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๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐: 3 of Cups, Page of Swords, Four of Pentacles
๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐: All right H, so it looks like you have a celebration coming up or youโre currently going through a really happy moment in your life. This is a milestone youโve been hoping to achieve, for a while and you kinda thought it wouldnโt happen because it was taking so long, or unexpected obstacles popped up at the last minute.
Youโve been putting in a lot of hard work and effort over a really long time, into achieving this, but the amount of time you spent getting here has put you into a mindset that this achievement isnโt something worth mentioning, celebrating, or really enjoying.
This is because you see it as it had to be done. You see it as one step in a long list of others that needed to be completed. So youโre not giving yourself the time to acknowledge this step being done, because youre looking ahead and seeing all the others to come, the ones that could be harder to complete.
Iโm not sure what achievement this is or what you accomplished, but Iโll use the example of getting into college.
As a student you knew you wanted to become an investment banker, and study at an Ivy League university, because it was how you viewed success. So, you studied in school for years, kept your GPA around a 3.8/4.0 average so you could get seen and accepted by the college of your dreams, (weโll use Princeton for this case.) Then, you studied really hard for the SATS and you scored a 1600! Then, you applied to Princeton and your backup options.
And you got accepted by Harvard, but then, you got waitlisted by Princeton. This gave a blow to your ego and made you question if you should keep holding out for Princeton or start packing to move to Harvard.
You decided you werenโt going to give up without a fight, so you made an appeal to Princetonโs Head of Admissions. You sent an email, called and set up an appointment and you had an in person interview with them. That was a week ago, and now theyโre calling you and telling you youโve been accepted, youโre no longer on the waitlist and you can start enrolling in courses as the semester gets closer.
Now, this is a huge accomplishment, youโve been accepted to your dream school, and you should be celebrating. Everyone around you seems to be celebrating it for you but you feel like this was something you had to work really hard for, when you believed โit shouldโve been easyโ
On one hand you feel like you didnโt earn it, and on the other hand, you feel like a failure, because it wasnโt as easy as you expected it to be. And the dominating energy youโre feeling is, โPrinceton was always part of the plan so itโs expected to be accepted in.โ So you donโt feel like celebrating it.
You also feel like youโre not done working yet, you see the future tasks as a challenge. You feel like the next 4 years at Princeton will be about you having to prove to yourself and to everyone else that you deserve to be there, that you deserve to be recognized for your intelligence and skills.
So you have your guard up right now, you donโt want to celebrate because you think itโs a premature celebration. And youโre worried that if you let yourself relax, even for a second, and enjoy how far youโve come, that the foundation beneath you will crumble and Princeton will call you back and say โSorry, youโve been put back on the waitlist.โ
So youโre not allowing yourself to see this for what it really is. This is a blessing, a gift from you, a high achievement that you *have* earned.
What youโre not seeing is this is your moment to relax, to bask in the glory of all that youโve done to get here. All the years of studying, going to class even when you felt under the weather or lazy, staying up late studying for the SATS, getting the highest score possible on that test and then persisting in your dream, in your goal of going to Princeton so much so that you took matters into your own hands, got on that phone, got in a car and drove to meet the Head of Admissions to make your voice heard, as to why you deserve to be accepted into Princeton.
This is something you did, every step of the way it was you. No one else. Yes you may have had help, or opportunities given to you, by teachers, by faculty members and you were given advice and handouts, but it was you who put all that information, all that advice to work for you!
This is your moment to shine, to breathe, to relax and let loose a bit before the rest of the hard work gets here.
You are allowed to enjoy the fruits of your hard work, even when the path isnโt finished yet.
You are safe to celebrate yourself, the achievement is not going anywhere.
And this is what youโre not currently aware of, youโre not aware that youโre allowed to take this time to enjoy this moment, to pat yourself on the back and take a moment to socialize and celebrate with your friends and chosen family.
Your advice is to let go of the leash you have around yourself, the leash that keeps you from seeing your accomplishments for what they truly are: A huge milestone worth celebrating.
Let yourself off the hook and let yourself see yourself for who you really are: a hard worker, a resourceful person, intelligent and resilient, someone who persists in the face of resistance. Someone who is charming and great at negotiating and getting what you want.
And please, be kinder to yourself in the way you think and talk to yourself. You do deserve to be where you are, with this accomplishment, you deserve it! You donโt have to prove your worth or yourself to anyone anymore. You never had to, but especially now, you donโt need to defend who you are and what youโre capable of. Youโre allowed to see this through the eyes of everyone whoโs celebrating you is seeing it.
เฑจเง ๐ชฟ เฑจเง
Thatโs all I have for your reading, H, I hope it resonated and Iโm sending you hugs and loads of ๐ confetti ๐to celebrate with you! You did a great job, whatever it was ๐ฅฐโจ
Iโm here, if you need any advice or guidance ๐ค My DMโs and Asks are always open!
If youโd like a personal reading from me, to dive deeper into this, you can book a reading with me on my Etsy or Ko~Fi shop. And please remember to send me feedback of how your reading was! Thank you!! ๐ฅฐ
๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐: Page of Swords, 6 of Chalices, The Moon
๐ฉท content warning ๐ฉท
This is a really hard to hear message, around someone you love, please brace yourself and bear with me through the reading. Thank you โค๏ธ
๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐: Okay Natalia, something you are not aware of currently is something to do with a relationship. This feels a lot like itโs a romantic relationship, like you just got into a new relationship or this is a crush you have on someone.
Now, if youโre not interested in anyone romantically right now, this could be a friendshipโฆ but this really doesnโt feel like that, so Iโll be referring to a romantic relationship throughout your reading.
Youโve been in your head a lot during this relationship, daydreaming, fantasizing and imagining a future together with a house, pets and children, because you really like the way this person looks and you really like their voice.
Their voice has a soothing effect on you, it calms your worries down while arousing you too. They could be a musician or a singer too, or you have heard them sing before and you feel like youโre in love with their voice. They definitely give off siren energy. They could be a Leo, Cancer or a Capricorn, but dont worry if those arenโt their zodiac signs, this is just the way their energy is presenting itself to me. They have a grounding energy but it also feels inspiring and like they belong in the spotlight. They get all eyes on them really easily and they seem to thrive at being the center of attention.
And what youโre not seeing is the reality of the situation. Youโre being guided and asked by the Divine to take a step back, and look at them with a fresh perspective. Your fantasies and daydreams may bring you comfort right now, but they arenโt letting you see this person for who they truly are. This may hurt to hear, so please bear with me, but this person is not your soulmate. And they donโt have good intentions towards you and they definitely donโt have good intentions towards the world.
They are aware of how you see them, how you feel about them, and they are aware of how magnetic their energy and aura is to everyone around them. They may have gotten readings in the past on what their aura is like, or people have just always told them how attractive they are, but they let this go to their head in a really negative way. They have really malicious energy, and they see themselves as a heartbreaker, โplayboyโ or โman eaterโ (regardless of their gender) and instead of feeling remorse for the people they reject, they find excitement and satisfaction in it. They see it as a game, of how many people they can attract and get to fall in love with them just so they can break their heart.
Their energy feels really masculine, but in a toxic way. They know you like them, and they are playing dumb like they donโt know, because they want you to confess your feelings to them, say โI love youโ first, or be the first to make a move, because as soon as you do, they know they have you exactly where they want you so they can break your heart. They enjoy doing this and right now they have their sights on you to be their next victim.
Now, if you are already dating this person, the moon card is showing that they are not being loyal to you. They are dating other people or entertaining other people and leading them on, and leading you on at the same time. Theyโre enjoying the game of not getting caught, but they also arenโt afraid of getting caught either because they donโt care about either person theyโre with.
Itโs so cruel and I am so sorry this person is in your vicinity. You donโt deserve this kind of love, or heartbreak at all, this is not a reflection of who you are or any karmic lessons you need to learn.
This person is truly only doing this and in your life because they have free will and have chosen a malicious path for themselves.
The Divine is asking you to look within and trust yourself because deep down you know who this person truly is, your intuition has been nudging you since the beginning and youโve heard it but you didnโt want to believe it.
Your energy is represented as a lover girl, a hopeless romantic and a genuine fangirl for whoever you love. You have a beautiful energy.
And I think itโs been a while since youโve dated someone and you miss being in love, so when this person showed up in your life, you allowed yourself to get swept up in the emotions and hope that this could be your next true love.
Your energy is truly beautiful and there is someone out there for you who will cherish and protect the way you love, but this person is *not* them.
And as much fun as daydreaming can be, and loving someone is an important part of life, you need to protect yourself more than you let yourself see the best in people.
Your energy is precious, and everyone can see that, but there are also a lot of people who would enjoy taking advantage of your kindness, romanticism, and hope, so you need to take care of yourself in a way that protects you from mal-intending people, while keeping your optimism and romantic outlook thriving.
The way you do this is by allowing yourself to listen to your intuition, believing and trusting your intuition and being careful not to let yourself get carried away in your imagination. Our imagination can be a great tool for creativity and entertainment, but it can also hinder our clarity, and thatโs whatโs currently happening to you right now.
My advice is to take some time to yourself, away from this person, so you can get your bearings. If you go to school together or work, try to avoid them as much as possible. It doesnโt have to be for long, just a day or two.
Do your best to stop the fantasies in your free time and alone time, and instead think about the real life situations youโve had with this person. Think of things youโve said to them, how did they react? Think of things you overheard them saying to other people, what did they actually mean when they said that?
Sit with yourself and ask the Divine to show it to you clearly. And work on trusting your intuition especially when it tells you something you donโt want to hear.
If youโre interested in subliminals, I have a clarity subliminal on youtube, that I think youโd really benefit from listening to during this time.
It helps strengthen your intuition, connects you to your highest self and helps you see people and situations for what they truly are, not for how itโs presented to be.
I made it for myself because I had a lot of friends and family members who are narcissistic and master manipulators, and I wanted to make sure I wasnโt being tricked by their illusions and masks. The subliminal helped me trust myself again and a lot of people I thought were trustworthy turned out to show their true colors after I started listening to the sub and it helped me clear them out of my life. So if you need extra help strengthening your intuition and seeing people clearly, this sub can help with that โค๏ธ
เฑจเง ๐ชฟ เฑจเง
Thatโs all for your reading, Natalia ๐ฅฐโจ
Iโm sending you loads of compassion, clarity and healing so you can see the situation clearly and believe in yourself โจYouโre a wonderful person, and you deserve a love that treasures you, always remember that.
Iโm here, if you need any advice or guidance on this, ๐ค My DMโs and Asks are always open!
If youโd like a personal reading from me, to dive deeper into this, you can book a reading with me on my Etsy or Ko~Fi shop. And please remember to send me feedback of how your reading was! Thank you!! ๐ฅฐ
Hi, just like a horse, I galloped and had sent you an ask with my name and sign before the game question had been posted. I still am interested, and my preference for the higher power is the universe. Thank you once again.
Hii my lovee ๐ค Thank you so much for your interest and trust in getting a reading from me ๐ฅฐโจ
And your eagerness is not a problem at all, this is a โfirst come, first serveโ situation so I counted you in โค๏ธ
๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐: Page of Wands, Hermit, 9 of Wands
๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐: All right Nel ๐ค something important that you arenโt seeing right now, is that you are about to be carried away on a journey.
This is a journey that, at its core, is fun and inspiring. This could be a creative endeavor like launching your art into the world, or it could be a physical journey where youโre moving or traveling. Possibly going on a backpacking trip across Europe?
Youโre probably already on this journey right now, and itโs something that came out of the blue, it took you by surprise after a really long time of not feeling like yourself. Of not feeling like a break or rest was anywhere in sight or even coming. You couldโve felt burnt out and found yourself fighting to keep the spark alive. And now the time for renewal is here, with a new adventure.
However, what youโre not seeing is that this adventure, this new opportunity will take you into a journey within yourself too. Youโll be doing this alone, like solo traveling or solo entrepreneurship, and that means itโs up to you how you want to do things. Where you want to travel, how light you want to pack, or what you want to sell, who your target audience is, and how you price items. If this is a move, itโll be up to you how decorate and furnish your new home.
And at first it may look daunting, you might feel exhausted by the effort of thought you need to put into this, and it might cause you to feel apathetic towards your project, and you might feel like maybe you bit off more than you can chew, but this is something that you need to be aware of, so you can hold onto the spark during the planning process. You wonโt be planning for long, and once the logistics are out of the way, you will feel free!
That inspiration will come at you like a wildfire and youโll be able to follow it wherever you want to go, with the energy to explore and create and have fun and truly enjoy it.
And something youโre not aware of is how deeply spiritually this new adventure is.
This isnโt just a new milestone in your life, this is a spiritual awakening. Where youโll go deeper within yourself, from the solitude and requirement to make decisions yourself, youโll learn more about who you are. Youโll learn more about what you like and donโt like, and youโll deepen your connection to the universe because youโre expanding your understanding of yourself.
Now, with a spiritual awakening, youโll be met with things that can feel exhausting. Spiritual awakenings often come at us out of the blue, and they feel like weโre being attacked by the universe, like weโre in the high school gymnasium during dodge ball and all the balls are flying at us from every direction.
We feel tired, mentally and physically exhausted. Sometimes we get cold or flu symptoms like headaches, coughs, lethargy and sometimes we feel nausea. All of these symptoms are there to pull us into ourselves, away from people for a little while so we can hear our intuition and hear what the universe wants to teach us in that moment. Itโs important to remember during this spiritual awakening {and all spiritual awakenings} that you are not under attack, that the universe is not mad at you, or trying to punish you or make an example out of you. Sometimes in the thick of it, itโs hard to remember this. This is why you need to be aware of it now, before you get into it so you can set up little reminders and self care days for yourself to help you handle the awakening.
The truth about a spiritual awakening is, itโs a good thing. It doesnt feel like it in the moment, but itโs like taking robitussin when you have a cold, it tastes gross and it feels slimy and then it makes you sleepy, but when you wake up you feel better. Your throat isnโt so sore, you can breathe easier and your symptoms feel less heavy on you. Itโs like that. A spiritual awakening is medicine for our soul, it brings us out of the matrix, out of self doubt and insecurities. It reminds us of who we are, it unveils the secrets of the universe, and it connects us deeper to ourselves and deeper to the universe. It reminds us that we arenโt alone, it reminds us that magic exists and it prepares us for learning about even more than we could ever imagine. But it is a process that can feel like itโs dragging you through the mud. This is important to be aware of because you just got out of a situation where you were hoping for a break, for someone to call a timeout. And you need to prepare for the possible toll this new adventure can put on you, so you can actually enjoy it and find your rest, call that timeout and not feel like you just went into another caged fight with an MMA fighter.
This is possible! To enjoy this next adventure and enjoy the spiritual awakening without it being exhausting, but you need to take some steps to prepare and set up a viable, sustainable routine to keep you feeling good throughout it.
Some steps you can take are:
Researching the different types of rest. If i remember correctly thereโs 7 different types of rest: Spiritual, Mental, Emotional, Physical, Sensory, Social and Creative.
~ Find the 2-3 rest ideas from each category that you resonate with, that feels comfortable and do-able. And keep a note of them, it could be a sticky note, a note on your phone, or you could write it in a journal, but keep a note of it so you can look back on it when you start to feel tired and apathetic towards your life. Look over that list, figure out which area you need rest in, and then take some time to implement the rest idea you jotted down.
Schedule days off and schedule self care hours on those days and stick to them no matter how busy you get.
~Itโs super important to set boundaries with yourself when it comes to self care and working during a spiritual awakening. Because without the rest, that tiredness can quickly turn into burn out and apathy and we donโt want you to reach a point of apathy ๐ค So if itโs the weekend you take off or if itโs in the middle of the week, stick to it, even if work piles up, or you get more clients or you really want to go to that museum and itโll ruin your itinerary if you go another dayโ let the work pile up, let the clients wait, and let your schedule get its feathers ruffled. Your rest is more important because once you rest, youโll feel rejuvenated and youโll be able to get more done when you get back to work. And let your life go with the flow if plans donโt go your way. This is what a spiritual awakening is all about, learning how to move with the web and flow of the universe. All detours are divinely guided, and itโs happening for a reason. Think of the burnt toast theory if you need to feel grounded in a moment of unplanned chaos.
Build a community with spiritual people who are likeminded as you and that can help you grow and give you confidence when youโre going through tower moments.
~ Spiritual awakenings often come with tower moments, I donโt think Iโve personally had one that didnโt come with a tower moment (or 3 ๐ ) and these can be rough to go through alone, but spiritual awakenings usually uproot you from your current social group if they arenโt benefiting or propelling you into your highest self. So look for new friends, a community that you can reach out to and talk to when things get rough. Therapy can also be a really great tool if you find the right therapist. ๐ค
Just remember that youโve earned rest, youโve earned a timeout, and thatโs what this adventure and spiritual awakening is all about! Itโs here and itโs happening for you, so you can learn to take a step back and balance your work and life, while bringing you closer to your highest timeline.
เฑจเง ๐ชฟ เฑจเง
Thatโs all for your reading.
Iโm sending you loads of healing energy to help you through this new journey!! You got this, my love! โจโจ
Iโm here, if you need any advice or guidance on how to navigate your spiritual awakening, youโre not alone through this Nel ๐ค My DMโs and Asks are always open!
If youโd like a personal reading from me, to dive deeper into this, you can book a reading with me on my Etsy or Ko~Fi shop. And please remember to send me feedback of how your reading was! Thank you!! ๐ฅฐ
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Please be polite/respectful when submitting your request, thank youu! โค๏ธ
Be sure to send your request thru my Pigeon Messenger ๐๏ธ not in DMs
and please send me feedback/a review after you receive your reading ๐ค
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Hii my loves, i just wanted to say a quick update in response to some asks Iโve gotten:
Yes, the game is still open! Youโre not too late.
Itโs not closing until Saturday May 9, at Midnight PST time. (May 10, 8am GMT)
Iโm working right now but as soon as Iโm done Iโll start working on the free readings in order from the first (oldest) ask submitted to the last (newest)
And itโs okay if you missed details in your ask, Iโll still read for you even if youโre anonymous I can still tune into your energy, the extra details just make it easier for me and less time consuming โค๏ธ
And for those who sent asks before the game *officially* opened, itโs not a problem! Iโm still counting yall in ๐ฅฐ
Okay thatโs all, I just wanted to calm yallโs nerves on it ๐ค ttyl
Hii, my loves!! Hereโs a lil guide to my tarot games, their rules, and what you can expect from them!
what are tarot games
From what I gathered from searching tumblr for a few hours is: Tarot Games are a fun way to do free tarot reading giveaways for entertainment purposes only.
They are like pick a pile readings but personal instead of for the collective. So, I come up with the topic and then anyone whoโs interested in receiving a free personal reading on that topic can send me an Ask thru my โPigeon Messenger ๐๏ธโ and Iโll do a personal reading for you and share it here โค๏ธ
But I really wanted to make the readings both entertaining and useful to your spiritual journey, so Iโll be mixing some serious questions with the fun questions for the games.
why I opened tarot games on my blog
I opened up tarot games because the main reason why I opened a divination shop in 2024 was so I could help more people on their spiritual journeys and bring accuracy, clarity and warmth in a place where I feel like we donโt have a lot of that going around.
But pricing readings according to the energy I spend on them kinda put a damper on how many people I can reach. So Iโve been trying to think of ways that I could offer personal readings to more people, without sacrificing my self worth. And in a way that I could keep up with while doing paid readings, pick a piles, and keeping a balanced work to life ratio too.
and yโall!! Iโm really excited for this because I *really* wanted to open up free readings to yโall but I didnโt know how I should go about it until now! So Iโm soo happy I found out about tarot games!! And Iโm even happier that so many of yall love the idea too!
how my tarot games work
Hereโs what to expect, since Iโm putting my own spin on the Tarot Games.
Every week or other week {depending on my schedule} Iโll open a Tarot Game for 2-3 days.
Sometimes, ahead of time, Iโll post a poll with 3 options for the next tarot game topic, so yall can pick which topic I go with.
if youโre interested in getting a reading with that topic you can โenterโ the free reading giveaway by submitting an Ask to me with a few details {your zodiac sign, first ~preferred~ name initial, and your preferred term for the higher power} once i open the tarot game
Iโll be doing these readings between pick a piles and paid readings so depending on how busy i am, and how many requests come thru there may be a small wait time on them {1-3 days from when it was submitted}
Iโll be doing the readings with a max of 3 cards so it can be quick to do, so it fits into my schedule. This will also make the reading shorter than my paid personal readings. There might not be as much detail in it but itโs still got the same accuracy, clarity and warmth that my personal readings have โค๏ธ Once I close the Tarot Game, please know that requests will close too.
Itโll give yall a taste of what a personal reading with me is like, plus it gives my decks a chance to do what they love doing: dishing out readings like lightning โจitโs perfect for everyone!
how to enter the tarot game
Follow me (to know when the next tarot game is open, and to become part of the collective that I read for in pick a piles too)
Like or Reblog the Tarot Game {so it can reach more people who could benefit from it!)
Send me an ask with your zodiac sign, and the initial of your first name and your preferred term for the higher power {God, Divine, Universe, Spirit, etc.}
Anonymous asks are Welcome! Just please share your initial and zodiac sign so I can pick up on your energy ๐ฅฐ
tarot game rules
Iโll always include these rules in the current tarot game post but if I forget something, here they all are โค๏ธ
Please be polite/respectful when submitting your request, thank youu! โค๏ธ
{you donโt have to be overly nice, I just donโt want to feel like someone is demanding a free reading from me. because this is something Iโm offering, itโs a gift, and I donโt want it to become something you take advantage of or take for granted.}
Be sure to send your request thru my Pigeon Messenger ๐๏ธ not in DMs
{This helps me make sure I get thru all the requests and donโt miss someone โค๏ธ }
and please send me honest feedback/a review after you receive your reading ๐ค
{This helps me improve as a reader and also builds up my client reviews since I did most readings over the past couple years thru text & email ~and i forgot to screenshot the reviews before deleting~ instead of on my shops. So itโs a win~win. And I wonโt be upset if the review isnโt โ5stars,โ I just want honest feedback no matter what it is. โค๏ธ }
Iโm really excited for this!!
If you have any questions or want me to elaborate on this please reach out and ask me โค๏ธ
The answer to the question: ๐๐ก๐๐ญ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ฌ๐จ๐ฆ๐๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ข๐ฆ๐ฉ๐จ๐ซ๐ญ๐๐ง๐ญ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐ซ๐๐งโ๐ญ ๐ฌ๐๐๐ข๐ง๐ /๐๐ฐ๐๐ซ๐ ๐จ๐?
๐๐ฎ๐ฅ๐๐ฌ :
Please be polite/respectful when submitting your request, thank youu! โค๏ธ
Be sure to send your request thru my Pigeon Messenger ๐๏ธ not in DMs
and please send me feedback/a review after you receive your reading ๐ค
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Hii, soo I really want to start doing Tarot Games where I give yall free personalized readings on a topic that I choose.
Kinda like a pick a pile reading but itโs personalized to each of you, and you โenterโ the free reading giveaway by submitting an Ask to me with your zodiac sign and first name initial.
Iโll be doing these between pick a piles and paid readings so depending on how busy i am, and how many requests come thru there may be a small wait time on them {1-3 days}
Iโm thinking of doing the readings with 1-3 card spreads so it can be quick to do, so it fits into my schedule.
Itโll give yall a taste of what a personal reading with me is like, plus it gives my decks a chance to do what they love doing: dishing out readings like lightning โจ
The tarot game readings will be a max of 3 cards so it should be a shorter reading than my usual personal readings {in paid personal readings I always let as many cards come out that want to}
But Iโm kinda worried no one here wants this?
Soo, if youโre interested, please like this post so I know ๐ค Thank youu!
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Hii, soo I really want to start doing Tarot Games where I give yall free personalized readings on a topic that I choose.
Kinda like a pick a pile reading but itโs personalized to each of you, and you โenterโ the free reading giveaway by submitting an Ask to me with your zodiac sign and first name initial.
Iโll be doing these between pick a piles and paid readings so depending on how busy i am, and how many requests come thru there may be a small wait time on them {1-3 days}
Iโm thinking of doing the readings with 1-3 card spreads so it can be quick to do, so it fits into my schedule.
Itโll give yall a taste of what a personal reading with me is like, plus it gives my decks a chance to do what they love doing: dishing out readings like lightning โจ
The tarot game readings will be a max of 3 cards so it should be a shorter reading than my usual personal readings {in paid personal readings I always let as many cards come out that want to}
But Iโm kinda worried no one here wants this?
Soo, if youโre interested, please like this post so I know ๐ค Thank youu!
So you may have noticed that I have 2 shop links in my bio and on my collective reading posts.
๐ชฟ Both shops are different in one way: my Ko~Fi shop offers Channeled message Readings while my Etsy shop doesnโt.
โ๏ธ Why? โ๏ธ
I did this because I noticed a lot of customers on Etsy werenโt reading the description of what each reading offers and that meant they also werenโt aware that I was a witch.
This caused some problems when I channeled their ancestors and spirit teams because we werenโt aligned with each other. Some spirits were disrespectful towards me, while others were just straight up hostile.
This is where I learned to set up boundaries with the spirits I channel for clients.
More than anything, I want to make sure I am aligned with my clients and their spirit teams, not just for my safety but also for the sake of their reading.
When spirits donโt feel comfortable around someone they tend to close up, or go on tangents that arenโt helpful to the reading.
This can go a few ways, it either ends up taking more time for me to soothe them and prepare them for your questions, or they could refuse to answer all together, or worse, they purposely give false information/answers out of spite.
Itโs just a mess for everyone, and Iโd rather not waste a clientโs time and money for a reading that is an insult to all of us involved.
So I keep my channeled readings exclusive to my Ko~Fi shop, because my Ko~Fi shop is only linked from here, (my tumblr) and from my youtube channel where I post subliminals.
Both of these places, share clearly that I am a witch so itโs more likely that a client who books a reading with me from Ko~Fi is truly aligned with me.
However, I do still keep the channeled readings on Ko~Fi exclusive to monthly members for $5/month, just to ensure we truly are aligned with each other.
If you have any questions or want me to elaborate on something in this post please reach out, either with my asks โPigeon Messenger ๐๏ธโ, comments or DMs. ๐ค
~ Yes! I do free โTarot Gamesโ for fun. Currently, they are only when I open them and of a topic that I choose.๐ชฟYou can learn more here.
Can I get a discount on your readings?
~ Yes, I offer discounts around the new moons and witchy holidays. Only on Ko~Fi, the Code: NEWMOON for 25% off and Code: HOLIDAY for 35% off
Why do your readings cost so much?
~ I price my readings according to how much energy I put into a reading. Factoring in the time it takes me to do a reading from cleansing my tools and space to sending the reading to you. I put in a lot of effort, detail and compassion into my readings and I personally believe the prices are fair because of how beneficial they are to you โค๏ธ
I love your readings but I hate reading so much. Can you shorten the reading for me?
~ No. The readings are long because I include everything that comes through in the session. I believe every detail is important, including the journey to each detail. I wouldnโt feel right about shortening the reading because Iโd feel anxious, like I was hiding something important from you, and I wouldnโt know what it wasโ since only you and your spirit team know whatโs important to you in the message. If you want a short reading, then Iโm not the reader for you โค๏ธ
Iโm a christian, can I get a reading from you?
~ Yes of course! โค๏ธ you are more than welcome to book a reading with me, no matter your religion, or political bias. Contrary to popular belief, divination is religion friendly and is actually a big part of judaism and christianity as well!
Do you hate christians because youโre an ex-christian?
~ No, of course not. I donโt hate christians, or people of any religion. I only left christianity because I personally donโt resonate or feel at peace/happy with the christian gods and beliefs.
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Your readings are always spot on, and I want to read tarot like you. Can you help me?
~ Yess, I have a sideblog @starlingschool where I give information and tips for reading tarot and strengthening your intuition. If you have any questions or need help with anything tarot related you can DM me, comment or use my Ask box โPigeon Messenger ๐๏ธโ or โOwlโs Desk ๐ฆโ and Iโll reply as soon as I can. At the moment, I donโt have time to do 1-on-1 teaching courses but this is what I can do for now โค๏ธ
Why did you leave christianity?
~ I grew up in an abusive household where christianity was used to keep me submissive to the abuse, while pardoning their behavior. I actually dove deep into studying christianity during my pre-teens to 16 years old, and later, I deconstructed the religion to help heal from religious trauma. I ultimately realized that the religion, gods, and pantheon doesnโt resonate with my soul and instead it was holding me back from my full potential. So I left and found a belief system that allows me to grow and feel at peace โค๏ธ
Why do you call yourself an ex-christian? it feels irrelevant, Why not leave that out?
~ Itโs not irrelevant to me. Being a christian was a big part of my life and my journey into witchcraft. I studied the religion and I understand, firsthand, the trauma it can cause. Itโs part of my experience and even though it was painful, itโs an important building block for my practice and how I read for clients.
How did you become a witch?
~ I became a witch as part of healing from religious trauma. I was raised to be afraid of witchcraft and in 2018 I decided it was time to educate myself on things that scared me instead of being ignorant about it and allowing the fear to control my life. So in 2020, I dove into witchcraft and polytheism and I learned that there was nothing to be afraid of โค๏ธ I eventually found peace in it and carved my own path and declared myself a witch!
What is your zodiac sign?
~ Iโm a sagittarius โค๏ธ with a pisces rising and aries moon
Iโll continue to add to this if I see other questions are being asked a lot too โค๏ธ
What does the month of May have in store for you? plus Guidance for the month ahead
May 2026 edition
This is a collective reading, meaning there wonโt be as much detail as if itโs a personal reading, so take what resonates and leave what doesnโt ๐ฉท If youโd like a personal reading on this, you can purchase a reading on my Etsy or Ko-Fi Shop as Quill and Ink for $60 or Rome for $130.50
๐ i m p o r t a n t n o t e ๐
I will never message you first asking for money or about booking tarot readings with me, so please be mindful of impersonators! You can only Book a Reading with me through my Etsy Shop and my Ko~Fi Shop and I only have one of each, all linked here.
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Close your eyes, Take a deep breath, and Pick the Pile{s} youโre most drawn to, to hear what the month of May has for you.
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1 โธ 2 โธ 3
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Content Warning: Some swear words are present in all piles. pile 2 is 18+ NSFW, mentions sex and domestic abuse. Pile 3 also mentions domestic abuse and the toll it takes.
๐ฉ๐ข๐ฅ๐ ๐ ~ ๐ฆ๐๐ฌ๐ค
decks used: Nyxie {Age of Aquarius tarot} and Glenda {Green Witch oracle}
the question: Whatโs happening in the month of May for you?
your cards: 2 of pearls, 6 of wands, tower, 6 of swords, world, page of wands, Tomato ~ Love, Daffodil ~ Hope, Stock ~ Focus
your message: Okay Pile 1, the month of May is looking really good for you!! May is a new beginning for you, with the world, the tower and 6 of swords here, itโs signaling that you have just closed out a major chapter in your life, so much so that May isnโt just a new chapter for you, itโs a whole new book in a whole new library, in a whole other part of the world for you.
Whatever youโve been used to in your life that has made you feel tired, hopeless, burnt out, frustrated or desperate, all of that is crumbling down. If it hasnโt already crumbled down by the end of April, expect major transformations in every aspect of your life during the first week of May!
Two of pearlsโ which is the pentacles suit in this deckโ is saying your life is finally balancing out.
Thereโs a quote from Teen Wolf I really like, itโs: โHave you ever heard the term โRegression to the Meanโ? itโs a bit of a technical way of saying things will always even outโฆ things canโt always be bad. So no matter how bad things get, or how good, things will always come back to the middle.โ
Two of pearls is saying youโve finally gotten to the point in your life where things are returning to the middle, balancing out and this is when life will be easier for you.
There may still be hardships and some annoyances here and there to come, but right now, with May, youโre returning to the middle of all the good and all the bad, by getting an influx of good things. Great things, actually, with the 6 of wands indicating success and rewards that have been long overdue for you.
And it will all come in suddenly, like an ocean wave thatโs been building up for a while, and now itโs got enough momentum to flip over and lap the beach. You could see it coming, this is definitely something youโve been aware of, maybe not aware of the exact rewards, but youโve been putting in the work, youโve been seeing the signs pointing to this new chapter of peace, and youโve also been praying for it.
I get the feeling that this is also something that youโve seen coming for a long time, at least the past 6 to 8 months, youโve either been building towards it or youโve been seeing signs about it or youโve been feeling exhausted, desperate and have been pleading with the universe to give you a break.
Well, this is it. May is your break.
Itโs all been happening in divine timing, which hasnโt felt like perfect timing for you because itโs been a hell of a ride to get here, but even when we donโt understand why things happen when they happen and why things take longer to manifest for us, it is still divine timing. The annoying thing about divine timing is, it doesnโt make sense to us, we canโt always understand it until we see the big picture later on. And sometimes we never really understand it at all. Itโs not for us to understand, itโs for us to trust it.
And thatโs what youโve been doing!
Even though itโs been hard to hold onto hope in the recent past, and itโs been hard not to doubt it, youโve still held onto the hope that it would arrive soon.
And your spirit team is really proud of you for holding onto that hope, even if itโs as small as a mustard seed, it was enough. And theyโre proud of you.
Theyโre saying โNow, the fun begins.โ
Youโve been dangling off a cliff, holding onto a branch, hoping for solid ground and a rest break from the hits life has been dishing out, and right now your break is coming. The branch youโve been holding onto may snap, with the tower showing a foundation thatโs been keeping you steady is going to crumble away, for a new foundation to hold you, but this isnโt something to be afraid of.
The tower only crumbles when its foundation is no longer useful to us, itโs no longer helping us on our journey, and instead itโs holding us back from our full potential. This is when the foundation cracks and crumbles and falls away completely, so that we can find a new way of living, thinking, moving. A way that benefits us, that helps us grow, and helps us achieve our fullest potential. And thatโs what May is all about for you. The branch may break but youโll find the drop to be relieving when you realize there was a sturdy rock directly underneath you to catch you, and it leads to a mountain path perfectly carved out for you to walk down the mountain and to a whole new life.
May is that relief, but itโs also filled with gifts for you. With the world and two of pearls here, youโll be given a lot of things, tangible things you can hold, that prove to you that youโre in a whole new life, that things are better now.
If youโve been looking for a job, May is when youโll finally get approved from that interview, and youโll start โnext Mondayโ
If youโve been struggling with paying off debt, May is when youโll get a bonus out of no where, or they decide to pause the interest, and you finally get to catch up, and pay it off in one go.
If youโve been looking for a house to move to, May is when youโll find it and move in.
If youโve been looking for love, or if youโve been waiting on a marriage proposal, May is when you receive it.
If youโve been struggling with all these things, May is when all of them come in for you. And so many more things as well. May is when everything youโve been asking for finally arrives for you.
Signed, sealed, and delivered straight to you.
May is when you have everything you want and need and you feel like you can finally breathe again.
Youโve been holding your breath because of fear, exhaustion, and the uncertainty of thinking maybe no higher power is going to help you after all. That doubt, that fear, has caused you deep emotional and mental pain while you felt like you couldnโt breathe, May is when you get your breath back to normal. When you can breathe in fresh air, deep breaths and relax with every exhale. May is when you no longer have to cling on to faith, hope and trust, but instead everything has been proven to you. Where your faith has been proven with tangible evidence, your desires have fully come into fruition and you donโt need to struggle to believe that you arenโt alone anymore.
May is when your spirit team, and the divine, comes through and shows you just how deeply loved you are, how powerful they are, and how theyโve always been by your side, and how they really are taking care of everything for you.
While May is a relief for you, it is not a time for 24/7 rest, instead it comes with excitement and work to be done.
If itโs a new job, or a promotion, youโll need to do some training, memorizing and get to work. If itโs a new house, youโll have to furnish it, make it a home, and break it in with some laughter and a fresh coat of paint. If itโs paying off debt, youโll have to rework your budget to account for not having to set money aside for that payment now, but also not splurging when you know you shouldnโt. Itโs going to be some work, but itโs good work. Itโs a good thing.
But most importantly, May is a time for your creativity to shine through. If youโre an internet personality, a chef or baker with social media, or a photographer with an online portfolio, or anything to do with showing the public your work, your art, your hobbiesโฆ Expect a new wave of energy to flow through you.
If youโve been burnt out, May is when your fire gets lit again. May is when inspiration strikes and your energy to create is fully renewed.
But youโll need to focus your energy on your projects wisely, because May is when a burst of energy comes through and youโll feel like you have a million projects you want to work on, but you need to control what you work on, what you spend energy on.
Itโs going to feel like a wildfire of energy, of inspiration, and if you let that wildfire spread wherever it wants to go, it will burn out. You need to keep it contained. Use logic to control the inspiration.
When that wildfire of inspiration hits you, take a breath, sit down and make a list of everything you want to do. Make a list of where the flames are wanting to go, and then focus your energy on one project at a time. This way you get more done and you feel great about accomplishing one task at a time, because with every task you complete, more energy, more fire will come to you. This way you wonโt burn out again.
May is when your creative work takes off, if youโve been hoping for brand deals, a million subscribers, more orders/sales, May is bringing all of that to you and so much more.
May is jam packed with gifts for you, gifts that have been building up for years and have felt overdue for so long, plus gifts you didnโt even know you wanted, didnโt even think were possible, and May is christmas morning. And thereโs a tree with thousands of presents underneath it just for you. Presents, gifts, public recognition, adoration, fame and wealth that is pouring in because you deserve it.
One more thing that May is bringing in for you, is love. Love in every aspect of your life, Friendships you can trust, that feel like family, filled with unconditional love and warmth.
Romantic relationships that feel comfortable, safe, and passionate.
If youโre married, or in a fulfilling relationship, May is when youโll conceive a child or give birth to one thatโs already been brewing for some time.
And if youโve been online for a while, or if you start your content creation journey, May is when youโll become famous because your audience loves you and they love what you do and they bring in more support.
May is a time of relief, evidence of magic, renewed energy and massive inspiration that needs to be focused for long term sustainability. And most importantly, May is when you finally fall in love with life again.
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the question: Whatโs your guidance for Mayโs journey?
your cards: queen of pearls, ace of pearls, knight of wands, 7 of cups, queen of wands, 7 of swords, 3 of pearls, 6 of cups, 3 of swords, page of cups, page of swords reversed, Marigold ~ Positivity, Tomato ~ Love, Black Mulberry ~ Wholeness, Strawberry ~ Agreement, Sweet Corn ~ Ritual
your message: Okay, pile 1, youโve got a lot of guidance coming through for the month of May, which makes sense because of how massively positive and abundant the month is going to be for you.
The first thing I want to say is, thereโs going to be a lot of money coming in for you, like a *lOt*. Whatever you think a lot of money is, double it, then triple that. Youโre going to be swimming in wealth in May.
And while this is going to be exciting, because itโs more money than youโve ever had before, or even seen before, you need to be careful with how you spend it. Youโll need strategies and help to manage your money.
When I flipped over the 7 of swords, I heard โGet a financial advisor, to help get those taxes and upcoming projects in order and then help you manage how to spend, save and invest it all.โ 3 of pearls and Agreement, confirms this as well, but youโll need to look over the contracts *carefully,* as well.
In May, between the house, influx of sales, a financial advisor and potentially hiring lawyers too to draw up contracts for new projects,
specifically Iโm seeing brand deals and buying property for a new bakery/store, and signing record deals for music,
thereโs going to be a lot of contracts coming your way. And your guidance is to read them carefully, and get a second and third opinion, before you even pick up the pen to sign.
Take your time with signing things, make sure you understand everything in full, and make sure that thereโs no loopholes or fine print you need to be worried about. With the contracts, and your new wealth, thereโs going to be a lot of people that are going to try to trick you into things, whether itโs nefarious or if itโs just tricking you into paying more for a cheaper deal. Be careful.
Make sure you can trust your lawyers too, thereโs some lawyers out there that only care about the bottom line, they donโt care about the person. Find someone that cares about you *more* than they care about the money, and have them look over your contracts and explain it to you.
It may seem like a time suck, especially with the fire energy trying to push you into deals and projects faster than lightning strikes, but this is something that needs to take time.
You need to pause, take a breath, slow down and go into this will a clear perspective and strategic plan, not on impulse, or idealism, thinking everyone loves you and everyone is honest, because thatโll lead to deals that turn sour quicker than you can say โoops.โ
May is about finding your rhythm by finding rituals to keep your energy focused, and keeping yourself safe from acting before thinking.
Rituals like picking up a new hobby that speaks to your inner child, or especially an old hobby that you abandoned because you didnโt think you had the time for it.
May is going to feel like youโre running out of time but thatโs an illusion because of the influx of energy.
May is actually a month where you will have all the time in the world and you need to use it responsibly by slowing down and taking the time something needs so it can be done right.
If thereโs no hobbies that come to your mind, here are a few examples for your rituals for slowing down: it can be doing a crossword puzzle to clear your mind, drawing the view from your kitchen window after breakfast, or taking a 15 minute walk around your neighborhood where you just enjoy the sights, the smells and the sounds around you.
Whatever your ritual is, it needs to be something that grounds you in the present moment, gets all worries and tasks out of your mind, and helps you remember why youโre doing this in the first place. This way itโs easier for you to go into the meetings and contract deals with a clear mind and you donโt feel like you have to take the first thing they give you. Youโre allowed, *youโre encouraged* to ask for more, to ask for better, to ask to see other options.
Just because one company offers you a deal, doesnโt mean you have to shake hands with them. You can look for other companies to work with.
And if no one else is knocking on your door yet, but the deal in front of you doesnโt feel right, decline it and another offer thatโs better will come to you.
You need to operate from a standing where you know your worth, you know what you deserve and you arenโt going to settle for anything thatโs below that line. Ask for what you want, and donโt stop until you get it. Youโre meant to sit in luxury and wealth and in this energy of having all that you need. Youโre no longer operating from a place of lack or desperation. You donโt have to settle for scraps, you can ask for the whole meal and get a feast instead!!
Thereโs going to be times where you get triggered, where you feel the aches and pains from the previous months coming back that make you doubt your worth, or doubt if better offers are possible. Donโt let yourself get trapped into old mindsets and limiting beliefs.
When the new chapter comes, make a list for yourself of everything positive that happened to you and for you.
You got a new job or you got that promotion? Write it down.
You finally paid off that credit card youโve been agonizing over how to pay it? Write it down.
You got your dream house and it has an extra bathroom? Write. It. Down.
Keep track of all the wins because this list is what will help you remember how your life can change for the better, how better is possible and right around that corner, and that you donโt have to worry about how itโll happen because your spirit team has it taken care of for you. This list will help you believe in magic and trust the universe when limiting beliefs and doubts start to pop up again.
Youโre going to have new friends, new people in your life that love you and support you in ways youโve never had before, cherish them, donโt take them for granted.
Make sure they know how much you appreciate them and that theyโre being loved and supported by you the same way.
It needs to be equal give and take in these new relationships.
And that also means managing yourself so you donโt over give to someone who isnโt reciprocating.
**If thereโs anyone in your life during May that isnโt reciprocating your energy, leave. them. behind. It may feel cruel in the moment, especially if theyโre someone youโve known for years or since childhood, but your new chapter is about remembering your worth and not accepting less from anyone.
And that includes in relationships, friendships, and partnerships.
The more you weed out people, places, and things that arenโt reflecting your worth and new standards, the more aligned you will be with your highest timeline and the more wealthy, luxurious and filled with love your life will be. You need to make room for the new things that are coming to you, new friends, new relationships, new partnerships, new houses, places, vacation trips, and to make that room you need to let go of everything that isnโt aligned with you anymore. Clothes with holes in them, shoes you hate wearing, friends that never ask how youโre doing, co workers that talk shit behind your back but you keep in your vicinity because of the idea of โkeeping your enemies closer.โ No. Not anymore.
Thereโs no room for enemies in your life anymore. Only true friends and people that add to the quality of your life.
May is full of positive changes for you, and itโs going to happen regardless of what you do and thereโs nothing you can do to stop it from happening.
Let this be your comfort, that this breakthrough is happening for you no matter what. And itโs happening in May.
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Thatโs all for pile 1, Iโm so excited for you!! Enjoy your month, my loves cos you deserve it!! ๐ค๐ฅฐ
If youโd like a personal reading on this, you can purchase a reading on my Etsy or Ko-Fi Shop as Quill and Ink for $60 or Rome for $130.50 {Rome is 6 questions to explain your month ahead}
๐ฉ๐ข๐ฅ๐ ๐ ~ ๐๐ฅ๐จ๐๐ค
decks used: Nxyie {age of aquarius tarot} and Glenda {green witch oracle}
the question: What does the month of May have in store for you?
your cards: tower, 5 of pearls, 9 of pearls, knight of wands, page of swords, fool, 8 of pearls, 7 of swords, marigold~ positivity, chili~ stimulation, pansy~ attraction, chives~ divination
numbers that may resonate: 34, 14, 18, 40
your message: Okay pile 2! May is such a great month for you!! Thereโs so much to share.
First off, youโre going through a major breakthrough! In multiple areas of your life, in relationships (love and friendship) in your spiritual journey, and your finances! Iโll get more into this later.
The tower here signifies the end of something thatโs been holding you back in life, mostly around happiness and satisfaction, but also in whatever area of your life that you have felt a *deep* lack in. Somewhere youโve needed more of something to fill that aching hole.
Like with all tower moments, this is the complete realization that something in your life has got to go. Whether itโs people, habits or a place, youโre going to realize enough is enough and youโre moving on from them for good!! Leaving them behind and never looking back because youโll realize they were what were keeping you stuck in the same cycle.
May is when you see people, habits, places, events, and things for *exactly* what they are, not for what they pretend to be. Good PR, or even Tree Paine (taylor swiftโs pr manager) canโt save anyone or anything from Mayโs unveiling for you. May is when are the rose colored glasses fall off and break. And itโll happen quickly, itโll take you by surprise because while you may have a suspect in mind right now of who this could be about, thereโs also some one/thing here that you arenโt seeing, that you donโt suspect.
So it may cause some wreckage, there may be tears, yelling, or people trying to gaslight and manipulate other people into seeing you as the villain.
While this is one of the more undesirable effects of a tower moment, this is not something you should be afraid of. Your cards are super positive, you even got the Positivity card from Glenda!! {the green witch oracle deck} and the energy around this tower moment is full of healing, full of blessings, and abundance! Yes you may lose friends, or a famous hangout that you love to go to, but that space where they used to be, that opens up and quickly gets filled with new friends, new people, new places to travel and enjoy! The tower moment is more of a โoh shitโ moment for the people in your life that have been fake, lying or talking shit behind your back, than it is an โuh-ohโ for you.
For you, even though this shakes up the ground beneath you, and you feel like you lost something or someone that meant a lot to you, itโll be such a relief for you! Itโll confirm suspicions youโve had for a while, but were never quite able to get proof of it. This is when everything starts to click, it starts making sense, things that happened years ago to just a couple hours ago, youโll see it all in a new way, in the truth of what really happened and why.
And this newfound perspective will help you move forward and be aware of what to look out for in new relationships and new habits and places, so that you never end up in the same situation again.
Now, for your finances, and emotional stability, May is hella great for you!!
The cards show you currently being in the energy of the 5 of pearls, which is the pentacles suit of this deck. This is showing extreme foundational struggles, usually in finances so possibly mountains of debt that have been piling up for years or thereโs suddenly been new expenses that have cost wayy more than you expected.
Like taking your car into the shop to fix the carburetor and then being told you need to buy a whole new set of everything and they said itโd be โcheaper to just buy a new car.โ Something like that, where you expected to pay a moderately small fee but it turned into thousands of dollars and took you by surprise.
And while 5 of pearls could be talking about a financial situation, itโs also talking about relationships that have felt one sided for so long that you expect it to just always be that way. Youโve lost hope that things could change and while you are looking for help, possibly going to couples counseling or just talking it over with a friend for emotional support, it doesnโt look like help is going to come.
This is also talking about a housing situation. So if youโre currently in a relationship where you live together, you could be worried about breaking up and them insisting that they keep the house and the car and the pets, and youโre worried about where youโll live next, how youโll get around places, and also desperately not wanting to leave your furry kids behind. This is completely understandable, Iโm actually in a similar situation, so my heart goes out to you!
The good news is, May is when those 5 of pearls become 9 of pearls!
9 of pearls talks about luxury, having so much wealth and abundance that youโre swimming in comfort, peace and feeling like a boss. Youโre your own person now, independent and able to handle business by yourself, not because you have to do it all on your own, but because you have the resources to thrive without the help of anybody else!
This means, youโll have a place to stay. Not just crashing on your best friends couch while you get a 1 bedroom apartment with a rat infestation, but a comfortable home, in a safe part of town, with great neighbors {whatever that means to you, whether itโs friendly neighbors that always say hi or neighbors who live 5 miles away and you never have to see or speak to any of them}
Essentially, May is when you get your dream house, your dream car, and you keep your pets. May is when justice is served and you finally get everything you need, and everything you want, especially if you thought it wasnโt possible, itโs going to happen!!
May is pulling in all the best things in life to you, because you deserve it, youโve earned it. Itโs been waiting to come to you on divine timing, but itโs been something youโve been working towards, either karmically, by doing the right thing in difficult situations, or physically working to make this happen. Like looking for a realtor, asking friends about a place to stay while you get back on your feet, looking for jobs or anything to progress your search for stability and change.
May is your new beginning, your safe haven, where you finally get to relax and breathe again and become inspired by life again.
I want to say, if youโre in a tough spot like I described about a housing situation, or pets you want to keep, 7 of swords is showing that you need to be strategic about this. About your move. The best thing you can do is move secretly, when no one is home, and without telling anyone. Especially if this is an abusive situation, and thereโs kids or pets involved, itโs better to take them with you without giving the other person a chance to retaliate. If this is an abusive situation, with kids involved, itโs a good idea to be ready for the police or courts to get involved, and that means piling up evidence of the abuse so you can protect your kids if the other person demands to get them back under their roof. I know this can sound difficult to do, but the cards are showing success here for you, so even if you donโt know how to do this or if what you have is enough, the cards and energy is saying โEverything will work out better than anything you could imagine. You just have to move logically instead of recklessly.โ
Now, on a happier and lighter note! Youโve got a major glow up coming in May!! And with that glow up, youโre going to be attracting lots of new people to you! This is lovers, as well as friends because your energy is getting revamped, youโre aligning with a higher, happier, abundant version of you, and that means youโre a lightning rod for attention and admiration.
Weโve got the Attraction and Stimulation card here and this means, for anyone who is single, or going to be newly single ๐ youโre going to attract a new partner that is totally in sync with your sexual needs. If youโve been feeling under loved, if itโs been a while since you last had a good orgasm, May is when you finally feel fully satisfied with someone else.
This is going to be someone that has it all, the good looks, the charming personality, interesting hobbies and social life, the family values if youโre looking for that, and they also know exactly how to make you feel good. They put your needs first, they love making you finish first, and they want you and your body more than anything else in the world and their actions will 1000% show it to you. They are everything you want and everything you need, everything youโve been craving and desperate for, and so much more too.
If youโre already in a happy relationship, but the passion between yall has kinda fizzled out, or thereโs just not been time for it, May is when time is made. May is when that passion is reignited like never before. Expect multiple rounds in a session, edging, complete satisfaction, and expect to have a big mess to clean up afterwardsโฆ Have fun, and remember to stay hydrated!๐ค
The last thing May has in store for you is a spiritual upgrade. Youโre intuition is going to be upgraded so you can see things clearly, hear what your spirit team and the divine are trying to tell you, and youโll feel guided everywhere you go and in everything you do. You could be called to practice divination or start if youโve always been interested in it but havenโt taken that leap into it, May is the absolute perfect time for it!
If youโre a diviner too, a tarot reader or astrologer, or practice divination in any way, youโll be getting a lot more downloads in May. This is when your soul will be activated, more deeply than before, and your purpose for being on earth at this time will be revealed to you, and your accuracy in readings will skyrocket!!
If youโre not a diviner, and youโre not interested in doing divination yourself, May is the time for you to get a reading from someone you trust, and find out what your purpose here is, and what your spirit team wants to tell you.
May is the time for miracles and magic to be made real to you, to show up in your life and ignite a new and deeper sense of adventure and curiosity into the esoteric world.
May is when you get a giant pile of money, your dream house, dream car, dream job, dream lover, and your dream life. Your May is going to be incredible!! ๐ฅณ๐ฅณ
the question: Whatโs your guidance for Mayโs journey?
your cards: 8 of swords, hermit, magician, queen of wands, 7 of cups, temperance, 9 of cups, 5 of cups, queen of cups, page of wands, black mulberry~ wholeness, cauliflower~ transition, banana~ duality
numbers that may resonate: 33, 11, 27
your message: Okay Pile 2! Youโve got a lot of guidance for the month of May!
First up, we have the 8 of swords. Your guidance, if you choose to accept it, is donโt get lost in your thoughts. During this time of massive change and the tower crumbling, and people leaving your life, it can be *really* easy to get lost in the chaos and loss, that you start thinking youโre trapped in the divineโs plan for you with no way to escape the rollercoaster.
But thatโs not true, you arenโt trapped or โjust along for the rideโ that destiny has for you, you are the creator of your own reality. Now I need to clarify that because thereโs a lot of misconceptions around what it means to be the creator of your reality.
A lot of times people think we have the power to create the world around us just by thinking. Or that our subconscious self concept controls and dictates what the world around us looks like, how it treats us and *everything* that happens to us. This is not true.
If that were true, there wouldnโt be a war right now, poverty and starvation wouldnโt exist, and billionaires wouldnโt get away with horrible shit.
Instead, the truth is, we create our *personal* reality, not the world we see all around us. But this doesnโt mean that terrible childhoods, undesired events, or generational debt are created by us too. Those are just the casualties of being in a world where everyone has free will and ripple effects are caused.
The way we create our reality happens in 2 stages. The first stage is before we reincarnate on Earthโ whether you believe in reincarnation or not, this still applies because you are here on earth right now, because you incarnated, you came into being, on this earth. and the second stage is once youโre on earth.
The 1st stage, is when we plan our life on earth. The divine lets us plan the major events in our life, choose the lessons we learn, the people we meet that change our path for the better, and we can choose some details too. We have free range over what we want our life here to be like, because weโre meant to enjoy life while we learn lessons and expand our consciousness.
These are our soul contracts.
We can either choose to plan everything or scribble in a few notes and then let life do the rest.
Either way we write it up, we plan it, we create it, and we *consent* to it, before we are born here. This is what free will is, we have free will when we are planning our life.
Whenever you feel like you donโt have free will because โlifeโ is guiding you through it and it feels like youโre strapped onto the back of a rocket, flying through the air and crashing into things, with no way offโฆ and then you hear people say, โBut you have free will, you can get off whenever you want to.โ or โThereโs no such thing as fate. You make your own fate.โ
But you feel like that isnโt an option, because somehow every time you try to veer off that course, something always brings you back to it. Thatโs because that course, that path, is written in your soil contract, and no matter what you try to do on earth, or what obstacles get in your way, you will always return to where you chose your life to go.
Fate is just a fancy way of saying You chose this path before being born and no matter what, itโs going to happen.
And to some people thatโs a scary thought because you donโt remember what path you chose. You feel like your life is out of your control, and it feels like youโre fighting fate because it seems like everything you want isnโt part of the divine plan for you.
But this is why weโre here to learn about spirituality, to learn how to hear the divine and our spirit team, to get in tune with our higher self and see our purpose clearly. So we can understand our soul contracts and reclaim that control over our lives because suddenly we see everything is happening for us, not against us. We realize that the detours and the rejections that keep bringing us back to a path we donโt want to be on, was actually to bring us closer to where weโre supposed to be in this life. It stops feeling like a sick joke where youโre the punch line, and it starts feeling like comfort and protection.
A reassuring notion that no matter what happens, you will always make it where your soul wants you to be. And where does your soul want you to be? On your highest timeline. Living your best life. With luxury and safety and inspiration all around you. Everything else is just construction signs pushing you there.
Your guidance for May is to release yourself from the idea that you are a victim of life and fate. Your guidance is to see it clearly, and see that some terrible shit happened because other people are dickheads, and other times detours happen so you can find your footing in your highest timeline. Your guidance is to see them each clearly, to discern which is which and that will help you feel more free and more in control of your life because you understand it.
How do you do this? By deepening your understanding of spirituality. Meditation is really helpful for this, so is clearing mental blockages with subliminals, activating and balancing your energy centers, and speaking to your spirit team, hearing them talk to you. Doing research on esoteric teachings. All of these things can help deepen your connection and knowledge of spirituality.
Divination is also a really, *really* great tool for understanding the hidden secrets to life. But divination is also something that takes time and practice to understand so I understand if you feel hesitant on it.
I actually have a sideblog here @starlingschool where I teach how to read tarot, itโs a work in progress but Iโve got more posts coming soon. My DMs are also always open if you need help learning, Iโm always happy to share what I know!
But doing {or getting} readings can really help you understand the reason for why things are happening in your life, not just on a surface level but diving deeper into the ocean of spirituality and seeing that free will and fate are two sides of the same coin, and seeing how you can make your journey easier on you by remembering why you wanted your life to go this way.
Itโs also important that you trust the person who reads for you, not just their accuracy but also their intentions and morals because even psychic readers can be full of malicious intent. I think this is why your cards are so adamant about you learning divination for yourself too, so you donโt have to rely on anyone else to tell you what the divine is saying to you.
Especially if youโve just come from an abusive relationship, or if you have a lot of fake friends, it may be really hard for you to know who to trust. Iโve been there too so I totally know how that is, and how easy it is to trust the wrong person but feel like they were safe. When weโre surrounded by gaslighters, manipulators, and fake people, for too long, all manipulators start to seem trustworthy, and the real trustworthy people look shady to us. What helped me get out of that cycle of trusting the wrong people was to learn how to trust myself. Learning how to hear my intuition and trust it even if it went against everything i previously thought to be true.
That seems to be your guidance here too. You need to start learning how to trust yourself, how to hear your intuition, and trust it no matter what.
Divination is how I practiced trusting my intuition, but meditation is what helped me learn to hear it better. If you want any help during your process, feel free to ask me ๐ค my DMs, asks, and comments are always open and Iโll always reply as soon as possible.
Now, for the happier and lighter guidance! Youโve got the queen of cups and the queen of wands! These are my favorite queens in the tarot, because theyโre both so full of warmth and happiness ๐ฅฐ
So something I think I missed in the first question of your pile was that knight of wands, I mistook it for a clarity card for stimulation, when it was actually a stand alone card. Which is shown in the page of wands and queen of wands right now. So part of Mayโs abundance for you is new inspiration to do something youโve always wanted to do but didnโt feel worthy or capable of it before. The Queen of wands is saying this is something to do with being seen on the public scale. Being an influencer, a content creator, someone whoโs famous simply for doing something they love doing, something youโre passionate about.
This could be simple too, it doesnโt have to be on a celebrity scale, it can be that youโre opening your own bakery/ restaurant, or food truck.
It could be that youโre volunteering at an animal shelter and theyโll put you in a position of being responsible for something really important, like managing the other volunteersโ tasks.
All the queen of wands is saying is youโll be seen by a lot of people, doing something you love doing, and something that people see as a big role for you. They see you and they look up to you. Youโre like a Queen in your field. Regardless of your gender.
Page of wands is saying this is going to be an adventure for you, for two reasons. 1, because itโs something new, something you havenโt done before or havenโt done this before on this large a scale. And 2, itโs an adventure because itโs going to be so much fun for you! Fun, inspiring, exciting and youโll feel fulfilled, like youโll find your spark again. Youโll love life because of it and youโll feel alive again.
Which is definitely worth it after the hard times youโve been through previously. You deserve to feel alive again and enjoy life!!
The advice here is to see it as an adventure, romanticize the hell out of this month for you!
If things donโt go your way, donโt worry it was just a plot twist! If you get stuck with picking up dog poop at the shelter, imagine youโre in a romcom and youโre the main character, getting their life together while your new suitor is walking just around the corner. This is the opening credits to your new life, enjoy the journey, romanticize it and find inspiration in the little things.
Queen of cups is confirming the divination portion, as well as saying youโll need to be more compassionate towards yourself.
I may not know the details of your life since this is a collective reading, and I donโt know you personally, but from what the cards and energy have shown, youโve had a really tough year so far, possibly years and the unfortunate part of that is after so long of things not going your way, you start to think its because you deserve things to be shitty. You start to believe the lies that you arenโt worthy of better or that better isnโt possible for you. Queen of cups is saying you need to shed those ideas and those beliefs, because they arenโt true and theyโre holding you back from loving yourself and loving life. And you need to do both of those things for this new chapter of your life.
May isnโt just a new chapter for you, itโs a new book, in a new library, in a whole new part of the world. May wants to show you a whole new world, a whole new life, a whole new experience. Itโs going to feel like you are a whole new person living a completely different life and the life youโve previously been living was just a bad dream.
May is the turning point for you, but itโs turning into something incredible. Your advice is to embrace it, to accept it, by embracing yourself, by being kinder to yourself, by taking better care of you, and in turn, youโll love where it leads you to ๐ค
9 of cups is encouraging you to let yourself enjoy the new life.
You have earned it, itโs been waiting to meet you for so long but it had to wait for divine timing.
And you need to embrace it and learn to indulge in the good things in life. You need to let loose a bit, relax.
Have yourself a self care day, a nice bubble bath, a night out on the town with true friends, put your feet up, wear the comfiest clothes you own, and if you donโt have any, go out and buy yourself a comfortable outfit so you can feel luxurious and adored on your self care days.
It doesnโt need to be extravagant, you donโt need to spend a lot or go to a spa retreat, itโs still encouraged that youโre budgeting your money because yes while you are getting a large amount of money in May, you need to also budget it and manage it so it doesnโt become a burden instead of a luxury on you.
Thatโs what temperance and duality is here to say.
That you need to balance the good life thatโs coming in for you, with some of the logic and strategies you learned when you were living paycheck to paycheck.
In particular, the strategies where you learned to save and hold off on buying something as soon as you wanted it, so that you can make sure itโs a smart decision and youโll actually love it down the road.
The last piece of guidance for you, is to learn how to manifest what you want in life.
Your life is meant to be magical, to be special and unique, itโs meant to have miracles happening in it for you. May is happening for you so you can get out of the rut you were in, itโs like a tornado coming to pick you up from misfortune and land you somewhere beautiful! May is to show uou that magic is real, that magic exists and itโs possible for you, and itโs to show you how you can control your life, how you can create a life that you love.
May is the beginning of the magic, not where it ends, but you need to be the one to keep the magic going. So May is when you dive into spiritual practices like divination, meditation, and manifesting. Itโs going to be exciting! Lean into it pile 2 ๐ฅฐ๐ค
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Thatโs all for this reading ๐ค
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decks used: nyxie {age of aquarius tarot} and ryder {wild unknown archetype oracle}
Okay pile 3, youโve got an interesting pile because I think the cards wanted to do 4 pilesโฆ So thereโs two collective groups in this pile, with similar energy but itโs also vastly different. So Iโll be splitting this into Group A and Group B.
Please, Take a deep breath, and Pick the emoji you feel most drawn to to get your reading ๐ค
Thank you ๐ค Please find your group and proceed with the reading as usual ๐ฅฐ
Group A ๐
the question: What does the month of May have in store for you?
your cards: 2 of cups, temperance, star, chariot, the mother, the faultline
numbers that may resonate: 1, 2, 49, 14, 17, 7
your message: All right Group A! letโs dive right into it.
Your month of May is going to be incredibly healing. Right now, thereโs been some conflicts with someone in your life, it could be your parents, siblings, a lover, or someone whoโs been foundational in your upbringing/life or getting you comfortable in your career.
Lately, itโs been feeling like youโve been walking on eggshells around them, like something just isnโt quite right between you two and it doesnโt seem to make either of you feel comfortable, and to you, it doesnโt look like thereโs a way to fix it.
But you will be able to heal the relationship.
For group A, the reason behind the relationshipโs strain seems to come from the tight grip they have on how they want you to do something a certain way. In particular, it feels like a career choice. Where you want to go in a new direction and they are afraid youโre not thinking it through, or thatโs itโs a risky move, and theyโre telling you not to do it.
This is partly because they donโt know how to let you leave the nest that they created for you. The nest they envisioned your life to be like, and how they wanted it to be because it felt safe to them. But theyโre also being stubborn about this because they genuinely love and care for you so much, they just want you to be safe and stable wherever you land.
This is why itโll be easy for you to make amends in the relationship, because the foundation of the problem is an abundance of worry from loving you too much. I know it can be frustrating, but itโs actually the best kind of problem to have.
In May, the eggshells yall have been walking on will finally break, and there will be a conversation where everything comes out into the open, and everything between you two is shared and both of you understand where the other is coming from. Itโll happen quickly, and unexpectedly in the sense that if you plan to talk to them on Monday, itโll actually happen on Saturday at what looks like โthe worst possible time to bring this upโ
But let it happen, because even though it looks like terrible timing, itโs actually perfect. Itโs divine timing and itโs necessary. So instead of running away from the conversation, lean into it.
Donโt leave anything unsaid or any thought or intention up for misinterpretation.
This is a time to fully bare your mind, heart, and soul with them and vice versa so yall can finally stop trying to read each otherโs mindsโ because neither of you have been very good at that lately and thatโs part of the problemโ and finally come together and be on the same page.
Itโs here when youโre both on the same page that you find a solution and can move forward together, in perfect harmony, and the relationship will fully be renewed.
Things will feel even better than they were before, because your relationship is stronger now. Youโre on the same wavelength and you feel like youโre moving together in sync rather than to clashing rhythms.
May is also filled with so much love, compassion, balance and hope for you in an area where you havenโt felt it for a while. May is pouring in waves of love and hope, and deep deep healing, where youโll feel completely refreshed, and content. Like a child who falls asleep in the car ride home and wakes up as their parent is carrying them inside the house. That feeling of safety, love and peace, youโll have that in May ๐ค
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the question: Whatโs your guidance for Mayโs journey?
your cards: king of pearls, 3 of cups, queen of pearls, death, page of pearls, 3 swords, queen of cups, 5 of cups, the stone, the empty room, the eternal child
your message: Okay group A, your guidance for May and the situation between someone you love is to get a new perspective on this situation.
To get that perspective, you need to remember who this person is to you, why you love them, why they were in your life before things got tense and stressful, and to ground yourself in the knowing that this is someone who is worth keeping in your life.
Once you have that understanding grounding you, youโll need to see this situation from their perspective. Look at it with fresh eyes, and realize that they are only so angry, stubborn and trying to control your life because they see you as someone they need to protect. Someone who is like a child.
If this is a lover: they see you as naive, not in a bad way but in the way that you look for the best in situations, in people, and you are overly optimistic. They see you as someone who hasnโt been corrupted with the evil and heartache of the world, and they want to protect you from it. They donโt want you to leave their life or go into something thatโs risky where they end up losing you forever. They see you as an integral part of their life, someone they have crafted their whole life around. Theyโve planned the future with you in it and they donโt want to lose you or their dreams of the future because of this new idea or direction you want to go in.
I donโt see anything here that says the risk is dangerous, I think itโs more of a long distance situation like if you take this new job, youโll have to move away, or theyโll have to move with you and leave their family in another part of the world. Itโs a risk but itโs mostly internalized fears than any real danger.
if this is a parent: they see you like a child in the sense that to them you never grew up, youโre still their baby, their responsibility to provide for and take care of you. They also have a deep rooted fear of you leaving them because they never really felt like their home was empty.
With the empty room card, iโm seeing empty nest syndrome, and your parents never experienced that because of how close you are to each other. This new opportunity for you, could be you moving out for the first time, or maybe moving to another part of town or even across the country where itโs at least an hour drive to them, and theyโre worried theyโll never see you again because itโs a long way away.
Itโs important to know that the reason theyโre holding on so tightly and fighting you on this, is because they donโt want to lose you. They donโt want a life where youโre not in it.
And while it is frustrating having to prove that youโre an adult and can take care of yourself, youโre being guided to take a breath and realize they just need a little help feeling safe to let go of control. And once they feel safe to let you spread your wings and fly away, yall will have an ever better relationship with each other. But you need to help them to start feeling safe by having and showing them more compassion through this.
I do see that what you want to do is a good thing, with the page of pearlsโ which is the pentacles suit in this deckโ itโs saying this is a path of self development for you, where youโll grow and gain new experiences that are helpful to you and your path to come.
With the Queen and King of pearls here this is a really really stable opportunity for you, not just stable but lucrative. Itโs going to lead to abundance in wealth, in financial security, and in also laying down roots.
This is bringing you into your long term plans, if this is a career change or promotion, this is the career youโll stay in forever. if this is a promotion, youโre establishing your credibility with the company, possibly staying with them forever but there is the possibility of leaving them on your terms to go somewhere else in the future where the skills and experience you gained here are necessary, appreciated and respected in your new position.
If this is around a move, youโll live there long term, raise your family there. And if youโre currently single, youโll meet your long term partner in that city.
And with the 3 of cups, this is saying that you will get to a point where your friend, partner, or parent is proud of you and celebrating with you on this new direction you took your life in.
But that you need to be mindful of how scary this looks from their point of view.
They donโt see it as a great opportunity like you see it. They see it as a great loss. They see it as life changing in a way that shatters their entire world view. They feel like itโs the end of everything they know. They just need to feel stable in this new adventure so they can support you in it. And your guidance is to help them find that stability by sharing your vision for this opportunity. Share with them how you see it, share with them the security that youโve gained by thinking this through. So they feel safe and can piece their world back together with the understanding that this is changing things but only for the better.
It might feel hard at first, but all you need to do is reassure them with everything you know about the situation. And everything you need to help them, is already within you. Youโve got this!
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Thatโs all for this reading ๐ค Iโm sending you lots of clarifying energyโจ so you can see this clearly and know how to help them feel safe so you can fully enjoy this new adventure of yours! Have fun my love!
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Group B ๐ฝ
the question: What does the month of May have in store for you?
your cards: 2 of cups, temperance, star, chariot, the mother, the faultline
numbers that may resonate: 1, 2, 49, 14, 17, 7
your message: All right Group B! Letโs dive right into it.
Your month of May is going to be incredibly healing. Right now, thereโs been some major conflicts with someone in your life, it could be your parents, siblings, a lover, or someone whoโs been foundational in your upbringing/life or getting you comfortable in your career.
Lately, itโs been feeling like youโve been walking on eggshells around them, like something just isnโt quite right between you two and it doesnโt seem to make either of you feel comfortable, and to you, it doesnโt look like thereโs a way to fix it.
Now, you are right, you will need to let the relationship break and fall away.
In May, the eggshells yall have been walking on will finally break, and there will be a conversation where everything comes out into the open, and everything between you two is said.
Itโll happen quickly, and unexpectedly in the sense that if you plan to talk to them on Monday, itโll actually happen on Saturday at what looks like โthe worst possible time to bring this upโ
But let it happen, donโt be afraid of it, because even though it looks like terrible timing, itโs actually perfect. Itโs divine timing and itโs necessary and GREAT things will come from it! So instead of running away from the conversation, lean into it.
Now, group B, compared to group A, things are a lot different with how this conversation is going to go between you and whoever this person or group of people youโve been feeling at odds with is.
And I feel so heavy trying to convey this message because I can feel your energy and the energy around this situation and it is so disheartening, it feels hopeless and thereโs so much frustration and desperation for things to be different, to be better, to be how you wish them to be.
And I am so sorry that youโve had to experience this for so long, but the good news is, May is bringing in that same love, peace and healing that itโs bringing in for Group A.
May is going to be filled with so much love, compassion, balance and hope for you in all areas where you havenโt felt it for a while. May is pouring in waves of love and hope, and deep *deep* healing, where youโll feel completely refreshed, and content. Like a child who falls asleep in the car ride home and wakes up as their parent is carrying them safely inside the house. That feel of safety, love and peace, youโll have that in May ๐ค
Youโre going to be okay. I know it doesnโt look like it right now or even feel like it at all, but the cards are so clear, and the energy here is even louder.
All that pain, hopelessness, frustration and desperation is getting cleared out. Like a flood passing through a deserted meadow, it pulls all the weeds, dead leaves, and debris out, dragging it away in the water and leaving the meadow prettier, greener, and more alive than when the waters came.
Iโm not really seeing a long conversation happening here between you and the people causing so much greif, but what I do see is a super sudden ending.
The fault line card in the oracle deck is essentially the tower in tarot, itโs unsteady ground that breaks without warning, like an earthquake comes out of no where (unless youโre a seismologist) itโs sudden, itโs destructive and itโs often times itโs over before anyone realizes.
Thatโs how I see this situation going for you.
Itโll be you who ends the relationship with this person (or group of people) and itโll be a chaotic moment, there may be yelling, intense name calling, and brutal words shared between yall, but I see it happening and being done within 5 minutes. Itโs a quick conversation, one that ends just as quickly as it began. Now I know it sounds like a scary thing, but this isnโt something to be afraid of.
This is divinely orchestrated. And you are divinely protected through it all.
This falling out, is the ending to your old life, the way things have been, and that is a beautiful thing because it means youโre entering a new life. A life thatโs shown here to be so magical, deeply healing and filled with so so much love and relief.
Youโre going to feel so much peace afterwards and itโs going to feel so luxurious to you because peace isnโt something youโve had for so long, maybe ever. And so this is a new experience for you.
The conversation that ends the relationship is coming soon, coming quickly, itโs been building up under the surface, behind the scenes, for a while now and I heard โtomorrowโ itโs going to erupt.
I want to emphasis that even while the chaos is happening youโre going to feel relief.
Itโs going to feel like with every scream, every word, every slam of the door, that boulders are falling off of your body. Like hardened lava falling off of you, making you feel lighter, safer, happier, and more relieved and feeling more like yourself, because everything is finally being said.
Everything is finally coming out, every thing youโve ever wished you could say to them, itโs being said and itโs bringing you the closure you want and need in order to feel like this chapter of your life is finally over.
And I do see that, after the fight, after you leave them behind you, your whole life is transforming.
It could be because of the portal on May 5th, because I see you having the fight in what looks like a beaten down house and you walk out the front door slamming it behind you and then I see this shimmering iridescent pearly light coming from within you and expanding outwards to everything around you, to the porch, the house, to the driveway and the trees in your neighborhood and then expanding into a blinding white light and when it finally returns to you, and I can see the scene around you again. Everything is prettier, newer and different.
Now youโre in a totally new environment, with fresh flowers in front of a new home, with a shiny, and better car in the driveway and you look happy, youโre shining brighter than before and you look like a new person too.
This is what May is bringing to you. A new life, one that looks completely different than the life youโve been living. ๐ค
Youโre going to be better than okay ๐ฅฐ
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the question: Whatโs group bโs Guidance for May?
your cards: 4 of swords, page of pearls, 5 of wands, 8 of cups, 10 of swords, 3 of swords, queen of cups, 8 of wands, six of swords, the king, the father, the comic, the faultline, the prayer, the judge, apocolypsis
your message: All right group b ๐ฅฐ the first thing youโre being guided to do is not to worry about the conversation or the fight or how everything will play out.
I heard, โDonโt worry your pretty little mind, everything is going to work out just fine. We have it all under control. Just take care of yourself.โ
With the 3 of swords, I can see that youโre really worried right now, and itโs causing you a lot of emotional grief because youโre tired of this life. Youโre tired of the fights, youโre tired of not being heard or loved the way you deserve it and the way you want to be loved. You feel like youโve been on this not-so-merry-go-round for too long, you want off and you feel like youโve been screaming at the universe for help and like no one has been listening. And thatโs a really hard place to be and youโve worn yourself out trying to hold onto faith and hope and trying to keep yourself sane. Youโve laughed things off that shouldโve made you breakdown and sob. Your sense of humor has kept you alive when no one else was around to help you pick up the pieces of the mess these people have made. But your spirit team, they want to say theyโve heard every prayer, theyโve been helping you get to this point where you can finally leave them all behind and find peace and rest. But they were waiting on divine timing. They were waiting for the pieces to line up, to all be in place, so they could take you out of this situation in one fell swoop and bring you into the life you deserve. A life of love, peace, tranquility, luxury, and stability. A life thatโs so secured for you that you never have to return to these people or anyone who is like them.
I know it can be really frustrating when you hear they were waiting for divine timing because to you it feels like the right time to leave them all behind was months or even years ago. And Iโve been there too where divine timing looks shitty because it feels like itโs taking too long and itโs too late. But thatโs the sour side of the universe, divine timing is perfect timing but it doesnโt always make sense to us because we arenโt seeing the big picture, we donโt see the gears in motion underneath the clock, we donโt understand why it needs to be later and not now.
But the comfort of divine timing is in the beauty that in hind sight we usually see the magic that was happening behind the scenes, and itโs in that moment where we feel provided for, when we realize we were never alone even though it looked like it while we were in the storm.
And the truth for your situation is, you were never alone!
The universe heard every prayer, saw every tear, they sat with you hugging you even though you couldnt feel them. They felt your frustrations and pain like it was their own, they saw everything, every wrong thing they did to you, even the ones you donโt know about, and the universe knows what those people are guilty for.
You didnโt deserve any of it.
Any of the treatment they gave you, any of the words they said, you didnโt deserve any of it.
And it was incredibly unfair, but the good news is the divine saw it all. And the time for judgement is here, youโll get your justice, and they will get their karmic punishment.
You donโt have to worry anymore.
Things may feel like youโre still in the thick of it, like this is the end of the world and you might not know how things will turn around. Like itโs the zombie apocalypse, and the CDC shut down and thereโs no cure in sight.
But there is a cure being made right now, and the end of the apocalypse is near. Itโs happening in May for you ๐ค
Youโve got this, youโve done such an incredible job getting yourself through all of that, keeping yourself alive when all odds were against you, including yourself, and you kept your heart kind and gentle through it all.
Youโre being rescued now, and youโre being rewarded with a new life filled with compassion and kindness. Youโll never have to feel that way again, youโll never be treated that way again. Youโre getting out. You are! ๐ค And everything is going to be taken care of for you, all you have to do is let it happen, relax, rest and take care of yourself right now and through the transition. Focus on things that bring you joy, focus on taking care of yourself.
If itโs been a while since you had a nice relaxing shower, take one. Let yourself be comforted in your world right now and through the transitional period.
Youโve been through so much that youโve been running on empty, itโs time to fill yourself back up and that comes through mental rest and physical comfort. Find time to take care of you right now. And hold on just a little longer my love, the rescue helicopter is on its way, itโs coming in fast and itโs not leaving without you ๐ค
Youโve made it, just focus on how much better your life is going to be in a few days and trust the universe a little longer.
Theyโre about to show you that it was all worth it, that theyโve been by your side the whole time, that they love you. Theyโre picking you up right now and theyโll provide everything from transportation, to your house, to everything in it. Theyโre going to prove to you that they exist. Thatโs what part of their divine timing was all about, getting you to believe in them in a *big* way so you couldnโt ever feel doubt about them again.
Hang in there a little longer ๐ค Help is on the way.
เฑจเง ๐ชฟ เฑจเง
Thatโs all for your reading, Iโm sending you loads of healing energy and comfort to help you through the transition. Youโre not alone through this ๐ค
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Stardusted Dreams is coming back ๐ค and itโs getting a makeover!
I have exciting news!! I will be re-opening my divination shop next week annnd itโs getting a makeover to better represent my energy ๐คโจ Personal readings will be available starting October 1st!
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Thank you all so much for your patience and kindness during these past 9 months while I took a step back from my shop to focus on healing.
At first, I stepped back to heal after a breakup but after healing for a couple months, I came to the realization that most of the friendships I had were also really unhealthy for me. So I took more time to find my autonomy after removing those from my life and healing further. And earlier this month, I found myself finally ready to come back to giving personal readingsโฆ but something didnโt feel right about the shop.
I realized โStardusted Dreamsโ no longer resonated with me, that I had outgrown the energy the shop has. Then, I realized it never really represented me as much as I wanted it to because when I first opened Stardusted Dreams, I had a lot of indirect pressure and contradicting advice about the shop, coming from my boyfriend and best friends at the time, and it all contradicted what I wanted for it. Eventually, their influences scattered into every aspect of my shop to the point where it didnโt fully feel like me, but I convinced myself it was โclose enough.โ But it was really just a product of who they wanted me to be, and what they wanted the shop to be so they could feel justified in supporting me.
Once I left those relationships behind me, and I started healing more, I uncovered what actually resonates with my soul when it comes to my shop, and Stardusted Dreamsโ energy no longer feels โclose enoughโ or right to me. Iโve always wanted my shop to represent me authentically and now that Iโve let go of the advice and control that other people had on me, Iโm giving my shop a makeover ๐ค
It still has the same warmth, detail and desire to clarify, that you know but Iโve changed the shop name, most of the names for readings, the overall aesthetic and the prices to better match my energy.
Instead of being called โStardusted Dreamsโ itโll now be โLove, Astrid Tarotโ to better encompass my energy of giving readings with timeless compassion. And now the readingsโ names will reflect my passions for letter writing, royal divinity, and the ocean.
Over the next couple days, Iโll be updating my ko-fi shop and all my social platforms to match the rebrand.
Iโm really excited to open my shop up again and continue to be part of your spiritual journeys ๐ค
The poetic justice of inauguration day falling on MLK day
This blog was never meant to become political but I feel like as times goes on, needs change and this needs to be said.
I took a few days to soak in the events of Monday as well as the following daysโฆ it feels overwhelming how much is happening in such a small amount of days but I thought Iโd share some hope and a new perspective ๐ฉท
I know it feels like Trump desecrated this yearโs Martin Luther King Jr.โs Day, and it feels like the hope we had for the next 4 years and beyond is quickly being replaced by fear and despair, but I donโt think thatโs true. I see this conjunction between the inauguration and MLK day as a foreshadowing of something greater.
A foreshadowing of the future that MLK jr. had for our world, coming into fruition. On Monday, I celebrated it as MLK day and only MLK day. Tuesday was when I looked into all the news of the inauguration, and what followed, because I knew on that day, Martin Luther King Jr. was looking over us and rededicating his message to all of us. Asking us to hear his hopes and visions for a better, equal, and harmonious future, asking us to remember our duties as people all around the world, not just in America. Asking us to do what is necessary of us and to hold onto hope, instead of wallowing in self pity and despair or mass hysteria.
He had a dream and a mission to create a just and equal world, not just a country, where people would be accepted and respected no matter their skinโs color or religion dividing us. Today, this dream lives on in me and you, and in his descendants.
Martin Luther King III shared in an interview published on USA Today on January 19, 2025, โThe hope is that people double down and rededicate themselves toward the workโฆThis is really about being engaged to finish the work that he and my mom and so many others started. Yet they are greater challenges, in a real sense, because we as a nation are at loggerheads in relationship to division. We always want to exhibit an opportunity for people to come together.โ
And Arndrea Waters King, his wife, said: โWe have to keep goingโฆ The truth is we don't have the luxury of giving up or giving out.โ
Iโve been feeling since the morning after election day {Nov. 7, 2024} that this is happening for a reason. The reason Trump won the election, the spiritual reason behind it, was to unite us together.
We are not meant to be divided, in division weโre easier to conquer, united we are stronger.
A lot of people are giving into hysteria and fueling fear but we canโt function and move forward in the way we need to if we are living and acting from a place of panic.
We do not need to do much, we donโt need to be violent to get our voices heard and dreams for the future established, {if you resonate more with Malcolm X than MLK, I understand, I just have never been one to resort to โwhatever means necessaryโ, yet.} All we need to do right now is unite. Come together and let our peaceful rebellions be enough.
Thereโs companies we can boycott, for putting their money towards funding Trumpโs campaign, there are apps we can delete and other apps we can flock to. There are books we can purchase to educate ourselves and there are other news outlets from outside America that we can gather information from in order to stay alert and objective on what is happening.
Get to know your neighbors, meet up at libraries to organize peaceful protests, and as easy as it is to turn to hatred and bitterness, please remember a time when you were once ignorant to the injustices of the world. Have compassion for the blind Trump supporters and the Christians with closed minds. They are not the enemy, but instead allies waiting to be awoken. Itโs time we set our differences aside and work together for the future we know is possible, although with a challenging road to get there.
Trump will not win, he may have won the battle but the war is ours ๐ฉท
Iโll leave you with this excerpt from Martin Luther King Jrโs. โI Have a Dreamโ speech ๐ฉท
โLet us not wallow in the valley of despair, I say to you today, my friends. So even though we face the difficulties of today and tomorrow, I still have a dream. It is a dream deeply rooted in the American dream. I have a dream that one day this nation will rise up and live out the true meaning of its creed: We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal.โ โฆ
โI have a dream that my four little children will one day live in a nation where they will not be judged by the color of their skin but by the content of their character. I have a dream today.โ โฆ
โAnd when this happens, and when we allow freedom ring, when we let it ring from every village and every hamlet, from every state and every city, we will be able to speed up that day when all of God's children, Black men and white men, Jews and Gentiles, Protestants and Catholics, will be able to join hands and sing in the words of the old Negro spiritual: Free at last. Free at last. Thank God almighty, we are free at last.โ
