â
He did not smile.
That was how you knew it was worse than usual.
You stood in the dim kitchen, watching the outline of him against the window. Big, still, unreachable. His shoulders looked tense beneath his black sweatshirt, his posture controlled in a way that felt exhausting even from across the room.
âI brought stuff to make soup,â you said softly.
âIâm not hungry.â
âYou donât have to eat now.â
âI said Iâm not hungry.â
The sharpness landed before he could pull it back.
You both froze.
Anthony closed his eyes, jaw flexing. âSorry.â
You swallowed. âItâs okay.â
âNo.â He shook his head, still not looking at you. âItâs not.â
The silence that followed was cold and wet around the edges.
You moved closer, slowly. âAnthony, talk to me.â
âI donât want to talk.â
âI know you donât.â
âThen donât ask.â
His voice was rough now.
Not loud.
That almost made it worse.
You stopped a few feet away from him. âIâm asking because I love you.â
He let out a humorless breath. âThatâs why you should stop.â
Your heart pulled tight.
âWhat does that mean?â
Anthony finally turned toward you.
In the low light, he looked exhausted. Not physically, though that was there too. His face was drawn, eyes heavy, beard slightly grown in. He looked like a man who had been holding up a wall with his bare hands and refusing to admit his arms were shaking.
âIt means I donât want you seeing me like this,â he said.
Your voice softened. âLike what?â
He looked away again, and when he answered, the words seemed to cost him.
âWeak.â
The word entered the room like something ugly.
You stared at him.
Anthony rubbed a hand over his face. âI canât do this, yeah? I canât have you looking at me like Iâm broken. Like Iâm notââ He stopped, searching for the word and hating that he needed one. âLike Iâm not myself.â
You took a careful breath.
âYou think grief makes you weak?â
His eyes flashed briefly, defensive. âI didnât say that.â
âYou did.â
âThatâs not what I meant.â
âThen what did you mean?â
He looked at you, and for a moment you saw anger there. Not at you. At himself. At the loss. At the fact that the world had taught him a man could be admired for bleeding in a ring but not for crying in his own kitchen.
âI mean Iâm supposed to handle it,â he said. âIâm supposed to keep moving.â
âWhy?â
âBecause thatâs what I do.â
You shook your head gently. âThatâs what people watch you do.â
His face shifted.
You stepped closer.
âThatâs not the same thing.â
Anthony looked down, throat working.
You wanted to touch him, but something told you not yet. Not because he didnât need it, but because if you reached too soon, he might retreat out of instinct. He was standing so close to the edge of himself. You could feel it.
âIâm not them,â you said quietly.
He didnât answer.
âIâm not the cameras. Iâm not the crowd. Iâm not someone waiting for you to say the right thing after a hard night. You donât have to be impressive with me.â
His jaw tightened.
âI donât know how to not be,â he admitted.
That broke something in you.
Not loudly.
Just enough.
You looked at this man you loved, this powerful, gentle, grieving man standing in the dark because turning the lights on might make it all too real, and you understood then that he was not pushing you away because he loved you less.
He was pushing you away because he trusted you too much.
Enough that your opinion could hurt him.
Enough that being seen by you felt more dangerous than being watched by millions.
âAnthony,â you whispered.
He shook his head once, like he already knew what you were going to say and couldnât bear it.
âI donât want you carrying me through this,â he said. âYou shouldnât have to.â
âIâm not carrying you.â
âYou are.â
âNo.â You stepped close enough now that he had to look at you. âIâm standing with you.â
His eyes shone faintly, but he blinked it back fast.
Too fast.
You saw it anyway.
âI donât need you to be okay,â you said. âI need you to stop pretending being alone is the same as being strong.â
He breathed in, and it came out unsteady.
For a second, you thought you had reached him.
Then his walls came up again.
âI think you should go,â he said.
Your chest hurt.
But you did not move.
He looked at you more firmly. âPlease.â
The please was what almost made you break.
Because even now, even while trying to send you away, he was trying to be gentle.
You nodded slowly. âOkay.â
His face changed, just slightly. Like he had expected you to fight.
You picked up the grocery bag from the counter, though your hands trembled.
âBut Iâm going to say one thing before I do.â
Anthony looked tired. âLoveââ
âNo. You can ask me to go, and Iâll respect that. But Iâm not leaving with you thinking I only love the strong version of you.â
His expression cracked.
Just a little.
You held his gaze.
âI donât.â
The rain tapped harder against the windows.
âI love you when youâre steady. I love you when youâre laughing. I love you when youâre focused, when youâre stubborn, when youâre walking around the kitchen acting like you know better than everybody.â
That pulled the faintest, saddest breath of a laugh from him.
Your eyes burned.
âAnd I love you now. Like this. Angry. Quiet. Hurting. Scared. I love this version too.â
His mouth tightened, and he looked away.
You knew he was fighting tears.
You knew because he always looked away when softness got too close.
You set the groceries back down.
âIâll go if you really want me to,â you said. âBut donât confuse me leaving with me giving up on you.â
The silence stretched.
Then Anthonyâs shoulders moved.
Once.
A barely visible shake.
Then again.
He turned fully away from you, one hand covering his mouth, the other gripping the edge of the counter.
You heard the first broken inhale.
Your heart dropped.
âAnt.â
He shook his head, but his body betrayed him. Another breath tore out of him, rough and uneven. He tried to swallow it down, tried to fold grief back into whatever place he had been storing it, but it was too late. The wall had cracked. Everything behind it was coming through.
You crossed the room.
This time, when you touched his back, he did not move away.
His body shook beneath your palm.
âIâm sorry,â he choked out.
âNo.â
âIâm sorry.â
âYou donât have to apologize.â
âI canâtââ His voice broke. âI canât stop thinking about it.â
You moved beside him, your hand sliding gently to his arm.
Anthony lowered his head, eyes squeezed shut, tears slipping despite every effort to stop them.
âI keep thinking I shouldâve called more,â he said. âI keep thinking I was busy. Always busy. Training, meetings, camp, flights. Always something. And now I keep remembering every time I said Iâd come round next week, or Iâd ring later, and there is no later. Thereâs noââ
The sentence collapsed.
He covered his face with both hands.
The sound he made then was not loud.
It was worse.
It was the kind of sound someone makes when they have finally run out of places to put pain.
You wrapped your arms around him as best you could, pressing yourself against his side.
He turned into you so suddenly you nearly stumbled.
Then he was holding you.
Not carefully.
Not with the usual awareness of his size, his strength, the way he always made sure he never overwhelmed you.
He held you like he was drowning.
His arms closed around you, his face dropping to your shoulder, his body shaking as the grief came out of him in heavy, broken waves. You held him tighter, one hand cupping the back of his head, the other moving slowly over his back.
âIâve got you,â you whispered.
He cried harder.
âIâve got you.â
His knees seemed to weaken, and you guided him down slowly until both of you were on the kitchen floor. The tiles were cold beneath you, but he clung to you like he did not feel them. His head rested against your chest now, his arms around your waist, his breathing ragged and uneven.
You had seen Anthony tired.
You had seen him frustrated.
You had seen him after losses, after brutal training days, after moments where the world tried to turn his humanity into headlines.
But you had never seen him like this.
Completely undone.
And all you felt was love.
Not pity.
Not disappointment.
Love.
Because this was not weakness.
This was a man finally letting himself be human after trying to survive as a symbol for too long.
âYou shouldâve heard me,â he whispered after a while, voice muffled against you.
âWhat?â
âWhen they told me.â His hand gripped the fabric of your top. âI didnât say anything. Everyone was crying, and I just stood there. Couldnât move. Couldnât talk. I kept thinking if I didnât react, it wasnât real.â
You brushed your hand over his head slowly.
âAnd then people kept saying, âStay strong, champ.ââ His voice twisted around the words. âEverywhere. Messages. Calls. Stay strong. Stay strong. Stay strong. And I wanted to scream.â
Your eyes filled.
âI know they meant well,â he said. âBut I donât want to be strong. I want them back.â
The simplicity of it shattered you.
You bent over him and kissed the top of his head.
âI know,â you whispered.
âI want them back,â he said again, smaller this time.
âI know, baby.â
His tears soaked into your shirt.
You let them.
For a long time, the rain and his breathing were the only sounds in the kitchen. You didnât try to make grief tidy. You didnât tell him everything happened for a reason. You didnât tell him they were in a better place, though maybe they were. You didnât offer the kind of comfort people used when they were desperate to stop pain from making the room uncomfortable.
You just stayed.
When his sobs quieted, his body became heavy with exhaustion. He remained against you on the floor, one arm still wrapped around your waist like he was afraid you might disappear if he let go.
âI didnât want you to see me like that,â he said hoarsely.
You looked down at him. âI know.â
âI hate it.â
âCrying?â
âFeeling out of control.â
You nodded, fingertips tracing lightly along his shoulder.
He turned his face slightly, eyes red and tired. âDo you think differently of me?â
The question was so quiet you almost missed it.
Your heart clenched.
You touched his cheek, guiding his gaze up to yours.
âYes,â you said.
Pain flashed across his face before you continued.
âI think youâre braver than I did yesterday.â
His eyes closed.
âDonât do that,â he whispered, voice breaking again.
âDo what?â
âLove me so well when Iâm being difficult.â
A sad smile touched your mouth. âYouâre not being difficult. Youâre grieving.â
âI pushed you away.â
âYou tried.â
His brows furrowed faintly.
You wiped gently beneath his eye. âYou didnât get very far.â
For the first time in days, his mouth curved.
Barely.
But it was there.
You smiled back, small and soft.
âThere he is,â you whispered.
His face crumpled again, but this time the tears were quieter. He turned his face into your palm, pressing a kiss there before lowering his head.
âIâm tired,â he admitted.
âI know.â
âNot sleeping tired.â
âI know.â
âSoul tired.â
You swallowed.
âThen let me help you rest.â
He did not argue.
That was how you knew something had shifted.
You stayed with him on the kitchen floor a little longer, until the cold tiles became too uncomfortable and his breathing steadied. Then you helped him up, though he didnât need the physical help. Maybe he just needed to let someone do something for him. You made tea. He sat at the kitchen table, quiet but no longer unreachable. When you placed the mug in front of him, his fingers brushed yours and stayed there.
âIâm sorry for telling you to go,â he said.
âI know.â
âI didnât mean it.â
âI know that too.â
He looked down into his tea. âI just thought if you saw too much, youâdâŚâ
You waited.
He shook his head, ashamed. âI donât know.â
âLeave?â
His silence answered.
You sat beside him.
âAnthony, Iâm not here because youâre easy to love.â
His eyes flickered to yours.
âIâm here because I choose you. That means the hard parts too.â
His throat shifted.
âYou can have ugly days,â you said. âSilent days. Angry days. Days where you donât know what you need. I wonât always know how to help, and I might get it wrong sometimes. But Iâm not going to look at you grieving and decide youâre less of a man.â
His eyes shone again.
âYou hear me?â
He nodded slowly.
âSay it.â
His voice came out rough. âYou wonât think Iâm less of a man.â
âNo.â
He looked at you, vulnerable in a way that made him seem younger.
âPromise?â
You reached for his hand.
âPromise.â
That night, for the first time in weeks, Anthony slept.
Not perfectly. He woke twice, once from a dream that left him breathing hard in the dark, once because the grief simply returned without warning. Both times, you were there. Both times, he reached for you instead of turning away.
The second time, he whispered, âAre you awake?â
You were.
You turned toward him beneath the covers. âYeah.â
He stared at the ceiling, eyes reflecting faint moonlight.
âI was thinking about something they used to say,â he murmured.
âTell me.â
And he did.
He told you a story you had never heard before. A small one. Not dramatic enough for a funeral speech, not polished enough for public memory. Just a real memory. Something funny. Something ordinary. Halfway through, he laughed softly, and the laugh cracked into tears at the end.
You held his hand through both.
After that night, grief did not vanish.
It never did.
It came in waves. Some mornings Anthony seemed almost himself, moving around the kitchen with sleepy eyes, kissing your forehead while the kettle boiled. Other days, he went quiet again, disappearing into his head, staring too long at old messages or photographs. Sometimes he still tried to say he was fine when he wasnât.
But he stopped locking you out.
That was enough.
A week later, you found him in the living room with an old photo in his hand. His eyes were wet, but when you walked in, he did not hide it.
He looked up at you.
âI miss them today,â he said.
Your heart softened.
You crossed the room and sat beside him. âTell me about the picture.â
He leaned into you, shoulder heavy against yours.
And he told you.
Months later, the world still called him strong.
They always would.
They would see him in the ring and say he looked unbreakable. They would watch him train and say he was built different. They would hear him speak with measured calm and call it composure.
You understood now that strength was not always what people thought it was.
Sometimes strength was standing in front of thousands.
Sometimes it was getting out of bed after loss.
Sometimes it was calling someone you love instead of sitting alone in the dark.
Sometimes it was a man like Anthony crying on a kitchen floor, terrified of being seen, and letting himself be held anyway.
One evening, long after the sharpest edge of grief had softened but before it had fully become something he could carry without wincing, Anthony stood in the kitchen making tea while you sat at the counter watching him.
He looked over. âWhat?â
âNothing.â
âYouâre staring.â
âIâm allowed.â
His mouth curved. âAre you?â
âYes.â
He brought your mug over, setting it carefully in front of you before leaning both hands on the counter.
You studied his face. Still tired in places. Still carrying loss. But more open now. Less alone.
âIâm proud of you,â you said.
His smile faded into something softer. âFor what?â
âFor letting me stay.â
He looked down.
For a second, you thought he might brush it off.
Instead, he reached across the counter and took your hand.
âSo am I,â he admitted.
You squeezed his fingers.
He lifted your hand to his lips and kissed your knuckles, slow and grateful.
âI thought breaking down would make me feel weak,â he said quietly.
âAnd?â
He looked at you.
âIt made me feel loved.â
Your chest tightened.
You slid off the stool and came around the counter. Anthony opened his arms before you even reached him, pulling you into his chest. His hold was warm, familiar, strong in the way that no longer felt like armor.
This time, it felt like trust.
You pressed your cheek against him and listened to his heartbeat.
the summer of 1976 beamed with heat and possibility in the backyard of your parentâs house. your father, a successful banker, had just hired a new pool boy to keep the olympic- sized pool maintained, while your father and mother handled their busy schedules. you were home from college, spelman to be exact, you were quick to enjoy the luxury of the the estate and take a break from the stress of school and the pink and green, glamour from the AKAs . the first time you saw jackie, you were lounging on the shaded patio in a bikini, a book open but unread in your lap.
jackie had arrived in a simple white tank top and shorts, tools in a bag and already wiping his head due to the early morning sun. your father had called your name to meet the young man. you were irritated that your alone time was interrupted but was curious to meet whoever ther person your father wanted you to meet.
your father introduced him briefly. âjackie, this is our daughter. sheâll be around, donât let her distract you.â your dad chuckled, but jackieâs gaze fell upon you for a long second. you began to get familiar with his appearance, twenty-five, tall and lean-muscled from physical work, with smooth brown skin, a neat afro, and warm, expressive eyes that seemed to see right through and his lips were full and pink, like they screamed âcome kiss meâ
you offered him a polite smile and looked away, but the image of him lingering in your brain.
your thoughts clouded you.
heâs got no business looking that good. those arms⌠girl, get a grip. he works for daddy.
his thoughts clouded his brain as well.
sheâs stunning. that rich brown skin, those curves⌠keep it professional, man. Itâs just a job.
the days that followed, started innocently. mornings, you would bring freshly squeezed lemonade to jackie, taking paused to notice his shirtless figure, more so staring at his toned chest followed with his chiseled abs. jackie would pause his skimming or chemical checks , noticing your manners and thank you with a low, smooth voice. âappreciate you, mama.â his eyes tracing your figure, before taking a sip of the sour, sweet lemonade, eyes not leaving yours as he gulped down the liquid, some trickling down his neck and onto his warm chest.
you coughed. âyouâre welcomeâ
that day, you quickly got the cup back from him and scurried off to you room. you window faced the backyard, which meant you could take peaks at jackie any time you wanted, which was very frequent. sometimes you would even lounge while he is working, dressed in a skimpy one piece while âreadingâ a book. you would feel jackieâs gaze on you all the time, it made you nervous even though you set everything up on purpose.
at night, alone in your bedroom with the breeze cracking through your half-opened window, thoughts of him consumed you. sometimes, you would lay in your pajamas just frustrated that you couldnât go to sleep because your mind wasnât ready yet. youâd slip the panties from underneath your silk nightgown, own your soft legs and let them fall on the floor. fingers circling your clit slowly, teasing, as you imagined his strong, veiny hands, gripping your thighs. you picture him finishing a hard day of work and entering your house, going straight upstairs to your room to fuck you. your breath would hitch, back arching off the sheets as you slid a finger in yourself, then two, pumping in rhythm as your thoughts fueled your mission. soft moans escapes your lips and into your palm, trying not to wake your parents down the hall. you release came in waves, leaving you flushed and aching, whispering his name in your pillow. it was never enough for you, you had to have him.
weeks passed like this, you having a encounter with jackie and you touching yourself to him each night. you started to chose to wear shorter dresses or short shorts and halter tops when you knew he would be working, pretending not to notice his stare. one humid afternoon, while your mother was inside, jackie brushed your arm âaccidentallyâ while handing back another glass of lemonade. the touch was electric and lingered. âsorry, mama.â he muttered, voice low and sweet like he had described all his brotherâs voice to be like, saying they get it from their mother.
you smiled shyly. âno harm.â your heat raced as you, yet again, scurried off to you room, already planning tonightâs fantasy.
each day became thrilling and seemed to build up as both of you were going crazy. your parents were constantly around because of brunches and evening guests, so everything stay subtle: shared smiles, quick conversations when no one was around. one late afternoon, whirl your father was inside his study, jackie thought it was a good time to talk to you. you were outside, like usual, just soaking in the heat and playing with the sleeves of the dress you hated but your mom made your wear for the house gathering that was currently in session.
you didnât notice jackie at first, but did feel a presence. âhaving a good time, mama?â
there it goes again. that name that made you weak in the knees. mama.
you turned around, snorting at his question. âas much fun a girl can have during a event like this.â jackie stepped closer, chest inches away from yours. you felt your heart pounding in your chest, as you turned to see if anyone else was able to see the both of you.
when you realized you two were alone, you stepped closer. âbeen thinking about your smile more than I should.â jackie confessed, softly, eyes dark with want.
before you could respond, the voice of your mother calling you inside broke the moment. you retreated indoors, pulse pounding, fingers already itching for relief later.
the tension built like a slow, shimmering groove, flirtation, restraint, and mutual hunger. jackie timed his breaks when you were outside. you brought him small snacks, fingers brushing deliberately against his long ones, sending sparks up your arm. heâd compliment the way the sun flushed against your skin, youâd laugh and swat in response which made him want you more. youâd catch him watching your swim laps, jaw clenched with barely held control.
then, one warm evening at dinner, your father announced casually, âyour mother and I are off to Hawaii for a week. some business, some relaxation. jackie will handle the pool as usual. the house is yours, just behave yourself.â your mother nodded approvingly. you kept your expressions neutral, but heat flooded your body. jackie, dropping off supplies before leaving for the day, caught your eye through the patio doors. his look was dark, full of promise.
the morning their car pulled away, the estate felt alive with possibility. jackie arrived at his usual time, but there were no tools in hand today. you waited on the lounge chair, next to the pool , in a vibrant red bikini that hugged your full curves and deep brown skin, heart hammering as he approached.
âfinally alone, pretty mama.â he says, voice rough with weeks of restraint and frustration. he closed the distance and cupped your face, kissing you slow at first, soft, full lips exploring and savoring your taste. it deepened when you gripped his shirt, tightly as your tongue meet his, arms pulling your body flush against his. you felt him hardening against your thigh, and a moan slipped out.
jackie lifted you off the chair, making you squeal. he guided you into the house, placing you on the couch. he peeled your bikini top down reverently, mouth descending to your breasts, tongue lavishing attention on your dark nipples until they tightened. âsuch a pretty thang, are ya?â he whispered against your skin. his hand slipped into your bikini bottoms, fingers stroking your slick folds before sliding his, thick fingers inside your cunt.
first one, then two and curling them perfectly while his thumb worked your clit. the pleasure built deliberately, all that slow-burn tension unraveling under his touch.
âshit, jackie. mmm.â you cried.
you came hard, shuddering against him , tears slipping down your cheeks. jackie popped his fingers out your soaked pussy before lifting them to his lips, licking them clean.
only then did he shed his clothes, revealing his warm abs and veiny thick, hard cock. you stroked him slowly, relishing the heat, before he settled between your thighs. he pushed in inch by inch, stretching you out deliciously, both of you groaning. âyou feel perfect, baby doll,â he breathed, starting a deep, rolling rhythm that built gradually, slow thrusts turning harder, faster.
you wrapped your legs around him, nails on his back as he drove deeper. âyes jack- jackie please. uhhmhm.â
he flipped you onto hands and knees, gripping your hips and taking you from behind with one hand reaching around to rub your clit. the air from the cracked windows, the slaps of skin, your mingled sounds, it was everything youâd imagined and more.
you both started to get close. âcome on, baby doll. let it happen.â he cooed, rocking into you with vigor. you squeezed the cushions between your fingers as you got closer to your end.
You eventually reached your end. âmâcummin oh my god- jackie. mmmm oh mâcummin ahhh!.â you came again, clenching around him, and jackie followed with a deep groan of your name, spilling hot inside you.
you collapsed together, tangled and breathless into the damp couch. jackie kissed your shoulder, already stirring against you. â câmere, lemme hold you a minute, mama.â
you smiled lazily, pulling him in for another kiss before slipping in his strong arms. âyou know youâre my girl now, huh?â he grinned, sly and slightly tired.
summary: you and michael go out for a second time and things take a whole new turn.
warnings: um spit play, rough sex ? , just be prepared
word count: 5,327
pairing: Michael Jackson x rapper!black fem reader
AN: I know i said a lil spiceâŚ. but baby i took it wayyyyyyyy too far. proceed with extreme caution.
requests are open
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The sun was just beginning to dip below the horizon, painting the sky in deep streaks of burnt orange and violet, when the black SUV pulled up to the curb of a modest, unassuming brick building nestled on the edge of the city. You had promised Michael that the next time you two linked up, you were calling the shots on the venue. You were a woman of your word, and you sure as hell weren't bringing a man with real soul to another stiff, candlelit spot where they served tiny portions on giant white plates. You brought him to a legendary, family-owned Memphis style barbecue joint, a place where the air outside was thick with the rich, sweet aroma of hickory smoke and slow roasted meat.
Inside, the restaurant was small, warm, and filled with the low hum of blues music pouring from an old jukebox in the corner. The floors were worn hardwood, the tables covered in red and white checkered tablecloths, and the walls lined with framed photographs of legendary musicians who had passed through over the decades. Because of who Michael was, the owners had happily cleared out a private back room for you; a cozy alcove right past the kitchen where the smell of the pit was strongest.
When Michael walked in, he looked completely enchanted by the atmosphere. He had fully embraced the vibe, dressed down in a beautifully tailored, dark crimson silk shirt with the top three buttons undone, exposing the smooth skin of his chest, paired with fitted black trousers and his signature loafers. He always seemed to be overdressed everywhere he went. His dark, glossy curls were loose, cascading past his shoulders, framing his striking features and those big, expressive eyes that instantly locked onto you.
"Now see, this is what I'm talking about," you said, standing up from the booth as he approached. You were wearing a simple but killer outfitâa fitted black ribbed knit dress that hugged every single curve of your body, falling just above your knees, paired with a pair of clean, high top sneakers and heavy gold hoops. Your hair was pressed straight, falling down your back, and your skin was glowing. "No tiny portions, no fake aesthetic. Just real food."
Michaelâs face split into a wide, breathless smile, his eyes taking a slow, appreciative journey down the length of your body before meeting your gaze. "It smells absolutely incredible in here. You weren't lying to me." He stepped close, his hands automatically finding their way to your waist, his touch light but possessive as he pulled you into a warm, lingering hug. He inhaled deeply against your neck, his lips brushing the sensitive skin just beneath your ear. "You smell even better than the food, by the way." That made your breath hitch.
"Oh, you're a smooth talker, aren't you?" you laughed softly, your hands resting against his chest, feeling the steady, firm beat of his heart. "Come on, sit down. I already ordered for us."
As you both slid into the booth, sitting on the same side rather than across from each other, Michael immediately closed the distance between your bodies. His left arm draped naturally over the back of the seat, his large, long fingers gently twisting a strand of your hair, while his right hand settled firmly on your thigh, his thumb tracing slow, mesmerizing circles against the dark fabric of your dress. It was a subtle, almost unconscious habit of his; ever since you two had started talking daily over the past two weeks, he simply could not stop touching you whenever you were near, always coming to your rehearsals or a radio interview. He looked at you with a heavy, unblinking intensity, his eyes tracking every flicker of emotion across your face, completely transfixed by the way you carried yourself.
The food arrived in giant, steaming basketsâslow smoked pork ribs dripping in a thick, tangy, dark molasses sauce, seasoned baked beans, creamy coleslaw, and thick slices of buttered Texas toast. There was no pretense here. You rolled up your sleeves, cracked open a couple of cold drinks, and dug in, laughing as Michael watched you handle a rib with absolute expertise.
"You have to get your hands dirty, Mike," you teased, nudging his shoulder with yours. "You can't eat good barbecue with a fork and knife. That's a sin."
Michael let out a melodic chuckle, his eyes crinkling at the corners. "Alright, alright, show me how it's done." He picked up a rib, his long, delicate fingers contrasting beautifully with the rustic food. He took a bite, and his eyes instantly widened in pure delight. "Oh, wow. That is... that's incredible. Damn girl itâs perfect."
"Told you. I don't miss when it comes to the culture," you said proudly, wiping your mouth with a napkin.
As you both ate, the easy banter slowly transitioned into a deeper, more profound conversation. Michaelâs hand never left your lap, his touch grounding you as the dialogue shifted into the realities of your lives. He was fiercely protective of his artistry, deeply reflective of his journey, and acutely aware of the weight his name carried across the globe.
"It's a beautiful thing, what you do," Michael said softly, his voice dropping to that low, resonant register that always made your stomach do a flip. He stopped eating, turning his body toward you, his dark eyes intensely focused on your face. "You speak for a collective experience. When you rap, itâs not just words; itâs rhythm, itâs protest, itâs survival. I listen to your tracks, and I hear the pain, but I also hear the absolute triumph. Itâs taking the ugly parts of existence and turning them into an undeniable truth that the world cannot ignore."
You leaned your head back against the booth, looking at him, deeply moved by how deeply he understood your art. "It's heavy, though," you confessed, your accent slipping out a bit more prominently as you relaxed. "Everybody wants the music, but nobody realizes that to give 'em that music, you gotta bleed a little bit on the track. You gotta let 'em into the spaces where you were broke, where you were struggling, where you felt like the world was against you. And then, once you make it, you gotta protect yourself from the vultures who only love you for what you can do for their pockets."
Michaelâs gaze softened with immense empathy, his hand moving from your thigh to cup the side of your face, his thumb gently stroking your cheekbone. His touch was incredibly warm, his long fingers tracing the line of your jaw. "I know that battle intimately, believe me," he murmured, his eyes locking onto yours with a poetic, heavy intensity. "The world is a beautiful place, but it can be so terribly cruel to those who possess a light. They want to bask in your warmth, but the moment you aren't looking, they try to steal the fire. Thatâs why you have to be careful who you let near your flame, beautiful. But with me... you never have to hide your light. I want to protect it. I want to honor it. I want to honor you."
The sheer sincerity in his words, delivered with that smooth, hypnotic cadence, made your breath hitch. He wasn't just a pop star trying to sweet talk you; he was a man who saw your soul, who understood the duality of being a powerful Black creator.
"You're scaring me, Michael Jackson," you whispered, a soft smirk returning to your lips despite the pounding of your heart. "You talk too good."
"I only speak the truth when it comes to you," he whispered back, his lips hovering mere inches from yours. The tension in the small back room had become thick, suffocatingly sweet, and completely undeniable. Michaelâs eyes dropped to your lips, coated in a subtle brown gloss, and his grip on your jaw tightened just a fraction. "Let's get out of here. I want to be alone with you. Entirely alone."
The ride to Michaelâs private penthouse was a blur of heavy anticipation. The moment the heavy doors of the penthouse clicked shut behind you, the quiet opulence of the space enveloped youâdim lighting, rich velvet furnishings, and panoramic views of the city lights shimmering through floor to ceiling windows. But neither of you cared about the view.
The second the door locked, Michael turned to you, his composure completely dissolving. The polite, gentle gentleman from the restaurant was gone, replaced by a man possessed by a desperate, burning hunger. He grabbed your waist, pulling your body flush against his with a force that made a soft gasp escape your lips. His mouth came down on yours, hot, demanding, and incredibly deep. He tasted like the sweet wine youâd shared, his tongue sliding against yours with a practiced, possessive rhythm that instantly made your knees weak.
"Mmh, you are so intoxicating," Michael growled against your lips, his hands traveling down the length of your back, gripping the meat of your thighs through your dress and lifting you effortlessly. You instinctively wrapped your legs around his waist, burying your hands in his thick, soft curls as he carried you down the dimly lit hallway and into the master bedroom.
He set you down on the edge of the massive king bed, but before you could even catch your breath, Michael dropped to his knees between your thighs. His eyes were dark, dilated, and entirely fixated on the space between your legs. He didn't waste time with gentleness. He hooked his large hands under the hem of your black dress, bunching the fabric up past your hips, exposing your smooth skin and your black lace panties.
"Let me taste you," he commanded huskily, his hands gripping your thighs and pulling you right to the absolute edge of the mattress. "I've been thinking about this since the moment I saw you move on that stage."
Michael hooked his fingers into your panties and tore them down your legs, discarding them on the floor. He didn't just dive in; he leaned forward and let out a soft moan as he rubbed his face against your inner thighs, inhaling your scent deeply. Then, he looked up at you, his lips glistening. He spat directly into his fingers, a heavy, slick pool of saliva, and smeared it ruthlessly all over your clit and your entrance, his fingers rubbing the friction away until you let out a loud, ragged gasp.
"Michael, goddamn," you choked out, your hands anchoring into his shoulders.
"Look at you, getting so wet for me already," he whispered, a sensual smirk on his lips. He leaned in, his tongue sweeping over your clit in long, heavy, agonizingly wet strokes. He sucked your sensitive bud into his mouth, using a fierce, vacuum-like suction that made your hips instantly buck off the bed. Michael didn't let you escape; his large hands clamped down like iron weights on your thighs, pinning you in place while his tongue worked you into a frenzy. He shoved two long fingers deep inside you, pumping them in sync with his mouth, listening to the loud, squelching noises of your own juices mixing with his spit. You were completely helpless, screaming his name into the empty room as he ate you out with an aggressive, nasty hunger that completely contrasted his public image.
Just as your body began to tighten for an orgasm, Michael abruptly pulled away, leaving you gasping, dripping, and desperate. He stood up, his breathing ragged, and quickly stripped out of his crimson shirt and trousers, revealing his long, lean, muscular physique and a heavy, thick length that was already leaking pre-cum.
"Turn around for me, baby," Michael murmured, his voice a sultry, raspy command that vibrated straight to your core. "Get on your knees. Let me look at you. Let me see what youâre made of from behind, just like you showed me on that stage."
A shiver shot down your spine. You complied, crawling to the center of the bed, turning your back to him. You pressed your face and chest flat against the soft silk sheets, arching your spine high and pushing your full, dark hips out into the air. The position was raw, vulnerable, and incredibly dirty.
Michael let out a low, dark sound from the back of his throatâa feral groan that told you he was completely, utterly pussy drunk. He crawled onto the bed behind you, his heavy chest pressing flush against your arched back. He reached around, his large hand grabbing your chin, forcing your head back so he could spit directly into your open mouth. You swallowed it down, completely intoxicated by the nastiness of it, your eyes locking onto his dark, blown out pupils.
"You're a dirty girl, aren't you?" Michael whispered in your ear, biting it causing you to whine, his breath hot and ragged as his hand traveled down to your hips, gripping the flesh so tightly his fingers left dark, bruising imprints on your skin. "You talk so tough on the microphone, but right here, you're just a sweet, filthy little thing begging for some dick."
He positioned his heavy, aching length against your slick, dripping entrance. Without a condom, without any barrier, Michael drove his hips forward in one deep, ruthless thrust, burying himself to the absolute hilt inside of you.
The sheer size and warmth of him filled you completely, stretching you out so perfectly that a loud, uninhibited scream tore from your throat. Michael let out a deep, guttural roar, his hips instantly locking into a furious, heavy prone bone rhythm. The sound of your skin slapping together echoed through the room, a raw, rhythmic percussion.
"Ah, god! You feel so tight, so perfect," Michael panted, whined almost, his thrusts becoming heavy and relentless. He was hitting your sweet spot with a terrifying accuracy, his pace poetic in its savagery. He leaned down, his mouth right against your ear, his words a stream of dark, sensual dirty talk. "Take it all, baby. Take every single inch of me. You were made for this. Look how perfectly you take your praise, keeping your hips high for me like a good girl. I love the way you talk this dick."
"Fuckkkkk daddy! Oh my god, you're hitting my shit," you screamed, your face buried in the pillows as your accent slipped out completely, raw and unfiltered. "Harder, baby, please, just like that!"
"I've got you, I'm right here," he groaned, his pace turning downright nasty. He began to slap his open palm against your bare ass cheeks, the sharp, stinging pain mixing with the overwhelming pleasure, sending your nervous system into absolute overdrive. He was pumping into you like a machine, his large hands anchoring your hips, pulling you back onto his shaft with every single stroke. He sucked his thumb in his mouth before placing over your asshole, slowing pushing it in. Gasping, you tried to reach for his hand but he only harshly pushed you away and kept going, pushing in and out slowly before shoving his entire thumb into your ass, causing you to shiver in sheer please.
You were rapidly approaching severe overstimulation. The combination of the heavy pounding, the marking on your skin, the spit play, and his dominant weight was entirely too much. Your vision blurred, your muscles twitching violently as an intense, white-hot wave of pleasure began to build at the base of your spine.
"Donât Stop, I'm gonnaâI'm gonna come! It's too m-much!" you cried out, your hips twitching frantically, trying to find release but also trying to escape the sheer intensity of the pleasure.
"No, don't you dare move away from me," Michael demanded, his voice dropping to a harsh, pulling your ass back into his pelvis with a loud thud, breathless growl as he felt your inner walls begin to violently pulse and contract around him, locking him in a death grip. He didn't slow down; instead, he drove harder, faster, his thrusts becoming shallow, frantic, and deep. "Come for daddy, baby! Let it go! Let me feel how tight you get when you break!"
You exploded, a loud, shattered cry tearing from your lips as your entire body went rigid, your climax ripping through you in violent, overwhelming waves that left you completely breathless and trembling. The overstimulation made your legs shake, but Michael held you firmly in place as he continued to thrust into you, biting his lip and smiling as he watched you squirt all over his pelvis and silk sheet, spraying out like a literal water park.
With one final, devastatingly deep thrust, he buried himself to the absolute hilt, his head snapping back as a low, rumbling groan tore from his chest. He didn't pull out. He let go completely, his body shuddering violently as he spilled his thick, warm warmth deep, deep inside of you, creaming your womb completely with his unprotected release. The sensation of him filling you up while you were still riding the high of your own orgasm was completely overwhelming, a warm, pulsing wave that made you let out a weak, tearful sob of pure pleasure.
Michael collapsed against your back, his chest heaving, completely spent. He stayed buried inside of you for several long, quiet minutes, his arms wrapping securely around your waist, pulling your trembling body as close to his as physically possible. He kissed the back of your neck, his lips soft and infinitely tender now that the storm had passed, his fingers gently tracing the marks he had left on your hips. The heavy, humid silence that followed the storm of your release was thick with the scent of sex, expensive sandalwood, and the sharp aroma of hickory smoke still faintly clinging to your clothes on the floor.
For a long time, neither of you moved. Michael remained buried deep inside you, his heavy, damp chest rising and falling against your back in a steady, calming rhythm that slowly coaxed your heart rate back down to earth. His long arms were wrapped tightly around your waist, his fingers resting right over your stomach, holding you flush against him as if he were afraid that letting go would make you vanish into the dim lighting of the penthouse.
Every time you tried to shift your legs, a tiny, involuntary tremor would skip through your thighs, a lingering side effect of the intense overstimulation. Michael noticed instantly. He let out a low, satisfied hum against the nape of your neck, his lips brushing over the sensitive skin he had just spent the last thirty minutes bruising and biting.
"Don't move just yet, beautiful," Michael murmured, his voice a gravelly, post-coital whisper that sent a soft shiver straight down your spine. "Stay right here with me. Let me feel you breathe."
"Nigga, you're heavy," you breathed out, a soft, tired laugh bubbling up from your chest, though you didn't actually make an effort to push him off. Your face was still half-buried in the silk pillowcase, your breathing thick and lazy in the quiet room. "And you're still inside me. You really trying to lock me down on the second date?"
Michael chuckled, a deep, resonant sound that vibrated directly against your spine. Slowly, carefully, he began to pull his length out of you. The sensation of his thick, slick skin sliding free made you let out a soft gasp, followed by the immediate, warm rush of his unprotected release spilling out onto your inner thighs. The sheer intimacy of it made your cheeks burn. Michael didn't immediately distance himself, though. He rolled onto his side, catching you by the hip to pull you around so you were facing him, tucking your head right under his chin.
His large, calloused hand came up to gently stroke your face, his thumb wiping away a stray hair that had stuck to your lip gloss. He looked down at you with an expression that was entirely terrifying in its intensityâit was the look of a man who was completely, utterly pussy drunk, his dark eyes wide and glassy, tracking every single feature of your face as if he were trying to memorize you.
"I think I might be," Michael said softly, answering your joke with an honesty that made your breath hitch. His thumb traced the sharp line of your jaw, his touch incredibly tender compared to the iron grip heâd maintained on your hips just moments before. "I've never met anyone like you. You possess this... this incredible, fierce power when you're out there under the lights, but here, in the dark with me, you are so incredibly soft. So sweet. I don't think I could let you go even if I wanted to."
You smiled up at him, reaching up to wrap your fingers around his wrist, feeling the steady thrum of his pulse. "You talk real poetic for a man who was just doing what you did to me out there. You were downright nasty, Mike. Shit I ainât know you had it in you."
Michaelâs cheeks darkened with a sudden, dusty pink blush, a breathless giggle escaping him as he looked down for a second, momentarily brought back to his usual shy demeanor. But when he looked back up, that confidence returned to his eyes, a sultry, knowing smirk playing on his lips. "Well... you bring it out of me, baby. The way you move your body, the way you look at me like you aren't afraid of anything... it makes me want to take control. It makes me want to remind you that no matter how tough you are out there in the world, when you're in this bed, you belong to me."
"Oh, is that right?" you teased, shifting closer until your bare thighs tangled with his, your skin contrasting beautifully against his pale sheets. "You think you can handle all this permanently? I come from a hard life. I never had what you had, I raised myself out here."
"And I love that about you because look where you are now," Michael whispered, his hand sliding down from your face, trailing over the column of your neck, over your collarbone, and resting directly over your heart. His long fingers splayed wide, feeling the steady rhythm beneath your skin. "I love your attitude. In my world, everyone smiles and says exactly what they think I want to hear. They wear masks. But you... you are entirely, unapologetically real. You don't filter yourself for anyone, not even me. That is the most beautiful thing Iâve ever encountered."
The depth of his words hung in the air, shifting the mood from playful post-sex banter into something incredibly weighty and profound. You looked into his eyes, seeing the faint lines of exhaustion and the heavy burden of global stardom that he usually kept hidden behind sunglasses and stage makeup. Up close, without the costumes, he was just a man who desperately wanted to be seen, to be understood by someone who didn't want a piece of his empireâŚ.he also was the best dick you ever fucking had and what bitch would let that go? NOBODY.
"I see you, Michael," you said softly, your voice losing its teasing edge, completely genuine. "Not the cameras, not the music videos. Just you. And I ain't going anywhere."
Michaelâs gaze softened so intensely it felt like a physical touch. He pulled you into him, burying his face in the crook of your neck, his long fingers anchoring into your hair as he held you close. "Thank you, beautiful," he murmured against your skin, his voice thick with emotion.
For the next hour, you lay there in the quiet sanctuary of his room, talking about everything and nothing. Michael subtly kept his hands on you the entire timeâsometimes his fingers would absentmindedly trace the curve of your waist, other times he would softly rub your back, his touch light, constant, and incredibly possessive. You told him about your upcoming projects, the pressure of trying to write a follow-up album after a massive hit, and he offered advice with the wisdom of someone who had done it a hundred times over.
But as the clock ticked past midnight, the lingering warmth between your thighs and the slow, heavy strokes of his hand against your hip began to shift the energy in the room once again. The air grew thick, the subtle scent of your mixed juices acting like an aphrodisiac in the tight space of the bed.
Michael shifted, his chest brushing against your nipples, which instantly hardened at the contact. He let out a low, ragged breath, his dark eyes dropping to your lips.
"Michael," you warned softly, a breathless smile tugging at your mouth. "You're getting that look in your eyes again."
"I can't help it," he groaned, his voice dropping to that sultry, raspy register that made your core throb. He slid his hand down to the junction of your thighs, his fingers finding you completely soaked, the cream of his previous release mixed with your own slickness, making a loud, wet sound as his fingers pressed against your clit. "Look at you. You're still dripping with me, baby. You're so wet, so ready for me to come back inside."
"Mmh, because you left a mess in me," you gasped, your hips automatically arching into his hand as he began to finger you with a slow, agonizing friction.
"I want to make a bigger mess this time," Michael whispered, his eyes blown out with a sudden, fierce hunger as he rolled over, pinning you beneath his body. His heavy length was already rock hard again, pressing firmly against your belly. He leaned down, his mouth hovering over yours, his words completely poetic yet filthy. "I want to hear you scream my name until your voice cracks, beautiful. I want to drive you so far over the edge that you forget thereâs a world outside this room. Tell me you want it. Tell me youâre my good girl."
You werenât one to eve submit to a nigga in bedâŚbut come on now itâs Michael Jackson.
"I'm your good girl," you whined out, your hands locking into his shoulders, pulling him down into a deep, desperate kiss as he positioned himself at your opening, ready to ruin you all over again.
Michael didn't hesitate. With a heavy, deliberate roll of his hips, he drove his length straight back inside of you, burying himself deep within the wet, sensitive heat he had already primed. A loud, sharp cry caught in the back of your throat as your eyes flew open, locking directly onto his dark, fierce gaze. He didn't stretch you out slowly this time; he went deep immediately, his thick shaft sliding through the pool of his own cream and your slickness with a heavy, squelching friction that echoed loudly in the quiet room.
"Fuckkkk, baby," you gasped, your legs automatically hooking around his waist to pull him closer, your fingers digging into the firm muscles of his back.
"Look at how easily you take me now," Michael purred, his voice a low, gravelly vibration against your ear. He began to move in a slow, agonizingly deep rhythm, pulling nearly all the way out before plunging back in to the absolute hilt, making sure you felt every single ridge of his length. "Youâre stretched wide open for me, baby. So soft, so welcoming. Tell me how good it feels to be filled up by Michael Jackson."
"It feels so fucking good," you choked out, your head tossing back against the pillows as a wave of intense heat flooded your lower belly. The raw contrast of his poetic words and the absolute filth of the way his hips were punishing yours was driving you insane. "You're too deep... oh my god."
"I'm exactly where I belong," he growled, his pace suddenly quickening. The slow, teasing strokes dissolved into a brutal, relentless pound. The sound of his pelvis slapping against your thighs was loud, wet, and demanding. Michael completely took over, his hands sliding down to pin your wrists over your head, his long fingers locking with yours, trapping you beneath his lean weight. He wasn't being gentle anymore; he was riding the rhythm of his own desire, his breathing turning into ragged, heavy pants as he drove himself into you over and over.
You bucked against him, completely consumed by the sensation, your accent slipping out in raw, breathless whimpers as you begged him to go harder. The friction was intense, hitting your G-spot with every single downward thrust until your entire body felt like it was on fire.
Michael let go of your wrists, reaching down to cup your chin, forcing you to look at him as he worked. He spit directly onto his fingers, rubbing the wetness onto your lips before leaning down to kiss you heavily, his tongue mimicking the frantic, desperate rhythm of his hips. "This pussy so good mama, do you hear me?" he gasped against your mouth, his eyes completely blown out, dark and glassy with pure lust. "Iâm gonna leave my mark so deep in you that youâll feel me every time you step on a stage. Youâre my good girl. Say it for me."
"I'm your good girl, Michael! Ah, god, please!" you screamed, your hips twitching violently as the white-hot tension at the base of your spine coiled tighter and tighter, threatening to break you completely.
The sheer overstimulation was reaching a breaking point. Your body was trembling, your chest heaving as the internal contractions began to clamp down around his shaft like a vice. Michael let out a low, feral groan at the feeling, his thrusts becoming short, shallow, and incredibly fast, his entire body shaking with the effort to hold back his own release.
"Don't you dare close your eyes," Michael commanded, his voice raw and strained as he felt you starting to fracture beneath him. "Look at me while you break. Let me see it."
You locked your eyes onto his, and the moment you did, your orgasm ripped through you with a violent, shattering force. A loud, broken sob tore from your throat as your walls pulsed furiously around him, sending waves of pure electricity through your nervous system. The intense pleasure was too much, making you try to twist away, but Michaelâs hands locked onto your hips, his fingers digging into your flesh to leave fresh, dark bruises as he pinned you down and delivered three last, devastatingly deep thrusts.
A deep, guttural roar tore from the back of Michaelâs throat as his head snapped back, his jaw clenching tightly. He buried himself to the absolute hilt, his entire body going rigid as he let go, spilling a thick, scorching-hot torrent of his unprotected release deep inside your pulsing core. He creamed you completely for the second time, the warm, thick sensation flooding your womb and mixing with the mess from before, forcing a weak, breathless whimper from your lips.
He stayed locked inside you as the final, violent tremors of his climax shuddered through his length, his forehead resting against yours, his chest heaving heavily for air. The room was completely silent save for the ragged sound of your shared breathing.
Slowly, Michael collapsed onto his stomach beside you, pulling your shaking, overstimulated body right back into his chest. His long arms wrapped securely around you, tucking you into his warmth as he pulled the silk sheet over both of your damp skin. He didn't say a word for a long time, just pressed soft, lingering kisses to your temple, his large hand gently resting over your stomach, holding you close in the quiet, secure sanctuary of his world.
Its been TWENTY ONE years since that fateful day in 2005.
Michael Jackson was cleared on all FOURTEEN CHARGES that had been set against him and was NOT sent to jail.
In the last years of his life and the years following his ascent to Heaven in 2009, there have been people, money hungry, lazy white trash slime trying to extort Michael and his family on the basis of lies, to the point they put out 3 mockumentaries that if they'd put that much work into finding an actual fucking JOB to work all of this could have been avoided.
But you can NEVER quell Michael Jackson, his fame, his fans or his star power.
Because while some shitty streaming platform tried to put out another one of these series of lies, a Michael Jackson biopic, starring his nephew in the title role has been SHATTERING box office/movie records since it first flickered across a screen in April 2026.
-Highest grossing musical.
-Highest grossing biopic
-Highest grossing film Lionsgate EVER released.
-Fans dancing and cheering in the theatres.
-People passing out in theatres like it's a real Michael Jackson concert.
-People of all ages, races, creeds, nationalities flocking to the theatres in droves for multiple viewings.
-Michael Jackson's music topping charts on EVERY platoform in nearly every country in the world.
-Michael Jackson making more money than all other artists, living or dead. (Eat your heart out Drake, Taylor Swift and Elvis fans)
They tried to strip Michael Jackson of his humanity, of his legacy and turn him into some monster.
And yes, while some willfully ignorant assholes continue to believe the hype, many MORE are unplugging their ears and taking the blinders off and realizing the SCAM, the LIES, the CASH GRABBING, the INHERENT RACISM fueling all of this and has been since probably the late 1980s when Michael Jackson really WAS THE STAR OF THE WORLD AND STILL IS.
Michael Jackson was never the monster they tried to write him off as.
Michael Jackson was a man who was too gentle, too kind, too sweet and too giving for this world.
And I sincerely down to my bone marrow hope the worst finds everyone who tried to take him down, doubt him or repeat these lies.
Because in the end MICHAEL JACKSON WILL ALWAYS BE INNOCENT.
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Pairing: Jermajesty Jackson x Black!OC Yasmin Lynell
Summary: In which Yasmin is the only woman he wants, but he has to fight tooth and nail to get her to see it.
Songs: Workin' Day and Night by Michael Jackson, One Way (Bonus Track) by 6lack and T-Pain
WC: one thousand something girl idk
Warnings:
Note: whaddup jerdada
His socks slid across the dark carpet. Static pinched his anklesâzapâhe ignored it. Kept pacing. Kept typing. Kept deleting.
Hey, how have you been?
Too casual.
Whatâs up with you?
Too forward.
I miss yâ
No. God, no.
His thumb throbbed against his tooth as he picked at the skin there. He nearly drew blood; he didnât care. He tapped her contact, finger hovering over the photo. It was old, probably three months agoâthe moment that he documented with pride.
She was asleep then. Lying on her stomach with her arms on the pillow, her back bare, with soft script running down her spine like scripture as she rested like an angel beneath white covers.
Itâd been a week.
Seven days.
168 hours.
10080 minutes.
604800 secondsâ
since heâd seen her.
Since the floorboards squeaked under her familiar weight, since the candles bent in reverence when she stepped over the threshold like Athena walking onto ancient ruins, since her scentâflowers and temptationâlingered in the pillowcases he refused to wash. He couldnât get rid of her. Refused to, really.
He felt it.
His resolve slipped through his fingers, pooling around him like water. The restraint that broke through chains and morphed into an obsession that remained well hidden behind meticulously crafted messages and delayed phone calls. The desire that skipped over curiosity and jumped in bed with need.
She clouded his mind like fog. Pinched his nerve endings and rearranged them until he short-circuited. All she needed was to blow a whistle, and heâd come running, obedience dripping from his mouth like an offering.
It didnât take much.
It never did.
Itâd been a week.
She stayed. And they kissed like friends. Made love like lovers, slid into a porcelain basin filled with warm, bubbling water. Clinked glasses full of champagneâthey kissed there, too.
He missed her.
Needed to convince her.
He called herâ
âYou up?â
âWhy, you miss me or somethinâ?â
He closed his eyes for a moment. His armor groaned.
He exhaledâquietlyâand stared at the television ahead. It was off. Only a blurred outline of himself stared back at him. He turned over his shoulder. âSomethinâ like that.â
A pause.
âYou cominâ through or not?â
She hummed. âThat ainât what I asked.â
A pause.
âYou miss me or not?â
His head fell backward, exposing the column of his neck to the ceiling. He dropped his chin and pinched the corners of his lips between his thumb and forefinger.
âYeah,â he said lowly. âI do.â
She sounded pleased. He could see it: her tilted chin, smug smile, and low eyes. That look. The one that said, I got you where I want you, was a fixture. Nearly permanent.
âThought so.â
There was movement. Bed sheets crinkled. Bare feet kissed the floorâhad her polish color changed since the last time, heâd seen her? Zippers rattledâlike symbols.
But she was moving. He heard it. The clothes shifting in her duffle bag. Zipper sliding. Yeah. She had him, but she was coming anyway. Movement. Decision. She wasnât talkingâshe didnât do that unless it was necessaryâshe was coming.
His tongue circled the inside of his cheek as he glanced at the door. Then the clock. Back to the door. Eleven. Eleven. Eleven. How quickly could she get here? The opening of her front door snagged his attention.
âTwenty,â was all she said.
Jermajesty bit his lip. âBet.â
Nineteen minutes passed.
The knock came once.
He was already moving.
Didnât check the doorâ
didnât need to.
She stood in the threshold like she always didâglistening with gold and glory. She was dressed down, but the effort didnât go unnoticed. She reapplied mascara. Slid another layer of lip gloss across her lips. Added a layer of perfumeâjasmine over what was originally vanilla.
Jermajesty raised an eyebrow, his eyes following her as she slid past him with the ease of a woman who was convinced, she owned the space.
She did.
She slid her bagâthe black weekenderâoff her forearm and onto the floor beside the couch. She leaned against the arm and crossed her arms, chin lifted.
He stood in front of her. Hands stuffed into the low-hanging gray sweatpants. She blinked slowly. âYou came.â
Yasmin raised her shoulder. âI was summoned.â
His dark curls glistened beneath ambient light and winked at her. He tilted his head slightly. â⌠that's what we call it now?â
Yasmin pursed her lips and shifted her gaze to the television. To the vinyl record playerâno music played, though. To his reflection in the stainless-steel refrigerator. To the collage on the wallâwas that her? Whatever.
She clasped her hands together. âYou still got that bathtub?â
He nearly laughed.
Of course. Thatâs where she took it.
Always did.
âYeah,â he replied. âWasnât in the mood to detach it today.â
Her eyesâgreen in hue and dangerous in auraâsharpened. âYouâre beinâ fresh.â
âIf thatâs what youâd call it, sure.â
He held her gaze.
Didnât look away.
Didnât need to.
Yasmin inhaled, the pendant from her necklace slipping between her breasts as she did so. She turned to the left, then the right, and slid her socks off, stuffing them into her weekender. She hauled it over her forearm and brushed past him. Straight back toward the door on the far right.
His room.
Of course. Thatâs where she went.
âThe bubbles,â she murmured to herself. âWhere they atâŚâ
He rubbed his jaw. Didnât follow. Didnât need to. Sheâd find it. Right where she left it.
He let time linger before he walked down the hallway. He stopped in the doorway. Watched her for a second. Just one. Water already ran. Steam circled the atmosphere. And she was halfway into the tub, back bear with script running down her spine like scripture, like this was always the next step. Her preferred destination.
âYou couldnât wait?â
Yasmine dipped her hand beneath a glob of suds and brought it to her mouth, blowing until a cloud of bubbles hit the mat.
âYou was too busy watchinâ me walk away.â
His jaw shifted.
She caught that too.
âAnyway,â she hummed, dipping her shoulders into the hot water. âGet in. Or fan me, or something.â
âFan you?â he muttered, sliding his shirt off his arms. It fell to the floor with a whisper. âAm I Marc Antony to you or some shit?â
âYou wanna be?â
âHeâd dead.â
âHe was devoted.â
Her words lingered for a moment. But he didnât stop moving. Plucked his socks off. Stepped out of his sweats. Stepped in behind her. Like clockwork. Like routine.
âDevotion,â Jermajesty mumbled, dropping his head against the wall. âIs only revered like a martyr when itâs mutual. OtherwiseâŚâ
He shifted behind her. âItâs devastating.â
Yasmin picked at her nails beneath the water. Dropped her eyes toward the pendant on her wet chestâJâand blinked twice. She hinged backward, the gold against his neck kissing her shoulder.
He moved again.
Slung one arm over the edge of the tub, water dripping from his fingertips like rain. His right arm stayed putâheavy on her abdomen, fingers twisting the naval piercing there.
âBabyâŚâ
He hummed.
Yasmin turned, her knees pressing against the floor of the tub as she settled on his lap. His thumb traced her hip slowly. âWhatâs up?â
âWhat are we doing?â
Jermajestyâs head jerked like he was offended (he was). He licked his lips and tapped the edge of the tub. âIâm waitinâ for you to stop playinâ with me.â
Her eyebrows pinched together. Confusion. Though he didnât understand what was confusing. What failed to register. Or what she didnât want to say.
But she didnât like thatâhis accusationâor what she thought it was. Her eyes narrowed. âPlaying?â It rolled off her tongue slowly, like she tasted something she wasnât quite sure she enjoyed. âPlayingâŚâ
Jermajestyâs expression didnât change. âYes. Playing. You know I want you, Yasmin; donât do this.â
âDo you?â
âI do.â
Yasminâs eyes dropped toward the gold rope around his neck. Traced the curve of his collarbone, damp from her hands. She fiddled with the small clasp and whispered, âWhat about the others?â
It came too quick. Too fast to have been thought through. Like sheâd sat in it for years and finally had the opportunity to release it. Like doubt and fear had a voice. He hated it.
His stomach clenched as he swallowed a frustrated groan. âWhat others, Yasmin?â
She didnât answer that. Instead, the words on her tongue turned into something sharper. Her hands dropped to his chest, resting, still. âYou asked me to come over at eleven at night.â
His hand paused at her waist. âYou ignored my text at 10 in the morning. Try again.â
âStill.â
âThen you ignored it at three in the afternoon. Keep goinâ.â
She did: âStill came through though.â
He laughed. âYeah. And you accused me of treatinâ you like a booty call.â
âIâm in your bathtub.â
He got quiet then. "That ain't the only thing I want from you."
Silence.
The water stilled.
Bubbles crackled and popped like the partyâd been shut down.
And they satâ
in silence.
Yasmin glanced toward the mirror. She could only see a portion of their reflection. Her frizzy hair from the humidity of the water. His lax posture against the back of the tub, though his heart thundered beneath her hands like Zeusâ chariot galloped through the sky. They looked likeâŚa couple.
Intimate.
Close.
Together.
She blinked. Dropped her eyes toward her black sweatsuit on the floor. She began to shift again, to face the wall ahead rather than the brown eyes that begged for her honesty.
He held her in place.
âYasmin.â
She looked at him. Really looked at him.
He was different when he was quiet. When he didnât have a shield in one hand and sword in the other. When he wasnât on guard, defensive.
Had his eyes always been this brown? Dark. Heavy. There was something there. The right oneâa hint of gold around the iris. She hadnât quite noticed that before. Even when theyâd followed her every expression when he loved her into oblivion on white covers, she didnât notice the gold in his eyes.
Her mouth twisted.
âIâm scared.â
He nodded. âI know.â
âI doâŚwant you.â
He didnât say anything.
âI donât know what to do with it.â
Restraint filled the space. Cooled the atmosphere more than the water thatâd chilled. Jermajesty stayed quiet. He was good at that. And she hated it. How he was fine with sitting in discomfort while it ate her from the inside out.
She wasnât like him.
Or she didnât want to beâ
she didnât know the difference yet.
Yasmin trembled once. Then: âI can try. With you.â
âThat only works if you can let me love when the sunâs out.â
Love.
Love.
Love.
Love.
Loveâ
you.
ââŚokay.â
She turned, settling back against his chest again. Like before. Like nothing had changed. Except everything had. He didnât move. Didnât tighten his hold. Didnât say anything.