Spaces has such a different meaning now

no but I'm genuinely so thankful for the people here, the community here. people who understand the grief, the anger, the devastation. even when I've been unable to find the words to say, just seeing someone say exactly what I'm feeling and others sharing it, like yeah they understand. they know it too. they're feeling it too. i really don't know how I would've coped without you people here.

grieving for my younger self right now, one direction was my whole life

This may sound silly but with every new tribute to Liam, the fact that hes gone becomes more real and I cant handle it

I end up crying a little every time I open tumblr. But it also makes me smile to see the pictures and gifs and quotes of Liam from happier times. There's nowhere else online I'd rather be than here with you all <3

me continuing to tell myself to stop scrolling but when I walk away I just feel lost and crave the community of the people who understand this feeling as devastating as non stop reading everything is

a post from the official 1d account four years after their last one wasn’t supposed to be a grief statement about one of the members dying. what the fuck! and they included zayn! what the fuck you guys how are we doing this

heartbroken is such an understatement, but i am so beyond heartbroken for them all. this is incomprehensible. i hope beyond hope they are given their time to work through this and grieve.

no one, NO ONE, understands what liam went through better than them. they went through all of that together, the pain and the happiness and the trauma. to have it come to this...... beyond heartbreaking