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reminder to stop fucking taking mental health terms and applying them to normal human experiences that a lot of people have regardless of their mental health!

stop calling selfish, violent, hateful people (particularly those of high status) narcissists.

PRIDE REBLOG GAME

for my pansexual awakening, i was watching pokemon (indigo league) and i was entranced by both Jessie and James

i think my very first "i love women" moment was when i was four and i saw maria reynolds in hamilton for the first time... i was CAPTIVATED. it probably took me longer to learn that i was into guys at all than girls tbh and hhmmmi think christian borle might have been responsible for that ...?gulp.

during covid i saw a bunch of like "lgbtq tiktok compilations" on youtube and i was like THIS IS SO MEE oh and also serena from pokemon xy 😍 i had a big fat crush on her

my older sibling told me they were bi and i was like me too!!! to copy him and then in like 7th grade i had a crush on a girl in my class 😅😅 also i realized i was a lesbian like 8 months ago when i realized ive never had a crush on a man… gulps

oh my god yhis is so embarrassing.. i don’t think i really… remember mine? i was on the other side of the playing field for a while.. and i was like “ew men i love girls” IT WAS BAD my mom would be like “isn’t he cute?” and i’d be like “i GUESS…” uhhh and then i started reading gay books more often and having more guy friends and i kinda realized i wanted to be them but it was pretty subconscious i wasn’t rlly aware honestly. uh and then one day it was kinda just a gut feeling? i had joined a social media app and everyone had their gender and sexuality on there and when i was going to fill mine out it kinda just. happened. REALLY BORING STORY NOT THAT INTERESTING!!!!!!!!! 😅😅😅😅

uhmm i dont really remember mine.. i think ive always had a weird relationship with gender and i just never knew the term for it. i remember when i was maybe 6 years old feeling this odd deep unsettled feeling at being called "she." but my orientation awakening was... very long. ive always been attracted to guys but my realization that i like girls was when i had developed a crush on my girl bsf in 5th grade. then again in 7th grade. then again now (my current gf)