Presentation
I am a trans man who transitioned due to severe dysphoria since he was a kid.
I am here to show up that transexuality doesn't have to go aligned with stupidity or stereotypes.
The first time I said I was a boy, I was three.
I came out as trans later, after trying during two years to stay as a woman.
Took my transitioning journey really slow. I stayed in the social step for more than nine years (I passed quite fine without T and I wanted to be completely sure and cautious of every single step I took). My family supported me but didn't allow me to medically transition after I was an adult and even tho, I took a few years to keep doing it at my pace. I don't think running towards something so important is a good idea (but again I was privileged because I passed truly well).
I played with dolls when I was a kid. I had long hair. I played dressed up as princess. I had more girl friends than boy friends. I hated manly stuff. But regardless it all somehow, the boys wouldn't allow more masculine girls than me play football, but would accept me because according to them 'I was a guy in a girl's body' even if I didn't even like football (just join them because I was tired of doing the same every day). I didn't look like a guy, I didn't behave like a guy. The only thing I asked when I was 4 to my friends in school was to call me by a male name. I guess they saw something more in all that.
After years of hurting myself now I understand I am biologically female, biologically a woman and that even though I pass and socialize as a man, I can't escape womanhood completely and that's fine for me.
I am just a man who happens to be biological female and that's fine.
