Quiet and introverted

I heard something the other day that I had never really thought about before. Someone mentioned to me that whenever you catch yourself missing someone who left your life, you should remind yourself that them not being part of your present is a consistent choice they make every day. They wake up and decide to maintain the silence. They’re indifferent as to whether the space between you gets larger. And that in itself is pretty powerful closure.

I’ve had friends drop me off at places where i don’t live, because i didn’t want to trouble them anymore than i have

People have gotten my name wrong when ordering food or like anybody at all and I don’t correct them so they think my name Alice when it’s actually Allison

I’ve decided to sit in the car during social events so I won’t have to interact with anyone, but I still got weird stares from people walking by, so I would lean my seat all the way back so no one could see me.

said i had to go somewhere then walked five miles to my house

Stared down someone who was trying to talk to me. QwQ

Ordered food through the drive thru and then sat in my car in the parking lot to eat

Ordered like 20 dollars of food in a drive through, paid for it, was asked to pull up past the window and park so they could bring it out to me when it was done, panicked because I didn’t know where exactly they wanted me to park, drove away and went home 

i picked up a 90~100 kg goods trolley bc i didn’t want to inconvenience the person asking if i needed help. i’ve also accidentally ordered 20 chicken nuggets instead of 10, had the name ERI for a drink order, and gotten $2 cashout instead of $10. send help.

I do that thing where I open my mouth to say something, close it, and repeat until the conversation is over because I don’t want to seem loud or rude.

One time I crawled under tables all the way to the exit on a social event just because it was too much, there were like a dozen tables,younger children started to mimick me,and parents weren’t happy

yeS YES YES

This is a lucky post

It doesn’t matter how much money is on your paycheck or in your bank, you can’t beat finding a $20 bill in your pocket that you didn’t know you had.

This has made me realise just how far i’ve come with so much this last year

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This is truly me every day. Little steps, turn into bigger steps, turn into leaps of faith.