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𝐩𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝟏 ~ 𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐤

decks used: Nyxie {Age of Aquarius tarot} and Glenda {Green Witch oracle}

the question: What’s happening in the month of May for you?

your cards: 2 of pearls, 6 of wands, tower, 6 of swords, world, page of wands, Tomato ~ Love, Daffodil ~ Hope, Stock ~ Focus

your message: Okay Pile 1, the month of May is looking really good for you!! May is a new beginning for you, with the world, the tower and 6 of swords here, it’s signaling that you have just closed out a major chapter in your life, so much so that May isn’t just a new chapter for you, it’s a whole new book in a whole new library, in a whole other part of the world for you.

Whatever you’ve been used to in your life that has made you feel tired, hopeless, burnt out, frustrated or desperate, all of that is crumbling down. If it hasn’t already crumbled down by the end of April, expect major transformations in every aspect of your life during the first week of May!

Two of pearls— which is the pentacles suit in this deck— is saying your life is finally balancing out.

There’s a quote from Teen Wolf I really like, it’s: “Have you ever heard the term ‘Regression to the Mean’? it’s a bit of a technical way of saying things will always even out… things can’t always be bad. So no matter how bad things get, or how good, things will always come back to the middle.”

Two of pearls is saying you’ve finally gotten to the point in your life where things are returning to the middle, balancing out and this is when life will be easier for you.

There may still be hardships and some annoyances here and there to come, but right now, with May, you’re returning to the middle of all the good and all the bad, by getting an influx of good things. Great things, actually, with the 6 of wands indicating success and rewards that have been long overdue for you.

And it will all come in suddenly, like an ocean wave that’s been building up for a while, and now it’s got enough momentum to flip over and lap the beach. You could see it coming, this is definitely something you’ve been aware of, maybe not aware of the exact rewards, but you’ve been putting in the work, you’ve been seeing the signs pointing to this new chapter of peace, and you’ve also been praying for it.

I get the feeling that this is also something that you’ve seen coming for a long time, at least the past 6 to 8 months, you’ve either been building towards it or you’ve been seeing signs about it or you’ve been feeling exhausted, desperate and have been pleading with the universe to give you a break.

Well, this is it. May is your break.

It’s all been happening in divine timing, which hasn’t felt like perfect timing for you because it’s been a hell of a ride to get here, but even when we don’t understand why things happen when they happen and why things take longer to manifest for us, it is still divine timing. The annoying thing about divine timing is, it doesn’t make sense to us, we can’t always understand it until we see the big picture later on. And sometimes we never really understand it at all. It’s not for us to understand, it’s for us to trust it.

And that’s what you’ve been doing!

Even though it’s been hard to hold onto hope in the recent past, and it’s been hard not to doubt it, you’ve still held onto the hope that it would arrive soon.

And your spirit team is really proud of you for holding onto that hope, even if it’s as small as a mustard seed, it was enough. And they’re proud of you.

They’re saying “Now, the fun begins.”

You’ve been dangling off a cliff, holding onto a branch, hoping for solid ground and a rest break from the hits life has been dishing out, and right now your break is coming. The branch you’ve been holding onto may snap, with the tower showing a foundation that’s been keeping you steady is going to crumble away, for a new foundation to hold you, but this isn’t something to be afraid of.

The tower only crumbles when its foundation is no longer useful to us, it’s no longer helping us on our journey, and instead it’s holding us back from our full potential. This is when the foundation cracks and crumbles and falls away completely, so that we can find a new way of living, thinking, moving. A way that benefits us, that helps us grow, and helps us achieve our fullest potential. And that’s what May is all about for you. The branch may break but you’ll find the drop to be relieving when you realize there was a sturdy rock directly underneath you to catch you, and it leads to a mountain path perfectly carved out for you to walk down the mountain and to a whole new life.

May is that relief, but it’s also filled with gifts for you. With the world and two of pearls here, you’ll be given a lot of things, tangible things you can hold, that prove to you that you’re in a whole new life, that things are better now.

If you’ve been looking for a job, May is when you’ll finally get approved from that interview, and you’ll start “next Monday”

If you’ve been struggling with paying off debt, May is when you’ll get a bonus out of no where, or they decide to pause the interest, and you finally get to catch up, and pay it off in one go.

If you’ve been looking for a house to move to, May is when you’ll find it and move in.

If you’ve been looking for love, or if you’ve been waiting on a marriage proposal, May is when you receive it.

If you’ve been struggling with all these things, May is when all of them come in for you. And so many more things as well. May is when everything you’ve been asking for finally arrives for you.

Signed, sealed, and delivered straight to you.

May is when you have everything you want and need and you feel like you can finally breathe again.

You’ve been holding your breath because of fear, exhaustion, and the uncertainty of thinking maybe no higher power is going to help you after all. That doubt, that fear, has caused you deep emotional and mental pain while you felt like you couldn’t breathe, May is when you get your breath back to normal. When you can breathe in fresh air, deep breaths and relax with every exhale. May is when you no longer have to cling on to faith, hope and trust, but instead everything has been proven to you. Where your faith has been proven with tangible evidence, your desires have fully come into fruition and you don’t need to struggle to believe that you aren’t alone anymore.

May is when your spirit team, and the divine, comes through and shows you just how deeply loved you are, how powerful they are, and how they’ve always been by your side, and how they really are taking care of everything for you.

While May is a relief for you, it is not a time for 24/7 rest, instead it comes with excitement and work to be done.

If it’s a new job, or a promotion, you’ll need to do some training, memorizing and get to work. If it’s a new house, you’ll have to furnish it, make it a home, and break it in with some laughter and a fresh coat of paint. If it’s paying off debt, you’ll have to rework your budget to account for not having to set money aside for that payment now, but also not splurging when you know you shouldn’t. It’s going to be some work, but it’s good work. It’s a good thing.

But most importantly, May is a time for your creativity to shine through. If you’re an internet personality, a chef or baker with social media, or a photographer with an online portfolio, or anything to do with showing the public your work, your art, your hobbies… Expect a new wave of energy to flow through you.

If you’ve been burnt out, May is when your fire gets lit again. May is when inspiration strikes and your energy to create is fully renewed.

But you’ll need to focus your energy on your projects wisely, because May is when a burst of energy comes through and you’ll feel like you have a million projects you want to work on, but you need to control what you work on, what you spend energy on.

It’s going to feel like a wildfire of energy, of inspiration, and if you let that wildfire spread wherever it wants to go, it will burn out. You need to keep it contained. Use logic to control the inspiration.

When that wildfire of inspiration hits you, take a breath, sit down and make a list of everything you want to do. Make a list of where the flames are wanting to go, and then focus your energy on one project at a time. This way you get more done and you feel great about accomplishing one task at a time, because with every task you complete, more energy, more fire will come to you. This way you won’t burn out again.

May is when your creative work takes off, if you’ve been hoping for brand deals, a million subscribers, more orders/sales, May is bringing all of that to you and so much more.

May is jam packed with gifts for you, gifts that have been building up for years and have felt overdue for so long, plus gifts you didn’t even know you wanted, didn’t even think were possible, and May is christmas morning. And there’s a tree with thousands of presents underneath it just for you. Presents, gifts, public recognition, adoration, fame and wealth that is pouring in because you deserve it.

One more thing that May is bringing in for you, is love. Love in every aspect of your life, Friendships you can trust, that feel like family, filled with unconditional love and warmth.

Romantic relationships that feel comfortable, safe, and passionate.

If you’re married, or in a fulfilling relationship, May is when you’ll conceive a child or give birth to one that’s already been brewing for some time.

And if you’ve been online for a while, or if you start your content creation journey, May is when you’ll become famous because your audience loves you and they love what you do and they bring in more support.

May is a time of relief, evidence of magic, renewed energy and massive inspiration that needs to be focused for long term sustainability. And most importantly, May is when you finally fall in love with life again.

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the question: What’s your guidance for May’s journey?

your cards: queen of pearls, ace of pearls, knight of wands, 7 of cups, queen of wands, 7 of swords, 3 of pearls, 6 of cups, 3 of swords, page of cups, page of swords reversed, Marigold ~ Positivity, Tomato ~ Love, Black Mulberry ~ Wholeness, Strawberry ~ Agreement, Sweet Corn ~ Ritual

your message: Okay, pile 1, you’ve got a lot of guidance coming through for the month of May, which makes sense because of how massively positive and abundant the month is going to be for you.

The first thing I want to say is, there’s going to be a lot of money coming in for you, like a *lOt*. Whatever you think a lot of money is, double it, then triple that. You’re going to be swimming in wealth in May.

And while this is going to be exciting, because it’s more money than you’ve ever had before, or even seen before, you need to be careful with how you spend it. You’ll need strategies and help to manage your money.

When I flipped over the 7 of swords, I heard “Get a financial advisor, to help get those taxes and upcoming projects in order and then help you manage how to spend, save and invest it all.” 3 of pearls and Agreement, confirms this as well, but you’ll need to look over the contracts *carefully,* as well.

In May, between the house, influx of sales, a financial advisor and potentially hiring lawyers too to draw up contracts for new projects,

specifically I’m seeing brand deals and buying property for a new bakery/store, and signing record deals for music,

there’s going to be a lot of contracts coming your way. And your guidance is to read them carefully, and get a second and third opinion, before you even pick up the pen to sign.

Take your time with signing things, make sure you understand everything in full, and make sure that there’s no loopholes or fine print you need to be worried about. With the contracts, and your new wealth, there’s going to be a lot of people that are going to try to trick you into things, whether it’s nefarious or if it’s just tricking you into paying more for a cheaper deal. Be careful.

Make sure you can trust your lawyers too, there’s some lawyers out there that only care about the bottom line, they don’t care about the person. Find someone that cares about you *more* than they care about the money, and have them look over your contracts and explain it to you.

It may seem like a time suck, especially with the fire energy trying to push you into deals and projects faster than lightning strikes, but this is something that needs to take time.

You need to pause, take a breath, slow down and go into this will a clear perspective and strategic plan, not on impulse, or idealism, thinking everyone loves you and everyone is honest, because that’ll lead to deals that turn sour quicker than you can say “oops.”

May is about finding your rhythm by finding rituals to keep your energy focused, and keeping yourself safe from acting before thinking.

Rituals like picking up a new hobby that speaks to your inner child, or especially an old hobby that you abandoned because you didn’t think you had the time for it.

May is going to feel like you’re running out of time but that’s an illusion because of the influx of energy.

May is actually a month where you will have all the time in the world and you need to use it responsibly by slowing down and taking the time something needs so it can be done right.

If there’s no hobbies that come to your mind, here are a few examples for your rituals for slowing down: it can be doing a crossword puzzle to clear your mind, drawing the view from your kitchen window after breakfast, or taking a 15 minute walk around your neighborhood where you just enjoy the sights, the smells and the sounds around you.

Whatever your ritual is, it needs to be something that grounds you in the present moment, gets all worries and tasks out of your mind, and helps you remember why you’re doing this in the first place. This way it’s easier for you to go into the meetings and contract deals with a clear mind and you don’t feel like you have to take the first thing they give you. You’re allowed, *you’re encouraged* to ask for more, to ask for better, to ask to see other options.

Just because one company offers you a deal, doesn’t mean you have to shake hands with them. You can look for other companies to work with.

And if no one else is knocking on your door yet, but the deal in front of you doesn’t feel right, decline it and another offer that’s better will come to you.

You need to operate from a standing where you know your worth, you know what you deserve and you aren’t going to settle for anything that’s below that line. Ask for what you want, and don’t stop until you get it. You’re meant to sit in luxury and wealth and in this energy of having all that you need. You’re no longer operating from a place of lack or desperation. You don’t have to settle for scraps, you can ask for the whole meal and get a feast instead!!

There’s going to be times where you get triggered, where you feel the aches and pains from the previous months coming back that make you doubt your worth, or doubt if better offers are possible. Don’t let yourself get trapped into old mindsets and limiting beliefs.

When the new chapter comes, make a list for yourself of everything positive that happened to you and for you.

You got a new job or you got that promotion? Write it down.

You finally paid off that credit card you’ve been agonizing over how to pay it? Write it down.

You got your dream house and it has an extra bathroom? Write. It. Down.

Keep track of all the wins because this list is what will help you remember how your life can change for the better, how better is possible and right around that corner, and that you don’t have to worry about how it’ll happen because your spirit team has it taken care of for you. This list will help you believe in magic and trust the universe when limiting beliefs and doubts start to pop up again.

You’re going to have new friends, new people in your life that love you and support you in ways you’ve never had before, cherish them, don’t take them for granted.

Make sure they know how much you appreciate them and that they’re being loved and supported by you the same way.

It needs to be equal give and take in these new relationships.

And that also means managing yourself so you don’t over give to someone who isn’t reciprocating.

**If there’s anyone in your life during May that isn’t reciprocating your energy, leave. them. behind. It may feel cruel in the moment, especially if they’re someone you’ve known for years or since childhood, but your new chapter is about remembering your worth and not accepting less from anyone.

And that includes in relationships, friendships, and partnerships.

The more you weed out people, places, and things that aren’t reflecting your worth and new standards, the more aligned you will be with your highest timeline and the more wealthy, luxurious and filled with love your life will be. You need to make room for the new things that are coming to you, new friends, new relationships, new partnerships, new houses, places, vacation trips, and to make that room you need to let go of everything that isn’t aligned with you anymore. Clothes with holes in them, shoes you hate wearing, friends that never ask how you’re doing, co workers that talk shit behind your back but you keep in your vicinity because of the idea of “keeping your enemies closer.” No. Not anymore.

There’s no room for enemies in your life anymore. Only true friends and people that add to the quality of your life.

May is full of positive changes for you, and it’s going to happen regardless of what you do and there’s nothing you can do to stop it from happening.

Let this be your comfort, that this breakthrough is happening for you no matter what. And it’s happening in May.

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That’s all for pile 1, I’m so excited for you!! Enjoy your month, my loves cos you deserve it!! 🤍🥰

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𝐩𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝟐 ~ 𝐜𝐥𝐨𝐜𝐤

decks used: Nxyie {age of aquarius tarot} and Glenda {green witch oracle}

the question: What does the month of May have in store for you?

your cards: tower, 5 of pearls, 9 of pearls, knight of wands, page of swords, fool, 8 of pearls, 7 of swords, marigold~ positivity, chili~ stimulation, pansy~ attraction, chives~ divination

numbers that may resonate: 34, 14, 18, 40

your message: Okay pile 2! May is such a great month for you!! There’s so much to share.

First off, you’re going through a major breakthrough! In multiple areas of your life, in relationships (love and friendship) in your spiritual journey, and your finances! I’ll get more into this later.

The tower here signifies the end of something that’s been holding you back in life, mostly around happiness and satisfaction, but also in whatever area of your life that you have felt a *deep* lack in. Somewhere you’ve needed more of something to fill that aching hole.

Like with all tower moments, this is the complete realization that something in your life has got to go. Whether it’s people, habits or a place, you’re going to realize enough is enough and you’re moving on from them for good!! Leaving them behind and never looking back because you’ll realize they were what were keeping you stuck in the same cycle.

May is when you see people, habits, places, events, and things for *exactly* what they are, not for what they pretend to be. Good PR, or even Tree Paine (taylor swift’s pr manager) can’t save anyone or anything from May’s unveiling for you. May is when are the rose colored glasses fall off and break. And it’ll happen quickly, it’ll take you by surprise because while you may have a suspect in mind right now of who this could be about, there’s also some one/thing here that you aren’t seeing, that you don’t suspect.

So it may cause some wreckage, there may be tears, yelling, or people trying to gaslight and manipulate other people into seeing you as the villain.

While this is one of the more undesirable effects of a tower moment, this is not something you should be afraid of. Your cards are super positive, you even got the Positivity card from Glenda!! {the green witch oracle deck} and the energy around this tower moment is full of healing, full of blessings, and abundance! Yes you may lose friends, or a famous hangout that you love to go to, but that space where they used to be, that opens up and quickly gets filled with new friends, new people, new places to travel and enjoy! The tower moment is more of a “oh shit” moment for the people in your life that have been fake, lying or talking shit behind your back, than it is an “uh-oh” for you.

For you, even though this shakes up the ground beneath you, and you feel like you lost something or someone that meant a lot to you, it’ll be such a relief for you! It’ll confirm suspicions you’ve had for a while, but were never quite able to get proof of it. This is when everything starts to click, it starts making sense, things that happened years ago to just a couple hours ago, you’ll see it all in a new way, in the truth of what really happened and why.

And this newfound perspective will help you move forward and be aware of what to look out for in new relationships and new habits and places, so that you never end up in the same situation again.

Now, for your finances, and emotional stability, May is hella great for you!!

The cards show you currently being in the energy of the 5 of pearls, which is the pentacles suit of this deck. This is showing extreme foundational struggles, usually in finances so possibly mountains of debt that have been piling up for years or there’s suddenly been new expenses that have cost wayy more than you expected.

Like taking your car into the shop to fix the carburetor and then being told you need to buy a whole new set of everything and they said it’d be “cheaper to just buy a new car.” Something like that, where you expected to pay a moderately small fee but it turned into thousands of dollars and took you by surprise.

And while 5 of pearls could be talking about a financial situation, it’s also talking about relationships that have felt one sided for so long that you expect it to just always be that way. You’ve lost hope that things could change and while you are looking for help, possibly going to couples counseling or just talking it over with a friend for emotional support, it doesn’t look like help is going to come.

This is also talking about a housing situation. So if you’re currently in a relationship where you live together, you could be worried about breaking up and them insisting that they keep the house and the car and the pets, and you’re worried about where you’ll live next, how you’ll get around places, and also desperately not wanting to leave your furry kids behind. This is completely understandable, I’m actually in a similar situation, so my heart goes out to you!

The good news is, May is when those 5 of pearls become 9 of pearls!

9 of pearls talks about luxury, having so much wealth and abundance that you’re swimming in comfort, peace and feeling like a boss. You’re your own person now, independent and able to handle business by yourself, not because you have to do it all on your own, but because you have the resources to thrive without the help of anybody else!

This means, you’ll have a place to stay. Not just crashing on your best friends couch while you get a 1 bedroom apartment with a rat infestation, but a comfortable home, in a safe part of town, with great neighbors {whatever that means to you, whether it’s friendly neighbors that always say hi or neighbors who live 5 miles away and you never have to see or speak to any of them}

Essentially, May is when you get your dream house, your dream car, and you keep your pets. May is when justice is served and you finally get everything you need, and everything you want, especially if you thought it wasn’t possible, it’s going to happen!!

May is pulling in all the best things in life to you, because you deserve it, you’ve earned it. It’s been waiting to come to you on divine timing, but it’s been something you’ve been working towards, either karmically, by doing the right thing in difficult situations, or physically working to make this happen. Like looking for a realtor, asking friends about a place to stay while you get back on your feet, looking for jobs or anything to progress your search for stability and change.

May is your new beginning, your safe haven, where you finally get to relax and breathe again and become inspired by life again.

I want to say, if you’re in a tough spot like I described about a housing situation, or pets you want to keep, 7 of swords is showing that you need to be strategic about this. About your move. The best thing you can do is move secretly, when no one is home, and without telling anyone. Especially if this is an abusive situation, and there’s kids or pets involved, it’s better to take them with you without giving the other person a chance to retaliate. If this is an abusive situation, with kids involved, it’s a good idea to be ready for the police or courts to get involved, and that means piling up evidence of the abuse so you can protect your kids if the other person demands to get them back under their roof. I know this can sound difficult to do, but the cards are showing success here for you, so even if you don’t know how to do this or if what you have is enough, the cards and energy is saying “Everything will work out better than anything you could imagine. You just have to move logically instead of recklessly.”

Now, on a happier and lighter note! You’ve got a major glow up coming in May!! And with that glow up, you’re going to be attracting lots of new people to you! This is lovers, as well as friends because your energy is getting revamped, you’re aligning with a higher, happier, abundant version of you, and that means you’re a lightning rod for attention and admiration.

We’ve got the Attraction and Stimulation card here and this means, for anyone who is single, or going to be newly single 😉 you’re going to attract a new partner that is totally in sync with your sexual needs. If you’ve been feeling under loved, if it’s been a while since you last had a good orgasm, May is when you finally feel fully satisfied with someone else.

This is going to be someone that has it all, the good looks, the charming personality, interesting hobbies and social life, the family values if you’re looking for that, and they also know exactly how to make you feel good. They put your needs first, they love making you finish first, and they want you and your body more than anything else in the world and their actions will 1000% show it to you. They are everything you want and everything you need, everything you’ve been craving and desperate for, and so much more too.

If you’re already in a happy relationship, but the passion between yall has kinda fizzled out, or there’s just not been time for it, May is when time is made. May is when that passion is reignited like never before. Expect multiple rounds in a session, edging, complete satisfaction, and expect to have a big mess to clean up afterwards… Have fun, and remember to stay hydrated!🤍

The last thing May has in store for you is a spiritual upgrade. You’re intuition is going to be upgraded so you can see things clearly, hear what your spirit team and the divine are trying to tell you, and you’ll feel guided everywhere you go and in everything you do. You could be called to practice divination or start if you’ve always been interested in it but haven’t taken that leap into it, May is the absolute perfect time for it!

If you’re a diviner too, a tarot reader or astrologer, or practice divination in any way, you’ll be getting a lot more downloads in May. This is when your soul will be activated, more deeply than before, and your purpose for being on earth at this time will be revealed to you, and your accuracy in readings will skyrocket!!

If you’re not a diviner, and you’re not interested in doing divination yourself, May is the time for you to get a reading from someone you trust, and find out what your purpose here is, and what your spirit team wants to tell you.

May is the time for miracles and magic to be made real to you, to show up in your life and ignite a new and deeper sense of adventure and curiosity into the esoteric world.

May is when you get a giant pile of money, your dream house, dream car, dream job, dream lover, and your dream life. Your May is going to be incredible!! 🥳🥳

the question: What’s your guidance for May’s journey?

your cards: 8 of swords, hermit, magician, queen of wands, 7 of cups, temperance, 9 of cups, 5 of cups, queen of cups, page of wands, black mulberry~ wholeness, cauliflower~ transition, banana~ duality

numbers that may resonate: 33, 11, 27

your message: Okay Pile 2! You’ve got a lot of guidance for the month of May!

First up, we have the 8 of swords. Your guidance, if you choose to accept it, is don’t get lost in your thoughts. During this time of massive change and the tower crumbling, and people leaving your life, it can be *really* easy to get lost in the chaos and loss, that you start thinking you’re trapped in the divine’s plan for you with no way to escape the rollercoaster.

But that’s not true, you aren’t trapped or “just along for the ride” that destiny has for you, you are the creator of your own reality. Now I need to clarify that because there’s a lot of misconceptions around what it means to be the creator of your reality.

A lot of times people think we have the power to create the world around us just by thinking. Or that our subconscious self concept controls and dictates what the world around us looks like, how it treats us and *everything* that happens to us. This is not true.

If that were true, there wouldn’t be a war right now, poverty and starvation wouldn’t exist, and billionaires wouldn’t get away with horrible shit.

Instead, the truth is, we create our *personal* reality, not the world we see all around us. But this doesn’t mean that terrible childhoods, undesired events, or generational debt are created by us too. Those are just the casualties of being in a world where everyone has free will and ripple effects are caused.

The way we create our reality happens in 2 stages. The first stage is before we reincarnate on Earth— whether you believe in reincarnation or not, this still applies because you are here on earth right now, because you incarnated, you came into being, on this earth. and the second stage is once you’re on earth.

The 1st stage, is when we plan our life on earth. The divine lets us plan the major events in our life, choose the lessons we learn, the people we meet that change our path for the better, and we can choose some details too. We have free range over what we want our life here to be like, because we’re meant to enjoy life while we learn lessons and expand our consciousness.

These are our soul contracts.

We can either choose to plan everything or scribble in a few notes and then let life do the rest.

Either way we write it up, we plan it, we create it, and we *consent* to it, before we are born here. This is what free will is, we have free will when we are planning our life.

Whenever you feel like you don’t have free will because “life” is guiding you through it and it feels like you’re strapped onto the back of a rocket, flying through the air and crashing into things, with no way off… and then you hear people say, “But you have free will, you can get off whenever you want to.” or “There’s no such thing as fate. You make your own fate.”

But you feel like that isn’t an option, because somehow every time you try to veer off that course, something always brings you back to it. That’s because that course, that path, is written in your soil contract, and no matter what you try to do on earth, or what obstacles get in your way, you will always return to where you chose your life to go.

Fate is just a fancy way of saying You chose this path before being born and no matter what, it’s going to happen.

And to some people that’s a scary thought because you don’t remember what path you chose. You feel like your life is out of your control, and it feels like you’re fighting fate because it seems like everything you want isn’t part of the divine plan for you.

But this is why we’re here to learn about spirituality, to learn how to hear the divine and our spirit team, to get in tune with our higher self and see our purpose clearly. So we can understand our soul contracts and reclaim that control over our lives because suddenly we see everything is happening for us, not against us. We realize that the detours and the rejections that keep bringing us back to a path we don’t want to be on, was actually to bring us closer to where we’re supposed to be in this life. It stops feeling like a sick joke where you’re the punch line, and it starts feeling like comfort and protection.

A reassuring notion that no matter what happens, you will always make it where your soul wants you to be. And where does your soul want you to be? On your highest timeline. Living your best life. With luxury and safety and inspiration all around you. Everything else is just construction signs pushing you there.

Your guidance for May is to release yourself from the idea that you are a victim of life and fate. Your guidance is to see it clearly, and see that some terrible shit happened because other people are dickheads, and other times detours happen so you can find your footing in your highest timeline. Your guidance is to see them each clearly, to discern which is which and that will help you feel more free and more in control of your life because you understand it.

How do you do this? By deepening your understanding of spirituality. Meditation is really helpful for this, so is clearing mental blockages with subliminals, activating and balancing your energy centers, and speaking to your spirit team, hearing them talk to you. Doing research on esoteric teachings. All of these things can help deepen your connection and knowledge of spirituality.

Divination is also a really, *really* great tool for understanding the hidden secrets to life. But divination is also something that takes time and practice to understand so I understand if you feel hesitant on it.

I actually have a sideblog here @starlingschool where I teach how to read tarot, it’s a work in progress but I’ve got more posts coming soon. My DMs are also always open if you need help learning, I’m always happy to share what I know!

But doing {or getting} readings can really help you understand the reason for why things are happening in your life, not just on a surface level but diving deeper into the ocean of spirituality and seeing that free will and fate are two sides of the same coin, and seeing how you can make your journey easier on you by remembering why you wanted your life to go this way.

It’s also important that you trust the person who reads for you, not just their accuracy but also their intentions and morals because even psychic readers can be full of malicious intent. I think this is why your cards are so adamant about you learning divination for yourself too, so you don’t have to rely on anyone else to tell you what the divine is saying to you.

Especially if you’ve just come from an abusive relationship, or if you have a lot of fake friends, it may be really hard for you to know who to trust. I’ve been there too so I totally know how that is, and how easy it is to trust the wrong person but feel like they were safe. When we’re surrounded by gaslighters, manipulators, and fake people, for too long, all manipulators start to seem trustworthy, and the real trustworthy people look shady to us. What helped me get out of that cycle of trusting the wrong people was to learn how to trust myself. Learning how to hear my intuition and trust it even if it went against everything i previously thought to be true.

That seems to be your guidance here too. You need to start learning how to trust yourself, how to hear your intuition, and trust it no matter what.

Divination is how I practiced trusting my intuition, but meditation is what helped me learn to hear it better. If you want any help during your process, feel free to ask me 🤍 my DMs, asks, and comments are always open and I’ll always reply as soon as possible.

Now, for the happier and lighter guidance! You’ve got the queen of cups and the queen of wands! These are my favorite queens in the tarot, because they’re both so full of warmth and happiness 🥰

So something I think I missed in the first question of your pile was that knight of wands, I mistook it for a clarity card for stimulation, when it was actually a stand alone card. Which is shown in the page of wands and queen of wands right now. So part of May’s abundance for you is new inspiration to do something you’ve always wanted to do but didn’t feel worthy or capable of it before. The Queen of wands is saying this is something to do with being seen on the public scale. Being an influencer, a content creator, someone who’s famous simply for doing something they love doing, something you’re passionate about.

This could be simple too, it doesn’t have to be on a celebrity scale, it can be that you’re opening your own bakery/ restaurant, or food truck.

It could be that you’re volunteering at an animal shelter and they’ll put you in a position of being responsible for something really important, like managing the other volunteers’ tasks.

All the queen of wands is saying is you’ll be seen by a lot of people, doing something you love doing, and something that people see as a big role for you. They see you and they look up to you. You’re like a Queen in your field. Regardless of your gender.

Page of wands is saying this is going to be an adventure for you, for two reasons. 1, because it’s something new, something you haven’t done before or haven’t done this before on this large a scale. And 2, it’s an adventure because it’s going to be so much fun for you! Fun, inspiring, exciting and you’ll feel fulfilled, like you’ll find your spark again. You’ll love life because of it and you’ll feel alive again.

Which is definitely worth it after the hard times you’ve been through previously. You deserve to feel alive again and enjoy life!!

The advice here is to see it as an adventure, romanticize the hell out of this month for you!

If things don’t go your way, don’t worry it was just a plot twist! If you get stuck with picking up dog poop at the shelter, imagine you’re in a romcom and you’re the main character, getting their life together while your new suitor is walking just around the corner. This is the opening credits to your new life, enjoy the journey, romanticize it and find inspiration in the little things.

Queen of cups is confirming the divination portion, as well as saying you’ll need to be more compassionate towards yourself.

I may not know the details of your life since this is a collective reading, and I don’t know you personally, but from what the cards and energy have shown, you’ve had a really tough year so far, possibly years and the unfortunate part of that is after so long of things not going your way, you start to think its because you deserve things to be shitty. You start to believe the lies that you aren’t worthy of better or that better isn’t possible for you. Queen of cups is saying you need to shed those ideas and those beliefs, because they aren’t true and they’re holding you back from loving yourself and loving life. And you need to do both of those things for this new chapter of your life.

May isn’t just a new chapter for you, it’s a new book, in a new library, in a whole new part of the world. May wants to show you a whole new world, a whole new life, a whole new experience. It’s going to feel like you are a whole new person living a completely different life and the life you’ve previously been living was just a bad dream.

May is the turning point for you, but it’s turning into something incredible. Your advice is to embrace it, to accept it, by embracing yourself, by being kinder to yourself, by taking better care of you, and in turn, you’ll love where it leads you to 🤍

9 of cups is encouraging you to let yourself enjoy the new life.

You have earned it, it’s been waiting to meet you for so long but it had to wait for divine timing.

And you need to embrace it and learn to indulge in the good things in life. You need to let loose a bit, relax.

Have yourself a self care day, a nice bubble bath, a night out on the town with true friends, put your feet up, wear the comfiest clothes you own, and if you don’t have any, go out and buy yourself a comfortable outfit so you can feel luxurious and adored on your self care days.

It doesn’t need to be extravagant, you don’t need to spend a lot or go to a spa retreat, it’s still encouraged that you’re budgeting your money because yes while you are getting a large amount of money in May, you need to also budget it and manage it so it doesn’t become a burden instead of a luxury on you.

That’s what temperance and duality is here to say.

That you need to balance the good life that’s coming in for you, with some of the logic and strategies you learned when you were living paycheck to paycheck.

In particular, the strategies where you learned to save and hold off on buying something as soon as you wanted it, so that you can make sure it’s a smart decision and you’ll actually love it down the road.

The last piece of guidance for you, is to learn how to manifest what you want in life.

Your life is meant to be magical, to be special and unique, it’s meant to have miracles happening in it for you. May is happening for you so you can get out of the rut you were in, it’s like a tornado coming to pick you up from misfortune and land you somewhere beautiful! May is to show uou that magic is real, that magic exists and it’s possible for you, and it’s to show you how you can control your life, how you can create a life that you love.

May is the beginning of the magic, not where it ends, but you need to be the one to keep the magic going. So May is when you dive into spiritual practices like divination, meditation, and manifesting. It’s going to be exciting! Lean into it pile 2 🥰🤍

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That’s all for this reading 🤍

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𝐩𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝟑 ~ 𝐜𝐚𝐦𝐞𝐨

decks used: nyxie {age of aquarius tarot} and ryder {wild unknown archetype oracle}

Okay pile 3, you’ve got an interesting pile because I think the cards wanted to do 4 piles… So there’s two collective groups in this pile, with similar energy but it’s also vastly different. So I’ll be splitting this into Group A and Group B.

Please, Take a deep breath, and Pick the emoji you feel most drawn to to get your reading 🤍

𝐆𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐩 𝐀 𝐆𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐩 𝐁

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Thank you 🤍 Please find your group and proceed with the reading as usual 🥰

Group A 🚙

the question: What does the month of May have in store for you?

your cards: 2 of cups, temperance, star, chariot, the mother, the faultline

numbers that may resonate: 1, 2, 49, 14, 17, 7

your message: All right Group A! let’s dive right into it.

Your month of May is going to be incredibly healing. Right now, there’s been some conflicts with someone in your life, it could be your parents, siblings, a lover, or someone who’s been foundational in your upbringing/life or getting you comfortable in your career.

Lately, it’s been feeling like you’ve been walking on eggshells around them, like something just isn’t quite right between you two and it doesn’t seem to make either of you feel comfortable, and to you, it doesn’t look like there’s a way to fix it.

But you will be able to heal the relationship.

For group A, the reason behind the relationship’s strain seems to come from the tight grip they have on how they want you to do something a certain way. In particular, it feels like a career choice. Where you want to go in a new direction and they are afraid you’re not thinking it through, or that’s it’s a risky move, and they’re telling you not to do it.

This is partly because they don’t know how to let you leave the nest that they created for you. The nest they envisioned your life to be like, and how they wanted it to be because it felt safe to them. But they’re also being stubborn about this because they genuinely love and care for you so much, they just want you to be safe and stable wherever you land.

This is why it’ll be easy for you to make amends in the relationship, because the foundation of the problem is an abundance of worry from loving you too much. I know it can be frustrating, but it’s actually the best kind of problem to have.

In May, the eggshells yall have been walking on will finally break, and there will be a conversation where everything comes out into the open, and everything between you two is shared and both of you understand where the other is coming from. It’ll happen quickly, and unexpectedly in the sense that if you plan to talk to them on Monday, it’ll actually happen on Saturday at what looks like “the worst possible time to bring this up”

But let it happen, because even though it looks like terrible timing, it’s actually perfect. It’s divine timing and it’s necessary. So instead of running away from the conversation, lean into it.

Don’t leave anything unsaid or any thought or intention up for misinterpretation.

This is a time to fully bare your mind, heart, and soul with them and vice versa so yall can finally stop trying to read each other’s minds— because neither of you have been very good at that lately and that’s part of the problem— and finally come together and be on the same page.

It’s here when you’re both on the same page that you find a solution and can move forward together, in perfect harmony, and the relationship will fully be renewed.

Things will feel even better than they were before, because your relationship is stronger now. You’re on the same wavelength and you feel like you’re moving together in sync rather than to clashing rhythms.

May is also filled with so much love, compassion, balance and hope for you in an area where you haven’t felt it for a while. May is pouring in waves of love and hope, and deep deep healing, where you’ll feel completely refreshed, and content. Like a child who falls asleep in the car ride home and wakes up as their parent is carrying them inside the house. That feeling of safety, love and peace, you’ll have that in May 🤍

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the question: What’s your guidance for May’s journey?

your cards: king of pearls, 3 of cups, queen of pearls, death, page of pearls, 3 swords, queen of cups, 5 of cups, the stone, the empty room, the eternal child

your message: Okay group A, your guidance for May and the situation between someone you love is to get a new perspective on this situation.

To get that perspective, you need to remember who this person is to you, why you love them, why they were in your life before things got tense and stressful, and to ground yourself in the knowing that this is someone who is worth keeping in your life.

Once you have that understanding grounding you, you’ll need to see this situation from their perspective. Look at it with fresh eyes, and realize that they are only so angry, stubborn and trying to control your life because they see you as someone they need to protect. Someone who is like a child.

If this is a lover: they see you as naive, not in a bad way but in the way that you look for the best in situations, in people, and you are overly optimistic. They see you as someone who hasn’t been corrupted with the evil and heartache of the world, and they want to protect you from it. They don’t want you to leave their life or go into something that’s risky where they end up losing you forever. They see you as an integral part of their life, someone they have crafted their whole life around. They’ve planned the future with you in it and they don’t want to lose you or their dreams of the future because of this new idea or direction you want to go in.

I don’t see anything here that says the risk is dangerous, I think it’s more of a long distance situation like if you take this new job, you’ll have to move away, or they’ll have to move with you and leave their family in another part of the world. It’s a risk but it’s mostly internalized fears than any real danger.

if this is a parent: they see you like a child in the sense that to them you never grew up, you’re still their baby, their responsibility to provide for and take care of you. They also have a deep rooted fear of you leaving them because they never really felt like their home was empty.

With the empty room card, i’m seeing empty nest syndrome, and your parents never experienced that because of how close you are to each other. This new opportunity for you, could be you moving out for the first time, or maybe moving to another part of town or even across the country where it’s at least an hour drive to them, and they’re worried they’ll never see you again because it’s a long way away.

It’s important to know that the reason they’re holding on so tightly and fighting you on this, is because they don’t want to lose you. They don’t want a life where you’re not in it.

And while it is frustrating having to prove that you’re an adult and can take care of yourself, you’re being guided to take a breath and realize they just need a little help feeling safe to let go of control. And once they feel safe to let you spread your wings and fly away, yall will have an ever better relationship with each other. But you need to help them to start feeling safe by having and showing them more compassion through this.

I do see that what you want to do is a good thing, with the page of pearls— which is the pentacles suit in this deck— it’s saying this is a path of self development for you, where you’ll grow and gain new experiences that are helpful to you and your path to come.

With the Queen and King of pearls here this is a really really stable opportunity for you, not just stable but lucrative. It’s going to lead to abundance in wealth, in financial security, and in also laying down roots.

This is bringing you into your long term plans, if this is a career change or promotion, this is the career you’ll stay in forever. if this is a promotion, you’re establishing your credibility with the company, possibly staying with them forever but there is the possibility of leaving them on your terms to go somewhere else in the future where the skills and experience you gained here are necessary, appreciated and respected in your new position.

If this is around a move, you’ll live there long term, raise your family there. And if you’re currently single, you’ll meet your long term partner in that city.

And with the 3 of cups, this is saying that you will get to a point where your friend, partner, or parent is proud of you and celebrating with you on this new direction you took your life in.

But that you need to be mindful of how scary this looks from their point of view.

They don’t see it as a great opportunity like you see it. They see it as a great loss. They see it as life changing in a way that shatters their entire world view. They feel like it’s the end of everything they know. They just need to feel stable in this new adventure so they can support you in it. And your guidance is to help them find that stability by sharing your vision for this opportunity. Share with them how you see it, share with them the security that you’ve gained by thinking this through. So they feel safe and can piece their world back together with the understanding that this is changing things but only for the better.

It might feel hard at first, but all you need to do is reassure them with everything you know about the situation. And everything you need to help them, is already within you. You’ve got this!

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That’s all for this reading 🤍 I’m sending you lots of clarifying energy✨ so you can see this clearly and know how to help them feel safe so you can fully enjoy this new adventure of yours! Have fun my love!

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Group B 🗽

the question: What does the month of May have in store for you?

your cards: 2 of cups, temperance, star, chariot, the mother, the faultline

numbers that may resonate: 1, 2, 49, 14, 17, 7

your message: All right Group B! Let’s dive right into it.

Your month of May is going to be incredibly healing. Right now, there’s been some major conflicts with someone in your life, it could be your parents, siblings, a lover, or someone who’s been foundational in your upbringing/life or getting you comfortable in your career.

Lately, it’s been feeling like you’ve been walking on eggshells around them, like something just isn’t quite right between you two and it doesn’t seem to make either of you feel comfortable, and to you, it doesn’t look like there’s a way to fix it.

Now, you are right, you will need to let the relationship break and fall away.

In May, the eggshells yall have been walking on will finally break, and there will be a conversation where everything comes out into the open, and everything between you two is said.

It’ll happen quickly, and unexpectedly in the sense that if you plan to talk to them on Monday, it’ll actually happen on Saturday at what looks like “the worst possible time to bring this up”

But let it happen, don’t be afraid of it, because even though it looks like terrible timing, it’s actually perfect. It’s divine timing and it’s necessary and GREAT things will come from it! So instead of running away from the conversation, lean into it.

Now, group B, compared to group A, things are a lot different with how this conversation is going to go between you and whoever this person or group of people you’ve been feeling at odds with is.

And I feel so heavy trying to convey this message because I can feel your energy and the energy around this situation and it is so disheartening, it feels hopeless and there’s so much frustration and desperation for things to be different, to be better, to be how you wish them to be.

And I am so sorry that you’ve had to experience this for so long, but the good news is, May is bringing in that same love, peace and healing that it’s bringing in for Group A.

May is going to be filled with so much love, compassion, balance and hope for you in all areas where you haven’t felt it for a while. May is pouring in waves of love and hope, and deep *deep* healing, where you’ll feel completely refreshed, and content. Like a child who falls asleep in the car ride home and wakes up as their parent is carrying them safely inside the house. That feel of safety, love and peace, you’ll have that in May 🤍

You’re going to be okay. I know it doesn’t look like it right now or even feel like it at all, but the cards are so clear, and the energy here is even louder.

All that pain, hopelessness, frustration and desperation is getting cleared out. Like a flood passing through a deserted meadow, it pulls all the weeds, dead leaves, and debris out, dragging it away in the water and leaving the meadow prettier, greener, and more alive than when the waters came.

I’m not really seeing a long conversation happening here between you and the people causing so much greif, but what I do see is a super sudden ending.

The fault line card in the oracle deck is essentially the tower in tarot, it’s unsteady ground that breaks without warning, like an earthquake comes out of no where (unless you’re a seismologist) it’s sudden, it’s destructive and it’s often times it’s over before anyone realizes.

That’s how I see this situation going for you.

It’ll be you who ends the relationship with this person (or group of people) and it’ll be a chaotic moment, there may be yelling, intense name calling, and brutal words shared between yall, but I see it happening and being done within 5 minutes. It’s a quick conversation, one that ends just as quickly as it began. Now I know it sounds like a scary thing, but this isn’t something to be afraid of.

This is divinely orchestrated. And you are divinely protected through it all.

This falling out, is the ending to your old life, the way things have been, and that is a beautiful thing because it means you’re entering a new life. A life that’s shown here to be so magical, deeply healing and filled with so so much love and relief.

You’re going to feel so much peace afterwards and it’s going to feel so luxurious to you because peace isn’t something you’ve had for so long, maybe ever. And so this is a new experience for you.

The conversation that ends the relationship is coming soon, coming quickly, it’s been building up under the surface, behind the scenes, for a while now and I heard “tomorrow” it’s going to erupt.

I want to emphasis that even while the chaos is happening you’re going to feel relief.

It’s going to feel like with every scream, every word, every slam of the door, that boulders are falling off of your body. Like hardened lava falling off of you, making you feel lighter, safer, happier, and more relieved and feeling more like yourself, because everything is finally being said.

Everything is finally coming out, every thing you’ve ever wished you could say to them, it’s being said and it’s bringing you the closure you want and need in order to feel like this chapter of your life is finally over.

And I do see that, after the fight, after you leave them behind you, your whole life is transforming.

It could be because of the portal on May 5th, because I see you having the fight in what looks like a beaten down house and you walk out the front door slamming it behind you and then I see this shimmering iridescent pearly light coming from within you and expanding outwards to everything around you, to the porch, the house, to the driveway and the trees in your neighborhood and then expanding into a blinding white light and when it finally returns to you, and I can see the scene around you again. Everything is prettier, newer and different.

Now you’re in a totally new environment, with fresh flowers in front of a new home, with a shiny, and better car in the driveway and you look happy, you’re shining brighter than before and you look like a new person too.

This is what May is bringing to you. A new life, one that looks completely different than the life you’ve been living. 🤍

You’re going to be better than okay 🥰

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the question: What’s group b’s Guidance for May?

your cards: 4 of swords, page of pearls, 5 of wands, 8 of cups, 10 of swords, 3 of swords, queen of cups, 8 of wands, six of swords, the king, the father, the comic, the faultline, the prayer, the judge, apocolypsis

your message: All right group b 🥰 the first thing you’re being guided to do is not to worry about the conversation or the fight or how everything will play out.

I heard, “Don’t worry your pretty little mind, everything is going to work out just fine. We have it all under control. Just take care of yourself.”

With the 3 of swords, I can see that you’re really worried right now, and it’s causing you a lot of emotional grief because you’re tired of this life. You’re tired of the fights, you’re tired of not being heard or loved the way you deserve it and the way you want to be loved. You feel like you’ve been on this not-so-merry-go-round for too long, you want off and you feel like you’ve been screaming at the universe for help and like no one has been listening. And that’s a really hard place to be and you’ve worn yourself out trying to hold onto faith and hope and trying to keep yourself sane. You’ve laughed things off that should’ve made you breakdown and sob. Your sense of humor has kept you alive when no one else was around to help you pick up the pieces of the mess these people have made. But your spirit team, they want to say they’ve heard every prayer, they’ve been helping you get to this point where you can finally leave them all behind and find peace and rest. But they were waiting on divine timing. They were waiting for the pieces to line up, to all be in place, so they could take you out of this situation in one fell swoop and bring you into the life you deserve. A life of love, peace, tranquility, luxury, and stability. A life that’s so secured for you that you never have to return to these people or anyone who is like them.

I know it can be really frustrating when you hear they were waiting for divine timing because to you it feels like the right time to leave them all behind was months or even years ago. And I’ve been there too where divine timing looks shitty because it feels like it’s taking too long and it’s too late. But that’s the sour side of the universe, divine timing is perfect timing but it doesn’t always make sense to us because we aren’t seeing the big picture, we don’t see the gears in motion underneath the clock, we don’t understand why it needs to be later and not now.

But the comfort of divine timing is in the beauty that in hind sight we usually see the magic that was happening behind the scenes, and it’s in that moment where we feel provided for, when we realize we were never alone even though it looked like it while we were in the storm.

And the truth for your situation is, you were never alone!

The universe heard every prayer, saw every tear, they sat with you hugging you even though you couldnt feel them. They felt your frustrations and pain like it was their own, they saw everything, every wrong thing they did to you, even the ones you don’t know about, and the universe knows what those people are guilty for.

You didn’t deserve any of it.

Any of the treatment they gave you, any of the words they said, you didn’t deserve any of it.

And it was incredibly unfair, but the good news is the divine saw it all. And the time for judgement is here, you’ll get your justice, and they will get their karmic punishment.

You don’t have to worry anymore.

Things may feel like you’re still in the thick of it, like this is the end of the world and you might not know how things will turn around. Like it’s the zombie apocalypse, and the CDC shut down and there’s no cure in sight.

But there is a cure being made right now, and the end of the apocalypse is near. It’s happening in May for you 🤍

You’ve got this, you’ve done such an incredible job getting yourself through all of that, keeping yourself alive when all odds were against you, including yourself, and you kept your heart kind and gentle through it all.

You’re being rescued now, and you’re being rewarded with a new life filled with compassion and kindness. You’ll never have to feel that way again, you’ll never be treated that way again. You’re getting out. You are! 🤍 And everything is going to be taken care of for you, all you have to do is let it happen, relax, rest and take care of yourself right now and through the transition. Focus on things that bring you joy, focus on taking care of yourself.

If it’s been a while since you had a nice relaxing shower, take one. Let yourself be comforted in your world right now and through the transitional period.

You’ve been through so much that you’ve been running on empty, it’s time to fill yourself back up and that comes through mental rest and physical comfort. Find time to take care of you right now. And hold on just a little longer my love, the rescue helicopter is on its way, it’s coming in fast and it’s not leaving without you 🤍

You’ve made it, just focus on how much better your life is going to be in a few days and trust the universe a little longer.

They’re about to show you that it was all worth it, that they’ve been by your side the whole time, that they love you. They’re picking you up right now and they’ll provide everything from transportation, to your house, to everything in it. They’re going to prove to you that they exist. That’s what part of their divine timing was all about, getting you to believe in them in a *big* way so you couldn’t ever feel doubt about them again.

Hang in there a little longer 🤍 Help is on the way.

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That’s all for your reading, I’m sending you loads of healing energy and comfort to help you through the transition. You’re not alone through this 🤍

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{I don’t know how but every pile has Ancestors from the East coast or South in the USA 🙈 and I feel a bit rude cos I didn’t expect this reading to just be for Americans but I think that’s just who wanted to come out in this reading. However they do wanna clarify that even though these are the places they’re showing me, there are people in this collective who are outside of the USA! But these are just the states with most relevance to the collective piles 🩷}

𐐪𐑂 𐐪𐑂 𐐪𐑂 𐐪𐑂

𝑃𝑖𝑙𝑒 𝑂𝑛𝑒 ~ 𝐶𝑜𝑓𝑓𝑒𝑒

Your Cards: Empress. Page of Wands, King of Wands, Ace of Swords, The Magician, 4 of Cups, 10 of Wands, Lovers Reversed, Ace of Wands, Death

About Your Ancestors:

They have a southern U.S. accent, {Louisiana, Georgia, Alabama} and the one Ancestor that’s most prominent in this reading is of Creole ancestry, others are Black and Hispanic and a small few, {one or two} are white.

Your Message:

You have something inside you that you’ve been wanting to create and some of you’ve been putting in the work to create it but it’s still in the planning process.

This is an opportunity of some kind either an entrepreneurship or a non profit organization. It’s something so close to your heart that you feel so deeply connected to it.

It’s your baby, you can see it being your life’s work, but there’s been some issues in this. Things feeling too complicated, like there's too much on your plate to fully enjoy this. Lately, you’ve been feeling like “Is this even worth all this?” while you work on it.

You've been dragging your feet, not wanting to get out of bed. Feeling overwhelmed, burnt out, depressed or just indifferent to the work now. But there will be a breakthrough soon, where you’ll feel free again. Happy and excited again for this.

This breakthrough is something that will remind you why you started this in the first place. It’ll ignite that spark in your heart again. And it’ll wash away all the burdened, overwhelming apathy and hatred that’s been growing towards this. It’ll be the push and the change in your mindset that’s needed in order to help you fully create this in all its glory. 

The Channeled message as I heard it:

“It’s worth it. I know you can’t see that right now and you havent been able to for a while now, but child it’s worth it. Change is coming, breakthrough is coming. Don’t throw in the towel just yet. Give it some more time.

In the meantime, while you wait for the breakthrough, the ‘Aha’ moment, I want you to rest, relax. Act like you’re 7 months pregnant and your back is aching, your feet are swollen and your belly is rumbling.

Get a massage, take a bubble bath, put up your feet, take that nap, eat more and fuel up. Get your mind off this as much as you can.

You clock out of work, stop thinking about it. You’re home— act like it.

In this rest and relaxation you’ll come back to yourself. And at the end of it you’ll remember why you started this in the first place. You started to help people. You started to help yourself. So why are you forgetting to take care of yourself right now?

Because you don’t think you deserve it?

Bullshit!

The very reason for why you’re doing this makes you worthy of taking a break every now and again and I’m not talking a 5 minute break or a ‘30 second alarm on your phone’ break where you reward yourself with chocolate and a happy jazz hands dance and then get back to work. I’m talking about a real vacation kind of break.

A weekend, a week, a couple of weeks. You deserve time off to rest your body and especially your mind.

Now, I know this sounds harsh, I don’t mean it to come across that way, Child, I just want what's best for you, and working yourself into the ground like you are now, is not that. So do us all a favor and take a break. Drink your water too and start listening to us. We know you can hear us, it just pisses us off more when you act like you don’t or can’t. Yeah, we see you… and we know you see us too."

That was all they wanted to say... They do love you they just really feel like calling you out right now 🙈 So I’ma ask them for a nice message now cos I don’t like ending readings on a sour note 🩷

New Cards: World Reversed, 7 of Pentacles, High Priestess, Hermit, Sun, 3 of Pentacles, Empress

They didn’t wanna give this lol, and it took a while for any cards to come out.

Their Comforting Message:

“Fiine… Here. We know life hasn’t been easy.

The world wasn’t handed to you as a child, you’ve had to work for everything you have including the respect of other people. You know this, I don’t know why you need me to say it. But you’re also highly aware of what’s going on beneath the surface.

Call it the years of isolation, dark night of the souls, all the shadow work you’ve been doing. You’ve been doing good. Working up to your happiness and that’s where you are now: Working to make this dream come true.

We are proud of you… we’d just like some recognition for all we’ve done to help you through this shit hole too. A cookie would be nice, you know. Or some water at the least. All I feel is like we’re yapping up a storm, drying our mouths, and all you hear is the charlie brown teachers spewing nonsense ‘cause you don’t wanna hear us!

{I asked them to redirect and actually give comforting messages lol}

We’re proud of you for all the hard work you’ve put in. Digging up the weeds and breaking the foundations of concrete just to plant some pretty flowers isn’t easy to do. God knows I know that… You’re intuitive, child, you know you don’t have to keep doubting whether you heard correctly or not… or saw correctly. We admire how far you’ve developed your clairs and psychic abilities in such a short life.

It didn’t come easy and we know that.

We saw all the work you put in, we saw the isolation periods and we’re proud of you for sticking with it and getting through it. I’m sorry we’re a bit bitter… but a cookie or an offering would go a long way I’m just sayin’… {They held their hands up in innocence, lol}

Know that our hands are on this project of yours too, we’re looking out for it, just like we’re looking out for you too. But we are serious about you needing to rest.

Even we needed to rest when we were out in the fields. {She means when they were enslaved, working the fields. Others are talking about being immigrants and working on farms with horrible pay "slaving away."}

So you gotta rest too, even moreso because what you’re making is gonna help a lot of people, which means this is just the beginning of the hard work.

You gotta find the balance between working hard and fully shutting off your work brain. You gotta find that balance now, before things take off and you end up dropping the ball down the road when you get burnt out from running around like a headless chicken.

We love you, We’re proud of you. Now get some rest, there’s nothing you have to prove by working so damn hard.”

All right 🩷 Well, you definitely have some vocal and stubborn ancestors 😂 They seem sweet though, even through the harsh message and cussing, I could tell they really love you, they just feel ignored and neglected.

Some of them also really want a cookie!

I heard “A raisin cookie tell ‘em I want raisin!” 😂🙈 Yall have some really adorable ancestors! Overall, their message is to take a break.

You’ve deserved a nice long break for a while now. I know it can be tough setting your work down for a day or two… or even 15 minutes. I struggle with the same thing but rest is essential. Rest is necessary. And your ancestors see it as beneficial for you and your business / project.

I think if it’s really hard to let go of your “work mode” maybe do it in increments. It doesn't have to be a hard clean break from today to tomorrow where you take two weeks off. You can start small, take an hour off. Turn your phone on dnd, grab a face mask, hot tea {or hot cocoa with the colder months here now!} just do what you can with what you have right now.

Try to see it as a meditative practice, as time goes by it’ll get easier to add more time to your breaks 🩷

Also… they’re really adamant about that cookie 🙈 Maybe look into doing some homemade cookie recipes, taking the time to make them could count as your break from work 🩷 {And they really like the idea of a homemade offering.}

That's all for this pile, thank you for sticking around and hearing your ancestors out! They really appreciate you wanting to hear them out right now 🩷🫂

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Happy Samhain! 🎃

𐐪𐑂 𐐪𐑂 𐐪𐑂 𐐪𐑂

𝑃𝑖𝑙𝑒 𝑇𝑤𝑜 ~ 𝐶𝑙𝑜𝑐𝑘

Pile two is interesting because two sets of messages and Ancestors came out with the same cards 🙈 While they’re both essentially the same message they have enough of a nuance to them that I wanted to split them into groups to fully allow each set of Ancestors to be heard. So Pile 2 you’ve been split into Group A and Group B

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🍯 Group A 🍯 🐝 Group B 🐝

Thank you 🩷 Please proceed accordingly 🥰

🍯 Group A 🍯

Your Cards: 4 of Swords, King of Pentacles Reversed, Page of Swords, Knight of Wands, 6 of Pentacles

About Your Ancestors:

They were really eager to talk. Their ethnicities are kinda hazy, I think this might be because it’s a collective reading and yall don’t share the same ancestry as the other members in this pile. Some are from New Jersey, may have moved to or from New York. Italian is prominent, but so is German.

Then some are venturing into Connecticut, Vermont, Maryland, Illinois, and Virginia. Michigan too but that's a small few.

Some of you are POC, Black and Asian being the most common after Italians and Germans. Some of you are really proud {as you should be 🩷} to have made it this far in an unfair world, not only for the discrimination against you but also because some of you have grown up on stories of what it was like in slavery. And a super small amount of you are born from a Freed Slave in the 1840's-1860’s who had a really rough time. I think they moved from the southern states to New York, and that’s where you grew up but now that you’re well established you moved down to the state they’re from in a way to prove your worth to everyone there. They’re really proud of you for that 🩷🫂 as am I ‘cause I don’t think I’d have the courage to do that especially with the Election coming up 🙈 

Your Message:

You’ve been searching for happiness when it comes to your wealth. You’re actually really wealthy this could be from your hard work or things have just gone really easy for you or a mix of both. For most of you, this is your hard work. 

Even though you’re rich and you can buy things that make you really happy you haven’t felt fulfilled. So you keep buying more and more in hopes it’ll satisfy that feeling, and it does for a little while but then that feeling fades again.

Your Ancestors are saying you have to start letting down your walls. You’ve been guarding your wealth as it grew {which is really wise!} but now that it’s fully grown and sustainable, you need to start leaving behind that mindset that this is only *your* money to spend. It’s not just yours, because your ancestors helped you reach this height of your wealth, they’ve been cultivating it too and the reason why is because they want to soften your heart towards the less fortunate. I know this is really hard for you to hear but you should look for places— credible organizations, shelters, charities— to donate to. Your ancestors are saying once you do you’ll find that satisfaction you’ve been looking for with your wealth.

However, there’s more. You should really do your research, go in person, and talk to the community and organization leaders to really understand their story and the cause you’re donating to before you donate because in this meet and greet you’ll actually learn the lesson your ancestors want you to.

Otherwise, you’ll just be giving money to different organizations still feeling unfulfilled and still searching for happiness and purpose.

Your Channeled Message:

“Let me- Lemme speak first! I can speak for all of us when I say: We know the hard work that went into you getting your bank account where it is now. It was hard work we won’t diminish that! But you gotta stop thinking that everyone everywhere can get where you are now by just putting in the hours and hard work. Some people can, but others just really can’t and they need a helping hand. And I know you wanna roll your eyes and huff but you didn’t do this alone either.

We all helped you. You put in the hard work, but we supplied the opportunities, sprinkling the good luck— {another ancestor interrupted} Dumped! We Dumped the good luck!! Don’t *sugarcoat* it.— That money isn’t just yours and I know, I know you hate this but you know deep down it’s true.

That’s why you’re not happy because you’re *meant* to be sharing that money with people. Spreading the joy and the serenity that that money can bring. We blessed you so you could bless others. But this will only work if you do this out of compassion, being truly moved by the causes you’re giving to. So you gotta go out there get your hands dirty and look into the organizations yourself, don’t get someone else to do it for you ‘cause that won’t work for you.

You’ll still be bitter and feeling lonely in that big house {They showed a mansion with a stone driveway and a cute cultivated garden with columnar shrubs, square bushes and a sculpted bush} with that fancy car {They showed a Porsche and a BMW and they said Lincoln too} because you need human connections and a real purpose to back yourself up in your happiness.

We know how you feel about sharing your money… but you have to let go of thinking ‘I worked hard for this life, for this money! Why should I have to share it with people who can’t even balance their checkbook!?’

You also gotta give people a chance to surprise you, not every poor person with a sob story is just out for a good con. Not all of them are.

You did good, making good on the opportunities we sent you and— I know that struck a nerve but calm down. We sent them so give us some credit.— working hard to get where you are now. And you don’t have to listen to us, but we’re just telling you what will make you happy and fill that hole in your heart and life. You can take our advice or not, it’s up to you. When you’re ready, though, we’ll help you find the right places to send money.”

They care about you, they definitely have a hand in your life even though that seems to upset you but they don’t mean for it to be an insult, instead a testament to how much they care and look after you. I think they’re really sweet for not wanting to push you to do things their way, some Ancestors I’ve met before have been really stubborn and persistent so I think yours are really level headed and kind for this.

I also get the sense that they were business folks when they were on Earth too, in law firms, stock brokerages, and corporations, {whether that job went anywhere or not for them is unclear.} because of how well they worked around the business side of things to help you land deals, get promotions, and i also saw they helped you get your first big job interview.

They also know the lingo for businesses but they have a somewhat informal way of talking to you, {or to me to talk to you.}

Overall, it was a hard pill to swallow but they just wanted to say they’re proud of you but if you wanna stop searching for happiness, this is a surefire way to do that and they’re highly encouraging it. Of course, the decision is yours to make.

That's all for this pile, thank you for sticking around and hearing your ancestors out! I know it wasn’t easy 🩷🫂

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🐝 Group B 🐝

Your Cards: 9 of Wands Reversed, 8 of Cups, Queen of Cups, Knight of Pentacles

About Your Ancestors:

I smelled the ocean and then a chlorine pool. I think you or some of your ancestors may have been avid swimmers, swimming competitions seem relevant but also summers and holidays at a lake or beach. 

Indiana and Kentucky are prominent along with West Virginia. You may be from there or live there now, or your ancestors are from there/lived most of their lives there. You have some red haired ancestors, fair skin that burns easily. Blue eyes are common but there’s one Ancestor with Green eyes that’s really important here. Like piercing green emerald eyes.

It feels like you were born into wealth but that you also take your work seriously or enjoy working hard, to maintain that wealth, but that money also isn't "everything" to you.

Your Message:

They see that you want to be charitable but that you’re not sure who or what to give your money to. They suggest talking to more people and taking an active part in looking for causes or people in need. Researching charities online, going in person to local shelters and children’s organizations, you’ll find a place/cause/person to donate to really soon after doing this. Being in person will help you gauge the intentions of the organization and bring clarity on where you should share your money 🩷

Your Channeled Message:

“We know you’re bored, and looking for something fun to do. We’ve talked it over and we agree that donating to a good cause will benefit you. That being hands-on will be what you need to feel alive and excited and fill that need to be involved in something worth a damn.

There’s a few good ones but you’ll need to do your research, call them up, email them, set up a meeting with the campaign organizers and really ask them why they do this and how they use the money.

You’ll be able to gauge— we’ll help you to know— who is right for you and who is shoveling bullshit into your ears. There’ll be some that excite you and they look perfect from the outside but once you sit down and talk to them you’ll see they aren’t what they appear to be.

Be prepared to get your hopes crushed with the ones you think are good. It’ll be one of the places you didnt think twice about that will actually be the right fit for you. So just be prepared to be disappointed a lot before you find that one that lights your soul up.

Also be smart when you do find them, don’t write them a big check right away, do smaller donations first.

{I asked them why.}

Because you’ll be the first {or one of the first} to believe in them and their cause and a large donation will inflate their egos making them veer off course.

You gotta be subtle with your support— and ask to be part of the overseeing committe to track how they use the money. It sounds harsh but they’ll need you to keep them honest and on track. It’s not that they’re a bad organization, it's just that they live in the real world. Where bills and unexpected expenses pop up and they are just starting out so they kinda have their thoughts all over the place. They’re focus is on 20-50 years from now when it should be on this month, next month, this year.

With a large donation they’ll get ahead of themselves and start working on projects that shouldn’t and can’t be supported right now. Just stick to the plan and help them stick to it too. Small donations, regularly sent until we tell you to go bigger.

We love your heart. How much you want to give money away and share it with the world. We wish we were more like you when we were there {on Earth.}

We’re proud that you abandoned our thick skulled ideas and we’re proud to call you our grandson/granddaughter. {Most of you are male but a few are female so they said both 🩷}

We’re sorry we weren’t more supportive of you before, but we see the truth now and we’re here to support you in whatever you need now. And excuse our language some of us are still learning to behave more politely.

We love you. Ask for our help, we’ll do it. We really want you to talk to us more, and we wanna talk to you more. Bridge this gap that’s here ‘cause of me. {some mean from being in the Otherworld and some mean from their “bitter stubborn pig-headedness” —their words lol— while they were here on Earth.} I hope that we can make some kind of arrangement for that. Maybe go out for some tea or something.”

Overall you’re very pure hearted when it comes to your wealth. You don’t take it for granted and you love helping people but your Ancestors are concerned about you giving money to the wrong people. Almost like naivety but it’s just optimism and they understand that 🩷

They aren’t concerned because they think you can’t handle money on your own they just know that if you give money to people who misuse it and you find out down the road you’ll be heartbroken and it could lead to you putting your guard up when it comes to donating later, and they don’t want that.

To protect you, they’re recommending that you become mentally and physically invested in the organizations you support financially.

And they do have deep regrets for how they behaved here with you in the past. Some of you have ancestors that you knew here before they ascended, others only know stories— especially from the people in your hometown, they hold “grudges” towards your Ancestors because of how they behaved. So this could also be a small town thing 🩷

That's all for this pile, thank you for sticking around and hearing your ancestors out! 🩷🫂

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Happy Samhain! 🎃✨

𐐪𐑂 𐐪𐑂 𐐪𐑂 𐐪𐑂

𝑃𝑖𝑙𝑒 𝑇ℎ𝑟𝑒𝑒 ~ 𝑇𝑒𝑙𝑒𝑝ℎ𝑜𝑛𝑒

Your Cards: Hanged man Reversed, Queen of Wands, Ace of Pentacles, Heirophant, Emperor, 9 of Cups, Strength, Justice Reversed, Death Reversed, 10 of Wands Reversed, 4 of Cups Reversed, 2 of Cups, 6 of Wands, Knight of Wands, King of Swords Reversed, 7 of Cups Reversed

About Your Ancestors:

Your Ancestors couldn’t wait to speak! The cards just started flying out so they definitely feel passionate about this.

Delaware is prominent. Appalachian is also important. Then it’s Missouri, Iowa, Ohio, North Dakota, Arkansas.

The Ancestor that was most prominent was an older lady, she was sitting in a dining hall or an old tea house {where they serve tea and cucumber sandwiches and the ladies dress up in vintage attire and hats.} She is white but the other Ancestors here are not. She was just the one that felt more confident speaking. She isn’t someone you’ve met in this life, she’s either an Ancestor from centuries ago or she ascended while you were too young to remember her. There are Hispanics here, Indians as well, a few Blacks, a handful of Natives from both America and Canada. 🩷

Your Message:

You’re avoiding an opportunity here because you’re afraid of the responsibility that will come from it and you’re afraid of being seen in a public way. Some of you feel like imposters and like if you become famous you’ll end up in lawsuits because you’ve seen it happen to people you adored and your role models ended up being problematic later on and you’re afraid of that happening to you.

{Can I just say Ditto!! 🙋🏻‍♀️ So I totally understand where you’re coming from!}

However, your Ancestors are saying that will never happen to you! You are the embodiment of pure love, kindness and compassion, even if you do have anger and hate towards some things or some people, you are still pure at heart and this is your reward.

This is your prize for being an amazing and beautifully kind person. It’s time for you to stop being afraid of being seen and being famous. It’s time for you to see yourself as you are and not who you’ve been telling yourself you are all these years.

This opportunity for you is something you will use to influence necessary change in this world. Laying down foundations and tearing up outdated ideas to build a more stable, respectful and focused world. This is something you’ll be partnering up with the Divine to create. It’s an incredible thing and they don’t want you to be afraid of it.

You’re worried you’ll lead in a cruel and ruthless, judgmental way but you won’t. You’ll lead with a vision for a better future for everyone, and people will see that 🩷

As for feeling overwhelmed and like there will be too much to carry, you’ll have help. From the Divine and in people, you’ll have the ability to share the load with others so even though you are the “face” of this and the leader, you won’t be leading alone 🩷🫂

Channeled Messages as I heard it:

“Child, you’re wonderful. Incredible, beautiful and kind. Why are you so worried about this turning out badly for yourself? You’re your own worst enemy, you know that, right?

Overthinking and worrying about what people will think of you, worrying about how you’ll mess something up unintentionally. Stop that! {She smacked your hand away from your mouth as you went to bite your nails lol}

Grab some tea {others said water} and pull yourself together. We didn’t raise you to be like this, worried and insecure about your self.

So look in the proverbial mirror and fix your hair and makeup {this is still a genderless reading but this Ancestor is prominent right now and speaking to a makeup wearer 🩷} Stand up straighter, keep your chin up and know who you are. You’re {They said some names lol like actually first middle and last names of people so for privacy reasons I won’t be sharing those.} for christ’s sake!

You are kind, compassionate, intelligent and meant to be seen as a leader in this world!

Don’t shy away from it because of other people’s missteps. I don’t care who your role model was, and quite frankly I do nOt care what they did to screw up my child’s view of themselves but you do not get to shy away from what this world has to offer you, what *I am* offering you, just because of someone else’s dirty laundry getting waved around in town square! {She huffs and straightens herself out as she pulls on the hem of her fitted blouse as she reins in her frustration.}

Now… I don’t mean to be rude, but I’m sick and tired of saying this to you and me not being heard. So pardon my lashing out but this had to be said because you my dear, are wonderful and you deserve every good thing this life has to offer you and I will make damn sure that you get it!

So get off your damn tush and start putting yourself out there because not only is it good for the world but it’s good for you and your happiness. And after all the hell you’ve been through, you deserve a bit of happiness in your life. So take it. ‘Cause it’s right there for the taking.”

She’s definitely passionate about this and I think her swearing is adorable, it made me laugh a lot during the channel 🩷

Although she was the most prominent Ancestor to come through, the others all agreed with her. It felt like when I asked for them to speak they all looked at her and she knew she got appointed with the job to speak for everyone.

I think she also might be the oldest of the group of Ancestors to come through but as I typed that they corrected me 🙈 There are older ones in the group, they appointed her because she has been around long enough to feel their frustration and hope for all of you to “get your act together and put on the best show of your lives” {their words} so they let her speak for all of them.

Plus they knew I’d enjoy her company and energy 😂🩷 They’re all so adorable. This is definitely my favorite pile for this reading because of her!

As for her message, I think it’s definitely something I relate to so I can understand the fear and holding yourself back to protect yourself but the cards and the Ancestors were very clear and adamant that you will not fail.

Something that might help is knowing that: your Ancestors and the Divine will not give you something amazing and push you to do it if it led to your humiliation or detriment when they know it’s something you’re genuinely terrified of.

I know it can be scary, I dealt with it when my spirit team told me to start doing readings online, I’ll prolly share my story later but it was really tough to push through that fear.

I recommend learning about and healing your solar plexus, heart, root, and crown centers {also inappropriately called Chakras} because that’ll help you open up to the possibility of entering the public eye and help nurture and solidify your perspective of yourself.

It might not be an easy road to heal these but if you need help, my asks and DMs are always open!! 🩷 And your Ancestors are also very willing to help you themselves so if you feel comfortable talking to them and asking them directly for help I definitely see that as a great option for you in your journey! 🩷✨

That’s all for this reading 🩷

I really enjoyed doing this!! It did take a lot longer to do this pick a pile because of all the different Ancestors in each pile but it was genuinely so much fun!

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☁️Pile 1: Redline Marble

7 of Wands, Hermit Reversed, King of Cups

They wanna tell you that you’re doing more harm than good by standing your ground and putting up boundaries. That right now, you’re really just isolating yourself from the world. They don’t think it’s healthy but they don’t want to tell you bc they don’t want you to push them away too.

Here’s your advice: Boundaries are a good thing but you have to set those boundaries with compassion and a balanced mind and heart. Are the people you’re cutting off from your life people who are really bad or are they just telling you truths you’re not ready to hear? You need to have Compassion and Patience with yourself first so that you can feel your emotions and have compassion and patience for others who might not have the right words to say the right things.

Signs this is for you: Seagulls, 1989 Taylor’s version, Out of the Woods song in particular, Beach, Pier, Malibu, Sand, White, Blue, 999 777 1111

🦢Pile 2: Selenite

4 of swords, 7 of swords, Chariot, Six of cups Reversed

They want to tell you that they think you need to stand up for yourself. Right now they think you’re taking things too lightly, and justifying it as “I’m staying out of it for my own peace”— but they really think this is just letting other people get away with being mean to you. They want you to start standing your ground and sticking up for yourself even if this means getting into an argument with someone or taking the conflict to HR. They think it’s necessary and the faster you do this the better it’ll be for you. They also want to say that if you need help doing this they’re here for you. You don’t have to face your bullies alone. 🩷

Conflict can be really difficult to face but you deserve to feel safe and if someone is causing you trouble, talking it through and fixing it is better than putting on a mask and convincing yourself it doesn’t hurt.

Signs this is for you: Napping a lot, Feeling restless, Anxiety, Shaking, Mirrors, Mirror magic, Cats, White, Black, Orange cats, Golden retriever, Pitbull 323 333 444 777

🤍Pile 3: Rose Quartz

Knight of Cups Reversed, Knight of Pentacles Reversed, 4 of Wands

This is in regard to a wedding or a marriage. Some of you are planning a wedding and others are already married. There’s conflict with the parents in law or with your parents. Your significant other thought this would be like a fairytale wedding/marriage. But it’s turning out to be either a nightmare or they’re realizing their ideas of this were unrealistic. They thought you were going to be their knight in shining armor to defend them against all troubles with your parents {this is giving Rapunzel, where the prince saves her from mother gothel except you didn’t do this. But they thought and wished you would.} They don’t want to bring this up because they’re worried that when push comes to shove you’ll choose your parents{in law} over them. They’re used to being neglected or chosen last for everything and as much as this is hurting them right now, they’re choosing to suffer in silence. I can see this isn’t your intention at all, but instead you just wanted to keep the peace. Unfortunately, this isnt a situation where keeping the peace is a good thing.

Your advice is to think about what you want and what you are willing to do to show your love. This will require you to stand your ground with your parents{in law} to be the protector your significant other needs you to be. First, create a safe space for your significant other where you can sit down and talk. Let them know they are loved and cherished. Work on making them feel that they don’t have to worry about you choosing someone else over them including your parents{in law.}

Be prepared for healing tears and be open to collaborating on how to fix this moving forward not only with your parents{in law} but with each other. Work on rebuilding a foundation of trust with open, honest communication. It can be difficult at first to get the words out but be patient and compassionate with each other and everything will be all right 🩷✨

Step Two is implementing this by talking to your parents{in laws} and putting up boundaries necessary to protect you and your significant other’s peace.

Signs this is for you: Fighting over tablecloths, Theme wedding, Elven or Fantasy theme wedding, Destination wedding, The Witcher, Game of Thrones, ACOTAR, Estranged parents, Mother/Father in law visiting, Crowded guest bedroom/house, Family gathering, Reunion, Red, White, Black, Silver and Bronze, 353 333 555 444 1111

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~ Yes! I do free “Tarot Games” for fun. Currently, they are only when I open them and of a topic that I choose.🪿You can learn more here.

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~ I price my readings according to how much energy I put into a reading. Factoring in the time it takes me to do a reading from cleansing my tools and space to sending the reading to you. I put in a lot of effort, detail and compassion into my readings and I personally believe the prices are fair because of how beneficial they are to you ❤︎

I love your readings but I hate reading so much. Can you shorten the reading for me?

~ No. The readings are long because I include everything that comes through in the session. I believe every detail is important, including the journey to each detail. I wouldn’t feel right about shortening the reading because I’d feel anxious, like I was hiding something important from you, and I wouldn’t know what it was— since only you and your spirit team know what’s important to you in the message. If you want a short reading, then I’m not the reader for you ❤︎

I’m a christian, can I get a reading from you?

~ Yes of course! ❤︎ you are more than welcome to book a reading with me, no matter your religion, or political bias. Contrary to popular belief, divination is religion friendly and is actually a big part of judaism and christianity as well!

Do you hate christians because you’re an ex-christian?

~ No, of course not. I don’t hate christians, or people of any religion. I only left christianity because I personally don’t resonate or feel at peace/happy with the christian gods and beliefs.

about me

Your readings are always spot on, and I want to read tarot like you. Can you help me?

~ Yess, I have a sideblog @starlingschool where I give information and tips for reading tarot and strengthening your intuition. If you have any questions or need help with anything tarot related you can DM me, comment or use my Ask box “Pigeon Messenger 🕊️” or “Owl’s Desk 🦉” and I’ll reply as soon as I can. At the moment, I don’t have time to do 1-on-1 teaching courses but this is what I can do for now ❤︎

Why did you leave christianity?

~ I grew up in an abusive household where christianity was used to keep me submissive to the abuse, while pardoning their behavior. I actually dove deep into studying christianity during my pre-teens to 16 years old, and later, I deconstructed the religion to help heal from religious trauma. I ultimately realized that the religion, gods, and pantheon doesn’t resonate with my soul and instead it was holding me back from my full potential. So I left and found a belief system that allows me to grow and feel at peace ❤︎

Why do you call yourself an ex-christian? it feels irrelevant, Why not leave that out?

~ It’s not irrelevant to me. Being a christian was a big part of my life and my journey into witchcraft. I studied the religion and I understand, firsthand, the trauma it can cause. It’s part of my experience and even though it was painful, it’s an important building block for my practice and how I read for clients.

How did you become a witch?

~ I became a witch as part of healing from religious trauma. I was raised to be afraid of witchcraft and in 2018 I decided it was time to educate myself on things that scared me instead of being ignorant about it and allowing the fear to control my life. So in 2020, I dove into witchcraft and polytheism and I learned that there was nothing to be afraid of ❤︎ I eventually found peace in it and carved my own path and declared myself a witch!

What is your zodiac sign?

~ I’m a sagittarius ❤︎ with a pisces rising and aries moon

I’ll continue to add to this if I see other questions are being asked a lot too ❤︎