Life

Love is blind. We always run out of time. To tell each other I love you. And in the end it tears us apart. As we slowly and naturally fall apart.

Here’s a rhyme for all those times you broke my heart or tore it apart leaving me with my broken self beyond repair.

I know I’ll end up dead, just trying to get you out of my head. But that may just be the best option for me.

Everyday I suffer from this longing thats here to stay

What a time to be alive, so I can die young and unhappy.

Who am I to tell you to keep my heart when you tear it apart and leave it all shattered infront of me.

Fix my heart, fix my face, then put me into your embrace.

What can I do to get rid of the thought of you?

Its not private like in the movies. Its more of just the top of a hill in the town i live in. Won’t you come? Just to talk. I want to spill everything. Because I’m afraid of what I’ll become if i keep it all bottled up inside. Please come with me save me from my demise. It hurts. It hurts to not be loved. Sure I’m mean and i don’t make sense most of the time but has it crossed your mind that i may be like that because of the lack of love? Love that was never given to me because other things were more important. Because a divorce settlement was more important than giving a growing child what she needs. Now shes grown. Unhealthy and mentally unstable with no one to love her. Why. Why can’t anyone love me? No matter how hard i try it all ends up in pieces her little heart as it grows smaller and smaller every time it shatters . Because pieces get lost and with lost pieces a puzzle can not be completed. She’s lost. All alone in my head in a town i live in on top of a hill. won’t u come join me and try loving me too?