Among Thieves (Bucky Barnes x Stark!Reader) — Masterlist
A Bucky Barnes x Stark!Reader Story
Three years after Steve Rogers chose a different life, Tony Stark's younger sister has learned to survive by burying herself in work, carrying grief that never quite loosened its grip. The last person she expects to find herself relying on is James "Bucky" Barnes, a man haunted by a past he can never erase.
Thrown together through the events of The Falcon and the Winter Soldier and Thunderbolts, two people who have spent years believing they were too broken to be chosen slowly discover that healing isn't found in forgetting the past; it's found in letting someone stay.
A slow-burn romance about grief, redemption, second chances, and the quiet ways love begins: a borrowed jacket, a shared blanket, late-night conversations, almost-kisses, and two people learning that home was never a place.
Sometimes... it was a person.
Masterlist
Updated 08/10/26
ACT I — THE END OF ONE LIFE
The world survived Thanos. You aren't sure you did.
Chapter 1 — Proof That Tony Stark Has a Heart
Chapter 2 — Five Seconds
Chapter 3 — The Weight of a Symbol
ACT II — LEARNING HOW TO LIVE
Working beside Bucky Barnes was never supposed to become personal.
Chapter 4 — Old Wounds
Chapter 5 — The Devil You Know
Chapter 6 — Masks
Chapter 7 — The Ghosts of Who We Were
ACT III — A Place at the Table
Some people don't save you all at once. They simply refuse to leave.
Chapter 8 — Quiet Places
Chapter 9 — Debts
Chapter 10 — Breaking Points
Chapter 11 — Home Isn't a Place
Chapter 12 — A Couple of Guys
Chapter 13 — Captain America
Chapter 14 — The Things We Don't Say
ACT IV — HOME
Some endings aren't endings at all. Sometimes...they're the beginning.
Chapter 15 — Strangers Again
Chapter 16 — The Call
Chapter 17 — No Turning Back
Chapter 18 — Someone Worth Saving
Chapter 19 — The Things We Bury
Chapter 20 — The Long Way Home
Author's Note
Welcome to Among Thieves. 🤍
This is an original character (OC) story set within the MCU, told primarily in second-person POV.bucky
The protagonist is Tony Stark's younger sister and Steve Rogers' former fiancée, following her journey alongside Bucky Barnes after the events of Avengers: Endgame.
If you enjoy slow burns, mutual healing, found family, longing, and a healthy dose of 1940s Bucky Barnes charm, I hope you'll feel right at home here.
Thank you so much for giving this story a chance. I hope you enjoy reading it as much as I loved writing it. ❤️
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Summary: In the aftermath of the battle, you and Bucky finally find yourselves alone on the terrace of Avengers Tower. Three years of almosts, lingering glances, borrowed jackets, shared blankets, and things left unsaid finally come to an end.
Turns out, you were both just taking the long way home.
Links to Masterlist | Previous Chapter | Epilogue
The tower was quieter than it had any right to be.
Not because it wasn't occupied.
Quite the opposite.
Someone had somehow found an old sectional couch and dragged it into the middle of the destroyed living room. Pizza boxes covered the coffee table. Walker was arguing with Alexei over whether pineapple belonged on pizza. Ava had disappeared into one of the bedrooms without explanation. Bob sat cross-legged on the floor trying to figure out the streaming services while Yelena repeatedly stole slices off his plate.
It was loud. Chaotic. Alive.
You smiled before disappearing upstairs.
Twenty minutes later, you stepped back into the living room wearing one of Tony's old MIT sweatshirts and a pair of lounge shorts you'd somehow found tucked away in one of the closets.
Home clothes. Real clothes. Not armor. Not suits. Not expectations.
You laughed to yourself, grabbed a bottle of water from the kitchen, and wandered toward the terrace.
Bucky was exactly where you expected him to be.
Hands resting against the railing. Shoulders finally relaxed. The city stretched endlessly before him, lights scattered beneath the night sky.
He didn't turn when you stepped outside. "I was wondering how long it'd take."
You smiled. "You knew I'd come out here?"
"I heard the fridge."
You stopped. "You heard the fridge."
"You close it too hard."
"...That's ridiculous."
"It is." A beat. "You still close it too hard."
You rolled your eyes as you took your place beside him. "I hate that your super-soldier hearing makes you right."
"It has its moments."
His eyes flickered toward you. Then down. Then back toward the skyline.
You narrowed your eyes. "What?"
"Nothing."
"James."
His mouth twitched. "Just didn't think Tony Stark's little sister owned anything that wasn't black, expensive, or bulletproof."
You looked down at the oversized MIT sweatshirt. "This was Tony's."
Bucky glanced at it again. Something softened in his expression. "Looks better on you."
You blinked.
He took a sip from his water like he hadn't said anything at all.
"...Was that a compliment?"
"No."
"That was absolutely a compliment."
"I was making an observation."
"Right."
Bucky finally looked at you, one corner of his mouth lifting. "Can't help what I notice, doll."
There it was. That old-fashioned confidence that had started appearing more and more lately.
Not quite the Bucky Barnes from Brooklyn that Steve used to tell you about. But closer.
You looked away before he could catch your smile.
The city shimmered below. For a while, neither of you spoke.
"So." Bucky finally nodded toward the tower behind you. "This is where you grew up?"
You leaned against the railing. "Not exactly."
He looked over.
"This place came later. When I was just a kid..." You smiled softly. "Tony and I moved to California. The ocean. The smell of salt. The worst traffic imaginable."
Bucky nodded thoughtfully.
"My bedroom overlooked..." He squinted dramatically, as though searching his memory. "...another apartment building."
You laughed. "So glamorous."
"I know. Ladies couldn't resist."
"Oh, I'm sure."
"I was Brooklyn's most eligible man."
"I somehow don't doubt that."
That made him look over. Actually surprised.
You shrugged. "What?"
"Nothing."
"You were expecting me to argue?"
"Maybe."
"You danced. You had the hair."
Bucky frowned. "I have the same hair."
"You absolutely do not have the same hair."
"I have hair."
"That's not the same thing."
He shook his head. "You would've liked it."
"The hair?"
"Brooklyn."
Your smile softened. "Yeah?"
"Yeah." His gaze lingered on you. "Would've taken you dancing."
You blinked.
Bucky looked back toward the skyline as if he'd just commented on the weather.
"You would've?"
"Sure."
"You're assuming I would've said yes."
That got his attention. Slowly, Bucky turned his head toward you. There was something almost boyish in the smile that spread across his face.
"No, doll." He leaned an elbow against the railing. "I'm assuming I would've convinced you."
You stared at him. There he was. Not the Winter Soldier. Not Sergeant Barnes. Not the congressman. Bucky.
The twenty-something troublemaker from Brooklyn who apparently used to walk into dance halls like the world belonged to him.
Your eyebrows lifted. "That's confident."
"I had game."
You burst out laughing. His grin widened.
"Oh my God."
"What?"
"You cannot say I had game with a straight face."
"I did."
"According to who?"
"Steve."
"Steve couldn't talk to women."
"Exactly. Made me look fantastic."
You laughed harder, shaking your head.
Bucky watched you. And slowly, his own laughter faded into something quieter. Something softer.
Behind the glass, muffled voices echoed through the tower. Someone shouted that Bob wasn't allowed to order another pizza. Bob insisted he should. Alexei loudly supported him.
You glanced over your shoulder. "They're going to destroy this place."
Bucky followed your gaze. The broken furniture. The pizza boxes. The mismatched blankets. Yelena stealing another slice. Walker swatting her hand away. Alexei shouting something neither of you could understand.
Then Bucky looked back at you. "...I think they'll save it."
Your smile faded into something gentler. You followed his gaze.
For so long, this tower had been a monument to everything you'd lost. Tony. Natasha. Steve. The Avengers. Your family.
But now—Someone was laughing inside it again.
"...Yeah," you whispered. "I think you're right."
Silence settled between you again. Comfortable. Easy. Until—
"You know..." Bucky rubbed the back of his neck. "There's still something I never told you."
You immediately groaned. "Oh no."
He laughed. "What?"
"Every time you start a sentence like that..." You pointed accusingly at him. "...my life changes."
A crooked smile tugged at his mouth. "...Fair."
You folded your arms. "Still keeping secrets, Barnes?"
"I know." He sighed. "I'm trying to get out of the habit."
"So?" You raised an eyebrow. "You gonna tell me?"
Instead, he looked at you. Really looked.
His expression changed. "There it is."
Your eyebrows furrowed. "What?"
"That smile."
You blinked. "What about it?"
"I missed it."
The teasing disappeared from your face. "I didn't realize..."
"I did."
His answer came so quickly that you stopped.
Bucky shrugged, suddenly interested in the water bottle between his hands. "I notice." His eyes returned to yours. "That and your laugh."
"My laugh?"
"You laugh differently depending on who's around."
You stared at him.
"When you're nervous..." His eyes remained on yours. "...it's quieter."
Your lips parted.
"When you're pretending you're fine, you barely laugh at all." A tiny smile crossed his face. "But when you're actually happy..." He paused. "You throw your whole head back."
Neither of you moved away. Another comfortable silence settled between you.
Then you tilted your head. "Can I ask you something?"
"You usually do."
"Walker."
His eyebrow lifted immediately. "What about him?"
You smiled knowingly. "He told me something."
Bucky's expression became suspicious. "Oh?"
"He said..." You watched his face carefully. "...you were getting awfully protective of me."
His eyes immediately returned to the skyline. "I don't know what you're talking about."
"You do."
"I don't."
"You practically pulled me away from him."
"I caught you."
"You also glared at him."
"He was standing there."
"He was helping me."
"I know."
You smiled wider. "So..."
Bucky sighed.
"...What was that?"
He stayed quiet. Long enough that you thought he might actually dodge the question. Finally—
"I just..." His hand went to the back of his neck. "...liked knowing you were with me."
You blinked. "With you?"
He nodded once. "It was easier."
"Easier?"
"I knew where you were."
You stared at him. "So this was about logistics?"
He looked almost offended. "...No."
You fought back another smile. "So what was it about?"
Bucky laughed quietly and shook his head. "You really don't let things go."
"I learned from the best."
His eyes found yours again. Then he smiled. "...Yeah. You did."
Another pause. Then his expression shifted. "When Walker grabbed you..." His jaw tightened slightly. "...I didn't like it."
You tilted your head. "Why?"
"I don't know."
The answer was honest. Almost frustratingly so.
"I just..." He shrugged. "...wanted to be the one making sure you were okay."
The words hung between you. Bucky seemed to realize what he'd admitted about half a second too late.
Your smile became impossibly gentle. "You know..." You stepped a little closer. "I can usually take care of myself."
"I know."
"So why?"
His eyes met yours. For a moment, something almost shy passed through them. Then—
"Old habits."
You smiled. "The forties?"
"The forties."
"So opening doors...Giving me your jacket. The blanket."
His eyes narrowed. "...Mhm."
"You insisting I ride with you."
A sigh. "...Yeah."
"Standing between me and literally every possible threat."
"That's practical."
"James."
"It's practical."
"And glaring at Walker."
"I wasn't glaring."
"You were glaring."
"I was observing."
You laughed so hard you had to look away.
Bucky smiled. "There it is."
You turned back toward him. "What?"
"That laugh."
Your laughter immediately died. He looked entirely too pleased with himself.
"You did that on purpose."
"Maybe."
Your eyes narrowed. "You stole my line."
"I say it better."
"Oh?"
"I think so."
You shook your head. "...You're impossible."
"No." His smile deepened. "I'm old-fashioned."
"That's what you're calling it?"
"Worked pretty well in '43."
"Did it?"
"Very."
"Brooklyn's most eligible man?"
"You remembered."
"Unfortunately."
Bucky grinned.
You folded your arms. "I always wondered something."
"What?"
"Back there..." You nodded toward the city. "...when Walker said, 'I'm not stealing your girl.'"
The effect was immediate. Bucky looked away. The tips of his ears betrayed him. Your smile turned wicked.
"...What girl?"
"Don't." You laughed. "I thought you noticed everything."
"I do."
"So?"
"You're enjoying this."
"Immensely."
He shook his head, but you could see the smile threatening his mouth.
"Come on, Barnes."
"You're trouble."
"According to Brooklyn's most eligible man?"
His eyes slid toward you. "You would've been."
You blinked. "What?"
"Trouble."
There was a different look in his eyes now. Warm. Intentional.
"You would've walked into one of those dance halls and ruined my whole night."
You stared at him. "Ruined it?"
"Wouldn't have been able to look at anybody else."
Your mouth opened. Nothing came out. Bucky's smile grew. Apparently, he liked that.
"...James."
"What?"
"Are you flirting with me?"
He pretended to consider it. "No."
You stared.
"I'm making an observation."
You shoved his shoulder. He laughed. Actually laughed.
"Asshole."
"Watch your mouth, doll."
"Oh my God." You shook your head, but your cheeks hurt from smiling.
Then Bucky's expression softened again. "But Walker..."
You looked at him.
He exhaled. "When he said that..." His fingers tapped absently against the railing. "I should've corrected him."
Your smile faded slightly.
"But I didn't."
"Why?"
Bucky looked at you. This time, he didn't hide behind a joke.
"Because I liked having you with me."
Silence.
"I still do."
Your heart skipped. He stepped just a little closer. Not enough to touch. Enough that you noticed. Enough that he knew you noticed. You stared at him, suddenly unable to speak.
Bucky laughed softly. "I guess that's my very long way of answering Walker."
Your voice finally returned. "So..." You smiled. "...you weren't being territorial?"
That familiar confidence returned to his face. The kind you'd only seen in flashes before. The ghost of the man Steve had spent years telling you about.
Bucky leaned slightly closer. "Oh, doll..."
Your breath caught.
A slow grin spread across his face. "I absolutely was."
You stared at him.
"But not because I thought Walker was gonna steal you." He shook his head. "I know John." Another step. Barely anything. But suddenly there wasn't much space between you at all.
"I was worried..." His eyes dropped briefly to your lips. Then returned to yours. "...you might not realize I'd already gotten used to having you by my side."
Your heartbeat stumbled. "That's dangerously close to admitting something, Barnes."
"I know."
"And here I thought you were trying to get out of the habit."
His brow furrowed. "What habit?"
"Keeping secrets."
For a moment, he simply stared at you. Then something settled in his expression. Decision.
Bucky reached out. His fingers caught lightly against the hem of Tony's sweatshirt, barely touching you as he tugged you one step closer.
"You really wanna know?"
You swallowed. "I asked, didn't I?"
"You ask a lot of questions."
"And you avoid most of them."
"Not this one." His voice had dropped.
Your heart hammered against your ribs.
Behind him, New York glittered beneath the night sky. Behind you, your strange, impossible new family argued over pizza.
And Bucky Barnes stood in front of you looking more certain than you'd seen him in years.
"I liked knowing you were with me," he said again. "I liked walking into a room and knowing you'd be somewhere behind me making some smart-ass comment."
You smiled.
"I liked knowing when I turned around, you'd be there."
Your smile slowly disappeared.
"And somewhere along the way..." His thumb brushed once against the fabric at your waist. "...I stopped checking."
Your brows pulled together. "Why?"
Bucky smiled. Small. Certain. "Because I knew you would be."
Your chest tightened. "James..."
"And for the record?"
"What?"
His eyes flickered over your face. That Brooklyn charm returned in full force. "I would've gotten that dance."
You stared at him. "In 1943?"
"Mhm."
"Still very confident."
"Doll, I've had eighty years to think about my technique."
You burst out laughing. Bucky grinned. Then his expression softened as he watched you throw your head back. Exactly like he'd said.
"There."
You caught your breath. "There what?"
He looked at you like there wasn't another person in the entire tower. "That's the one."
Your smile softened. "The laugh?"
"My favorite."
And somehow, that was the line that left you speechless. Your heart had never beaten louder. Bucky seemed to realize what he'd said at the exact same moment you did. His eyes flickered away, suddenly fascinated by the skyline.
You couldn't help it. You smiled.
His eyes narrowed. "What?"
"Nothing."
"Doll."
You laughed softly. "You finally admitted it."
His mouth twitched. "Suppose I did."
"You've been flirting with me this whole time."
"No." He gave a tiny shake of his head. "I've been trying to."
You stared at him. "Well..."
His eyebrows lifted.
"You've been succeeding."
That made him laugh. A real one. Warm and unguarded and so unmistakably him that your chest ached. The kind of laugh you'd fallen in love with before you'd ever been brave enough to call what you felt love.
Then, slowly, his smile faded. Not completely. Just enough for something more vulnerable to take its place.
"You know..."
You waited.
"You stopped calling me James."
Your smile softened. Your eyes drifted toward the city. "I did."
"Why?"
You thought about it. Really thought about it.
"At first..." You rubbed your thumb against the edge of your water bottle. "Calling you Bucky felt wrong."
His brow furrowed.
"It belonged to Steve. Sam. People who'd known you forever. People who knew you before everything happened." You shrugged slightly. "I didn't."
Bucky watched you quietly.
"So I called you James."
"And now?"
You looked at him. Now, the answer came easily.
"Now Bucky feels like it's mine too."
Something shifted in his expression.
Your voice softened. "Not mine mine."
His mouth twitched. "Careful."
You rolled your eyes. "You know what I mean."
"I do."
"It doesn't feel like I'm borrowing somebody else's name for you anymore." You swallowed. "Bucky is just...you."
His eyes never left yours.
"And somewhere along the way..." Your smile trembled. "It started feeling like home."
Bucky closed his eyes. Just for a second. Like he'd needed to hear it far more than either of you had realized. When he opened them again, there was something different there. Something decided.
"Doll..." His voice barely carried over the wind. "If I don't say this now..." He laughed nervously through his nose. "...I'm gonna spend the rest of my life finding excuses not to."
Your heart immediately began pounding. "Bucky—"
"I've spent most of my life believing everybody I loved eventually left."
You went still.
"My parents. Steve..." His eyes dropped. "...myself." A humorless laugh escaped him. "I especially got good at leaving myself."
Your chest tightened.
"For a long time, it was easier that way. Didn't have to figure out who I was if I kept letting everybody else decide for me." He looked at you. "Hydra decided I was a weapon. Steve decided I was worth saving. The government decided whether I was dangerous. People decided whether I was a hero or a murderer or some sad story they could put in a headline."
His jaw tightened. "And then you showed up." A tiny smile appeared. "You sat next to me on a plane. You argued with me. You called me an idiot."
"You were being one."
"Repeatedly."
"I stand by it."
That earned a quiet laugh from him. "Yeah. You usually do." His thumb rubbed absently against the railing. "But you never tried to decide who I was."
Your smile faded.
"You just..." He searched for the words. "...looked at me." His eyes found yours. "Like I was a man."
Your throat tightened.
"Not a mission. Not Steve's responsibility. Not Hydra's weapon. Not the Winter Soldier." His voice became quieter. "Just Bucky."
Your eyes burned.
"I don't know when it happened." He smiled faintly. "Maybe Louisiana. Maybe Madripoor. Maybe that damn plane when you stole my blanket."
Your mouth fell open. "You gave me the blanket."
"Details."
"Bucky."
"Fine. I gave you the blanket."
"You practically threw it at me."
"I was nervous."
That stopped you. His eyebrows lifted as if the admission surprised him too.
"...You were nervous?"
"There was a beautiful woman sitting next to me at two in the morning asking personal questions."
Your lips parted.
Bucky shrugged. "I'm old, doll. Not dead."
You laughed despite the tears gathering in your eyes.
His smile softened. "So maybe it was then." He looked down at his hands. "Or maybe it was the first time I realized I kept wanting to give you my jacket."
Your eyebrows lifted.
"Or when I started noticing every time you skipped lunch. Or when you answered emails instead of sleeping."
You winced.
"Or when every room I walked into..." His eyes returned to yours. "...the first person I looked for was you."
Your breath caught.
"I kept telling myself it was Steve."
Your smile disappeared. Bucky's did too.
"That Steve would've wanted me to look out for you. That maybe I owed him that much."
Your gaze dropped toward your hands. Toward the place where another man's ring had once rested. For years, you'd thought loving someone meant building your life around the possibility that they would stay. Tony had taught you that sometimes people left because they had no choice. Steve had taught you that sometimes they did.
But Bucky—Bucky had taught you something else entirely. That someone could know every reason to leave, and choose to stay anyway.
"I loved Steve."
Bucky didn't move. "I know."
"I think part of me always will."
Something flickered across his face. Not jealousy. Never jealousy. Understanding. His eyes lowered anyway. Before he could retreat, you reached for him.
Your fingers slipped between his. His flesh hand tightened around yours almost instinctively.
"But I don't love you because you remind me of him."
Bucky looked up.
"You don't." The words came easier than you expected. "You never did."
His expression softened.
"I loved Steve because he was Steve." Your thumb brushed over his knuckles. "And I love you because you're you."
Bucky stopped breathing. You were almost certain of it. Something in his expression broke. Not painfully. Like a lock finally giving way. Like some part of him that had spent decades bracing for rejection had finally forgotten how.
"And for the record..." Your voice trembled despite your smile. "You don't owe Steve anything when it comes to me."
A quiet breath left him.
"I wondered about it for a long time."
His brow furrowed.
"If you stayed because you felt guilty. Because of what happened with my parents. Because Steve asked you to look out for me. After you finally told me the truth, I wondered if every kind thing you ever did was because you thought you owed him."
His face fell.
"But then I watched you." You squeezed his hand. "You kept choosing me. Every mission. Every room. Every stupid argument. Every sunrise." Your voice cracked. "You stayed."
Bucky's grip tightened around yours.
"And nobody..." You swallowed around the ache in your throat. "...has ever kept choosing me like that."
"Doll..."
"So no." You shook your head. "Steve doesn't get credit for this."
Bucky stared at you. Then—A tiny smile. "...Turns out Steve doesn't get credit for everything."
You laughed through the tears gathering in your eyes. "He'd hate hearing that."
"He'd survive."
"He always did."
A silence passed between you. Not uncomfortable. Not uncertain. Just full.
Then Bucky looked down at your joined hands. "I liked taking care of you."
The sentence landed somewhere deep inside your chest. His thumb moved slowly over your knuckles. "I still do."
"Bucky—"
"Not because I think you need it." His eyes lifted. "I know damn well you can take care of yourself." A faint grin tugged at his mouth. "I've seen you punch super soldiers."
"Twice."
"Yeah, well. Both times were terrifying."
You laughed softly.
"I've seen you outsmart senators. I've watched you walk into rooms full of people who wanted you to fail and somehow leave with every single one of them listening." He stepped closer. "So no." His voice softened. "I never thought you needed me."
Your heart squeezed.
"I just..."
For the first time, Bucky Barnes looked almost shy.
"...liked being the one who got to do it."
You blinked.
"The one carrying the heavy boxes even though you complained you could carry them yourself. The one opening your door. The one reminding you to drink water."
"Annoying."
"You never drink enough."
"Still annoying."
"The one making sure you weren't cold."
"The blanket again?"
"The blanket was a good move."
You laughed. "It was."
His smile grew. "See?"
"You were still weird about it."
"I hadn't courted a woman since Roosevelt was president. Cut me some slack."
You stared at him. Then burst out laughing. Bucky grinned.
"Which Roosevelt?"
His face fell. "Don't ruin this."
You laughed harder. "I'm sorry."
"No, you're not."
"I'm really not."
He shook his head, smiling. And when the laughter faded, his expression became serious again. "I don't know what tomorrow looks like."
You stilled.
"I spent too much of my life pretending I did." He took another step. "But I know this." His voice steadied. "I don't wake up wondering how Congress is doing."
You smiled faintly.
"I wake up wondering whether your meeting went alright."
Your chest tightened.
"I don't care what the headlines say about me." His eyes held yours. "I care whether you smiled that day."
"Bucky..."
"When the Void swallowed us..."
The memory stole the smile from your face.
"I wasn't looking for the mission." His fingers tightened around yours. "I was looking for you."
Your breath caught.
"I wasn't scared of dying." His voice broke, barely. "I was scared you'd think I left."
Everything inside you stopped. Bucky swallowed. "That you'd think I chose to."
Your eyes burned.
"And somewhere in all of that..." His thumb brushed across the back of your hand. "...I finally realized something."
You waited.
"I'm not staying because Steve would've wanted me to."
One final step. Barely inches separated you now.
"I'm staying because I want to." His eyes searched yours. "Because every morning I wake up hoping I get another day with you."
A tear slipped down your cheek. Bucky noticed immediately. Of course he did. His flesh hand lifted slowly, giving you every opportunity to pull away. You didn't. His thumb caught the tear before it reached your jaw.
"So..." A smile slowly appeared. Warm. Confident. Just a little crooked. Unmistakably Bucky Barnes. "If you'll have me..."
Your heart hammered.
"...I'd very much like to spend however many years I've got left courting you properly."
A laugh broke through your tears. "...Courting?"
His eyebrows lifted. "I was born in 1917."
"I know."
"I'm committed to the bit. I open doors. I carry groceries."
"You do."
"I've been told I'm an excellent dancer."
You narrowed your eyes. "By who?"
"Women."
"What women?"
His grin widened. "Oh, now who's territorial?"
Your mouth fell open. "Bucky Barnes."
He laughed. You shoved his chest lightly. "I haven't even seen you dance."
"You've been missing out."
"I'm sure."
"And..." He straightened slightly. "I clean up pretty nice."
You looked him over deliberately.
His eyebrow lifted. "Pretty nice?"
You pretended to consider it. "Debatable."
"Doll."
You laughed. "You walked into that one."
"I was trying to be charming."
"You were succeeding until you asked for reassurance."
"I wasn't asking."
"You were fishing."
"There's a difference."
"Is there?"
"Absolutely."
You shook your head, unable to stop smiling. Bucky watched you. And that look returned. Soft. Wondering. Like after everything, he still couldn't quite believe he was allowed to have this. Allowed to have you.
You stepped closer. Your free hand settled against his chest. Bucky went very still.
"For years..." you whispered, "...I thought love was something that happened to me."
His brow furrowed.
"Someone loved me. Someone left me. Someone chose something else." Your fingers curled slightly into his shirt. "But you..." Your voice trembled. "You just kept showing up."
His hand settled carefully against your waist.
"You never asked me to forget Steve. You never asked me to stop grieving Tony. You never tried to fix any of it." You looked up at him. "You just stayed long enough for me to realize I didn't have to keep waiting for everybody to leave."
His eyes glistened.
"So..." You rose onto your toes. Your forehead rested gently against his. His eyes closed. A trembling smile spread across your face. "I choose you too."
Bucky exhaled. It sounded almost like relief. His forehead pressed more firmly against yours.
For a moment, neither of you moved. Then you laughed quietly. "...Besides."
His eyes opened. His eyebrows lifted.
"I've gotten rather attached to my old-fashioned gentleman."
The smile that spread across Bucky's face was immediate. "Oh?"
"Mhm."
His hand moved a fraction farther around your waist.
"I was hoping he'd stick around."
Bucky's eyes softened. Then that crooked, devastating smile returned. "Well, doll..." He pulled you just slightly closer. "...good luck getting rid of him now."
He leaned in just enough that his nose brushed yours. Neither of you moved. Neither of you needed to.
Bucky looked at you like he was trying to memorize you. Every freckle. Every tear. Every tiny shift in your expression. Like after all the years he'd spent losing pieces of his life, he'd finally found something he wanted to remember exactly as it was.
His thumb brushed once against your cheek. Then, "...Can I kiss you?"
The question came so quietly it almost disappeared into the wind. Your heart melted. Even now.
After everything you'd just confessed to each other. After his hand had settled around your waist. After you'd practically told him you wanted whatever years he had left, he still asked.
You smiled. "I was beginning to think you'd never ask."
The corner of his mouth lifted. "I've been trying to be a gentleman."
"You've been painfully slow."
He laughed under his breath. "I know."
"So..." You tilted your head. "...are you going to kiss me?"
His smile widened. "I was getting there."
"You've had three years."
"I know."
"I've been very patient."
"So have I."
Your eyebrows lifted. "Oh, have you?"
"Doll."
That one word came with enough warning that you laughed. Another heartbeat passed. Then—Both of you moved. At exactly the same time. The distance disappeared.
His lips met yours gently. Almost cautiously. Not hesitant. Careful. Like even now, some part of him was making sure you had every opportunity to change your mind.
You didn't. Instead, you smiled against his mouth. And that tiny smile seemed to break whatever restraint Bucky Barnes had left. His flesh hand slid fully against your cheek, fingers disappearing into your hair as his thumb brushed away the tear you'd forgotten was there. His vibranium arm settled around your waist. Careful despite its strength. Drawing you closer until your body rested against his. Not because he thought you might disappear. Not because he was afraid you'd leave. Because, for the first time, he knew you wouldn't.
The kiss deepened. Slowly. Unhurried. Warm. There was no desperation in it. No attempt to make up for lost time. Just Bucky. Just you. And every year of grief, guilt, longing, almosts, and what ifs quietly dissolving beneath something impossibly simple. Home.
Your hand slid from his chest to the back of his neck. Bucky exhaled softly against your lips. The sound nearly ruined you.
When you finally pulled apart, neither of you went far. Your foreheads rested together. Noses brushing. His hand remained at your waist. Yours remained curled behind his neck. And both of you were smiling far too much to pretend this was anything less than what it was.
For a few seconds, neither of you said anything. You just stood there. Breathing. Laughing softly because apparently neither of you knew what else to do with this much happiness.
Finally, you looked up at him. "So..."
Bucky immediately narrowed his eyes. "No."
You blinked innocently. "I haven't said anything."
"I know that look."
"What look?"
"That one."
Your grin became unmistakably mischievous. "For a hundred-and-eleven-year-old man..."
Bucky closed his eyes.
"...you kiss surprisingly well."
An exaggerated groan left him. "There she is."
"What?"
"The menace." He opened one eye. "I was worried she'd disappeared."
You gasped dramatically. "I've been pouring my heart out to you for the last fifteen minutes."
"And then immediately started making fun of me."
"I couldn't let you get too confident."
His eyes softened. His smile became impossibly fond. "Doll, I was confident before your parents were born."
Your mouth fell open. "Oh, fuck you."
Bucky laughed. There it was again. That easy Brooklyn swagger. The one Steve had always described. Except now you finally understood exactly why half the women in 1943 had apparently found him irresistible.
His gaze dropped briefly to your mouth. "I absolutely adore the menace."
Your expression softened. "Adore?"
"Mhm."
"That's a pretty big word, Barnes."
"I know a few." Then he leaned down and stole another kiss. Short. Sweet. Entirely because he could.
You barely had time to react before he pulled away wearing the most self-satisfied expression you'd ever seen on his face. Your eyebrows lifted. "Oh, you're enjoying this."
"Very much."
"Two kisses and suddenly Brooklyn Bucky is back."
His grin widened. "You haven't seen anything yet."
You stared at him. He stared back. Then—
"...Was that a threat?"
"A promise."
Your mouth opened. Bucky laughed at your expression.
"Bucky Barnes."
"What?"
"You can't just start saying things like that."
"Why not?"
"Because you've spent three years acting like eye contact was emotionally compromising."
He laughed so hard he had to look away. "I was going through some things."
"Clearly."
When he looked back, his arm was still around your waist. Not that you minded. You settled more comfortably against him.
"You know..." His smile softened. "I've been wanting to do that for a while."
You raised an eyebrow. "How long?"
He pretended to think. "...Louisiana."
Your eyes narrowed. "Bucky."
His mouth twitched. "...Fine."
You waited. "The plane."
Your jaw dropped. "The blanket?"
"Mhm."
"You wanted to kiss me then?"
"I wanted to do a lot of things then."
You stared at him.
Bucky froze. A beat. Then his eyes widened slightly. "...That came out wrong."
You burst out laughing. "No, no. Please." You waved a hand. "Continue."
"I meant—"
"What kind of things, Sergeant Barnes?"
His eyes narrowed. "You're enjoying this way too much."
"Immensely."
He shook his head. "I wanted to kiss you."
Your teasing softened. "Really?"
"Really."
"You were flirting then?"
"I was trying to."
You laughed. "I thought you didn't know you were flirting."
"I didn't."
You blinked. "That makes absolutely no sense."
"It does to me."
"So when did you figure it out?"
Bucky's smile slowly returned. "When you kept flirting back."
Your eyebrows shot upward. "I did not."
"You did."
"I was being nice."
"Doll..." He chuckled. "You called me handsome."
"I said your haircut looked better."
"You stared."
"I observed."
"You blushed."
"I was warm."
Bucky laughed so hard he had to turn away.
You pointed at him. "That plane was stuffy."
"It was freezing." He argued.
"You gave me a blanket."
"Exactly."
"That proves nothing."
"It proves you were cold."
"It proves you were staring at me enough to notice."
Bucky paused.
You smiled triumphantly. "Got you."
Slowly, he looked back at you. That crooked grin returned. "I already told you."
"What?"
"I notice."
Your triumph disappeared immediately. "Oh."
His smile widened. "Yeah."
You rolled your eyes, but your cheeks were already warm. "You've spent too much time around me."
"I've spent exactly enough."
The words came out before you could think about them. Bucky's smile softened. So did yours. Then something quieter settled between you.
You looked down at your joined hands. "I hate that we lost three years."
Bucky went still. When you looked back up, he was watching you. Really watching you. Then, slowly, he shook his head. "No."
Your brows furrowed. "No?"
"We didn't lose them."
"Bucky..."
"We needed them."
You fell silent.
His fingers intertwined more tightly with yours. "I know that's not the romantic answer." A faint smile touched his mouth. "But three years ago?" He exhaled. "I wouldn't have known how to do this."
Your expression softened.
"I barely knew how to sit in a room with people without wondering whether I belonged there." His thumb moved slowly over yours. "And you..." He hesitated.
"You were still waiting for Steve to come back in ways you didn't even realize."
Your eyes dropped.
He squeezed your hand. "That's not a criticism."
"I know."
"We were both somewhere else."
You looked at him again.
Bucky smiled. "Maybe we had to take the long way."
Your throat tightened. "So you don't wish we'd figured it out sooner?"
His gaze softened. "Doll, I would've spent those three years wanting you and finding every excuse in the book not to tell you."
You laughed quietly through the ache in your chest.
"Probably would've handed you another dozen jackets. At least."
"More blankets?" You smiled.
"Obviously."
"Opened every door?"
"I have standards." He stated quickly.
You smiled.
Bucky stepped closer again. "But now..." His expression grew serious. "I know why I'm here."
Your eyes burned.
"And I know why you're here." He lifted your joined hands slightly between you. "Turns out I don't have to spend the rest of my life wondering what would've happened." His smile returned. "I get to spend it finding out."
Another tear slipped free. Bucky caught this one too.
"You really are a romantic."
"I've been trying to tell you that."
"You hide it well."
"Had a reputation to protect."
You smiled. "I like this version better."
His expression softened. "So do I."
For a moment, you simply looked at each other.
Then the sound of something crashing inside made both of you turn. Through the glass doors, Bob had somehow convinced Alexei to sing. Loudly. Very loudly. Walker sat on the couch with the expression of a man reevaluating every decision that had brought him to this exact moment. Yelena was doubled over laughing. Ava had apparently returned solely to complain about Alexei's song selection.
Bucky stared through the glass. "...Is he singing Sinatra?"
You listened. "No." A beat. "...He's trying."
Bucky grimaced. "That's worse."
You laughed. He looked back at you. And for the first time since you'd known him, Bucky Barnes looked completely at peace. Not fixed. Not healed of every scar. Just—Happy.
His thumb brushed slowly across your knuckles. "You know..."
"What?"
His eyes moved from the chaos inside the tower back to you. "I think we were just taking the long way home."
Your chest tightened. You smiled. "Yeah."
You glanced through the glass at the impossible collection of people currently destroying what remained of Tony Stark's living room. Then back at the man holding your hand. "I think we were."
Bucky smiled. Then he leaned down again, and this time, you met him halfway. His mouth had barely brushed yours when, the terrace door slid open.
Yelena leaned halfway outside. "...Are you two finished being disgustingly adorable?"
You jumped apart on instinct. "We weren't—"
"Kissing?" she deadpanned.
You opened your mouth. Yelena looked at Bucky. Then at you. Then at Bucky's arm still very obviously wrapped around your waist. A beat.
"...You were."
Bucky didn't even bother moving it. You glanced at him. He looked almost smug. Traitor.
From somewhere inside the penthouse, Walker's voice carried across the room. "I told you he'd confess first!"
Your eyes widened.
Bucky's head snapped toward the doorway. "You were betting on us?"
"I never agreed to a bet," Ava called from somewhere near the couch.
"You absolutely did."
"I said there was a sixty-forty probability."
"That's a bet."
"That is statistics."
Alexei suddenly appeared over Yelena's shoulder, somehow managing to look triumphant despite holding half a slice of pizza. "I witnessed romance!"
Yelena closed her eyes. "Nobody asked you."
"I also witnessed almost-kiss in alley."
Your head whipped toward him. "...You what?"
Alexei nodded proudly. "I have excellent peripheral vision."
Walker barked out a laugh from inside. "No, you don't."
Alexei considered this. "I have selective peripheral vision."
You stared at him in horror. Bucky broke first. A laugh escaped him. Then another. Until he was actually laughing beside you, head dipping, shoulders shaking slightly. Easy. Unrestrained. Happy.
You looked at him. And despite the fact that half the room had apparently spent hours monitoring your romantic incompetence, you smiled too.
Yelena's expression softened as she looked between the two of you. "...It's about time."
Bucky's laughter quieted. You looked at her. There was no teasing in her face now. Just something warm. Knowing.
Then, naturally, she ruined it. "We ordered cinnamon knots."
You blinked. "What?"
"They're getting cold."
Yelena slid the door wider. "If you two are going to begin some ancient courtship ritual, do it after dessert."
Bucky frowned. "It's not ancient."
Yelena looked at him. "You were born before sliced bread."
You covered your mouth.
Bucky stared at her. "Technically—"
"No." She disappeared back inside.
You turned slowly toward him. "Before sliced bread?"
"Don't."
A laugh escaped you.
"Doll."
"I'm sorry."
"No, you're not."
"I'm really not."
Bucky shook his head, but he was smiling.
Behind him, warmth spilled through the open doorway. Music drifted through the ruined penthouse, tangled with laughter, clinking glasses, and Alexei loudly insisting that since nobody appreciated Sinatra, he should be permitted to choose the next song.
"No!" several voices shouted at once.
You smiled.
For a moment, neither of you moved. Bucky looked through the doorway. At Bob sitting on the floor. At Ava pretending she wasn't listening to whatever argument Walker had dragged her into. At Yelena stealing another piece of food that clearly wasn't hers. At Alexei singing anyway.
Then his gaze moved around the tower itself. The broken walls. The damaged floors. The remnants of something that used to belong to another life. Another team. Another family.
His thumb brushed slowly across the back of your hand. "You know..."
You looked at him.
Bucky's eyes remained on the room. "I spent a long time thinking home was something I'd already lost."
Your smile faded.
His fingers tightened slightly around yours. "Brooklyn. My family. Steve." His gaze dropped. "Who I was before." Then he looked at you. "I kept thinking if I went far enough back, maybe I'd find it."
Your chest tightened. "So did I."
His expression softened. You looked past him into the tower.
For years, you'd done the same thing. Tony. Natasha. Steve. The Avengers. Your childhood. Every room you'd once walked into without wondering who might be missing the next time you returned.
You'd spent so much time trying to get back to something that no longer existed that you hadn't noticed something new quietly forming around you.
Bucky followed your gaze. Then smiled. "We were wrong."
You looked toward the people waiting inside. Bob. Yelena. Alexei. Ava. Walker, currently demanding that someone acknowledge he'd been right about something for once.
People neither of you would've chosen. People who probably wouldn't have chosen each other. Not at first. And yet, somehow, here you all were. Not teammates. Not coworkers. Not even simply friends anymore. Family. Chosen. Messy. Complicated. Loud. Real.
Your fingers tightened around Bucky's. "So..." A teasing smile tugged at your lips. "Are we keeping them waiting, Congressman Barnes?"
His eyebrow lifted. "Oh?"
"I hear punctuality matters in politics."
Bucky stepped closer. "Does it?"
"So I've been told."
His hand found your waist again. "I've got something more important to campaign for now."
You stared at him. Your cheeks immediately warmed. "...Was that one of your terrible lines?"
His grin appeared. Slow. Confident. Effortless.
And suddenly you understood every photograph you'd ever seen of Sergeant James Buchanan Barnes leaning against cars and grinning like he knew precisely what effect he had on people.
"I've waited three years." He dipped his head closer. "I've earned at least one."
You smiled. "You've earned more than one."
His eyes dropped briefly to your mouth. "Careful, doll."
"Why?"
"Keep encouraging me and you're gonna find out exactly how many lines I've got left."
Your eyebrows rose. "There he is."
"Who?"
"Brooklyn's most eligible man."
Bucky laughed quietly. "Thought you didn't believe me."
"I believe you now."
His expression turned unbearably pleased. "Good."
Then he kissed you again. Not hurried. Not desperate. No hesitation this time. Just one soft, certain kiss because he wanted to, and because now he knew he could.
When he pulled away, his forehead rested against yours. His thumb brushed once against your waist. "...Ready?"
You looked past him. At the open door. At the people waiting inside. At the strange, ridiculous life neither of you had dared imagine for yourselves.
Then you looked back into the blue-gray eyes of the man who had quietly become your favorite place in the world. You smiled.
"Lead the way."
Something flickered across Bucky's expression. Amusement. Fondness. Maybe memory. Then, like he'd done outside the courthouse a few days ago, he offered you his hand.
You looked down at it. The flesh one. The hand that had opened doors. Carried your things. Offered you blankets. Steadied you when you stumbled. Reached for you before either of you understood why.
The first time he'd offered it, you hadn't known where either of you were going. Neither had he. This time, you did.
You slipped your fingers between his. Bucky looked down at your joined hands. Then smiled quietly to himself.
Together, you walked inside.
Walker noticed immediately. "Oh, come on!"
You blinked. "What?"
He pointed accusingly at your hands. "You're holding hands now too?"
Bucky looked down. Then back at Walker. "Seems that way."
Walker threw both hands up. "Twenty dollars."
Ava scoffed. "There was no formal agreement."
"There was absolutely an agreement."
"You cannot enforce an implied wager."
"That is not how betting works."
Bob looked between them. "...Should I get more cinnamon knots?"
"Yes," Yelena answered immediately.
"No," Ava said.
"Yes," Alexei declared. "Tonight is celebration of love."
Bucky groaned. "Please don't call it that."
Alexei ignored him. "And because James Barnes finally behaves like man instead of sad old cat hiding underneath porch."
You choked. Walker doubled over laughing. Even Ava turned away to hide a smile.
Bucky stared at Alexei. "A sad old what?"
"Cat."
"I heard you."
"Then why ask?"
You covered your face, laughing.
Bucky looked at you. "You're supposed to be on my side now."
You lowered your hands. "Is that part of the agreement?"
"Absolutely."
"I don't remember signing anything."
His eyes narrowed. "You wanna renegotiate?"
Your smile turned mischievous. "Maybe."
Bucky leaned closer. "Careful."
You raised an eyebrow. "Is that another promise?"
His mouth curved. "Could be."
"Can you two stop?" Walker groaned. "This is already unbearable."
Yelena handed him a cinnamon knot. "Eat your feelings."
Walker took it. "Thank you."
Bucky laughed beside you. And something about the sound made you stop. Just for a second.
You looked around the room. Pizza boxes. Half-empty glasses. Someone's jacket thrown across the back of the couch. Bob explaining something to Ava with far too much enthusiasm. Walker still arguing about twenty dollars. Alexei attempting Sinatra again. Yelena threatening bodily harm if he didn't stop.
Nothing about it was elegant. Nothing about it resembled the Avengers you'd grown up knowing.
Tony would've complained about the furniture. Natasha would've stolen Yelena's seat just to annoy her. Steve probably would've tried to mediate until everyone told him to shut up.
The thought didn't hurt the way you expected it to. For once, remembering what you'd lost didn't make what you had feel smaller. It made you appreciate it more.
Beside you, Bucky grew quiet too. You looked at him. He was staring around the room. At the laughter. The noise. The people crowding around the same table. Then his gaze dropped to your hand. Still intertwined with his.
For decades, Bucky Barnes had searched for redemption. For years, you'd searched for answers. Neither of you had realized you'd been searching for the same thing. Not forgiveness. Not the past. Not some impossible version of yourselves untouched by everything that had happened.
Just somewhere you didn't have to earn the right to stay. A place at the table. A hand reaching for yours. Someone who noticed when you walked into the room. Someone who would notice if you didn't. A place to leave from, knowing you could come back. Home.
You rested your head against Bucky's shoulder. He looked down at you. You smiled. His expression softened. Then, without saying a word, he pressed a kiss to the top of your head. His arm settled around you.
Easy. Natural. Like he'd been doing it forever.
Across the room, Yelena noticed. She smiled. For once, she didn't say anything.
Bucky glanced down at you. "You okay?"
You nodded. "Yeah."
And you were. Really.
You looked around the tower one last time. At the life that had grown inside the ruins of the old one. Then at Bucky. He squeezed your hand. You squeezed back.
For the first time in years, neither of you wondered who might leave. Neither of you looked backward. Neither of you searched for what came next. You were already there. Together.
Home.
Tags: @draincleaner0
Author's Note: Guys, I genuinely cannot believe we've made it to the end. I absolutely adored writing this story and spending so much time with these characters (and, if it wasn't painfully obvious by now, I am a massive sucker for Bucky Barnes).
Thank you so much to everyone who read, followed along, left comments, or simply gave this story a chance. Getting to write this slow burn, from all the lingering looks, shared blankets, borrowed jackets, and almost-confessions to finally watching these two choose each other, has been so much fun, and I'm honestly a little sad to let them go.
But we're not completely done yet! Stay tuned for an epilogue inspired by the Avengers: Doomsday trailers/end-credit teases involving the New Avengers. 👀
And if you'd like to see more of Bucky after this story- little blurbs, domestic moments, one-shots, or even stories featuring other Marvel characters- please let me know! I'd love to keep writing in this universe.
Thank you for coming on this journey with me and for loving these characters alongside me. 🤍 Until the epilogue...
Description: You’re spider-man’s closest thing to a friend since the world forgot his name. Helping him with gadgets, cleaning his wounds…all without him ever taking the mask off. His true identity has always been a barrier between you two, but what happens when he gets hit with the pollen, and not only him, but the creature lurking inside him fixates on the only person he gets to call home?
Tags/warnings: sex pollen smut, fem!reader, porn with plot, whiny desperate peter >>>, dry humping, piv, riding, oral fem!rec, fingering, dark!peter taking over for a bit, orgasm denial, prone bone, so much yearning, mask stays on…or does it?
Note: You have no idea how giddy it makes me to write him again. He had NO business looking that good in the movie so I had to get this out of my system. Enjoy 🤍
Masterlist
You've seen spiderman hurt many times. When you signed the lease of the first apartment you could afford as a recent graduate, you never thought that would become your new normal.
The first time it happened was completely accidental. He’d arrived at the building in the middle of the night, bruised, bleeding and too disoriented to realize that the window he’d come through was not his.
That night, the noise of a heavy body collapsing onto the floor woke you up. For one terrifying moment, you believed someone had broken into your apartment, only to switch on the lamp and find the city’s superhero groaning and pressing his hands to his side. His suit was torn there, and blood soaked through the ruined fabric onto your rug.
He barely lifted his head when he heard you gasp, the lens of his mask focusing on your figure standing there with wide eyes, wearing only an oversized shirt.
“Wrong window,” he choked, then tried to hold himself up but immediately collapsed again. “Dammit,” he cursed, waiting for you to freak out any second now.
You could have, but instead you rushed to him and knelt beside him.
“Oh my god, are you okay?” Your hands hovered helplessly over his body, trying to see how bad the damage was in the dark. “You need a hospital–”
“No!” He snapped, trying to turn away but failing miserably. “I’ll be fine, I heal quickly.”
“You still need to stop the bleeding,” you countered, folding your knees under your body so you could rest on your calves. “Listen, I can help you. I took some medical courses last year and I have a kit somewhere.”
You looked at him with pleading eyes. He’d saved the city so many times, the fucking world, it was the least you could do to give something back.
He considered his options for a second, and to be honest he didn’t have many. His body was betraying him, and he couldn’t even get up to fix it himself like usual.
The blood loss made him nod, and you wasted no time in getting up and finding said kit. The blood loss also made him drift in and out of consciousness as you tended to the wounds on his ribs as much as you could.
It did not make him less cautious of you though. When you noticed the rip on his mask over a nasty gash on his neck and reached for it, his hand closed around your wrist and even half conscious, his grip was strong.
“Please,” he whispered. Pleaded. “Keep it on.”
The fear in his voice made you promise you would. Even if you couldn’t get to that gash properly. Even when he fell asleep on your floor and didn’t wake up for six whole hours.
The next morning, he opened his eyes and found you sitting on your bed, still staring at him.
His hands patted his chest, and confirmed his arachnid powers had done its job and healed him mostly. But most importantly, his mask was still in place. With no warning from E.V of it being removed. He learned that you’d spent the night making sure he was still breathing without seeing his face.
That had been one year ago.
After thanking you profoundly for helping him, he’d repaired your window, apologized several times, and disappeared into the apartment next door. He then considered moving into another building, but the thought was brushed away very quickly when he remembered the balance in his bank account.
So he acted more careful instead. For a while, he only turned back home when your curtains were already closed, or he only left the apartment when you had already left for your job (because yes, he absolutely researched the hell out of you after that night.)
Then he moved to the attic of the building. Bigger space, no neighbors, no risks. No you. Or at least he thought.
Because some nights…some delirious nights he still found your window a few stories down, and the accidental visits became less accidental. When he was too badly injured to care for himself, he came to you, even after you confessed your degree had nothing to do with medicine.
When he noticed you understood about his equipment malfunctioning, he’d bring it for you to inspect. When he became too reckless with himself you talked his ear off about how being difficult to kill did not make him immortal.
Somewhere along the way, you became spiderman’s friend.
Spiderman was safer. With you, spiderman was the only part of him he could let you see. Because that was the thing, you only knew the masked superhero.
He’d spent so much time blocking away his identity, making peace with the fact that there was no longer anyone in the world who would call him Peter and know exactly who that person was. That name only belonged to the people that once knew him, and no longer existed, so he never gave it to you.
Never showed you more than a sliver of skin when his mask rode up or glimpses of his abdomen when you tended to his wounds. He always kept that barrier and you respected it, even on those nights he was too weak to stop you. Even if sometimes not knowing the color of his eyes kept you up at night.
A promise was a promise.
Maybe that’s why he kept coming. Why he trusted you with a certainty he couldn’t understand. Why he eventually showed you his new living quarters in the attic and let you spend time with him. Why half a year ago, he added another chair next to his desk so you could work together, or help him when he was out patrolling and needed an extra set of eyes.
“I’m officially the girl in the chair, spidey,” you joked that time as you sat next to him, spinning around in your chair.
He’d gone quiet immediately, his body tensing up enough to make you frown, but then managed a small smile and said you were. You pretended you didn’t notice him being too quiet as he worked on his inhibitor after that.
He was wearing a hoodie, sweatpants and the mask. Always the mask that didn’t quite let you see through him. After a moment of quiet, you rolled your chair closer to his and nudged his arm playfully.
“You know I can’t keep calling you spidey forever, right?”
He snapped out of his trance, and the chuckle that came from under the fabric was unmistakable.
“Why not?” He nudged your arm back, but still focused on the device he was hunched over. “I like spidey.”
You put your elbow on the desk, resting your cheek on your hand so you could lean a little closer.
“I like it too, but it feels ridiculous after having my hands all over your body almost every night.”
The moment the words left your lips, you realized how bad that sounded. He straightened up, turning toward you.
“Wow.” Even if you couldn’t see the smile on his face, the lenses of his mask were quite expressive sometimes. He was amused.
“That came out very wrong,” you said immediately, before he bursted into laughter. He had been laughing more since you entered his life. “You know what I meant,” you whined, laughing too with heat flooding your cheeks.
“I think I know,” he chuckled, making you roll your eyes.
“I’m being serious though,” you added, a little more quietly. “You don’t have to say your real name. Just give me something.”
“Mmm…” he acted like has considering it, going back to tinkering with the piece of metal between his fingers, but then his eyes drifted to the flowers he’d bought that morning, and the name came out of his lips before he could think twice about it. “You can call me Maynard.”
“Maynard?” You repeated, suppressing a chuckle. “You don’t sound like a Maynard. That’s like an 80 year old man’s name.”
“That’s all I can give you,” he shrugged playfully.
You had a feeling it went deeper than that, but you’d also learned not to push it with him.
“Alright. Maynard,” you nodded, “but don’t expect me to use that name unless you’re dying. Guess I’ll stick to spidey for now,” you chuckled, going back to your own work as he hummed in agreement.
The conversation ended there. With him trying not to think about your hands all over his body in…different conditions.
Peter didn’t know exactly when his gratitude became longing. He could not identify the moment the friendship, the closeness, or just your smile, shifted into something he craved everyday.
Despite the mask and the fake name, he knew that after years of being no one to everyone, he had become someone to you. And you had become everything to him. Even if it was behind walls he’d built, you were the person who knew him better than anyone alive.
Which is why, the night he lost control of himself after an unknown dust was thrown at him in a fight, he chose not to crash land into your room.
Peter hit the floor of the dark attic with a loud thud, as his senses went overboard. His suit was sticking to his body uncomfortably due to the sweat coating his feverish skin. The fabric was intact, with no visible wounds in his body, just that burning sensation of something running through his veins.
And that dark part of him he’d managed to lock down with the inhibitor, trying to claw its way out.
“What the…what the fuck is going on,” he cursed, clutching his heaving chest as he panted against the worn wood floors. “I can’t–I can’t breathe…”
The computer’s monotone voice broke through the silence.
“You have arrived injured. I’m letting her know–”
“NO!” He cut the AI off, “EV, don’t tell her–”
“Message already sent.”
He glanced up at the digital clock on his desk. 2:18 am.
He groaned, grabbing his head when a wave of migraine hit him. He knew what came after that. The black eyes. The desire to break. To take. But this time something felt different. It was like a pull, looking for something or someone…for…for you?
Oh fuck.
You were going to come in and you were going to see him like this. No, no–
“Spidey?” You asked from behind the door, knocking exactly twice before opening it anyways.
The air changed the exact moment you walked in, and that something inside him shifted too. It became aware that the only thing it craved to survive was in the room now.
He needed to get to you. He needed to pin you down and–
“Don’t!” He managed to scream, holding his hand up weakly when you scrambled toward him.
You stopped right in your tracks, eyes wide and running all over him, searching for torn fabric, blood, or anything that would explain why he looked like every breath was painful.
“What happened?” You frowned, when you couldn’t find any source. “Did you get hurt?”
You instinctively stepped forward, but he waved his hand in front of him again.
“Stop, stop, stop,” he said quickly, “don’t come any closer.”
The harshness in his voice caught you off guard, but what sealed the deal was him dragging himself further away from you. It was barely more than a clumsy, desperate crawl, but he managed to put a decent distance between you before collapsing against the side of his thrifted couch.
He avoided looking at you. The oversized shirt covering your body, the comfy shorts you were probably wearing, the way your hair looked messy from rolling out of bed as soon as you got EV’s warning even if you had work the next morning.
You stayed right where you were, watching him. His suit had always fit him like it was painted on his skin, but every pant made his chest rise and fall beneath the fabric so violently that you wouldn’t be surprised if it ripped at the seams.
This reminded you too much of the changes that happened in him months ago.
It started with a sharpened temper, then the heightened sensitivity to everything, the black covering his eyes, and moments during patrol when his reactions became simply frightening for someone who had as much strength as he did. But you were supposed to have stopped it.
“Is it the inhibitor?” You asked, crossing your arms over your chest, “is it failing?”
“I–I don’t know…I was hit with some dust out there,” he breathed. “I think it’s tampering with it…my head is killing me. Everything is too much.”
You nodded, turning toward the workstation.
“I will check the programming. Just hold on.” Not your best attempt at reassuring him, but he groaned in acknowledgment.
“EV?”
The computer woke when you touched the keyboard, illuminating the dark attic in a wash of blue light.
“Online.”
“Please run a diagnostic on the inhibitor and any possible interference.”
“Beginning diagnostic.”
You waited impatiently for the results, tapping your fingers on the desk while you watched him from the corner of your eye.
Over there, he…he was doing his best trying to breathe.
This obviously wasn't his first time having sensory overload. When the animal tried to take over the human part of him, everything in the city became impossible to escape. Not a single movement, or sound, or simple existence within miles was unnoticed by him.
But this time? The rest of the city had disappeared. There were no sirens in the distance, or voices coming through the walls, or every heartbeat in the building pounding in his head.
There was only you.
Your rapid heartbeat echoing inside him. He felt every tap of your fingers against the wood, every slight catch in your breathing each time he made another involuntary and pathetic sound from his spot on the floor.
Your scent…God, your scent filled the entire apartment.
The scent he found himself coming back to so often that it scared him. He didn’t want the attachment. The possibility of having someone again only to risk losing them again.
That same scent was making every muscle in his body react in a way he didn’t understand. It made him, and the other him, wanna do things to you he had only dreamed of in his wildest fantasies. Things he wasn’t proud of, things he wouldn’t dare to say out loud, even if he looked at you through the lenses of his mask and you couldn’t see the black in his eyes.
He pressed the back of his head against the couch harshly.
This was wrong. So wrong.
His senses were supposed to consume everything when the change came. Instead, they had fixed themselves entirely on you.
He could feel the heat of your body from across the room as though you were still in front of him. Could remember with sickening detail how soft your hands looked when they reached for him. Could almost feel the burn of the touch that had never landed because he stopped you.
What if he’d let you? What if he’d felt the way your hands ran all over his body? What if you’d moved them lower, and lower, as your mouth–
“Diagnostic complete.”
Your heads snapped toward the screen.
“There’s no external damage affecting the integrity of the device. I detected a foreign biotoxin in the bloodstream that may be bypassing the inhibitor, activating the suppressed arachnid hormones.”
“What biotoxin?” You frowned.
“Unknown. No matches found in available databases.”
Great. He thought. He had no time to take a bath with Yelena Belova to find out what the stupid dust was.
Tiny, microscopic potato, she would say.
The screen changed, displaying a model of his nervous system. There were yellow bright lines pulsing quickly, running all the way from the base of his brain down the length of his spine. Something unknown was moving through his blood, altering the part of him he had spent months forcing into submission.
He sucked in a breath as he watched you read the screen. Your eyes were focused, and a bead of sweat made its way down the side of your forehead.
He suddenly felt the need to lick it off.
Wanted to run his tongue from the base of your neck to the back of your ear. Wanted to fist your hair and make your heart beat out of your chest from how good he knew he could make you feel–
“The effects remain within his enhanced tolerance. However, prolonged exposure to certain hormones can cause extreme distress without relief.”
“What hormones?” Your voice, worried and unknowing of his thoughts only made him feel guiltier.
It took him a second to realize what you asked, but EV threw him under the bus before he could say anything.
“There’s a significant rise in reproductive hormones. The unknown toxin is inducing a strong mating response in him.”
Mating response. He stopped breathing.
Your eyes slowly moved from the monitor to him, and he saw the moment your attention dropped lower to the tent of his pants.
That suit concealed nothing on a good day. On one like this? Fuck. Fuck. Fuck–
He shifted almost immediately, but the movement only worsened the pressure, pulling a helpless groan from his throat that made your pulse jump. You looked away at once, turning back to the computer.
“Is there a way we can…umm…stop it?” You asked hesitantly.
“The subject is experiencing severe sexual arousal with a fixation on a nearby individual,” she explained, because fuck him if he wasn’t the unluckiest individual on earth. “Acting upon it can be a positive option to relieve sexual tension.”
He wished the floor would open beneath him, swallow him, and never ever EVER spit him back out again.
Your pulse was absolutely hammering after that. He caught the sudden change in your scent. There was a sharp spark of surprise, nervousness, and something else beneath it that his altered senses fed on immediately.
You kept your eyes fixed on the monitor, although the data had stopped meaning anything the moment you heard fixation on a nearby individual.
“Is that what you really feel?” You asked softly after a moment.
His head fell forward, catching it between his gloved hands. He didn’t know how to answer without making everything worse.
Although, after what EV said, could it really be worse?
“…Yes.” The word came out rougher than he expected. Yet still not enough for what was happening inside him. “It’s like…I can only feel you. All of you.”
Heat rose to your face once again.
“What does that mean?”
Don’t say anything, don’t–
“I can smell you.” Great start, idiot. He cleared his dry throat before continuing. “I can smell your shampoo…the lotion you use…the ink on your hands from your favorite pen.”
He chose not to mention he could also smell the adrenaline on you. The heat gathering slowly beneath your skin.
Your eyes dropped to your hands, and under the dim light of the computer, you caught the ink stains in them from your journaling session before bed.
“I can hear your heartbeat changing every time I speak,” he added. Okay, that one slipped out.
You swallowed. And god, he felt that in his own throat.
The suit was suffocating him at this point. He wanted to rip it off as much as he wanted to rip off the fabric covering the goosebumps on your skin.
“Is it only because I’m nearby?” You asked, gathering the courage to turn your chair to him.
White lenses met you across the room. He dragged in another shaky breath of oxygen made of you as he thought about his next words. He could’ve lied. He should’ve lied. But instead, chemically overwhelmed and stripped of every defense he possessed, he gave you the truth.
“No.”
His voice was firmer this time. No hesitation in it despite the thousand red alarms pounding in his head telling him to shut up.
“It picked you–no, I picked you for a reason,” he added. “And it’s not just me. The other…the other me wants you too.”
His voice went lower on the last part, that told you how much it cost him to admit that.
The silence following his confession was heavy. For a moment he wished he could read your mind. For all he could feel of you, your thoughts were unreachable.
His own mind was a mess. The impulses didn’t feel like thoughts anymore, just his body feeding him instructions.
Get up. Cross the room. Touch her. Breathe her in.
His palms shook with the urge to close around you. His teeth ached with the need to graze your skin. His eyes burned with the desire to see beyond fabric.
Every part of him seemed convinced that the small distance between you was a mistake he needed to correct. That he needed to breathe you in until his lungs burned. Drag his mouth along the inside of your wrist and taste the pulse there.
He hated it.
He hated that something inside him could look at the person he cared for the most and reduce her to an answer for his pain.
“EV, how long is this state going to last?” He asked the computer, followed by a weak cough as he clutched his side.
“Your enhanced physiology is struggling to break down the toxin’s structure. I estimate a time between ten to twelve hours before it’s metabolized. However, neurological collapse is expected before that timeframe.”
“What?” You looked at him. “There’s no way we’re letting that happen. Maybe I can–”
“Don’t even start,” he cut you off, shaking his head profusely.
“So what? I’m supposed to sit here betting on whether your body collapses on hour three or hour six?”
“I’ll just pass out, big deal. I’m not putting you in danger because of this. I can handle it.”
“You’re barely handling it now. There’s no danger in trying–”
“You don’t understand what’s happening inside me right now,” he argued, raising his voice. “This other thing, the one the inhibitor controls it’s…awake. That part of me doesn’t think like I do. It doesn’t care if you're scared, or hurting–”
“You wouldn’t hurt me–”
“You don’t know that!” He snapped, his fist struck the floor next to him, hard enough to make the worn wood crack beneath his knuckles.
The sudden noise made you flinch. He smelled the flash of fear moving through your body for only a second.
One second enough.
“Fuck–that is what I mean,” he cursed, covering his lenses with his hands. “I don’t…I don’t know if I’d be gentle. I can’t risk this, I can't…shit, I can’t risk you.”
The words, said with so much pain, and honesty, seemed to settle somewhere deep in your chest.
“Okay,” you nodded, settling deeper in your chair. “But I’m not leaving you like this. I can’t risk you either.”
He shuddered a painful exhale. His head dropped to the couch again, shutting his eyes in preparation of what the next hours of torture would be.
Except…he didn’t even last ten minutes.
The suit was killing him, so he decided he’d be better without it. He reached desperately behind his back, clumsily undoing the zippers that tied the suit together.
He could feel your wide eyes on him as he tugged the fabric off his shoulders, peeling it off his sweaty arms. He groaned when he lifted his hips and the suit grazed his swollen crotch. In a matter of seconds that felt like eternity he managed to break free from the spandex, and threw it away somewhere in the room. He’d undressed down to his dark boxers, mask still in place, revealing the marble sculpture of his body.
You let out a shaky breath from your spot, eyes raking over a body you’d only seen partially. He was covered in wounds most of the time, but this time, he only had faint bruises from the night before decorating his chiseled abs.
His tight muscles flexed with every rise of his chest, his bulge straining harder the more you devoured him, pressing against his pants, making him curse quietly.
You noticed, and returned your eyes to the screen to track his vitals.
He felt grateful that you’d given him that grace, but just you being in that room made it very hard for him to think of anything other than your existence.
Too hard.
Before he knew his hand drifted down the growing ache in his crotch, trying to feel some relief, but every rub he made over the fabric of his boxers sent a jolt of pain through his body instead of pleasure.
It only made it worse when he realized you were tense at the desk, trying very hard to keep your focus on the screen and not on the whines he was letting out.
“…I’m sorry,” he apologized instantly, breathlessly, moving his hand away. “I didn’t–”
“Don’t apologize,” you shook your head quickly, eyes still on the screen. “You…you can do whatever you need.”
He didn’t say anything, just whined in pain again, so you took it as a chance to say it before you regretted it.
“But my offer still stands, spidey.”
What a polite way of saying ‘I’d let you fuck me into next week so you can control your horny arachnid hormones, spidey.’
Fucking hell.
“I’m okay I just–God I didn’t–I didn’t think it would feel this way…” He laughed humorlessly, staring at the ceiling. “But I–I got this. Yes.”
You kept quiet, hearing him mumble to himself about a hundred times about how he had this.
“I’m okay…I’m good…it’s fine…”
He wasn’t.
“Fuck I don’t…I’m going to die…”
For God’s sake.
“I think I can help.”
By the time he registered the words and looked back at you, you had already moved from your chair and shortened the distance between you, kneeling in front of him.
His senses went from one thousand to one million. He forced his hands behind his back, trying to keep the animal from grabbing you and getting it over with.
“What–what are you doing?” He stammered nervously, the lenses of his mask going wide.
“Maynard,” you said quietly, ignoring the way his body tensed up at that name. “Would it make you feel better if I put my hand here?”
You placed your hand right in the center of his chest, and your cold palm met his overheated skin. He gasped, feeling every individual fingerprint on his skin. He wanted them marked on him. Tattooed.
His back arched from the couch, with a strangled gasp breaking from beneath the mask. The relief hit him all at once, through a simple contact that felt like salvation.
Your hand steadied him for only a glorious second, but now that you had touched him, his body knew precisely what it had been denied.
It wanted more.
His own hand closed around yours so suddenly that you almost pulled back, but he loosened his grip the instant he realized how tightly he was holding you.
“Sorry–”
“Don’t apologize.” You pressed harder.
He was burning.
The heat beneath your palm scared you, but what scared you more was the violent pounding of his heart beating against your hand so so quickly.
“Better?” You asked quietly, trying not to bite your bottom lip at the image of him crumbling under your palm.
“So fucking better,” he said breathlessly, pressing your hand tighter against his chest. “I…dammit–”
“Breathe,” you reminded.
His head fell back against the couch. Chest rising up and down, up and down, up and down.
Just take her, man, she’s right there–
Your free hand accidentally brushed his neck, right where the border of the mask started, snapping him right back. He grabbed your hand, not harshly, but firm enough to make your breath hitch.
“Please.” Was all he said.
Leave it on.
It brought you back to that first night he’d crashed into your life.
“I wasn’t planning on removing it,” you whispered, leaning closer. “You can keep it on. But let me help you…I really want to.”
See? She wants it. She needs it so bad.
He hated that the other guy was right. He knew you meant what you said because he could smell the proof pooling between your thighs.
Fuck it.
In a sudden movement he reached for your waist, dragging you forward so you were straddling his lap. The bulge you landed on made you gasp, hands instinctively grabbing onto his sweaty biceps for balance when he let out a broken groan that vibrated against your core.
His hand cupped your jaw, bringing it closer to his face, and your dilated pupils reflected on the white of his lenses.
“I can feel that you want this,” he mumbled, tilting his head to the side. “Please, say it again…”
You shifted your hips, barely, so minimal yet he felt it travel through his whole body. He hissed, tightening the grip on your jaw.
“I want this,” you repeated firmly, moving your head closer to his ear. “You can take whatever you need…”
You moved your hips again, more deliberate this time, pulling a broken whine from him. The toxin made every contact feel like electricity racing down his spine, straight to the heavy, aching weight of his cock under you.
“Yes…yeah just like that…” he panted. “Just let me…”
His hands landed on your waist, moving you back and forth at a quicker pace over his bulge. You gasped at the friction, fingers digging into his shoulders, while he let out a collection of muffled words you could barely understand.
“...M–more…” he whined, throwing his head back against the couch. “I can’t–I need…”
“What do you need? More what?”
“More contact.”
His hands left your waist to grab the hem of your shirt.
“Can I?” He whispered.
You nodded eagerly, gasping when his hands shifted to the collar of your shirt instead, ripping it off your body with a sharp pull.
“Oh fuck,” he cursed when he realized there was nothing under that shirt, and saw your nipples hardening instantly under the cold air.
He resisted the urge to bite them through the mask.
His hands, however, wasted no time to cup your breasts with a broken whine. His thumbs played with your nipples, tugging at them as hard as he could allow himself to without hurting you.
“Fuck you’re perfect…you’re so perfect…” he whispered, more to himself than you, pulling some soft whimpers out of you when he tugged a little harder. His hands drifted to your lower half, to the hem of the last piece keeping your body from his greedy eyes. “These too,” he said, “please, can I? I want to feel you.”
“Yes,” you nodded, already out of air.
You didn’t even know why you tried to get off his lap to take the shorts off properly, when he just did the same as the shirt: ripped it in half where it rested on your hips, yanked it off from your body and threw the ruined pieces far away.
You weren’t wearing anything underneath.
“I can smell you. God, I can smell you. You’re so–oh God…”
Now he could feel your wetness drenching his boxers, dripping onto the fabric. He could almost taste it in his mouth. He wanted nothing more than to drown in it for hours.
“Can–can I–?”
You didn’t even let him finish, you grabbed his hand and placed it right between your legs.
Water. He found water in the middle of the dessert.
His hand moved carefully through your wet folds once, twice, delighting in your warmth, the way you felt, the way you let out the prettiest sound he had ever heard in his miserable life.
“Fuck…” you cursed softly, moving your hips eagerly when he kept stroking slow. Too slow. “Touch me, please.”
He obliged, fingers finding your clit in movements that had you gripping his shoulders tighter, eyes fluttering shut so beautifully he had to bite his lip to not let out a pathetic sound.
“Been wanting this,” he mumbled. “Longer than today. Longer than tonight.”
His finger slid inside of you, making you moan when he curled it just right.
“There were…there were nights I thought about you riding my hand,” he kept going, voice cracking as he added a second finger, stretching you more. “I’ve wanted you for so long–not just because of this shit in my blood. Because it’s you.”
Every word made you clench around his fingers. Every admission pulled another shaky moan out of your throat. You were a mess already, breathless, hips rolling down to meet the thrust of his fingers.
“Oh my God–don’t stop, please don’t stop–”
“Not stopping, baby.”
He kept working you open, the white lenses of the mask never leaving your face. His free hand slid up your chest, settling between your breasts.
“I’m–I’m close,” you managed. “I’m so close–”
“Come on…you’re perfect. You’re so fucking perfect like this.”
The heel of his palm lifted to press against your clit. You were right there, right on the edge, about to come on his hand and drip down his boxers–
“Please,” he begged, unable to keep it in. “Let me fuck you after this…please. I need to be inside you. I’ve needed it for so long–just let me, after you come, please, please–”
The plea undid you.
You came with a broken cry, stopping your movements as your walls pulsed around him. The sound you made against his shoulder nearly finished him right there.
It took you a second to just breathe again, your chest synching up with his in the search of oxygen. He kept rocking his hand slowly, not just to work you through the aftershocks, but because the friction of your pussy in his hand brought the tiniest relief to him.
You just stayed there as the last soft waves rolled through you.
Once you were able to see clearly again, you let out a breathless chuckle and straightened back up.
He needed you. He needed you so badly you really thought he was going to die if you didn’t help him.
You placed one hand on his chest as the other reached under you, slipping inside the fabric of his boxers without breaking eye contact.
The second your bare fingers brushed him, his hips jerked hard under you.
“You said please,” you whispered breathlessly.
You wrapped your fingers around him and pulled him free.
His cock sprang out, heavy and flushed between your bodies, so thick and hard and painful. The head was red and shiny, with precum dripping down the vein that ran along his length. The tip brushed the skin of your stomach, leaving a warm, wet patch that made the hair on your arms go up. He could smell the small flicker of intimidation sparking inside you, but the want that followed was stronger.
You stroked him a few times, slowly just as he’d touched you at first.
“Oh my God, your hand–your hand–”
Another thick bead of precum welled up and spilled over your fingers. Whether it was the toxin or just his enhanced physiology, he was dripping for you.
Flustered wasn’t enough of a word when you had his leaking cock in your hand.
His hands slid down to your hips, gripping tighter, guiding you up as if he was about to lift you then pulling you back down immediately.
Fuck her. Fuck her right now.
“Please, I need–I need to feel you…” he cried out. “Let me…let me…”
You nodded just as desperately, lifting yourself up as he helped, steadying you with shaking hands until the thick head of his cock nudged against your entrance. You both exhaled hard at the same time when you started to sink down, taking him inch by inch.
He was big. Almost too much. The burn of it made your breath hitch, but the way he cursed under his breath multiple times, completely at your mercy, made you keep going until he was buried balls deep.
You sat there for a moment, breathing heavily, and so full of him.
When the initial sting faded away, you started moving. He let you set the pace as you adjusted, holding back his need of thrusting up. His fingers dug on your skin, not lifting just holding you, but the more that you moved, the more that control started to waver.
He could feel it coming. The change.
You kept moaning, bouncing on top of him, completely unaware of his self restraint crumbling away.
His grip slowly tightened when his eyes began turning completely black under his mask. That careful, pathetic boy who’d been begging disappeared beneath something more…primal.
Fuck. Whatever had been holding him back finally snapped.
The next thing he knew, his hands slid under your thighs with sudden strength. He lifted you up in one motion until only the thick head of him remained inside you, held you there for a second as the last part of him tried to remember how to be gentle–then snapped his hips up hard.
That first thrust pulled a sharp moan out of you, but there was no chance to adjust this time. He set a relentless pace almost immediately, using pure strength to bounce you on his cock while he drove up to meet every drop of your body, buried so deep it stole your breath every time he bottomed out.
“Oh my–May…Maynard–” the name you barely used on him slipped out in the middle of the frenzy, but his hand reached behind your head to pull your hair back slightly as he kept thrusting up.
“Don’t call me that,” he snapped, his voice so different from just minutes earlier. “It’s Peter. Call me Peter when I’m inside you.”
He didn’t even give you time to process, still lifting and dropping you onto his cock at the exact hard rhythm he wanted. The only one that satisfied the need inside of him. Your hands instinctively reached for the edge of the arm of the couch he was leaning against, fingers digging into the worn fabric as he hit that spot inside you over and over again.
“Of fuck…Peter–fuck…yes…”
“That’s better,” he approved. “I was right, you’re so so perfect…taking every inch like you need it as bad as I do…”
A desperate sound slipped out of you at the praise, he could feel your walls clenching tight around him as your body went for that second orgasm, your eyes were fluttering shut, almost there–
“Nuh–uh,” he denied immediately, stopping mid thrust, holding you pressed against him as you gasped, surprised and confused.
“What–what happened? I was about to–”
“I want you to hold it for me. I know you can.”
That twisted part of him enjoyed the slow realization on your face.
Even if you couldn’t see his eyes, you knew the same spiderman he’d been without the inhibitor, was the one with your body at his mercy now.
Good.
He stayed buried to the hilt for a moment, breathing hard behind the mask. When your breathing finally slowed down and accepted that the high never came, he stood up. Still inside you, he walked you to the bed in the corner of the room.
His bed.
He pulled out with a wet sound that made both of you groan, then laid you down roughly near the edge of the mattress. He kneeled down, strong hands hooking behind your knees and dragging your legs over his shoulders, folding you open for him completely.
“Look at the ceiling,” he ordered. “Don’t look at me.”
You obeyed, staring up at the wood beams high above you while he tugged the bottom of the mask just high enough to free his mouth.
Peter leaned down and pressed a few soft kisses to your swollen folds. He wasn’t necessarily eating you out, just giving a few loud smooches that felt good enough to make you grip the sheets.
“M’sorry, you were so perfect there…” he mumbled condescendingly against your most sensitive spots. “But I need you to hold on a little longer. Can you do that for me, sweetheart?”
You nodded, eyes still fixed on the ceiling. Maybe too eager. Maybe too pathetic. Just like he’d been. Had he pumped that toxin into you?
Either way, you didn’t care. You’d be lying if you said you didn’t like this version of him.
He laughed right over your clit when you moaned loudly, after he moved his tongue in a slow, torturous swipe over it.
“Was back there too much?” He cooed. “Maybe I just need to stretch you more...”
Two fingers slid inside you, so easily, but the sudden stretch still dragged a whine out of your throat. He curled them immediately, finding the spot that made your hips jerk.
“Peter…”
“Huh?” He acted coy, pumping his fingers with a rhythm that kept you right on the edge without letting you tip over. He added a third finger, making your back arch from the mattress. “Keep holding it in.”
Every shake of your body fed the stupid toxin inside him. Having you like this…really trying to keep your body from coming apart because he said so.
God. He was never going back.
“You just took my cock. I think you can take three fingers with no problem.”
He kept the same relentless pace, chuckling when your body started twitching again.
“Shhh, you’re perfect, absolutely perfect…”
“Peter…” you called out again, hand dropping the sheet to find his shoulder instead. “I need…need…”
“Need what?”
“Need you inside me…please I won’t–I won’t hold for much longer just–fuck me.”
He stopped altogether, a smirk you couldn’t see stretching the corner of his mouth. He pulled his fingers out with a wet pop, licking them clean before tugging his mask back in place and standing up.
“Yeah?”
Your legs dangled off the edge of the bed for a moment before his hands gripped your hips and turned you over. He moved you higher up the bed, grabbing one of the pillows, and shoving it under your hips, tilting your lower body up for him.
He then climbed onto the bed behind you and knelt between your spread thighs, the mattress dipping under his weight as one hand stroked down the length of your spine.
But something made him stop.
“This fucking mask–” he cursed under his breath. “It’s suffocating me.”
The sweat on his forehead had pooled under the mask, making it so sticky over his eyebrows that it was affecting the lenses he was trying to see you through.
“I need you to be a good girl for me,” he added breathlessly, yet still commanding enough. “Keep your head on the mattress. Ass up. Don’t turn around.”
You nodded. Too eagerly again. Couldn’t care any less again.
He didn’t think twice, just yanked the mask off and tossed it aside. It landed near you, making you bury half your face on the sheets as if staring at the mask alone would be disobeying his commands.
The sound he made when the cool air hit his face was pure relief. He swiped the sweat off with his forearm, finally seeing you clearly. Face down. Eyes squeezed shut. Already clutching the sheets.
“You look so pretty like this,” he mumbled. “All spread out for me…waiting.”
“Peter…” you whined, lifting your ass slightly from the pillow.
“I know, I know. You’re okay.” He couldn’t keep the smirk away when he added, “you said please.”
He reached between you, guiding the thick head of his cock between your thighs until it nudged against your entrance. You were still soft and ready and perfect.
Peter pushed in slowly, letting you feel every inch as he sank deep and deep and deeper.
He braced one hand beside your head and kept the other on your hip, pushing you into the mattress as his thighs hit the back of yours. Slap. Slap. Slap. The position left almost no space between your bodies, with Peter pressing his chest against your back.
“Fuck…you feel so good like this…so pretty taking me.”
He kept going, making the mattress creak and the base of the bed hit the brick wall repeatedly. Your desperate moans ran through his body like electricity, making something inside him crack open again.
What? What is–
The moment his rhythm stuttered, he shook his head, trying to clear it. Beads of sweat flew from his hair to your back.
“God–you…you’re making me–” The roughness of his thrusts slowed down immediately, inhaling a sharp intake of air as he felt the change again. “I can’t, I can’t…”
He lifted his gaze to the window behind the bed and noticed his eyes had turned back to its original color.
“Oh my god,” he gasped, stopping altogether. He straightened up, still kneeling and inside you, but panicking. “I’m…I’m so sorry. I don’t know what happened I–“
“Peter!” You cut him off, pushing yourself back, closer to him, without turning around. “Shut up and fuck me.”
The order left your mouth breathless, pushing back against him even more to make the point clear. His hands twitched when they gripped your hips again.
“Okay, okay…” he panted, groaning when you dropped back on the bed and his cock almost left the warmth of your pussy. “I’m sorry–if I was too rough, I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to…”
He picked up the pace again, but the words tumbling out of him now were pure pleading Peter again.
“Don’t turn around–don’t turn around–fuck, fuck…” slap, slap, slap. “You can come now. Please. Please, I want to feel it–you’d come apart so pretty on me, I know you would…pleasepleaseplease–”
His final permission and the desperate way he said it made you crash harder than the first time, crying out into the mattress. The second he felt you coming around him, he knew he couldn’t last much longer either.
“Can I–inside…please, can I??…let me fill you up–”
“Yes–inside, Peter, do it inside me…”
He buried himself to the hilt with a strained groan and finally came. The orgasm tearing out of him was harder and longer than anything he’d ever felt, holding you there, filling you up.
You gasped against the sheets, breathless, as the waves of cum seemed to go on forever, flooding you with warm and thick ropes in every spurt as he emptied himself inside you.
“Thank you…thank you…” His forehead dropped between your shoulder blades, sending broken gasps against your skin as he kept coming. “You are so perfect–fuck…so perfect…thank you…”
The pollen wrung him dry until he could barely breathe, and even then he kept rolling his hips weakly, chasing the last of it while he slowly softened inside you.
When it finally eased, the pain, the need, the hunger…he pulled out slowly with a whine, and half collapsed over you. His arms held most of his weight as he planked above you, but you could feel every ridge of his muscles brushing your sweaty skin.
Peter’s eyes fluttered shut, feeling exhausted and aching in the best way, almost lulled by the sounds of your agitated breaths.
You both felt the warm trail of liquid leaking out between your bodies and neither of you moved or said anything for a while. He could’ve stayed like that forever, really. With your naked body under him, no masks, no barriers, just your swollen pussy leaking out his seed–
“Successful ejaculation brought down the arachnid hormone levels immediately. Inhibitor working within regular parameters now. Congratulations, Peter.”
EV’s monotone voice cut through the silence.
It took two seconds of shock before you both broke into breathless laughter. His teeth grazed your back as your bodies vibrated in sync from the amusement and overall flustering after everything that happened.
“Thank you, EV,” Peter muttered.
“You’re welcome. I gathered data and the released semen volume exceeds standard parameters by two hundred and twenty six percent due to the high hormonal concentration. Hydration, clean up and rest are advised.”
“For fucks sake…” Peter cursed under his breath.
“Oh god…” you mumbled against the sheets.
That was your call back to reality.
Peter felt you move under him, reaching blindly to the side until your hand found the mask. You lifted it over your shoulder, offering it to him without looking.
“I don’t want to,” he said, too quickly, then cleared his throat. “I…I don’t want to put it back on.”
“Then I’ll close my eyes,” you offered instead.
“No–I mean…you don’t have to. I don’t want to wear it around you anymore. Not after…all of this,” he admitted sheepishly.
“But you told me to not turn around,” you reminded him, dropping the mask on the mattress again. “And that was you, not the darker you.”
He chuckled, nodding even if you couldn’t see him yet.
“Yeah, because if I saw your face while I was balls deep inside you I would’ve busted before you came.”
There it was. He said it. No turning back now.
At least it got a chuckle from you too.
“Listen I…I meant everything I said. Everything. The wanting, the nights I thought about you,” he confessed. “I don’t want you to feel like I just used you when…when there was always a reason why I needed you like oxygen tonight.”
Your breath hitched, and his hand found your waist, pulling you closer to him, and when you didn’t push away…he exhaled in relief behind you.
“So maybe…you can turn around now. If–if you want to. Know the real me.”
“I would really like that,” you whispered without hesitation.
You tried lifting yourself up to turn around, but he did most of the job, moving away the pillow he had placed under you and helping you roll onto your back. You closed your eyes, at least until you were facing him completely, and took a deep breath. Holding onto his biceps for moral support, you finally opened them again.
Seeing his face for the first time felt so intimate, even after everything you just did.
There he was. The same guy who just fucked you into next week, looking more shy and boyish than you could’ve ever imagined.
Brown eyes. Dark, curly hair sticking to his forehead. A nervous smile tugging at the corner of his gorgeous mouth.
So young. So earnest. So yours.
Not spidey anymore. Just Peter.
Your Peter.
Thank you so much for reading 🤍 I used to write Peter so much back in the day (shoutout to my starktonyx era) and I’ve missed him dearly.
Summary: Trapped in a darkness built from their deepest regrets, the unlikely group is forced to confront the ghosts they’ve spent years trying to outrun. As the lines between memory and reality begin to blur, they discover that some battles were never meant to be fought alone.
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Alexei's scream echoed through the ruined streets. "YELENA!"
It was raw. Animal. The kind of sound that came from someone watching their family disappear for the second time.
Before he could run after her, Bucky and Walker grabbed him from opposite sides.
"No!" Alexei fought against them with surprising strength. "She's in there!"
"There is nothing you can do!" Walker shouted over the chaos.
Another wave of darkness rolled across the avenue. People vanished where they stood.
Bucky tightened his grip on Alexei's arm. "We have to move."
Alexei kept struggling. "She's my daughter!"
"I know." Bucky’s voice wasn't loud. It didn't need to be. "I know."
For one terrible second, Alexei stopped fighting. Only because he recognized the look on Bucky’s face. He'd seen it before. Someone who knew exactly what it felt like to lose everyone.
Bucky looked toward you.
You were already helping civilians into the subway entrance, your voice calm despite everything happening around you. "This way! Keep moving! No running. We're okay."
The reassurance wasn't for yourself. It never was.
Bucky watched you for only a heartbeat before helping Alexei toward the tunnel.
The light subway tunnels were crowded with the last civilians. Silence settled over the station. Not true silence. Children cried. Someone prayed quietly. A man sat with his head in his hands. Nobody knew whether the city still existed above them.
Dust floated lazily through the stale underground air. Everyone tried to catch their breath. No one really could.
Walker paced. Ava leaned against a concrete pillar, staring at nothing. Alexei hadn't moved since sitting down. His elbows rested on his knees. His hands covered his face. No one knew what to say to him.
Finally, Ava broke the silence. "I'm going after her."
Bucky looked up immediately. "And then what?"
His voice was calm. Not dismissive. Just exhausted.
Ava met his stare. "If Yelena walked into that thing..." She swallowed. "...she had a reason."
Bucky's jaw tightened. "What if she's dead?"
No one answered.
"What if there’s no coming back?"
The words hung heavily in the station.
You looked from Bucky to Ava. "And..." you asked quietly, "...what if there is? What if she isn’t?"
His eyes found yours immediately. "How do you know that?"
"I don't." You shook your head. "I don’t know Yelena that well. But I know enough." You looked toward the subway stairs leading back to the darkness. "She wouldn't walk toward something like that unless she believed in something. In someone."
Silence.
Walker suddenly stopped pacing. "...Wait." Everyone turned. "I think..." He rubbed a hand across his face. "...I think they might actually be right."
Bucky frowned. "What do you mean?"
Walker stared at the floor for several long seconds before speaking. "When I was back in the vault..." He hesitated. "I saw something." His voice sounded smaller somehow. "I went somewhere." He struggled to explain it. "I can’t explain it, but--"
Alexei slowly lowered his hands. "What happened?"
Walker swallowed. "I saw Lemar."
The station grew even quieter. "He was alive." A bitter laugh escaped him. "We were talking like nothing had ever happened." His eyes drifted somewhere far away. "And then..." His voice cracked. "I watched him die again."
Nobody interrupted.
"I couldn't stop it." He clenched his fists. "Then I was home." "My son was there." His breathing became uneven. "Olivia was there." Another pause. "They looked at me...like they were afraid of me."
He laughed once. There wasn't any humor in it. "It wasn't real. But it felt real."
He looked around at everyone. "I've been shot. Blown up. Thrown through buildings. I've never been more scared than I was in there."
No one spoke. Because every person standing in that subway station knew exactly what he meant.
Bucky looked down at his own hands. The Winter Soldier. Hydra. Seventy years of nightmares.
If Walker's experience was only a glimpse, he wasn't sure he wanted to know what waited for him.
You quietly pieced it together. "It isn't attacking our bodies."
Everyone looked toward you.
"It's attacking our guilt." Your voice remained steady. "Our grief. The things we never healed from."
You thought about Tony. About Steve. About your parents. Natasha. Everything you'd buried beneath years of work. The realization settled heavily inside you.
"It doesn't need to beat us. It just needs us to believe we deserve to lose."
No one argued. Bucky slowly turned toward you. There it was again. That look.
Not asking for permission. Not asking you to decide for him. Just looking for you. Looking for the person whose judgment he trusted most.
He didn't even realize he'd started doing it. You met his eyes.
You already knew what he was asking. Is this a fight we can win?
You answered without words. A single nod. Small. Certain.
If Yelena was still in there, you were going after her. No matter what waited inside.
Bucky let out a slow breath. His shoulders settled. Decision made.
He looked around at the others. "We're going in."
No speeches. No dramatic declaration. Just four words.
Walker nodded first. "So we do this together."
Ava pushed herself off the pillar. "I'm in."
Alexei stood immediately. "I don't care what's in there." His eyes burned with determination. "I'm bringing my daughter home."
Bucky looked toward you one last time. For the first time since Louisiana, he reached for your hand. Not romantically. Not even consciously. Just instinct.
His fingers wrapped briefly around yours. Warm. Steady.
"I'm not letting you get lost in there."
Your thumb squeezed the back of his hand once. A silent promise. "You won't."
Neither of you realized, you were no longer talking about the Void.
The darkness swallowed Yelena whole. For a heartbeat, there was nothing. No city. No screams. No collapsing buildings. Only silence. Then, light seeped through the cracks. She blinked.
Instead, she stood inside a cramped attic bedroom. Dust floated lazily through thin beams of afternoon sunlight that leaked through a tiny circular window. Cardboard boxes towered against every wall, stacked so high they nearly reached the slanted ceiling. Old toys. Torn books. Clothes folded into forgotten piles. It didn't feel abandoned.
It felt paused. Like someone had simply stopped living here.
Yelena turned slowly. "...Bob?"
A quiet voice answered from the corner. "Hi."
He sat on the floor beside an old bed, knees pulled tightly against his chest. No yellow suit. No cape. No glowing eyes. Just Bob. Hair messy. Sweatshirt hanging loosely from his shoulders. Looking impossibly small.
Yelena exhaled slowly, “I just want to talk, okay?”
“About what?” He asked so innocently.
“About the stuff we spoke about in the vault.”
Bob looked at her as he smiled, “What’s up?”
Yelena let out a slow breath she hadn't realized she'd been holding. "Um..." she said carefully. "...not much." She glanced around the room. "Just watching New York disappear into a big maze of interconnected shame rooms."
A tiny smile tugged at her lips. "You ever seen anything this crazy before?"
Bob stared at the floor. "I don't know what you want me to say."
"That you’ll stop"
His shoulders slumped. "Oh..." His voice barely carried. "It's not me." He shook his head. "Not... me, me." "It's..." He searched for the words. "...the Void."
His fingers tightened around his sleeves. "I have these good days." He smiled sadly. "You know? Where I feel…invincible."
His eyes drifted somewhere beyond the walls. The smile disappeared. "But then..." He swallowed. "There are a lot of bad days." Silence. "And I remember that nothing...nothing matters."
Yelena didn't interrupt. She understood that sentence too well. "So..." she asked quietly. "...you’re just going to sit here and let it take over?"
Bob nodded once. "There's no point fighting it." His eyes wandered around the attic. "Atleast, I found a nice room." He forced another tiny smile. "The others are much worse."
Yelena looked around. It was quiet. Too quiet. Then, a crash echoed downstairs. Someone screamed.
A woman's voice. "No, please—"
Another crash. Something shattered. Bob flinched instinctively. Yelena froze. A man's furious shouting thundered through the house. Another slap. Another scream. Another apology.
"I'm sorry." The words repeated over and over. Then, a much younger voice.
"Stop!" Bob. Just a little boy. Tiny footsteps.
Then another sickening impact. The screaming stopped. Only crying remained.
A woman's trembling voice broke through it. "You always make it worse."
Bob shut his eyes. His breathing became uneven. Yelena's heart shattered. She slowly sat beside him. Neither spoke for a long time.
Finally… "I'm sorry."
Bob wiped at his eyes quickly. "It's fine."
Yelena stared ahead. "What I said to you before," She smiled sadly. "I was wrong, Bob."
He looked at her.
"You can't stop it." She shook her head again. "You can't hold it in, all alone.” She looked directly at him. "Nobody can."
Bob blinked. "So, what do I do?"
"We have to let it out." Silence. "We have to spend time together. And even if it doesn't make the emptiness go away, I promise you it will feel lighter. "
Bob stared at her. "How do you know?"
She thought about Alexei. Natasha. Even the strange people she'd met only hours ago.
Her eyes shimmered. "Because it already has for me."
She thought about Alexei's hug. About finally admitting she wasn't okay. About someone choosing to stay anyway. She smiled through the tears.
“We find a way out of here together.”
She slowly stood. Then held out her hand. "Will you try and leave here with me?"
For the first time, Bob reached toward her. Their fingers almost touched, the room convulsed. The walls cracked with a deafening groan. Every cardboard box exploded open. Darkness poured from them like black smoke.
"No!"
The attic screamed. Not metaphorically. The entire house screamed. The wallpaper peeled itself from the walls, twisting into black tendrils that shot toward them. The floor buckled beneath their feet. The ceiling collapsed.
Bob instinctively grabbed an old wooden baseball bat lying beside the mattress. He swung. The darkness split, only to reform instantly. The bat shattered in half. Black curtains ripped themselves from the windows, wrapping around their throats like living hands.
Yelena clawed desperately at the fabric as it lifted her off the floor. She gasped for air. "Bob! Who’s doing this?"
He struggled just as violently beside her. The darkness tightened. "I think..." he choked out, "I am." His eyes filled with horror.
His feet dangled helplessly above the floor. "Try to get used to it." he whispered through strained breaths. "There’s no death here." His voice broke. "The pain," The darkness squeezed tighter. "only gets worse."
Above them, the house continued to collapse inward. As though the Void itself had realized something terrifying. Bob had almost chosen to leave. And it would destroy everything before letting him go.
The curtains tightened. Yelena clawed desperately at the black fabric crushing her throat while Bob fought beside her, both suspended helplessly above the floor.
The attic groaned. The walls bent inward. The house itself seemed determined to bury them alive. Then—
A blade sliced clean through the darkness. The curtain split apart with a deafening tear. Yelena and Bob crashed onto the wooden floor, coughing violently as air flooded back into their lungs.
Ava landed between them, her sword still raised. "You're welcome."
Before either of them could answer, the room erupted again. The dresser ripped itself off the floor and hurtled across the attic.
Bucky stepped forward without thinking. His vibranium hand caught the entire thing midair. Wood exploded beneath his grip. With a grunt, he spun and slammed it back into the floorboards, reducing it to splinters.
Across the room, a bookshelf tore free from the wall. You reacted instinctively. Your bracelet shimmered as fractured nanotech raced over your forearms. You caught the spinning shelf just long enough to redirect it. It slammed into the opposite wall, bursting apart into flying books and shattered wood instead of crushing anyone beneath it.
A cracked portrait launched itself toward Bob. Walker intercepted it with his shield. The frame splintered against the metal with a loud crack.
Alexei looked around wildly as feathers suddenly exploded through the room. A pillow had apparently become possessed. It launched itself directly at his face. He grabbed it with both hands. "You..." He glared at it dramatically. "...evil pillow!"
With a mighty yell, he ripped it completely in half. Feathers erupted everywhere.
For one completely absurd second, the room looked like it was snowing.
Even Ava blinked.
Walker stared. "...Seriously?"
"It attacked me first."
No one had time to argue. Another wave of darkness rolled through the attic before slowly settling back into the walls. Silence returned. Only ragged breathing remained.
Yelena pushed herself upright first. Alexei looked at her "...Lena."
He was already kneeling beside her. His hands hovered awkwardly in front of him. Unsure whether she wanted comfort. Unsure whether he'd earned it.
"You came for us."
His eyes softened. "Of course."
No one else answered. Because the answer felt obvious. Of course they had.
Nothing more needed saying. Yelena looked around the room. At Ava. Walker. You. Bucky. Every one of you looked exhausted. Bruised. Covered in dust. Still standing.
Her eyes finally settled on Bucky. "What did you see? Are you okay?"
He let out a dry laugh. "Oh, I’m fine..." He dusted splinters from his jacket. "I have a great past." He forced a smile. "I'm totally fine."
Walker snorted. Ava rolled her eyes. Even Yelena smiled faintly.
Bucky looked toward you. The humor disappeared almost immediately. His eyes searched yours. Not for answers. For you.
Are you alright?
The question never reached his lips. It didn't have to. You knew it anyway.
Your heartbeat hadn't quite settled. Not after what you'd seen. Not after what the Void had forced you to relive.
The first room had been the night before Afghanistan. Tony. Young. Laughing. Brilliant. Impossible.
He'd stood in front of you, sunglasses tucked into the collar of his shirt, asking if you wanted to fly with him.
"C'mon." His grin had been so effortlessly familiar. "It'll be fun."
You remembered exactly what you'd said. "No."
You'd been annoyed. Tired of Stark Industries. Tired of weapons demonstrations. Tired of following your brother around the world.
You remembered the argument. Every cruel word. Every frustrated sigh. The version of yourself in that room had shouted after him.
"I hate you!" You'd screamed until your throat burned.
"Tony!" You'd tried to stop yourself. Tried to reach him. Tried to tell him not to leave without you apologizing.
Your hands had passed straight through him. He'd kept walking. Never looking back.
You'd chased him anyway. Because you knew. You knew exactly where that plane was going.
The room dissolved before you could catch him. Then...Steve.
One quiet evening. His apartment. His arms around you as the two of you talked long into the night. He'd spoken about Bucky. About finally helping his best friend find peace.
You remembered falling asleep against his chest. Safe. Loved. Certain tomorrow would come.
At first, you hadn't understood why this belonged in a shame room. It wasn't shame. It was one of the happiest nights of your life.
Until morning never came. The apartment disappeared. The lake replaced it. Old Steve. The bench. His wedding ring. His apology. The goodbye you never got.
You watched yourself collapse into his arms. Watched your entire future unravel.
Then, your eyes found Bucky. Standing a few feet away. Watching. Knowing. You felt the old hurt rise again.
Only this time, the room changed before it could consume you. The dock. Louisiana. The confession.
You watched yourself step away from him. Watched disappointment settle across his face. Watched the way his shoulders seemed to fold inward after you'd left.
You wanted to run to him. To tell that version of yourself—He's telling you because he loves you enough to risk losing you.
Instead, you could only watch. Shame wasn't always about what you'd done. Sometimes, it was about understanding too late.
Another door appeared. You almost didn't walk through it. Then, you thought of Yelena. Still fighting. Still somewhere inside the Void. You thought of Bob. Terrified. Alone.
You thought of Bucky. If he was still walking, so would you.
You opened the next door. Again. And again. And again. Each room hurt. Each room asked you to stay. To believe you deserved the guilt. To keep reliving it forever.
But every time, you remembered why you couldn't. There were still people waiting for you. People who needed you to come back. People you wanted to come back to.
Now, standing once again in the attic, you looked across the room. Your eyes found Bucky. Just as his found yours.
For one impossible second, the dock flashed through your mind. The confession. The tears. The secret that had nearly broken both of you.
Only, the pain wasn't there anymore. Not really. You'd walked through it. What remained was something quieter. Gratitude.
You hadn't lost him. He was standing right there. Bruised. Covered in dust. Alive.
You nodded once. Small. Almost imperceptible. I'm here.
His shoulders lowered. Only then did he finally breathe. You recognized the expression immediately. It mirrored your own.
He'd seen things too. Things he'd never tell another soul. Hydra. Steve. The names in the notebook. The people he couldn't save. The people he couldn't stop mourning.
Neither of you asked. Neither of you needed to. Some wounds weren't meant to be described. Only understood. And somehow, knowing the other had made it out, made carrying them feel just a little less lonely.
Walker rubbed the back of his neck. "Yeah..." He looked around uneasily. "This place is seriously messed up."
"It is," you agreed quietly.
Your eyes moved across every face in the attic. Bob. Still shaking. Yelena. Holding onto Alexei's sleeve. Walker. Trying to pretend he wasn't terrified. Ava.
Standing close enough to everyone that she could reach them if something happened. Bucky. Watching every exit. Watching all of you.
"We're here together."
Everyone looked at you.
“That’s what matters” You smiled faintly.
Silence settled over the room again. Different this time. Not empty. Comfortable. Almost surprising.
Bob looked at each of you in disbelief. His eyes lingered on the faces surrounding him. "You..." His voice cracked. "...you all came."
No one answered immediately. There wasn't really anything to say.
Yelena simply gave him a small smile. "We're here."
Bob looked down at the floor. "...Thank you."
The words sounded foreign, as though he wasn't used to saying them. "Really."
Ava folded her arms. "Of course."
She looked around at the six people standing beside her. "Here we are." She sighed dramatically. "Shane’s elite electronic Thunderbolts."
Alexei immediately frowned. "It is not Shane."
Walker rubbed his forehead and looked toward Bob, "Okay,” He gestured down the endless hallway. “How do we get out of here?."
Bob's expression fell again. "As far as I know..." He glanced into the darkness stretching beyond the attic. "It's just infinite rooms."
Silence settled again. Then, Yelena tilted her head.
"You said something earlier."
Bob looked at her.
"You said this was the nicest room you found."
He nodded slowly.
"The others..." She took a breath. "...are worse."
His face tightened. "Much."
Everyone stared at her.
"Okay." Yelena admitted softly. "Well,”she offered him her hand. "Show us the worst."
The attic dissolved around them. Walls folded inward like paper. The floor stretched into another impossibly long hallway. Every doorway whispered. Every room breathed. The deeper they walked… the darker the house became.
The lights flickered overhead. Family photographs appeared along the walls. Each one distorted. Faces blurred. Eyes scratched away. Childhood reduced to fragments. No one spoke. Even Alexei had fallen silent.
Finally, Bob stopped. "I hate this one."
Before anyone could ask why, the living room exploded into existence around them. A younger Bob stood frozen near the front door. His father blocked the exit.
"Where do you think you're going, Robert?" The man's voice rattled the entire house.
Bob instinctively stepped backward. His breathing quickened.
Walker looked from Bob to the father, then shrugged. "Yeah..." He rolled his shoulders. "I've heard enough."
Without another word, he marched across the room. And punched the memory square in the face. The shield connected with a satisfying crack. The man disappeared through the wall. Silence.
You blinked. "...Well." You looked at Walker. "That was nice."
Walker gave a single shrug. "I've met bad dads."
The room immediately rebelled. Furniture tore itself loose. Tables spun through the air. Cabinets ripped from the walls. The entire living room twisted violently.
Alexei ducked beneath a flying chair. "This..." He looked around in disbelief. "...is strangest mission I have ever been on."
A closet door suddenly burst open. Darkness waited inside.
Yelena pointed. "This way!"
Everyone ran.
Walker reached you first. His hand instinctively caught your wrist. "C'mon!"
There wasn't a second to question it. He simply wasn't about to leave anyone behind.
You matched his pace immediately as the room continued collapsing around you. A heavy beam crashed where you'd been standing only moments before.
Before Walker could pull you another step—Bucky was there.
His hand closed around your free arm, steadying you before you even realized you'd lost your footing. "You good?"
You nodded once. "I'm fine."
He didn't let go until he was certain you were balanced again. Only then did his hand fall away.
Walker noticed. The smallest corner of his mouth lifted.
"You know..." he muttered as the three of you kept moving, careful not to let you hear, "...I was just trying to keep her from getting crushed."
Bucky didn't look away from the path ahead. "I know."
"You looked ready to throw me through the wall."
"I considered it."
Walker let out a quiet huff of laughter. "Easy, Barnes."
Another few hurried steps. "I'm not stealing your girl."
Bucky finally glanced sideways. "She’s not my ‘girl’"
Walker smirked. "Sure she’s not."
Bucky frowned. "I was making sure she didn't fall."
"Mhm." Walker nodded as though that explained everything. "That's definitely what that was."
Bucky opened his mouth to argue. Nothing came out. Because, irritatingly… He wasn't entirely sure Walker was wrong.
Walker chuckled under his breath. "Relax." He gave Bucky a light pat on the shoulder as they reached the doorway. "I've got enough problems." A beat. "I'm not adding you to the list."
For the briefest second, Bucky almost smiled. Almost.
Then his attention returned immediately to you as you reached the doorway.
"You first."
You didn't notice either exchange. You were already following Yelena into the darkness.
Walker caught Bucky watching to make sure you disappeared safely through the opening before he moved himself.
He shook his head with an amused smile. "...Told you."
You hit concrete instead of wood. The smell changed instantly. Grease. Fried food. Rain-soaked pavement.
You looked up. A fake city street stretched endlessly in both directions. A giant smiling chicken rotated above a run-down restaurant.
Bob stopped dead. "...Oh no."
The mascot slowly turned. Its painted grin stretched wider. Much wider. Then it ripped its own advertising sign out of the sidewalk.
"Seriously?" Walker barely finished the sentence before—WHACK.
The sign smacked him across the helmet. Alexei burst into laughter. Then the mascot hit him too.
"You!" Alexei pointed accusingly at Bob "You hit me with sign!" He marched toward him dramatically. "One more time—"WHACK.
Alexei flew backward again.
"I was on meth!" Bob yelled apologetically over the chaos. "I worked here!"
"That explains absolutely nothing!" Ava muttered.
The mascot raised the sign again, Bucky stepped between it and Bob. One clean punch. The mascot's oversized chicken head exploded into stuffing. It collapsed like a deflated parade balloon.
Alexei dusted himself off proudly. "I weakened him."
"You absolutely did not."
"I emotionally weakened him."
Before Walker could respond, Alexei spotted another opening. "There!"
A cellar door hung open beneath a broken streetlamp. "This way!"
One by one, everyone disappeared underground.
The next room stole every remaining smile. Sterile white walls. Bright fluorescent lights. Metal tables. Observation windows. Medical restraints. The smell of antiseptic. Needles. Monitors. A laboratory. No. A prison pretending to be one.
No one spoke. Yelena's breathing caught. She slowly stepped forward. Recognition washed over her face.
"...I've been here before." The words barely rose above a whisper.
Bob stopped walking. He looked younger somehow. Smaller. Like every step hurt. At the center of the room, someone sat on an examination chair. Head lowered. Dark silhouettes watched from behind the glass. Doctors. Scientists. Observers. Watching. Waiting. Experimenting.
Everyone turned toward her. The laboratory stretched endlessly around them. White walls. Observation windows. Medical restraints. Needles. Cold steel.
Bob’s breathing became uneven. "...This..." He looked around with hollow eyes. "...this is where it started."
No one interrupted him.
"I'd been wandering through Southeast Asia." His voice sounded distant, almost detached. "I thought maybe I'd figure something out."
A humorless laugh escaped him. "At least find more drugs."
Silence. "Then there was this guy" His eyes drifted toward the operating table. "He told me about a medical study. A trial drug. They said it could make me stronger." His shoulders sagged. "It sounded like a miracle."
He smiled bitterly. "Finally I could prove to everyone that I was more" He struggled to finish. "that i was something."
The room darkened. A second voice echoed through the laboratory. Lower. Colder.
"And look what you unleashed."
Everyone turned. The shadows pooled together beside the operating table. A figure slowly emerged. Golden eyes burned beneath a silhouette of black smoke. The Sentry. No. The Void.
It smiled. Bob froze.
The dark figure circled him slowly. "The most shameful thing of all," Its voice echoed from every direction at once. "was thinking you could be anything more than," It leaned closer. "nothing."
Bob couldn't answer. Because somewhere deep inside, he still believed it.
Yelena stepped forward. "Bob." She reached toward him. "We're leaving."
The Void looked at her. "No."
Its eyes ignited. Gold swallowed black.
The entire laboratory exploded into motion. The examination table ripped free from the floor. It slammed sideways into Alexei and Yelena before either could react. Metal restraints burst outward like living snakes. They wrapped around both of them, pinning them brutally against the wall.
Alexei grunted as steel tightened across his chest. "Lena!"
You moved instinctively. "Yelena—"
The ceiling answered. Machines tore themselves apart overhead. Cables whipped through the air. One wrapped around your wrist. Then another. Your ankles. Your waist. Before you could activate the rest of the nanotech, the restraints yanked violently. Your back slammed against a support column hard enough to knock the breath from your lungs. Cold steel tightened. One more cable shot past your shoulder.
Bucky. He never reached the Void. He reached for you. His metal hand caught yours for only the briefest instant before another restraint tore him away. The force slammed him into the same steel beam beside you.
Your shoulders collided. His vibranium arm strained immediately against the restraints. The metal groaned. Steam hissed from the joints. He wasn't trying to free himself. He was trying to reach you.
The restraints dug deeper into your arms. Sharp edges bit through the fabric of your suit. You winced.
Bucky stopped struggling for half a second. His eyes found yours instantly. "Hey." His voice was quieter now. "You okay?"
You forced a smile despite the pain. "I've had better Mondays."
The corner of his mouth twitched. Even now. Even here.
Walker never got the chance to move. A steel support rod launched across the room like a spear. It punched clean through the wall beside him before pinning his shoulder in place. He cried out through clenched teeth. "Damn it!"
Ava phased instinctively, the Void anticipated her. The instant she became tangible again, surgical restraints snapped around her torso, forcing her against another wall. One by one., everyone fell.
Until only Bob remained standing. He looked around the room. At every person trapped because they'd followed him. His breathing became frantic.
"No..." He shook his head desperately. "No..."
The Void stood behind him. Watching. Waiting.
Bob turned toward it. "Stop." His voice cracked. "Please. Let them go."
The Void laughed softly. "You still don't understand." It stepped closer. "You think they care about you?" Its smile widened. "You don't matter to anyone."
Bob's shoulders began to shake.
"That's not true!" Yelena shouted. Her voice echoed through the laboratory. She fought against the restraints until they cut into her wrists. "We came because you're worth saving!"
The Void barely looked at her. A twisted shard of metal ripped itself from the ceiling. It shot across the room. The impact slammed into Yelena's restraints with enough force to wrench a scream from her throat.
"Yelena!" Alexei strained violently against his own restraints.
Bucky surged forward again. The beam behind him groaned. The vibranium arm screamed under the pressure. Still, it wasn't enough.
The Void smiled. For one terrible heartbeat… Bob almost believed it.
Bob's voice cracked. "Don't hurt her." The words barely escaped him. But they were enough.
The Void smiled. Slowly. Almost sympathetically. "There he is." Its golden eyes burned brighter. "Robert." It spread its arms wide. "The hero."
Every glass cabinet in the laboratory exploded. Thousands of razor-sharp fragments burst into the air like a storm.
You instinctively ducked, twisting your body as shattered glass rained around you. Tiny cuts bloomed across your forearms and cheek. Beside you, Bucky turned his face toward your shoulder, shielding what little he could despite still being restrained.
The Void never looked away from Bob.
Bob's fists trembled. "I'm stronger than you."
"Oh?" The smile widened. "Then show me."
Bob charged. He didn't think. He didn't hesitate. He simply ran. His fist collided with the Void’s jaw. The impact echoed through the laboratory. The Sentry answered with one of his own. Bob staggered. Hit back. Again. Again.
The room shook with every collision. For one impossible moment it almost looked even. Until, the Void caught Bob's wrist. Twisted. And drove him into the floor hard enough to crack the concrete beneath him.
Walker strained violently against the metal pinning his shoulder. "Get up, Bobby!"
Bob forced himself onto one knee. Blood dripped from the corner of his mouth. His breathing came in ragged gasps.
The Void walked toward him slowly. Almost casually. "You thought you were going to be some great man?"
Another punch. Bob crashed backward.
"Some kind of savior?"
Another. Bob tried to stand. His legs buckled beneath him.
The Void crouched in front of him. "You can't even save yourself."
Silence. Bob knelt there. Broken. Unable to lift his arms anymore. The Void looked around the room. At every person restrained. At every friend who had followed Bob into the darkness.
"You see?" His voice echoed from every wall. "We will always be alone."
The laboratory convulsed. The walls cracked. The ceiling screamed. Medical equipment ripped free from the floor. Lights burst overhead. Everything vibrated. Everything threatened to collapse.
Through the chaos, Bob lifted his head. Not toward the Void. Toward Yelena. She was still trapped against the wall. Their eyes met.
You saw it happen. Something shifted. Not confidence. Not strength. Memory. Her words. "You don't carry it alone. Let someone stay."
Bob inhaled sharply. Then screamed. He threw himself forward. Not because he thought he could win. Because he refused to surrender.
He tackled the Void to the ground. His fists came down again. And again. And again. Each punch carried years of shame. Years of addiction. Years of believing he wasn't enough.
The laboratory trembled harder. Darkness leaked from beneath the Sentry's body like smoke. But it wasn't disappearing. It was growing.
The shadows crawled over Bob's arms. Across his shoulders. Up his neck. The more he fought, the stronger they became.
Bucky felt it immediately. His eyes snapped toward you. You were already watching. Already understanding.
Your stomach dropped. "No..." You whispered.
It wasn't loud. No one heard you. Except Bucky. You stared at Bob. At the darkness swallowing him whole.
"This isn't right."
Bucky followed your gaze. The realization hit him almost instantly.
"He isn't beating it..." Your voice barely rose above a whisper. "...he's feeding it."
Every punch. Every ounce of anger. Every desperate attempt to prove himself. The Void wanted exactly that.
Across the room, Yelena saw it too. "Bob!"
She fought desperately against the restraints. "Stop!" Her voice cracked. "This is what he wants!"
But Bob couldn't hear her anymore. The darkness had already wrapped itself around his shoulders. Around his hands. The Void wasn't even fighting back now. He simply smiled beneath the blows. Waiting. Growing stronger.
Yelena's eyes darted toward Alexei. She didn't have to speak. He understood immediately. With one final roar, Alexei planted both feet against the wall and pulled with everything he had left. The restraints screamed. Metal twisted. Finally, One cuff snapped. Then another. Just enough.
Yelena slipped free. She didn't hesitate. She ran. The laboratory itself turned against her. Hospital beds launched across the room. She vaulted over one. Steel trays exploded from the walls. She ducked beneath them. Needles rained like arrows. She spun between them. The darkness reached for her ankles. She kept running. Her eyes never left Bob. Never once.
Because she wasn't running toward the Void. She was running toward the man who still believed he had to fight alone.
Yelena cleared the last piece of twisted metal with one desperate leap. She landed hard behind Bob, stumbling as she caught herself. Then, she wrapped both arms around him. Holding him as tightly as she could.
"I'm here."
Bob's fists kept moving. One punch. Another. Another.
The Void barely reacted. Its smile never disappeared. "It will always be..." The voice echoed from every wall. "...just us."
Bob swung again. Slower this time.
"I said..." Yelena buried her forehead against the back of his shoulder. "I'm here."
His arm hesitated. Only for a heartbeat.
"You are not alone."
The words seemed to ripple through the room itself. The restraints around everyone's wrists shuddered. Then loosened. Not enough to fall away. Just enough.
Walker was the first to react. With a roar, he ripped the steel rod free from his shoulder. Blood stained his sleeve as he tore it loose and hurled it aside without a second thought.
Bucky didn't even look at his own restraints. He tore one arm free. Then immediately turned toward you. His vibranium hand wrapped around the metal binding your legs. The steel groaned. One violent pull, it snapped.
"You good?"
You nodded once. "I'm good."
That was all either of you needed. Together, you ran. Alexei burst free moments later with a yell that shook the laboratory. Ava phased through the remaining restraints, landing lightly beside him. All of you converged at once.
Bob never stopped punching. His face had almost disappeared beneath the creeping darkness now. Only one terrified eye remained visible.
The Void laughed beneath him. Yelena tightened her arms around him.
Walker reached him first. He grabbed Bob's raised fist before another punch could fall. "Easy, Bobby."
Bob fought him instinctively.
Bucky caught his other arm. "Bob."
You dropped beside him, taking hold of his shoulders. "Look at me. We’re here."
He couldn't. The darkness kept pulling him back. Ava knelt beside him. Alexei wrapped both arms around all of them without hesitation. It took every one of you together, to pull Bob away from the Void.
The shadow clung to him. Fought for him. Then finally, released. The momentum sent all seven of you crashing backward. No grace. No hero landings.
Just one tangled heap of bruised limbs and exhausted bodies.
Walker hit the pavement hard, sliding several feet across the asphalt.
You landed awkwardly beside him, the impact knocking the air from your lungs as momentum carried you forward. Your forearm caught against his chest while his instinctive grip steadied your shoulder before either of you could skid farther across the street.
"You alright?" Walker asked immediately, still trying to catch his breath.
Before you could answer, another body collided with yours. Bucky.
He hit the pavement on your opposite side, his vibranium arm catching the asphalt with a harsh scrape as his flesh hand instinctively wrapped around your waist, pulling you the remaining distance toward him.
The movement wasn't rough. It was automatic. Almost possessive in how completely it removed you from the awkward tangle you'd landed in.
His vibranium arm planted firmly against the pavement behind your head, shielding it from striking the concrete as the last of your momentum carried you into him.
Only then did everything stop moving. Silence. Heavy breathing. Dust. The smell of smoke.
For one long second, no one seemed to realize exactly how they'd landed.
Walker was still half-propped on one elbow. You were pressed securely against Bucky's side. His arm remained around your waist. Your hand rested against his chest without either of you noticing.
Walker looked between the two of you. Then toward Bucky. One tired eyebrow lifted.
"...You know," he muttered between breaths, "I was breaking her fall."
Bucky didn't even look at him. "I know."
"...Didn't seem like it."
"I had it."
Walker let out an exhausted laugh. "Yeah."
He looked at your position tucked safely against Bucky. "...I can see that."
Bucky frowned, finally glancing over. Only then did he seem to realize he was still holding you. His hand immediately loosened. "...Sorry."
You looked down. Realized your palm was still resting against the front of his shirt. Your cheeks warmed. "...It's okay."
Walker watched the two of you with a knowing smile before pushing himself to his feet. "...You're welcome, by the way."
Bucky blinked. "For what?"
Walker dusted debris from his jacket. "For almost catching her first."
Alexei barked out a laugh somewhere behind him. "You two are exhausting."
Even Ava rolled her eyes. "You boys done?"
Neither answered. Because, truthfully, Bucky still wasn't entirely sure why the sight of Walker's hand on your shoulder had bothered him so much.
He only knew one thing. The moment he'd felt you falling, every instinct he'd spent decades trying to ignore had shouted exactly the same thing. Get to her.
Then, the darkness cracked. Like glass. Light spilled through the fractures. The laboratory dissolved. The walls faded. The house disappeared. The Void collapsed inward until nothing remained.
You blinked against the sunlight. Cold pavement. Fresh air. The middle of Manhattan.
One by one, the shadows surrounding the city unraveled. People reappeared exactly where they'd vanished. Some stumbled. Others immediately threw themselves into the arms of loved ones. Crying. Laughing. Calling names. Traffic slowly returned. Sirens echoed in the distance. The city was alive again.
Around you, your group slowly untangled themselves. Walker groaned as he pushed himself upright. Alexei stretched dramatically, wincing halfway through. Ava dusted soot from her jacket. Bucky finally released his hand from your waist. Neither of you acknowledged how long it had stayed there.
Bob sat in the middle of the street, blinking at all of you. His expression was completely lost.
Walker broke the silence first. "You were pretty great in there, Bobby."
Bob looked up. "Thanks, Walker." He smiled sheepishly. Then frowned. "...Wait."
He looked around at the destroyed skyline. The shattered pavement. The overturned cars. "Where?" Silence. His brow furrowed. "Whoa..." He slowly stood. "...what happened here?"
He looked genuinely confused.
"Sorry." He rubbed the back of his neck. "I'm a little..." He searched for the word. "...fuzzy."
Alexei looked at him. Then at everyone else. Then burst into an awkward laugh.
"...You are serious?"
Bob blinked. "I think so."
Yelena stepped closer. She searched his face carefully. "Bob..." Her voice softened. "Are you okay?"
He looked at her for a long moment. Then smiled. A real one. Small. Honest.
"Yeah." He glanced around at every person standing beside him. His voice caught. "I’m fine."
A voice echoed across the ruined avenue. "Yes, I need an extraction. Right now."
Every head turned.
Valentina stood several yards away, one hand pressed tightly against her phone, the other trying unsuccessfully to smooth the wrinkles from her designer suit. Behind her, massive LED screens still towered over the plaza.
"...No," she hissed into the receiver. "I don't have backup." She glanced over her shoulder. "I need help."
Alexei followed her gaze. His expression hardened immediately. He pointed dramatically. "I'm going to kill that person."
Walker sighed. "Hold on." He looked toward Bob. "What happens if he gets his memory back?"
Bob blinked. "My memory?"
Yelena gently hooked her arm through his. "It'll be okay." She smiled. "We'll stick together."
Bob looked genuinely surprised. "...Me too?"
She laughed softly. "Especially you."
He smiled. "...That's nice."
The words somehow broke everyone's tension. You fell into step beside Bucky as the group started toward Valentina. Alexei marched just ahead of you, muttering in Russian under his breath.
"You can't kill her," you reminded him. "We need to arrest her."
"I know." He nodded thoughtfully. "...Maybe only break little bones."
Ava glanced sideways. "Oh, I'd like to kill her."
Walker flexed his bent shield with obvious annoyance. "If Bob remembers everything..." He looked down at the warped metal. "...maybe he can fix this thing."
Bob looked horrified.
Valentina finally noticed all of you approaching. Her smile appeared instantly. Manufactured. Perfect.
"Oh..." She clapped her hands together. "I know we're all processing a lot of feelings right now." She gestured vaguely toward the destroyed city. "I certainly am."
She smiled wider. "So, if you'll just give me half a second."
Without waiting for an answer, she disappeared behind a row of black stage curtains.
Bucky frowned immediately. "I don't like that."
"Neither do I." You followed anyway.
One by one, the seven of you stepped through the curtains. Then stopped.
Bright lights blinded you. Camera flashes exploded from every direction. Television crews. Microphones. Hundreds of reporters.
A polished podium stood beneath an enormous backdrop displaying the rebuilt Avengers Tower.
Your stomach dropped. "Oh..." You whispered. "The press conference."
Bucky looked equally stunned. He glanced sideways at you. For one absurd second, your eyes drifted to him instead of the crowd. His black shirt was torn from the fight. The sleeves rolled to his forearms. His hair was a mess. There was dried blood across his cheek. He looked exhausted. Alive. Standing beside you. It grounded you more than it should have.
Valentina stepped confidently behind the podium. "Are we live?"
A producer gave her a thumbs-up. She smiled. Perfectly composed.
"For years..." she began,"I've been working in secret to develop a new age of protection" She paused dramatically. "Today..." she spread her arms toward all of you, "the citizens of the United States needed that protection."
Camera shutters erupted.
"And thanks to my hard work they got it." Another pause. She turned. Smiling directly at the seven of you. "Ladies and gentlemen, meet the New Avengers."
The plaza exploded. Applause. Cheers. Questions shouted over one another. Camera flashes lit the afternoon like lightning. For a long moment, none of you moved.
Walker blinked. "...What?"
Ava looked offended. Bob looked around at everyone before politely joining the applause.
Alexei puffed out his chest immediately. Yelena simply stared at Valentina. Expression unreadable.
Bucky didn't look at the cameras. He looked at you. You met his eyes. Neither of you needed words. She'd done it again. Manipulated the board. Turned disaster into political theater. Taken away your choice. Again.
But this time, something was different. You slowly looked around. Walker. Still complaining. Ava pretending she wasn't relieved everyone survived. Alexei practically glowing with pride. Bob looking completely confused.
Yelena, who caught your eye. She gave you the smallest nod. You smiled back. Then the two of you walked forward together. Neither of you asked permission.
Valentina's confident smile faltered ever so slightly as you each took a place beside her at the podium. One on each side. Close enough that only she could hear.
Yelena leaned down first. Her smile never reached her eyes. "We own you now."
Valentina's jaw tightened. She kept smiling for the cameras.
The applause continued. The cameras kept flashing. To the rest of the world, it looked like the birth of Earth's newest heroes. Only the eight people standing on that stage knew the truth. This wasn't the team Valentina had built. It was the family she had accidentally created.
And standing beside you, Bucky glanced over just long enough for your shoulders to brush. Neither of you moved away. This time, neither of you had any intention of leaving.
Summary: In the aftermath of your failed confrontation, quiet confessions bring you and Bucky closer than you've ever allowed yourselves to be. But when a new threat descends over the city, the unlikely group must decide who they are when everything around them begins to fall apart.
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The noise of the city faded as the two of you wandered into one of the quieter alleys behind the tower. Neither of you had planned on walking away together. It had just happened.
For a while, neither of you spoke. The silence wasn't uncomfortable anymore. It never really had been.
Bucky finally broke it. "You sure you're okay?"
You looked down at the bruise already darkening across your forearm. "I'll survive." You offered him a crooked smile. "Couple bruises. Nothing I haven't had before."
Your smile faded as Bob crossed your mind. "...Bob, though." You exhaled. "I've never met anyone like that."
Bucky nodded slowly. "Yeah." He rubbed the back of his neck. "Valentina hit the jackpot with that one."
Another silence settled between you. Not empty. Just thoughtful.
You looked toward the traffic moving in the distance. "What she said..."
Bucky glanced over.
"About Bob." You folded your arms. "That nobody believed in him." Your voice softened. "Have you ever felt like that?"
He laughed quietly. "You really have to ask?"
You smiled sadly. "I guess not."
"What about you?"
You looked away. "...Always."
The answer surprised even you.
"When the Avengers started..." You laughed once. "I felt like I snuck into the group."
He frowned. "What?"
"There was Tony, the Iron Man. Steve, America’s golden boy. Captain America. Nat. Clint. Bruce. Thor." You shrugged. "They were legends. And I felt like somebody's little sister who got dragged along because her brother couldn't leave her home."
"I still do." You leaned against the brick wall. "Even now. The Avengers are..." You searched for the word. "...gone. I've never had the courage to call myself one anymore. Not after Thanos." Your voice grew quieter. "Not after Tony." A beat. "...Steve."
Bucky looked at you for a long moment. "They believed in you."
You didn't answer.
"So do I."
You laughed softly. "Thanks."
"I mean it."
Something in his voice made you look back up. He wasn't smiling anymore.
"For a long time, I thought the only thing I deserved was punishment." His gaze drifted toward his vibranium hand. "I thought surviving meant carrying every bad thing I'd ever done until I died." He looked back at you. "You changed that."
You blinked. "What?"
"You." He said it so simply that it almost hurt. "You treated me like..." He searched for the words. "...I mattered. Not like I was someone to fix. Not someone to fear. Just..." He smiled faintly. "...James."
"You made me believe I could become somebody different. You were the first person who looked at me and saw the man instead of the Winter Soldier."
You felt your throat tighten. "Bucky..."
He shook his head. His smile was small, "No. You should hear this."
His eyes drifted toward the skyline. "I don't know when it happened." A quiet laugh escaped him. "Maybe Louisiana." Another. "Maybe that night you showed up at my apartment with pizza."
He looked back at you. "...Or maybe it started the first time you argued with me."
You laughed through the tears gathering in your eyes. "I argued with you a lot."
"You did." He smiled
"I usually won." You smirked.
"...Debatable."
You looked at him again, "You never admitted it."
"I was being polite."
You laughed. "You were being stubborn."
"I was flirting."
The words slipped out before either of you realized he'd said them. Silence. His own eyebrows lifted.
"...Huh." A smile slowly tugged at your lips. "So you admit it now?"
He rubbed the back of his neck. "...Yeah." Another small shrug. "I guess I do."
Your smile only grew. "I knew it."
"I know."
"You made me think I was imagining things."
"I was imagining things." He laughed softly. "I didn't realize what I was doing until you pointed it out."
His eyes found yours again. "Then eventually..." Another pause. "...I realized I didn't want to stop."
Your heart stumbled.
"I liked making you smile. So..." He smiled almost shyly. "...I kept doing it."
The confession was somehow even more intimate than saying I like you.
Because you'd lived it. Every blanket. Every teasing remark. Every door he'd quietly opened. Every accidental compliment that slowly stopped being accidental.
He hadn't been trying to charm everyone. Only you.
His smile faded into something quieter. "...Your opinion became the one I cared about most."
The words settled somewhere deep inside your chest.
"You make me want to become someone..." He swallowed. "...you'd be proud of."
Your eyes burned. "Bucky..."
"I'm only saying it because it's true."
Silence settled between you. Real silence. Not empty. Not awkward. Simply...Full.
You wanted to tell him. Everything. That somewhere between the late-night conversations, the bunk beds, the blankets, the teasing, the apartment, the dock, you had stopped thinking of him as Steve's best friend.
Stopped thinking of him as someone you merely cared about. Somewhere, without permission, without fanfare… He had quietly become the person you looked for first whenever you walked into a room.
The person whose laugh you immediately recognized. Whose opinions mattered just as much as your own. Whose safety had somehow become tied to your own heartbeat.
You loved him. The realization no longer frightened you. Keeping it to yourself did.
"I..." Your voice barely existed.
He looked at you. You stepped forward. Not because you meant to. Because your body had already decided.
He did the same. Almost unconsciously.
Neither of you noticed until the space between you had nearly disappeared. Barely a foot. Close enough to see the tiny scar beneath his eye. Close enough to notice the faint flecks of blue hidden inside his gray eyes. Close enough that you could hear him breathe.
His eyes drifted down. Your lips. Only for a heartbeat. Then back to your eyes. He closed his hand into a fist at his side.
God... He wanted to kiss you. More than he wanted to admit. He wondered, just for one impossible second, what it would feel like. Whether you'd smile into it. Whether you'd laugh afterward. Whether you'd tease him for taking so long.
His heart answered before his mind could. I'd spend the rest of my life finding out.
The thought startled him. Not because it sounded impossible. Because...It didn't.
His eyes lifted to yours again. You wanted this too. The realization hit almost painfully. You weren’t pulling away. You weren’t afraid. You were waiting. Waiting for him.
His chest tightened. One kiss. That was all it would take. One kiss...and nothing between you would ever be the same again.
He wasn't afraid of kissing you. He was afraid of what happened after. Because if he crossed that line, he wasn't sure he'd ever survive losing you.
Not after everything. Not now. Not when you'd somehow become home.
You felt yourself leaning the smallest fraction closer. You wanted to close the distance.
Wanted to know whether kissing him felt exactly the way you'd imagined during far too many sleepless nights. Wanted to tell him that he'd already become the man you were proud of.
That somewhere along the way, you had fallen hopelessly in love with Bucky Barnes.
Instead...You smiled. "So..."
Your voice came out barely louder than the wind. "For a hundred-and-eleven-year-old man, you're getting surprisingly sentimental."
His forehead dropped for a second as a quiet laugh escaped him. "I was trying to have a moment."
"I noticed."
"You ruined it."
"I know."
"You always do."
"You love that about me."
The words escaped before you could stop them. Silence. Your eyes widened. Did I really just—
Bucky looked at you. A slow smile spread across his face. "...Yeah."
His answer was immediate. "I do."
The simplicity of it stole your breath. Neither of you joked after that.
Without thinking, he lifted one hand. His fingers brushed the loose strand of hair that had escaped your updo.
Slowly, almost reverently...He tucked it behind your ear. His fingertips lingered against your skin for the briefest moment. Warm. Gentle.
He hadn't touched you like that before. Not really.
The contact sent a quiet shiver down your spine. He felt it too.
His thumb almost traced your cheek. Almost.
Instead, he let his hand fall. Neither of you stepped back. Neither of you spoke. The almost-kiss lingered between you.
Somehow, it hurt more than if it had happened.
Because now, both of you knew. It wasn't a question of if. Only...When.
Several blocks away, Yelena walked without a destination. She just kept moving. The city buzzed around her, but she barely heard it.
Behind her came heavy footsteps. She didn't have to turn around. She already knew.
"Go away."
Alexei ignored her. "No, I won't."
She sighed. "I'm serious."
"Not forever." He finally caught up beside her. "because that's what family does.”
Yelena stopped walking. Frustration finally spilled over. "Oh my God."
She threw her hands into the air. "Stop. If you cared, you would've called." Her voice cracked. "I would've liked to hear from you." She swallowed hard. "I lost my sister again, but for good. And you disappeared."
Alexei looked down at the sidewalk. For once, he didn't have a joke. "I'm sorry."
The words came quietly. Almost awkwardly. "I don't know how to do this." He laughed bitterly at himself. "I'm not good at it."
He rubbed the back of his neck. "I thought..." His shoulders slumped. "I thought you didn't want me."
Yelena looked at him. Tears blurred her vision. "I did."
Those two words nearly broke him.
“I can see that,” he sighed deeply, “I’m late, but I’m here now.”
She laughed through her tears. "Daddy, I’m so alone,” She looked away. " I don't have anything anymore."
Her breathing became uneven. “All I do is sit and look at my phone and think about all the terrible things I've done. Then I go to work, and then I drink, and then I go home, to nobody, and I sit and think about all the terrible things I've done again.”
Her voice dropped to almost nothing. "I'm tired. So tired."
Alexei stepped closer. Not enough to touch her. Just enough that she wouldn't feel alone.
"Stop, stop. We all have things we regret.”
She shook her head. "I have so many. You don't understand. My first test in the Red Room." She closed her eyes. "Anya. She was just a child. So small."
Alexei's own eyes filled. "So were you."
He spoke so gently she almost didn't recognize his voice. Silence settled between them. "I know there were dark years." He nodded slowly. "Very dark years. But you were such a special girl...." A small smile appeared. "Did you know this?" He tried not to cry at her fallen face. "You walked into a room. You made it bright. You felt so much joy."
She frowned. "I don't remember that feeling.”
"You were very kind." He smiled wider. "Remember why you wanted to be a goalkeeper on your terrible soccer team?"
She sniffled. "I wanted to be goalkeeper. So I didn't have to run."
Alexei laughed. "That too. But that's not what you told me."
She looked at him.
"You said..." He pointed toward her chest. "'I want to be the one everyone can count on when they make a mistake.'" His smile softened. "That little girl, she's still in there."
Yelena shook her head immediately. "I don't see her anymore."
"I do." He answered without hesitation. “You're stuck. You're alone. You just stare at your phone.” His voice broke. "When I look at you, I don't see your mistakes. That's why we need each other.”
Yelena stared at him. For the first time in years, she let herself believe him. Just a little.
A watery laugh escaped her. "...That..." She wiped at her eyes. "...was actually pretty good."
Alexei grinned proudly. "I've been practicing."
Before either of them could say another word, the crowd around them suddenly stopped moving. One by one, people began looking upward. Phones appeared. Conversations died. Someone pointed toward the skyline. Alexei turned first.
"What is..."
Yelena followed his gaze. Her smile disappeared. "...No."
High above Manhattan. Bob floated silently over the city. Except, he didn't look like Bob anymore. The brilliant gold of the Sentry suit seemed darker somehow. As though the sunlight itself refused to touch him.
The air around him shimmered. Not with light. With shadow. The city seemed to hold its breath. Then, military helicopters burst into view.
Searchlights locked onto him. Bob slowly raised one hand. Not aggressively. Almost, absently.
The helicopters stopped. Hung motionless in the air. The pilots struggled against controls that no longer obeyed them.
Yelena's stomach dropped. "Alexei..."
His answer came as a whisper. "I know."
Bob closed his hand. The pilots vanished. Not exploded. Not thrown clear. Gone. Like someone had erased them from existence.
Empty helicopters immediately spiraled toward the streets below. People screamed. Cars swerved. Glass shattered as thousands looked skyward.
The city that had survived aliens, stood frozen beneath a threat none of them could understand. And for the first time that day, Yelena wasn't looking at the Sentry. She was looking at the darkness gathering behind him.
Because somehow, she knew. The monster they had fought inside the tower, wasn't the real danger. Something far worse had just awakened.
The city erupted. People screamed as they scattered in every direction.
Above them, steel groaned. A construction crane twisted unnaturally, the metal shrieking against itself before the entire arm snapped free. The massive beam crashed through neighboring buildings, ripping away glass and concrete before plummeting toward the crowded street below.
For one suspended heartbeat, everyone froze.
Then Alexei moved. "No!"
He sprinted forward with surprising speed, throwing himself beneath the collapsing steel. His hands caught the twisted beam just before it crushed the crowd beneath it. The impact buckled his knees, concrete cracking beneath his boots.
His face twisted with effort. "Go!" He shoved the beam upward just enough to create a narrow opening. "Move!"
People hesitated.
Alexei roared. "Go! Go! Go!"
The spell broke. Families poured beneath the beam, children crying as strangers pulled one another toward safety.
Across the street, Yelena's head snapped toward the blare of a truck horn. A delivery truck barreled downhill. The windshield was shattered. The driver slumped motionless over the steering wheel. Its path led directly toward a woman trapped between two crushed cars.
Yelena didn't think. "Dad!"
Alexei looked once. That was all he needed. He crouched. She planted one boot into his clasped hands. He launched her skyward. Yelena flipped through the air, landing atop the roof of a parked sedan before throwing herself toward the trapped woman. "Come on!"
She ripped the woman free by the shoulders. The truck tore through the intersection a heartbeat later. Metal screamed. Cars exploded into one another.
The force of the collision sent another vehicle tumbling sideways across the pavement. An elderly couple struggled to stand directly in its path. Bucky intercepted it. His vibranium arm slammed into the side of the spinning car. The impact echoed through the block. His boots carved trenches through the asphalt as he absorbed the momentum before throwing the wreckage safely back across the street.
The elderly man stared at him. "...Thank you."
Bucky barely nodded before he was already looking for the next emergency.
Above him, a military helicopter spiraled downward. Smoke poured from its engines. It was falling directly toward a man frozen in the middle of the intersection.
You ignited the damaged repulsors in your boots. They sputtered. Complained. But they worked. Barely.
You caught the terrified man around the waist and pulled him clear seconds before the helicopter slammed into the pavement behind you, erupting into sparks and twisted metal.
You lowered him beneath the shelter of an overpass.
He looked at you in complete disbelief. "Thank you..."
You squeezed his shoulder. "Stay here."
Then you were already gone. Everywhere you looked. Chaos.
Ava phased through collapsing debris, dragging a teenager through solid concrete moments before an entire façade collapsed.
Walker caught a massive section of falling masonry with both hands. Veins bulged in his neck. His boots slid backward across broken asphalt.
For the first time since you'd met him, he wasn't fighting someone. He was saving someone.
"I—" His arms shook violently. "I can't—"
Ava appeared beside him first. Then Alexei. Then Yelena. Bucky reached the slab next. You landed beside them an instant later, repulsors shutting down completely as you planted both hands against the cracked concrete.
"Push!" Walker shouted.
Six bodies strained together. Concrete groaned. Dust poured from the fractures. Slowly, the slab tipped. Then crashed harmlessly onto its side. Silence. Only for a moment.
Then, applause. It spread through the street like wildfire. People began cheering. Not for one person. For all of them.
Yelena looked genuinely startled. Almost uncomfortable. Alexei immediately waved both arms at the crowd like he was finishing an Olympic routine. Walker looked down at his bent shield. Then quietly back at the people he'd just saved. Ava blinked, unsure what to do with the gratitude. Bucky didn't look at the crowd.
He looked for you. His eyes found yours immediately. You were brushing dust from your sleeves. Still standing. Relief softened his shoulders before he could stop it.
Then, a small voice cut through the celebration. "...Mom?"
Everyone turned. A little girl stood alone in the middle of the street. No older than six. She spun in circles, tears streaking down her face.
"Mom?"
Bucky’s stomach dropped. Above her, a section of shattered concrete broke free from a damaged building. It fell. Fast.
Alexei saw it first. He ran. The slab crashed across his back with a sickening crack. He staggered. Nearly collapsed. But he stayed standing. His body formed a shield over the little girl.
Dust rolled through the street. When it settled, Alexei slowly straightened. Bruised. Bleeding. Still smiling.
He crouched in front of her. "There." He smiled warmly. "You're safe now, little one."
The girl looked up at him. Then, she smiled. And dissolved. Not into dust. Not into light. Into shadow.
Alexei's smile vanished. "...No."
The darkness spread. A businessman disappeared. A paramedic. A mother reaching for her child. One by one, people unraveled into black silhouettes before vanishing completely. The sunlight dimmed.
You looked skyward. Bob floated high above Manhattan. Except, it wasn't Bob anymore. The darkness poured from him like smoke. It swallowed the afternoon sky.
His voice echoed everywhere at once. "You all know the truth. You can't escape the emptiness."
Walker slowly backed away. His face had gone pale. "I don't think that's Bob anymore." His eyes never left the sky. "I think Bob's dark side just got superpowers." He looked toward everyone else. "Get people off the streets!"
Nobody argued. Nobody waited for orders. They simply ran.
Bucky instinctively rested his flesh hand against the small of your back, guiding you ahead of him through the panicked crowd. The touch lasted less than a second. Barely noticeable. But it was enough.
He wasn't trying to control you. He just needed to know where you were.
You glanced back. He was already ushering civilians into nearby buildings. The streets emptied as fast as they could. Still, they weren't fast enough.
Shadows swallowed people before your eyes. Entire families disappeared in silence.
Alexei suddenly stopped. His heartbeat lurched.
"...Yelena?"
She wasn't beside him anymore. She was walking. Slowly. Purposefully. Toward the darkness itself.
"Yelena!"
She never looked back. Bob descended until he hovered only a few feet above the pavement. His voice sounded different now. Not cruel. Empty.
"It's what you said." He looked directly at her. "We're all alone. All of us."
Alexei stumbled after her. "Wait!" His voice cracked. "Yelena!"
She kept walking. One more step. Then another. Until the darkness reached her feet. She turned once. Just enough for Alexei to see her face. Not afraid. Simply tired. Then she stepped forward. The shadows wrapped around her. And she vanished.
"YELENA!" Alexei's scream echoed through the ruined streets.
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Summary: What begins as another mission quickly becomes something far more dangerous than any of them anticipated. As unlikely allies are forced together and old ghosts resurface, you and Bucky find yourselves facing a threat that may finally be more than either of you can handle.
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By sunrise, the two of you had traded the polished halls of Washington and the streets of New York for the endless emptiness of the Utah desert.
Neither of you had slept much. After Mel's phone call, there hadn't been time. Only enough to gather what little information she had left behind before boarding the first transport west.
The helicopter touched down beside a weathered military hangar surrounded by miles of red rock and dry brush. The second the rotors slowed, Bucky climbed out.
He looked like an entirely different person than the congressman who had stood beside you at the gala the night before. The tailored navy suit was gone. So was the tie.
In their place came faded black jeans, worn combat boots, a dark Henley beneath his old leather jacket, and a pair of aviator sunglasses he'd somehow kept alive for decades.
Congressman Barnes had disappeared. Bucky was back.
You watched him disappear into the hangar before emerging moments later pushing a familiar black motorcycle into the sunlight.
"You still have that thing?"
He glanced down at it. "It still works."
"Barely." You laughed. "I think it deserves retirement."
"So do I." He swung one leg over the bike. "It ignores both of us."
You walked toward one of the parked government SUVs instead, already fishing the keys from your pocket.
Before you reached the driver's door—"Hey."
You turned. He hesitated. Then nodded toward the motorcycle.
"Ride with me."
The words surprised both of you.
He cleared his throat. "It's faster." A beat. "...Unless you mind."
You looked between the motorcycle and him. You didn't mind. Not even a little. Still, your heart somehow decided now was the perfect time to remind you it existed.
"Okay."
His shoulders relaxed almost imperceptibly. He handed you the helmet. "Hang on."
"I was planning on it."
You climbed onto the seat behind him. For a brief, awkward second, you weren't entirely sure what to do with your hands. He noticed.
Without looking back, he reached behind himself and gently took your wrist. "You'll want to hold on." He settled your hand around his waist. "Trust me."
You swallowed. "...Right."
The motorcycle rumbled beneath you. As it pulled away from the hangar, you wrapped your other arm around him too, more out of self-preservation than confidence. Or at least, that's what you told yourself.
The Utah wind whipped across the open highway. His jacket smelled faintly of cedar, engine oil, and the same aftershave you'd somehow never forgotten.
You frowned at yourself. Seriously? That was what your brain decided to focus on? Not the speed. Not the mission. His cologne.
You stared out toward the desert instead. Anything to stop noticing how warm he was beneath your hands.
Ahead, endless sandstone cliffs stretched across the horizon beneath an impossibly blue sky. For several peaceful minutes, neither of you spoke.
Bucky smiled to himself. He'd spent three years imagining what it might feel like to have her sitting beside him again. Turns out, he hadn't imagined it correctly.
He'd expected awkwardness. Distance. Instead, it felt strangely natural. Like she'd always belonged there.
He decided not to think too hard about why that thought made him smile.
The peace didn't last. Movement caught your eye. Far ahead, a stretch limousine barreled across the desert floor, flanked by armored military vehicles. Dust exploded behind their tires.
Your grip instinctively tightened around Bucky. He'd already seen them.
"There." He pointed with his chin. "That's the convoy."
You leaned slightly around his shoulder to get a better look. "They're moving in fast."
The motorcycle accelerated. The engine roared louder beneath you. Within seconds, the distance between you and the convoy began shrinking.
Bucky glanced back just enough for you to hear him over the wind. "You ready?"
You couldn't hear yourself over the engine. Instead, you simply rested your forehead lightly against the back of his shoulder and tapped his side once.
The signal made him smile. "Got it."
He shifted gears. "Hold on."
The motorcycle surged forward. The desert blurred. Within moments you pulled alongside the rear escort vehicle. One of the soldiers immediately swung his rifle toward you.
Bucky didn't even flinch. Still steering with one hand, he reached across with the other. His vibranium arm caught the rifle barrel before the soldier could fire. One twist. A metallic crack. The weapon came free as effortlessly as if he'd taken a toy from a child.
Before the stunned soldier could react, Bucky stripped the magazine, chambered a round, and fired at the second escort vehicle's tow cable.
The shot rang across the desert. The cable snapped loose. He tossed the rifle backward toward you. "Catch."
You caught it instinctively. "Seriously?"
“You've got better aim than I do."
"I do not."
"You'll figure it out."
You laughed despite yourself. Only Bucky Barnes would hand someone a rifle in the middle of a high-speed chase with the confidence of someone passing the salt. Then, he slammed on the brakes.
The motorcycle pitched forward so sharply your heart nearly stopped. You instinctively tightened your grip around him as the rear wheel lifted briefly off the ground before settling again.
He was already moving. Bucky hopped off the motorcycle before it had fully stopped rolling.
The severed tow cable whipped wildly through the dust. He caught it with his vibranium hand. Planted his boots. Then pulled. Every muscle across his shoulders tightened beneath the leather jacket.
For one impossible second, the armored transport actually resisted him. Then, metal screamed. The entire vehicle lurched sideways. Its front wheels lifted clear off the ground.
The convoy driver barely had time to react before the transport flipped violently through the air, crashing into the desert floor in an explosion of sand and twisted steel. Silence returned almost as quickly as it had vanished.
You climbed off the motorcycle, staring at the overturned vehicle.
"...You know," you said, brushing sand from your jacket, "Congressmen don’t usually put that on campaign flyers."
Bucky adjusted his sunglasses. "They should."
For the first time since arriving in Utah, you laughed loud enough for him to hear it over the wind. And for just a moment, before either of you remembered why you were there, it almost felt like another adventure together.
Bucky looked over his shoulder. One sharp nod. That was all the communication you needed.
You raised the rifle he'd tossed you moments earlier, planting one knee against the motorcycle seat to steady yourself as the desert blurred around you.
The limousine bounced violently across the uneven terrain. Its reinforced frame made the shot difficult.
You exhaled slowly. Tony's voice echoed somewhere in the back of your mind. Don't shoot where it is. Shoot where it's going to be.
The trigger broke beneath your finger. The round streaked across the desert. A metallic clang. The magnetic explosive latched perfectly onto the limousine's trunk.
"Nice shot," Bucky called over the roar of the engine.
"You doubted me?"
"Never."
Three. Two. One. The explosive detonated. The blast lifted the rear of the limousine into the air before the entire vehicle rolled violently across the desert floor, flipping once, twice, until it crashed upside down in a cloud of red dust and twisted steel.
The shockwave rattled the motorcycle as Bucky leaned into it without slowing.
You looked over your shoulder just long enough to watch debris scatter across the highway. "...Think they'll need a tow?" you asked.
Bucky snorted. "I think they're past roadside assistance."
Before the dust had even settled, he'd already turned the motorcycle back toward the wreck. He slowed just enough for you to hop off, but before your boots fully touched the ground, he was already moving, scanning the overturned limousine with practiced eyes.
No celebration. No pause. Just instinct. Mission first.
You fell into step beside him without thinking. Three years apart hadn't erased that rhythm. If anything, it had simply been waiting for the two of you to find it again.
Later, after securing the perimeter, you and Bucky settled inside an abandoned service station on the edge of the desert. The old repair shop smelled of gasoline, rust, and decades of engine oil soaked into concrete.
The four prisoners occupied the open grease pit in the center of the garage. Enhanced restraints circled wrists where necessary. Thick climbing rope handled the rest. Walker sat on one side, arms crossed behind his back due to the restraints. Across from him sat a woman whose file identified her as Ava Starr, Ghost. She looked bored more than concerned, as if captivity ranked low on the list of inconvenient things she'd experienced.
Next to her lounged an enormous man in a faded red-and-white suit who somehow managed to look comfortable despite being tied. Alexei Shostakov. The Red Guardian.
Across from him sat the youngest of them all. Yelena Belova. She looked nothing like the smiling photographs Natasha had once shown you during quiet nights at the Compound. Same eyes. Same sharp attention. Different sadness.
Nat had talked about her constantly after the Blip. "She's stubborn. She's annoying. You'd actually like her."
You hadn't believed that last one. Now, standing across the room from her, you wished Natasha had been right here to introduce you herself.
Instead, this was how you met. Through restraints. Silence. And another one of Valentina's messes.
Beside you, Bucky leaned against the garage door, scrolling through intelligence reports on his phone. You did the same. Everything connected. John Walker. Former Captain America. Now US Agent. Ava Starr. Multiple black-site operations. Alexei. Former Soviet asset. Yelena. Freelance operative. Every file eventually circled back to the same name.
Valentina Allegra de Fontaine.
Which was exactly why all four of them had become political evidence. The problem was that none of them looked remotely guilty. Just exhausted.
Then Alexei finally broke the silence. "No, no no," he groaned dramatically, straining against the ropes. "Just when I was just getting my team together. Mister soldier, you are making a serious mistake.."
Bucky didn't even glance up from his phone. "Save it for the committee."
Yelena frowned. "What committee?"
You answered before Bucky could. "All of you are evidence in the impeachment against Valentina.”
Four pairs of eyes landed on you. Then, they laughed. Not politely. Actually laughed.
Walker shook his head. "That's cute."
Ava rolled her eyes. "We don't even work for Valentina anymore. She tried to k*ll us."
Walker looked toward you. "We were ordered to destroy all of her secrets. Actually sent us to k*ll each other in this vault."
"But," Yelena interrupted, "then we met Bob."
“Bob” Walker scoffed.
"There was a man in the vault." Yelena leaned forward. "She's done something to him. It's called Project Sentry.”
"He shot up into the sky,” Ava said. "he exploded and then crashed into this mountain, and then he died, didn't die."
Bucky pocketed his phone. “Yeah, I got it. He's very, very scary.”
“Rude” Yelena whispered to the others.
“Okay” Walker smirked. He met his stare without flinching. "Congressman Barnes."
For the first time since arriving, Bucky pushed himself off the wall. His expression had changed. Not angry. Focused.
You felt Bucky tense beside you before he moved. He crossed the room in slow, deliberate steps until he stood over Walker.
"Alright, Walker. What's that supposed to mean?"
Walker looked almost amused. "It means you know me." His voice lost some of its sarcasm. "So cut the shit and listen to what we're trying to tell you."
The garage fell quiet. For a second, Bucky looked ready to argue. You recognized the look. It wasn't anger. It was fear. Fear of being wrong. Fear of trusting the wrong person. Again.
His jaw tightened. "Yeah," he said quietly. "I know you, John." His blue eyes never left Walker's. "And you’ve made your choices." A pause. "I know it’s been hard since Olivia left you." Another. "And took your kid."
His voice remained calm, almost painfully so. "But none of that changes what you've done. This..." He gestured toward the group tied in front of him."...is still on you."
The words landed like a punch. Walker didn't fire back. For the first time since you'd met him, he simply stared. Not angry. Just hit somewhere he hadn't expected.
"Bucky." Your voice wasn't loud.
It didn't need to be. Bucky looked over his shoulder. You gave the smallest shake of your head. Enough.
You understood why he'd said it. Walker had spent years hiding behind medals, uniforms, and Captain America. Now, he hid behind sarcasm. But some wounds weren't ammunition. Not if you wanted someone to trust you.
Bucky exhaled through his nose and looked away. He didn't apologize. But he let the moment die.
Your eyes drifted toward Walker. You knew more than most. The divorce filings. The custody paperwork. The psychiatric evaluations that had quietly landed on your desk because of your position. You'd read every page. Every recommendation. Every headline. You'd learned long ago that government files could tell you everything, except how lonely someone actually was.
You'd never reached out. Never called. Not because you hated him. Because somewhere along the way you'd convinced yourself the two of you weren't friends. Just people who'd survived the same war from opposite sides. Sometimes peace was all two people ever managed to give each other.
Walker wasn't looking at Bucky anymore. He was looking at you. More specifically, at the name you'd used. Bucky. Not Congressman Barnes. Not Barnes. Not James. Bucky.
Three years ago, in Latvia, he'd asked if the two of you were friends. You'd both denied it. "Just coworkers." He remembered.
Now, watching the way you instinctively stepped between them, the way Bucky had actually listened when you spoke, the answer was obvious. Neither of you had to say it anymore.
Walker looked away first. Across the room, Yelena's eyes flicked between the two men. Walker's shoulders stiffened. For a fraction of a second, something flashed across his face. Grief. Sadness. Disappointed. Embarrassed. Then it disappeared behind the familiar mask.
Silence settled over the garage again. This time, even Alexei didn't have a joke.
Ava leaned forward as much as the restraints allowed. "Bucky... Allison... there isn't going to be any committee." Her voice carried none of Walker's sarcasm or Alexei's theatrics. "There might not even be a government if this keeps going."
She hesitated. "Val has something big."
Bucky scoffed. "Yeah, I got it." He gestured vaguely toward them. "His name's Bob. Or Sentry. He flies." His eyes swept across the group. "And all of you are heroes going after Val, ready to save the day.” A humorless smile crossed his face. "I'm supposed to believe that?"
Walker let out an incredulous laugh. "We weren't going after her together. "
He looked directly at you this time. As if waiting for you to say something. To take their side. To be the reasonable one in the room. Instead, you remained quiet, listening.
Yelena spoke before the silence could linger. "We were trying to get home." A beat. "Alive, actually."
Bucky folded his arms. "That's somehow even more pathetic."
He turned away from them, putting the conversation behind him as he walked back toward the garage door. Toward you.
The others continued arguing behind him. Alexei insisted he had been right all along, Yelena told him to be quiet, but the noise faded into the background.
You watched Bucky instead. The tightness in his shoulders. The way his vibranium hand flexed once before settling at his side. He wasn't angry. He was thinking. Trying to decide whether instinct or experience should win.
You stepped closer until only he could hear you. "I think they're telling the truth."
His head turned immediately. Your words hit harder than he'd expected.
"You really believe them?"
You glanced back toward the group. Walker looked exhausted. Ava looked irritated. Yelena looked heartbroken more than dangerous. Even Alexei seemed more confused than threatening.
"I don't know if I believe everything," you admitted quietly. "But I believe they're scared."
Bucky studied your face. You weren't guessing. You were reading people. You'd always been good at that. Better than he was. His jaw tightened. That was the problem.
If anyone else had said it, he would've ignored them. But you? He trusted your instincts more than his own. Which made this infinitely more complicated.
Behind you, Alexei pointed triumphantly at the ceiling. "Yes! That is exactly what I have been saying!"
Yelena didn't even look at him. "Please stop talking."
"No," Alexei replied. "You stop talking."
Before either of them could continue, Bucky’s phone vibrated in his jacket. The sharp ringtone echoed through the empty garage. He checked the screen. His expression shifted immediately.
"The plane lands in six minutes."
He answered without another word. "Yeah."
The voice on the other end came through hurried and breathless. "Bucky, I need your help"
Bucky’s entire posture shifted. His expression softened almost immediately. You recognized the voice before he spoke. Mel.
"What is it?" he asked, already more alert than before.
"Val has completely gone off the rails."
Gone was the nervous assistant from the gala. She sounded terrified.
"I'm talking about Project Sentry. It's not just a failure" Her breathing hitched. "It's dangerous."
Bucky frowned. "Project Sentry?"
At the words, every head in the garage lifted. Walker. Yelena. Ava. Alexei. All at once.
You caught Bucky rolling his eyes before they could say anything, but when he looked toward you, you only met his gaze with quiet expectation. Listen.
Mel continued. "She has way too much power in her hands. And this guy..." She lowered her voice. "...he's a disaster waiting to happen."
Bucky straightened. "What guy?"
A beat. "...Bob."
He blinked. "...Bob?"
Despite everything happening, you couldn't stop the tiny smile that tugged at your lips. Bucky noticed. His eyes narrowed ever so slightly. Not annoyed with you. Annoyed with himself.
From behind him came four voices at once. "Bob!"
Yelena sounded almost offended that he'd forgotten. Walker threw his head back. Ava sighed dramatically. Alexei pointed triumphantly toward the ceiling.
“We’re at the old Avengers building.”
Bucky pinched the bridge of his nose.
Your smile disappeared. Bucky looked at you immediately. He knew what that building meant to you.
"The press will be here tomorrow morning," Mel rushed on. "Someone has to do something" Her voice dropped to almost a whisper.
There was shouting somewhere behind her. Metal doors. Footsteps.
"Shit, I gotta go." A pause. Then, "But come, now, please." Another. “Bring anyone..." Her voice cracked. "...everyone you can."
The call disconnected. Silence settled over the garage.
Bucky slowly lowered the phone. His jaw worked once. Twice. He slipped the device back into his pocket but didn't move. Didn't speak.
Behind him, the group waited. No jokes. No sarcasm. Even Walker stayed quiet.
He looked over at the four people still tied up in front of him. A few minutes ago they'd been suspects. Now, they might be the only people who knew what Valentina was about to unleash.
"It's bad, Bucky." Yelena's voice cut through the silence. This time there wasn't any sarcasm. No challenge. Just certainty.
His eyes met yours. You recognized the look immediately. He wasn't asking for permission. He was asking whether your instincts still matched his.
Three years ago he would've made the decision alone. Now, he wanted to know what you saw. You held his gaze.
"It's worth the risk." A small smile followed. "Worth the shot."
For another long moment he simply stood there. Then he nodded once. Decision made.
He walked toward the grease pit.
Ava frowned. "...Hang on. What are you doing?"
Bucky crouched beside the restraints, already undoing the first knot. "I'm letting you go." He didn't look up. "Because you're coming with me."
She blinked. "...Why?"
Alexei gasped dramatically. "For the glory!"
Yelena pinched the bridge of her nose. "Oh my God."
Bucky ignored them. "You know Valentina." He pulled another restraint loose. "She has this thing out there. People are going to get hurt.”
"And we need to stop her." Another knot came undone. "And you're going to help me."
Yelena frowned. "...Us?"
You folded your arms. "What? You got somewhere else to be?"
That earned the smallest laugh from Ava. Even Walker's mouth twitched.
Yelena wasn't smiling. "I think you've got the wrong people."
Bucky finally stood. "No." His voice had gone quieter.
The garage settled into silence again.
"Look, I've been where you are." His gaze moved from Walker, to Ava, to Yelena, finally resting on Alexei. " You can run, but it won't get you far." His expression hardened. "Sooner or later, it'll catch up to you. And when it does, it'll be too late."
You saw it then. The Winter Soldier. Hydra. The notebook. Steve. You. Every mistake he'd ever survived.
"So you can do something about it." He shrugged faintly. "Do it now,” His eyes dropped for just a second. “or live with it forever."
No one spoke. Yelena looked down at the floor. The exhaustion on her face wasn't physical anymore. It was years old.
You recognized it. It looked painfully familiar.
Finally she let out a long breath. "...We stop Val." She looked up. "And we save Bob."
Walker stared at the ground another second before nodding. "...Yeah."
Ava sighed dramatically. "Guess I'm doing this too."
Then came Alexei. He threw both fists into the air despite the rope still dangling from one wrist. "YES!"
Yelena closed her eyes in embarrassment. You couldn't help it. A laugh escaped before you could stop it. The sound echoed around the garage.
Bucky looked over instinctively. There it was again. That laugh. The one he'd quietly missed for three years. You caught him looking. He looked away almost immediately. Trying, and failing, to hide the tiny smile threatening the corner of his mouth.
You wandered over while the others untangled themselves. "So..." You lowered your voice. "You sure about this?"
He glanced toward the newly assembled disaster unfolding behind you. Walker was already arguing with Alexei. Ava was threatening to leave. Yelena looked like she regretted every decision she'd ever made.
Bucky sighed. "...Not even a little."
You laughed. "I thought you were the optimistic one now."
"I am." He looked back at the group. "I'm just also realistic."
You followed his gaze. "...This is going to be an interesting bunch."
"That's one word for it." He adjusted the sleeve over his vibranium arm before looking back at you. "You ready?"
You smiled. "I was born ready."
He held your gaze for a heartbeat longer than he meant to. Something warm settled quietly in his chest. Three years ago, he would've walked into this mission alone.
Now, before he moved, he'd made sure you were beside him. He wasn't entirely sure when that had become important. Only that it had.
And somehow, it already felt a little less impossible with you standing there.
The private hangar had become strangely quiet.
One by one, engines roared to life before fading into the distance as jets disappeared into the morning sky.
The rest of the team moved almost automatically. Walker and Ava loaded equipment into the cargo van. Alexei loudly insisted someone's bag was too heavy before immediately dropping it himself. Bucky disappeared beneath the raised hood, checking the engine with the kind of focus that only came from needing his hands occupied.
Everyone had found something to do. Everyone except Yelena. She stood alone near the open hangar doors. Watching airplanes leave. Like she wasn't really seeing them.
You noticed her while sliding another magazine into your holster. For a moment, you debated leaving her alone.
Sometimes grief wanted company. Sometimes it wanted silence. You decided to let her choose.
Your footsteps echoed softly across the concrete. "Hey."
She glanced over. "...Hey."
You smiled gently. "I realized we never actually introduced ourselves."
She let out the faintest huff of amusement. "I suppose not."
You extended your hand. "I'm Allison."
She looked at it for a second before shaking it. "Yelena."
"I know."
A tiny smile appeared. "So Natasha told you about me?"
You laughed quietly. "Oh..." You looked toward the runway. "She told me just enough to make me curious."
Yelena smiled despite herself. "That sounds like her."
"She had a habit of answering questions you never asked, while somehow avoiding the one you did."
Yelena laughed. A real one. Only for a second. Then it disappeared. Almost immediately.
You watched the smile fade from her face. It reminded you of someone trying to breathe through a wave.
"I'm really sorry."
The words came quietly. Not rehearsed. Not polite. Just honest.
Yelena looked back toward the runway. "Yeah." A long pause. "Me too."
Neither of you spoke. The silence wasn't awkward. It simply existed.
Eventually, Yelena broke it.
"I finally got her back." Her voice remained fixed somewhere far away. "And then..." She shook her head. "...that was it."
You looked down at your hands. "I don't know what that's like."
She turned slightly.
"But..." You swallowed. "I know what it feels like when the world keeps moving after yours stops."
She looked at you. Really looked. Not for pity. For truth. "You lost someone."
You nodded. "My brother." Another pause. "And Natasha." Your voice softened. "She was family too."
Yelena nodded slowly. "How'd you do it?"
You smiled sadly. "I wish I had an answer."
Another jet thundered overhead. You watched it disappear into the clouds.
"You won't ever get over it."
Yelena sighed. "...That sounds awful."
"It is." You laughed.
The honesty of it caught her completely off guard. She laughed too. Short. Surprised.
Across the hangar, Bucky instinctively looked up. Not because anything was wrong. Because he'd heard you laugh.
He found the two of you standing near the runway. For a moment, he simply watched. There it was again. That thing you did.
You had a way of finding the loneliest person in the room. Then somehow convincing them they weren't standing there alone anymore.
He wasn't sure how you did it. He only knew you'd done the same thing for him.
Alexei followed Bucky's gaze. "What?"
Bucky looked away almost immediately. "...Nothing."
Alexei smiled knowingly. "Mhm."
Back by the runway, Yelena wiped quickly beneath one eye. "I hate this."
"I know."
"I keep thinking..." She laughed bitterly. "...I'm doing okay. And then somebody says her name."
You nodded. "Or you hear a song."
She looked over.
"Or smell something. Or see someone who walks like them." Another pause. "Grief isn't really one feeling." You looked out across the runway. "It's a thousand tiny reminders spread across the rest of your life."
Yelena's shoulders finally relaxed. Not because she felt better. Because for the first time, someone wasn't trying to fix her. They were simply willing to stand beside her.
"I used to think..." You smiled faintly. "...that remembering hurt because I was doing something wrong."
You looked toward the sky. "Now, I think it hurts because they mattered."
Silence settled again. This time, it felt gentler.
Yelena nodded almost imperceptibly. "Natasha must have really liked you."
You smiled. "I hope so."
A tiny grin tugged at Yelena's lips. "She'd also tell me not to admit that."
You laughed. "That definitely sounds like Nat."
Yelena offered you a small smile. Not a happy one. Just... lighter. Like, for a few minutes, she'd been allowed to set part of her grief down.
You returned it. Without saying anything, you gently rested your hand against her forearm. Just a light squeeze. A quiet reminder.
You weren't trying to fix her. Only reminding her that she wasn't standing there alone anymore.
Yelena glanced down at your hand before looking back at you. "...Thank you."
You shook your head. "You don't have to thank me." You smiled. "I don't think anyone should have to miss someone by themselves."
Walker called from across the hangar. "We're burning daylight."
The spell quietly broke. One by one, everyone drifted back toward the waiting cargo van.
Walker climbed into the rear cargo compartment first, tossing his duffel toward one corner before settling onto one of the bench seats. Ava followed, climbing in beside him.
You adjusted the strap of your bag and instinctively moved to climb in after them.
"No." Bucky's voice came before you reached the door.
The single word echoed louder than he'd intended. Everyone looked at him. Walker. Ava. Alexei. Even Yelena.
Bucky blinked. Apparently realizing he'd said it out loud.
"...I mean..." He cleared his throat, rubbing the back of his neck. "You've been riding in the back the whole trip."
He gestured toward the front passenger seat. "...Ride up front."
There wasn't much explanation after that. He simply turned back toward the driver's door as though the conversation had already ended.
You looked between Walker and Ava. Ava only shrugged.
Walker, however, Walker wore the most infuriatingly smug expression you'd ever seen. The kind that said: Called it.
You narrowed your eyes. "...Don't."
He folded his arms. "What?"
"You know exactly what."
"I didn't say anything."
"You were about to."
His grin widened. "So..." He leaned back against the bench. "...Coworkers, huh?"
You groaned. "Oh, shut up, Walker."
He laughed. Not mockingly. Just...Satisfied.
You pointed a warning finger at him as you climbed back down. "If I hear one more word—"
"You won't." He held up both hands innocently. "I'm done." A beat. "...Mostly."
You rolled your eyes so dramatically it made Ava laugh.
She looked between the two of you. "...What am I missing?"
Walker watched Bucky climb into the driver's seat. Then watched you walk around toward the passenger side without questioning it.
A knowing smile tugged at one corner of his mouth. "The three of us..." He shrugged. "...We've got history."
Ava frowned. "That's not an answer."
"No." Walker looked out the windshield. "It isn't."
The cargo van rumbled across the New York highway, kicking dust into the afternoon sun. The seating arrangement had been decided almost entirely by necessity.
Bucky drove. Alexei had claimed the passenger seat before anyone else could argue otherwise, insisting he needed to "navigate," despite openly admitting he had no idea where they were going.
That left you squeezed between them on the worn bench seat, a laptop balanced across your knees while satellite maps, blueprints, and Mel's last known location filled the screen.
Behind you, Chaos. Pure chaos. Yelena had somehow turned the ride into a show-and-tell.
"...And then," she announced proudly, pulling a small widow bite from somewhere beneath her jacket, "I have these."
Walker leaned forward immediately. "I remember those."
"They're Widow blades."
"They're good."
"They're excellent." She produced another pistol. "And then..." She held it up triumphantly. "...my nineteen."
Walker nodded with genuine appreciation. "Forty-five caliber." He pointed. "Long barrel."
Ava glanced over from the opposite bench. "...Wow."
Yelena looked back at Walker. "It's big."
Walker nodded. "It is."
"It's long." A beat. Yelena tilted her head. "...What about your hat?"
Walker frowned. "My hat? My helmet?"
"Whatever."
Walker scratched the back of his neck. "I mean, I think it's cool. You like it?"
Yelena asked with complete sincerity. "Do you like it?"
"...Yeah. I think it's pretty sweet."
She shrugged. "Then cool."
Walker smiled despite himself. "...Thanks."
Across from them, Ava looked out the window. "I can't believe this is my life."
The front of the van wasn't much quieter. Mostly because Alexei refused to let silence exist. "So..." He looked across you toward Bucky.
"What serum did you get?"
Bucky didn't look away from the road. "I don't know. The standard Hydra one."
Alexei nodded thoughtfully. "Ah. Fancy." He tapped his own chest proudly. "Mine? Soviet recreation. Not quite as elegant. But..." He grinned. "...still very good."
Bucky hummed noncommittally.
Alexei pointed enthusiastically between the two of them. "We're practically the same."
Bucky finally looked over. "...I don't think that's how that works."
Alexei ignored him. "We're both super soldiers. We're both impossibly handsome."
You laughed quietly.
Bucky shot you a sideways glance. "You encouraging him?"
"I think he's encouraging himself."
Alexei beamed. "Exactly." He slapped Bucky’s shoulder. "We could co-lead this team."
Bucky deadpanned. "We don't have a team."
"We absolutely have a team."
"We've known each other for three hours."
"So?" Alexei spread his hands. "Family happens quickly."
Bucky rubbed a hand down his face. "We are very different people."
"A little." Alexei conceded. "But spiritually?" He pointed between them again. "Same."
Bucky looked forward again. "...Sure."
Alexei leaned back. "When you get tired, I drive."
"I don't get tired."
"I mean metaphorically." Alexei waved dismissively. "I do not actually want to drive."
That earned another laugh from you. Bucky smiled before he could stop himself. The sound was contagious. He hadn't realized how much he'd missed hearing you laugh until now. It filled the silence differently than anyone else's. Lighter. Warmer.
For a few miles, the road felt almost peaceful.
Then Yelena's voice echoed from the back. "Are we there yet?"
You looked up from your laptop. "Almost."
Bucky answered at the exact same time. "Almost."
You both looked at each other. "...Jinx," you muttered.
The corner of his mouth twitched. Before either of you could say anything else, Alexei leaned over both of you toward the back of the van and yelled at full volume, "ALMOST!"
You leaned your head back against the seat, laughing so hard your sides hurt.
Bucky glanced over for only a second. Worth it. Absolutely worth it.
For the first time in years, he realized he wasn't driving toward another mission. He was driving with people. And somehow, without anyone agreeing to it, they were already beginning to feel like a team.
Alexei gave Bucky an approving nod. He didn't return it. His attention stayed fixed on the road stretching endlessly ahead, both hands steady on the wheel.
Truthfully, the ride should have felt cramped. Three adults squeezed across one bench seat. Alexei took up more room than seemed physically possible.
You sat between them, tablet balanced on your lap, one shoulder brushing his every time the van bounced over another stretch of uneven pavement.
He told himself not to think about it. The motorcycle had been different. That had been practical. Faster. Safer.
This...This was simply because there wasn't anywhere else to sit. So why was he suddenly aware every time your elbow bumped his? Why did he notice when you tucked a loose strand of hair behind your ear? Or when you quietly laughed at something Alexei said?
He tightened his grip on the steering wheel. Focus.
Alexei, oblivious as ever, broke the silence. "Mr. Soldier..."
Bucky sighed quietly.
"What is the secret plan?"
"The plan?" Bucky repeated.
You looked up from the tablet. "...Actually..." You glanced between him and the windshield. "...what is the plan?"
The corner of Bucky mouth twitched. Before anyone could complain, his foot slammed onto the accelerator. The engine roared.
"What are you—"
The van burst through the glass entrance of the former Avengers Tower. Steel and shattered glass exploded around them. The impact threw everyone forward before the vehicle screeched to a stop inside the lobby.
Alarms immediately erupted. Gunfire followed.
"Move!"
Bucky was already out of the driver's seat before the first bullets reached the van. He ripped the door open and swung it between you and the incoming fire, the heavy metal panel ringing as rounds embedded themselves across its surface.
"Stay behind me!"
"I was planning on it!" You leaned around the edge of the door anyway, returning fire with practiced precision.
Bucky shook his head. Of course you did.
Alexei launched himself from the passenger side with an enthusiastic battle cry. "I LIKE THIS PLAN!" He disappeared into the firefight before anyone could respond.
Behind you, the cargo doors flew open. Yelena rolled onto the pavement, pistols already drawn. Walker followed with his shield raised. Ava phased through the side of the van as though the metal wasn't even there.
Within seconds, the lobby dissolved into controlled chaos. Each of you found your own opponent. No one gave orders. No one coordinated. And yet, somehow, everyone moved together.
You ducked beneath a rifle swing, caught the attacker's wrist, and used his momentum against him, sending him crashing into a marble column. Another rushed you from behind. A repulsor blast caught him square in the chest before he reached you.
Across the room, Walker bulldozed through two guards at once. Yelena danced through the firefight like she'd rehearsed it. Ava simply disappeared every time someone tried to hit her. Alexei laughed loud enough for the entire lobby to hear.
Bucky. Bucky couldn't stop looking for you. Not constantly. Just between punches. Between disarming another guard. Between every movement. A quick glance. There. She's okay. Another glance. Still standing. Good.
He hated that he kept doing it. He knew you could handle yourself. Hell, he'd seen you fight beside Avengers. Beside Steve. Beside Tony. Beside him.
You didn't need saving. That wasn't what this was. He just needed to know.
You knocked your last opponent to the polished floor with a sharp strike to the jaw. Breathing hard, you instinctively looked across the lobby.
Bucky had one of the security officers pinned against a concrete pillar, his vibranium hand wrapped firmly around the man's tactical vest. And even then, he was looking at you. Not the room. Not the exits. You.
Your eyes met across the chaos. A silent question. You alright?
You gave the smallest nod. I'm okay.
Only then did he look away. Only then did he finish disarming the guard. Neither of you realized how natural that exchange had become. But Walker did. So did Yelena. Neither of them said a word.
A shrill tone echoed through the lobby. Then came Valentina's voice, calm and almost amused, spilling from the building's speakers. "Jesus, you guys."
Her sigh crackled through the intercom. "I just had that drywall installed." A beat. "I even left the door unlocked for you." Another. "So... come on up."
Silence settled over the lobby. The last security guard groaned somewhere behind Walker as Alexei tied him up with his own tactical vest.
No one celebrated. No one spoke.
One by one, the six of you drifted toward the elevators. It felt strange. Only a day ago, these people had been trying to kill one another. Now, they walked toward the same enemy.
The elevator was almost too full. Alexei complained the entire ride about "American elevators." Walker stood with his arms crossed. Ava leaned silently against the wall. Yelena absentmindedly spun one of her knives across her fingers. Bucky stood beside you. Not close enough to touch. Close enough that you could feel the warmth radiating from his shoulder. Neither of you said a word.
The elevator chimed. The doors slid open. Your breath caught. The penthouse. For one impossible second, your mind refused to accept what your eyes were seeing. This had once been home. Tony's music had filled these rooms. Movie nights. Mission briefings. Bruce covering every surface with equations. Natasha stealing food from the kitchen. Steve standing exactly where the skyline stretched behind him. You could almost hear them. Almost.
Now, the room echoed. Most of the furniture was gone. Wooden shipping crates lined the walls like forgotten storage. Equipment cases sat stacked where the living room used to be.
The only new addition was an expensive marble bar tucked beside the windows overlooking Manhattan. Cold. Polished. Empty.
The tower wasn't dead. It had simply forgotten who it used to belong to. You swallowed hard.
Bucky noticed. Of course he did. He didn't say anything. He simply slowed his pace enough that you entered the room beside him instead of behind everyone else.
Valentina stood behind the bar uncorking a bottle of wine as though she'd invited friends over for dinner. She didn't even look up. "Isn't it funny?"
Wine poured into crystal. "I mean..." She gestured lazily around the penthouse. "All those monumental battles." She smiled to herself. "Right where you're standing."
She took a sip. "I honestly don't care much about the history." She looked around casually. "The building wasn't cheap. But..." A shrug. "...the optics are fantastic."
Only then did her eyes settle on you. Recognition flickered immediately. Satisfaction followed.
You saw it. She'd won. Not politically. Personally. She'd taken the last place that had ever truly belonged to your family. And she knew it.
Bucky shifted almost imperceptibly beside you. He'd felt the tension the moment her eyes landed on yours. He was already preparing to step in.
You beat him to it. You smiled. Calmly. "You know..." You glanced around the penthouse. "For someone who spent three years begging me to sell you this place..." Your eyes landed back on her. "...you've done a pretty terrible job with it."
Silence. Walker's lips twitched. Yelena outright smirked. Even Ava looked mildly impressed.
Valentina's smile tightened by a fraction. "There she is." Her voice remained pleasant. "I was wondering when Stark's sense of interior design would show up."
Bucky couldn't hide the corner of his own smile. There she was.
He stepped forward. "It's over, Val." His voice filled the room. "This ends today."
Valentina laughed softly. "Congressman Barnes." She leaned against the bar. "I'll admit, I never thought politics would work out for you." She tilted her head. "But not even half a term before you start breaking into federal property?"
She clicked her tongue. "Terrible optics."
The group spread naturally through the room. Walker drifted toward one exit. Ava another. Yelena disappeared into your blind spot without a sound. Alexei simply stood wherever there happened to be space.
Bucky remained directly in front of Valentina.
Walker rested a hand near his holster. "We're taking you in."
Valentina looked him up and down. "I don't think so..." She smiled. "Junior Varsity Captain America."
Walker stiffened. His jaw clenched. His hand instinctively moved toward his pistol.
"Walker." Your voice stopped him immediately.
He looked over. One word. That was all it took. His hand slowly dropped.
Valentina noticed. Interesting. She filed that away. Then turned elsewhere.
"Ava. Great to see you again.”
Ava didn't respond.
"Yelena." She smiled almost sympathetically. "You look awful. I remember you asking for a more public-facing role." Her smile widened. "I'm beginning to think it wouldn't have suited you."
Yelena didn't blink. "Eat shit, Val." A beat. "Where's Bob?"
Valentina sighed dramatically. "Oh, you really are adorable." Her eyes swept across the room. "I sent you into a vault to kill one another. And instead, you formed a team."
Finally she noticed Alexei. "...Who's Santa?"
Alexei puffed out his chest. "I am Alexei Shostakov." He spread his arms proudly. "The Red Guardian."
Valentina stared. "...Who?"
Alexei looked personally offended.
Bucky stepped in before Alexei could launch into a biography. "Where's Mel?"
For the first time, Valentina hesitated. Only a fraction. Enough for you to notice.
"Mel?" She nodded slowly. "Oh, Poor Mel. She developed a rather unfortunate loyalty problem."
She took another sip of wine. "But, I'm grateful she stayed just long enough..." Her smile widened. "...to lure all of you here."
Every instinct you had screamed. Trap. Bucky must have felt it too. He crossed the remaining distance in two quick strides, plucked the wine glass neatly from Valentina's hand, and reached to seize her wrist.
He never made contact. His arm stopped. Midair. Frozen. As though something unseen had caught it.
Bucky frowned. His vibranium fingers strained against an invisible force. Around the room, everyone tensed. You felt it too. Something, someone else, was in the penthouse with you.
"I'm not alone." She looked toward the upper level of the penthouse. "Robert."
For a heartbeat, nothing happened. Then, footsteps. Slow. Measured. Everyone turned toward the grand staircase. A man emerged from the shadows. Blond hair. Broad shoulders. A gold suit unlike anything any of you had ever seen. A crimson cape draped behind him, catching the light with every step.
He looked manufactured. Like someone had asked a committee to design what the perfect superhero should look like.
Yelena's eyes widened. "Oh my God."
Bucky frowned. "...That's Bob?"
He asked the question aloud, but instinctively glanced toward you.
You'd spent years interviewing enhanced individuals, negotiating with governments, evaluating threats. You weren't looking at the suit. You were looking at his face. At the uncertainty hiding underneath it.
Ava answered quietly. "Yeah." She sighed. "He's changed... a little."
Valentina spread her arms proudly. "It is my great honor to introduce..." She smiled like someone unveiling the future. "...The Sentry."
Bob gave an awkward little wave. "...Hi, guys."
The silence lasted exactly one second. Alexei broke it. "...Cool name."
Five heads turned toward him simultaneously.
Alexei blinked. "...What?"
No one answered.
Valentina ignored him. "All-powerful. Invincible. Stronger than every Avenger rolled into one." She stepped beside Bob like a campaign manager introducing her candidate. "And soon to be known as Earth's Mightiest Hero."
Ava tilted her head. "Have you dyed your hair?"
Bob scratched the back of his neck. "...Yeah, it wasn't really—"
"It was my idea," Valentina interrupted smoothly. She brushed imaginary lint from his shoulder. "People love a classic hero."
You couldn't stop yourself. "Okay." You folded your arms. "I'll bite. What's the actual plan here?"
Valentina finally looked directly at you. There it was again. That calculating look. Except this time, her eyes flickered briefly toward Bucky.
He hadn't noticed he'd stepped closer to you. You hadn't either. Somehow, somewhere during the conversation, the two of you had naturally drifted until your shoulders were barely a foot apart.
Valentina noticed. Interesting.
A slow smile spread across her face. "Haven't you figured it out yet, Allison?" She sighed dramatically. "Oh, sweetheart. I always knew Tony had the brains." She tilted her head. "But at least you're rich."
A beat. "And..." Her eyes shifted toward Bucky. "...your new congressman boyfriend's pretty cute."
Bucky answered before your brain even processed the sentence. "I'm not her boyfriend."
The words came out almost too quickly. Too defensive. Too automatic.
You looked at him. He looked just as surprised he'd answered that fast.
Alexei looked between both of you. "...Could've fooled me."
Walker smirked. Yelena noticed everything.
You cleared your throat. "Can we focus?"
Valentina laughed. "Of course." She turned back toward Bob. "Oh, don't worry. I'm not planning to hurt innocent people." Her smile disappeared. "I'm planning to hurt you."
She began pacing slowly around the room. "The press will be here any minute. They'll witness Earth's newest hero..." She gestured toward Bob. "...defeating an exceptionally dangerous group of rogue enhanced operatives."
She looked almost euphoric. "Instant public trust. Instant political capital. No impeachment. No oversight. No accountability." She smiled. "I become untouchable."
Bucky took another step forward. "That's never happening."
Valentina didn't even look at him. "Sentry." Her voice became colder. "Your first mission." She pointed directly at your group. "Neutralize the criminals."
The room shifted. Yelena's batons snapped open with metallic clicks. Walker rested his hand on his pistol. Ava disappeared into a blur of anticipation.
You instinctively reached for your sidearm. Your other thumb brushed against the bracelet Tony had built for you years ago. Funny. You'd only meant to wear it that night at Bucky’s apartment because it had matched your dress.
Now, it hummed faintly against your wrist. Ready.
Bob looked from one face to another. He didn't look excited. He looked terrified. "I..." His voice was barely above a whisper. "I don't want to hurt you guys."
His eyes settled on Yelena. "...Why don't you just surrender?"
Walker snorted. "No." He shook his head. "You don't want to do this, Bobby."
Bob's shoulders stiffened. "You can call me..." He swallowed. "...the Sentry."
Yelena took a careful step forward. Not threatening. Almost pleading. "Please. You don't have to listen to her."
Valentina smiled without looking at either of them. "Robert, they don't think you're good enough."
Yelena immediately shook her head. "That's not true. I know you. You can trust me.”
Valentina's voice cut through hers like a knife. "They never believed in you."
Bob's breathing became shallower. His eyes darkened. He looked at Yelena. "I..." His voice was quieter now."...don't think that you do."
The room seemed to hold its breath. And for the first time, the air itself felt heavy. Not metaphorically. Physically. As though something immense had just awakened beneath Bob's skin.
Yelena's face fell. Not because Bob had rejected her. Because, for a second, she'd almost reached him.
You recognized that look immediately. Hope. Then heartbreak. Without meaning to, your eyes found Bucky. His had already found yours. Neither of you spoke. You didn't have to. You both saw it, the crack forming between Yelena and Bob. The same kind of crack that had once opened between you and Steve. Between you and Bucky.
Alexei shattered the silence. "Enough talking!" He threw his hands into the air dramatically. "No one messes with the West Chesapeake Valley Thunderbolts!"
"...Thunderbolts?" Valentina blinked. "What?"
Alexei roared and charged. For one brief, ridiculous second, it almost looked like courage could outweigh impossible odds.
Bob barely moved. His eyes shifted. Gold. Pure molten gold. There was no anger in them. No excitement. Only overwhelming power. His fist came forward once. One punch. It landed squarely against Alexei's chest. The impact sounded less like flesh meeting flesh, and more like a wrecking ball striking concrete. Alexei disappeared. His body tore across the room, shattering tables before crashing into a marble column hard enough to fracture the stone. He ricocheted toward your side of the room.
"Bucky—"
Bucky had already moved. His pistol cleared its holster before Alexei even hit the ground. The barrel snapped toward Bob.
Yelena immediately stepped between them. "No!" She held both hands out. "Wait!"
Too late. Walker's shield was already spinning through the air. Ava vanished. You drew your sidearm almost simultaneously with Bucky. Gunfire erupted. The room exploded into motion. Walker charged. Ava phased through the floor. You squeezed off three precise shots.
Bob watched them coming. Almost curiously. Then, time seemed to stop. The bullets froze. Hung in the air inches from his face. Bob frowned slightly. As if wondering what they were. Then he flicked two fingers. Every round reversed direction. Your stomach dropped.
You never reached for your bracelet. Never had time.
Bucky did. He didn't think. Didn't hesitate. He threw himself directly in front of you. The bullets screamed toward his arm, and slammed harmlessly into metal. Walker had planted himself in front of both of you, shield raised. The impacts rang through the room like church bells.
You looked up just long enough to catch Walker's eye. A single grateful nod.
Then, Bob lifted one hand. Invisible force detonated outward. The shockwave hit like a freight train. Walls cracked. Furniture exploded apart.
Your body slammed backward into a support column hard enough to drive the air from your lungs.
Bucky and Walker weren't so lucky. They crashed together, tumbling across the marble floor in a tangled mess of limbs, shield, and metal arm.
Before anyone could recover, "Alexei, wait!" Yelena shouted.
Alexei ignored her completely. Blood stained the corner of his mouth. He grinned anyway. Knife in hand, he charged again.
Bob didn't even acknowledge him. Alexei stabbed. Once. Twice. Three times. The blade never broke skin. It never even pierced the fabric. The knife simply stopped. Like reality itself refused to let it go any farther.
Bob sighed. Almost apologetically. Then Alexei lifted off the floor. Higher. Straight through the shattered windows. Your heart lurched.
Hundreds of feet below, Manhattan traffic continued as though nothing had happened. Alexei hung suspended over open air. Weightless. Helpless. Then Bob pulled him back inside with a flick of his wrist and hurled him across the penthouse. Alexei smashed through the stone bar, bottles exploding around him.
"Alexei!" Yelena screamed.
Ava struck next. She phased behind Bob. Exactly where she planned to be. Bob turned before she even materialized. His fist met her stomach the instant she became solid. The sound made you wince. Ava folded around the blow before crashing across the room.
Walker roared. He attacked with everything he had. The shield came down in a brutal arc. Bob caught it. With one hand. Walker pushed harder. Muscles straining. Bob looked almost... fascinated. Then his fingers tightened. Metal screamed. Walker’s new shield, the symbol that had survived aliens, gods, and Thanos, began folding inward beneath Bob's grip.
Walker froze. "No..."
Bob released it. Walker went flying backward like he'd been hit by a truck. He landed hard near your feet.
You didn't wait. Nanotech surged across your body. Red and gold plates flowed over your arms, shoulders, and boots. Repulsors ignited. You launched into the air. Twin blasts streaked toward Bob.
He weaved between them effortlessly. Not fast. Simply without effort.
Behind him, Bucky attacked. Knife drawn. Metal arm leading.
For one glorious second you thought he'd caught him off guard. Bob caught the blade between two fingers. His other fist drove upward. It connected beneath Bucky’s jaw. The sound echoed through the room. Bucky disappeared upward, smashing through decorative beams before gravity reclaimed him.
"Bucky!" You abandoned your attack immediately. Repulsors flared as you dove after him. You caught him around the waist just before he struck the floor. The momentum still sent both of you crashing across polished marble.
Your shoulder burned. His entire body went limp for half a second. Before you could ask if he was alright, Walker crashed into both of you. Three bodies slid across the floor. None of you stayed down.
Yelena made her move. She wrapped herself around Bob's shoulders, legs locking around his neck. Widow's Bites discharged point-blank. Blue electricity exploded around his face.
"Stop it, Bob!"
For the first time. Bob hesitated. His expression softened. Almost like he recognized her voice.
Then Valentina spoke. "Robert."
Bob's face emptied again. He shot straight upward. Yelena still clinging to him. She slammed into the ceiling hard enough to crater concrete. Bob caught her before she fell.
For one hopeful heartbeat, then he tossed her aside like she weighed nothing. She hit the floor and didn't move.
"No!" You started toward her.
Bob moved first. His hand opened. Walker's pistol glowed bright orange. The steel melted in his grip before dripping harmlessly onto the marble. Ava suddenly clawed at her throat. Invisible pressure crushed her windpipe. She couldn't breathe.
You fired both repulsors simultaneously. The blast struck Bob square in the chest. Nothing. He looked at you. Actually looked. Then he punched. You never saw him cross the room. His fist connected with your ribs. Pain exploded through your body. The nanotech armor fractured instantly, red-and-gold plates dissolving into streams of particles as emergency systems failed. You slammed into the far wall hard enough to leave cracks, spiderwebbing through the stone.
Alexei crashed beside you moments later. The room finally fell silent. No one stood. Walker struggled to breathe. Ava coughed violently. Alexei groaned beneath broken marble. Yelena pushed herself onto one elbow.
And above all of you, Bob hovered. Not triumphant. Not angry. Just waiting. For someone to give him a reason to keep fighting.
The realization was somehow even more terrifying.
Bob's gaze drifted across the room. Walker was struggling to his feet. Yelena could barely breathe. Alexei lay half-buried beneath shattered stone. Ava was still coughing, one hand pressed to her throat. Then his eyes settled on the only person still not with the group. Bucky.
Bucky slowly pushed himself upright. He rolled one shoulder. Winced. Then reached for the zipper of his leather jacket.
Without a word, he peeled it from his shoulders and let it slip from his fingers. The worn leather hit the marble floor with a soft thud.
Something inside your chest tightened. You'd seen him do that before. Munich. Latvia. New York. Louisiana.
At the time, you'd thought it was habit. Now, you understood. It was his version of rolling up his sleeves. His quiet way of saying—This is where I stand.
The black henley stretched across broad shoulders marked by old scars and newer bruises alike. The fabric clung to the powerful lines of muscles built through decades of survival rather than vanity.
His vibranium arm caught the afternoon light, silver gleaming against the dust hanging in the ruined lobby.
For one absurd, completely inappropriate heartbeat, your breath caught.
God. He was...
You almost laughed at yourself. Of all the moments. Of all the places. Your brain chose now to notice just how unfairly handsome Bucky Barnes actually was.
Not polished. Not movie-star handsome. Real. Strong. Solid.
The kind of man who looked like he belonged in old black-and-white photographs with his sleeves rolled to his elbows and grease on his hands.
The kind of man your grandmother would've called dangerously charming.
Then the thought vanished almost as quickly as it came. Because he looked toward Bob. And stepped forward. Without hesitation. Without asking if anyone else would. Without looking back to see whether someone might stop him.
You'd seen heroes do that before. Steve. Tony. Natasha. Each time, they'd walked toward danger with the same quiet certainty. Not because they wanted to die. Because someone else deserved the chance to live.
Your chest ached. Bucky wasn't Captain America. He never wanted to be. He wasn't trying to prove anything. There were no cameras. No speeches. No shield. No applause waiting for him if he survived.
Just someone who needed saving. And somehow, that made it even braver.
You watched the set of his shoulders. The calm in his breathing. The way he instinctively placed himself between everyone else and whatever came next.
As though protecting people had become so deeply woven into who he was. He no longer knew how not to.
Your heart stumbled. Not with fear. Not this time.
Recognition. Somewhere between the opened doors, blanket on the plane, the quiet conversations in Louisiana, the laughter in his apartment, and this moment…Something inside you had changed.
You had spent months convincing yourself that what you felt was gratitude. Trust. Friendship. That caring for him simply came from everything you'd survived together.
Standing here, watching him prepare to sacrifice himself for people he'd known less than a day...
You couldn't lie to yourself anymore. It wasn't just admiration. It wasn't just affection. You were falling in love with Bucky Barnes.
The realization arrived so quietly it almost frightened you. Not because it felt wrong. Because it felt undeniably right.
Your fingers curled tightly at your sides. A single thought echoed louder than the chaos surrounding you. Please...Don't make me lose you too.
Bucky didn't look back. He simply charged. His first punch connected squarely with Bob's jaw. The crack echoed through the penthouse. Nothing. Bucky hit him again. Then again. Left hook. Right cross. Elbow. Metal fist. Every strike carried the weight of decades of training. Every strike landed cleanly.
Bob barely moved. His expression wasn't angry. It was almost confused. Amazed. Like he couldn't understand why Bucky was still trying.
Bucky refused to stop. He kept swinging. Not because he thought he could beat him. Because everyone else needed another second. Another chance. Another breath.
Finally, Bob caught the vibranium arm. One hand. Effortlessly.
The room filled with the awful hiss of strained machinery. Steam escaped between the plates of Wakandan metal. Gold light spread beneath the seams.
"No..." You took an involuntary step forward.
Bucky gritted his teeth. The servos screamed. Bob squeezed harder. Metal groaned. The entire arm shuddered violently before, CLANK. The vibranium arm tore free from its socket.
Bucky staggered. For the briefest instant, he looked, small.
Bob turned the arm over curiously, almost fascinated by it. Then, with terrifying casualness, he swung it. The metal fist slammed into Bucky’s face. His body flew across the penthouse before crashing to the floor beside you.
The arm landed seconds later with a heavy metallic clang.
"Bucky!" You were moving before you realized it.
You slid across the marble and snatched up the vibranium arm before it could skid any farther. Walker and Alexei reached Bucky almost simultaneously. Walker hooked an arm beneath his shoulders, hauling him upright. Alexei grabbed his other side. Neither man said a word. There wasn't time.
Walker bent to retrieve what remained of his shield. The once-perfect circle was now warped inward where Bob had crushed it with his bare hand.
Yelena and Ava were already forcing the elevator doors open. "Move!"
The six of you stumbled toward it together. Bucky leaned heavily against the wall once inside, breathing harder than he'd admit.
The elevator doors began sliding shut. Just before they closed, Valentina stepped back into view, perfectly composed. As though nothing extraordinary had happened.
She smiled. "I'm so glad you all got a glimpse of the future before your retirement."
She glanced toward the windows. "The camera crews are assembling." Then her eyes lifted to Bob. "Finish the job, Robert."
The doors sealed shut. None of you spoke. The elevator descended. Everyone breathed. No one relaxed.
Above them, Bob remained exactly where he'd been. He looked toward the closed elevator doors. Then back at Valentina. His brow furrowed.
"...Finish the job?" His voice was quiet. Confused. "No."
Valentina blinked. "...What?"
Bob looked genuinely puzzled. "They're not a threat to me." A pause. "So why would I kill them?"
For the first time all evening, Valentina's confidence faltered.
"You need to do what I tell you, Robert."
Bob tilted his head. "...Why?"
The single word echoed through the empty penthouse. And for the first time, Valentina didn't immediately have an answer.
The elevator doors opened with a metallic chime. Fresh air hit all of you at once. No one spoke. For several long seconds, everyone simply stood there, trying to remember how to breathe.
Bucky was the first to move. He walked a few steps away from the building before finally stopping, flexing the empty sleeve where his vibranium arm should have been.
Without saying anything, he turned toward you. His eyes dropped to the arm resting in your hands. You walked over and held it out. He accepted it carefully, almost reverently, before locking the socket back into place. The familiar clicks echoed softly as the mechanisms aligned. The metal fingers flexed once. Twice. Working again.
When he looked up, your eyes met. You okay?
His expression answered before he ever nodded. I'm still standing.
You offered the smallest smile.
His shoulders loosened almost imperceptibly. You?
I'm here.
Nothing else needed to be said. Neither of you realized how practiced those silent conversations had become. The others certainly didn't. They were too busy trying to process what had just happened upstairs.
Alexei was the first to break the silence. "Okay!" He clapped his hands together. "We need a new plan."
Walker let out a humorless laugh. "No." He stared up at the tower. "No new plans." He pointed toward the penthouse. "That thing is too powerful."
Alexei refused to be discouraged. "So we regroup." He gestured broadly. "We think. There has to be a way to stop him."
Walker shook his head. "We're not regrouping." He looked around at everyone. "This isn't even..." He searched for the word. "...a team."
"Of course we're a team!" Alexei protested immediately. "We're the Thunderbolts!"
Bucky frowned. "I still don't know what that means."
You nodded beside him. "...Honestly, neither do I."
Ava pinched the bridge of her nose. "It's the name of Yelena's childhood soccer team."
Alexei pointed triumphantly. "Exactly!"
Walker looked like he regretted surviving.
Alexei continued anyway. "We go somewhere. We discuss."
Walker stared at him. "Discuss what?"
"We regroup. We make another plan. We go back."
Walker held up what remained of his shield. The once-perfect circle now resembled a folded piece of scrap metal. "He turned my shield..." He looked down at it in disbelief. "...into a taco."
Despite everything, you snorted. Bucky coughed suspiciously into his fist.
Yelena finally exploded. "Oh my God!" She threw both hands into the air. "Stop. There is no us. There is no we." Her voice cracked. "Bob became..." She searched for the word. "...whatever that is. And there is absolutely nothing any of you can do about it."
Ava folded her arms. "And what exactly did you do?" She stepped closer. "Because if I remember correctly, you got your ass kicked even worse than I did."
Yelena laughed once. A sharp, bitter sound. "Yeah. I suck. I'm terrible." She looked around the group. "We're all terrible." Then her eyes landed on Ava.
"You're not a hero." A pause. "Ava, you're not even a good person."
Ava blinked. "...Bitch."
Yelena shrugged. "See?"
Alexei stepped between them. "Easy..." He smiled hopefully. "Umnichka—"
Yelena rounded on him so fast he physically leaned backward. "Alexei, I am not your umnichka. You haven't called. You haven't visited. I haven't seen you in over a year and now suddenly we're family again?"
Alexei's smile disappeared. You winced.
Walker quietly cleared his throat. "Maybe..." He rubbed the back of his neck. "...go a little easy on him."
Yelena whipped toward him. "Oh. So you're nice now?"
Walker sighed. "Is it my turn?"
She didn't hesitate. "You already know you're a piece of trash, Walker." A beat. "So does your family."
The words landed harder than any punch Bob had thrown. Walker didn't argue. He couldn't. He simply looked away. "...Jesus."
Yelena laughed bitterly. "There." She spread her arms toward all of you. "We're all losers." Another pause. "And we lost." She turned and walked away. No dramatic exit. No tears. Just gone.
Ava watched her disappear. Then, without a word, her body dissolved into a ripple of shifting light. She vanished too.
Walker paced across the sidewalk, staring at the ruined shield in his hands like he no longer recognized it.
Alexei remained rooted where he stood, watching the direction Yelena had gone. His shoulders seemed smaller somehow. Quieter. Before he took off after her.
You stayed where you were beside Bucky. Neither of you spoke. There wasn't anything to say.
You looked at the scattered group. An assassin who had lost her sister. A father who had lost his daughter. A soldier who had lost his family. A woman who had spent her life being used. A man who had lost himself. None of them trusted each other. Most of them barely trusted themselves.
"They're hurting," you said quietly.
Bucky followed your gaze. "I know."
There wasn't judgment in his voice. Only recognition. Because once, not so long ago, he had looked exactly like them. And for the first time since all of this had started, he wondered if maybe they weren't looking at six strangers anymore.
Maybe, they were looking at six people who simply hadn't realized yet they were all carrying the same wound.
Word count: What begins as a late-night delivery of pizza and beer quickly becomes something neither you nor Bucky is ready to define. But as old feelings resurface and a cryptic phone call leads to a dangerous discovery, the two of you fall effortlessly back into familiar roles: partners, friends, and perhaps something quietly becoming more.
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By the time you made it back home, the city had settled into its quieter rhythm.
Traffic still hummed below your apartment windows. Neon signs reflected off rain-darkened pavement. Somewhere down the block, a saxophone echoed between brick buildings.
Normally, after nights like tonight, you would've gone straight upstairs. Taken your heels off. Answered emails until two in the morning. Pretended you weren't thinking.
Instead, you drove another thirty minutes. You weren't entirely sure why. Maybe because the conversation had ended too soon. Maybe because you hadn't realized how much you'd missed simply talking to him.
Maybe because, after three years of carefully measured distance, you didn't want tonight to end yet.
You exited the car outside his building. Stared at the entrance for a long moment.
"This is ridiculous," you muttered to yourself. You climbed out anyway.
The elevator ride suddenly felt much longer than it should have. Outside his apartment, your finger hovered over the doorbell. You pressed it once. Immediately you wondered if this had been a terrible idea.
Before you could convince yourself to leave, the door opened.
Bucky blinked. "...Hey."
The surprise on his face softened almost immediately into something warmer. "I wasn't expecting company."
You smiled. "I gathered."
His eyes lingered for just a second longer than they probably should have. "...This is a nice surprise."
He said it so naturally that he didn't seem to realize he'd admitted it out loud.
Your stomach did a tiny, inconvenient flip. "...Good."
He wore gray sweatpants and a white ribbed tank top, his dark hair slightly damp as though he'd showered not long ago.
Your eyes instinctively dropped. His left sleeve hung empty. His vibranium arm rested on a counter near the kitchen island.
For a split second, seeing him without it felt strangely intimate. Like you'd accidentally walked into a room you weren't supposed to see.
He noticed where your eyes had gone. "I take it off at home."
You looked back up quickly. "Sorry."
"What?"
"I wasn't trying to stare."
"I've been stared at for ninety years." His mouth lifted. "I'm getting pretty good at telling the difference."
You blinked. "There are different kinds?"
"Oh." He leaned casually against the doorway. "There's horrified." He held up one finger. "Curious." Another. "And then..." His eyebrow lifted. "...whatever that was."
Heat immediately climbed into your cheeks. "I don't know what you're talking about."
"No?"
"No."
He smiled. "...Good."
"What does that mean?"
"It means I was hoping you weren't horrified."
Silence. Then his expression shifted. Concern. "Everything okay?"
You realized how strange this must look. Showing up unannounced. Late. At his apartment.
"Yeah." You laughed awkwardly. "Nothing's wrong."
"You sure?"
"Positive."
He waited.
You rubbed the back of your neck. "I just..."
God, this sounded ridiculous now that you had to say it out loud. "I figured..."
He tilted his head.
"...you'd probably spend the rest of the night reading those packets."
He sighed. "I was."
"I brought beer." You lifted the paper bag. "And emergency pizza."
He stared. Then laughed. "You drove all the way to Brooklyn..." He looked from the pizza back to you. "...for me?"
The question came quietly. Almost surprised.
You shrugged. "I figured congressional paperwork looked lonely."
He smiled. "I think it was me you were worried about."
You tried to look innocent. "I plead the Fifth."
"So..." His grin widened. "...You were."
He stepped aside. "I don't think anyone's ever shown up at my apartment with pizza before."
"They should."
"They should." He agreed with you, "...Makes me feel popular."
You smiled. "Don't get used to it."
"No?"
"No. You'll start expecting visitors."
He tilted his head. "I was actually thinking...I could."
Your heart skipped.
"...Expect you."
Silence. Then— He cleared his throat. "...To bring pizza."
You laughed. "There it is."
"What?"
"The save."
"I don't know what you're talking about."
"Mhm."
He gestured inside. "Come on."
His apartment surprised you. You'd expected less personality. Instead, it felt unmistakably Bucky. Simple. Clean. Warm.
Bookshelves lined one wall, packed tighter than seemed possible with history books, political biographies, philosophy texts, psychology, veterans' memoirs, and several novels with folded corners.
A record player sat beside the window. Three potted plants somehow managed to stay alive. The couch looked genuinely lived in.
He watched you quietly as you took everything in. The books. The records. The plants.
"...You're judging me."
You looked over. "I am not."
"You've been looking around for two minutes."
"I'm observing."
"Oh." He folded his arms. "We're still calling it that?"
You smiled. "I learned from the best."
He laughed. "I regret teaching you."
"No. You really don't."
"...No."
The kitchen looked like a crime scene. Folders. Congressional reports. Legal briefs. Handwritten notes. An open pizza box. Half a bottle of hot sauce. And somehow, pizza grease decorating at least four government documents.
Bucky followed your gaze. "I already know." He reached for the nearest folder. "I'm cleaning it."
"You've got marinara on federal paperwork."
"It builds character."
"It builds evidence."
He groaned. "I knew letting you in here was a mistake."
You laughed as you rescued one of the folders before another grease stain claimed it.
He moved beside you, hurriedly stacking papers into something resembling organized chaos. "I swear it wasn't like this earlier."
"Oh? So the paperwork attacked first?"
"It multiplied."
You looked around dramatically. "I've seen Hydra bases with better filing systems."
"Low blow."
"You walked right into it."
"I invited you in."
"You did."
"...I was hoping you'd be nicer."
You smiled sweetly. "You hoped wrong."
His shoulder bumped yours as he reached for another folder. Neither of you moved.
"You know..." He kept sorting papers. "...Most people pretend to be impressed when they come over."
"Should I compliment the marinara?"
"I was thinking the record collection."
"Oh." You nodded thoughtfully. "It is impressive."
His eyebrow lifted. "...Really?"
"No." You smiled. "The marinara's doing most of the work."
He laughed again. "You enjoy this."
"Making fun of you? Mhm." You looked up. "More than I probably should."
He looked at you. Really looked. "Good."
The answer was almost too quick. Because… "I enjoy making you smile."
Silence. The room suddenly felt much smaller.
He blinked. Apparently just realizing he'd said that aloud. "That's..." He scratched the back of his neck. "Probably not something coworkers say."
Your smile softened. "Probably not." You looked back up from the document in your hand. “Good thing we've never been very good at being just coworkers."
Neither of you spoke. Neither corrected it. Because somewhere along the way, that had quietly become true.
A comfortable silence settled over the apartment as another hour quietly slipped away. Neither of you noticed. Somewhere along the way, the investigation had become secondary.
You sat cross-legged atop one of the barstools at the kitchen island while Bucky leaned against the opposite side of the counter, sleeves pushed to his forearms, another congressional report spread open between the two of you.
Every few minutes one of you leaned closer. "What do you think about this?"
"He contradicts himself."
"No." You tapped another paragraph. "Look at the dates."
His eyes followed your finger. "...You're right."
"I know."
He looked up with a small grin. "You enjoy this a little too much."
"I earned it."
"You did."
Another page. Another note. Another quiet debate.
"This contract shouldn't exist."
"It shouldn't."
"...Unless." You reached across him, grabbing another report before he could. "Unless they rewrote the committee after the election."
Bucky paused. His eyes moved between the documents. Then back to you.
"...How'd you catch that?"
You shrugged. "I've spent too many years reading government paperwork."
"No." He shook his head. "You read people."
"What?"
"You don't just read reports." He tapped the folder lightly. "You read who's lying."
Heat crept into your cheeks. "I don't know about that."
"I do." He answered so matter-of-factly it almost caught you off guard. "I've watched you do it."
The compliment lingered between you longer than either of you expected.
You smiled down at the paperwork. "...Careful."
"What?"
"You keep complimenting me."
A corner of his mouth lifted. "I'm making an observation."
You laughed. "There he is."
"There who is?"
"Mr. Hotshot Barnes."
He groaned softly. "You’re still on about that?"
"Yes" You laughed again.
He found himself smiling simply because you were.
At some point he noticed you subtly shifting on the stool. Crossing your legs. Uncrossing them. Adjusting the fabric of your evening gown for what had to be the tenth time.
He glanced toward the clock. Then back to you. "...Hang on."
You looked up. "What?"
He disappeared down the hallway before you could ask another question.
A minute later he returned carrying a folded gray hoodie and a pair of navy sweatpants.
He held them out. "You look uncomfortable."
You blinked. "I—"
He looked at the dress. "I can't imagine that's any fun to sit in for three hours."
You looked down at yourself. The fitted gown suddenly felt much tighter now that he'd mentioned it.
"I don't exactly keep spare clothes in my car."
"I figured." He gave the bundle a small shake. "They're clean."
You smiled. "...You're lending me your clothes?"
"They'll survive."
"You realize these are going to swallow me."
He looked you over thoughtfully. A slow smile spread across his face. "...Probably."
You narrowed your eyes. "Was that the point?"
"No." A beat. "...Mostly."
You laughed. "I thought gentlemen weren't supposed to tease women."
"We're also supposed to make sure they're comfortable."
He answered it so naturally that neither of you realized how old-fashioned it sounded until after he'd finished.
He blinked. "That came out sounding older than I meant."
You smiled. "I kind of liked it."
His expression softened. "...Yeah?"
"Yeah." You took the clothes from his hands. Your fingers brushed briefly against his. "Thank you."
He nodded once. "My room's down the hall."
You paused. "...You're just going to trust me in there?"
He folded his arms. "I've seen you read my classified files."
“And?”
"I’m hoping you won’t snoop"
"I won’t."
Another one of those easy smiles. "I was hoping you'd say that."
You disappeared down the hallway.
The apartment suddenly became very quiet. Bucky found himself looking toward the closed bedroom door. He smiled to himself before shaking his head. Ridiculous.
In the 40s, he had invited girls into his apartment without thinking twice. One woman carrying pizza somehow made him nervous.
A few minutes later you stepped back into the kitchen. The sleeves of his hoodie disappeared past your hands. The sweatpants pooled around your ankles until you'd rolled them twice. You looked impossibly comfortable.
Bucky stared for half a second too long.
"...Well." You looked down at yourself.
"What?" He looked innocent.
"I was right."
"About what?"
"They're too big." You laughed. "I warned you."
"No." He smiled. "I think they suit you."
Your heart stumbled. "You flirting again, Barnes?"
He rested both hands against the counter. This time, he didn't deny it.
A slow grin tugged at the corner of his mouth. "...Maybe a little."
For a moment, neither of you looked away.
Then you smiled. "...Good."
Something warm settled quietly between the two of you. Not the nervous uncertainty that had followed his accidental flirting in Louisiana. This was different.
Bucky Barnes wasn't stumbling into old habits anymore. He was choosing them. And for the first time in a very long time, he found himself hoping they made one particular woman smile.
Outside, Brooklyn had fallen almost completely silent. Inside, it felt strangely peaceful. Then, Bucky’s phone vibrated across the countertop.
Unknown Number. The room went quiet. He frowned. Nobody with good news ever called this late.
He glanced at you once before answering. "Barnes."
Silence. Then, his expression changed. His voice softened.
"...Hello?" A familiar voice came through the speaker. "It's Mel."
Bucky straightened immediately. "Mel."
The surprise in his voice made you look up from the papers.
"Hi."
You quietly slid off the stool and wandered closer, careful not to interrupt.
"I'm glad you called."
Mel hesitated. "I know you're still...new to Washington. I wanted maybe..." She laughed awkwardly. "To network."
A smile tugged at the corner of Bucky's mouth. "Right. Network."
You folded your arms, already amused. Congressman Barnes. Terrible liar.
"So, uh," she asked gently, "how do you feel about your new job?"
Another pause.
He looked around his apartment. At the congressional reports. The cold pizza. The beer bottles. Then at you.
"Oh..." He sighed dramatically. "It’s great. I love it."
You snorted quietly. He shot you a look. You pretended to study one of the folders instead.
The conversation relaxed.
Then Mel grew quiet again. "It's not ancient history, you know? I was in high school when the aliens came. And the Avengers.”
Bucky leaned against the counter. "High school, huh?" He paused, “I was like 90”
This earned a laugh from Mel. You smiled too.
"It's a bit strange. That it's all over now, isn't it?" Her voice softened. “I mean, the Avengers are gone. No one else is coming to save the day.”
You watched Bucky's expression change. A long silence followed. The apartment felt suddenly smaller. Bucky looked toward the window overlooking Brooklyn.
"Maybe..." He spoke carefully. "we could be the people who are coming.”
You watched him as he said it. He wasn't trying to recruit her. He believed it.
"Mel." His voice became quieter. "Just come and testify against her."
Her voice was quiet too, “You really must not know my boss.”
"We'll protect you."
You saw it the instant everything shifted. Mel didn't answer. Not right away.
When she finally spoke, her voice sounded almost sad. "Can you?"
Bucky frowned. "What?"
"You say we'll protect you." Another pause. "Is that coming from the rookie congressman who hasn’t gotten a bill passed?"
His jaw tightened.
"Or..." The silence lingered. "...the Winter Soldier?"
The words landed like a punch. You saw him freeze. Not because she'd called him that. Because she was asking him something he'd spent years asking himself. Who are you now?
He swallowed. “Come on, Mel. Just give me something.”
The room fell silent. Bucky closed his eyes for half a second. Mel didn't respond.
Instead, she asked something unexpected. "You can track my phone, can't you?"
Bucky blinked. "I..." He looked toward you instinctively. "...technically. But I don't do that. Not anymore."
The last two words carried decades of history. Not anymore.
Another silence. Then—
"Thank you, Congressman. Have a great night."
Click. The line went dead. The apartment became impossibly quiet.
Bucky slowly lowered the phone. He didn't move. Didn't blink. Just stared at the dark screen as if the answer might somehow still be hiding there.
"I think..." His voice was barely above a whisper. "...I just lost her."
You watched him for a long moment. The Winter Soldier would've already been searching rooftops. Bucky simply looked defeated.
You stepped beside him. "No."
He looked over.
"You didn't."
He frowned. "I don't understand."
"I know." You nodded toward the phone still resting in his hand. "Because you're thinking like you."
"...I'm always thinking like me."
"No." A smile tugged at the corner of your mouth. "You're thinking like Bucky Barnes."
He looked even more confused. "...Isn't that supposed to be a good thing?"
"It is." You laughed softly. "But Mel doesn't know Bucky Barnes." Another pause. "She knows Congressman Barnes. The Winter Soldier."
His eyes narrowed slightly.
You folded your arms. "Think about everything she actually said."
He replayed the conversation silently. Then shook his head. "I told her I don't track people anymore."
"I know."
"...So why tell me to track her phone?"
You smiled. "There you go."
"What?"
"You almost got there."
He frowned harder. "I hate when you do that."
"Do what?"
"The cryptic teacher thing."
You grinned. "It's fun."
"It isn't."
"It is."
He sighed dramatically. "You know..." He pointed toward you. "...you're impossible."
"And yet..." You shrugged innocently. "...you invited me in."
A reluctant smile appeared. "...Fair."
You reached over, gently tapping the phone in his hand. "Bucky."
His attention returned immediately.
"She didn't ask whether you could track her phone." You paused. "She told you..." Your smile softened. "...that you could."
The realization came slowly. Then all at once.
His eyes widened. "...She wanted me to."
"Exactly."
"She couldn't ask directly."
"So she made sure you'd figure it out."
He looked down at the phone again. Then back at you. "...How do you always know what people mean?"
You smiled, "You know..." You laughed softly, shaking your head. "...you're lucky you're cute."
The words escaped before you had time to stop them.
Silence. Your own eyes widened. Did...Did I just say that?
Bucky stared. For exactly one heartbeat.
Then a slow grin spread across his face. "...Cute?"
You looked away immediately. "I meant—"
"Oh, no." His voice carried the faintest trace of old Brooklyn confidence. "I'm pretty sure I heard 'cute.'"
"I was talking about your personality."
"You've seen my personality."
"I have."
"And?"
You sighed dramatically. "...It's improving."
He laughed. "A minute ago I was cute."
"A minute ago you were confused." You tried to roll your eyes.
"I'm still confused."
"I know." You turned your attention back to a document you didn’t even know you still had.
"You staying with cute?"
You looked back at him. His smile had become impossible to ignore.
You rolled your eyes. "Don't push your luck, Barnes."
He tilted his head. "So that's not a no."
You pointed toward the door to hide your own smile. "You're insufferable."
"And yet..." He reached for his keys. "...you still brought me pizza."
You couldn't help laughing. "You really are impossible."
"So I've been told." He slipped the phone into his pocket. His expression settled. Not into the Winter Soldier. Into Bucky. Confident. Certain.
He looked back at you. "Let's go save her."
You smiled. "There he is."
"What?"
"The guy she was hoping would figure it out."
He held the apartment door open for you without thinking. After you. The gesture was so automatic, so deeply ingrained, neither of you commented on it.
You smiled anyway as you stepped past him. Some habits, you thought, were worth keeping.
The door clicked shut behind you. Neither of you hesitated again.
Summary: Three years after quietly drifting apart, you and Bucky find yourselves face-to-face again and finally confront the hurt that neither time nor distance could erase. As old feelings resurface and a shared suspicion draws you back to each other's side, you begin to discover that finding your way back may be easier than either of you expected.
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Three years. Three years since the Flag Smashers. Three years since the blood on Steve Rogers' shield had forced the world to redefine what Captain America meant. Three years since Louisiana.
Some days it felt like a lifetime. Other days, you could still close your eyes and hear the water against the Wilsons' dock, feel the humid evening breeze, hear Sarah laughing from the kitchen while her boys chased Bucky around the yard asking if they could arm wrestle his metal arm.
Life had moved anyway. It always did.
Sam had carried the shield exactly the way everyone who truly knew him believed he would, with compassion first and conviction second. Somewhere along the way, the world had finally stopped asking whether he deserved to be Captain America and started asking what Captain America thought. The distinction mattered. It meant he'd earned it.
The Avengers, however, that was another story. There were fewer heroes now than there had been when you were twenty. Tony was gone. Natasha was gone. Steve...Steve had chosen another life.
Bruce disappeared into research more often than not. Clint had retired, for real this time, everyone hoped. Thor came and went like the weather. Wanda's fate remained uncertain. The world still had heroes.
It just didn't have a family anymore. Not the one you'd once known. Your own life had become quieter in different ways.
On paper, your career had never been stronger. Director of Enhanced Affairs Representative. Lead liaison between enhanced individuals, federal agencies, and congressional oversight committees.
Most weeks you split your time between Washington, New York, and whatever crisis decided it couldn't wait until Monday morning.
You managed Stark Industries' remaining government contracts, advised Senate committees on enhanced legislation, and, much to your own annoyance, had become one of the people senators actually listened to before making decisions involving superheroes.
It was the closest thing the government had ever had to someone both sides trusted. Tony probably would've laughed himself sick. Then, complained about the paperwork.
Valentina Allegra de Fontaine had become a recurring fixture in that world. Never for anything illegal. Never for anything you could actually challenge. Just always there.
Defense appropriations. Property acquisitions. Private security contracts. Closed-door committee meetings. She smiled too easily. Knew too much. And somehow always seemed to be standing exactly where history was about to happen.
You'd learned to pay attention whenever Valentina entered a room. Because she never wasted a visit.
Bucky Barnes had kept his promise, too. You still caught yourself smiling whenever another article appeared.
CONGRESSMAN JAMES BUCHANAN BARNES ELECTED
BARNES INTRODUCES PTSD REFORM BILL FOR VETERANS
FORMER AVENGER ADVOCATES FOR ENHANCED CIVIL RIGHTS
No one, not even Bucky, if the expression in his victory interview had been any indication, had expected him to win. Yet somehow politics suited him. Not because he enjoyed it. Because every bill he wrote felt like another apology to the people governments had failed.
Veterans. Refugees. The people of Brooklyn. Victims of experimentation. Enhanced individuals.
He wasn't trying to change history. He was trying to make sure another Winter Soldier could never exist.
You admired him for that. More than he'd probably ever know. The irony was, for all the articles, interviews, birthdays, holidays, and congratulatory texts, the two of you had quietly become strangers again.
Not completely. There were messages.
Always answered. Always kind. Always safe. Never conversations. Never phone calls. Never, How are you, really?
Three years ago, you'd stood beside each other through firefights, funerals, and impossible choices. Now you measured your relationship in typed sentences and punctuation marks.
You had spent a long time convincing yourself the distance was his choice. Eventually, you admitted the truth. It was yours, too.
After Louisiana, you'd forgiven Bucky. You truly had. But forgiveness wasn't the same thing as trust. The hardest part wasn't that he'd known Steve planned to stay.
It was that every laugh you'd shared that summer, every late-night conversation, every quiet moment when you'd started believing you knew him, had happened while he carried a truth you didn't.
You understood why he'd kept it. You even believed him. That didn't stop it from hurting.
So you had done what people always did when they were afraid of losing something they hadn't realized mattered. You stepped back first. Not because you wanted to. Because distance felt safer than finding out whether the two of you could ever become what you'd almost started to be.
And if you were honest, there was another reason. Somewhere between Louisiana and now, Bucky Barnes had stopped being Steve Rogers' best friend.
He had simply become Bucky. And that realization had frightened you more than heartbreak ever had.
You never returned his call. Not the next morning. Not the following week. Eventually, enough time passed that returning it would've felt stranger than letting it remain unanswered.
So neither of you ever brought it up again.
Instead, your relationship quietly changed into something neither of you had intended. You didn't stop talking. You just stopped talking often.
The first text came on Christmas. Merry Christmas, Barnes.
A few minutes later your phone buzzed. You too, Stark. Try not to argue with anyone over politics today.
You smiled despite yourself.
Birthdays followed. Happy Birthday.
His reply came almost immediately. How do you know my birthday?
You rolled your eyes before typing back. It's literally engraved on a plaque in a museum.
Three dots appeared. Disappeared.
Then—Right. Forgot about that.
You laughed loud enough that Morgan looked up from the living room and asked Pepper what was funny.
The conversations never lasted more than a few messages. Congratulations when he won his election. A short Saw your interview. Hope you're doing okay.
Sometimes he'd send a newspaper clipping after one of your Senate briefings with nothing more than: Saw this. Nice work.
You'd answer: Thanks, Congressman.
Always "Congressman." Never James. Never Bucky. He never corrected you. Neither of you crossed whatever invisible line had formed between Louisiana and now. Not because either of you wanted distance. Because neither of you knew what existed on the other side of it.
The betrayal had never truly disappeared. Neither had the affection. They had simply learned to live beside one another.
For three years, Bucky Barnes existed mostly through television screens. Campaign speeches playing quietly in airport lounges while you waited for delayed flights. News interviews running in the background of Senate offices. Articles forwarded by coworkers. "Your friend is on television again."
He wasn't your friend. He never was. Was he?
Sometimes you caught yourself stopping whatever you were doing whenever his face appeared on screen. He looked older. Not physically. Lighter.
The permanent tension around his shoulders had eased. He smiled more during interviews now. Still awkwardly. Still like he wasn't convinced anyone actually wanted to hear him speak. But he smiled.
You were proud of him. Painfully proud. Sometimes, embarrassingly so. You found yourself defending him in meetings before anyone had even criticized him. "Congressman Barnes has already proposed legislation addressing that." "Actually, his office published research on the veterans reform bill last month."
You knew his committee assignments. You knew which bills he was sponsoring. You knew which veterans' organizations he'd visited that week. You realized one afternoon that you knew his congressional schedule better than your own.
That had been concerning. Because despite all of that, you still hadn't seen him. Not once. Not in person. Not in three years.
You missed him. Not dramatically. Not in the aching way you'd missed Steve. This was quieter. You missed his dry comments that usually caught you off guard. The smell of cedar and aftershave whenever he'd quietly appeared beside you. The way he'd somehow notice you across crowded rooms before anyone else did.
The doors he always held open. The chairs he always pulled out without thinking. The tiny acts of consideration he'd performed so naturally that you'd barely noticed them until they were gone.
Nobody had done those things since. You hadn't realized how much space he'd quietly occupied in your life until that space became empty. And perhaps that was the cruelest part.
You'd spent so long convincing yourself you couldn't let anyone close after Steve that you never noticed someone had already slipped through the cracks.
Not with grand declarations. Not with impossible promises. Just by showing up. Again. And again.
Until one day he wasn't simply Steve Rogers' best friend anymore. He was Bucky. And somehow… that frightened you even more than heartbreak ever had.
So you buried yourself in work. It was easier. Government contracts. Congressional briefings. Enhanced Affairs. Stark Properties. There was always another crisis waiting. Always another meeting. Always another stack of files.
Which was exactly how Valentina Allegra de Fontaine had become such a constant presence in your life. She had an uncanny ability to appear wherever politics, private industry, and enhanced affairs collided. Military contracts. Private defense initiatives. Oversight committees. Property acquisitions. Always smiling. Always perfectly prepared. Always one step ahead of everyone else.
The most exhausting project between the two of you had been the sale of Avengers Tower. Even now, you hated calling it that. To the public it had become just another Manhattan skyscraper. To you, it had once been home. The Avengers Tower hadn't simply housed heroes. It had held birthdays. Movie nights. Arguments that somehow ended in shawarma at two in the morning. Tony's workshop humming through the night. Bruce asleep over research. Natasha making food in the kitchen. Steve pretending he didn't know who kept leaving dishes in the sink. It had been alive.
Now it was only steel and glass. Pepper had been the one to finally convince you. "Buildings aren't people. They're just places."
She was right. You knew she was. But that hadn't stopped your hand from trembling when you signed the paperwork transferring ownership. One signature. A few hours of legal documents. And just like that the last physical home the Avengers had ever shared belonged to Valentina.
You told yourself it was only a building. You weren't entirely sure you believed it.
Back at the Capitol, you heard his name before you ever saw him. It started as a ripple through the hallway. "Congressman Barnes!" "Representative Barnes!" "Sir, one question!"
The corridor filled almost instantly with cameras, microphones, and reporters jockeying for position. Curious staffers slowed their pace, hoping to overhear something worth repeating before the hearing began.
You stopped walking. For a heartbeat, you considered turning around. Three years suddenly didn't feel very long.
Then the crowd shifted. And there he was. Bucky. Your breath caught before you could stop it. He looked older. Not old. Settled.
His dark hair had grown longer than the last time you'd seen him beneath the Louisiana sun, brushed neatly away from his face instead of tucked beneath his ears to keep it from falling into his eyes. The sharp navy suit fit him almost too well, tailored enough that it looked like he'd finally accepted people expected him to wear one.
Gone were the combat boots. Gone were the leather jackets. Gone was the man who constantly looked ready for the next fight.
Standing in front of you was Congressman James Buchanan Barnes. And somehow, he still looked exactly like himself.
"...Representative Barnes," a reporter called, shoving a microphone toward him. "As a freshman congressman, any comment regarding today's impeachment hearing?"
Bucky didn't even hesitate. "Well," he began evenly, "I'm not on the impeachment committee, but the allegations are concerning. Very concerning."
You bit the inside of your cheek. There it was. That careful politician cadence. Measured. Diplomatic. Every answer somehow saying everything while committing to almost nothing.
"My constituents in Brooklyn deserve transparency," he continued. "So does the American people. I'm confident the committee will get to the bottom of this concerning matter."
Another question. Another practiced answer. Then—"Thank you, everybody."
He nodded politely before slipping away from the reporters with surprising efficiency. You couldn't help smiling. He looked absolutely miserable.
Politics hadn't changed Bucky Barnes nearly as much as everyone believed. He still looked like he'd rather fight three super soldiers than answer one press conference. He adjusted the cuff of his jacket as he turned toward the courtroom.
That's when he saw you. His footsteps stopped. Just stopped. For one suspended second neither of you moved. Three years disappeared. Louisiana. The dock. The sunset. The unanswered phone call. Every birthday message. Every conversation left unfinished. Every word unsaid.
His expression softened before he caught himself.
You reached him first. "Congressman Barnes."
His eyebrows lifted ever so slightly. "Ms. Stark." Professional. Careful.
He extended his hand. Not because he wanted to. Because he wasn't sure he was allowed to do anything else.
You looked down at it for the briefest moment. Then slipped your hand into his. His grip was steady. Confident. Warmer than you remembered. He'd learned how to shake hands like a politician. Somehow, that hurt.
"It's good to see you," he said. The words sounded rehearsed. Like he'd imagined saying them a hundred different ways and chosen the safest one.
"You too."
Neither of you let go immediately. Neither of you realized it until the pause had already become awkward. You both released at exactly the same time.
"So..." he said, clearing his throat. "Didn't expect to see you here."
"I figured watching from home would've been less entertaining."
One corner of his mouth twitched upward. "There'll probably be fewer thrown chairs than Congress usually promises."
"There goes my afternoon plans."
He laughed. Just once. Quiet. The sound settled something inside your chest you hadn't realized had been tight for years. He hadn't changed. Not really.
"You and Director de Fontaine work together, don't you?" he asked.
"Work adjacent."
His smile widened. "That's politician language."
"I've been spending too much time around senators."
"And?"
You glanced toward the courtroom doors. "I sign contracts with her." You lowered your voice. "I don't trust her."
His expression shifted almost imperceptibly. Neither did he.
"I've been trying to figure out what she's building," you admitted. "Everything she does is technically legal."
"But..."
"But people like Valentina don't buy half of Manhattan because they like the skyline."
The title landed harder than you expected. Ms. Stark. Not your name. Not... anything else. Just another government official entering another government hearing.
You smiled anyway. "Thank you, Congressman."
You hated yourself a little for saying it. He did too.
You found seats beside one another without discussing it. Not because it was planned. Because somehow it still felt natural.
The hearing began. People spoke. Reporters scribbled notes. Someone behind you coughed. You barely heard any of it. Instead, you noticed the inches between your elbows. The careful way Bucky rested both hands together in his lap instead of on the shared armrest. How he shifted slightly farther toward the aisle every time one of you accidentally leaned the same direction.
Like he was terrified of invading your space.
Three years ago, he would've nudged your shoulder with a sarcastic comment before the hearing even started. Now he acted like touching your sleeve by accident might cost him the privilege of sitting beside you.
Your chest tightened. Maybe…maybe this was your fault. Maybe you'd pushed him away so completely that he genuinely believed he wasn't welcome anymore. The thought hurt far more than you expected.
Bucky wasn't listening to the hearing either. He couldn't. Not when you were sitting beside him. Three years. Three years of television interviews. Birthday texts. Christmas messages. Congratulations. Safe conversations. Professional conversations. Enough to convince himself you'd both moved on.
Enough to convince himself that whatever had existed between you during that summer had belonged to another lifetime.
Then you'd smiled at him in the hallway. And suddenly, he remembered everything.
The sound of your laugh drifting across the Wilsons' dock. You teasing him for snoring. The way you'd always checked to make sure he was eating. How effortlessly you'd treated Bucky Barnes like someone worth knowing instead of someone worth forgiving.
You'd done something Steve never could. You'd made him believe he could become someone beyond the Winter Soldier. Beyond guilt. Beyond survival.
Congress hadn't been Steve's idea. It had been yours. Not directly. But every time he'd wondered whether he belonged anywhere...he'd remembered your voice. "They wouldn't be voting for the Winter Soldier. They'd be voting for Bucky Barnes."
So he ran. And somehow...he won. He'd spent the last year wanting to tell you that.
Instead, he stared straight ahead, pretending to pay attention to testimony he wouldn't remember tomorrow.
Because after everything, after the secrets, after Louisiana, after the distance, you were sitting beside him again. Close enough that if he moved his hand an inch, he'd brush yours. He didn't. He wasn't sure he'd earned that yet.
For now, being beside you again was enough.
The courtroom settled into an uneasy silence as the final members of Congress took their seats. Rows of reporters lined the back wall, notebooks already open, camera lenses trained toward the witness table.
Valentina Allegra de Fontaine looked remarkably comfortable for someone facing impeachment. Almost, too comfortable.
She crossed one leg over the other, smoothed an invisible wrinkle from the sleeve of her cream-colored suit, and offered the committee the same polite smile she'd worn in every meeting you'd ever attended with her.
It was the smile that bothered you most. Not arrogant. Certain. As though she'd already read the ending before everyone else had reached the first chapter.
The chairman adjusted the papers before him. "Today," Congressman Gary began, "this committee convenes to examine the conduct of Director Valentina Allegra de Fontaine. Articles of impeachment have been filed before this body, and should they be approved, you will be permanently removed from your office."
He looked up. "Please state your name for the record."
"Valentina Allegra de Fontaine."
"Ahem... Miss Fontaine—"
She smiled. "No." The correction came pleasantly enough that half the room almost missed it. "It's de Fontaine." She folded her hands neatly atop the table. "You remembered Secretary of Defense's title." Her eyes drifted toward another committee member. "I imagine you'd also remember that his name isn't Secretary Fence."
A few reporters hid smiles. Others immediately began typing. Even now, she controlled the room.
The chairman cleared his throat. "Director de Fontaine. You currently serve as Director of the CIA."
"I do."
"And prior to that you chaired the board of the OXE Group."
"I did."
He flipped another page. "Despite relinquishing formal control, you continue serving in an advisory capacity while OXE maintains financial interests in numerous offshore laboratories—facilities linked to allegations of illegal enhanced-human experimentation."
The room grew quieter.
"How do you respond to those accusations?"
Valentina didn't answer immediately. She almost looked disappointed. "As fascinating as conspiracy theories can be," she said lightly, "I really don't have time for rumors." She stood. "I do, however, have time for reality."
Her voice carried effortlessly through the chamber.
"Reality is that the world has changed." She paced slowly before the committee. "There are governments developing technologies beyond our own." She looked directly toward the press gallery. "Weapons capable of destabilizing entire nations." Another step. "Enhanced individuals operating without oversight." She stopped. "And unless anyone has forgotten..." A faint smile. "Our last President became a giant red monster."
Uneasy laughter rippled through the gallery.
"You all watched him nearly level this very city." She let the silence linger.
You felt your stomach tighten.
Valentina continued. "The Avengers aren't walking through that door."
Something inside your chest clenched.
"They're gone." The words echoed through the room with unsettling certainty. "We no longer have reliable heroes." She looked directly at Congress. "So the responsibility falls to us." Her hand swept across the chamber. "To government. Everything I've authorized, whether through OXE or the CIA, has served one purpose. Keeping the American people alive."
You swallowed. Beside you, Bucky hadn't moved. Not once. But out of the corner of your eye you noticed his left hand.
His vibranium fingers had curled so tightly into a fist that the servos inside his wrist emitted the faintest mechanical whine. His jaw was locked. Eyes fixed straight ahead. Not on Valentina. On the words.
The Avengers aren't walking through that door.
For three years, he'd been helping rebuild a government because there were no Avengers left to rebuild the world. You understood exactly why those words hurt.
Before you even realized what you were doing, your hand moved. Warm fingers rested lightly over cool vibranium. Not squeezing. Not asking. Simply, there.
Bucky froze. The mechanical tension in his hand eased almost instantly beneath your touch. One finger relaxed. Then another. Finally the fist disappeared altogether.
Only then did you realize what you'd done. Your eyes met. Neither of you spoke. There wasn't anything to say. You quietly withdrew your hand back into your lap.
Bucky looked forward again, but the corner of his mouth softened. Just enough that only someone watching as closely as you would've noticed.
The chairman broke the silence. "Order."
Valentina returned to her seat as though nothing had happened. "I categorically reject these articles of impeachment." Her smile returned. "This investigation is nothing more than political theater." She folded her hands once again. "And I assure you..." She looked directly at every committee member in turn. "...you may search every filing cabinet, every laboratory, every nook and cranny you can imagine. You'll find nothing."
The confidence in her voice wasn't defensive. It was calculated. Like someone who already knew exactly where no one was looking.
“Then you don't mind if this committee...continues this investigation?” Congressman Gary pushed.
Valentina reached for her glass of water, “Oh, of course not.”
You heard the faint falter in her voice. You felt Bucky glance toward you. This time you looked first. Neither of you needed to say it aloud. Something wasn't right. Not illegal. Not yet. But wrong.
The hearing adjourned nearly an hour later, dissolving into the familiar chaos of congressional politics. Reporters surged toward committee members. Staffers hurried through the aisles carrying stacks of documents. Lobbyists gathered in polished little circles, already spinning the outcome before anyone else could.
You answered questions. Signed two briefing packets. Promised three follow-up meetings you were already dreading. By the time you finally escaped into the marble hallway, Bucky was gone. Or so you thought.
You stepped through the courthouse doors into the afternoon sun and spotted him standing alone at the top of the steps. Hands in his pockets. Tie loosened.
Watching Washington move around him instead of participating in it. For the first time all day, he looked less like Congressman Barnes. And more like Bucky.
You barely made it through the courthouse doors before another microphone appeared in front of you. "Ms. Stark!"
You forced another polite smile. One more question. Always one more question.
The reporter hurried to keep pace beside you. "Director de Fontaine just claimed the Avengers aren't coming anymore—that there are no Avengers left." He lifted the microphone. "You were one. Do you agree?"
The question caught somewhere beneath your ribs. For a split second you genuinely didn't know how to answer. Were you still an Avenger? Did that word even mean anything anymore?
Before you could decide—"Sorry."
A familiar voice cut cleanly through the crowd. "We've got somewhere to be."
Bucky stepped effortlessly between you and the cameras, one hand resting lightly against the middle of your back as he guided you through the cluster of reporters. "No more questions today."
Someone called after him. "Congressman Barnes!"
Another shouted your name. Neither of you looked back. Only once you'd disappeared into the quieter hallway leading toward the underground parking garage did he finally remove his hand.
The silence felt almost...comfortable. Almost.
"Thanks," you said.
He slipped both hands into his coat pockets.
"Washington?" You nodded. "It doesn't get easier."
"No." He glanced back toward the courthouse. "It just gets louder."
You laughed. The sound surprised both of you.
"So," you said, "how many times have you escaped reporters like that?"
"I've stopped counting."
"You looked suspiciously professional."
"I hated every second of it."
"I could tell."
"I've gotten good at pretending."
"I noticed."
Another smile. Another silence. Neither one of you seemed in a hurry to fill it. It reminded you of Louisiana. Except three years had settled carefully between every sentence.
Then at the same time--"Something's off about de Fontaine." "So..."
Both of you stopped talking. Bucky blinked. You did too.
"...Sorry."
"You go."
"No, you."
You both laughed. Again. It felt easier this time.
You folded your arms. "I don't trust Valentina."
His expression immediately became serious.
"I've been trying to figure out what she's building." You continued walking. "Everything I've signed involving her has been legal. Which somehow makes it worse."
"Exactly."
You glanced toward him. "Military procurement. Private research. Property acquisitions. Defense funding. OXE. Every single piece makes sense on its own. But together, they're building toward something."
Bucky nodded slowly. "I've been seeing the same thing in Congress. Nothing you can actually accuse her of."
"No."
"But enough to keep you awake."
You looked at him. "I'm glad it's not just me."
"It isn't."
The parking garage came into view. Concrete. Cool air. Much quieter than the courthouse above. Bucky slowed.
"So..." He rubbed the back of his neck. "I've actually been meaning to ask you something."
You looked up. He suddenly looked less like Congressman Barnes. More like Bucky. The one who never quite knew what to do with his hands.
"The phone call." His voice was quieter now. "Three years ago." He couldn't quite meet your eyes. "I always wondered..." He exhaled. "...why you never called me back."
There it was. Three years. Reduced to one sentence.
You looked down at the concrete between your feet. "I wanted to."
He looked up.
"I picked up my phone more times than I can count." Your laugh held no humor. "I'd even type something."
"What happened?"
"I'd delete it. Every time." You searched for the words. "I wasn't angry." Not anymore. "I was..." You shook your head. "Hurt."
He nodded once. "I know."
"No." You looked at him. "I don't think you do."
He stayed quiet.
"I wasn't hurt because you knew." Your voice softened. "I was hurt because somewhere along the way..." You smiled sadly. "...you became important to me."
Bucky’s breathing caught.
"And suddenly I didn't know what our friendship had been." You looked away. "I started questioning every conversation we'd had that summer. Every joke. Every late-night talk. I kept wondering..." You swallowed. "'Was he looking at me knowing the whole time?'"
His face fell. "I know. I know. I asked myself that every day." The words came quickly now. "I should've told you. Maybe not that day. Maybe not the next. But sometime sooner than I wanted. I just..." His shoulders slumped. "I kept waiting for the right moment. And then too much time had passed. And after that..." He laughed bitterly. "I figured you hated me."
You stared at him. "You really thought that?"
"I would've." He shrugged helplessly. "If somebody hurt me like that."
You sighed. "I didn't hate you. I just..."
"You needed space." Bucky blurted, more for himself.
"I needed to stop blaming the wrong person." You exhaled.
He frowned. "What?"
You smiled sadly. "I spent so long trying to figure out who to blame for losing Steve that I picked the only person who was still there."
Bucky looked like someone had knocked the air from his lungs.
"I knew it wasn't your decision. I've always known. But knowing something and accepting it...They're different."
He nodded slowly. "I understand."
Silence settled again. Lighter this time. Not because everything had been fixed. Because everything had finally been said.
For the first time in years, neither of you was carrying it alone.
He glanced toward the garage exit. "So..." His smile returned, hesitant but genuine. "I'll see you at Fontaine's charity gala?"
You couldn't help yourself. "De Fontaine." You emphasized the syllable.
He groaned dramatically. “So, you’re still as insufferable”
“Always”
He smiled. "I figured." He gestured toward the lower level where your car was parked. "Can I walk you to your car?"
You looked at him for a moment. Three years ago, you might have overthought the offer. Wondered what it meant. Wondered whether accepting would make things more complicated.
Today, it just felt familiar.
You smiled. "I'd like that."
Neither of you noticed that, for the first time in three years, you were walking beside each other instead of several careful steps apart. Neither of you reached for the other. But neither of you drifted away, either.
If you had paid closer attention to the invitation weeks ago, you never would have accepted it.
The realization didn't hit until your driver slowed beneath the familiar skyline. Your eyes lifted. Then stopped. Stark Tower. Or, what used to be Stark Tower.
The glowing "A" that had once crowned the building was gone, replaced by clean architectural lighting and discreet corporate branding. Glass panels reflected the Manhattan skyline exactly as they always had, but somehow the building looked colder now. Sterile. Like someone had taken a home and turned it into an investment.
You remained seated for another second after the car stopped.
Tony had built this place to bring people together. Now it hosted fundraisers for politicians. Funny how buildings survived people.
A valet opened your door. "Good evening, Ms. Stark."
You thanked him automatically. The words barely registered. As your heels clicked across the marble entrance, memories surfaced before you could stop them.
Tony yelling across the workshop because you'd touched something you definitely weren't supposed to. Natasha stealing strawberries from the kitchen. Bruce explaining radiation mechanics to a very confused Thor. Steve standing by the windows overlooking the city, waiting for you to finish work so the two of you could finally go home. Your chest tightened. Not today. You'd promised yourself this wasn't going to be one of those days.
You stepped inside. The lobby had changed almost beyond recognition. The Avengers' history had become branding, history, decorations.
The conference rooms were gone. The common living spaces had become elegant reception halls. Even the elevator interiors had been redesigned. Valentina hadn't simply bought the building. She'd erased everything that had made it a home.
A server appeared beside you with a silver tray. "Champagne?"
You accepted a glass more for something to do with your hands than because you intended to drink it. Music drifted through the ballroom. Politicians. Military officials. Corporate executives. Lobbyists. Foreign diplomats.
Everyone smiling. Everyone pretending.
It was remarkable how quickly Washington and New York became the same room when enough money was involved.
You recognized almost everyone. Few of them were friends. Mostly people you'd learned to negotiate with.
You smiled. Shook hands. Accepted compliments. Answered the same questions. All while trying very hard not to think about the floor beneath your feet.
Then, something made you look up. Not instinct. Habit.
Someone was watching you. Your eyes found the second-floor balcony. He was already looking at you.
Bucky stood near the railing, one hand resting loosely against polished wood, another wrapped around an untouched glass of sparkling water. A charcoal suit replaced the leather jackets you had gotten used to seeing him in. His tie had already been loosened half an inch, as though even Congressman Barnes hadn't fully adjusted to formal events.
He looked comfortable. No. He looked like someone pretending to be comfortable. The difference mattered.
For a moment, neither of you moved. Three years. Hundreds of texts. One unanswered phone call. One awkward conversation outside a courthouse.
And somehow, seeing him across a crowded room made the past three years disappear.
Bucky smiled first. Small. Almost hesitant.
Your shoulders relaxed before you even realized they'd been tense. He noticed. Of course he noticed. He always had.
From the balcony, Bucky watched you accept another handshake. He'd seen you the second you'd stepped through the doors. Actually, before that. He'd recognized your car pulling into the sidewalk outside. Old habits.
His attention had tracked you automatically. He noticed the brief pause outside the entrance. The way your eyes lingered on the building. The tiny breath you took before walking inside. Nobody else would've recognized what that meant. He did.
Because he understood what you lived inside these walls years ago. Back when laughter echoed through the halls instead of campaign donations. Back when the Tower had felt alive.
He wondered if coming here hurt. Judging by the look on your face, it did.
Without thinking, he set his untouched drink onto a passing server's tray. Then headed downstairs.
You looked up just as he reached the last step. "Congressman Barnes."
There it was again. Professional. Safe.
He smiled despite himself. "Ms. Stark."
He stopped in front of you. For one ridiculous second, he forgot every prepared sentence he'd come up with while walking downstairs. Instead, the truth escaped. "You look..."
You glanced down at your dress. "Miserable?"
He blinked. "What?"
"Out of place?" you offered. You gestured around the ballroom. "Like someone who realized a little too late where this thing was being held?"
Bucky couldn't help smiling. "I was going to say..." His eyes met yours. "...beautiful."
Silence. Real silence. Not awkward. Just unexpected.
Heat crept into your cheeks so quickly you almost looked away. Beautiful? You hadn't felt beautiful all day. You'd nearly changed dresses three times. Spent twenty minutes convincing yourself not to cancel. Had cried, just a little, while fastening your earrings.
Yet somehow, he'd looked at you like none of that existed.
Bucky looked equally surprised. The words had simply come out. No rehearsing. No overthinking. Just honesty.
He realized then that it had become dangerously easy to tell you the truth.
You smiled. Softly. "Thank you." Your eyes wandered over him now. Actually looking. "You clean up pretty well."
He chuckled. "I'd hope so."
"No..." You tilted your head thoughtfully. "I like the hair."
Almost reflexively, he reached up, brushing a hand through it. "It getting too long?"
"I didn't say that."
"So it's...okay?"
"I think it suits you, Bucky."
He smiled. Not because of the compliment. Because, for the first time in years, you hadn't called him James. Or Congressman Barnes. Or Representative. Just—"Bucky."
It was such a small thing. One word. Yet somehow, it sounded like forgiveness. And for the first time since Louisiana, he let himself believe that maybe, just maybe, they weren't starting over. They were simply finding their way back.
Bucky rubbed a hand through the longer hair at the back of his neck, suddenly self-conscious. "I figured I'd try something different."
"It works." You tilted your head, studying him for another second. "It fits the whole serious Congressman image."
He laughed under his breath. "That's the nicest way anyone's ever called me old."
"I didn't say old."
"You implied it."
"I implied professional."
"Worse."
You laughed, and somehow the sound dissolved the last bit of awkwardness between you. It surprised both of you.
For three years, every conversation had lived behind a phone screen, carefully measured, politely distant. Birthday texts. Holiday messages. Congratulations after elections. Articles forwarded without explanation. Neither of you had ever stopped reaching out. You had simply stopped reaching.
Yet standing here now, teasing each other as naturally as you used to, it felt almost unfair how quickly the distance disappeared. As though it had only been waiting for someone to ignore it.
Neither of you mentioned it. Neither of you wanted to risk breaking whatever fragile thing had quietly returned between you.
Bucky followed your gaze around the ballroom. "So..." He nodded toward the towering glass walls. "You really sold the place."
Your smile faded. "...Yeah." You looked around slowly. "I fought it for months." You laughed once, shaking your head. "Actually... I think Pepper would've said years."
He stayed quiet, letting you continue.
"Every email from Valentina sat unanswered. Every contract ended up at the bottom of a pile." You exhaled softly. "Eventually I realized I wasn't protecting the Tower."
Your eyes lingered on the grand staircase where the Avengers logo still overlooked the lobby, now more decoration than a symbol of what you represented. "I was protecting a memory."
Bucky looked around the room.
"It doesn't feel like home anymore." You whispered. "It isn't."
The words carried more relief than sadness. "I haven't stepped foot in here since Tony died." You smiled faintly. "I almost turned the invitation down the second I saw the address."
"I would've." He confessed.
You looked at him. "You came."
"I have committee obligations. " He argued.
"Liar."
His mouth twitched. "...Mostly, I wanted to see what she’d turn it into. Maybe I am a bit of a gossip."
That earned another laugh.
He looked around again, taking in the polished marble, the expensive artwork, the unfamiliar furniture. "Maybe..." he said quietly, "...that's not the worst thing."
You raised an eyebrow.
"When I first got to Washington, I hated it." A smile settled across his face. "But eventually..." He slipped his hands into his pockets. "Being somewhere new forced me to stop asking who I used to be."
You listened carefully.
"I couldn't be the Winter Soldier there." His eyes drifted toward the ballroom. "I couldn't even really be Steve's best friend." He shrugged. "So I had to figure out who Bucky Barnes was when nobody had an answer."
You didn't interrupt.
"I think..." he admitted, "...politics helped with that."
"You believe in it."
"I believe in helping people." He smiled. "Turns out Congress is just another way of doing that."
You looked at him for a long moment. "It suits you."
His eyes met yours. "And you?"
You looked around the ballroom. Around the people. The politicians. The military officers. The endless conversations you'd spent years navigating.
"I don't know." It came out quieter than you intended. "I keep waiting to feel like I've arrived somewhere."
"You have."
You frowned.
He continued before you could argue. "You spend every day trying to keep people from tearing each other apart." His voice remained calm. "You bridge governments and people. You protect people who don't always deserve protecting. And somehow..." A small smile appeared. "...you still believe most people are trying to do the right thing."
You looked away. "I don't know if all that's true."
"I do." The certainty in his voice caught you off guard. "I think you're a lot closer to figuring yourself out than you think."
For just a second, the noise of the gala disappeared. You weren't sure anyone had ever said something that kind to you without wanting something in return.
Before you could answer, Bucky's attention shifted over your shoulder. His expression changed instantly. Professional. Focused.
He gave your shoulder the lightest bump with his own. "You can thank me later."
"For what?"
He nodded toward the far end of the ballroom. Valentina, still entertaining donors with an effortless smile, had just been intercepted by Congressman Gary Anderson. The congressman's expression was far less pleasant.
"You wanted something suspicious." Bucky's eyes narrowed slightly. "I think we just found it."
Without another word, the two of you drifted through the crowd, not as Congressman Barnes and the government's Enhanced Affairs Liaison...
But as partners following the same instinct. Again.
Across the ballroom, Valentina moved through her guests with effortless precision, never lingering with one person for too long before drifting to the next. Every laugh sounded practiced. Every smile landed at exactly the right moment. She stopped beside a glass display case.
Inside rested a pair of battered Chitauri restraints, warped from years of damage, the alien metal still carrying faint blue etchings beneath the lights. She gestured toward them as another wealthy donor leaned closer.
"They're genuine," Valentina said warmly. "Recovered after the Battle of New York by one of the city's first responders."
The guest's eyes widened. "Really?"
Valentina nodded. "They came with the building." Her fingers brushed lightly against the glass. "I thought they deserved a better home than another government warehouse."
She smiled, almost sentimental. "A reminder that people fall..." She paused just long enough for everyone listening to lean in. "...but we always find a way to rebuild."
The donor chuckled appreciatively. "That's beautiful."
"It photographs well too," Valentina replied with a wink.
Before the guest could answer, another voice cut through the conversation.
"That's certainly...inspiring."
Valentina's smile never faltered as she turned. Congressman Gary Anderson. Of course.
She clasped her hands together. "Congressman. I'm delighted you came."
"I couldn't miss it. It's a beautiful fake event." His gaze swept across the ballroom. "The First Responders Family Fund." He gave a slow nod. "That's cute."
"Cute? Oh."
"This won’t sway the votes enough to save your ass. " He looked around at the towering chandeliers.
A few nearby guests suddenly became very interested in their champagne.
For the first time, the smile around Valentina’s eyes tightened. Barely. "Mel?" Her assistant appeared immediately. "Would you check on Mr. Whitmore? I think he was looking for me."
Mel understood the dismissal without another word and gently guided the donor away, leaving the two politicians alone.
Gary waited until they were out of earshot. "This gaudy Avengers propaganda..." He gestured toward the Chitauri restraints. "...reeks of desperation."
Valentina folded her hands behind her back. "If you really believed that, Congressman..." she said softly, "...you wouldn't have bothered showing up. You're scared because your investigation into my office came up clean."
His expression hardened. “Spotlessly clean. Almost as if someone frantically got rid of all the evidence.”
She laughed. "Or..." She leaned forward just enough to lower her voice. “as if someone was incredibly innocent. Without evidence, this impeachment process is running on borrowed time.”
The silence stretched between them. Then— "Excuse me!"
A photographer appeared almost out of nowhere. "One picture?"
Both politicians smiled instantly. As though the previous thirty seconds had never happened. Flash. Another. Flash. Valentina rested a friendly hand against Gary's arm. Gary smiled for the cameras like an old colleague.
Anyone looking from across the ballroom would have believed they were allies.
Only after the photographer thanked them did they step apart. "Have a lovely evening, Congressman." "You too, Director."
They walked away in opposite directions.
You watched the exchange beside Bucky, neither of you speaking immediately. Bucky watched the exchange unfold from beside you, though at some point he'd stopped paying attention to Valentina altogether.
Instead, he found himself watching you. The way your brows drew together whenever something caught your attention. The little smile that tugged at the corner of your mouth every time Congressman Gary landed another jab. The quiet laugh you tried, and failed, to hide behind your champagne glass.
It was familiar. Comfortably familiar. He hadn't realized how much he'd missed seeing it in person.
When Gary and Valentina finally drifted apart, you let out a small breath through your nose. "Well," you said, lifting your glass, "there's my entertainment for the evening."
This time he did laugh. "Washington grows on you."
"I'm not sure that's something to brag about."
"It's not."
You smiled at each other. Not awkwardly. Not cautiously. Just normally. The realization caught him off guard.
For the first time since Louisiana, this didn't feel like two people carefully choosing every word. It felt like them.
His smile lingered a second longer before duty pulled him back to reality. "I've..." He glanced across the ballroom. "I've gotta take care of something."
You raised an eyebrow. "'Take care of something?'"
He nodded. "Need to talk to someone."
"Very mysterious."
"I try."
You leaned in conspiratorially. "Political business?"
"Something like that."
"You realize that makes it sound even more suspicious."
"It probably is."
You grinned. "Ooh." You lowered your voice dramatically. "Secret congressman mission."
He rubbed the back of his neck, already regretting saying anything. "I didn't say that."
"No..." You pointed at him. "...but you definitely implied it."
He couldn't stop himself from smiling.
"I'll try to stay out of your way then."
"You don't have to—"
You were already reaching for another champagne flute from a passing server. "Relax." You looked back over your shoulder. "I promise I won't accidentally expose your covert operation."
Then, you winked. It lasted less than a second before you disappeared into the crowd.
Bucky remained exactly where he was. He stared after you longer than he probably should have. His stomach did something strange. Not unpleasant. Just, unexpected.
You’d winked at him before. Dozens of times. Usually after teasing him. Or winning an argument. Or catching him being grumpy. So why did it feel different now?
He frowned to himself. Maybe because it had been three years. Maybe because you smiled first. Maybe because, for the first time since that night on the dock in Louisiana, you looked at him like nothing had to be repaired anymore. Like he hadn't lost you after all.
He wasn't sure which thought unsettled him more.
A passing congressman clapped him on the shoulder, snapping him back to the present. "Barnes."
Bucky blinked. Right. He had a reason for being here. He tore his eyes away from where you'd disappeared into the crowd and straightened his jacket.
Mission first. Whatever... that had just been could wait. For now.
Across the ballroom, Bucky finally spotted Mel standing alone near the grand staircase. She wasn't watching the guests. She was staring at the massive illuminated "A" suspended above the lobby, the same place where the Avengers logo had once overlooked the Tower.
Or maybe she wasn't looking at the letter at all. Maybe she was imagining what had stood there before.
He approached quietly, stopping beside her instead of directly behind. For a few moments, neither of them spoke.
"What do you think?" he asked.
Mel blinked, almost startled. "Oh." She turned. "Congressman Barnes."
He nodded politely. "Mel, right?"
A small smile. "That's me."
His gaze drifted back toward the towering emblem. He looked up at the ceiling.
He gestured toward the building around them. "All of this probably feels like ancient history to you."
"Kierkegaard said..." she began carefully, trying to remember the quote. "Life can only be understood backwards..."
"Very true," Bucky added.
Her eyebrows lifted. " Is it?"
“I don't really know.”
She laughed. “Though it sounded good”
He shrugged. “He believed it was up to individuals to create values.”
She smiled. After a beat, she added quietly, "I know who you are and what you're doing.”
Bucky looked at her. His expression stayed perfectly neutral. "What am I doing?"
She nodded. “You're working me. You're trying to get me on your side.” She folded her arms. She studied him.
"You know..."
He didn't react. “Okay, look. You say you know who I am, so you know my story.” His eyes met hers. “And you know I didn't have a choice who I worked for. But you do.”
Mel looked away first. “I need to keep Valentina on schedule. “
Bucky reached into the inside pocket of his jacket. She immediately sighed. "Oh, what's this? Is this your trash?”
He held out a business card.
“It's my business card.”
She looked at it but didn't take it.
"In case..." He smiled. "you need help or, you know, want to share some secret hidden evidence."
She finally accepted it.
“Well. Goodbye”
She tucked the card into her pocket. As she walked away, Bucky didn't call after her. He simply watched her disappear into the crowd. Sometimes planting the seed was enough. And if his instincts were right, Mel had looked at that business card for just a second longer than someone with nothing to hide should have.
For the rest of the evening, you found yourself unconsciously searching for him. Not because you meant to. Because somehow, every time you looked across the ballroom, you knew exactly where he was.
He never stayed in one place for long. One conversation with a senator. Another with a military liaison. A handshake with a donor. A photograph with someone from the Veterans Committee.
To anyone else, Congressman Barnes looked perfectly at ease. You knew better. His eyes never stopped moving. Neither did yours. He wasn't working the room. He was watching it. Watching Valentina. Watching Mel. Watching every entrance, every hallway, every whispered conversation that broke apart the second someone approached.
Whenever another guest stopped him, he smiled politely, answered their questions, even laughed when expected. The second they walked away, the smile disappeared. His jaw tightened. His shoulders squared.
You'd seen that look before. Not the Winter Soldier. Bucky when he was trying to solve a problem.
Hours passed before you finally slipped away from the ballroom, needing a break from the endless music and political small talk. The hallway outside was blessedly quiet.
You had barely rounded the corner when someone caught your wrist. Your body tensed automatically, until you saw him.
His grip loosened immediately. "Sorry."
"No," you said, smiling. "You just scared five years off my life."
"I'll buy them back later."
"You'd better."
For a second, neither of you moved. Then he glanced down the corridor before speaking quietly. "I talked to Mel."
You leaned against the wall. "Valentina's assistant?"
He nodded. "I think she's wavering."
"Wavering?"
"I don't think she's completely bought in anymore."
That got your attention. "You think she'll talk?"
"I think..." He searched for the words. "...she wants someone to give her permission to."
You studied him. "And?"
"I need Gary."
"Congressman Anderson?"
"Yeah."
"What for?"
He looked at you. "Do you trust me?"
The question caught you off guard. Not because of what he asked. Because he asked at all.
Three years ago, you weren't sure how you would've answered. Tonight, you nodded without hesitation. "I do."
Something in his expression softened. "Come on."
He led you upstairs toward one of the quieter hallways overlooking the ballroom. As if on cue, Congressman Gary Anderson stepped through a nearby doorway carrying a folder tucked beneath one arm.
Bucky intercepted him. "Congressman."
Gary nearly jumped. "Holy—" He grabbed his chest dramatically. "Barnes. You trying to kill me?"
Bucky ignored the comment. "I've got something."
Gary immediately glanced around. "What?"
"Mel. The assistant? I think she's..." He paused. "...ductile."
Gary blinked. "Ductile?"
Bucky nodded slowly.
“Oh. I mean, good.” He sighed, annoyed, “I mean next time text like a normal person?”
You pressed your lips together, desperately trying not to laugh. Bucky looked over at you. That familiar glare.
Except after all these years, it had completely lost its intimidation. It wasn't the Winter Soldier's stare anymore. It was simply Bucky silently informing you that you were being very unhelpful. Which somehow made you want to laugh even more.
He sighed. "Look, we're safe here." He pointed toward the ceiling. "We’re in a blind spot, okay. Away from those two cameras."
Gary looked upward. Then back at him. "Hold on, alright? We don’t need to go rogue, in the darkness, or whatever you people do.”
"You people? Hold On? You don't know what Val is capable of.” You argued.
Bucky sighed, “We need to move fast and the assistant is on the fence.”
You stepped beside him. "He's right."
Gary looked at you. "Miss Stark. You've worked with her."
"I have."
"Then you know accusations aren't enough."
"I also know she's spent three years making sure no accusation sticks."
Gary sighed. "Without a smoking gun, the best chance to get Val out of power is to whip the votes. And you can help with that, and let the system do its job.”
Bucky laughed once. A tired laugh. "The same system that takes a recess every afternoon at four?"
Gary didn't smile. He adjusted the folder beneath his arm "Look, we are in a good spot. I assure you. My team is putting together a juicy packet for the next hearing.”
Bucky blinked. "...Packet?"
"Yes. A packet." Gary looked genuinely confused. "Read the packets, Barnes."
Then, with one final nod, he disappeared back toward the ballroom.
Silence settled between the two of you. You watched Bucky stare after him. He looked disappointed. Not angry. Just disappointed.
He'd hoped another elected official would understand. Would act. Instead, he'd gotten another reminder that Washington solved problems with binders before people.
You stepped closer. "He isn't wrong."
"I know."
"But neither are you."
He looked at you.
"You've spent all year trying to change the system." Your voice softened. "You're just frustrated because it's starting to change the way you work too."
He let out a slow breath. "...Maybe."
"No." You smiled gently. "It still hasn't though. You still run toward people. You just wear a suit when you do it now."
For the first time that evening, he smiled again. A real one.
The gala slowly began winding down. Guests filtered toward the exits, conversations giving way to polite goodbyes and the hum of waiting town cars.
Bucky insisted on walking you outside. Neither of you talked much. Some silences didn't need filling anymore.
Your car pulled to the curb. He opened the door before you could reach for it. Some habits never changed.
You looked up at him. "Goodnight, Congressman."
He smiled. "Goodnight..."
This time, he said your name. Not Ms. Stark. Not professionally. Just your name. You smiled before climbing into the car.
As it pulled away, you glanced back through the rear window. He was still standing there beneath the lights of the Tower. Hands in his pockets.
Watching until your car disappeared into Manhattan traffic. Only then did he turn back toward the building. Toward Valentina. Toward whatever secret she was working so hard to keep hidden.
Summary: In the quiet after the fight, you and Bucky find yourselves surrounded by the kind of belonging neither thought you would have again. But when Bucky finally reveals the one secret he has carried since the day Steve left, the fragile trust growing between you fractures, leaving both to wonder whether some things can be forgiven without ever being forgotten.
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The days that followed settled into an unfamiliar kind of quiet. For the first time in weeks, there were no explosions. No emergency calls in the middle of the night. No rushing to airports or chasing leads across continents.
Life simply... resumed. Or at least, tried to.
Bucky disappeared almost as quickly as the dust had settled. He never told anyone where he was going. You didn't ask. Some part of you already knew.
He was finally doing what you and Sam had challenged him to do, not avenging his past, but facing it. One name at a time. One apology at a time. One impossible conversation after another.
You found yourself wondering how he was doing more often than you cared to admit. Sometimes your fingers hovered over your phone before you stopped yourself.
He needed to do this on his own. Besides, you weren't exactly good at asking people if they were okay either.
Sam, meanwhile, disappeared for different reasons. He'd mentioned wanting to visit Isaiah Bradley. After everything that had happened, the shield, Walker, Karli, New York, it felt overdue.
As for you, life returned to conference rooms. Government briefings. Security assessments. Questions from senators who suddenly wanted your opinion now that Captain America had publicly challenged them.
You attended meeting after meeting, reviewing footage from New York, answering inquiries about enhanced individuals, reconstruction efforts, and international relations.
There were questions about Walker. Questions about Sharon. Questions about the Flag Smashers. And surprisingly, very few objections to Sam.
After his speech, even the loudest critics seemed reluctant to argue with him publicly. Not because everyone agreed. Because everyone had heard him. That mattered.
A week later, Sam called. You answered.
The Captain America exhibit was quieter than you remembered. School groups wandered through the displays. Veterans stopped beside old photographs. Parents explained history to children too young to understand it.
You waited near the final gallery, hands tucked into your jacket pockets. The familiar exhibits surrounded you. Steve's uniform. His motorcycle. The Howling Commandos. Peggy. The shield. Bucky.
Memories seemed to live inside every glass case. Your eyes lingered on one photograph longer than the others. Steve. Smiling.
It still hurt. Not as sharply anymore. But enough. Enough that your chest tightened. Enough that you still missed reaching for him.
Footsteps echoed down the hallway. You looked up. Sam entered first. Beside him walked Isaiah Bradley. His grandson, Eli, stayed close, looking around with quiet curiosity.
Isaiah barely glanced at the familiar Captain America displays. His attention stayed on Sam. "You brought me all the way here for this?"
"Just keep walking." His voice carried a smile.
Isaiah grumbled something under his breath, but followed anyway. They rounded the final corner. Then Isaiah stopped. Completely. His grandson froze beside him.
You were already waiting there. Behind you stood a new exhibit. Not large. Not flashy. Just honest.
A bronze statue stood proudly beneath soft museum lights. Isaiah Bradley. Not hidden. Not forgotten. Displayed beside the heroes he'd fought alongside. Along the wall stretched photographs that had never before been seen publicly. Black-and-white images. Military records. Recovered documentation. His years of service. The years stolen from him.
A timeline that didn't erase the suffering, but refused to let it remain buried. At the center rested a simple plaque. ISAIAH BRADLEY. Soldier. Hero. Patriot.
Beneath it was the story history had finally chosen to tell. Not the government's version. The truth.
Isaiah didn't move. His weathered hands trembled almost imperceptibly. His eyes moved from photograph to photograph. Reading every word. Studying every date. Almost as though he expected them to disappear if he blinked.
You watched him quietly. For once, there was nothing to fix. Nothing to say. Only something to witness.
After a long moment, Isaiah finally turned toward you and Sam. His eyes glistened. Years of anger. Pain. Silence. Gone, if only for a moment.
You stepped beside Sam. A small smile found your face. "Now..." Your voice was barely above a whisper. "...they'll never forget what you did for this country."
Sam nodded. "Never."
Isaiah looked between the two of you. He tried to speak. Nothing came out. Instead, he crossed the room. He stopped in front of Sam. Then, without another word, he reached for him. Pulling him into a fierce embrace. Not because Sam had given him something. Because Sam had seen him. Really seen him.
The old soldier shook as decades of grief finally escaped him. Sam simply held on. No speeches. No promises. Just held on.
You looked away for a second, giving them the privacy they deserved. Your gaze drifted toward Steve's photo displayed in the next gallery. For years, his shield had represented one man's legacy.
Today, it had become something bigger. You smiled to yourself. Steve would've loved this. And somehow, you thought Sam knew that too.
A few days later, you found yourself driving back down the familiar roads of Delacroix. This time, there were no emergency calls waiting for you. No helicopters overhead. No meetings to rush back to. Just Louisiana.
The windows of your car were rolled down, letting the warm, salty breeze drift through the cabin. The scent of marsh water mixed with barbecue smoke long before you reached the Wilson house.
You smiled. You'd know that smell anywhere now. As you pulled into the gravel driveway, music floated through the air. Laughter followed. The celebration had already started.
Colorful string lights stretched between the trees, glowing softly as the sun dipped lower over the bayou. Folding tables overflowed with homemade food, desserts, coolers full of drinks, and enough seafood to feed half the parish.
The Wilson boat sat proudly at the dock, freshly painted and shining in the evening light. It looked alive again. Just like the family who owned it.
The moment you stepped out of the car—"There she is!"
One of Sarah's neighbors waved you over before you even had a chance to grab the pie you'd promised to bring.
Someone else immediately relieved you of it. "You're late."
"I brought dessert."
"So, you're forgiven."
You laughed. "I was hoping that was the exchange rate."
"It is around here."
The first familiar face you spotted wasn't Sam. It was Bucky. He stood near one of the picnic tables, somehow looking completely at home despite the fact that only a week ago he'd claimed he wasn't good with people.
Apparently the people of Delacroix hadn't gotten that memo. Someone shoved a paper plate piled high with food into his hands. Another neighbor handed him a drink before he'd even finished the first one.
One of the older men slapped him on the shoulder like they'd been fishing together for years. "You eat enough yet?"
"I think this is my third plate."
"Then you're behind."
Another plate appeared. Bucky looked completely defeated. "...Thank you."
You couldn't help smiling. The former Winter Soldier, the man who once terrified entire governments, was currently losing a battle against Southern hospitality.
He caught your eye across the yard. For a split second, his expression changed. Not dramatically. Just lighter. His shoulders relaxed almost imperceptibly. He lifted his beer in greeting.
You mirrored the gesture with an amused nod before someone bumped into him, dragging him into another conversation.
"About time." Sam appeared beside you as though he'd materialized from thin air.
Before you could answer, he shoved a cold beer into your hand. "There."
"I didn't even ask."
"You were gonna."
"I was."
"I know." He grinned. "Come on." He hooked an arm around your shoulder and steered you through the crowd before you could protest. "Sarah!"
She looked up from arranging another tray of food. The second she saw you, she abandoned the table completely. She wrapped you in a hug so warm it immediately reminded you why you'd come back. "You came."
"I said I would."
She held you a little tighter. "...Thank you."
You frowned. "For what?"
"For everything. The boat. The boys. Sam. You didn't have to keep showing up."
You smiled gently. "I wanted to."
She looked like she wanted to argue. Instead she simply squeezed your hands.
"We're glad you did."
You bumped her shoulder playfully. "I expect payment."
"Oh?"
"Home-cooked meals."
"As many as you want."
One of Sarah's friends laughed from nearby. "Honey, we'll feed you."
Another looked you up and down dramatically. "You could use another twenty pounds if you're gonna keep saving the world."
Laughter erupted around the table. You looked down at yourself before shrugging. "I've been told explosions burn calories."
"They do not."
"There's no scientific evidence."
"I'm choosing to believe there is."
"Sit down." Someone was already piling food onto another plate for you.
You surrendered. "I've learned fighting this is impossible."
Sarah smirked. "Now you're getting it."
As the evening settled in, the party grew louder. Children raced across the yard chasing one another with glow sticks. Someone started dancing near the dock. Music drifted over the water. Neighbors told stories you'd already heard twice, and happily listened to them a third time.
Eventually Sam stood. Beer in hand. He cleared his throat. The conversations slowly quieted.
"I just wanted to say..." He looked toward the restored boat. "...thank you." His voice caught for only a moment. "This thing means more to our family than I probably ever knew."
He looked toward Sarah. "Couldn't have done it without my sister."
Sarah rolled her eyes immediately. "You absolutely could've."
"No." He smiled. "I couldn't."
She finally stood too. "If we're being honest..." She pointed toward the crowd. "It wasn't just us." Her eyes wandered over everyone gathered there. "Every single one of you showed up. When we needed help... You came."
Her gaze eventually settled on you. "...Some people came from a little farther away than others."
Your cheeks warmed immediately. You shook your head. "It wasn't a big deal—"
"No." She interrupted gently. "It was."
For a moment, you didn't know what to say. So you simply smiled.
Across the yard, a burst of laughter stole everyone's attention.
Bucky sat cross-legged in the grass surrounded by AJ, Cass, and what looked like every child in the neighborhood. "Does it come off?"
"No."
"Can I touch it?"
"...Sure."
Tiny hands poked cautiously at the vibranium fingers.
One little girl gasped as they moved. "Do you feel that?"
"I do."
"So it's real?"
He looked at his arm thoughtfully. "...Pretty sure."
Another kid frowned. "So you're basically a robot?"
Bucky looked horrified. "No."
"You sure?"
"I'm... mostly sure."
The children dissolved into giggles.
You watched from across the yard. Something softened inside your chest. He wasn't forcing himself to smile anymore. He simply was. Happy. Or maybe, learning how to be.
Almost as if he sensed your gaze, Bucky looked up. Across the crowd, your eyes met. Neither of you waved. Neither of you spoke. He simply smiled. Small. Easy. Real.
You smiled back without thinking.
Then AJ grabbed his metal arm again. "Can you lift Uncle Sam?"
Bucky looked over at Sam. A slow grin spread across his face. "I probably could."
Sam pointed at him from across the yard. "Don't you dare."
The entire party erupted into laughter. And for the first time in what felt like years, everything was good. Even if only for one evening. It was enough.
The celebration slowly faded into the background. The music became quieter. Children were being rounded up by tired parents, paper lanterns reflected across the calm water, and conversations drifted farther apart as the night settled over the bayou.
You found yourself alone at the end of the dock. A bottle rested loosely in your hand. The sunset painted the water gold, then orange, then deep violet. For the first time in months, your mind was quiet.
You heard footsteps on the wooden planks. Slow. Measured. They stopped beside you. You didn't look over. You didn't have to. You recognized him before he even spoke.
The faint scent of cedar, old leather, and machine oil had somehow become familiar. Comforting, even.
Bucky stopped beside you. For a moment, neither of you spoke.
It had been nearly two weeks since New York. The longest you'd gone without seeing one another since everything in Munich had begun.
Funny. A few months ago, that would've meant nothing.
Now, you found yourself oddly aware of the absence.
He leaned against the railing beside you. "You disappear for two weeks..." His voice carried that dry edge you'd grown to love. "...and suddenly I have to compete with half of Delacroix for your attention."
You laughed softly. "I could say the same thing. I spent twenty minutes looking for you." You smiled.
"I noticed."
"You noticed?" You frowned.
He nodded toward the house behind you. "You checked the porch. The kitchen. The boat." A tiny smile tugged at one corner of his mouth. "...Then you came out here."
You blinked. "Were you watching me?"
"I observe."
You laughed. "Oh, now you're stealing my line."
"I learned from the best."
The words came easily. Naturally. Not forced. Not accidental.
Bucky Barnes was finally speaking before the Winter Soldier had a chance to stop him.
Heat crept into your cheeks despite yourself. "That almost sounded like a compliment."
He looked genuinely thoughtful. "Maybe it was."
You stared. The smile that followed was unmistakably his. Relaxed. Confident. Dangerously familiar.
"Careful, Barnes."
"What?"
"You keep saying things like that..." You tilted your head. "I might start believing Steve's stories."
He huffed a quiet laugh. "They got dramatic every time he told them."
"Oh?" You smiled. "I don't know."
"What?"
"I think you've still got it."
His eyebrow lifted. "...Got what?"
"I told you. The charm."
For just a second, he didn't look away. He simply smiled. "...You think so?"
The question was quiet. Not fishing for reassurance. Just curious.
You nodded. "I know so."
Silence settled again. Comfortable. Easy. Neither of you seemed particularly interested in filling it.
"So..." His voice was almost lost beneath the breeze. "What now?"
You smiled softly, watching the horizon. "Later this week, I'm accompanying Sharon to her hearing."
He nodded.
"They're finally pardoning her. They should've done it years ago."
"They should've." Another pause. "And after that?"
You exhaled. "I'll probably go back to New York. Answer the mountain of emails I've been pretending don't exist."
He laughed quietly.
"I've got meetings. Briefings. Pepper's still trying to sort through Tony's estate." Your smile softened. "I've been meaning to spend more time with her... and Morgan."
Your eyes drifted toward the house behind you. Laughter floated out through the open windows. "But..." You looked back at the water. "Today doesn't belong to any of that. It belongs to this."
You gestured toward the lights behind you. "The Wilsons. The boat. The food. The terrible dancing.”
"I wasn't dancing."
"You were."
He looked offended. "I was standing rhythmically."
You laughed. "Sure."
The laughter faded naturally.
"It just..." You searched for the words. "It feels good. I haven't felt... normal...in a really long time."
Bucky looked toward the party. Neither had he.
"What about you?" you asked.
He rubbed the back of his neck. "I've been thinking."
"Uh-oh."
He smiled. "I was thinking..." He looked almost embarrassed to say it aloud. "...Politics."
You turned so quickly you nearly spilled your drink. "...Politics?"
"I know."
"You?"
"I know."
"The guy who threatened to throw Zemo off a plane?"
"He deserved it."
"I don't disagree. But still..."
He laughed. "I figured..." He looked out toward the water. "If I'm serious about trying to make things better, I should probably stop punching every problem."
You grinned. "That'll be quite the campaign slogan."
He laughed. "Still working on it."
You stared at him for a second. Then, laughed. "I did not see that coming."
You smiled. "I think you'd be good. Who knows maybe one day we’ll see your name on the presidential ballot."
He snorted. "Let's slow down. I've gotta figure out whether people are willing to vote for the former Winter Soldier first."
"You'd be surprised." You looked directly at him now. "They wouldn't be voting for him. They'd be voting for James Barnes."
Silence. His smile faded. Not from sadness. From the weight of hearing his own name. Nobody had said it quite like that before.
Not with so much certainty. Like it wasn't something he had to earn back. Like it already belonged to him.
"...Thanks." Barely above a whisper. He looked over at you. Really looked.
The breeze pushed a loose strand of hair across your face.
Without thinking, he reached over. Then stopped. His hand hovered over your face for the briefest second before dropping back to the railing.
Old habits. Different century.
He cleared his throat. "...There's one more thing."
Immediately your stomach tightened. He reached into his jacket. Pulled out the small red notebook. Steve's notebook. The pages were worn now. Corners folded. The leather softened from use.
"You remember this. The amends list."
You nodded. "The names. The people you wanted to make peace with."
He smiled sadly. "Yeah." His thumb brushed across the cover. "I’ve crossed out almost every name."
You smiled faintly. "Then why are you still carrying it?"
A long silence.
His fingers stopped moving. "...Because I lied."
Your smile disappeared. Slowly, he opened the notebook. Most of the names were crossed out. Some had notes beside them. Some only initials.
At the very bottom—Yours. Still untouched.
You frowned. "...James."
His eyes never left the page. "I kept telling myself I'd cross it off after I told you."
He swallowed. "But every time I tried..." His voice faltered. "...I couldn't."
His eyes stayed fixed on the notebook. "You forgave me."
He said it almost to himself. "For your parents." He nodded once. "You forgave me for Siberia." Another nod.
"You forgave me for things I don't think I'll ever forgive myself for."
Finally, he looked at you. "But this..." His voice cracked. "...This one was my choice."
Your heartbeat slowed. "What are you talking about?"
He looked away again. "The day Steve left."
Your stomach tightened. "The bench."
He nodded. "He told me about Sam. The night before."
Your chest began to ache.
"The shield." Another nod. Then— "He told me he wasn't coming back."
The world seemed to stop. Even the waves. Even the breeze. Nothing reached your ears anymore.
"...What?"
His jaw tightened. "He said he'd finally found the chance at life he'd spent seventy years missing."
His voice grew quieter. "I smiled." A bitter laugh escaped him. "I told him he deserved it."
He swallowed hard. "I thought..." His eyes squeezed shut. "...I thought he'd already told you."
He clenched his fist, "I asked him."
Your eyes lifted.
"He said..." Bucky's voice barely existed now. "'She understands.'" Another breath. "'She'll be okay.' I believed him."
He laughed once. There wasn't an ounce of humor in it. "I believed my best friend." His shoulders sagged. "And then I saw you."
The lake. The bench.
"You looked at him..." His voice broke. "...like your whole world had just disappeared." Another pause. "Then you looked at me."
He finally met your eyes. "And I realized..."
His own eyes filled. "...I wasn't keeping Steve's secret anymore. I was keeping mine. I should've told you. The next day. The next week. In New York. Here." He shook his head.
"I almost did. So many times. Every conversation. Every laugh. Every night we couldn't sleep." His voice cracked harder. "But every time..."
He looked away. "...I knew what happened after I said it."
Silence.
"You'd lose Steve all over again." Another pause. "And this time..." His throat tightened. "...I'd lose you too. I don't expect you to forgive me. You shouldn't." He slowly closed the notebook. "I just..."
Another shaky breath. "...I couldn't stand beside you anymore and keep asking you to trust me, while I was still carrying this."
His shoulders sagged. "But that wasn't all."
A hollow laugh escaped you. "No." You shook your head slowly. "It wasn't." Your eyes finally met his. "It was every day after."
His face crumpled.
You stepped back without realizing you'd done it. Not far. Just enough. Enough for him to notice. Enough for it to hurt.
"You knew..." Your voice trembled. "...when I came looking for you and Sam."
He nodded once. Barely.
"You knew on the plane."
Another nod.
"You knew in Madripoor."
His eyes closed.
"You knew in Latvia."
"I—"
"You sat beside me." Your breathing became uneven. "You asked if I was alright. You made me laugh. You carried blankets because you knew I was cold. You stayed awake talking to me half the night."
Each memory felt different now. Not ruined. Just changed.
"You told me about your mother." Your voice cracked. "You told me things no one else knew."
Another tear slid down your cheek. "And every single one of those nights, you already knew and didn't say anything."
Silence.
"So every time I trusted you, you were carrying the one thing I couldn't understand."
Bucky couldn't make himself interrupt. Because none of it was untrue.
You looked down at the dock. "I kept asking myself..." Your voice barely existed. "...what I had done wrong."
His heart stopped.
You laughed again. Broken. "I thought maybe...I just wasn't enough."
The words hit him harder than any punch ever had. "No."
He stepped toward you instinctively. "No." His voice cracked. "Don't..." He swallowed. "Don't ever think that. You weren't the reason."
"I know." You nodded through your tears. "I know that now."
Your eyes lifted. "But I didn't then." Another silence. "And you did."
That one sentence shattered him.
"I wasn't trying to lie." His voice had become desperate. "I swear to God. I kept telling myself...'Tomorrow.'"
He laughed bitterly. "Tomorrow, I'll tell her. Then, Madripoor happened. Latvia. Walker. Karli. Then..." He shook his head. "...then it wasn't about finding the right time anymore."
"It became..." He couldn't finish.
You waited.
"...It became about being afraid." He finally admitted. "I knew..." His voice broke completely. "I knew the second I told you…I'd lose this."
His hand gestured helplessly between the two of you. "The conversations. The laughs. The way you look at me."
Another shaky breath. "You'd stop seeing James. You'd see another man who kept Steve's secret."
He laughed once. Empty. "And the worst part..." His eyes filled. "...is that you'd be right."
You stared at him. That hurt almost worse. "You were afraid I'd stop trusting you."
He nodded. "I was."
You looked away. A tear fell onto the wooden dock. "So..." You whispered. "...instead..." Another breath. "...you gave me a reason to."
Silence. Real silence. The kind that echoed louder than shouting ever could.
Bucky physically flinched. Not because you'd raised your voice. You hadn't. Because disappointment had always hurt him more than anger.
"I spent months..." You laughed weakly through another tear. "...thinking I'd lost the most important person in my life."
Your eyes met his. "I never imagined..." Your voice broke. "...I'd be standing here wondering if I was losing another one."
Silence. Bucky couldn't breathe. Because you hadn't said… "I hate you."
You’d said… "I'm afraid of losing you."
And somehow, that hurt even more.
Bucky couldn't remember the last time he'd wanted to disappear. Hydra. Prison. Therapy. None of it compared to this. Because this, this wasn't losing a fight. This was losing someone's faith.
"I'm sorry." His voice broke completely. "I know that doesn't fix it."
"No. It doesn't."
"I should've told you. The next morning. The next week. The first night in Louisiana. The second. Every day after and before."
He looked at you through tears he wasn't trying to hide anymore. "I kept thinking...if I could just give you one more good day, one more laugh, one more memory before I broke your heart, maybe it wouldn't hurt so much."
He closed his eyes. "I was wrong."
A bitter smile crossed your face. "You know what the worst part is?"
He couldn't answer.
"I still forgive you."
His eyes lifted. "You do?"
You nodded. "I forgave you...the second you finished saying it"
Another tear rolled down your cheek. "But forgiveness..." You drew a shaky breath. "...doesn't mean nothing has changed."
Another long silence.
"I trust that your heart was in the right place." You looked at the water instead of him. "But trust takes a long time to build. And only one secret to crack."
Bucky looked away. He'd spent months believing he was finally becoming someone worthy of the man Steve had always believed he could be.
Standing on that dock, he felt farther away from Bucky Barnes than he had in years. Not because you'd called him a monster. You hadn't.
Not because you'd stopped caring. If anything, that was what made this unbearable. You cared enough for the betrayal to hurt.
Neither of you spoke again. The bayou carried the silence between you. For the first time you’d arrived in Louisiana, it no longer felt like home.
Behind you, the Wilson family laughed beneath strings of warm lights. Life continued. For a long while… Neither of you moved. The wind rolled gently across the water.
But this time, the distance between you wasn't measured in inches. It was measured in trust. And for the first time since he'd begun making amends… Bucky Barnes wasn't sure whether he'd be able to earn it back.
Bucky stood beside you. Not touching you. Not trying to fix it. Just staying. This time… He wasn't going to distance himself. Even if you asked him to.
Later, just before you left for the airport, Sarah caught you by the wrist as you wandered through the kitchen looking for your travel mug.
"Come here." Her tone was suspiciously casual.
You narrowed your eyes. "...What?"
She pulled you farther inside until the noise from the backyard became little more than muffled laughter through the screen door.
Then she crossed her arms. "So."
You already knew where this was going. "No."
She smiled. "Yes."
You sighed dramatically. "If this is about Bucky—"
"It is absolutely about Bucky."
You groaned loud enough that she laughed. "There is nothing to talk about."
"Oh, honey."
"There really isn't."
Sarah leaned against the counter, watching you with the same expression mothers wore when they already knew the answer. "You two disappeared for an hour."
"We talked."
"You both came back looking like someone kicked your puppy."
"It was... a conversation."
"Mhm. And?"
"And that's it."
Sarah waited. You didn't elaborate. She gave you another few seconds before tilting her head. "So he wasn't confessing his undying love?"
You nearly choked on your own laugh. "What?"
"Oh, good." She nodded dramatically. "Because the rest of us were clearly watching a different man all weekend."
You blinked. "What are you talking about?"
Sarah stared. "You seriously don't know."
"Know what?"
She laughed so hard she had to grab the kitchen counter. "No." She pointed toward the backyard. "No, absolutely not. You cannot be this oblivious."
You frowned. "I don't know what you're talking about."
She looked genuinely astonished. "The man watches you like you're the only person in every room."
You opened your mouth. Closed it again. "He does not."
"He does."
"No."
Sarah began counting on her fingers. "He waits for you before walking anywhere. He opens every door. He pulls your chair out. He slows down when you're tying your shoe. He remembers how you take your coffee. He checks where you are every five minutes."
Your face twisted in disbelief. "That's just…he's polite."
Sarah barked out another laugh. "Baby."
"He's from the forties. He was raised that way."
"Sure." She smiled knowingly. "But that's not what I'm talking about."
You frowned.
"When everyone else is talking, he's looking at you."
You looked away. "...No."
"The whole neighborhood noticed."
"No."
"Carlos noticed. Tommy noticed."
"...What?" You stared.
"My boys asked if he was your boyfriend."
Your eyes widened. "They did not."
"They did."
You covered your face. "Oh my God."
Sarah laughed again before stepping closer. "You know what I think?"
You shook your head.
"I think he feels safe around you." The teasing disappeared from her voice. "He smiles more. He laughs. He's lighter. I don't know what happened between the two of you, but whatever it is, you make each other better. Happier."
Something tightened painfully in your chest. You forced yourself to smile. "Sarah, it's not like that."
"Why not?"
Because he's Steve's best friend. Because Steve left. Because Bucky knew. Because Bucky never told me. The answers piled up before you spoke.
"Because…he's Bucky."
"As if that's an explanation."
"It is."
She searched your face. Then hers softened. "This isn't about Steve anymore, is it?"
You looked down. No answer was answer enough.
Sarah reached over, gently squeezing your hand. "I know you're still grieving." She spoke carefully. "Tony. Natasha. Steve.”
“So much has changed." You exhaled.
"I know." She smiled sadly. "But grief has a funny way of convincing us that if we ever love someone again, we're betraying the people we lost."
You swallowed hard.
"I would never ask you to move on." Her thumb brushed across your knuckles. "I just don't want you to stop living."
Your eyes burned.
"I care about you. So does Sam." She glanced toward the backyard. "...And whether either of you wants to admit it. Bucky does too."
You looked away before she could read your expression. Because she was wrong. She had to be. Bucky couldn't--Not after today. Not after everything he'd just told you. Not after keeping that secret for months.
You managed a small smile. "Thank you for everything. For letting me crash here, for the food, for making me feel like family."
Sarah pulled you into another hug. "You are family."
The words stayed with you long after you climbed into the rental car.
The flight home was quiet. New York waited on the other side with meetings, paperwork, and another mountain of responsibilities.
Normally, work was enough to drown everything else out. Not this time. Your mind refused to let go of the conversation on the dock. Not Steve. Not anymore.
James. Bucky. Every laugh. Every mission. Every late-night conversation. Every quiet glance across rooms. Every time he'd asked if you were okay. Every moment you'd started believing he trusted you as much as you trusted him.
Now they all looked different. Not fake. Never fake. But incomplete. He hadn't lied to hurt you. That almost made it worse. He'd cared enough to protect your feelings and in doing so, had taken away your choice.
You rested your forehead against the airplane window. Outside, the clouds stretched endlessly beneath the setting sun. For the first time since meeting him, you didn't know where you stood with Bucky Barnes. And somehow, that uncertainty hurt almost as much as losing Steve had.
Later that week, you accompanied Sharon to Washington for her hearing. She had insisted she didn't need anyone there. You had insisted anyway.
After everything she'd sacrificed, after Madripoor, after years spent surviving alone, it felt wrong for her to walk into that room by herself.
So you sat quietly in the gallery while senators, intelligence officials, and military representatives filled the chamber below.
The chairman adjusted his microphone. "On behalf of the United States Intelligence Community, I'd like to offer you and your family our sincerest apologies."
Sharon sat perfectly still.
"The Carter name has always been synonymous with service, sacrifice, and trust. Today, we begin correcting that mistake."
She lowered her eyes for only a moment.
"We are offering you a full presidential pardon." The room remained silent. "There is also an opening within your former division." He folded his hands. "If you would be willing to return."
A faint smile crossed Sharon's face. "It would be my honor."
The senator smiled. "Welcome home, Agent Carter."
Applause filled the chamber. You found yourself smiling before you realized it. For the first time in years, she looked relieved. Really relieved.
When the hearing adjourned, she found you outside beneath the courthouse steps. Before you could say anything, she wrapped her arms around you.
"Thank you."
You hugged her back. "You earned this."
"No." Her smile softened. "You made sure I got the chance."
You shook your head. "You would've found your way back eventually."
"Maybe." She stepped away. "I'll see you soon."
"You better." You laughed. "I've got enough government meetings. I don't need another friend disappearing on me."
She grinned. "I'll try not to."
You watched her disappear into the crowd. Only after she was gone did you turn toward the waiting town car that would take you back to New York.
Back to work. Back to normal. Or whatever passed for normal now.
Sharon didn't leave immediately. She stood beneath the courthouse awning until your car disappeared around the corner. The smile slowly faded from her face. She reached into her coat pocket. Pulled out a burner phone. One ring. Then another. Someone answered.
She didn't bother greeting them. "Start contacting our buyers." A pause. "No. The serum's finished. It's too risky now."
She looked back toward the street where your car had vanished. A small smile returned. "But our inventory just expanded." Her voice became almost amused. "We've got access to government intelligence again. Military prototypes. Enhanced individual files. Satellite systems." She paused. "And Stark technology."
The person on the other end said something.
Sharon's eyes drifted toward the Capitol building. "Not yet." Another pause. "No. They trust me." Her smile widened. "They all do." She ended the call.
The burner phone snapped cleanly in half inside her hands before she dropped both pieces into separate trash bins. Then she walked toward a waiting government vehicle.
The driver opened the rear door. "Good afternoon, Agent Carter."
She slid inside. "It certainly is."
The door closed. The black SUV disappeared into Washington traffic.
By the time you reached New York, the sun had already disappeared behind the skyline. Your apartment greeted you with familiar silence. The kind that had once felt peaceful. Now, it only reminded you how empty the place had become.
You dropped your overnight bag beside the couch. Kicked off your shoes. The small red notification light on your answering machine blinked patiently from across the room.
Four messages. You sighed. "Work never sleeps."
You pressed play.
A secretary's voice. "Ms. Stark, this is a reminder regarding tomorrow's enhanced individuals committee meeting..."
Delete. The second. "Ms. Stark, this is Director Fontaine's office."
You paused. Valentina. "We'd like to schedule a meeting regarding your expanding responsibilities following the recent New York incident."
A beat. "Please contact us at your earliest convenience." Delete.
You rubbed your eyes. Of course. More meetings. More politics. More people deciding the future of heroes.
The third message began. Static. Then—"Hey."
Your breath caught immediately. Bucky. His voice was quieter than you remembered. Almost uncertain.
"I..." A long pause. "I know you probably don't want to talk right now." Another pause. "I just..." He exhaled softly. "I wanted to make sure you got home."
Silence.
"I keep replaying what happened. What I said. I'm sorry."
Again. The word sounded heavier this time. Not rehearsed. Not part of making amends. Just honest.
"I don't expect you to call me back." Another pause. "But, I hope one day you will."
The recording clicked off. The apartment became quiet again. Too quiet. You stared at the answering machine for a long time. Your finger hovered over the replay button. Instead, you turned away.
You wandered toward the window overlooking Manhattan. The city glittered beneath the night sky. Thousands of lights. Millions of people. Some grieving. Some celebrating. Some beginning again.
Your forehead rested against the cool glass. Sarah's voice drifted back into your thoughts. "The whole neighborhood notices the way he looks at you."
You smiled faintly despite yourself. Ridiculous. Bucky didn't—Did he? You remembered every door he'd held open. Every chair he'd quietly pulled out. The way he'd slowed his pace without asking. How he'd always seemed to find you first in every room. How he'd asked if you were okay before asking anyone else. How he'd looked at you across the dock, right before telling you the truth.
Your chest tightened. No. You squeezed your eyes shut. Was that him? Or was it Steve? Was Bucky protecting you because that's who he had become? Or because somewhere along the way, Steve's best friend had started seeing you as more than Steve's girl?
You didn't know. Maybe Bucky didn't know either.
Your phone rested silently on the kitchen counter. No missed calls. No new messages. Only one voicemail… waiting to be replayed. You looked at it. Then, looked away.
Tonight, you couldn't. Not yet.
Outside, the lights of New York burned late into the night. And somewhere across the country, Bucky Barnes waited for a phone call that never came.
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Summary: As the Flag Smashers launch their final attack in New York, you, Bucky, and your allies reunite for one last fight. But as Sam finally steps into the role only he could fill, you are reminded that a legacy isn't defined by the shield you carry; it's defined by what you choose to stand for.
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The streets of Lower Manhattan had dissolved into organized chaos. Police barricades stretched for blocks. Emergency vehicles lined the sidewalks. News helicopters circled overhead despite the temporary flight restrictions, their cameras aimed toward the towering GRC building. Crowds gathered behind the barricades, everyone craning their necks for a glimpse of whatever was happening inside.
You ducked beneath the yellow tape, flashing your government credentials before another officer could stop you. Your eyes instinctively searched the crowd.
You didn't realize someone had already found you. A familiar shoulder bumped yours as someone casually fell into step beside you.
"Hey, coworker."
You looked over. Bucky. He'd traded the leather jacket for darker tactical gear, cuffs rolled back just enough to reveal the vibranium hand.
You smiled before you realized you were smiling. "Hey."
He glanced toward the building. "Looks a little busy."
"A little?" You reached into your jacket pocket, pulling out two communication earpieces. "I'd call it mildly catastrophic."
He chuckled. You handed one to him. As he reached for it, your fingers brushed for the briefest second. Neither of you acknowledged it. Instead, Bucky looked you over once.
Not obvious. Just enough to notice.
"You look good."
You raised an eyebrow. "Good, or 'there's-an-active-terrorist-attack' good?"
He looked almost caught. "I meant..." He rubbed the back of his neck. "...you look prepared."
You grinned. "Nice recovery."
His ears turned faintly pink. "Shut up." He laughed under his breath.
You slipped the earpiece into place. A second later, Sam's voice crackled through both communicators. "I'm almost there."
You pressed two fingers against your earpiece. "What's the plan?"
"Karli's close. I can feel it. Eyes open."
You scanned the growing crowd. "That narrows it down to everyone."
Bucky snorted quietly beside you. Before either of you could say anything else, a uniformed NYPD sergeant approached. "Sergeant Barnes."
Bucky looked up. "Yeah?"
The officer stepped closer and suddenly his face shimmered. The illusion dissolved like static. Blonde hair replaced dark. Blue eyes. A familiar smirk.
"Relax." Sharon Carter.
Bucky sighed dramatically. "...Of course."
You pinched the bridge of your nose. "Sharon, what the hell are you doing here?"
She straightened the borrowed police uniform. "No one's looking for me during a situation like this."
Sam's voice immediately cut through the comms. "Wait, is that Sharon?"
Bucky answered first. "Unfortunately."
Sharon rolled her eyes. "Oh, come on. I figured I'd get the band back together."
You laughed despite yourself. "You always did have terrible timing. And impeccable entrances."
"I prefer memorable."
Sam sounded genuinely relieved. "You're risking a lot coming here."
Sharon shrugged. "I've risked worse." She smiled faintly. "Besides, I hear pardons aren't everything they're cracked up to be."
Bucky muttered just loudly enough for everyone to hear, "Depends on the therapist."
You bit back another laugh.
Sam ignored him. "They're gonna move on the building soon. Be ready."
The three of you spread out naturally. No one needed to assign positions anymore. It just happened.
Minutes passed. Nothing. Too quiet. You watched officers shift nervously outside. Watched civilians press closer against the barricades. Watched helicopters continue circling overhead. Then, Sam's voice returned.
More urgent this time. “Guys, status?”
You scanned the entrances. "No movement."
Sharon frowned. "Same here."
The silence on the other end lasted barely two seconds. Then, "She's not coming in."
Your stomach dropped. "What?"
"Karli's forcing an evacuation. We have to keep everyone inside. If those delegates get outside, they're sitting ducks. Don’t let anybody out!"
You, Sharon, and Bucky immediately turned toward the front entrance. Almost on cue, hundreds of frightened civilians began pouring out of the building.
"So, all of them," you muttered.
The three of you sprinted forward. Metal detectors screamed as Bucky's vibranium arm passed through security.
The guard barely had time to react before Bucky pointed toward the flood of delegates. "Sorry." He didn't slow down. "Emergency."
Bucky caught sight of one of the Flag Smashers disappearing into the stairwell. "There." He pointed briefly before looking at you. "I've got the evac."
"I'll sweep the lower levels." You nodded once.
"I'll take the basement."
Neither of you waited for another instruction. There was no need. Somewhere along the way, the awkwardness had disappeared. Now, splitting up simply felt natural.
As you disappeared down one hallway, Bucky headed toward another, already shouting directions to frightened delegates. "This way! Keep moving! Don't stop!"
A woman suddenly stepped into his path. "Mr. Barnes." She held out a cellphone. "It's for you."
Bucky frowned. He should've ignored it. Every instinct told him to. But something in the woman's frightened expression made him take it. He never stopped walking.
"Karli?"
Her voice came through immediately. "Aren't you tired of fighting for the wrong side?"
Bucky scoffed quietly. "I've done this before, kid. I know exactly how this ends."
As he continued ushering civilians toward the emergency exits, his eyes constantly searched the room.
Karli's voice remained eerily calm. "It doesn't matter if I survive. I'm fighting for something bigger than myself."
A family hurried past him. He pointed them toward another staircase. "This way. Keep moving."
Then answered her. "You think I never believed that?" His voice hardened. "That's all I ever tried to do. I believed in causes. I believed in flags. I believed in orders. And I failed." His jaw clenched. "Twice."
He still remembered every face. Every name. Every nightmare. "You think your cause makes the killing easier? It doesn't. The nightmares don't disappear. You remember every single one." His pace slowed. "Trust me. Don't do this. Don't become who I became."
For just a second, there was silence. Then, "If that's really how you feel, maybe you should sit this one out."
A sad smile crossed Bucky's face. "You already know I'm not gonna do that."
Another pause. Then, "Thanks for taking my call. You've been a big help."
The line went dead. Bucky stopped walking. "...Damn it." His stomach dropped. It had never been about convincing him. She'd only wanted time.
Meanwhile, you reached the lower levels of the building. Your boots echoed against the concrete floor as you swept through the underground parking garage. Too quiet. Always the dangerous kind of quiet.
"Nothing on my side," you murmured into the comm.
Sharon's voice crackled back. "I'm checking the loading dock."
Above you, the sound of tires screeching echoed through the structure. Then, Bucky's voice.
"I got played."
You closed your eyes briefly. "Figures."
The garage doors burst open as Bucky sprinted inside. He barely slowed before spotting a motorcycle parked beside a security booth. One swing of his metal arm snapped the steering lock. The engine roared to life.
Sharon looked up from across the garage. She didn't even hide her annoyance. "Seriously, Barnes? You had one job."
Bucky threw one leg over the motorcycle. "You worry about your guy."
He twisted the throttle. The tires screamed against the concrete. A second late, he disappeared into Manhattan traffic.
Sharon exhaled. "So dramatic." She adjusted the small device concealed between her fingers before spotting one of the Flag Smashers weaving through the parked vehicles.
"There you are."
She brushed past him casually. The tiny magnetic charge clicked onto the back of his jacket. He never noticed. By the time he climbed into a delivery van, the device had already begun releasing invisible mercury vapor.
Sharon calmly turned away. A muffled cough echoed behind her. Then another. She pressed a finger against her earpiece. "One down."
You smiled to yourself while crouched behind a concrete pillar. "How'd you manage that?"
"Mercury vapor." A beat. "...Among other things."
"I'll pretend I didn't ask."
"Probably for the best."
Movement. You spotted another Flag Smasher slipping toward the emergency exit. Without hesitation, you intercepted him. One clean strike to the ribs. A twist of the wrist. His weapon clattered across the concrete. Before he could recover, your arc-bracelet flashed once. Just enough force to send him crashing into a stack of crates. He didn't get back up.
You adjusted your jacket as if nothing had happened. "That's two."
Then, the unmistakable roar of helicopter blades echoed overhead. Your head snapped upward. "...You've got to be kidding me."
You pressed your communicator. "The helicopter's spooling up. It's leaving the roof."
High above, Sam was still trading blows with Georges Batroc.
He grunted as another kick barely missed. "Bucky!"
Traffic blurred around Bucky as he leaned the motorcycle into another impossible turn, weaving between yellow taxis. "I don't fly, man. That's your department."
The motorcycle shot forward. Ahead, one of the stolen GRC vans burst through an intersection. Bucky opened the throttle. The chase was on.
Batroc finally crashed through the skylight, disappearing beneath Sam's boots as the fight ended.
You barely gave yourself time to breathe. A deafening whine split the air overhead. The stolen helicopter.
You looked up just as it lurched violently over Lower Manhattan, swerving between skyscrapers. Its tail rotor clipped the side of an office building, showering glass into the streets below.
"Sam!"
He had already launched himself into the sky. The new wings unfolded with practiced precision, city lights flashing across the vibranium as he accelerated after the aircraft.
You fired your boot thrusters a heartbeat later.
Unlike Iron Man's armor, the bracelet Tony had built for you wasn't designed for sustained flight. It expanded across your forearms, calves, and torso in a ripple of red-and-gold nanotech, enough propulsion to keep you airborne, but only barely. Every second in the air drained power you couldn't afford to waste.
The helicopter banked hard. Too hard. It wasn't trying to escape anymore. It was falling. The Flag Smasher forced the nose downward, sending the aircraft screaming toward the Brooklyn Bridge.
Then another explosion. An NYPD rescue helicopter swung into view just in time to intercept, and immediately took a burst of gunfire through its rotor assembly.
"No..."
The helicopter spun violently, losing altitude. Sam never hesitated. He dove.His wings folded tight against his body until the last possible second before exploding open again. He ripped the terrified pilot free from the cockpit just as the aircraft rolled toward him. Redwing detached from his back, engines screaming as it raced to assist.
You saw the drone angle toward the falling officer. "I've got him!"
Redwing changed course instantly. The HUD Tony had built into your visor highlighted the pilot's trajectory in glowing blue.
Impact predicted: six seconds.
Your thrusters flared. The city blurred beneath you. You caught the officer around the waist only a few dozen feet above the bridge, the sudden weight nearly ripping your shoulder from its socket.
"Easy..." You redirected your momentum instead of stopping outright, letting physics work with you instead of against you. Tony would've approved.
You landed hard across the pavement, sliding several yards before finally coming to a stop.
"You okay?" The officer stared at you for a second before simply nodding, too stunned to speak.
A shadow passed overhead. You looked up just in time to see the empty helicopter crash toward the bridge. Sam landed first. His wings wrapped around both himself and the rescued pilot like an enormous shield.
The wreck slammed into him. For one terrifying second, all you saw was fire. Then the vibranium wings absorbed the impact, throwing the burning helicopter sideways.
It tumbled over the railing and disappeared into the East River below. Cheers erupted almost immediately. People climbed from abandoned cars. Phones appeared. Someone screamed Sam's name. Others pointed toward you. Neither of you stayed long enough to acknowledge them.
You shot back into the air beside him. "Status?" you asked over comms.
"I'm good." His breathing said otherwise.
Ahead, the hijacked GRC helicopter still barreled through the skyline. Redwing had already reached it, somehow managing to get a communications earpiece to one of the senators trapped inside.
"A little birdie told me you know how to fly a helicopter," Sam said.
The senator's voice cracked over the comms. "I flew in the Army Reserve... twenty years ago."
"We'll take it."
The helicopter suddenly lurched toward you. You rolled beneath the spinning blades as they passed inches overhead. Sam banked left and the helicopter rammed him directly into the side of a cargo crane.
The collision echoed across the harbor. Concrete exploded. Your heart stopped.
"Sam!"
His body disappeared beneath several tons of collapsing debris before crashing into the water below.
"No..." Your visor flickered.
A transparent display bloomed across your vision. Thermal scan initiated. Life signs detected.
The image shifted beneath the river's surface until a familiar silhouette appeared. Sam. Alive. His vibranium wings folded tightly around him like a cocoon. Relief hit you so hard your knees nearly gave out.
Then, he moved. The wings exploded open. He burst from the water like a missile.
You couldn't help laughing despite yourself. "There you are." Your own thrusters strained trying to keep pace as he rocketed back toward the helicopter.
"Boy..." Sam muttered."...you just earned this ass-whoopin'." He circled the aircraft once before looking directly toward you.
You already knew what he wanted.
"On your mark. Be ready to stabilize if they lose control," he ordered. "If anyone falls—"
"I've got them."
"You always do."
Five. Four. Three. Two. The shield left his hand. You never got tired of watching it fly. It carved through the air with impossible precision, slicing clean through the helicopter's damaged door before curving back toward him.
Sam slipped through the opening before it had even finished falling. Seconds later, the Flag Smasher pilot came flying back out.
The senator dove into the cockpit. The helicopter lurched violently. You shot beneath it, both palms raised. Twin repulsor bursts fired upward, not enough to hold the aircraft, but enough to bleed off some of its momentum while the senator fought for the controls.
The helicopter steadied.
"I've got it!" she shouted.
Sam hovered beside the cockpit with an exhausted grin. "Nice work, Ayla."
You waited until she was clear before peeling away.
"There are still civilians," you reminded him.
"I know."
Together you accelerated toward the next emergency.
By the time you arrived, Walker had already disappeared over the edge of the construction site. Above him, a GRC armored transport carrying the remaining senators teetered precariously off the side of the building, its rear wheels hanging over open air.
Sam didn't hesitate. He dove straight for it. You didn't even need to speak. Years around the Avengers had taught you something simple: The best teams didn't need directions.
You landed above the vehicle, wrenching the passenger door open while Sam fought underneath, every muscle straining as his wings and Redwing kept the transport from plunging into the street.
"Come on!" you shouted.
One by one, terrified senators climbed toward you. You pulled each of them onto solid ground before turning back.
Sam gave one final push. The vehicle slammed safely back onto the platform. Silence. Then, applause. It spread through the crowd like a wave.
People leaned over barricades, phones held high. Children pointed toward the man standing below in a brand-new suit of red, white, and blue.
"Hell yeah!" "That's the Black Falcon!"
Another voice answered immediately. "Nah..." The man smiled. "That's Captain America."
The cheers above were quickly swallowed by another explosion. The floor trembled beneath your boots.
You spun just in time to see Karli hurl one of the construction spears straight toward Bucky. The spear screamed through the air. He caught it one-handed. Not even looking. His vibranium arm absorbed the force with a metallic clang that echoed through the tunnel.
For a heartbeat, both sides froze. Then Sam moved. His shield left his hand in a blur of red, white, and blue. It ricocheted off a concrete pillar, slammed into one Flag Smasher, bounced into another, then clipped Karli squarely across the shoulder before curving back toward him.
She staggered but stayed on her feet. When she pulled off her mask, her expression wasn't angry. It was disappointment..
"You," she said quietly, staring at Sam. "Of all people... you bought into that bullshit?"
Sam caught the shield without breaking stride. "I'm trying something different." His voice stayed calm. "Maybe you should do the same."
Before Karli could answer--Boom. The tunnel shook violently. A second explosion followed. Then another. Metal canisters rolled across the concrete, hissing almost immediately. Gray smoke poured from them in thick waves.
"Tear gas!" someone shouted.
Within seconds visibility dropped to almost nothing. The Flag Smashers disappeared into the haze.
"They're running!" you yelled.
Sam pointed toward the branching tunnels. "This way!"
Everyone moved at once. Bucky fell into step beside you while Walker sprinted ahead, disappearing into the smoke.
"Sharon," Bucky said into his comm, coughing once. "We're underground."
You tapped your own earpiece. "Entered through William Street. Heading south."
Static crackled. Then Sharon's voice. "Copy. Police are moving topside."
The tunnel split into four different corridors.
Sam stopped only long enough to assess them. "They split up." He pointed. "You take left." He looked at you. "With Bucky."
Walker didn't wait for instructions. "I'm taking center." He was already gone before anyone could argue.
You exchanged one look with Bucky. "...Of course he is."
Bucky sighed. "Come on."
The farther you ran, the quieter the shouting became. Only the sound of your footsteps echoed through the aging subway tunnels. Nothing. Another turn. Still nothing.
You slowed, scanning the darkness. "They're gone."
Bucky frowned. "No..." His phone buzzed. He glanced down, then immediately motioned you forward. "I've got something."
A GPS ping. Sharon.
You hurried after him until the tunnel opened into another station. Walker was already there.
He glanced up as you approached. "I've got movement."
All three of you instinctively pressed yourselves against the concrete wall. Footsteps. Dozens of them. A group of frightened civilians rounded the corner with their hands already raised. Flag Smasher sympathizers. Some still wore the group's patches. Others looked terrified. Behind them came the sound of approaching police.
Walker stepped into view. His pistol remained lowered. "Mercy bears richer fruit than strict justice."
The civilians hesitated. Then, one by one, they surrendered. Police officers rushed past the three of you, securing everyone without another shot being fired.
You watched the scene unfold with quiet relief. No blood. No broken bones. Just handcuffs.
When the officers had finished, you turned toward Walker. "...Did you seriously quote Abraham Lincoln?"
He looked almost offended. "Great man." He shrugged. "Great quote."
You looked between them before deadpanning, "Not when you say it"
For the first time all day, Walker actually laughed. It was brief. Barely more than a breath.
But it surprised all three of you. Bucky looked almost as shocked as you felt.
Then, just as quickly, Walker cleared his throat and started walking again. "...Don't get used to it."
You exchanged another glance with Bucky.
He rolled his eyes. "Wasn't planning on it."
Together, the three of you disappeared deeper into the tunnels, still chasing Karli before she slipped away again.
The three of you made your way back toward the command center, weaving through overturned barricades, abandoned emergency vehicles, and the sea of flashing red-and-blue lights that now consumed Lower Manhattan. The chaos hadn't ended. It had simply changed.
Police officers hurried in every direction. EMTs rushed stretchers toward waiting ambulances. Helicopters still circled overhead, their blades chopping through the evening air.
Then, the crowd erupted. Every head turned skyward. "There!"
You looked up just in time to see Sam descend from the clouds. His wings folded behind him as he landed softly in the middle of the command post, Karli Morgenthau cradled carefully in his arms.
For a moment, the entire city seemed to fall silent. She looked impossibly small. The same girl who had declared war against the world's governments now barely clung to consciousness, blood soaking through the front of her jacket.
Sam knelt. As gently as if she weighed nothing, he lowered her onto the waiting stretcher. The paramedics rushed in immediately. One pressed gauze against the gunshot wound. Another checked her pulse.
Sam stepped back without saying a word. Then the reporters descended. Microphones. Cameras. Questions fired from every direction.
"What happened to the Flag Smashers?" "When did the government make you Captain America?" "Are you still Falcon?" "So what is it now, Captain Falcon?"
You couldn't help the faint smile that tugged at your mouth. Even Bucky snorted beside you. Walker only frowned.
Sam ignored every question. Instead, he walked straight toward the senators waiting behind the security line. Senator Lacont stood first. The rescued senators quickly followed.
Ayla reached him before anyone else. "Sam," she said, emotion catching in her voice. "Thank you... from all of us."
One of the senators extended his hand. "You did your part dealing with those terrorists." He smiled diplomatically. "Now we'll do ours."
Sam never reached for the handshake. Instead, he asked quietly, "Are you still moving forward with resetting the borders?"
The senator blinked. "Our peacekeeping forces will begin relocating people immediately." He glanced toward Karli's body. "The terrorists only delayed us."
Sam shook his head. "No." His voice wasn't angry. It was tired. "Stop calling them terrorists."
A murmur rippled through the gathered reporters.
"What else would we call them?" another senator challenged.
Sam looked around the crowd before answering. "Your peacekeeping troops are forcing millions of people into settlements." His gaze settled back on the senators. "What do you think those people are gonna call you?"
You found yourself standing beside one of the news monitors broadcasting the exchange live. The camera framed Sam perfectly against the skyline.
Behind you, reporters had stopped asking questions. Even the officers nearby had gone quiet.
Walker folded his arms. "...He's actually doing it."
You glanced toward him. "What?"
"Talking to them."
There wasn't sarcasm in his voice. Only surprise.
You looked at Bucky. He hadn't taken his eyes off Sam once. Not once.
"These labels," Sam continued, "terrorist... refugee... thug..." He gestured toward the ambulances. "They make it easier not to ask why."
The senator sighed impatiently. "The settlements created after the Blip—do you honestly believe governments can support them forever?"
"Yes." Sam’s answer came without hesitation.
"And the people who came back only to find strangers living in their homes?" the senator shot back. "What happens to them?"
"I understand it's complicated." Sam nodded. "I really do."
The senator started walking away. Sam kept talking anyway. "And that's exactly why this matters."
The senator stopped. Slowly… He turned back. Now everyone was listening. The police. The reporters. The rescue workers. Even the civilians standing behind barricades had fallen completely silent.
"You all know what helpless feels like now." Sam's voice carried effortlessly through the crowd. "For the first time... everybody does." He looked each senator in the eye. "You know what it's like to wake up one morning and have your entire world changed by someone else's decision."
His expression softened. "People have been begging you to understand that feeling for years. Now you do."
You swallowed hard. You remembered another speech. Different battlefield. Different war. Steve.
He had always spoken quietly too. Never because he doubted himself. Because he believed people would choose to listen.
You realized Sam had learned the same lesson. Just in his own way.
The senator shook his head. "You don't understand."
Sam laughed once. Softly. Disbelieving. "I'm a Black man carrying the stars and stripes." His fingers tightened around the shield strapped across his back. "What don't I understand?"
No one answered.
"Every time I pick this shield up. I know there are millions of people who hate me for it." His eyes drifted across the gathered crowd. "I feel it. The looks. The judgment. And I can't change that." He rested one hand against the shield. "But I'm still here. No Super Soldier serum. No blond hair. No blue eyes. The only power I have is believing we can do better."
He stepped closer to the senators. "You control the banks. You move borders. You can wipe out forests with one email. You can feed millions with one phone call."
He let that settle before asking quietly, "So who's sitting in the room when those decisions get made? The people whose lives you're changing? Or just more people like you?"
No one answered. Behind you, someone lowered their camera. Another reporter slowly set down their microphone.
Sam looked toward the ambulance where Karli lay surrounded by doctors. "This girl died trying to stop you. And not one person has stopped long enough to ask why."
He looked back. "You have to do better. Because if you don't, the next Karli will. And trust me. You don't want to meet Karli 2.0."
His voice grew quiet again. Almost hopeful. "People believed in her cause enough to stand against the strongest governments on Earth. Ask yourselves why."
He looked from senator to senator. "You have just as much power as an insane god, or a misguided teenager. The only question is: how are you going to use it?"
Silence. Complete silence.
Standing beside you, Bucky finally exhaled. Almost unconsciously. "Steve would've been proud."
You looked over. He wasn't looking at you. He was still watching Sam.
You smiled anyway. "Yes, he already was."
For the first time since the battle had begun, it felt like Captain America was standing in front of the world again. Not because of the shield. Because of the man carrying it.
For several long moments, no one moved. Sam's words lingered in the air long after he had finished speaking. The senators remained where they stood, none of them quite knowing how to answer. The reporters had lowered their microphones. Even the camera crews seemed hesitant to break the silence.
Across New York, and around the world, millions watched from television screens. In Louisiana, Sarah stood frozen in front of the television. In Baltimore, Isaiah Bradley hadn't said a single word. Joaquin watched from the military command center, a slow smile spreading across his face. Back at Avengers Headquarters, government offices, crowded bars, living rooms, people simply watched. And listened.
Sam finally turned away from the crowd. The shield rested comfortably across his back now, as though it had always belonged there.
As he walked toward the two of you, his eyes briefly met Walker's. Neither man spoke.
Walker gave a small nod. Not as Captain America. Just as John. Sam returned it. It wasn't forgiveness. It wasn't friendship. But it was acknowledgment. Sometimes that was enough.
Walker watched him disappear into the crowd before quietly turning the opposite direction.
No one said anything at first. The noise of the reporters faded behind you. The city suddenly felt... peaceful.
You looked at Sam. Really looked at him. There was dirt smeared across his face. His new suit was torn in several places. His shoulders sagged with exhaustion.
Yet somehow, he looked lighter than he had in weeks.
You and Bucky fell into step beside Sam as the three of you slipped away from the flashing cameras.
You smiled. "I'm proud of you, Sam."
He glanced over, the corners of his mouth lifting. "Thanks."
Silence settled again.
Bucky put his phone back in his pocket, pretending to have been scrolling through messages with far more interest than he actually had.
Finally he cleared his throat. "So..." He looked up innocently. "I was texting."
You raised an eyebrow. "Mhm."
"So I only caught the part about..." He gestured vaguely toward Sam's suit. "'Black guy in stars and stripes.'"
Sam barked out a laugh. You laughed right along with him.
Bucky shrugged. "I assume the rest was pretty good."
"It was decent," you said, unable to hide your smile.
"Decent?" Sam scoffed.
"I'd give it... an eight." You thought.
"Eight?"
"You lost points for being dramatic." You motioned casually towards the city behind you.
"I was not dramatic." Sam argued.
"You absolutely were."
Bucky nodded with complete seriousness. "Little dramatic."
Sam looked between the two of you. "I hate both of you."
"No," you corrected. "You tolerate us."
"I barely tolerate you."
"Progress."
Bucky smiled to himself. "Nice job, Cap."
The joking disappeared as quickly as it had come. Sam looked at him. There was something different about the way Bucky had said it. Not teasing. Not reluctant. Genuine.
"Thanks."
As the three of you rounded the corner, you spotted someone leaning against a parked sedan. Sharon. She looked pale.
One hand was pressed tightly against the bandages wrapped around her abdomen, crimson slowly bleeding through the fabric despite her best efforts to hide it.
She caught sight of Sam and rolled her eyes. "You're blocking my light."
You immediately crossed the distance between you. "Sharon."
Her breathing was shallow.
Your stomach tightened. "We need to get you to a hospital."
"I've suggested that before," Bucky muttered. "She wasn't interested then either."
Sharon shot him a look. "I'm still not."
"Told you."
She winced as another wave of pain crossed her face. "It's not even the worst thing that's happened to me this week."
You reached for her arm anyway. "This isn't a debate."
"It usually is."
Before you could answer, someone called out from farther down the street. "Uh... Cap?"
Sharon gave him a tired smirk. "I think they're talking to you."
Sam turned instinctively. He rubbed the back of his neck. "Still getting used to that."
Her expression softened. "For what it's worth..." She looked him up and down. "The suit looks good."
Sam smiled. "Thanks."
You adjusted Sharon's arm over your shoulder. "Compliments later." You looked between the three of them. "Can we please leave before someone decides getting shot twice sounds fun?"
Bucky stepped forward without hesitation. "I'll help."
Without waiting for permission, he moved to Sharon's other side, taking some of her weight.
She sighed dramatically. "I hate that you're both being nice."
"You'll survive," Bucky said. "...Probably."
She actually laughed. Small. Weak. But real.
As the three of you started down the street, Sam stopped behind you.
"I didn't forget."
Sharon looked back over her shoulder. "My pardon."
He nodded once. "I keep my promises."
For a moment, something vulnerable crossed her face before she hid it behind her usual confidence. "I know."
Sam didn't hesitate. "You three okay?"
You nodded. "We've got her."
Bucky tightened his grip on Sharon before answering. "Go."
Sam smiled once.
Another voice called from behind. "Captain America!"
Sam turned. An NYPD officer jogged toward him. "We've got eyes on the last Flag Smasher. Hudson River. Injured, but still moving. Think you can help?"
"Always." The wings unfolded behind him with a familiar metallic snap. A heartbeat later, he launched into the evening sky.
You watched until he disappeared between the buildings. Only then did you turn back toward Sharon. "Come on. Hospital," you said firmly. "No arguments."
Sharon sighed. "...You're all incredibly annoying."
"That's what friends are for."
For the first time in a long while, no one argued with that.
Summary: As Bucky begins confronting the past he can no longer outrun, Sam finally starts to understand that carrying the shield was never about becoming the next Steve Rogers. With you beside them, both men begin choosing who they want to become, just as the fight they thought they'd left behind finds its way to New York.
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You found them later near the edge of the Wilson property.
The afternoon sun hung low over the bayou, painting everything in warm shades of gold. Sam stood several yards away from the dock, the vibranium shield strapped to his arm. Trees had become makeshift targets, old tractor tires and wooden boards secured with duct tape where the shield had already left dozens of dents.
The rhythmic sound echoed through the quiet. Thunk. Whirr. Thunk.
Sam caught the shield cleanly against his forearm before throwing it again. You slowed beside Bucky without saying a word. Neither of you had to. Watching Sam pick the shield back up again felt significant.
Sam caught it once more. "It still feels weird," he admitted quietly. He looked down at the shield resting on his arm. "...Picking it up again."
He exhaled before throwing it toward another tree. The shield ricocheted between two trunks before Bucky caught it effortlessly.
For a moment, he simply looked at it. His metal fingers traced the worn edge almost absentmindedly.
You found yourself watching him instead of the shield. Watching the way his expression softened. The way grief looked different on him than it did on anyone else.
You spoke gently, "The legacy of that shield is complicated."
Bucky nodded almost imperceptibly. "When Steve told me what he was planning…I don't think either of us understood what it meant." He looked toward Sam. "What it would feel like for a Black man to be handed Captain America's shield."
A long silence settled. "How could we?" He swallowed. "I owe you an apology." His voice was steady this time. "I'm sorry." He extended the shield.
Sam accepted it. Their eyes met. "Thank you."
Another silence. Not uncomfortable. Just honest.
Bucky looked back toward the water. "Whatever happened with Walker, wasn't your fault. It just..." He searched for words. "...that shield was the closest thing I had left to a family." His jaw tightened. "When you gave it away, I felt like I lost Steve all over again."
He laughed quietly at himself. "It made me question everything. Myself. You. Steve." He reached into his jacket. The little red notebook appeared in his hand. Steve's notebook.
"I've been carrying this around. I figured…If it helped him figure out this new world, maybe it'd help me figure out mine."
Your chest tightened. You remembered Steve scribbling movies onto those pages. Music. Food. Things he wanted to experience. He'd once insisted on writing down every recommendation you gave him because—"I don't want to forget."
You smiled despite yourself. "I always wondered where that ended up."
Bucky looked over. "I couldn't leave it behind."
"No." You nodded. "I don't think Steve would've wanted you to."
Sam finally broke the silence. "I understand, man." He looked at both of you before continuing. "But Steve's gone." The words still hurt. Even now. "And this might surprise both of you, but it doesn't matter what Steve would've wanted."
Both you and Bucky looked at him.
"You've gotta stop letting a dead man tell you who you're supposed to be."
The words landed harder than Sam probably intended. Because they weren't just aimed at Bucky. You felt them too.
He noticed. Of course he noticed.
Sam smiled softly. "I'm talking to both of you."
Your eyes dropped. "...Yeah."
He picked up the shield again. "You still having nightmares?"
Bucky didn't hesitate. "Every night."
Sam caught the shield. "What do they mean?"
Bucky answered quietly. "They mean I remember. They mean a part of me is still the Winter Soldier."
He threw the shield. This time, it came toward you. Instinct took over. You caught it against your forearm. The impact traveled through your shoulder.
Both men blinked.
"...Huh," Sam muttered. "You've had some practice."
You smirked. “Steve made sure of it." You looked down at the shield. Then back at Bucky. "You ready for some tough love?"
He already knew the answer. "No."
"Too bad." You stepped closer. "I've read every file. The therapy reports. The pardon. The notebooks. The names. You've been trying so hard to punish yourself that you forgot the point."
His shoulders stiffened.
"You aren't making amends. You've been chasing guilt. You've been avenging. You keep thinking if you suffer enough, you'll deserve to move on."
His eyes never left yours.
"But that's not how this works."
Sam nodded. "She's right."
You handed the shield back. "If you want out of that hell, then, climb. No shortcuts. No punishment. No hiding. Just do the work."
Bucky looked away. "I've been trying."
"I know." You smiled gently. "I've noticed."
That surprised him.
"You don't think I noticed every time you tried to help somebody this week? The boat. The boys. Sarah. Sam. You carried groceries for Mrs. Patterson yesterday."
His eyebrows lifted. "...You saw that?"
"I see lots of things."
For reasons he couldn't explain, that meant more to him than it should have.
Sam took over. "You keep apologizing because you think it'll make you feel better. But that's backwards. You help them. You give them peace. I guarantee there's somebody in that notebook who's waiting to hear something only you can say."
Bucky looked down. "...Probably a dozen."
Sam smiled. "Good. Then, start with one."
A long silence followed. Finally—"Good talk."
All three of you laughed. Sam stepped forward first. He pulled Bucky into one of those awkward half-handshake, half-hug combinations that somehow only the two of them could manage.
"You know Karli isn't done." Sam stated.
"I know. You call. I'll come." Bucky replied with a smile.
You nodded. "So will I."
Bucky looked at you. "I figured."
The three of you began gathering your things.
"Not necessarily as a team," Bucky added.
"Nope," Sam agreed. "We're definitely not that organized."
You laughed. "We're barely functional."
"Professionals," Bucky corrected.
"Questionable professionals," you said.
Sam grinned. "We’re just a couple of guys."
Bucky nodded thoughtfully. "Coworkers." There was another pause. Then he looked between the two of you. "With a mutual friend."
Sam's smile softened. "A friend's now gone."
You looked toward the shield resting against Sam's shoulder. "So, just a couple of guys."
Bucky chuckled. "I can live with that."
"Good." Sam clapped him once on the shoulder. "Thanks, man. It meant a lot."
"It wasn't just for you." Bucky adjusted his jacket before starting toward the road.
After only a few steps, he stopped. Turned back. His eyes found yours almost immediately. He hesitated. As though debating something.
Finally, "You take care of yourself."
It was such a small sentence. But somehow, it sounded different than goodbye.
You smiled. "You too, James."
He returned the smile almost automatically. Small. Barely there. Yet somehow the easiest one you'd ever seen on his face. Then he turned and kept walking. You watched him until he disappeared behind the trees.
"You know," Sam said beside you.
Without taking your eyes off the road, you answered, "What?"
"I don't think either of you realizes you're friends yet."
You smiled to yourself. "We're coworkers."
Sam laughed. "Whatever helps you sleep at night."
Beside him, Steve's shield caught the afternoon sun, gleaming brightly. For the first time since Steve had left, it no longer felt like the end of something.
It felt like the beginning.
Later that afternoon, the three of you sat along the dock while the final coat of paint dried beneath the Louisiana sun. The boat barely resembled the broken thing you'd arrived to. Fresh boards. Fresh paint. New wiring.
The old Wilson family shrimp boat looked like it had been given permission to breathe again.
Sam dipped the paintbrush into the white bucket before looking over his shoulder toward the two of you. "Well," he announced. He smiled. "There's only one thing left."
You leaned against the railing, arms folded. "It looks beautiful."
Sarah crossed her arms. "Stop."
Sam blinked. "...Stop what?"
"Don't." She shook her head. "We can't sell it."
Sam stared at her for a second. Then the corners of his mouth slowly lifted.
Sarah groaned dramatically. "I know that look. I know you're about to give me some inspirational speech."
Sam laughed. "I wasn't—"
"You absolutely were."
"I was thinking about it."
The three of you laughed. Sarah sat beside her brother on the edge of the dock, their shoulders bumping together the way siblings naturally did after a lifetime of knowing one another.
You stayed perched on the edge of the boat, swinging one foot lazily over the water.
"I just..." Sarah looked down at the fresh paint. "It isn't smart. It probably isn't practical. But I can't." Her voice cracked. "I just can't let it go."
Sam quietly set the paintbrush down beside him. "Sarah..." He smiled. "I'm really glad you said that."
You nodded almost immediately. "Thank God." They both looked toward you. "I was about five seconds away from crying, and this isn't even my family boat."
Sarah laughed. "Oh, sweetheart, you've definitely been adopted."
You laughed with them. For a moment, it almost felt true.
Sam looked across the water. "We have to preserve this. If there's one thing I've learned, it's that I can't win every fight." He shrugged. "And that's okay. I've made peace with that. But this?" He rested a hand against the old wood. "This is our history. Our parents. Our childhood. Our family. We don't get to lose this fight."
The breeze carried the smell of saltwater across the dock.
"I used to think, if I could just leave, I'd change the world." He laughed quietly. "Pretty arrogant, huh?"
Sarah nudged his shoulder. "Little bit."
"I thought saving people meant flying halfway across the planet." Sam smiled. "But every time I'd come home, I'd look at you. And I always thought you believed I was running away."
Sarah turned toward him immediately. "Samuel." Her voice softened. "There has never been a single day where I thought you were running away From anything." She smiled mischievously. "Not even when I was chewing your ass out at the bank."
Sam groaned. "There it is. I was waiting for it."
She laughed. "Who knew Captain America was so sensitive?"
They both burst into laughter. Real laughter. The kind that came from years of inside jokes. Years of growing up together. Years of knowing exactly which buttons to push.
You smiled automatically. Then, without warning, your vision blurred. Your smile stayed. But your eyes filled anyway. You looked away quickly, pretending to watch the sunlight ripple across the water.
Not because you wanted to hide it. Because you didn't know why it suddenly hurt so much. No. You knew exactly why. This. This was what grief stole. Not just people. Moments.
Tony had always been like this. He would've complained the entire time he helped fix the boat. He would've redesigned the engine halfway through. He would've insisted on installing something completely unnecessary because—"Come on, it'll be cool."
Pepper would've rolled her eyes. Morgan would've wanted to help. Happy would've accidentally dropped something expensive into the water. You would've laughed until your stomach hurt.
The memory settled over you so suddenly your chest physically ached. You hadn't realized how desperately you missed hearing your brother laugh. Or watching him argue over something that didn't matter. Or simply existing in the same space as him.
A tear escaped before you could stop it. You wiped it away quickly. Too late.
Sarah had already seen. She didn't call attention to it. Didn't ask if you were okay. Instead, she quietly reached over and squeezed your knee. Just once. A silent little gesture. You're here. You're not alone.
You covered her hand with yours for a second. "...Thanks."
She only smiled. Across from you, Sam had seen it too. He said nothing. He understood enough to leave grief alone when it needed quiet.
After a long moment, Sarah spoke again. "God, I missed you so much."
Sam looked at his sister. "I missed you too."
The words were simple. Yet they landed somewhere deep inside you. Because there had been a time, not so long ago, when those words had been effortless.
When Tony would call you at two in the morning because he'd built something ridiculous. When Steve would quietly reach for your hand in the middle of the night just to make sure you were still there. When Natasha would drag you out for drinks because—"Starks brood too much."
Now, the world felt quieter. Smaller.
You smiled anyway. Because watching the Wilsons reminded you of something you'd almost forgotten.
Love didn't disappear when people did. It simply found somewhere else to live.
Sarah looked back at Sam. "There's a fight out there." She motioned toward the bayou behind them. "And then there's our fight right here. You've taken on both." She tilted her head. "So are you really gonna let Isaiah Bradley decide what you do next?"
Sam stared across the water for a long time before answering. "No." He shook his head slowly. "Isaiah has every right to feel the way he does. What happened to him…No one should survive that." He exhaled. "If I were in his shoes, I'd probably feel exactly the same."
He looked down at Steve's shield, resting quietly against the dock. "But then, what was all the pain for? What was all the sacrifice for?"
Tony. Steve. Natasha. Vision. Every name echoed through your mind.
Sam looked toward both you and Sarah. "If the people who came before us kept fighting, how can I stop now?"
Silence settled over the dock again. Peaceful. Comfortable.
For the first time in months, you didn't feel like an outsider looking in at someone else's family. You simply felt included.
And somewhere hundreds of miles away, though neither of you knew it yet. Bucky Barnes found himself looking down at his phone, debating for the third time in an hour whether he should send you a message.
He never did. But the thought alone surprised him. Because for the first time in years, he found himself wondering how someone else's day had gone.
The next morning, and every morning after that, you met Sam at the clearing behind Sarah's house.
The sunrise had barely broken through the trees before training began. The shield had already carved fresh scars into the bark from the days before. Again. And again. And again.
The metallic clang echoed through the Louisiana swamp. Sam hurled the shield. It ricocheted off the first tree. Second. Third, and buried itself into the dirt several feet away.
Sam groaned. "Oh, come on."
You checked the stopwatch. "Again."
He shot you an exhausted look. "You sound like Steve."
You smirked. "I'll take that as a compliment."
He sighed dramatically before retrieving the shield. Hours blurred together. Running drills. Target practice. Hand-to-hand sparring. Shield retrieval. Reaction timing. Footwork.
You timed every lap. Corrected every stance. Forced him to repeat movements until they became instinct instead of thought.
By noon both of you were drenched in sweat. Sam launched the shield again. It clipped one tree. Missed the second entirely. He caught it awkwardly against his forearm.
You shook your head. "Too slow."
"It hit”
“It survived. Not the same thing."
He rolled his eyes. "You got anything constructive?"
You stepped closer. "Give me the shield."
He handed it over.
You adjusted his feet with the toe of your boot. "Wider. No. A little more. There."
You nudged his shoulder. "Relax."
"I'm relaxed."
"No, you're pretending to be relaxed."
He laughed. "You sound like a therapist."
"I've spent years negotiating between enhanced individuals and world governments." You shrugged. "Trust me. I know what tense looks like."
He chuckled.
You lifted the shield. "You're watching the shield."
"I know."
"Stop."
"...What?"
"You keep tracking the metal. You're reacting. You need to anticipate."
Sam frowned. "...Explain."
You balanced the shield against your fingertips. "This thing shouldn't exist. It violates conservation of momentum about six different ways. The vibranium absorbs kinetic energy. Redistributes it. Stores some. Bleeds some back out."
You looked up. "The point is, if you throw it like a Frisbee, you're fighting physics. If you throw it like Steve, you're still fighting physics."
Sam blinked. "So what's the answer?"
You smiled. "You stop thinking about throwing it."
He looked even more confused.
"You tell it where you want it to end."
He stared. "That sounded incredibly fake-scientific."
"It is. But it's also true." You stepped back several yards. "The shield isn't a weapon. It's geometry. Every impact creates the next angle. The moment it leaves your hand, your job is already over. You should already know where it's coming back."
Sam folded his arms. "And you figured all that out, how?"
Your smile softened. "I didn't."
He frowned. "What?"
"I mean... not by myself." Your thumb traced the worn edge of the vibranium. "After the Blip, after you disappeared, and Bucky, Wanda, and Peter..." Your voice quieted. "Everyone."
The bayou suddenly felt very still.
"It got really lonely." You looked down at the shield. "The compound felt empty. Too quiet. So one day, I wandered into one of the training rooms." Your lips curled into a nostalgic smile.
"And there it was. Collecting dust. I picked it up because..." You shrugged. "I don't know. Maybe because it reminded me of Steve. He wasn’t the same after Thanos won. None of us were." You smiled sadly. "And maybe because I needed something to throw."
Sam smiled knowingly.
"I threw it once. It ricocheted off one beam, came straight back, and launched me almost two hundred feet."
Sam burst into laughter. "No way."
"Oh, absolutely. I landed flat on my back. You should've seen the bruise."
He laughed harder. "And you tried again?"
"I’m a Stark." You gave him an amused look. "When has 'that hurt' ever stopped one of us?"
That earned another laugh.
"So I threw it again. And again. And again. All day. For too many days. I'd go to bed with another bruise. Another scrape. More dirt on my face. One time it clipped me in the shoulder so hard I couldn't lift my arm for a whole day."
Sam winced. "...Ouch."
"Yeah. It was humbling." You smiled at the memory. "But by the end of a really hard day, Steve had noticed. Of course he had.”
You could still picture him leaning against the doorway. Arms folded. Trying, and failing, not to laugh.
"He never told me to stop. He just walked over. Took the shield. And said..." You shifted your stance instinctively. "'Your feet are too close together.'"
Sam smiled. "Sounds like him."
"'Your grip's wrong. Stop locking your shoulder. You're thinking too much.'" You demonstrated each adjustment as you spoke. "For weeks, I thought he was teaching me how to throw the shield." A quiet laugh escaped you. "He wasn't."
Sam tilted his head. "What was he teaching?"
You looked down at the vibranium. "He told me something I'll never forget."
You could almost hear Steve's voice.
"The shield isn't special because it's made of vibranium. Or the colors on it. It's special because of the person carrying it."
You swallowed. "I didn't understand what he meant back then. I thought this..." You lifted the shield slightly. "...was what people believed in."
You shook your head. "It wasn't. They believed in him."
Sam grew quiet.
"For years, Steve carried this thing. It protected him. It defended people. It represented America. But that was never why people followed him. They followed him because when Steve Rogers walked into a room, people believed things could get better."
Your eyes met Sam's. "The shield didn't make him Captain America. He made the shield mean something."
Silence settled between you.
"So, you think I'm supposed to make it mean something."
"I think..." You smiled. "...you're still trying to carry Steve's shield. But that's impossible. Because Steve already carried it."
You stepped closer until you were standing directly in front of him. "This thing..." You tapped the vibranium lightly."...isn't asking you to become Steve Rogers. It's asking you to become Sam Wilson."
His expression shifted. You saw it. The moment something clicked.
"The shield is an extension of the person holding it. It reflects every hesitation. Every doubt. Every ounce of confidence. If you throw it wondering whether you're worthy, it'll fight you every step of the way. But if you throw it because you already know exactly who you are, it'll find its way home."
Sam stared at the shield. Then quietly asked, "So, what if I still don't know who I am?"
You smiled sadly. "Neither did Steve."
He blinked. "What?"
“He questioned himself all the time. He just never questioned whether helping people was the right thing to do." You rested a hand on Sam's shoulder. "That's the difference. You don't have to believe you're perfect. You don't even have to believe you'll win. You just have to believe the cause is worth standing for."
You thought about Steve. About Tony. Natasha. Everyone who wasn't here anymore. They didn't keep fighting because they knew they'd survive. They kept fighting because somebody had to.
A breeze swept across the bayou. You took a step back. "The shield isn't asking whether you're good enough. It's asking whether you still believe."
Without another word, you threw it. It slammed into one tree. Then another. A third. A fourth.
Each rebound cleaner than the last. The shield curved back through the humid Louisiana air, and snapped perfectly into your hand. The force still shoved you backward several inches, your boots digging grooves into the dirt.
Sam laughed. "So it still kicks."
You flexed your wrist with a wince. "Oh, absolutely. This thing humbles any normal human."
You tossed it back toward him. "Again."
The next throw was better. Not perfect. Better.
By the third day, he barely missed. By the fourth, he was beginning to predict the rebounds. By the fifth, he finally caught it without thinking.
He stared at it. Almost surprised.
You smiled. "There it is."
"What?"
"You finally stopped trying to throw Steve's shield."
Sam looked down at it. Then back at you. "I'm throwing mine."
You nodded proudly. "Exactly."
The rest of the week disappeared almost as quickly as it had begun. Between training sessions, boat repairs, family dinners, and Sarah insisting neither of you was eating enough, the Wilson home became something dangerously close to normal.
Closer than either of you had expected. Closer than either of you were ready to leave. When the morning finally came, Sarah packed enough food for three flights despite your protests.
"You'll thank me later."
"I already know you're right."
"I usually am." She hugged you tightly. "Come back soon."
"I will." And you meant it.
Sam loaded your bag into the truck before turning toward you. "I can't thank you enough."
"You don't have to."
"You helped me become Captain America."
You smiled. "No. You already were. You just finally believed it."
He laughed quietly before pulling you into one last hug. "You better answer your phone."
"I usually do."
"Even if it’s Bucky."
You froze for half a second. "...Excuse me?"
"I didn't say anything."
"You absolutely said something."
He grinned as he climbed back into the truck. "You'll figure it out eventually."
You shook your head, smiling despite yourself. "You're impossible."
"So I've been told."
A few hours later, your flight banked toward New York. Rain clouds rolled beneath the wings. Passengers dozed around you while the television mounted above the aisle played the afternoon news.
"In New York, where the Global Repatriation Council is preparing to vote on the controversial Patch Act, lawmakers are expected to decide whether more than twenty million displaced people will be repatriated to their countries of origin. The proposal comes amid increasing international pressure following recent attacks attributed to the Flag Smashers..."
You stared through the airplane window. Work. Back to meetings. Politics. Reports. Paperwork. The brief peace you'd found in Louisiana already felt impossibly far away.
Hundreds of miles south, Sam stood alone beside the rebuilt boat when his phone rang.
He answered immediately. "Torres."
"Sorry this took so long," Joaquin said. "Spare you the technical stuff, but I finally finished those scans you wanted."
Sam straightened. "What'd you find?"
"When we map every Flag Smasher sighting against encrypted communications, they leave tiny electronic fingerprints before every operation." A keyboard clacked rapidly. "They've been bouncing all over Europe." A pause. "But this morning, I got another ping."
Sam's expression hardened. "Where?"
"New York." Another beat. "I can't promise they're not masking their location, but if they're slipping up, this is the best lead we've had."
Sam looked toward the horizon. For a brief moment, he already knew who he’d call. Bucky. You. Instead, he smiled to himself.
"You did good, Torres. I'll take it from here."
The hunt had begun again.
The television hanging in the corner of your office abruptly interrupted the afternoon programming.
REPORTER (ON TV): "We have breaking news. There is a complete lockdown at the Global Repatriation Council summit in Lower Manhattan, where authorities are responding to multiple threats believed to be connected to groups attempting to stop today's vote on global resettlement."
You were already reaching for your jacket.
REPORTER: "A no-fly zone has been established over the area. NYPD and federal agencies have secured the perimeter. Civilians are urged to avoid Lower Manhattan until further notice."
Your phone buzzed before you even made it to the elevator. Sam. One sentence.
Summary: After months of surviving loss by keeping yourself busy, you accept Sam's invitation to Louisiana and find something you thought you'd lost along the way: a place where you belong. When Bucky unexpectedly follows, quiet days, shared laughter, and late-night conversations begin to blur the line between friendship and something neither of you are ready to name.
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The following two days blurred together into an endless routine of pretending your life hadn't completely unraveled. You answered emails. Reviewed contracts. Revised offers for Stark-owned properties Pepper had trusted you to oversee. Signed documents transferring facilities to universities, charities, private buyers. One property after another. One piece of Tony's legacy after another.
You buried yourself in work because work had rules. Work didn't ask how you were sleeping. Work didn't care that your head still throbbed every time you turned too quickly, courtesy of John Walker throwing you into a steel support beam.
Work didn't notice that you had started eating dinner standing over the kitchen sink because setting the table for one somehow felt lonelier.
It was easier this way. Until it wasn't.
On the fifth evening, the silence finally caught up to you. You unlocked the apartment door. The lights flickered on automatically. Everything looked exactly the way you'd left it. Exactly the way it had looked months ago.
A jacket Steve had forgotten still hung on the back of one of the dining room chairs. His favorite mug sat upside down beside yours in the drying rack. A stack of books remained on the coffee table, one still folded open where he'd left a bookmark halfway through.
You hadn't touched any of it. You couldn't. Because moving any of it would make his leaving feel permanent. And some irrational part of you still wasn't ready for that.
You quietly dropped your keys into the bowl by the door. The sound echoed through the apartment. God...
It was quiet. Not peaceful. Just empty. This apartment had never been meant for one person. You and Steve had picked it together after the Blip. Small enough to feel like home. Big enough to escape Avengers Tower. A place where neither of you had to be Captain America or Tony Stark's little sister. Just the two of you.
You wandered into the kitchen almost automatically. Made tea. Forgot about it. By the time you remembered, it had gone cold. You poured it into the sink without taking a single sip.
Leaning both hands against the counter, you stared out over Manhattan. Thousands of lights stretched endlessly across the city; somewhere out there, people were falling in love. Arguing. Laughing. Cooking dinner. Watching movies. Complaining about work. Living wonderfully ordinary lives.
You wondered what that felt like now. Because yours had become anything but ordinary. Tony was gone. Natasha was gone. Steve had chosen another lifetime. Thor had disappeared into the stars. Bruce buried himself in research. Wanda--God, Wanda. She had lost everything. Pepper spent every day pretending to be stronger than she felt for Morgan's sake. Morgan was growing up without her father. Bucky wandered through the world trying to forgive himself. Sam carried responsibilities he never asked for, and you--
You weren't entirely sure who you were anymore. You had spent so much of your life taking care of everyone else, you'd forgotten how to take care of yourself.
Your eyes drifted toward the corner of the living room. The record player. Dust had settled across the wooden lid. You hadn't gone near it since, since him. Your feet carried you there before your mind caught up. You brushed a fingertip across the lid. A clean line appeared through the dust. You swallowed. Slowly. Carefully. You lifted it open.
The record was still there. Exactly where Steve had left it. The last album he'd played. The needle still rested where he'd lifted it months ago. Your fingers trembled as you lowered it onto the vinyl. Static. Then, music. Soft. Warm. Painfully familiar.
The first notes filled the apartment. For one impossible second, it almost sounded like he was in the next room. You closed your eyes. You could picture him perfectly. Barefoot. Making dinner. Quietly humming along without realizing it. Looking over his shoulder every few minutes just to smile at you.
The memory hit so suddenly it stole the air from your lungs. Your knees buckled. You caught yourself on the edge of the couch before slowly sinking onto the floor. The tears came without warning. Not graceful tears. Not quiet ones. The kind that made breathing hurt. The kind that shook your entire body. Months.
You had held this together for months. For Pepper. For Morgan. For the Avengers. For the UN. For the world. You had attended funerals. Managed estates. Represented governments. Stopped terrorists. Sat through congressional hearings. Comforted everyone. Everyone except yourself.
"I miss you..." The words barely escaped. "I miss all of you."
Tony. Nat. Steve. Even the family that still remained somehow felt scattered across the world. You wrapped your arms around yourself as though maybe you could keep your heart from breaking any further.
The music continued playing. The apartment echoed with memories that no longer had anywhere to go.
Your phone buzzed somewhere across the room. You ignored it. Another vibration. Then another. Eventually the notifications became so persistent they interrupted the record.
The music stopped. The silence returned. Sniffling, you wiped your face with the sleeve of your sweatshirt before reaching for your phone.
Sam Wilson. Three unread messages.
Sam: I meant what I said.
A second.
Sam: Come down to Louisiana.
A third arrived just as you unlocked your screen.
Sam: Sarah already started making enough food for five people, and somehow she knew you'd say yes.
A picture followed. The Wilson family dock. The boat. Bright blue water. Children running barefoot across the wooden planks. Normal. Peaceful. Home.
One final message appeared.
Sam: We could use another set of hands. Besides…I think you could use a bit of bayou air.
Then, his address. You stared at it for a long time.
The apartment around you suddenly felt impossibly still. Your eyes wandered one last time across the room. Steve's books. His jacket. The record still turning slowly beneath the silent needle.
For months, leaving this apartment had always meant another mission. Another meeting. Another responsibility.
This would be different. This time, you wouldn't be leaving to save the world. You'd be leaving because someone had quietly noticed that maybe… You needed saving too.
Delacroix, Louisiana
The drive south had been exactly what you needed.
Miles of highways slowly gave way to winding roads lined with towering cypress trees draped in moss. The farther you drove from New York, the lighter your chest seemed to feel. The constant hum of traffic disappeared, replaced by birdsong, cicadas, and the occasional fishing boat gliding through the bayou.
The air was different here. Heavy. Humid. Warm enough that the moment you stepped out of the car, the heat wrapped around you like a blanket.
You smiled despite yourself. Sam had been right. It felt...alive.
You barely had time to shut the driver's door before two familiar voices shouted across the yard. "She's here!"
You looked up just in time to see AJ and Cass standing near the front porch, backpacks already slung over their shoulders for school.
The second they recognized you, they abandoned all attempts at looking cool. "Miss Allison!"
They sprinted toward the house instead of toward you.
You laughed. "They're warning everyone I'm coming?"
"Mom!" AJ yelled as he burst through the front door.
Chuckling to yourself, you followed the boys inside. The smell hit you first. Fresh coffee. Bacon. Toast. Something sweet baking in the oven. Your stomach growled before you could stop it.
The kitchen was filled with quiet, familiar chaos. Sarah packed lunches at the counter while Sam leaned against the island, stealing grapes from a bowl every time his sister looked away.
"You know I can see you, right?" Sarah said without turning around.
"I'm quality testing."
"You've quality-tested six already."
"They passed."
She rolled her eyes. Only then did she glance toward the doorway. The moment she saw you, her entire expression softened.
"Sweetheart." She crossed the kitchen before you could even say hello. Her arms wrapped around you without hesitation. Not polite. Not brief. The kind of hug that mothers perfected. Warm. Safe. The kind that quietly asked how you were doing without expecting you to answer.
Your arms tightened around her automatically. For one dangerous second, you almost cried. Not here. You promised yourself. Not here.
You blinked quickly until the tears stayed where they belonged. "Hi, Sarah."
She pulled back just enough to cup your face. "Oh, honey. You look exhausted."
You tried to smile. "I've looked worse."
She gave you the exact look mothers gave when they knew you were lying. "Mm-hmm. We'll fix that."
You laughed softly. "I'm already feeling better."
She squeezed your shoulder. "I was hoping you'd say yes."
"So was I." Behind her, Sam grinned. "See? I told you she'd cave."
You shot him an unimpressed look. "I didn't cave. You guilt-tripped me."
"I invited you."
"You emotionally manipulated me."
"I prefer 'persuasive.'"
You rolled your eyes. "It was a beautiful drive, by the way."
"I know." He leaned back proudly. "Told you."
Sarah shook her head affectionately. "You two sound like siblings already."
Neither of you commented. Somehow, it didn't feel inaccurate.
Sarah returned to packing lunches while Sam wandered back toward the counter.
"So..." She sighed dramatically. "As far as the boat goes..." She placed another sandwich into a paper bag. "Mr. Dinh backed out."
Your smile faded. "Oh."
She nodded. "The parts alone are going to eat up everything we'd make."
Sam immediately straightened. "Don't worry. I'm fixing the boat."
Sarah looked at him over her shoulder. "Aren't you supposed to be off saving the world? What are you doing back here bothering me?"
You couldn't help laughing.
Sam placed a hand dramatically over his chest. "My family's part of the world."
Sarah snorted. "That was smooth."
"I practice."
She pointed a butter knife toward him. "You absolutely do."
She turned to you. "So, the government's finally letting you all take a vacation?"
You laughed. "I wish. They stepped in after Walker. Took jurisdiction. Benched us."
Sarah let out an understanding hum. "So, you're both unemployed superheroes."
"Temporarily." Sam corrected. "Temporarily."
She smiled knowingly. "That's somehow even worse."
Before anyone could answer, AJ and Cass reappeared. Already dressed. Already impatient. Sarah handed each of them a lunch. "Now. Make sure Bennett and Elling each get one too."
Both boys nodded immediately. "Yes, ma'am."
She kissed the tops of their heads. "Have a good day. Love you."
"Love you too!" The front door slammed shut behind them.
Silence settled over the kitchen for a moment. Sam watched through the window until they disappeared down the road.
"Bennett and Elling?" You asked.
Sarah sighed. "Their dad." She shook her head. "Can't seem to get out of bed before noon. The boys keep showing up hungry. They're too proud to ask for help."
Sam smiled sadly. "You're just like Mom. Feeding every kid in the neighborhood."
Sarah shrugged. "Somebody has to."
Sam looked around the quiet kitchen. "You know, how many people still owe Mom and Dad favors?"
She smiled. "Probably half the parish."
He nodded once. "Good. It might be time to collect." His expression shifted. Determined. "I'm fixing that damn boat."
For the next two hours, you watched something beautiful happen. Sam didn't call celebrities. He didn't call politicians. He didn't call generals. He called neighbors. People who remembered Paul and Darlene Wilson. People who remembered borrowed tools. Shared meals. Late-night repairs. Kindness given freely years before.
One after another, they answered. "Hey, Miss Patty. It's Sam. Yeah. Paul's youngest."
Every voice lit up. "Sam?" "How's your sister?" "How's the family?" "What do you need?"
He smiled every single time. "Actually, I was hoping to ask a favor."
He never had to explain much further. The answers were always the same.
"Anything for the Wilsons." "We'll be there." "Just tell us when." "Of course."
You leaned quietly against the porch railing, listening as another call ended.
Sam slipped his phone into his pocket.
"You know..." You looked over. "I've spent years around millionaires. Tech gurus. Scientists. World leaders. Kings. Geniuses."
He raised an eyebrow. "And?"
You smiled toward the road where neighbors would arrive. "I don't think I've ever seen anyone richer than your parents."
Sam followed your gaze. Then smiled. "Yeah. They'd like hearing that."
For the first time in what felt like months, the weight on your chest eased. Not because your grief was gone. Not because the world had stopped hurting.
But because, standing on that little porch in Louisiana, you were surrounded by something the Avengers hadn't felt like in a long time. Community.
And somehow… It felt like the beginning of healing.
The next morning smelled of saltwater, fresh lumber, and coffee. The sun had barely climbed above the trees when you joined Sam down by the dock, a mug warming your hands despite the already humid air. The bayou was beginning to wake around you. Birds skimmed low across the water while boats hummed quietly somewhere farther down the marsh.
For the first time in months, you hadn't woken up to sirens. Or news alerts. Or another government briefing. Just birds.
You understood why Sam kept coming home. A pickup truck rumbled down the dirt road.
Sam looked up immediately. "There they are."
The truck stopped beside the dock, already loaded with lumber, piping, and replacement engine parts.
Sam's face lit up. "Gentlemen!" He jogged over before the driver had even climbed out. "Tommy. Carlos." He pulled both men into hugs. "This is incredible. Seriously, thank you."
Carlos laughed. "Word gets around the Wilson family needs help..."
Tommy finished proudly. "...people show up."
Carlos patted Sam's shoulder. "We've still got a little usefulness left in us."
Sam looked toward the truck bed. "Only problem now..." He scratched the back of his neck. "...how exactly do we get all this off?"
No one answered. Then, wood scraped against metal. A heavy crate lifted effortlessly into the air.
At first, all you saw was the vibranium arm. Silver caught the afternoon sun before the rest of him stepped into view. Leather jacket. Dark henley. The familiar rhythm of boots against weathered dock planks.
Your breath caught before you realized why. Bucky.
It had only been a few weeks. Three, maybe four. Not long. And yet, it felt strangely longer. Long enough that you'd stopped expecting to see him around every corner. Long enough to notice the empty space he'd left behind.
Bucky balanced the crate against one shoulder as though it weighed little more than a suitcase.
His eyes found Sam first. Then—You.
He hadn't expected that tiny rush of relief. There you are. The thought arrived before he could stop it. Safe.
Still arguing with Sam about something, judging by the expression on your face. Good.
He looked away almost immediately.
The wooden crate landed with a heavy thud. The dock groaned beneath it. Tommy's eyebrows climbed.
"...Well." Bucky dusted off his hands. "You're welcome."
Like he'd merely held open a door. A laugh escaped before you could stop it. There it was. That dry little delivery. You hadn't realized how much you'd missed it.
For the first time since Latvia, neither of you had somewhere else to be. No explosions. No negotiations. No governments watching. No one trying to kill anyone. Just a quiet dock.
You looked at him properly. He looked different. Not physically. Lighter. The permanent tension that usually lived across his shoulders had eased. There was still sadness there. Always would be. But something had changed.
Like he'd finally set down a weight he'd been carrying for decades. He looked less like the Winter Soldier. More like Bucky Barnes.
Bucky noticed it too. You looked healthier. Still tired. Still carrying too much. But the tightness he'd grown used to seeing around your eyes had softened.
Somewhere between Berlin, Madripoor, Latvia and Louisiana… You'd both healed a little.
His eyes lifted. Caught yours. Neither of you looked away. Not immediately.
It was strange. Three weeks ago, you'd spent nearly every waking hour together. Planes. Safe houses. Arguments. Long silences.
Now, simply standing across a dock suddenly felt almost unfamiliar.
You smiled first. Small. Warm. Like greeting someone who'd become unexpectedly important. His mouth twitched. Almost a smile. Almost.
For a brief second, 1943 won.
"Thought you forgot where we lived." The words slipped out before he could think about them.
You laughed. "I was starting to think the same thing."
"I've been busy."
"So have I."
A beat. "...I noticed." His eyes drifted briefly toward the Stark tablet tucked beneath your arm. "You look tired."
You smiled. "You too."
He nodded. "...Fair."
It wasn't much. It didn't need to be. Somehow, it felt like picking up a conversation neither of you had ever actually finished.
Instead, Bucky reached back into the truck. Pulling down a sleek Wakandan case. He set it carefully beside Sam.
"Just dropping this off." He nodded toward the case. "You can sign for it."
Then looked back toward the truck. "'I’ll head out. I called in a favor."
Sam immediately recognized the Wakandan craftsmanship. His expression softened. "...You didn't."
Bucky shrugged. "They owed me."
You smiled to yourself. Liar. The Wakandans didn't owe anyone anything. He'd asked. For Sam.
Because that was who Bucky Barnes had always been. Not loud. Not showy. He loved people quietly. In blankets. In impossible favors. In showing up. Always showing up.
Steam suddenly hissed somewhere beneath the boat.
Sarah's voice echoed across the dock. "Sam!"
The pipe burst with a loud spray.
Sam ducked immediately beneath the engine compartment. "I'm on it!"
He grabbed a wrench. Nothing happened. The leak only grew worse.
Bucky wandered over almost absentmindedly. "Move."
Sam slid aside. Bucky crouched next to him, taking the wrench. Sarah wandered closer. Only then did Bucky finally notice her standing there.
"Oh, hi."
Sarah blinked. "...Hi."
You watched the entire exchange unfold. Then, looked at Sarah. Then, back at Bucky. Sarah suddenly remembered she was holding a clipboard and awkwardly hugged it against her chest. You bit the inside of your cheek. Oh no. You knew that look.
Bucky finished tightening the pipe. The hissing stopped. He handed the wrench back.
Sam looked at him. "Why didn't you use the metal arm?"
Bucky frowned thoughtfully. "I..." He looked down at his flesh hand. "...don't always think about it." A beat. "I'm right-handed."
Sam laughed.
"So that's the boat."
"It is."
Bucky looked it over with genuine curiosity. "It's nice. You want help?"
Sam nodded. "Yeah."
He headed toward the opposite side of the dock. Leaving Bucky standing directly across from Sarah. Neither moved. Neither spoke.
Finally, "I'm Bucky."
Sarah smiled warmly. "Sarah."
"...Sarah." He repeated it absentmindedly. Testing the name. The same way people did when they wanted to remember it. His smile softened. "It's nice to meet you."
There it was. You felt it immediately. Your eyes slowly slid toward Sam. Sam was already looking at you.
Oh no. You knew that smile. Steve hadn't been exaggerating. Mr. Hotshot Bucky Barnes was alive and well. He just didn't know it yet.
Sam watched Bucky lean casually against the railing, completely relaxed for the first time in weeks. Then watched Sarah smile back. Then looked at you.
You bit the inside of your cheek so hard it almost hurt. Absolutely not. You elbowed Sam. Hard.
He winced. "...Ow."
Sarah looked between the two of you. "What?"
"Nothing." You answered much too quickly.
Bucky looked completely oblivious. "What?"
Sam pinched the bridge of his nose. "Oh my God..."
Sarah looked around. "Am I missing something?"
You stepped over, gently taking the clipboard from her hands. "I'll get this."
She blinked. "...Thanks?"
"You seem..." You glanced very deliberately toward Bucky. "...occupied."
Sarah followed your gaze. Her cheeks pinkened immediately. "I—" She looked back at Bucky. "...No."
"Mhm." You smiled to yourself, pretending to study the clipboard.
Out of the corner of your eye, you watched Bucky finally start piecing together everyone's expressions. His brow furrowed.
Slowly.
"...Wait."
Sam looked away. Already laughing.
Bucky looked between the three of you. "...You think—"
Nobody answered.
His ears immediately turned pink. "Oh." He rubbed the back of his neck. "...That's not..."
You finally looked up. "No?"
"No. I was introducing myself."
"You repeated her name."
"So?"
"So..." You tilted your head. "...The stories were true."
"They were exaggerated."
"Mhm."
"They were."
"I didn't say they were bad stories."
He looked genuinely offended. "I wasn't flirting."
"I know."
"You do?"
You nodded. "I know." A beat. "...That's what makes it funny."
He blinked.
Something about that landed differently. The smile disappeared from his face. His eyes found yours. For just a second. Long enough that the teasing quietly gave way to something softer.
You smiled. "...Relax. I know."
He let out a quiet breath. "...Good."
"You've still got it, though."
He frowned. "...Got what?"
"The charm."
His ears turned pink all over again. "I don't have charm."
Sam laughed. "Buddy..."
Sarah smiled.
"I think you do."
Bucky groaned. "Oh, this is never gonna end."
"Oh, never." You winked.
For the first time in days, Bucky laughed. Not loud. Not long. Just one quiet, genuine laugh that slipped out before he could stop it. The sound caught you off guard. You looked at him. Really looked at him. It suited him.
He caught you staring again. This time, neither of you looked away immediately. There was no battlefield between you. No mission briefing. No gunfire. No government watching.
Just morning sunlight reflecting off the water. For the first time since Latvia, you realized how strange it had felt not having him around. You wondered if he'd noticed your absence too.
Across the dock, Sam watched the two of you in complete silence. Then he quietly muttered to himself, "Finally."
"What?" Sarah asked.
Sam shook his head, hiding a grin. "Nothing. Just..." He looked back toward the boat. "...thinking this is gonna be a long week."
The rest of the afternoon passed beneath the warm Louisiana sun. Nobody talked much. Nobody needed to.
Work had a funny way of filling silence. You sanded old boards while Sam crawled beneath the engine compartment muttering colorful things about rusted bolts. Bucky replaced piping with an efficiency that made every task look effortless.
By lunchtime, the three of you had settled into an easy rhythm. Someone asked for a wrench before another person had already handed it over. Someone steadied a board before it slipped. Someone laughed when Sam dropped yet another bolt into the water.
It felt, normal. Painfully normal.
Your hands were stained with grease by the time you crawled out from beneath the engine. You smiled to yourself. Tony would've laughed. The memory didn't hurt quite as sharply this time. It felt warm.
Years ago, your summers had been spent inside Tony's garage. While everyone else your age went to parties, on vacations, you learned how to weld. How to solder circuitry. How to rebuild engines. How to hold a flashlight exactly where Tony wanted it without getting yelled at. "You're holding it wrong."
"Tony, it's literally pointing at the thing."
"Wrong angle."
"You're impossible."
"I'm brilliant."
You found yourself laughing quietly.
"What?" Sam asked from across the dock.
You shook your head. "Just remembering my brother."
Sam smiled softly. "He would've loved seeing you covered in grease, out here in Louisiana."
"He would've complained I wasn't using the right tools."
Bucky looked over. "You worked on the suits?"
You nodded. "Mostly handed him tools. He was super controlling at one point. Occasionally reminded him not to electrocute himself."
"He listened?"
You snorted. "Absolutely not."
For a brief second, Bucky imagined the scene. Tony. Young you. Arguing over machinery. Laughing.
The picture fit together so naturally that he wondered why he'd never thought about what your life had looked like before all of this. Not the Avenger. Not Steve's girlfriend. Just you.
He found himself watching you a little longer than he intended. You were smiling. A real one. He realized, he hadn't seen that smile since before Latvia.
Something loosened quietly in his chest. He looked away before anyone noticed.
Later, the three of you tipped the boat to drain the last of the water pooled inside. Buckets sloshed. Water poured over the dock.
Sam wiped sweat from his forehead. "You think Karli throws in the towel?"
Bucky shook his head. "No. I think she doubles down."
You rested your forearms on the side of the boat. "You have any idea how we stop her?"
Sam sighed. "I've got Joaquin chasing a few leads."
Bucky shrugged. "Zemo still thinks there's only one answer."
"Yeah." Sam answered quietly. "And I still think he's wrong."
Neither argued. Because none of you actually knew anymore.
You wandered toward Sarah, who was balancing a clipboard beneath one arm while trying to carry three bottles of beer with the other.
Without a word, you rescued two of them from her hands.
"I've got these."
She smiled gratefully. "Thank you. You've already done enough today."
"So have you."
She laughed. "You know, I really appreciate you being here. It would've taken me twice as long without you."
You shrugged. "I don't mind. I just wish you'd let me help a little more."
Sarah immediately knew what you meant. Financially.
She smiled before gently bumping your shoulder. "Absolutely not."
"But—"
"Nope." She shook her head. "I already told you. We don't need your money."
She pointed toward the dock. "We needed your hands." Then she looked back at you. "...And that laugh. You've laughed more today than I think you've laughed in months."
You hadn't even realized. Your smile faltered. "I..."
She softened. "This place is good for you."
You swallowed. "I hope you all don't mind me invading."
Sarah looked genuinely confused. "Honey." She reached over and squeezed your hand. "You're family."
The words landed harder than you expected. You blinked quickly. Again. Before she could notice. Unfortunately, she noticed anyway.
Instead of saying anything, her eyes wandered toward the dock. Toward Bucky.
"...So."
You followed her gaze. "So?"
She smiled. "What do you think of Bucky?"
You nearly dropped the beers. "What?"
She laughed. "The poor man. I don't think he knows where to look whenever you're nearby."
You stared at her. "...He's just awkward."
"Mhm. He is." She nodded knowingly. "But that's not what I asked."
You rolled your eyes. "I think he is..." You searched for the right word. "...good."
Sarah tilted her head. "Just good?"
You smiled to yourself. "He's trying. Really hard. And maybe, he doesn't realize people can see that."
Sarah looked at you for a long moment. Then smiled wider. "I think he likes that you do."
You immediately laughed. "Sarah. No."
She raised both hands dramatically. "Okay. If you say so." She leaned closer. "But I still think you should watch out."
You smirked. "For him?"
"No." She nodded toward Sam. "For my brother. The second he notices..." She whistled. "...he's going to be unbearable."
You laughed so hard you had to wipe tears from your eyes.
When you returned to the dock, the sun had begun sinking toward the horizon. Everything glowed gold. The three of you sat on the edge of the boat with cold beers in your hands.
Nobody talked for several minutes. The quiet wasn't awkward. Just comfortable. Bucky leaned back on both hands, watching the sunlight dance across the water. He couldn't remember the last time he'd simply sat. No mission. No therapist. No nightmares. Just existing.
He became aware of someone looking at him. Again. Not intensely. Not suspiciously. Just watching. He turned.
You looked away almost immediately, pretending to study the water instead. He frowned slightly. Had you been watching him? Why?
He looked back toward the bayou. His mind should've moved on. Instead, he found himself wondering what you'd been thinking.
It was an unfamiliar feeling. Nobody had watched him like that in decades. Not evaluating. Not fearing. Not expecting something. Simply seeing him.He wasn't sure which unsettled him more.
Eventually he finished his drink and stood. "I've got a flight tomorrow." He stretched. "Figure I'll grab a hotel tonight. Get some sleep."
Sam looked horrified. "You're really gonna do that to me?"
Bucky blinked. "...Do what?"
"Leave me here. Alone. With all this work."
Bucky snorted. "I didn't want to impose."
Sam shook his head. "You kidding? My family's the most welcoming group of people on Earth. They don't care if you've got six toes. They don't care if your mom's your aunt. They definitely don't care if you wear those tiny little T-shirts."
Bucky looked down at his Henley. "...They're normal-sized."
You couldn't resist. "There's still a top bunk."
His eyes immediately found yours. "You offering?"
You shrugged innocently. "You fit." A beat. "...Barely."
The corner of his mouth lifted. "You've gotten funnier."
"So have you."
He looked genuinely surprised. Had he? Maybe. A little.
Sam watched the exchange. Slowly. Then looked toward Sarah. Then back toward Bucky. A grin spread across his face.
"One thing."
Both of you looked over.
"What?"
Sam pointed directly at Bucky. "You."
"What about me?"
"Don't flirt with my sister."
Silence. Bucky stared at him. "...What?"
"Sarah." Sam nodded toward her. "My actual sister."
Before anyone else could react, Bucky's eyes flicked to you. Almost instinctively. Like he needed to know whether you believed that too.
You caught it immediately. The tiny glance. The almost imperceptible hesitation. Interesting. Only then did he look toward Sarah.
"...Oh." Realization slowly spread across his face. His ears turned pink. "I wasn't—"
"You were." You cut in before he could finish.
He looked back at you immediately. "I wasn't."
"You absolutely were."
"I introduced myself."
"You repeated her name."
"So?"
You folded your arms. "So..." You lowered your voice into a remarkably accurate imitation of his. "...Sarah."
He stared. "I do not sound like that."
"Oh, you do."
"I do not."
"You even smiled."
"I smile."
Sam barked out a laugh. "No, man. You don't."
Bucky looked around at you two. One by one. Finding absolutely no allies. "This feels coordinated."
"It’s not." You answered immediately.
He sighed dramatically. "I walk into one fishing town...And suddenly everybody's a comedian."
You smiled. "No. We're just enjoying ourselves."
He pointed at you. "You're enjoying yourself."
"Immensely."
He narrowed his eyes. "You started this."
"I merely observed."
"Oh." His eyebrow lifted. "We're stealing my lines now?"
"I learned from the best."
The words slipped out before either of you thought about them. For a second, neither of you spoke. Something unexpectedly soft settled between you.
His expression changed. Only slightly. Almost too small for anyone else to notice.
"...Careful." His voice had gone quieter. "You keep saying things like that..."
You tilted your head. "...Like what?"
He smiled. "...People might think you like me."
Heat bloomed unexpectedly in your cheeks. "Oh?" You stepped a little closer. "Maybe I just tolerate you."
The grin tugging at his mouth grew just enough to notice. "...That's not what your face says."
Your heart stumbled. Oh. That… That had definitely been flirting. And judging by the brief look of surprise on his own face, he'd only realized it after it left his mouth.
Sam looked between the two of you. Then loudly clapped his hands together. "There he is."
Both of you looked over. "What?"
Sam pointed triumphantly at Bucky. "Now that wasn't for my sister."
Bucky blinked. "...What?"
Sam just grinned. "I knew you still had it."
Bucky rubbed a hand over his face. "I'm leaving."
"Nope." Sam grabbed his shoulder. "Too late. You live here now."
Bucky sighed toward the sky. Then, despite every effort not to, he laughed. A real one.
And somewhere between the teasing… The sunset, the laughter, and the people surrounding him, he realized something he wasn't nearly ready to admit. For the first time in a very long time. Leaving somewhere sounded worse than staying.
And he couldn't decide whether that terrified him. Or felt like home.
That night, Bucky insisted on taking the couch. It didn't matter how many times Sam argued. But in the end, it was you that won him over.
“C’mon are you really that scared of me? Or is it against your conservative beliefs not to sleep in the same room as a woman?” You had only meant it as teasing, even Sam had smiled, but Bucky had taken it to heart.
His face immediately turned red. It’s not like he had never been with a woman before. In the 40s, he was definitely a ladies man. But it felt odd, wrong to confess that to someone like you. Like he wanted to be better than the man he had been.
"There are literally two beds."
"I know."
"So take one."
"I've got the couch. Sam can take it."
"You fought aliens."
"I know."
"You've slept in cryo tubes."
"I know."
"So why are you afraid of a mattress?"
Bucky shrugged. "It's Sam’s house. It doesn't feel right."
Sam sighed dramatically. "You know what? I'm too tired to argue. I’m taking the couch. You better get your ass in there and not wake me up.”
Without another word, Sam climbed into the sofa, covering himself with a blanket and adjusting the pillow as he asked you to turn off the lights as you headed into the room. Bucky quietly grabbed a blanket off the couch and followed you down the hall.
Something about it tugged at your heart. Even here. Even surrounded by people who had welcomed him without hesitation. He still tried to make himself smaller. Like taking up space was asking too much.
That night, as both of you laid in the bunks, he took the bottom one as you laid on top. A choice you had taken at his stubbornness, at least getting into the lower bunk would be easiest.
After a while of staring at the ceiling, you heard him deeply exhale. Before he spoke.
"You awake?"
You smiled into the darkness. "I was beginning to think you were going to ask."
A quiet chuckle drifted up from the bunk below. "I've been trying to decide for the last twenty minutes."
"That sounds exhausting."
"...It was."
The room fell quiet again. Outside, crickets sang somewhere beyond the open window. The Wilson house creaked softly as it settled for the night. For the first time in what felt like weeks, neither of you had anywhere to be.
"I've been thinking."
"...Dangerous."
"I know." Another pause. "I didn't mean to flirt with Sarah."
You smiled. There it was. "I know. We were only teasing."
"I know. No..." He sighed quietly. "I mean..." His fingers laced behind his head. "I really didn't realize I was doing it. I keep catching myself lately."
You frowned slightly. "Doing what?"
"...Being me." Silence. "I don't know how else to explain it."
His voice was almost lost beneath the sound of the ceiling fan.
"There are moments where I say something before I can stop myself. I laugh. I joke. I tease people." Another pause. "And then afterward..." He exhaled slowly. "...I realize I haven't done any of that in years."
"I don't think that's something to be afraid of."
"No?"
"No." You rolled onto your side. The wooden slats of the bunk creaked quietly beneath you.
"I think..." You searched for the words. "I think you've spent so long trying not to become the Winter Soldier again that somewhere along the way, you forgot Bucky was allowed to come back too."
Silence. Real silence. You wondered if you'd said too much. Then—
"I thought I missed out on getting to know him."
The words escaped before you could stop them. Your eyes widened. You corrected softly. "I mean, I like getting to know you."
Something tightened unexpectedly in his chest. No one had ever said they liked getting to know him.
People pitied him. Forgave him. Feared him. Thanked him.
No one had ever told him they wanted more of the man he'd been before Hydra.
"You know..." His voice was softer now. "I used to think I knew exactly who I was."
Before the war. Before Hydra.
"I never questioned it." Another pause. "Now..."
He laughed quietly to himself. "I get excited because I accidentally remembered how to flirt."
You smiled. "You were pretty good."
"I wasn't."
"You were."
"I introduced myself."
"You repeated her name. Very gentlemanly."
"I was being polite."
"You smiled."
"I smile."
"Not like that."
He groaned quietly. "...You sound just like Sam."
"I'm right."
"...Maybe."
"You know..." You smiled. "I don't think that's why everyone was laughing."
"No?"
"No. They were laughing because..." You hesitated. "...for a second you looked happy."
"I think..." He hesitated. "...You've helped."
Your heart stumbled. "How?"
"I don't know." A small laugh. "I just...I don't feel like I have to pretend around you."
Silence.
"You know who I used to be. You know what I became." Another pause.
"And somehow, you still talk to me like I'm just..." He searched for the word. "...Bucky."
You smiled into the darkness. "That's because you are."
The bunk shifted again.
He looked toward the ceiling. "...You move around a lot."
You laughed. "I do not."
"If you want the bottom bunk—"
"James."
"...Yeah?"
"I'm comfortable."
"...Alright." A few more seconds passed. "...Good."
Silence. Then—"Goodnight."
The word came quietly. Like it had been a long time since he'd genuinely wished someone one.
You smiled. "Goodnight, James."
Neither of you slept right away. But somehow, the darkness didn't feel nearly as lonely anymore.
Bucky lay awake staring into the darkness beneath the top bunk, listening to the quiet creaks of the old Wilson house and the distant chorus of crickets outside the open window. Somewhere above him, the mattress shifted softly as you settled into a more comfortable position.
He found himself listening for it.
It was ridiculous. Only a few weeks ago, the two of you had barely tolerated each other. Now, somehow, the sound of you moving overhead had become... comforting.
His eyes remained fixed on the underside of the bunk as his mind wandered back through the last few days.
Your laughter. The teasing. The way you always challenged him without ever trying to change him.
The way you looked at him, not like the Winter Soldier. Not like an Avenger. Not like Steve's best friend. Just James. Bucky.
He hadn't met anyone quite like you.
Not because you were beautiful, though you were. Not because you were brilliant, or quick-witted, or stubborn enough to argue with him over nearly everything.
It was the way you chose to see people.
You'd seen the worst parts of him. You knew exactly what Hydra had made him do. You knew what he carried. And somehow, you still spoke to him as though the man beneath all of it deserved to be found.
That terrified him more than he cared to admit.
Because every day he spent around you, it became a little easier to believe you. And every day that happened, the secret he'd been carrying grew heavier.
Steve. The lake. The shield. The choice to stay. The goodbye you were never given.
He still hadn't found the courage to tell you. He didn't know if he ever would.
Some selfish part of him wanted just a little longer. A few more quiet conversations. A few more shared jokes. A few more evenings where you still looked at him the way you did now.
Because he knew, sooner or later, the truth would come. And when it did… He wasn't sure whether you'd still see Bucky Barnes. Or only another man who had failed you.
The next morning, you wandered into the kitchen expecting to find coffee already brewing.
Instead, the house was strangely quiet. Sarah was already gone. The boys were at school. The coffee pot was empty.
You frowned. "...Sam?" Nothing. "...James?"
Still nothing. You checked the porch. No truck. No voices. Only the distant hum of cicadas.
For reasons you couldn't quite explain, disappointment settled quietly in your chest. You caught yourself smiling at how ridiculous that sounded. You've known him for years. You told yourself. You don't miss him after 8 hours....Right?
You shook the thought away before it could linger.
By late morning, you were helping Sarah organize supplies when raised voices drifted across the dock. You recognized them immediately.
Sam. Bucky.
You exchanged a look with Sarah. She sighed. "They're touching my boat."
The sentence alone carried enough irritation to answer every question. Clipboard in hand, she marched toward the dock. You hurried after her, trying not to laugh.
Carlos and Tommy followed behind like two men walking toward a train wreck they were powerless to stop.
By the time you reached the boat, Sam and Bucky were halfway inside the engine compartment. Sam pointed toward a cluster of pipes.
"Start loosening those bolts."
"Got it."
"Okay, then after that—"
"Excuse me." Sarah's voice cut cleanly through the conversation.
Both men froze. Slowly. Very slowly. They looked up.
"...No."
Sam blinked innocently. "What?"
"I told you..." She pointed directly at the engine. "...specifically the water pump was not the problem."
Sam tried anyway. "In our defense—"
"There is no defense." Bucky wisely remained silent.
Sarah wasn't finished. "And yet." She gestured dramatically toward the dismantled engine. "Here you are."
Sam looked offended. "You don't even know what I was gonna say."
"I don't have to." Sarah folded her arms. "I've known you your whole life. You were about to explain why making my job harder was somehow helping."
Tommy snorted loudly behind you. Carlos elbowed him.
Sam looked genuinely wounded. "In our defense, we were supposed to be finished before you woke up."
Sarah stared. "I don't fly into the sky and tell you how to do barrel rolls." She pointed toward the dock. "So don't come down here and start fixing things you don't understand."
Silence. Then, Sam slowly nodded. "...That's fair."
"You know it's fair." She pointed toward the shore. "Off. Both of you. Thank you, gentlemen. I appreciate your enthusiasm. I love you, bro. Now leave."
Sam climbed out first, dramatically wiping imaginary tears from his face. "She's a very mean person."
You couldn't help it. You laughed.
Bucky climbed out after him, brushing grease from his jeans. "It's tough love."
Sarah pointed toward the toolbox. "And don't forget my wrench."
He immediately turned around. "...Yes, ma'am."
You watched him disappear back into the boat without a single complaint.
A smile tugged at your lips. He'd faced HYDRA. The Avengers. Zemo. The Dora Milaje. John Walker. Countless other opponents. But Sarah Wilson? She'd defeated him in under thirty seconds.
As if sensing your eyes on him, Bucky looked up from inside the engine compartment. Your smile hadn't disappeared. Neither had his.
For half a second, the world became strangely quiet.
He frowned ever so slightly. There it was again. That look. You'd been doing it all weekend. Watching him. Not because you expected him to fail. Not because you pitied him. Not because you were trying to fix him. Just watching.
He couldn't remember the last time someone had looked at him like that. It made him oddly self-conscious.
"...What?" he asked.
You blinked. "What?"
"You keep smiling."
"I do not."
"You do." He climbed out of the engine compartment, wiping his hands on an old rag. "Every time you look at me."
Heat crept into your cheeks. "I was laughing at you."
"That's not better."
"It kind of is."
He shook his head, but there was no irritation behind it. Only quiet amusement. "I think you're making fun of me."
"I think," you replied, "you're just making it really easy."
He huffed a laugh through his nose. "...Maybe."
Sam looked between the two of you. Then, toward Sarah. Then, back again.
He frowned, "...Did I miss something?"
Sarah hid a smile behind her clipboard. "You always do."
Sam looked even more confused. "I hate when you answer like that."
Carlos leaned over to Tommy. Quietly enough that he thought no one heard. "I give 'em another month."
Tommy nodded solemnly. "Maybe less."
Bucky's ears immediately turned pink. "What?"
Carlos pointed at absolutely nothing. "The weather. Real nice today."
You lowered your head, biting back another smile. Bucky looked at you. You looked anywhere except at him.
Neither of you noticed Sarah watching the entire exchange with the satisfied expression of someone who had already figured out the ending of a story long before either of its main characters had.
Summary: An uneasy alliance finally fractures as grief, anger, and the weight of an impossible legacy push John Walker past the point of no return. In the aftermath, you, Sam, and Bucky are left to reckon with a bloodstained shield and the broken man the government once chose to carry it.
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Walker blinked. "...That's not how jurisdiction works."
"It is now." You muttered.
Walker sighed dramatically. "I think we're just getting off on the wrong foot." Then, he made the single worst decision imaginable. He reached out. And casually rested a hand on Ayo's shoulder.
Time seemed to stop.
"...John." You whispered. Too late.
Ayo moved. One smooth motion. She twisted beneath his arm, hooked his wrist, and slammed him across the room with such effortless precision that Walker crashed shoulder-first into the stone pillar.
The spear already embedded there vibrated violently. Walker barely had time to breathe before another spear struck his shield with enough force to send him sprawling again.
The apartment exploded into motion. Lemar rushed forward. The Dora answered instantly. Steel clashed against vibranium. Walker struggled to regain control of the shield while two Dora drove him backward with relentless precision.
Across the room, Zemo calmly finished the last sip of his drink.
You stared at him. "...Seriously?"
He merely raised an eyebrow. "It seemed wasteful to spill it."
You looked back toward the fight. Walker wasn't winning. He wasn't even close.
Bucky folded his arms. A playful taunt in his tone. "Looking strong, John."
Despite yourself, you laughed. Walker shot him a murderous glare. "This isn't helping!"
"No." Bucky admitted. "It isn't."
You looked back toward him. "Maybe we should step in."
He glanced over.
"Maybe..." You nodded toward Walker, who had just been kicked into another table. "...before he accidentally starts an international incident?"
Bucky sighed dramatically. "I was hoping he'd learn."
"James."
"...Fine." He stepped forward. "Ayo."
She barely acknowledged him before another spear swept toward Walker's ribs. Bucky intercepted the strike. The metal rang loudly through the apartment.
"Ayo." He blocked another strike. "We need to talk."
She answered by attacking him instead. Their movements were entirely different from Walker's fight. No wasted motion. No anger. Just two warriors who already knew exactly how the other fought.
Watching them was almost beautiful. Until it wasn't. Sam jumped in moments later, intercepting another Dora before her spear reached Lemar.
Within seconds, the apartment had become complete chaos. One of the remaining Dora turned toward you.
You immediately lifted both hands. "I really don't want to do this."
The answer came in the form of a spear flying directly toward your head.
"...Okay." You ducked. The spear buried itself into the pillar behind you.
You caught the shaft instinctively, using it to swing yourself sideways as another strike narrowly missed your ribs. Your feet landed lightly against the wall.
Tony's bracelet shimmered faintly beneath your sleeve. Tiny strands of nanotech crawled over your wrist. Ready. Waiting. You could feel the arc reactor humming softly beneath the metal. One blast would end this fight.
You looked at the Dora advancing toward you. Then at Bucky. Then at Sam. No. Not against them.
You slipped beneath another strike, using the spear as leverage to redirect her momentum instead of meeting it head-on. She recovered almost instantly. Faster than you expected. Of course she did. She's Dora Milaje.
Another strike. Another. Another. Each one pushed you farther backward. You blocked. Dodged. Redirected. Never attacking. Only surviving. Eventually, you lowered your hands. "Alright, I’m done."
The Dora stopped immediately. Her spear remained poised. But she did not strike. Respect. Not mercy.
Across the apartment, Sam had also found himself overwhelmed beneath two coordinated fighters. Then, a sharp metallic click echoed through the room.
Everyone turned. Ayo's fingers had found a small pressure point beneath Bucky's left shoulder. His expression changed instantly. Confusion. Then realization.
His vibranium arm disengaged with a series of mechanical clicks before falling heavily onto the hardwood floor. Clang. Silence.
Bucky stared. Not at the arm. At Ayo. His face wasn't angry. It wasn't even shocked. It looked… Hurt. Deeply. Quietly. As though something far greater than metal had just been taken from him.
You felt your own stomach sink. Of course. Wakanda built it. They had always retained the right to take it back.
Ayo's expression softened almost imperceptibly. She spoke quietly. "James." There was apology in her voice. Even if there wasn't forgiveness. She stepped past him without another word.
The Dora quickly searched the apartment. Empty. Ayo looked toward the open window. "...He's gone." She didn't sound surprised. Only disappointed. The Dora gathered their spears.
"Leave it." One warrior casually pulled Walker's shield free before tossing it back toward him. It clattered loudly across the floor.
None of them even looked at it. Then, they were gone. The apartment became silent once more.
Bucky remained exactly where he stood. His eyes still fixed on the empty space where Ayo had disappeared. Only after several long seconds did he finally crouch and pick up the detached vibranium arm.
You walked over first. Sam right behind you. You knelt beside him.
"Did you know..." Your voice stayed gentle, "...they could do that?"
He looked down at the arm resting across his knees, "...No."
One word. Quiet. He carefully aligned the connection against his shoulder. The mechanisms locked together one by one with familiar metallic clicks. He rotated the wrist once. Then the elbow. Then his shoulder. Testing every movement. Perfect. Mechanically. Emotionally. You didn't say anything else. You simply reached over, and quietly brushed a piece of dust from the sleeve of his jacket.
A tiny gesture. Barely noticeable. Bucky glanced sideways at you. For a brief second, some of the hurt in his eyes softened. He gave you the faintest nod.
Thank you. No words were needed.
Across the apartment, Lemar hurried to Walker's side. "John." He crouched beside him. "You alright?"
Walker sat motionless for a long moment, his shield lying forgotten only a few feet away. His breathing came hard. Not from exhaustion. From humiliation.
Finally, he looked up. "They..." He swallowed. "They weren't even Super Soldiers." The words barely escaped him.
Lemar offered him a hand. "Come on." Walker accepted it, allowing himself to be pulled to his feet. He brushed imaginary dust from the front of his uniform, trying desperately to recover what little dignity remained.
No one said anything. Because there wasn't anything to say. Everyone in that room had just watched four women dismantle Captain America without breaking a sweat.
Sam walked past him. Not stopping. Not slowing. Only giving him one long look. Disappointed. Walker looked away first.
You followed Sam toward the bathroom, where the door hung partially open. Bucky reached it a second before you did. The three of you looked inside. The bathroom was empty. The sink still dripped quietly. The window remained closed. But beneath the rug, the manhole cover had been pushed aside.
Sam sighed. "I cannot believe..." He rubbed both hands over his face. "...he pulled an El Chapo."
You looked down into the tunnel. Dark. Dirty. Exactly the sort of escape route Zemo would've planned hours ago. You shrugged. "I can."
Bucky huffed a quiet laugh. "Yeah. So can I." He looked back toward the apartment one final time before nodding toward the hallway. "Come on."
The streets of Riga had grown noticeably quieter. Even the rain had finally stopped. The three of you walked without much conversation. Bucky led the way. You walked beside Sam.
For several minutes, no one spoke. You found yourself glancing toward Bucky every so often. He looked normal. Almost. But every now and then, his left hand flexed. Almost absentmindedly. As though he were reassuring himself the arm was still there.
He caught you looking once. You immediately looked away. He didn't mention it. Neither did you.
Sam's phone suddenly rang. He frowned. "Sarah."
He answered immediately. "Hey." The warmth disappeared from his face almost instantly. "...She said what?" He stopped walking. "So she actually called your phone?"
Your stomach tightened. Bucky stopped too, immediately reading Sam's expression.
Sam turned slightly away, already slipping into the calm voice of an older brother. "Listen to me. I need you to pack a bag. An overnight bag. The boys too." He paused.
You could hear Sarah talking rapidly through the speaker. "I know. Only use cash. Don't tell anybody where you're staying. Call me when you get there."
Another pause. His shoulders lowered slightly. "I love you. I'll never let anything happen to you. Any of you. Okay? Bye."
The line disconnected. For a second, Sam simply stared at the phone. Not speaking.
You'd heard that tone before. Years ago. Tony.
When he decided to fly a nuclear missile through a portal to save New York City. He called you first. Telling you how much he loved you, and you were the best sister he could’ve ever imagined. He called Pepper after. Trying to sound calmer than he actually felt. Heroes always sounded the same when the people they loved were in danger.
You quietly rested a hand on Sam's shoulder. "What happened?"
He finally looked up. "Karli." His jaw tightened. "She found Sarah. Threatened my nephews."
You felt your chest tighten.
"So now..." He exhaled. "...this isn't just about stopping her anymore."
Sam looked down as his phone vibrated again. A text message.
Bucky's expression hardened. Almost immediately. "What did she say?"
He opened it. Read it once. Then again. The silence somehow became even heavier. Finally, he turned the screen toward the two of you. "She wants to meet." He looked up "...Alone."
Bucky answered before Sam could finish speaking. "I'm coming."
"No." Sam shook his head.
"I'm serious."
"So am I." Bucky replied. "I'm not letting you walk into that by yourself."
You stepped closer. "Neither am I."
Sam looked between the two of you. One stubborn super soldier. One equally stubborn Stark. He pinched the bridge of his nose. "You two are impossible."
You smiled faintly. "We've been told."
Bucky nodded once in complete agreement. "Frequently."
Despite everything, the corner of Sam's mouth finally lifted. Just a little. It didn't last long. But it was enough. For one brief moment, the three of you didn't feel like reluctant allies anymore. You felt like a team.
The abandoned municipal building echoed with every footstep. Dust floated lazily through broken shafts of afternoon sunlight pouring in from shattered windows overhead. It felt empty. Too empty.
Sam adjusted the harness across his shoulders as the three of you entered. His Falcon suit looked almost unfamiliar without the shield resting across his back.
You and Bucky followed a few paces behind, both dressed in dark tactical clothing that blended easily into the shadows of the old building.
No one spoke. Until—
"There." You looked up. Karli stood on the second-floor balcony overlooking the atrium. She hadn't even tried to hide.
Sam immediately started up the stairs. "Karli!" His voice echoed through the building. "You called my sister?" Another step. "Threatened my nephews?" Another. "That's what we're doing now?"
Karli didn't flinch. "I would've never hurt them." She spoke quietly. "I wanted to understand you." Her eyes shifted behind him. "I see you didn't come alone."
You and Bucky remained halfway up the staircase. Far enough back that Sam still had space to talk. Close enough to intervene if things went sideways.
Sam never looked away from Karli. "You have to end this."
She almost smiled. "You still don't understand." She slowly descended one step. "I don't want to hurt you. You aren't my enemy." She gestured toward him. "You're a tool. A good man trapped inside broken systems. If I killed you..." She shrugged sadly. "It wouldn't change anything." A pause. "I was actually hoping you'd join me." Another. "Or..." She tilted her head. "...you could do the world a favor. And let me leave."
Sam didn't answer. For just a moment, it almost looked like she believed he might. Then, your comm crackled.
Sharon's voice burst into your earpiece. "Sam." Urgent. "Walker is moving." A short pause. "I think he found them."
Sam cursed under his breath. "Walker."
Karli's expression changed instantly. "No—"
Before anyone could react, Bucky vaulted over the stair railing without hesitation. Dropping nearly an entire floor before landing smoothly below. Sam spread his wings and dove after him. You didn't wait.
Tony's bracelet shimmered. Nanotech raced down your legs, replacing your boots with compact thrusters. Blue-white arcs ignited beneath your feet. You launched yourself from the landing.
For one exhilarating second, You were weightless. Then gravity caught you as the thrusters redirected your fall, carrying you safely to the lower floor.
Bucky glanced up only briefly. Saw you already landing beside them. No hesitation. No worry. Just trust.
"Sam." Karli suddenly tackled him from the side, crashing both of them into a concrete wall before pulling her mask over her face. The Flag Smashers scattered.
Sam recovered first. He looked toward you and Bucky. "I'll send the location. Go."
His wings snapped open. He shot upward through the broken ceiling.
You and Bucky exchanged one quick look. No words. Then both of you ran.
The abandoned warehouse was already falling apart by the time you arrived. Concrete dust filled the air. Metal screamed somewhere overhead.
Walker stood halfway up a staircase. Face bruised. Shield raised. Across from him, Dovich. One of the Flag Smashers. The super soldier swung a rusted steel beam. Walker caught it. With both hands. Metal groaned. Bent. Folded like paper.
Dovich's eyes widened. "...Shit."
Walker shoved him backward with enough force to send him tumbling down the stairs. He immediately chased after him. Then stopped when he noticed you and Sam arriving.
"What happened?" Sam demanded.
Walker didn't even look at him. "They took Lemar."
Everything inside him had narrowed to a single objective. Find Hoskins. Nothing else mattered. The four of you split through the warehouse. Searching room after room. Empty. Then, noise. A crash. A shout.
You burst into the largest room yet. Flag Smashers. Everywhere. The fight began immediately. Knives flashed. Metal clanged.
Walker slammed one man through a railing. "What is it with you people and knives?"
No one answered. You ducked beneath one blade before driving your elbow into another attacker's ribs. Behind you, Sam folded one opponent with his wings before another knife shot toward his blind side.
You barely had time to warn him. "Sam!"
A flash of silver intercepted it first. Bucky caught the attacker's wrist. Twisted. Disarmed him. Then glanced toward Sam. "You're welcome."
Even now. He had time to be sarcastic.
Sam rolled his eyes. "I was handling it."
"Sure you were."
The fight surged again. Bodies collided. Concrete cracked. You knocked another attacker backward just as Walker disappeared beneath two Flag Smashers trying to pin him to the ground. Then, Karli appeared.
She charged straight toward Walker. Knife raised. Walker never saw her.
"Walker!" Someone shouted.
Hoskins sprinted into the room. He hit Karli full-force. Knocking her away from Walker. The two stumbled across the floor. Trading desperate blows. Everything seemed to happen at once. Karli shoved him backward. He recovered. She threw another punch. This time, with everything the serum had given her.
The sound echoed through the warehouse. Hoskins' body flew backward. His back struck a concrete pillar with a sickening crack. The column splintered. Chunks of cement rained onto the floor.
Then, silence. Not the peaceful kind. The awful kind. The kind that follows something so irreversible that even the world seems to hesitate.
Dust drifted lazily through the air. Pieces of concrete rolled across the warehouse floor. Lemar didn't.
For one impossible second, your mind refused to understand what your eyes already had.
Blood slowly spread beneath the back of Hoskins' head. Walker turned. His breathing stopped. "Lemar..." His voice barely existed.
The sound hit something deep inside you. Another voice. Another battlefield.
"Tony..." Your own voice.
Raw. Broken. Begging.
You blinked hard. No. Not now.
But the memory didn't care. You remembered dropping beside your brother. The blood. His trembling hand. The way you'd kept talking because silence would've meant accepting what was happening.
You'd told him he was okay. Even when you knew he wasn't.
Walker hadn't reached that part yet. He still believed there was time.
You looked instinctively toward Bucky. His face had gone completely still. The kind of stillness that only came when something terrible had just happened. Without thinking, your feet carried you toward Walker.
Not because you trusted him. Not because you liked him. But because, in that moment, he wasn't Captain America. He wasn't your rival. He wasn't the man who took Steve's shield. He was simply, a man kneeling beside his best friend. Watching him die. And for the first time, your heart broke for John Walker too.
Walker collapsed beside Lemar. "No..." His voice cracked. "...No."
He gathered Lemar into his lap with trembling hands. "Hey." A shaky laugh escaped him. "C'mon."
Nothing.
"You gotta get up." He patted Lemar's cheek. "Hey."
Another little shake. "Quit screwing around."
Still nothing. Walker swallowed hard. "...Lemar." A little louder. "You hear me?"
His friend's head rolled limply against his arm. Walker froze. Because bodies weren't supposed to move like that.
Around the room, the remaining Flag Smashers slowly began backing away. One by one. No one spoke. No one attacked. Even Karli stood frozen. Her eyes locked onto Hoskins' body. Horror spread across her face. She hadn't meant to--she turned and ran.
The others followed. Within seconds, they were gone. Only the four of you remained.
Sam looked from Lemar to Walker. Then toward the fleeing Flag Smashers. He made the decision first. "Bucky."
Bucky already knew. The two of them sprinted after Karli.
You stayed. Walker hadn't moved. He still held Lemar. His knuckles had gone white around his uniform. You slowly approached. Carefully. Like approaching a wounded animal.
Without thinking, you reached for him. Your hand rested carefully against his shoulder. Not to stop him. Not to pull him away. Simply, to remind him he wasn't alone.
The contact was light. Gentle. Minutes ago, that same shoulder had brushed roughly past yours outside the church. Now, you held it together because he no longer could.
You checked Lemar’s pulse. But you already knew.
"John..." No response. You crouched beside him. "I'm so sorry." Still nothing.
You didn’t want to try to stop him. You knew nothing you’d say would matter anymore.
You looked down at Lemar. Then back at Walker. Your throat tightened. "I don't know what this feels like." You swallowed. "...Not exactly."
Another breath. "But I know what it's like to lose someone who would've done anything to keep you alive."
Tony. Lemar. Different men. The same choice. Both had stepped between danger and someone they loved.
Walker finally looked at you. His eyes were empty. Completely hollow. Something broken. You felt your heartbeat stumble.
"John..." You whispered. "Take a breath. We'll figure this out together. We'll find—"
His gaze drifted past you. Toward the shattered window. Toward the city outside. Toward the people responsible. You saw the decision happen. Right in front of you.
"He was supposed to come home." Barely a whisper. "I promised."
The words weren't really for you. They were for himself. Like if saying them aloud might somehow change what had happened.
You wanted to tell him none of this was his fault. You wanted to tell him Lemar had made his own choice. That he would've done it again. That people who loved us, always seemed willing to step between us and danger.
Your father. Natasha. Tony. Now, Lemar.
The words stayed trapped in your throat. Because no sentence had made your own grief smaller. Why would they make his?
"John..."
He gently lowered Lemar's body back onto the floor. Almost reverently. Then stood. Towering over you. For one impossible second, you thought maybe he'd listen. Maybe he'd stay. Maybe—
His eyes drifted past you. Toward the shattered window. Toward the city. Toward the person responsible. Something changed. The grief didn't disappear. It hardened. Like molten steel cooling.
You recognized it. Not vengeance. Purpose. The dangerous kind. The kind grief often became when it had nowhere else to go.
He was already gone. He vaulted through the broken window. Glass exploded outward.
"John!" You rushed after him before stopping yourself.
Your eyes fell back to Lemar. Still lying exactly where Walker had left him. Alone.
No one should be left alone like that. Not after spending a lifetime making sure someone else wasn't.
Your chest tightened. "I'm sorry." You whispered. "I'll come back."
You forced yourself away. Nanotech flowed down your legs as blue-white thrusters ignited beneath your feet. You jumped.
The drop was farther than you'd expected. Repulsors roared just before impact, slowing your fall enough that you landed hard, but safely against the pavement below.
People were already screaming. Running. Pointing. Somewhere ahead, Walker. You took off again. Following the sound.
The plaza had dissolved into chaos. People shoved past one another. Phones already filled the air. Someone screamed. "There!"
You rounded the corner just in time to see Walker tackle one of the fleeing Flag Smashers onto the stone steps of the monument. It wasn't Karli. Just one of the super soldiers..
Walker didn't care. He slammed the shield into the man's chest. "Where is she?"
The man cried out. "I don't know!"
Another strike. "Where is she?!"
"I wasn't—" Another. "It wasn't me!"
You broke into a sprint. "John!"
He either didn't hear you or chose not to. The shield rose again. And again. Each impact echoed across the square. His strength was no longer fully human, as the super soldier serum he’d injected earlier ran through his veins. People screamed. Some ran. Others stood frozen. Recording. Always recording.
"John!" Your voice cracked. "Stop!"
Another strike. The man stopped moving. Walker didn't. The shield came down again. Then, one final time. Silence.
The only sound left was Walker's ragged breathing. He remained standing over the body. The shield hanging loosely from one hand. Blood dripped slowly from its edge. Bright red. Against vibranium. Against the symbol Steve had carried through wars. Through sacrifice. Through hope.
You stopped several yards away. Unable to move. Unable to breathe.
Across the plaza, Sam landed hard beside the crowd. Bucky emerged from another street at nearly the same moment. All three of you stared. Not at Walker. Not at the body. At the shield. Steve's shield. Your brother and dad’s design. The shield that had once represented the best parts of humanity.
Now, stained with innocent blood.
Walker slowly turned. For the first time, he seemed to notice the hundreds of phones pointed toward him. The horrified faces. The silence. The blood.
His eyes finally dropped to the shield in his hand. His expression faltered. Just slightly. As though reality had caught up to him.
No one spoke. No one could. Because in that single irreversible moment. Captain America hadn't just killed a man. He had shattered everything Steve Rogers had spent a lifetime trying to build.
And there would be no coming back from it.
Later, the warehouse was almost empty. Rain tapped softly against the rusted metal roof overhead. Broken machinery cast long shadows beneath flickering fluorescent lights. The silence somehow felt louder than the fight that had happened only an hour earlier.
Walker stood alone. One knee resting against the concrete. Steve's shield leaned against the floor beside him. His hands rested over it almost reverently. Not as Captain America. As John. As a man trying desperately to convince himself he had done the right thing.
The warehouse doors groaned open. Walker didn't turn immediately. He already knew who it was. You. Sam. Bucky. The three of you stepped inside together. No words. No weapons drawn.
Just three people hoping this could still end peacefully. Walker finally stood. He looked exhausted. His eyes were bloodshot. His uniform still carried streaks of Lemar's blood.
"So." He picked up the shield. "Time to get back to work." His voice sounded almost normal.
That frightened you more than if he'd been screaming.
"John." You stepped forward first.
He glanced toward you. "You guys should probably see a medic." His eyes lingered on the bruise forming beneath your cheekbone. "You don't look so good."
He tried walking past.
"John."
Nothing.
"Walker."
This time, he stopped. Slowly. "What?"
"You saw what happened."
His breathing quickened. "You know why I did it."
You held his gaze. "I know why you wanted to." Silence. "But that's not what happened."
His jaw clenched. "I killed him because I had to. He killed Lemar."
"No." Bucky's voice echoed through the warehouse. Quiet. Controlled. "He didn't."
Walker looked toward him. "You don't get to tell me that."
Bucky slowly approached. "I've walked that road." His expression never changed. "I convinced myself every person I killed deserved it. I convinced myself I didn't have a choice. I convinced myself revenge would make it stop hurting." He shook his head. "It doesn't."
Walker scoffed. "I'm not you."
"No." Bucky answered. "But if you keep going you will be."
The words landed harder than any punch.
Sam stepped forward. "John. It happened during the fight. If you surrender now...We can explain it. Your record. Everything you've done before today… They'll take it into account. We don't want anybody else getting hurt."
You looked at him again. His breathing had become uneven. His grip tightened around the shield.
"John." You softened your voice. "Please."
For a second, it almost worked. His eyes met yours. The anger disappeared. Only grief remained. Then, he looked at the shield.
Everything changed. A bitter laugh escaped him. "...So that's what this is." He looked between the three of you. "You almost had me."
Sam frowned. "What?"
Walker slowly backed away. "You don't care about me." His voice grew louder. "You want this." He lifted the shield.
"You made a mistake." Sam answered calmly.
Walker laughed again. "No." His eyes burned. "You did."
The warehouse fell silent.
Sam sighed. "You've gotta give me the shield."
Walker stared at him. Then at Bucky. Then, finally, at you. "You really want to do this?"
Bucky answered first. "Yeah." He took one step forward. "We do."
The first punch landed before anyone saw who threw it. Walker exploded forward. The fight began. There was no warning. One moment he stood across the warehouse, the next, he was already on top of Sam. The shield slammed forward.
Sam barely raised an arm before the vibranium edge crashed into his forearm, sending him skidding across the concrete. Bucky met Walker head-on. Vibranium collided with vibranium. The impact echoed through the warehouse.
You darted in from Walker's blind side, aiming low the way Natasha had drilled into you years ago. "Never fight the strongest part of your opponent. Take away their balance."
You swept your leg toward Walker's ankle. He stumbled. Only for a second. Then, his hand caught your wrist. Too fast. Too strong. He threw you hard enough that your shoulder slammed into the concrete.
Pain exploded through your arm. By the time you looked up, Sam had already been knocked down beside you.
Walker stood over Bucky now. The shield angled toward his throat. Your stomach dropped. "No." The thrusters beneath your boots ignited just long enough to propel you forward.
You caught Walker's forearm with the heel of your boot. The shield flew sideways. Walker grunted, more surprised than hurt. His attention shifted. To you.
For one brief, terrifying moment, You saw exactly what Steve had spent years protecting you from. A Super Soldier who wasn't holding back.
You had sparred with Steve countless times. Early mornings. Late nights. Training rooms. Backyards. Sometimes just because one of you was bored.
Back then, you'd always thought you were getting better. That maybe, one day, you'd actually beat him. Now...
Watching Walker charge you with the same shield, You understood the truth. Steve had never fought you. Not really. He had loved you too much.
Walker didn't. The shield came toward your head. You ducked. A punch. You redirected it. A kick. You rolled beneath it. Everything Natasha had ever forced you to learn suddenly came rushing back. Don't meet strength. Redirect it. Make him chase you. Make him overcommit.
Walker swung again. You caught his momentum, twisting around his shoulder and sweeping both legs from beneath him. He hit the floor. You immediately kicked the shield farther away. Good. Keep him away from it.
Walker looked up. Breathing hard. Then smiled. It wasn't a happy smile. It was rage. His next punch came faster. Harder. You barely blocked it. Another. Another. Each one drove you farther backward.
You weren't losing. But you weren't winning either. He was getting stronger. Or maybe, he was simply getting angrier. You finally found an opening. You jumped. Locked your legs around his neck. Twisting. Trying to cut off his balance instead of his breathing.
"I'm not trying to hurt you!" You grunted.
"Then stop fighting!" Walker roared. He grabbed your waist. Lifted you completely off him. Then slammed you into one of the steel support beams. The impact drove every bit of air from your lungs. Stars burst across your vision. You crumpled to the floor. Somewhere nearby, you heard someone shout your name.
Walker was already sprinting toward the shield again. Before he could reach it, a blur of black slammed into him. Bucky.
Watching Bucky fight was nothing like watching Steve. Steve always looked controlled. Disciplined. Hopeful. Bucky looked inevitable. Every movement efficient. Every strike deliberate. No wasted motion. No anger. Only purpose.
For several long moments, the two Super Soldiers looked evenly matched. Until, Walker hurled the shield. Bucky caught it.
The impact alone shoved him backward into one of the warehouse beams. Metal screamed. The concrete cracked. But he never let go.
Walker charged. Both hands slammed against the shield. Driving it into Bucky's chest. Pinning him against the support column.
"Why?" Walker screamed. "Why are you making me do this?" He shoved harder. Hard enough that the steel beam behind Bucky groaned beneath the pressure. "You think I wanted this?" Another shove. "I did everything right!"
Electricity suddenly erupted through the damaged beam. Sparks exploded beneath Bucky's metal arm. The vibranium hand jerked violently. His body convulsed.
Then, he collapsed. His left arm smoking. Motionless.
"James!" You pushed yourself upright despite the pain shooting through your back. Before you could reach him—
Sam crashed into Walker. The two rolled across the warehouse floor. Walker recovered first. He raised the shield. Exactly the same way he had in the plaza. The same angle. The same motion. Your blood ran cold.
"No!"
Sam blocked the first strike with his wings. The second. The third. Walker screamed. "I AM CAPTAIN AMERICA!" His hands dug beneath the metal wings. With a roar, he tore them free. Metal shrieked.
Sam cried out in agony as the wings ripped away from the harness. Walker lifted the shield. Ready to bring it down. Then, Bucky hit him like a freight train.
The shield spun between them as both men struggled for control. Sam rejoined the fight seconds later, grabbing the opposite side despite the damage to his suit. Neither could overpower Walker.
You forced yourself back to your feet. Your vision still blurred. Your bracelet hummed. Nanotech flowed over your right hand. Not your whole body. Just enough. You ran.
Walker never saw you coming. You drove the reinforced gauntlet between his wrist and forearm. The impact echoed. A sickening crack followed.
Walker screamed. His grip failed. The shield flew free. Sam stumbled backward with it.
Walker dropped to one knee, clutching his arm. Still, he tried to stand. "It's..." He panted. "...mine."
You stood between him and Sam. Breathing just as hard. "It's over, John."
"No." His eyes were wild. "It's mine!"
He charged again. Bucky intercepted him with one devastating punch.
The fight lasted only seconds now. Walker was exhausted. Outnumbered. Broken.
Bucky finally hooked one arm beneath Walker's legs. Lifted him. And threw him hard enough to shake the warehouse floor. Walker didn't get back up immediately. Silence settled. The only sound left was vibranium scraping across concrete.
Bucky turned. You stood several feet away. Steve's shield resting quietly in your hands. For a long moment, neither of you moved. Then Bucky slowly exhaled. The fight had finally ended.
You crossed the distance between you. Without a word you offered him the shield. He looked at it. Not at you. His eyes looked distant. Exhausted. Haunted. He accepted it silently. Walked past you. And gently laid it beside Sam.
Not tossed. Not dropped. Placed. Like something sacred. Then he turned… And walked away. You watched him go. Something inside him had changed. Again.
You helped Sam to his feet. He picked up the shield with both hands. Neither of you spoke. He stared at the blood still clinging stubbornly to the vibranium. Slowly, almost reverently, he began wiping it away with the sleeve of his jacket.
As though cleaning the shield, could somehow begin repairing everything it had witnessed. He looked toward you once. You managed the smallest nod. Neither of you had won today. You had only stopped something from becoming even worse.
Then, without another word, the three of you walked away separately.
For the first time since Steve had left, it no longer felt like grief was the thing driving you apart. It was everything left unsaid.
By the time you regrouped, the adrenaline had long since faded. It left behind only bruises. Aches. And exhaustion.
The apartment the authorities had converted into a temporary command post overlooked the now-empty refugee camp. The raid had already happened. Doors hung open. Mattresses had been overturned. Children's drawings still clung to cracked walls with faded tape. Yet somehow, Karli had vanished again.
You had showered. Changed into clean clothes. Patched the cuts across your knuckles. None of it made you feel any less tired.
When you stepped into the living room, Sam stood over a table littered with maps and reports while Joaquin scrolled through surveillance photos on a tablet.
Bucky stood nearby with his arms folded. Quiet. Always quieter after a fight. Sam looked up first.
"The GRC has already started raiding every refugee camp connected to the Flag Smashers." Joaquin pointed toward the map. "They hit this one first. Same result as the others." He exhaled. "Followers. No Karli."
Torres zoomed in on another satellite image. "They tore the place apart. Found nothing."
Sam rubbed tiredly at his jaw. "She's gone. We're never gonna find her like this."
Torres finally looked up. His attention immediately landed on Bucky's reattached vibranium arm. His face brightened. "Oh. You got your sleeve back."
Bucky stared at him. Expressionless."...Arm."
Torres blinked. "...Right. Arm." A beat. "Looks good."
Bucky sighed through his nose. Without another word, he turned toward the hallway.
"You heading to deal with Zemo?" Torres called after him. "...Good. I mean...I'm glad you're alive."
Bucky paused only long enough to glance over his shoulder. His eyes met yours. Just briefly. There was something in that look. Tired. Heavy. Almost, apologetic. Then he disappeared down the hallway. You watched him go longer than you meant to.
"Damn." Torres muttered under his breath. "I don't think he likes me."
A tiny smile escaped you. "He doesn't." You paused. "...But if it makes you feel any better, he barely likes the rest of us either."
Sam chuckled quietly. "So." Sam leaned back against the table. "What are our options?"
Torres' smile faded. "Honestly?" He grimaced. "Not many." He tapped another report. "Captain America killing a foreign national on camera kind of became everyone's problem." He looked toward you. "The higher-ups have already stepped in."
You nodded before he even finished. "They're taking jurisdiction."
"Yeah." Torres sighed. "So we're officially being told to stay out of it."
His attention drifted toward the large case resting against the wall. Sam's wings. Bent. Broken. He walked over, crouching beside them. "...What happened to these?"
Sam ignored the question. "So there's really nothing?"
Torres shook his head. "They've locked everything down. The camps. The borders. The investigation. And after yesterday?" He whistled softly. "Karli's probably underground."
"No." He corrected himself. "Under underground."
Sam looked down at Steve's shield resting quietly on the table. "The longer we wait the harder she's gonna be to find."
"I know." Torres nodded. "But she's got people helping her everywhere. Every country. Every platform. She's good." He looked back toward the wings again. "...Seriously though. What happened?"
Sam finally laughed. A tired one. "Long story."
Torres shrugged. "I guess all we do now..." He leaned back in his chair. "...is sit tight. Sometimes there's nothing to do until there's something to do."
Sam looked at him for a second before smiling. "...That's bizarrely wise."
Torres grinned proudly. "I am a bizarrely wise man."
"You keep telling yourself that." Sam laughed again. This one came a little easier. He reached for Steve's shield. Its surface was finally clean. No blood remained. Only scratches.
He nodded toward the door. "C'mon." You followed him outside.
The afternoon air felt strangely quiet. Torres carried the damaged wings outside behind you. "Hey! You forgot these."
Sam looked back only briefly. "Keep 'em."
Torres stared. "...Seriously?"
"You'll know what to do with them." Sam smiled. "I hope."
Torres looked like he'd just been handed Excalibur. "I…Thanks."
Sam loaded the shield into the back of the truck. You expected him to climb into the driver's seat. Instead, he noticed you hadn't moved.
"You coming?"
You smiled faintly. "Not this time."
His expression softened. "Work?"
You nodded. "I got called in. The Senate wants me present during Walker's hearing." You let out a dry laugh. "They figured the government liaison who keeps defending Captain America might as well defend this one too."
Sam shook his head. "They really don't make your life easy."
"They never have."
A quiet silence settled between you.
"You think you'll be alright?"
You considered the question longer than expected. "Work?" You shrugged. "That's the easy part." You looked out toward the empty refugee camp. "It's everything after that I haven't figured out yet."
Sam understood exactly what you meant. He leaned against the truck door. "I've gotta head home. Louisiana." He smiled. "Help Sarah with the boat." A pause. "Come with me."
You looked at him.
"Sarah would love to see you. The boys too. And..." He hesitated. "I think it'd do you some good."
You smiled despite yourself. "You offering me therapy?"
"I'm offering you decent food." He grinned. "And my sister. She's a lot cheaper than therapy."
A quiet laugh escaped you. The first genuine one in days. "I'll think about it."
Sam nodded. He didn't push. He never did. "That's all I'm asking." He climbed into the truck. Before closing the door, he looked back one last time.
"Oh. If Bucky shows up before you do..." He smirked. "Try not to let him do all the work."
You rolled your eyes. "As if he'd volunteer."
Sam's grin only widened. "You'd be surprised."
He started the engine. You watched the truck disappear down the road until it became little more than a speck against the horizon.
Only then did you realize, for the first time since Tony died, someone had invited you somewhere that wasn't a mission. It wasn't work. It wasn't an obligation. It was simply… Home. Even if only for a little while.
Washington, D.C. - The Following Morning
The hearing was scheduled for nine. You arrived nearly an hour early. Not because you expected to change anyone's mind. Because you already knew you wouldn't.
Government hearings weren't about justice. They were about optics. And after what the entire world had watched happen in Latvia, someone had to take the fall.
The marble hallways outside the chamber buzzed with reporters and military personnel. Cameras flashed every time someone important walked past. You hated places like this. Too many polished floors. Too many expensive suits. Too many people pretending decisions hadn't already been made behind closed doors.
You adjusted the folder tucked beneath your arm, Walker’s personnel file, incident reports, witness statements, psychiatric evaluations. You had spent most of the night reading through all of it.
Decorated. Brilliant. Disciplined. Three Medals of Honor. A man built his entire identity around serving his country. And then, one terrible decision. One moment of grief. One public execution.
It had erased everything that came before it. Or at least, that was the story everyone wanted to tell. The conference room door opened. John Walker stepped into the hallway. He still looked like he hadn't slept.
There was a fading bruise across his jaw from the warehouse fight. His knuckles were wrapped in fresh bandages.
He stopped the second he saw you. "What are you doing here?" His voice wasn't angry. It was exhausted.
You looked up from the folder. "Besides recovering from the mild concussion you gave me?" The corner of your mouth lifted. "I'm here to represent your ass."
His brow furrowed. "You're not a lawyer."
"No." You tucked the folder beneath your arm. "I'm worse." A beat. "I work for the people writing today's headlines."
Walker looked toward the hearing room. "...Lucky me."
Silence settled between you. You glanced toward the conference room door. No one else had come out yet.
Good. Quietly— "Can I ask you something?"
Walker looked back. "...Depends."
You lowered your voice. "Does Olivia know?"
His expression didn't change. "Know what?"
"The serum."
The words landed heavily between you. For the first time that morning, Walker looked genuinely caught off guard.
His eyes searched yours. "You figured it out."
"You bent a metal pipe" You answered simply. "And I watched you throw a man through a concrete wall."
A beat. "You weren't doing that two days ago."
Walker looked away. His jaw flexed. "...No."
"She doesn't know?"
He shook his head once. "No."
Silence. You nodded slowly. "I figured."
"You gonna tell her?" He finally looked back at you. There was no anger. No challenge. Just exhaustion.
You held his gaze. "If I wanted to..." You lifted the folder. "...I would've put it in there."
His eyes dropped to the file. Then back to you. "You didn't."
"No."
"Why?"
You considered the question. "Because that's a conversation your wife deserves to hear from you."
His shoulders sagged. Almost imperceptibly.
"And because..." You continued. "...You've got bigger problems walking into that room than another charge."
Walker let out a quiet breath.
"You should tell her."
He frowned.
"You don't know what that serum does yet."
His eyes drifted down toward his own hands. Neither did he. Not really. He'd thought it would simply make him stronger. Faster. More capable.
Nobody had explained what it did to grief. To anger. To guilt.
"It doesn't just change your body." You said softly. "It changes every decision you make from here on out."
Walker swallowed. "I wasn't trying to become..." He searched for the words. "...That."
"I know."
"You do?"
You nodded. "I read your file." A small smile. "I also watched you with Lemar." Silence. "I don't think John Walker wanted that man to die."
Walker's throat tightened. "He shouldn't have."
"I know."
"Lemar stepped in because of me." His voice almost disappeared. "And now he's gone."
For the first time, the hearing didn't seem to matter anymore. Not to either of you.
Before Walker could respond, another voice interrupted. "John." Olivia Walker stepped into the hallway.
She looked tired in a way only spouses of soldiers seemed to understand. Strong enough to keep standing. Too exhausted to pretend everything was okay.
She smiled gently at you. "Thank you for calling so early this morning. You didn't have to come."
"I wanted you to know what was going to happen. And I thought you could use the support."
Walker blinked between the two of you. "You talked?"
Olivia smiled. "For almost an hour."
"When?"
"This morning."
"About what?" He looked even more confused.
She looked at you.
You answered first. "You."
He stared. "...Why?"
You shrugged lightly. "Because somebody had to."
You sighed. "Mrs. Walker—"
She interrupted immediately. "Olivia."
You smiled. "Olivia."
Walker folded his arms. "I'm missing something."
"You usually are," you muttered.
He frowned. "What was that?"
"Nothing." You shut the folder. "She's worried about you. So am I."
Walker looked almost suspicious. "You barely know me."
"You might be right," You admitted. "But, I know enough." A small pause. "I've spent enough time around soldiers to know what grief looks like."
His eyes flickered.
"And I've spent enough time around this building to know what they're about to do to you." You nodded toward the chamber doors. "They're not walking in there to understand you. They're walking in there to make an example out of you."
Walker stared. "You still came." A long silence settled between you. Finally he asked, "...Why?"
"I'm here because that's my job." You held his gaze. "And because everyone else in that room is about to see Captain America. I'd rather see John."
Something flickered across his face. Gone almost as quickly as it appeared.
"You know..." He looked at you for a long moment. "I thought after the warehouse..." He rubbed the back of his neck. "...You'd hate me."
You smiled sadly. "I’m still pretty upset about the concussion."
That earned the tiniest laugh.
Then you became serious. "I hated what happened." A pause. "I don't hate you."
Walker looked away. Almost relieved. "I appreciate that."
You gestured toward the chamber doors.
"Come on. They're waiting."
The hearing room was already full. Rows of military officials. Members of Congress. Press. Observers. Every seat occupied. Camera shutters echoed through the chamber the moment Walker entered.
Olivia quietly took a seat in the front row. You remained standing a few feet behind Walker. Not as his attorney. As his liaison. As the one person in the room whose job was to speak before everyone else decided to speak for him.
The committee chairman adjusted a folder. "John F. Walker." His voice carried through the chamber. "It is the decision of this council that you are no longer authorized to act in any capacity as a representative of the United States Government or its Armed Forces." A pause. "You are hereby stripped of the title and authority of Captain America effective immediately."
Camera shutters exploded. You stepped forward. "Mr. Chairman." The room quieted. "Permission to address the council regarding the circumstances surrounding the incident."
Several senators exchanged looks. One finally answered. "The circumstances have already been reviewed. They have been summarized."
You remained calm. "With respect, Senator, a summary and context are not the same thing."
Another senator leaned forward. "Miss Stark, the council appreciates your perspective. But the findings remain unchanged."
Your jaw tightened. Of course they did.
Walker cleared his throat. "With all due respect, I don't believe the council fully understands the circumstances."
"This is not a negotiation."
"I understand."
"It is a mandate."
"I understand that."
"It is a mandate."
His breathing grew sharper. "I understand that!"
You stepped closer. "John." Quietly. "Take a breath."
For half a second, you thought he might actually listen. Instead, he looked directly at the council.
"I lived my life by your mandates." His voice cracked. "I dedicated everything to your mandates. You told me who to be. You trained me. You put that shield in my hands. And I became exactly what you asked me to become."
The room remained silent. Not sympathetic. Just...Silent.
The chairman didn't even blink. "You will receive an other-than-honorable discharge. Effective immediately. You will hold no military rank. No retirement status. No associated benefits."
The room gasped. Reporters practically climbed over one another to capture Walker's reaction. You lowered your eyes.
This wasn't discipline anymore. It was spectacle. You had stood in rooms like this before. After Washington. After Siberia. After choosing Steve over the Accords.
Different accusations. Different senators. Same outcome. Someone always had to become the example.
Walker stared ahead. Almost whispering now. "You built me."
Nobody answered. Finally, "I am Captain America."
The chairman sighed. "Not anymore. And if you continue to challenge the authority of this council, you will spend the remainder of your life in the United States Disciplinary Barracks."
Silence. Walker laughed once. It wasn't amusement. It sounded hollow. Then he turned. Without another word, he walked out. The doors slammed behind him. The echo lingered through the chamber.
You gathered your folder. Before you could leave, "Ms. Stark."
You stopped.
One of the senators looked directly at you. "I trust you'll exercise better judgment regarding the individuals under your supervision." A beat. "The council has shown considerable patience following your previous... associations."
You knew exactly what he meant. Tony. Steve. Bucky. The Avengers.
"If we determine that you are no longer capable of performing your duties objectively, your position will be reevaluated."
There it was. The threat. Wrapped politely.
You met his eyes. "Understood, Senator."
He nodded once. "See that John Walker returns the shield promptly."
You inclined your head. "I'll relay the message." You left without another word.
Outside, the hallway was empty. Walker was already gone. You considered following him. You even took two steps toward the exit. Then stopped. He didn't need another government representative chasing after him. He needed space.
So instead, you walked outside into the cool afternoon air. For the first time all day, there were no cameras. No senators. No applause. No accusations. Only silence.
You wondered if this was how Steve had felt after signing nothing. How Bucky had felt after every hearing. How Tony had felt after every congressional subpoena.
Maybe that was the cruelest part. The government had a remarkable way of building symbols, only to abandon the people inside them the moment they became inconvenient.
And despite everything Walker had done, you couldn't bring yourself to hate him. Not after watching the machine that created him pretend it had nothing to do with his fall.
You went home. Because there wasn't anywhere else to go.
Summary: As Sam risks everything for one last chance to reach Karli, tensions between uneasy allies threaten to destroy the fragile trust holding you together. But when Bucky disappears without explanation and returns carrying a warning of his own, an unexpected arrival makes it clear that Karli isn't the only problem waiting for you in Latvia.
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Latvia felt different in the daylight. The rain had stopped sometime before dawn, leaving puddles that reflected apartment windows and faded murals painted years before the Blip. Children kicked a worn soccer ball through cracked pavement while volunteers unloaded boxes of food nearby.
Life continued here too. It always did. Sometimes you wondered if survival was simply humanity's oldest habit.
The streets surrounding the camp had grown noticeably busier. People dressed in dark clothing quietly made their way toward the memorial. No one spoke loudly. The grief hanging over the neighborhood seemed almost tangible.
You walked beside Sam while Bucky and Zemo followed a few steps behind. The four of you had barely reached the next intersection when two familiar figures rounded the corner.
You sighed. "Of course."
John Walker. Lemar Hoskins. Walker spotted your group immediately and his expression hardened. He crossed the street without hesitation.
He looked like a man who hadn't slept. The smile he offered was polite. Practiced. But the dark circles beneath his eyes betrayed him almost immediately. He wasn't enjoying this. He was trying to live up to something impossible.
"Karli Morgenthau is too dangerous for you people to keep pulling this kind of stunt."
Bucky let out an exaggerated sigh. "How'd you find us this time?"
Hoskins smiled apologetically. "You really think three Avengers can wander around Latvia without somebody noticing?"
"Fair." You admitted.
Walker ignored the joke. "No more secrets." His eyes landed on Zemo. "You can start by explaining why he's out of prison."
Bucky shrugged. "He technically broke himself out."
Walker blinked. "That's not helping."
"It wasn't supposed to." Bucky replied.
Walker stepped forward again. "This better be one hell of an explan—"
"John." Your voice cut across his before it could escalate. He looked toward you. You motioned subtly toward the surrounding crowd.
Several people had already slowed down. A few phones were out. Recording. Watching. Waiting. Your voice stayed calm. "Let's not create an international incident before lunch."
Walker followed your gaze. His jaw tightened. After a long second, he forced himself to inhale.
"Right. Sorry." It was genuine. At least partly.
You gave him a small appreciative nod. "Thank you."
Zemo took advantage of the pause. "I know where Karli is." He started walking again.
Walker immediately stepped in front of him, placing a firm hand against his chest. "Where?"
You watched Bucky out of the corner of your eye. He caught your glance. Rolled his eyes. You fought the urge to smile.
Sam answered instead. "We know she's attending the memorial. We're going there."
Zemo calmly brushed Walker's hand away as though removing dust from his jacket.
Lemar stepped forward. "That means civilians. High casualty risk."
Walker nodded immediately. "Then we move fast. We hit her before she disappears."
"No." Sam answered. "I go in alone."
Walker looked at him like he'd lost his mind. "...Absolutely not."
"The person closest to her just died." Sam continued. "She's grieving. She's vulnerable. This is the best chance we'll get to talk."
Walker shook his head. "She blew up a building full of people. We're past talking."
Lemar spoke more carefully. "If Sam walks in alone, she could kill him."
"And if we storm the funeral?" Sam countered. "More innocent people die."
The street fell quiet. Walker looked between all of you. Finally his eyes settled on you. Then Bucky. "You're seriously okay with this?" He pointed toward Sam. "You're just going to let your partner walk into a room alone with a Super Soldier?"
Bucky answered first. "He's handled worse." A beat. "And he's not my partner."
You looked toward Walker. "John." He met your eyes. "Sam's spent years counseling veterans. He understands trauma. He understands grief. If anybody has a chance of reaching her, it's him."
Walker studied you. He respected your opinion. That much was obvious. He simply hated that it didn't match his own.
"I know." He admitted quietly. "I've served with men like that. And that's exactly why I think this is a bad idea."
Lemar finally stepped beside him. "John, if he can talk her down...isn't it worth ten minutes?"
Walker looked at his partner. Then at Sam. Then, at the growing crowd around the memorial. Finally, he sighed. "...Fine, But only because if this works, it's better for everybody." He jabbed a finger toward Sam. "You get ten minutes. No heroics. No improvising. No disappearing."
Sam smiled faintly. "I make no promises."
Walker groaned. "I hate that answer."
Then, the conversation went silent. No one really noticed the silence amongst them, until Lemar spoke. He’d been watching the way Bucky stared at the kids playing down the street.
Innocently, almost curiously, he asked, “You got kids?"
Bucky laughed. Actually laughed. Like if he’d been asked the most simplest and rhetorical question on the planet.
"No."
"You ever want them?" Lemar continued. The group didn’t dare bother to look at Bucky for his answer. There was just silence.
"Never thought I'd get the chance."
Even though it was a silent conversation between them, you’d heard it all. But you didn’t reply. Didn’t feel like it was your place to comment.
Ahead of them, Zemo suddenly veered toward one of the neighborhood children. You recognized her immediately. The little girl from earlier. She smiled shyly when she saw him. He crouched to meet her eye level before slipping several folded bills into her small hand.
"For your family." He said quietly. "Would you mind showing us the way?"
She nodded without hesitation. You watched the exchange carefully. Still trying to decide whether Zemo genuinely cared, or simply knew exactly how to earn trust. Perhaps both.
The little girl led your group through another narrow alley before stopping outside a modest apartment building. She pointed toward a weathered wooden door. Then disappeared back into the crowd.
Zemo straightened his coat. "Karli is inside."
Sam immediately started toward the entrance. Before he reached it, click. Walker snapped a pair of handcuffs around one of Zemo's wrists and secured the other end to an old iron radiator pipe beside the building.
"There." He stepped back. "You stay."
Zemo glanced down at the cuffs. "...Really?"
"You've got ten minutes." Walker folded his arms. "After that, we're doing this my way."
Zemo smiled pleasantly. "Aggressive." He looked toward Sam. "But understandable."
As Sam disappeared through the doorway, your heart began to race. Everything felt, too quiet. You glanced instinctively toward Bucky. He was already watching the door. One hand resting near the pistol beneath his jacket. Ready.
Just in case ten minutes turned into something much worse.
Silence settled almost immediately. No one spoke. No one sat. The only sounds came from the muffled voices inside the memorial and the occasional church bell echoing somewhere across the neighborhood.
You leaned against the stone railing beside the entrance, your eyes never leaving the doorway Sam had disappeared through. Out of the corner of your eye, you noticed Bucky still watching the same door. He didn't fidget. Didn't pace. Didn't even cross his arms. He simply waited.
Walker caught the brief glance between the two of you. The kind that lasted only a second. But somehow said enough.
A crooked grin tugged at the corner of his mouth. "...Well." He folded his arms. "You two seem different."
You frowned. "Different?"
Walker motioned lazily between you and Bucky. "Last time I saw you, Barnes could barely look at anything but the ground."
Walker chuckled. "Now look at you."
Lemar glanced between the two of you.
"You've gotten... comfortable."
Neither of you answered.
Walker continued. "She keeps looking over to make sure you're still standing there." He nodded toward Bucky. "And you keep doing the same thing."
You blinked. "...We're watching the door."
"So is everybody else." Walker smiled. "But not everybody keeps checking where the other one is."
Silence.
You hadn't noticed. Judging by the slight crease between Bucky's brows, neither had he.
Walker let the observation drift away. "So..." He leaned casually against the stone railing. "You two friends now?"
You looked toward Bucky. He happened to glance over at the exact same moment. For half a second, neither of you answered.
You looked away first. "I don't think we've ever actually defined it."
Walker laughed. "That's somehow an even stranger answer."
Bucky shrugged. "I tolerate her."
You scoffed. "He's lying."
Walker's eyebrow lifted. "Oh?"
You smiled. "He says I complain too much."
Bucky looked over. "I do not."
"You do."
"I make observations."
"There it is." You pointed at him triumphantly. "See?"
Walker looked between the two of you. "What?"
"He says that every time." You smiled at Bucky.
"I do not." Bucky grumbled.
"You literally just did."
"I was making a point."
"You were complaining."
"I was observing."
You smiled. "...He's very committed to the distinction."
Walker laughed. "I kinda like this version of Barnes."
"You shouldn't encourage him," you said. "He already thinks he's right about everything."
Bucky looked genuinely offended. "I don't think that."
You tilted your head. "...Really?"
A beat. "...Most things."
"There it is."
Lemar chuckled. "He's getting honest."
Bucky sighed. "You spend one week with her..."
"And?" You raised an eyebrow.
"You start explaining yourself."
You smiled sweetly. "So you've noticed."
"I was making an observation."
"You've become predictable."
"I have not."
"You've said 'observation' four times."
"...Three."
Walker burst out laughing. "There it is."
Bucky looked between all three of you. "...I'm starting to regret talking."
"I think that ship sailed."
A beat.
Walker snapped his fingers as though remembering something. "Oh."
He looked toward you. "Our coffee."
You blinked. "Coffee?"
"You said we'd finish that conversation."
"I said maybe."
"You definitely said coffee."
"I said we'd see."
Walker smiled. "So... after this?"
Before you could answer—"...She's busy."
The words came quietly. Matter-of-fact.
All three of you looked toward Bucky. Even he seemed surprised he'd spoken first.
Walker blinked. "...I was asking her."
Bucky looked at you. Then back at Walker. "...We've got work."
Walker smiled. "Together?"
"...Yeah."
The answer came just a little too quickly. You looked sideways at Bucky. He didn't seem to notice.
Walker did. "So..." He folded his arms again. "Coworkers."
You nodded. "Coworkers."
Bucky nodded once. "That's all."
Lemar hid another smile.
Walker looked between the two of you again. The way neither of you quite believed your own answer. "...Mhm."
He let it go. Instead, he shifted his attention back toward you. "I guess I just figured..." He rubbed the back of his neck.
"Steve being my predecessor." He nodded toward Bucky. "And him being Steve's best friend." Then his eyes settled on you. "And you..."
He hesitated. Steve's fiancée. Tony Stark's sister. Government liaison. Avenger. None of them seemed right.
"The point is..." He continued quietly. "I figured you would've already known each other."
Bucky answered before you had the chance. "We did." He glanced toward you. "We do." A small pause. "...Just not like this."
Your chest tightened. Not like this. Not before the missions. Before Madripoor. Before the sleepless flights. Before the laughter.
Walker nodded slowly. "...Fair enough."
Silence settled over the group again. Lemar wandered a few steps away, quietly surveying the memorial while Walker remained where he stood, watching the entrance where Sam had disappeared.
You eventually moved toward the worn stone steps near the memorial gates, grateful for an excuse to sit. The last few days seemed to have compressed into one endless stretch of airports, gunfire, negotiations, and sleepless nights.
Bucky stayed on his feet. Not because he preferred standing. Because he always positioned himself where he could see every exit. Where he could reach the doorway first if something went wrong. He didn't think about doing it anymore. His body simply chose before his mind caught up.
From where he stood, he found himself replaying the conversation with Walker. Not because of Walker. Because of you.
He'd noticed how easily you'd answered him. How naturally you'd spoken about your past.
Months ago, every mention or implication of Steve's name had seemed to hollow something out inside you. Now, it still hurt. Bucky could hear it in the slight hesitation before certain words, see it in the way your eyes drifted somewhere far away for half a heartbeat.
But you spoke anyway. Not because the grief had disappeared. Because you'd learned how to carry it.
He wasn't sure which was harder.
Walker hadn't meant any harm. Bucky knew that. If anything, the man had been trying to understand. But every question about Steve asked you to reopen a door you'd only just learned how to close.
And somehow, Bucky found himself wishing people would stop asking you to walk back through it.
The thought caught him off guard. When had he started noticing things like that? When had your exhaustion become something he could recognize from across a room?
His eyes drifted toward the bottle of water tucked into the side pocket of his jacket. He'd grabbed it that morning without thinking.
Another habit. Always carry extra water. Always be prepared.
His mother used to say people forgot the little things first. Sleep. Food. Water. The little things were usually what caught up with you.
His fingers wrapped around the bottle before he'd even made the decision. He crossed the few steps between you. "You forgot this."
You looked up, confused. "...I did?"
He held up the bottle with the faintest tilt of his head. "You've barely had anything to drink all day."
You stared at him for a moment. Not because of the water. Because you'd never told him that. You honestly couldn't remember the last time you'd taken a drink.
A small smile found its way onto your face. "...You've been keeping track?"
His brow furrowed slightly. "You haven't?"
The question came so naturally it almost sounded obvious. Like of course someone should've noticed.
You looked down at the bottle. "...Apparently not."
He gave it another small shake until you finally reached for it. "Humor me."
You laughed quietly. "Is that an order, Sergeant?"
The corner of his mouth lifted. "No." A beat. "...Call it good advice."
You unscrewed the cap. Took a sip. He didn't move. Still watching.
You lowered the bottle again. "There."
"Another."
You raised an eyebrow. "...Bossy."
"I'm practical."
"You keep saying that. Doesn't make it less true." You took another sip, mostly to prove you could stop him from staring. "There."
His eyes lingered on the bottle another second before finally nodding once. "...Better."
You smiled over the rim. "You know..."
"What?"
"You're surprisingly good at this."
"At what?"
"Taking care of people." The words escaped before you could stop them.
His expression softened almost imperceptibly. "I had a lot of practice."
Steve. He didn't have to say the name. You both heard it anyway.
A quiet silence settled between you. Then, almost without thinking— "My ma would've scolded me if I'd let a lady sit out here dehydrated."
The words slipped out so easily they almost sounded borrowed from another lifetime.
He blinked. Realized what he'd just said. His ears pinkened almost immediately. "...Not that—"
You looked up at him, unable to hide the smile growing across your face. "'A lady?'"
He looked toward the church instead. "...Forget I said that."
"I don't think I will."
"It sounded less old-fashioned in my head."
You laughed softly. "I kind of liked it."
He rubbed the back of his neck. "...Yeah?"
"It suits you."
He looked over. For just a second. Long enough that something almost passed between you.
Then he cleared his throat. "...Finish the water."
You smiled into the bottle. "There he is."
"What?"
"The grumpy Sergeant."
"I was gone?"
"For a second."
"...Must've been a long second."
"It was." You shook your head, smiling into the bottle.
As Bucky returned to his place near the entrance, he didn't realize he'd smiled almost the entire time.
Five minutes passed. Then six. Then seven. Walker checked his watch. Again. Then again. He started pacing.
Lemar sighed quietly. "John..."
Walker ignored him. His foot tapped impatiently against the pavement. Finally— "No." He shook his head. "I don't like this."
Bucky didn't even turn around. "It hasn't been ten minutes."
Walker kept pacing. "Doesn't matter. It feels wrong."
"It hasn't been—"
"I heard you." Walker snapped. Then, immediately looked away. "I just..." He rubbed a hand across the back of his neck. "This isn't how I operate."
Bucky finally faced him. "That's obvious."
Walker pointed a finger. "Don't."
"What?"
"Patronize me."
"I'm not."
"You are."
"I'm literally standing here."
Despite everything, you almost smiled. They argued like two brothers who refused to admit they were having completely different conversations.
Walker looked toward the entrance again. "I'm going in."
Without waiting for an answer, he started forward. Immediately, Bucky stepped into his path. Not aggressively. Simply enough that Walker couldn't reach the door. His vibranium hand rested flat against Walker's chest.
"He asked for ten minutes."
Walker looked down at the metal hand. Then back at Bucky. "...Move."
Bucky didn't budge. The silence stretched.
Walker exhaled sharply through his nose. "This isn't about you."
"No." Bucky's voice remained calm. "It's about respecting what he asked."
Walker took another step anyway.
You instinctively moved between them. "John—"
"I just want to make sure Karli doesn’t get away."
"I know." You lifted a calming hand. "But barging in isn't going to help."
"I'm not barging—" He stepped sideways to move around you. His shoulder caught yours harder than either of you expected.
You stumbled back a half step. Before you could catch yourself, Bucky moved. Faster than anyone had seen him all afternoon.
His metal hand caught Walker square against the chest, stopping him cold. This time, it wasn't simply blocking the doorway. It shoved him back. Not hard. Just enough.
Enough that Walker understood exactly where the line was. The air between them changed. Lemar immediately looked up.
Walker glanced toward you first. "...You alright?"
You steadied yourself. "I'm fine."
He nodded once. "Sorry."
It sounded genuine.
Then his eyes returned to Bucky. "What?"
Bucky's jaw flexed. "You don't put your hands on her."
Walker frowned. "I wasn't trying to."
"I know." His voice remained level. "You still did."
For a second, neither man moved. Walker studied him. Really studied him. Then something clicked.
A knowing smile tugged at one corner of his mouth. "...There it is."
Bucky's expression didn't change. "What?"
Walker folded his arms. "You care." Silence. "You care what happens to him." He nodded toward the church. "And you care what happens to her." Another pause. "So answer me something."
His voice lowered. "If something happens to Sam because you stopped me..." His eyes locked onto Bucky's. "...You gonna be alright with that?"
The words landed exactly where Walker intended. Not because they questioned Bucky's strength. Because they questioned his responsibility.
Bucky's eyes flicked toward the church. He trusted Sam. He did. But trust had never stopped bad things from happening.
Steve had trusted him. Tony had trusted Steve. People still died.
Walker saw the hesitation. Pressed. "You know as well as I do..." He nodded toward the church. "...Sometimes ten minutes is too long."
You watched Bucky's shoulders tighten. You knew what Walker was doing. He was forcing him to imagine the worst. To carry responsibility before anything had even happened.
You stepped beside him. Not in front. Beside. Close enough your shoulder almost brushed his.
"James."
His eyes shifted toward you.
"You know Sam." Your voice stayed quiet. "He asked for ten minutes."
You held his gaze. "You trusted him enough to let him walk in there." A small pause.
"I still do." His jaw tightened.
You saw the conflict. Walker wasn't wrong. Neither were you. That was the problem.
Bucky slowly let out a breath. If Sam needed help, every second mattered. If he didn't, they'd be breaking the one thing Sam had asked for.
He removed his hand. Stepped aside.
Walker nodded once. "...Appreciate it."
He started toward the doorway. You watched him disappear inside. Then turned back toward Bucky. For just a second, disappointment crossed your face. Not because he'd moved. Because you'd thought Walker had gotten inside his head.
Bucky caught the look immediately. It settled somewhere heavier than he'd expected. He wanted to tell you. It wasn't Sam. It was you.
The moment Walker shoved past you, the conversation stopped being about Sam. It became about making sure neither of you ended up fighting each other before anyone even reached the church.
But he didn't know how to explain that. Didn't even know if he understood it himself. So instead...
He simply nodded once. "...I know."
You looked at him. He thought you were disappointed in him. You thought he'd doubted Sam. Neither of you realized you were both wrong.
Without another word, you followed Walker inside. Bucky fell into step beside you. Close enough that if something happened, he'd reach you first. He never noticed he did it.
Walker didn't hesitate. The moment he stepped through the doorway, his voice rang across the memorial hall. "Karli Morgenthau." He reached for the cuffs already clipped to his vest. "You're under arrest."
The room froze. Karli slowly turned. Her eyes found Sam first. Then Walker. Then the rest of you. Understanding settled across her face almost instantly.
"So..." A bitter laugh escaped her. "This was the plan?" Her gaze landed on Sam. "You were stalling."
Sam immediately stepped forward. "No. Karli, listen—"
"You lied." The hurt in her voice surprised you more than the anger. For a split second… She looked less like a revolutionary. More like a grieving girl whose trust had just been broken.
Walker saw only an opening. He lunged. "We've talked enough." Before his hand could reach her, she shoved him backward with enough force to send him crashing into a row of chairs.
Walker recovered almost immediately. "You little—"
"John!" You shouted.
But he was already charging again. The room exploded into chaos. Sam grabbed Walker around the shoulders, trying to pull him back.
"I've got this!"
Walker fought against him. "No, you don't!"
Across the room, Bucky moved instinctively toward Karli. Only to have Lemar step directly into his path.
"Move." Bucky growled.
"I'm trying!" Lemar answered as the two men struggled to keep each other from reaching the fight.
You looked back toward Karli. Slowly raising your hands. "I'm not here to hurt you."
Her breathing was uneven. Tears still lingered in her eyes. "You need to leave."
You spoke quietly. "This doesn't have to—"
"Stay back." She warned. Her voice cracked. For just a moment, you thought she might actually listen.
Then Walker shoved free from Sam. Everything changed. Karli bolted. She sprinted toward the stairwell.
"Karli!" Sam shouted.
You immediately ran after her. She vaulted over the railing almost effortlessly. You reached the stairs, and your name vibrated through the walls.
Bucky's voice echoed through the building. You turned instinctively. He had already spotted where she was going.
"Left!"
Without questioning him, you changed direction. Trusting his instincts over your own. Bucky launched himself over the railing entirely, dropping nearly an entire floor before disappearing into the lower level after Karli.
Show-off. You thought despite yourself. Then immediately chased after Sam instead.
The building became a maze. Narrow hallways. Storage rooms. Dark stairwells. Every corner looked exactly like the last.
Your lungs burned as you followed Sam through another narrow corridor.
"Karli!" His voice echoed uselessly through the tunnels. Nothing. Only footsteps. Somewhere overhead. Another hallway. Another dead end.
You rounded one final corner, only to nearly collide with Bucky as he emerged from the opposite tunnel.
The two of you stopped abruptly. Both breathing hard.
You doubled over, hands on your knees. "...Damn it." You managed between breaths.
Bucky glanced behind him one last time before shaking his head. "I lost her."
Sam caught up a second later, equally winded. "This place..." He looked around at the endless maze of corridors. "...is impossible."
For several seconds, none of you spoke. There was nothing left to say. Karli was gone. Again.
The walk back to Zemo's apartment felt longer than before. No one argued. No one joked. The weight of another failed opportunity settled over the entire group.
By the time you reached the apartment, exhaustion had replaced frustration.
Zemo was already stretched across the sofa. A folded towel filled with ice rested across one side of his face where Walker's punch had landed.
He barely looked up as the door opened. "I do hope..." He winced. "...that everyone else had a more productive afternoon than I did."
Sam ignored him completely. He dropped heavily into one of the chairs, rubbing both hands over his face.
You quietly shut the apartment door behind you. Only then… Something felt wrong. Your eyes instinctively scanned the room. Sam. Zemo. You frowned.
"...Where's James?" The words escaped before you realized you'd said them aloud.
Sam looked up. Confused. Then around the apartment himself. The silence answered for him. Bucky hadn't come back with you. Your stomach sank.
"When..." You frowned harder. "When did he leave?"
No one had an answer. Because none of you had noticed. Except you.
The apartment had somehow grown even quieter. Outside, the steady drizzle continued to fall against the windows, blurring the rooftops of Riga into streaks of gray.
Inside, no one seemed eager to speak. Zemo remained stretched across the sofa, the ice pack still pressed against the bruise blooming across his cheek. His expensive robe had long since been traded for another impeccably tailored suit, as though even recovering from being punched required a dress code.
Sam leaned against the kitchen counter, exhaustion written plainly across his face. You stood nearby, absently turning the business card the teacher had refused over and over between your fingers. You hadn't been able to bring yourself to put it away.
Zemo finally broke the silence. "...Were you ever offered it?"
Sam looked up. "Offered what?"
"The serum."
Sam didn't hesitate. "No."
Zemo studied him. "And hypothetically, if you had been? Would you have taken it?"
"No." Again. No hesitation. No uncertainty. Simply… "No."
For the first time all afternoon, genuine admiration crossed Zemo's face. "...Interesting." He nodded once. "That may be the first thing you've said today that impresses me."
Sam folded his arms. "Don't sound so surprised."
"I am." Zemo admitted. "Most men believe they deserve more power. They rarely question why." He looked thoughtfully into his untouched tea. "You still believe Karli can be saved."
Sam remained quiet. "I do."
"You shouldn't." Zemo replied. "The woman you met no longer exists. She died the moment she decided innocent lives were expendable." He looked toward the rain-streaked window. "We cannot allow another generation of gods to walk among ordinary people. Super Soldiers should not exist."
Sam tilted his head. "Funny. That's exactly how gods talk." The room went silent. "And if that's really what you believe..." Sam continued. "...what about Bucky?" Zemo didn't answer. "What about Steve?" Still nothing.
"What about all the people the serum actually saved? Blood isn't always the answer."
Zemo looked away. For once, he didn't have one.
The apartment door opened. Everyone turned. Bucky stepped inside. His hair was damp from the rain. His jacket hung loosely over one shoulder as he quietly shut the door behind him. He looked tired. More than tired.
Something about the meeting with Ayo had clearly stayed with him. No one asked. He walked straight toward the small bar tucked against the wall. Without saying a word.
You watched him quietly reach for a bottle. Then another glass. His movements were almost automatic. He poured one drink. Then reached for another glass. A second later, he slid it across the counter toward you without looking.
Your favorite. You blinked. "...Thanks."
Only then did he glance over. A brief shrug. "You looked like you needed one."
The smallest smile tugged at your lips. "So did you."
"I definitely do." He picked up his own glass before finally turning toward everyone else. "Something's wrong with Walker."
You raised an eyebrow. "...You don't say."
That earned the faintest twitch at the corner of his mouth. "I know crazy." He took a slow sip. "Because..." He gestured vaguely toward himself. "...I'm crazy."
Sam snorted. "I'm not arguing with that."
Bucky ignored him. "We never should've let him have the shield."
Sam sighed. "I didn't give it to him."
"No." Bucky answered quietly. "You didn't." His expression hardened. "And Steve sure as hell didn't."
The words settled heavily over the room. Steve. Again. This time, you noticed Bucky's eyes briefly drift toward you. Almost unconsciously. Checking. Making sure you were alright.
You met his gaze. A tiny nod. I'm okay.
He returned one of his own. Good.
Neither of you realized Sam had watched the entire exchange. He smiled to himself. Barely.
The apartment door suddenly burst inward. Everyone turned. Walker stormed inside with Lemar close behind. His patience had officially run out.
"Alright." He pointed directly at Zemo. "Conversation's over." His eyes shifted toward Sam. "Turn him over."
Sam didn't even move. "Easy."
Walker took another step. "I'm done asking."
Sam folded his arms. "Shield or no shield. The only thing you're commanding in here is your mouth."
The room went deadly quiet. "You blew my chance to stop Karli." Sam continued. "And whether we like it or not..." He nodded toward Zemo. "...he's been useful."
Walker laughed once. No humor. "So how exactly do you want this conversation to end?" His hand settled on the shield. "What?" He slowly unclipped it from his back. "You want me to put this down?" He carefully leaned the shield against the nearby table. "There."
He spread his arms. "Now it's fair."
You slowly stood. Almost instinctively, Bucky stepped beside you. Close enough that your shoulders nearly touched. Neither of you acknowledged it. Neither of you had to. The tension in the room tightened like a wire.
Walker took one more step. Then— THUNK. A spear buried itself deep into the stone pillar beside Walker's head. Silence. No one moved.
Walker's eyes slowly turned toward the weapon vibrating inches from his face. The apartment door opened again. This time, no one had to announce who it was.
The Dora Milaje entered with the effortless confidence of warriors who already knew they controlled the room. You felt the atmosphere change instantly.
Even Walker sensed it. Beside you, Bucky visibly relaxed. Not completely. But enough. Almost as though he'd finally seen allies instead of enemies.
Without taking his eyes off the Wakandans, he absentmindedly lifted the glass he'd poured earlier for himself and pressed it gently into your hand.
"You'll want this, too." He murmured.
You looked down at the amber liquid before smiling softly. "...I probably will."
The Dora Milaje stopped only a few feet away. Their leader's eyes settled immediately on Bucky. "James."
The room held its breath. Ayo stepped forward. Her eyes never left Zemo. She spoke first in Wakandan, her voice low and controlled. "Even if he is a means to your end..." She looked toward Bucky. "...your time is up."
Then, in English, "Release him. Now."
The apartment fell silent. Walker stepped forward before anyone else could answer. He straightened instinctively.
"John Walker." He extended a hand. "Captain America."
No one took it. Not one of the Dora Milaje so much as glanced in his direction. Their attention remained fixed on Zemo… And Bucky.
Walker slowly lowered his hand. "...Right." He cleared his throat. "Well..." He forced an awkward smile. "Maybe we could put the pointy sticks down and talk this through."
Sam pinched the bridge of his nose. "John, don't."
You bit the inside of your cheek. Hard.
Walker looked over. "What?"
You shook your head, unable to hide the smile threatening to escape. "I'm just saying, you might want to fight Bucky before you pick a fight with the Dora Milaje."
Ayo's eyes briefly found yours. Recognition. Respect. Just a nod. Nothing else.
Bucky didn't even look away from Ayo. "I'd listen to her."
Walker frowned. "They don't have jurisdiction here."
Without missing a beat, Ayo answered. "The Dora Milaje have jurisdiction wherever the Dora Milaje find themselves."
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Summary: As the search for Karli leads them to Latvia, the line between right and wrong becomes increasingly difficult to define. Between a community that refuses to trust them and quiet moments that bring you and Bucky unexpectedly closer, both begin to realize that some walls are easier to break down than others.
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Several hours later, the familiar hum of Zemo's private jet settled over the cabin once more. For the first time all day, no one was running. No one was shooting at them. No one was pretending to be someone else.
Exhaustion settled over all of you almost immediately. Sam had kicked his boots off and stretched across one of the leather seats, phone pressed to his ear as he spoke quietly with Torres.
Across from him, Bucky sat with one leg crossed over the other, a clean towel draped across his lap as he carefully wiped soot and dried blood from the seams of his vibranium arm. The movement was slow. Methodical. Almost meditative.
Across the cabin, Zemo had already poured himself another glass of Sokovian brandy and opened a thick leather-bound book as though the events of the evening had been little more than a mild inconvenience. Some people decompressed with silence. Zemo apparently preferred expensive liquor.
"...Donya Madani." Sam spoke into the phone. "She's a refugee." A pause. "Yeah. See what you can find." Another pause. "Call me if you get anything." A faint smile. "Appreciate it, Torres." The call ended. Sam lowered the phone and rubbed both hands over his face before letting out a long, exhausted sigh.
The cabin fell quiet again.
You leaned forward slightly. "You okay?"
Sam stared out the window for a moment before answering. "...Yeah." Another sigh. "I've just been thinking." He rested his elbows on his knees. "Everything Sharon lost. Isaiah. The way Nagel talked about him..." His jaw tightened. "...like he wasn't even a person. Just..." He gestured vaguely with one hand. "...a blood sample. A test subject."
You looked down at your hands. You'd heard it too. Not once had Nagel referred to Isaiah Bradley as a man. Only as data. A resource. Something useful.
Sam continued quietly. "It just makes me wonder…How many people get steamrolled, just so somebody else can carry that shield."
Silence lingered.
Bucky never looked up from the vibranium arm resting across his lap. He continued polishing the metal thoughtfully before speaking. "...Depends who you ask." His voice remained calm. "That hunk of metal saved a lot of lives."
Sam nodded. "I know. I'm not saying Steve wasn't worthy."
Bucky looked up then. Immediately. His expression softened. "I know."
Sam rubbed the bridge of his nose. "I just..." He exhaled. "...Maybe I made a mistake."
A small smile tugged at the corner of his mouth. "You said it first."
"I think we said it together."
Sam pointed between the two of you. "Are you guys doing that synchronized thing again?"
Neither of you answered. Which, somehow, answered the question.
Sam shook his head. "...Weird."
You rolled your eyes. "We're not weird."
Bucky muttered quietly, "I think we're becoming predictable."
You smiled despite yourself. It was the first time he'd included himself in a joke with you.
Sam leaned back again. "...Maybe." He stared toward the ceiling. "...Maybe I never should've put it in the museum." Another pause. "Maybe I should've destroyed it."
Bucky stopped polishing his arm altogether. The towel rested quietly across his lap. He looked directly at Sam. "No." His voice wasn't loud. But it carried enough weight that everyone looked at him.
"That shield..." He searched for the right words. "...means different things to different people." He looked down briefly. "It meant hope. It meant Steve." His fingers unconsciously brushed over the vibranium plating. "...It reminded me that someone believed I could still come back."
Your chest tightened. Bucky rarely spoke this openly.
"The world's upside down." He looked back at Sam. "And people need Captain America." A beat. "It just isn't Walker."
Silence settled over the cabin. "So..." Bucky leaned back again. "Before you destroy that shield..." His voice became almost teasing. "...I'd appreciate the chance to steal it first."
Sam laughed. "There he is. The criminal."
Bucky shrugged. "I've done worse."
"You have." You deadpanned. "I've read the files."
He groaned dramatically. "I liked you better before the sarcasm."
"I've always been sarcastic."
"You've gotten worse."
For just a second, the heaviness lifted. Sam's phone buzzed. Everyone looked over. He answered immediately.
"Torres?" The smile disappeared from his face almost as quickly as it had arrived. "...Yeah." Another pause. "...Okay." His shoulders slowly sank. "Good work." The call ended.
"What'd he find?" You asked quietly.
Sam looked around the cabin. "They found Donya Madani." Nobody spoke. "...She died." The words landed heavily. "Riga. Near the Baltic."
Silence. Even Zemo closed his book. He finished the last sip of brandy before setting the glass carefully onto the table. "I know the city." He stood. "There is a place there." He buttoned his jacket with practiced precision. "And..." A faint smile appeared. "I admit, I'm rather looking forward to finally meeting Miss Morgenthau." He glanced toward the cockpit. "Oeznik."
The older man appeared almost immediately. "Yes, Baron?"
"We're changing course."
Oeznik nodded once. "Very good, sir."
The jet banked gently several minutes later. Its nose turning east. Toward Latvia. Toward Karli. Toward another fight none of you were truly ready for. You looked out the window at the endless darkness beneath the clouds. The quiet felt different now. Not peaceful. Just, temporary.
Without thinking, your shoulder brushed lightly against his as the aircraft shifted through a pocket of turbulence.
Beside you, Bucky quietly folded the towel he'd been using and rested his vibranium hand against the armrest. Instinctively, he steadied himself just enough that you wouldn't have to.
His arm remained there. Not pressing. Not retreating either.
Neither of you acknowledged the contact. Neither of you moved away.
It lasted only a few seconds before the plane leveled again.
Still, neither of you seemed particularly interested in reclaiming the extra inch of space.
As the flight redirected toward Latvia, the cabin slowly settled into another comfortable silence.
Zemo had stretched across the makeshift cot Oeznik had insisted on setting up before takeoff, one arm thrown over his eyes as though he had never once questioned whether he would sleep peacefully after breaking out of a maximum-security prison. Sam, exhausted from the last forty-eight hours, claimed the row across from him, long legs stretched awkwardly across two seats as he was asleep within minutes.
Which left only you and Bucky, sitting across from each other. Neither of you acknowledged it. There didn't seem to be any point.
You settled back into your seat, pulling out your phone almost instinctively. Emails. Stark Foundation updates. United Nations briefings. Three missed texts from Pepper. Two budget approvals waiting for your signature. A draft speech someone wanted reviewed before morning.
Your thumbs moved automatically across the screen. Work had become muscle memory. Keeping busy was easier than thinking.
Across the aisle, Bucky watched you for a moment before looking back down at the pistol resting in his lap. The rhythmic motion of the cloth against the metal continued almost absentmindedly.
He wasn't cleaning it anymore. Not really. It was something for his hands to do while his mind wandered somewhere he didn't want it to.
He noticed the crease between your brows. The way your lips pressed together every time another notification appeared. Every email seemed to steal another ounce of whatever energy you had left.
You worked the way Steve used to. Like resting was something other people did. The thought came so naturally it surprised him.
You looked tired. Not the kind of tired sleep fixed. The kind he'd started recognizing in mirrors years ago.
He looked away before you caught him staring. Only, you already had.
You smiled without lifting your eyes from the phone. "That thing so old it needs polishing every five minutes?"
Bucky glanced down at the pistol before the corner of his mouth twitched. "It probably doesn't."
"So then why do you keep cleaning it?"
He turned the cloth over between his fingers. "My ma used to polish my father's boots."
That made you look up. "What?"
"When she couldn't sleep." His thumb turned the cloth slowly. "Said busy hands gave worried minds somewhere else to go."
He looked down at the pistol. "I think she mostly said it so Dad wouldn't notice she was worried."
You smiled. "She sounded smart."
"She was."
Silence settled comfortably between you. Not awkward. Just thoughtful.
You watched him look back down at the pistol. His movements had slowed. Almost like he'd forgotten he was still holding it.
"Does it work?"
He thought about the question longer than you expected. Not because he didn't know the answer. Because he'd spent years pretending he did.
"...Sometimes."
He wasn't talking about the pistol. You knew that.
Your eyes drifted back toward your phone. The screen was still filled with unread emails. Deadlines. Requests. Problems only your signature could solve.
You stared at them. Then quietly locked the screen. Maybe you hadn't been answering emails because they were urgent. Maybe you'd simply needed something to occupy your hands.
Your father built inventions. Tony built a suit. Steve fixed broken cabinets. Bucky polished weapons. And you answered emails at two in the morning.
Different lives. Different decades. The same quiet attempt to outrun thoughts that refused to stay buried.
Across the aisle, Bucky noticed your phone had gone dark. He didn't ask why. He had a feeling he already knew.
It struck him then, almost unexpectedly, that the reports and meetings... the flights across continents, the late-night conference calls...
They weren't just part of your job. They were armor. Not so different from his pistol. Or Steve's shield. Or the worn notebook tucked inside his duffel.
Everyone carried something. Some people just carried it more quietly than others.
It reminded him of Steve. Not because Steve buried himself in work. Because Steve carried responsibility the same way. Quietly. Like if he put enough weight on his own shoulders… No one else would have to.
He wondered how long you'd been doing the same thing. Long enough, apparently, that you'd forgotten how heavy it had become.
Without a word, Bucky reached behind his seat.
He pulled the spare blanket from the overhead shelf and, without looking directly at you, folded it neatly onto the armrest near you.
You looked down. "...What's this?"
He didn't stop absentmindedly turning the cloth between his fingers. "It's cold."
You glanced around the cabin. "...For you?"
"No."
"You'll freeze."
"I've survived worse."
You smiled. "James."
"It was either that or listen to you complain in twenty minutes."
A laugh escaped before you could stop it. "I don't complain."
His eyebrow lifted. "No?"
"No."
He finally looked over. "...Your shoes."
"I couldn't run in heels."
"The dress."
"It didn't have sleeves."
"My jacket."
"It looked uncomfortable."
"My hair."
You opened your mouth. Closed it again.
His eyebrow climbed just a little higher. "...Looked what?"
"I don't remember."
"...Liar."
"I genuinely don't."
He gave you a look. "You told Sam I looked less..." He searched for the word. "...'grunge.'"
"...And emo."
His expression flattened. "...Emo?"
"I stand by it."
The corner of his mouth twitched. "You notice a lot."
You tilted your head. "So you don't mind that I noticed?"
"...That's not what I said."
"But you didn't say you minded."
He looked at you for a long moment. "...I didn't."
Your smile widened. "So you liked that I noticed."
A beat. He could've argued. Instead, "...Maybe."
Your eyebrows shot up. "Maybe?"
"I figured if somebody was going to critique my haircut..." He shrugged. "...Might as well be somebody with decent taste."
You stared at him. "...James Buchanan Barnes."
"What?"
"...Did you just flirt with me?"
His entire expression stalled. "What?"
"That was flirting."
"It was not."
"You called my taste decent."
"I said your observation was."
"Mm."
"They're different."
"Are they?"
"They are."
You leaned back in your seat, studying him like a puzzle. "...You really don't know."
"Know what?"
"When you're flirting."
"I wasn't flirting."
"I think you were."
"I was being polite."
"There it is."
"What?"
"The forties."
He looked genuinely confused.
"You men thought opening doors, lending coats, carrying blankets and saying nice things were just manners."
"They are."
"They're also flirting."
"They're..." He stopped. Thought about it. "...No."
You laughed. "They absolutely are."
"I don't flirt."
You smiled to yourself. "I don't think you know how not to."
He blinked. "...That's ridiculous."
"Is it?"
"You've known me three days."
"And in those three days you've given me your jacket..."
He opened his mouth.
"...Made sure I ate."
"I—"
"Gave me a blanket."
"I was being practical."
"And somehow managed to compliment me twice without realizing it."
"I did not."
"You really did."
He rubbed a hand over his face. "...Steve told you too much."
A grin spread across your face. "Oh, he told me everything."
He groaned. "I'm gonna haunt him."
"You'll have to get in line."
A comfortable silence settled between you again.
He glanced toward the phone still resting dark in your lap. "...You know..."
"Hm?"
"You look prettier when you're smiling."
The words slipped out so naturally neither of you seemed to register them at first.
Then, his eyes widened. "...I mean—" He gestured awkwardly toward the phone. "...When you're reading those, you get this..." He motioned vaguely between his own eyebrows. "...Little wrinkle."
You stared. "Little wrinkle?"
His mouth opened. Closed again. "Yeah."
"You've been watching me."
"I wasn't—"
"You were."
"I was making sure you were alright."
"You've got an answer for everything, don't you?"
"...Usually."
You smiled, softer this time. "I think Steve undersold it."
His brow furrowed. "...Undersold what?"
"How naturally charming you are."
He looked almost offended. "...I'm not charming."
"You've accidentally flirted with me four times in the last ten minutes."
"I have not. I don't even know how."
"I know." A smile tugged at your lips. "...That's the dangerous part."
For the first time all evening, Bucky laughed. A real one. Warm. Unrestrained.
The sound lingered in the quiet cabin long after it faded. Neither of you spoke again.
Outside, clouds drifted beneath the wing as the aircraft carried you steadily toward Latvia.
The cabin remained silent. Only this time, the silence no longer felt like something either of you had to survive.
RIGA, LATVIA
By the time Zemo's jet landed, dawn had already painted the Latvian sky in muted shades of gray and gold. The air felt colder than Madripoor. Cleaner.
The smell of saltwater and diesel had been replaced by damp stone, pine trees, and the lingering scent of morning rain. For the first time in what felt like days, the world was quiet.
You stepped onto the pavement, pulling your jacket a little tighter around yourself as a cool breeze swept through the nearly empty streets. Riga was beautiful. Old churches stretched toward the sky beside Soviet-era apartment blocks, while narrow cobblestone streets wound between cafés just beginning to open for the morning.
It felt normal. At least as normal as the world could still be after the Blip.
The four of you walked without much conversation. Everyone seemed lost in their own thoughts.
Zemo eventually broke the silence. "I heard what became of Sokovia." His voice carried an unusual heaviness. "It was divided before the rubble had even settled." He kept his eyes forward. "My country no longer exists. Only borders. New governments. New flags." A bitter smile touched his lips. "I don't imagine any of you visited the memorial."
No one answered. He didn't seem surprised. "Why would you?" He looked toward the street ahead. "We're here."
He stopped outside an aging apartment building tucked between two narrow side streets. Nothing about it stood out. No guards. No security. No indication that Karli Morgenthau might be somewhere nearby. Which, somehow, made it feel even more suspicious.
Sam looked toward the entrance. "So, this is it."
Zemo nodded. "I believe so."
You started toward the front steps, then realized someone wasn't beside you anymore. Bucky had stopped several yards back. Hands tucked into the pockets of his jacket.
His gaze lingered somewhere farther down the street. Almost, as though he'd been expecting something. Or someone.
Sam noticed too. "You good?"
Bucky looked back. His expression was unreadable. "I'm gonna take a walk."
Sam frowned. "...Now?"
"I'll catch up." There wasn't hesitation in his voice. Only quiet certainty.
You studied him for another second. Something felt different. Not wrong. Just, intentional. You couldn't explain why. Maybe it was the way he kept glancing toward the neighboring streets. Maybe it was how alert he suddenly seemed. Or maybe, after the last few days, you were simply beginning to notice the things he didn't say.
"You okay?" You asked softly.
His eyes found yours. For a brief moment, the guarded expression he'd worn all morning eased. Just slightly. He gave you a single nod. Small. Almost imperceptible.
But you'd begun to understand what it meant. I'm okay. Or at least… Don't worry about me.
You smiled faintly. "Okay."
You didn't press. Something told you he wouldn't answer anyway. Bucky returned the smallest nod before turning toward the opposite end of the street. His boots disappeared around the corner within seconds. You watched him go longer than you meant to.
"He'll be alright." Sam said quietly beside you.
You looked away. "I know."
At least, you hoped so.
Zemo opened the apartment door without another word. You took one last glance toward the empty street where Bucky had disappeared. For reasons you couldn't explain, you suddenly found yourself eager for him to come back.
Then you followed Sam and Zemo inside.
By the time Bucky returned, the apartment had begun to feel almost lived in. The rain outside hadn't stopped. It tapped steadily against the windows overlooking Riga while soft jazz drifted through the speakers Zemo had somehow managed to find.
For a strange moment, it almost felt normal.
You'd stolen another shower while Zemo monopolized the bathroom first, finally washing the soot and smoke of Madripoor from your hair.
Afterwards, you'd wandered into the kitchen, discovered fresh strawberries and blueberries hidden in the refrigerator, and quietly claimed them before anyone else could. Small victories.
Now, you sat curled into one end of the couch, absentmindedly picking at the fruit while Sam leaned back beside you.
Across the room, Zemo emerged wearing an absurdly expensive dark robe, drying his hair with one towel while pouring himself another drink with the other hand.
"You know..." Sam watched him. "I've met rich people before. But you're something else."
Zemo glanced over his shoulder. "Thank you."
"That wasn't a compliment."
"I accepted it as one."
You smiled into your bowl. Then, the apartment door opened. Bucky stepped inside. The room immediately quieted. He shrugged off his jacket as though returning from an ordinary walk instead of meeting Wakandan warriors.
"The Wakandans are here." His tone remained calm. "They want Zemo." He looked toward the Baron. "I bought us a little more time."
Sam immediately sat forward. "Were you followed?"
"No."
Zemo raised an eyebrow. "And how can you possibly be certain?"
Bucky closed the door behind him. "Cause I know what it feels like to be followed."
There wasn't arrogance in his answer. Only experience.
Zemo took another sip of brandy. "It was surprisingly thoughtful of you."
"No." Sam answered immediately. "You don't get to twist this. No one's protecting you."
You looked toward Zemo. "You murdered Nagel."
He sighed dramatically. "Do we truly have to litigate events that may or may not have occurred?"
Sam stared at him. "...You shot him. There isn't much room for interpretation."
Before Zemo could answer, "Sam." Bucky's voice interrupted.
Everyone turned. He hadn't been paying attention to the conversation at all. Instead, he stood near the window, scrolling through his phone. His expression had changed.
"What?" Sam asked.
Bucky looked up. "Karli bombed a GRC supply depot."
The room fell silent. Sam stood. "...How bad?"
Bucky swallowed once. "Eleven injured." A beat. "Three dead." He lowered the phone. "They're demanding the GRC meet their conditions. They're promising more attacks."
The words seemed to hang in the room. You looked toward Sam. His shoulders sank almost imperceptibly. You'd noticed it before. This mission had stopped being about the serum. Or Walker. Or even Karli.
Sam genuinely believed she could still be saved. That hope was becoming heavier every day.
Zemo broke the silence. "She's escalating." He looked calmly around the room. "I am prepared to finish this." His eyes settled on each of you. "Are the three of you?"
"She's a kid." Sam answered quietly.
Zemo didn't even hesitate. "No. She's a supremacist. You keep searching for someone who no longer exists." He rested one hand against the bar. "The desire to become superhuman has always walked beside supremacy. It gave us the Red Skull. Ultron. The Avengers."
Sam's expression hardened. "You're talking about our friends."
"The Avengers." Bucky corrected flatly from behind the couch. "Not the Nazis."
You hadn't even heard him move. He now leaned casually against the back of the sofa only a few feet behind you. You looked up at him briefly before returning your attention to Zemo.
"There has to be another way." You spoke carefully. "Karli's become radicalized. But people can still come back from that."
Zemo regarded you thoughtfully. "No. She won't. She'll continue escalating. Until either she dies or one of you does."
Bucky folded his arms. "Maybe you're wrong. The serum never corrupted Steve."
For the first time… Zemo hesitated. Only briefly. "Touché." He inclined his head. "But, there has only ever been one Steve Rogers."
The room became very still. You lowered your eyes. Steve. It had been days since you'd allowed yourself to think about him. Not really. Not beyond passing memories.
Madripoor hadn't given anyone enough time to grieve. Bullets had a way of postponing heartbreak. Now, silence gave grief room to breathe again.
There has only ever been one Steve Rogers. The words echoed somewhere deep inside you. Everyone loved Steve. Admired him. Believed in him. How could they not? He'd been the best of all of you. And somewhere beneath all that admiration, a familiar question quietly returned. If he'd loved you… Why had leaving been easier than saying goodbye?
You looked down at your hands. You hadn't even realized your fingers had stopped moving. The bowl of fruit rested forgotten in your lap. Your shoulders had curled inward ever so slightly. As though making yourself smaller required less effort than holding yourself together.
Across the room, Bucky noticed. He didn't know exactly what you were thinking. He didn't need to. He recognized withdrawal when he saw it. Recognized the instinct to disappear inside yourself. He'd lived there for years. His eyes flicked briefly toward Zemo. Then back to you. Enough.
He pushed himself away from the table. "Maybe..." His voice deliberately interrupted the silence. "...we should hand Zemo over to the Wakandans right now."
Every head turned toward him. Exactly as he'd intended.
Zemo sighed dramatically. "And lose your exceptionally handsome tour guide?"
"Yes." Bucky answered without hesitation.
Sam rubbed his chin thoughtfully. "Wait. I've got an idea. When I was a kid...My TT passed away."
Bucky frowned. "...Your what?"
"My TT."
"What is a TT?"
Sam blinked. "My aunt."
Bucky looked genuinely confused. "...Then why didn't you just say aunt?"
"Because everybody says TT."
"Everybody where?"
"In Louisiana."
"That explains nothing."
You couldn't help smiling. The heaviness in your chest eased just enough.
Sam pointed triumphantly. "See? She understands."
"I understand neither of you." Bucky muttered.
Sam ignored him. "When my aunt died… The whole neighborhood showed up. For almost a week. Food. Stories. Music. Everybody came." He looked toward all of you. "If Donya meant that much to the community… They'll gather."
You slowly nodded. "It's worth checking."
Bucky looked toward you. You met his eyes. A small nod. He returned it.
Then looked back at Sam. "...Good idea."
Sam smiled. "I know."
Across the room, Zemo reached into a crystal bowl sitting on the counter. "Your TT..." He tossed a piece of candy through the air. "...would be very proud."
Sam caught it effortlessly. "What is this?"
"Turkish Delight." Zemo smiled. "Irresistible."
Sam looked suspiciously at the candy. "...You say that like I'm about to regret eating it."
"I rarely make promises."
The apartment settled into quiet laughter once more. You glanced sideways toward Bucky. He was already looking away. As though making sure you'd smiled again had been enough. He never mentioned Steve. Never asked if you were alright. He simply, changed the conversation. For reasons you couldn't explain, that helped more than he would ever know.
Later that afternoon, the four of you made your way through the narrow streets surrounding the displacement camp. The morning rain had finally stopped.
Children chased one another between apartment buildings while volunteers unloaded boxes of donated supplies from battered vans. Laundry hung from nearly every balcony overhead, fluttering gently in the cool Latvian breeze. It almost looked peaceful.
Until you remembered why everyone was here. You walked beside Sam, absentmindedly scrolling through your phone as another news report autoplayed.
A reporter stood in front of the charred remains of the GRC warehouse.
"The depot destroyed yesterday was funded and operated by the Global Repatriation Council."
You slowed your pace slightly.
"One employee killed in the attack was the father of two children and had only been working there for one week."
Your chest tightened. Another family. Another person caught between ideologies.
"Following the attack, the GRC has announced plans to accelerate legislation known as the Patch Act, aimed at restoring traditional border policies and expediting post-Blip repatriation."
You frowned. "That'll make everything worse."
Sam looked over. "You think?"
You locked your phone. "The Patch Act isn't going to solve anything. It'll just make displaced people feel cornered."
Zemo, walking a few steps ahead, spoke without turning around. "Violence has a fascinating way of helping both extremists and politicians." He glanced toward the crowded camp. "Karli creates fear. The GRC responds with harsher policy. And everyone trapped in the middle suffers."
You hated that he wasn't wrong.
The reporter continued from your phone.
"Support for the Flag Smashers continues to grow internationally, even as governments condemn the group's increasingly violent tactics."
You switched the screen off.
Silence felt preferable.
The camp itself occupied what had once been a community center. Its faded walls still bore cheerful murals painted years before the Blip. Now, they overlooked hundreds of temporary cots. Children. Families. People who no longer belonged anywhere.
Zemo slowed. "It's a shame." His voice had softened. "When I was young..." He looked around thoughtfully. "My family used to attend dinners here. Concerts. Fundraisers. I remember chandeliers." He smiled sadly. "I knew nothing about politics then. I only remember thinking it was beautiful."
You looked around the worn building. It was difficult imagining this place filled with music instead of uncertainty.
Sam broke the silence. "I'm checking upstairs." He looked toward you. "You coming?"
You nodded. "Of course."
Then he glanced toward Bucky. "Keep an eye on him."
Bucky snorted. "I wasn't planning on letting him out of my sight."
Zemo placed a hand dramatically over his heart. "I'm touched. I'll try very hard not to escape."
"No promises." Sam muttered.
The second floor was quieter. Long hallways stretched past classrooms converted into sewing rooms, makeshift clinics, and temporary living quarters. The rhythmic hum of sewing machines echoed through one of the open doors. Women sat shoulder to shoulder repairing donated clothing.
As you and Sam entered, conversations stopped. Several women quietly stood. Without a word, they left the room.
You exchanged a glance with Sam. Wrong approach.
He tried anyway. "Excuse me. You ever hear of Donya Madani?" One young woman hesitated.
Then shook her head almost too quickly. "No. I'm sorry." She hurried away before either of you could ask another question.
You frowned. "They're scared."
"Of us?"
"Of everybody."
As you turned to leave, something caught your attention. A wooden craft box sat beneath one of the sewing tables. Painted across the lid, a familiar red handprint. You crouched beside it. The Flag Smashers.
"They've been here."
Sam nodded quietly. "They trust Karli. Not us."
The next several rooms ended exactly the same way. Questions. Silence. Closed doors. Avoided eye contact.
By the fourth attempt, Sam sighed heavily. "Donya Madani?"
Nobody answered. Another family quietly disappeared into a neighboring room. He rubbed both hands over his face.
"...We're getting nowhere."
"Not nowhere." You corrected gently. "They're telling us something."
Sam looked over.
"They don't trust institutions anymore." You looked back down the hallway. "And right now, we're part of one."
At the end of the corridor, children's voices drifted from a classroom. A middle-aged man sat beside a young boy at one of the desks.
"...Favorite color?" He asked warmly.
The little boy thought hard. "...Yellow."
"Can you spell it?"
You smiled despite yourself.
Sam knocked lightly against the open doorway. "Sorry to interrupt."
The teacher looked up.
"Can we ask about someone? Donya Madani."
The warmth disappeared from his face. "We're not refugees." He said calmly. "We're internationally displaced people. For what it's worth. And we don't trust outsiders."
The children quietly gathered their notebooks. You stepped forward. "My name is Allison Stark. I work with the United Nations. If there's anything your community needs—"
He smiled sadly. "I know exactly who you are." He looked between you and Sam. "And I know exactly what organizations promise. Teachers. Medicine. Food. Hope. They promised six months ago." He gestured around the classroom. "We're still waiting."
The words landed harder than any accusation. You couldn't even argue. Because, he was right.
You reached into your pocket, pulling out one of your business cards. "If you're willing, my direct number, my personal email. No assistants. No switchboards. If you ever decide you want someone to call, call me."
He looked down at the card. Then back at you. For a moment, you thought he might take it.Instead, he folded your fingers gently back around it. "I'm sorry. I can't."
He gathered the children. "Come on."
Within seconds… The classroom was empty. You stood there a long moment after they'd gone.
Sam quietly rested a hand on your shoulder. "You tried."
You looked down at the card still in your hand. "It wasn't enough."
"No." He answered honestly. "But it mattered."
Downstairs… The atmosphere felt strangely different. You found Bucky standing several yards away with his arms crossed. Watching. His attention wasn't on the children. It was on Zemo.
Zemo sat comfortably at one of the small wooden tables surrounded by laughing kids. A paper bag lay open beside him. Colorful wrapped candies spilled across the tabletop. The children leaned in eagerly as he spoke softly enough that none of the adults could hear. One little girl giggled. Another whispered something into his ear. He laughed quietly before handing each of them another piece of candy.
You slowed beside Bucky.
"It's starting to feel like a dead end." Sam sighed.
Bucky never took his eyes off Zemo. "...What the hell is he doing?"
You watched the children for another moment. "Maybe, he's just giving them candy."
Bucky looked at you. "He isn't that nice." A beat. "He's a rich asshole."
Despite yourself, you laughed. "Those aren't mutually exclusive."
"They usually are."
You watched as Zemo leaned closer, whispering something else to the children. One of the boys immediately pointed farther down the street. Toward another building.
Your smile disappeared. "...James."
Bucky had already figured it out. "I knew it. He wasn't being nice. He was gathering information."
Almost on cue, Zemo stood, brushing nonexistent dust from his sleeves before strolling back toward the three of you as though he'd simply enjoyed a pleasant conversation. "Cute children." He smiled pleasantly. "They're also considerably more observant than adults." He slipped one wrapped candy into his pocket. Zemo said nothing more. He simply turned and walked away. As though he'd already decided the conversation was over.
You admitted quietly. Because somewhere beneath the manipulation you'd also caught something genuine. Zemo had smiled at those children. Not the calculated smile he gave diplomats. Or the polite one he reserved for strangers. For one brief moment, he'd looked almost human. And somehow, that disturbed you more than if he'd been pretending the entire time.
The four of you followed him back through the damp streets of Riga, weaving between narrow alleyways until you reached the apartment once again.
The moment the door shut behind you, the silence settled back over the room. Zemo disappeared into the kitchen without another word, humming softly to himself as cabinets opened and closed.
You kicked your boots off by the door before collapsing onto one end of the couch with an exhausted sigh. Across from you, Sam dropped into the opposite sofa, elbows resting on his knees. Bucky remained standing for a moment before finally sinking into the armchair nearest the window. The apartment felt smaller than before. Quieter. Like everyone had too much on their mind.
Bucky rubbed a tired hand over his face. "Well, I got nothing."
"No one's talking about Donya." Sam nodded slowly. "Because Karli's the only one who is."
Bucky let out a frustrated breath.
"And she's not wrong."
The room fell quiet. Bucky looked over at him. "What do you mean?"
Sam leaned back. "For five years, people crossed borders that would've never opened for them before. They found homes. Jobs. Communities." He gestured toward the window, toward the camp beyond it. "People actually helped each other. The whole world had to. It wasn't just one country. It was everybody." His voice softened. "And then..." He snapped his fingers. "Half the universe comes back. Governments decide it's time to go back to normal. But..." He shook his head. "Normal for who?"
You listened quietly. Sam wasn't defending Karli. He was trying to understand her. And somehow, that made it even sadder.
"To those people..." He continued. "She's the only person actually doing something."
Bucky folded his arms. "You think her ends justify her means?"
"No." Sam answered immediately. "I think she's angry. And I think nobody listened until she picked up a bomb."
Bucky looked toward you then. Almost instinctively. Waiting. You met his eyes.
"I understand why she's angry." You chose your words carefully. "But innocent people don't stop being innocent because someone has a good reason." Your gaze dropped briefly. "The father who died yesterday, he wasn't the GRC. He was just trying to feed his kids."
Bucky studied you for another second before giving the smallest nod. You'd answered exactly how he'd hoped you would. Not choosing sides. Choosing people.
A quiet clink of porcelain interrupted the conversation. Zemo emerged from the kitchen carrying an elegant tea service balanced effortlessly on a silver tray. Steam curled gently from the pot. He set it carefully on the coffee table.
"As fascinating as your moral debate is..." He calmly poured himself a cup. "...it's becoming repetitive."
Nobody reached for the tea.
Bucky leaned forward. "The little girl. What did she tell you?"
Zemo lifted the cup to his lips first, deliberately taking his time. "The funeral. This afternoon."
Bucky's jaw tightened. "You know the Dora Milaje are coming for you. They're probably outside already." He stood. "So keep talking."
Zemo smiled faintly over the rim of his teacup. "And surrender my only bargaining chip? I think not." He set the cup down with maddening precision. "I rather enjoy having leverage."
Something in Bucky's expression changed. You noticed it immediately. His shoulders stiffened. His breathing slowed. The room suddenly felt, sharper. Like the air had thinned. Before anyone could react, he snatched the teacup from Zemo's hand. It shattered violently against the wall. Porcelain exploded across the hardwood floor. Silence.
"You want to talk about leverage?" Bucky's voice remained terrifyingly calm. "I can show you leverage." He took one deliberate step toward Zemo.
Zemo didn't move. Didn't flinch. Didn't even blink. He simply watched him. Which somehow only made things worse.
You and Sam were on your feet immediately.
"James." You stepped forward first. Not grabbing him. Just putting yourself close enough that he knew you were there.
Sam moved to Bucky's other side. "Easy." He rested a hand lightly against his shoulder. "Don't give him what he wants."
Bucky never looked away from Zemo. "He's doing that thing again."
Sam sighed. "I know. The stupid head tilt."
Sure enough, Zemo tilted his head ever so slightly. You almost laughed despite yourself. Almost.
Sam groaned. "I hate that I called it."
The corner of your mouth twitched. Bucky actually rolled his eyes. Which meant the moment had passed. At least for now.
Sam patted his shoulder once. "I'm calling Sharon." He glanced toward you. "Come with me."
You nodded, giving Bucky one last look before following Sam toward the other side of the apartment.
Behind you, Zemo calmly poured himself another cup. "Cherry blossom tea?" He asked pleasantly.
Bucky folded his arms. "...No. You enjoy it."
Sam stepped into the hallway while dialing. You leaned quietly against the wall beside him.
Sharon answered on the second ring. "Well..." Her voice carried its usual dry amusement. "I always enjoy hearing from friendly voices. But somehow...I get the feeling you're about to ask me for something."
Sam smiled tiredly. "You know me too well. We found the camp. But nobody's talking. Zemo knows where Karli's going to be. He's holding the information hostage."
Sharon laughed. "And this surprises you?"
"No. It just annoys me."
"Fair."
Sam sighed. "We need eyes. You still got any satellites lying around?"
"I may..." She answered dramatically. "...or may not...know someone who owes me a favor."
You smiled to yourself.
"I'll see what I can find." "Thanks."
A pause. Then Sharon's tone became serious. "Sam, if Karli disappears again, we're never finding the serum. You know that."
"I know."
"And another thing. The Power Broker completely lost it after Nagel died."
Your eyes met Sam's.
"He wants his investment back. You killed the golden goose. Madripoor's about to become very unpleasant."
Sam closed his eyes briefly. "...I'm sorry."
There was a beat of silence before Sharon answered. "Don't apologize. Just find Karli." The line went dead.
Sam slowly lowered the phone. Neither of you spoke for a moment.
From the living room, you could hear the quiet clink of porcelain. Zemo calmly stirring his tea. As though none of the world outside was falling apart.
Sam finally looked over at you. "You ready?"
You exhaled slowly. "No." A small smile. "...Let's go anyway."
Bucky joined you and Sam only a few minutes later. No one asked where he'd been. Whatever conversation had happened during his walk remained tucked safely behind the calm expression he wore as he adjusted the sleeves of his jacket.
A few moments later, Zemo appeared from the hallway, fastening the cuffs of a fresh coat as though he were preparing for an evening gala instead of attending the funeral of a revolutionary. "Shall we?" He asked pleasantly. "Time is rather important."
Summary: While Sharon helps track down the man behind the new Super Soldier Serum, old wounds finally find room to surface, and you begin to see just how many people were left behind by the choices Steve made. Somewhere between shared grief, unexpected laughter, and a dangerous search for answers, Bucky starts occupying the quiet spaces where your memories used to live.
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High Town felt like another world. The farther Sharon drove from Low Town, the quieter the city became. Neon signs gave way to marble storefronts, luxury hotels, rooftop gardens, and galleries that glowed warmly behind towering glass windows. The streets were cleaner here. The people, better dressed.
The danger hadn't disappeared. It had simply learned better manners.
You found yourself staring out the passenger window. "It's beautiful."
"It is." Sharon didn't look away from the road. "Don't let it fool you."
The elevator climbed nearly thirty floors before opening directly into Sharon's apartment. Or, calling it an apartment hardly seemed fair. The place resembled a museum more than a home.
Floor-to-ceiling windows overlooked the city below, while sculptures, paintings, and antique furniture filled every corner without making the space feel crowded. Soft jazz drifted through hidden speakers. The faint scent of expensive candles mixed with fresh coffee and old books.
You slowly turned in place. "...Wow."
Sam let out a low whistle. "So..." He gestured toward the room. "Breaking international law's treating you pretty well."
Sharon tossed her keys onto a marble countertop. "I figured if I had to become a criminal..." She shrugged. "...I might as well be a successful one." She paused beside a massive impressionist painting hanging above the fireplace. "You know how much a real Monet goes for?"
Sam didn't miss a beat. "Deactivate hustle mode. You sell fake Monets."
"No." Zemo answered before Sharon could. "They're quite real." He wandered toward another painting with genuine admiration. "This gallery specializes in stolen masterpieces." His eyes drifted across the room. "Monet. Van Gogh. Degas. The originals."
Bucky slipped his hands into his pockets. "It's true." He glanced toward you. "Half the paintings tourists line up to see in museums are reproductions. The originals end up in places like this."
Sam immediately pulled out his phone. "Alright. I see what's happening. You people are trying real hard to make me feel uncultured."
Bucky glanced over. "What does Google say?"
Sam looked up a second later. "...Well." He sighed dramatically. "I hate when you're right."
You couldn't help laughing. "So, noted."
While Sam continued muttering to himself, Sharon disappeared farther into the apartment. Zemo followed without invitation. You exchanged a look with Bucky before quietly trailing after them. The hallway opened into what looked like a dressing room. Several garment racks lined one wall. Another held tactical equipment, holsters, and disguises. A fully stocked bar occupied the opposite corner.
Sharon immediately started sorting through clothes. "You all need to change." She barely glanced up. "I'm entertaining clients in an hour. I'd rather they not assume I've started harboring Avengers."
Sam began digging through the clothing rack. "I don't know whether to be offended or impressed."
"You'll survive." Sharon tossed a bundle of clothes toward you. Black jeans. Boots. A fitted black shirt. A worn leather jacket. Much more practical. You smiled.
"Thank you."
She only nodded.
A folding screen stood in the corner of the room. You disappeared behind it, gratefully peeling yourself out of the dress that had become increasingly impractical over the course of the evening. The boots alone felt like heaven.
When you stepped back out a few minutes later, Sharon looked you over. Then nodded approvingly. "Much better."
You rolled your shoulders experimentally. "I can actually run now."
Bucky looked up from where he was adjusting the sleeves of his jacket. "Good."
The single word slipped out so naturally that you weren't sure he'd meant to say it aloud.
You smiled. "I'll try not to slow you down next time."
His expression immediately became awkward. "...That wasn't..." He rubbed the back of his neck. "...what I meant."
"I know." Your smile softened. "I'm teasing."
Sam looked between the two of you with unmistakable amusement. "You two done?"
Neither of you answered.
Sam eventually settled onto one of the couches. "What's going on, Sharon? You really never want to come home?"
Sharon poured herself a drink before answering. "If I step foot back in the States..." She swirled the amber liquid thoughtfully. "...they'll arrest me. Madripoor doesn't extradite. It's convenient."
Sam's smile faded. "I'm sorry I never called. After the Blip. Everything just—"
"Fell apart?" Sharon finished quietly. "You don't have to explain." She took a slow sip. "You know the whole hero thing's a joke now, right?"
The room fell silent.
"The way you gave up Steve's shield..." She looked directly at Sam. "You knew. Deep down. You knew the whole thing was hypocritical."
Zemo smiled faintly. "He knows. Not terribly deep down either."
You noticed Sam's shoulders tense. He didn't argue. Maybe because part of him agreed.
Sharon changed the subject. "So, how's the new Captain America?"
You let out an involuntary laugh.
Across the room, Bucky groaned. "Oh..." He leaned back against the couch. "Don't get me started."
Sharon laughed. "Oh please."
She sat beside him, crossing one leg over the other. "You bought into all that stars-and-stripes nonsense." She pointed lazily toward him. "Before you were HYDRA's favorite psychopath, you were America's golden boy. Steve Rogers' best friend."
You watched Bucky roll his eyes. Then look toward you with the most exhausted expression imaginable. "...She's kind of awful now."
You laughed. "I was thinking it."
"I heard that." Sharon smirked.
The laughter faded as you leaned forward. "Karli Morgenthau. At least seven confirmed enhanced individuals. The serum is already spreading."
Sharon's smile disappeared. "You should all leave. For your own sake."
Sam shook his head. "We're not leaving until we find the person who recreated it. We've got a name."
Bucky added. "Wilfred Nagel."
Sharon looked surprised. "So you actually found something." She set her drink down. "Nagel works for the Power Broker."
The room quieted again. Sam leaned forward. "We need your help. I can get your pardon."
Sharon laughed. "You bargaining with my life?"
"Not like that."
"You cleared Bucky." She pointed toward Bucky. "He killed..." She looked at him apologetically. "...a lot of people."
Bucky raised one finger. "I heard that."
Sam smiled despite himself. "My point is, if they could clear him. they can clear you."
Sharon shook her head. "I don't trust charity."
You stood before Sam could answer. All eyes turned toward you. Slowly, you extended your hand. "No charity." You held her gaze. "A deal. If you help us stop this, I'll personally make getting your pardon my first priority when we get home."
Sharon studied you. Long enough that you wondered whether she'd refuse. "You really think you can do that?"
"No." You answered honestly. "I think it'll be incredibly difficult."
A small smile crossed Sharon's face. "Finally. Someone in this room tells the truth."
You smiled back. "I learned diplomacy from people who lied for a living."
That earned a genuine laugh. With an exaggerated sigh, Sharon rolled her eyes and finally reached out. Her hand met yours.
"Fine." She gave your hand one firm shake. "I sell to some very well-connected people. I'll ask around." She let go. "In the meantime..." She pointed toward the windows overlooking Madripoor. "Stay here. Blend in. And for the love of God..." Her eyes lingered on Sam. "...try not to start another international incident."
"I make no promises." Sam replied.
"I know." She smiled. "That's what worries me."
Without another word, Sharon disappeared down the hallway. The apartment fell quiet.
For several seconds, no one moved. Then Zemo calmly reached for another glass. He looked toward the three of you. A faint smile tugged at the corner of his mouth. "Trouble."
Nobody argued. Because somehow, he was usually right about that.
Hours later, Sharon's apartment barely resembled the quiet gallery you'd first walked into. Music pulsed through the walls, bass vibrating beneath your feet as voices blended into laughter, expensive conversations, and clinking champagne glasses. Collectors. Criminals. Politicians. Mercenaries. Artists. Somehow, everyone occupied the same room.
Paintings changed hands for prices no one dared say out loud while sculptures disappeared into private collections before the evening was over. The party wasn't really a party. It was business. It simply happened to involve alcohol.
Sharon floated effortlessly from guest to guest, smiling just enough to make everyone believe they were her favorite client. Sam had disappeared into the crowd almost immediately, slipping back into Conrad Mack with surprising ease. Across the room, Zemo wandered leisurely between paintings as though he'd forgotten he was technically still an escaped prisoner.
You found yourself standing in front of a painting. It felt oddly comforting. Art had always been easier than people. You tilted your head slightly, studying the young woman floating peacefully beneath the water.
"Ophelia." Zemo's voice came quietly beside you.
You hadn't even heard him approach. He stood with both hands folded behind his back, studying the painting rather than you. "Sir John Everett Millais. Nineteen years old when he began painting it."
You glanced sideways. "You know art too?"
"I know many unnecessary things." His eyes remained fixed on the canvas. "Elizabeth Siddal posed for months. She nearly died of pneumonia. The oil lamps beneath the bathtub went out while she continued posing."
You looked back at the painting.
"Her father threatened to sue Millais over the doctor's bill." Zemo smiled faintly. "History is rarely as romantic as the paintings themselves."
For a moment, the two of you simply admired the artwork. Then, almost absentmindedly, "You call him James."
You blinked. "...Who?"
"Bucky."
You frowned. "You call him James too."
"Yes." Zemo nodded. "But he isn't my friend." He finally looked toward you. "You, however..." His expression remained unreadable. "...were Steve Rogers' partner. The sister of Tony Stark. An Avenger. A woman who once helped shelter the Winter Soldier from the United Nations." His head tilted ever so slightly. "And after so much history, you still call him James." Not Bucky. "Why?"
You opened your mouth. Then stopped. Because you genuinely didn't know.
"I..." You laughed quietly. "I've never really thought about it."
"Hm." Zemo's smile returned. "I think you have."
Before you could ask what he meant, he simply inclined his head and disappeared back into the crowd. Leaving you alone with the question.
James. Why did you call him James?
Steve had always called him Bucky. Sam called him Buck. Almost everyone did. Yet somehow, the very first time you'd spoken to him...
"James" had simply felt. Right. You couldn't explain it. So you stopped trying.
Sharon found you sometime later. A glass rested loosely between your fingers as you stared out across the crowd, watching the moving figures. She didn't interrupt the silence. She simply joined it.
For a while, neither of you spoke. You wondered if maybe that was all she wanted. Someone who understood that not every silence needed filling.
"You know..." she said eventually, eyes still fixed on the crowd. "I used to hate you."
The words landed gently. Not like an accusation. More like a truth she'd finally grown tired of carrying.
You turned toward her, surprised. "Because of Steve?"
A quiet laugh escaped her. "No."
She took a slow sip before shaking her head. "Because you got the goodbye."
Your brows knit together.
She finally looked at you. "I never did."
The words settled somewhere deep inside your chest. You thought back to the bench. The lake. The shield. Steve's gentle smile. His apology. His peace. It had shattered your heart, but at least you'd known. At least he'd looked you in the eye. At least he'd told you.
Sharon hadn't been given even that. One day she'd been fighting beside him. The next she'd become an outlaw for helping him. Then years passed. Blips. Wars. Time.
Until somehow Steve Rogers had become a story everyone else remembered differently. No explanation. No final conversation. No chance to ask why. Just absence.
You felt your throat tighten. For so long you'd carried your own hurt like it belonged only to you. You'd never stopped to wonder how many other people Steve had left standing in the wake of his choice.
Not because he wanted to hurt them. Because he'd finally chosen something for himself. And everyone else had simply been expected to understand.
"I'm sorry," you whispered.
It felt inadequate. Two words couldn't possibly cover years of unanswered questions.
Sharon offered a small smile. "I know."
She looked back toward the party. "I spent a long time thinking I was angry because he chose you."
She laughed quietly to herself. "Turns out..." Her fingers traced the rim of her glass. "I was angry because he never chose to say goodbye."
Silence settled between you again. This one felt different. Lighter. Not because either of you hurt less. But because, for the first time, neither of you was carrying it alone.
You nodded slowly. "I hated him for a while."
The confession surprised even you. The words slipped out before you had time to soften them.
"Not forever." You swallowed. "But long enough to wonder if loving someone was supposed to feel like being abandoned."
Sharon didn't flinch. She didn't defend him. She didn't tell you he had his reasons.
Instead, she simply nodded. "I know."
The two words carried more understanding than sympathy ever could.
"I think..." You smiled faintly. "...he would've hated that we're agreeing about this."
A grin tugged at Sharon's lips. "Oh, absolutely."
"He would've tried to defend himself."
"'I had my reasons.'"
You both laughed. Not loudly. Not because it was funny. Because for the first time, remembering Steve didn't feel quite so heavy.
The music grew louder as you wandered toward the balcony doors. Electronic music pounded through the speakers hard enough that the windows vibrated faintly. Definitely not your first choice. But you appreciated the energy.
A small crowd had gathered near the dance floor. You turned, and nearly walked straight into someone. Strong hands caught your arms before either of you lost your balance. His grip was firm. Warm. He let go almost immediately. Almost.
"Sorry."
You looked up. Blue eyes. Bucky.
He took a half-step back, clearing his throat as though he'd been standing too close.
"No," he said quickly. "That was me."
"...You sure?"
"I've walked into enough walls lately to know when it's my fault."
You smiled. "I'll try not to add myself to the list."
The corner of his mouth twitched. "I'd appreciate that."
You studied him for a second. Leather jacket. Hands shoved awkwardly into his pockets. Expression somewhere between mildly confused and deeply uncomfortable. He looked painfully out of place. You couldn't help laughing.
"What?" He sounded almost offended.
"You look miserable."
"I am."
Another laugh escaped you. "You don't like electronic music?"
He stared at the dance floor. "...Sounds like somebody dropped a radio down a flight of stairs."
You laughed. "That's incredibly offensive."
"I'm aware."
"People like this music."
"People also liked powdered eggs during the war."
"That's your argument?"
"It's a strong one." Bucky actually looked back toward the speakers. "People really listen to this?"
"They do."
"On purpose?"
"Believe it or not." You motioned for him to follow as you escaped toward one of the quieter corners of the gallery.
He fell into step beside you.
"I'll admit..." You shrugged. "It's not exactly my favorite either."
"No?"
"My house growing up?" You smiled fondly. "Almost exclusively rock."
Bucky looked over. "Seriously?"
"Tony had terribly great influence."
"I don't believe that."
"Oh." You laughed. "He was convinced every road trip required AC/DC. And if Dad was driving..." You smiled at yourself. "Queen. If Mom got control of the radio, it was usually Fleetwood Mac."
Bucky's eyebrows lifted. "...Fleetwood Mac."
"There you go. You've heard of somebody after nineteen-forty."
"I've heard Fleetwood Mac." He paused. "They're good."
"They're great." A comfortable silence settled between you. Then, "What about you?"
He looked almost surprised you'd asked.
"What'd you listen to?"
He thought for a moment. "Glenn Miller. Benny Goodman. The Ink Spots."
You smiled. "I know the Ink Spots."
His head turned quickly. He looked genuinely surprised. "You do?"
“Why are you so surprised?” You smiled widely.
"I figured Stark would've had you listening to..." He gestured vaguely toward the speakers. "...whatever this is."
"My father had much better taste."
"I can see that."
You smiled. "You can?"
He nodded. "You carry yourself differently."
Silence. He blinked. Almost like he hadn't meant to say that out loud.
"...Differently?"
He rubbed the back of his neck. "I don't know. You just..." His eyes searched for the words. "...you've got an old soul."
There it was. A compliment. Completely sincere. Completely accidental. He didn't even seem to realize he'd just given it.
You smiled before you could stop yourself. "...Thank you."
He nodded once. Then looked away.
You laughed again. "I like older music. I always have. Dad used to play it all the time. Even when we’d switch the records."
He studied you quietly. "You would've fit in."
"The forties?"
He nodded and shrugged. "You ask questions."
"I do."
"You laugh easy."
"...Sometimes."
"You don't scare easy."
"You've known me two days."
"I know." Another shrug. "Still." His eyes wandered over the room. "You remind me of people I used to know."
You tilted your head. "...Friends?"
He smiled. "...The ones worth remembering."
You smiled. "I think I'd rather visit. Running water's gotten pretty hard to give up. That, and vaccines."
For the first time that evening, Bucky laughed. A real one. Not just the tiny almost-smiles he'd been giving you all day. It wasn't loud. But it reached his eyes.
You stared.
"...What?" He asked.
"You smiled."
"I do that."
"No." You shook your head. "That one."
He frowned. "What one's that?"
"The real one."
His expression softened. Only for a second. Then disappeared again. "I don't know what you're talking about."
"You hide behind this..." You motioned vaguely toward his face. "This whole grumpy soldier thing."
"I'm not grumpy."
"You are."
"I'm observant."
"You sound ninety."
"...I'm over a hundred."
"...Good point."
He laughed again.
You pointed triumphantly. "There!"
His eyebrows lifted. "What?"
"You did it again."
He sighed. "...You're impossible."
Your grin widened. "So I've been told."
"...Believe it." He shook his head. Then he continued your conversation before you’d cut him off. "You'd manage."
"The 40s? I wouldn't even know how to dress."
His eyes wandered over you. Not lingering. Simply noticing. "You'd figure it out."
"...Would I?" You teased him.
A tiny smile formed on his face. "You make most things look easy."
Silence. His own words seemed to catch up with him.
He cleared his throat. "...I mean..." He gestured awkwardly. "...you adapt."
You didn't rescue him. Because you knew exactly what he'd meant. "Oh." A smile slowly spread across your face. "...Thank you."
His ears turned just slightly pink. He looked away.
For a second, neither of you spoke. The music suddenly didn't seem nearly as loud.
You realized something strange. For nearly ten minutes. You hadn't thought about Steve. The realization startled you. Not because you'd forgotten him. You never would.
But because someone else had managed to occupy the quiet spaces grief usually claimed. That felt dangerous.
You looked over. Bucky was watching the crowd. Completely unaware. He hadn't been trying to distract you. He'd simply been there. Somehow, that had been enough.
Bucky watched you quietly. "You okay?"
You blinked. "Hm?"
"You got quiet."
You smiled. "Just thinking."
He nodded. He didn't press. For some reason, you appreciated that.
Before either of you could continue, "There you are."
Sharon's voice interrupted. The two of you looked up simultaneously. She approached quickly. Business replacing the easy smile she'd worn moments earlier. "I found him."
Sam appeared behind her almost immediately. "Nagel?"
She nodded. "Let's go."
The moment disappeared as quickly as it had begun. Bucky glanced toward you once before falling back into mission mode. So did you.
Sharon drove without speaking. The farther you left High Town behind, the emptier Madripoor became. Luxury hotels disappeared. Streetlights became fewer. Eventually, there was nothing except shipping containers stacked endlessly beneath towering cranes. The harbor smelled of rust. Saltwater. Diesel fuel. Cargo ships groaned somewhere beyond the darkness.
You stepped out of the car. The evening air immediately cut through your jacket.
Sam looked around. "...Madripoor could honestly give New York a run for its money." He glanced back toward the skyline. "They really know how to throw a party."
Sharon didn't smile. "Trust me." She scanned the surrounding rooftops. "The longer you stay here the less likely you're leaving." She pointed toward a weathered blue shipping container. "Four-two-six-one. Nagel's inside."
She reached into her pocket and produced four small earpieces. "I'll keep watch. You've got maybe five minutes." She handed one to each of you before fitting the last into her own ear. "If anything changes, you'll know." Without another word she disappeared between the rows of cargo containers.
The four of you approached cautiously. Bucky instinctively moved ahead of you. Not enough to block your view. Just enough that if someone opened fire, he'd be first. Again. You noticed. Again.
Sam pulled open the heavy container door. Nothing. Empty. "...Sharon?" His voice echoed inside. "You sure this is it?"
"Positive." Her voice crackled through the earpiece. "It has to be."
You stepped inside first, sweeping your flashlight slowly across the steel walls. Nothing. No equipment. No furniture. No signs anyone had lived there. Too clean.
You frowned. "This doesn't make sense."
Zemo silently took the flashlight from your hand. He walked slowly toward the back wall. Tapped once. Twice. Then smiled. "Hollow." A concealed door swung inward. "Of course."
The staircase descended farther than you expected. Concrete replaced steel. Then tile. Then polished laboratory flooring. Music floated up the stairs. Classical. Mozart. The kind of music people listened to while pretending they weren't committing crimes against humanity.
Bucky and Sam drew their pistols. You rested your hand near yours. Ready. The laboratory spread out beneath you. Bright. Spotless. Sophisticated enough that it looked more like a pharmaceutical research center than a criminal hideout.
Your eyes immediately swept across the room. Industrial centrifuges. Cryogenic storage. Protein analyzers. Microscopes. Government-grade equipment.
You felt your stomach sink. "This isn't homemade." You murmured. Someone funded this. A lot of money. Someone with serious connections.
Ahead of you, a lone scientist carefully transferred liquid between two glass vials. He hadn't noticed you. Yet. The music kept playing. You quietly crossed the room. Lifted the needle from the record player. Silence flooded the laboratory.
The scientist nearly jumped out of his skin. He spun around. "...Who are you? What do you want?"
"We know who you are." You answered calmly. "Doctor Wilfred Nagel. You recreated the Super Soldier Serum."
His face hardened instantly. "Leave." He took one step toward you. Then another. "You have no idea what you're interfering with." Before he reached you—
"Hey." Bucky’s voice cut cleanly across the room. Nagel stopped. Immediately. His eyes found Bucky. Recognition. Fear.
Sam appeared beside him. "You know exactly who that is." He nodded toward Bucky. "And that's Baron Zemo. So..." He smiled without humor. "I'd become real conversational."
Nagel swallowed. "...Make me a better offer. I'll tell you everything."
Your eyebrows lifted. "You really think we're negotiating?"
Bucky didn't hesitate. He grabbed Nagel by the collar. Sat him down hard in a nearby chair. One smooth motion. His pistol rested lightly against the side of Nagel's head. Not shaking. Not threatening. Simply, waiting.
Outside, automatic gunfire echoed through the shipping yard. "They're everywhere." Sharon's breathing had quickened. "Every bounty hunter in Madripoor showed up. You've got to move." The transmission cut.
Bucky calmly fired one round into the wall inches beside Nagel's head.
Concrete exploded. Nagel nearly fell out of the chair. "Okay! Okay!" His hands shot into the air. "I'll talk!"
You stepped closer. Notebook already in hand. "You worked for HYDRA."
Nagel nodded rapidly. "They recruited me after Siberia. The Winter Soldier program. They wanted me to succeed where five previous subjects failed."
Bucky’s' jaw visibly tightened. You pretended not to notice.
"When HYDRA collapsed?"
"The CIA." Nagel answered immediately. "They recovered blood samples. An American test subject. Semi-stable traces."
Your heartbeat quickened. Isaiah. It had to be.
"I isolated the compounds." Nagel continued almost proudly. "I perfected what Erskine started. No massive muscles. No physical mutations. My serum was elegant. Subtle. Perfect."
Your eyes moved around the laboratory.
"No Vita-Ray chamber. No amplification equipment. No gamma radiation."
Realization slowly settled over you. "...You changed the delivery system."
Nagel looked surprised. "...Yes." He blinked. "Exactly."
Nagel continued. "Then, I disappeared. The Blip. When I came back, the program was gone. The Power Broker funded the rest."
"How many doses?" Sam asked.
"Twenty." Nagel answered. "Karli Morgenthau stole every single one."
Twenty. You wrote the number automatically. Your stomach twisted. Twenty opportunities to create another Winter Soldier.
"Where's Karli?" Sam asked.
"I don't know." Nagel answered. "But..." He hesitated. "She contacted me. A woman. Donya Madani. Sick. Tuberculosis. Typical in displacement camps."
"What happened to her?" Sam asked.
Nagel shrugged. "Not my pig. Not my farm."
Silence. Bucky slowly pressed the barrel of the gun back against Nagel's temple. Not harder. Just enough.
"You know..." His voice remained frighteningly calm. "I really hate that expression."
Nagel immediately shook his head. "No more serum. I swear. It's gone."
The laboratory door burst open. Sharon hurried inside. "We're out of time." She looked between all of you. "We have to leave."
Everyone turned. Everyone, except Zemo. He had quietly wandered toward one of the fallen mercenaries. You barely noticed him bending down. Until—BANG.
Nagel jerked backward. A crimson bloom spread across his lab coat. Your breath caught. For one suspended second, nobody moved. Sam lunged first.
"No!" He tackled Zemo's arm away as Sharon ripped the pistol from his hand.
"What the hell did you do?!"
Zemo simply looked down at Nagel's body. Calm. Unmoved. "As long as men like him breathe..." He said quietly… "...someone will always try to build another Winter Soldier."
The laboratory exploded before anyone had time to react. A deafening roar tore through the cargo container as the entire wall erupted inward. Heat slammed into you like a freight train. The force threw everyone in different directions.
You hit the concrete hard enough to knock the air from your lungs. For several seconds, all you heard was ringing. Then, fire alarms. Metal groaning.
Someone shouting. "Everybody okay?" Sam's voice sounded distant through the ringing in your ears.
You coughed violently as thick smoke rolled across the laboratory floor. The fire spread unnaturally fast, licking up shelves of chemicals and shattered glass. Everything around you was burning.
A familiar hand grabbed your forearm. "Come on." Bucky. He hauled you upright with surprising gentleness before immediately looking past you. His eyes swept the room once. Quickly. Counting. You. Sam. Sharon.
"Zemo?" No answer.
Bucky immediately crossed the room, helping Sharon to her feet while Sam stumbled upright beside the overturned lab table.
"Anybody see Zemo?" Sam asked, coughing.
"I lost him."
The ceiling groaned ominously overhead. Bucky looked toward the collapsing hallway. "We have to move."
Now. The four of you burst out of the container just as another explosion ripped through the laboratory behind you. The blast chased you into the shipping yard. Flames burst through the roof of the cargo container, sending twisted sheets of metal into the air. You barely had time to catch your breath before you realized you weren't alone anymore.
Dozens. Maybe more. Bounty hunters poured between the rows of containers from every direction. Weapons already raised. Bucky scanned the yard once. His eyes moved rapidly. Cover. Entrances. Exits. Numbers.
"Wait for my signal." He spoke quietly. Not shouting. He didn't need to.
Everyone moved immediately. Sam broke left. Sharon followed. Bucky sprinted toward the opposite row of containers. You stayed close behind him, firing controlled shots over your shoulder as bullets ricocheted off the steel walls around you.
The harbor erupted into chaos. Gunfire echoed from every direction. Your shoulder slammed against a rusted container as you ducked behind cover. Bucky fired twice. Three times. Four—Click. Empty.
"Damn it." He immediately dropped into a crouch. No panic. Just calculation. He motioned two fingers toward the next container. Move. You nodded.
Together, the two of you sprinted through another hail of gunfire toward Sam and Sharon's position.
Sam glanced over. "I thought we were going left!"
Bucky ducked behind the barricade. "I was clearing a path."
"You went the wrong way."
"I followed the people shooting at us."
"And where'd that get us?"
You leaned around the corner, firing twice before ducking back down. "Guys."
Neither man listened.
"I came out first." Sam argued. "You were supposed to follow me."
"I adapted." Bucky shot back.
"You improvised badly."
"I improvised successfully."
You looked between them in complete disbelief. "Seriously?" Another volley of bullets slammed into the metal barrier. "This is your argument?"
Sharon sighed without looking up. "They're doing this now."
Your laughter escaped before you could stop it. "I cannot believe you two."
Bucky glanced over. "What?"
"We're being shot at!"
"So?"
"So maybe save the marital argument until after we survive!"
Sam pointed triumphantly. "See? She gets it."
Bucky rolled his eyes. "I hate both of you."
Sharon fired another burst. Click. She frowned. "I'm out."
"So am I."
You checked your own magazine. Almost empty. Bucky looked around. "This isn't cover."
Sam frowned. "It's absolutely cover. It's in every action movie."
As if to prove Bucky right, a bullet punched straight through the steel container inches above Sharon's head. Everyone instinctively ducked.
"...Okay." Sam admitted. "Less cover than advertised."
You leaned out, squeezing off your final rounds toward the advancing hunters. One. Two. Three. Click. Empty. You dropped the magazine instinctively.
More bounty hunters poured into the yard. Too many. Far too many. Then, boom. A massive explosion tore through the opposite side of the shipping yard. Flames rolled skyward. Several bounty hunters disappeared in the blast.
You looked up. A figure emerged through the smoke wearing a familiar purple mask. Baron Zemo. Not the cultured aristocrat. The Baron.
He moved through the chaos with unnerving precision, firing methodically as the remaining hunters scrambled for cover. The mask made him almost unrecognizable. For the first time, you understood why entire intelligence agencies feared him.
Bucky watched him only briefly. Then immediately turned back toward you. "Move." His hand landed lightly against the middle of your back. Not pushing. Guiding.
You all sprinted deeper into the maze of containers. Gunfire chased you the entire way. A bullet sparked against the steel inches from your head.
Bucky immediately slowed. Without thinking, he shifted to the outside of the group. Placing himself between you and the gunfire. You noticed. Again. And somehow, you were beginning to expect it.
Sharon suddenly yanked open the side door of a shipping container. "In here!"
You scrambled inside after Sam. Bucky stayed behind. Just long enough. He fired several controlled shots, forcing the bounty hunters to take cover before backing into the container himself.
"Bucky!" Sam shouted. "Move!"
"I'm moving." Bucky answered calmly.
Then, instead of following the narrow corridor, he drove his vibranium arm straight through the opposite steel wall. The metal crumpled outward with a deafening screech. Daylight flooded in.
"...That works." You muttered.
"Usually does." He answered.
Waiting outside, sat an immaculate vintage convertible. Engine already running.
Zemo rested one hand casually on the steering wheel. "...Supercharged." He smiled.
Sam stared. "You're going back to prison."
"Perhaps." Zemo replied. "But first, would you still like to find Karli Morgenthau?"
Silence. Bucky looked between the approaching hunters, then, the car. "...He's right." He hated admitting it.
"There are five of us." He looked toward the dozens of armed mercenaries flooding into the yard. "...And a lot more of them."
No one argued. Bucky climbed into the passenger seat. You slid into the back beside Sam just as Sharon leaned against the open door.
"Well." She smiled tiredly. "That was one hell of a reunion."
You looked up at her. "Come home with us."
She hesitated. Only for a second. Then shook her head. "I can't." Her voice softened. "Just get me the pardon you promised."
You reached over and squeezed her hand. "I will.”
She studied you for a long moment before smiling. "I know you will."
Sam nodded. "Thanks, Sharon."
She stepped away from the car as the door shut. The engine rumbled beneath you. For a brief second, nobody spoke.
Then Sam looked toward the front passenger seat. "...You're not moving your seat forward, are you?"
Bucky didn't even turn around. "No."
Sam sighed dramatically. "I knew it."
You leaned your head back against the leather seat, laughing quietly to yourself. After everything that had happened, somehow, it felt strangely comforting that these two were still arguing over absolutely nothing.
For the first time all night, the drive didn't feel quite so lonely.