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happy 24th birthday louis!

It’s my 19th birthday today and I made a follow forever as my own little gift to myself because the past year brought a lot of change (starting college, moving to a different state, etc.). I’ve faced some struggles this past year as well (starting college in a different state is great but for me it has been a real struggle to control my anxiety, whether that is my social anxiety, OCD, or panic attacks college hasn’t been starting too great) and I am hopeful that this next year of my life is going to be better.

For me personally, tumblr isn’t a ‘good’ place. If you haven’t heard me talk about getting hate before then this is me saying that I receive hate messages daily. Through the years, it’s really only gotten worse but the people I’m going to talk about below have managed to help me more than they will ever know. Honestly, I have never said anything to a vast majority of the people I follow so I am taking this moment to say thank you. Thank you for being on tumblr and running such kick ass blogs. Thank you for running blogs that I can look at when I feel low and instantly smile. Thank you for following me (and putting up with me). I appreciate you all more than words can describe. Thank you.

Over the years, I’ve become accustomed to tumblr and have gone through both highs and lows (more lows probably though). However, I miraculously reached a very big ‘high’ a few months back and that is reaching my goal on tumblr. When I first joined, I set this big number in my head that was like, “douglas, you’ll never reach that”. I still don’t know how I did but I am very grateful. So even if your name is not below I still would like to say thank you for following me (and putting up with me), it really does mean a lot to me. Thank you.

This is really really long so it’s under read more :)

24 days of louis

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