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   jaehyun pulls them closer together, and taeyong only complains. he pushes back half-heartedly. a slurry of half-mumbled protests that itâs too hot, heâs too sweaty, he doesnât want to smell jaehyunâs armpits. he means what he says, of course, but he also doesnât hate it as much as he might claim. thereâs a part of him that enjoys being close to his friend, though how large or small a part that it may be is harder to be determined.
   he likes the way jaehyun continues on his rambles of praise for taeyong, the way he wants to have him nearby despite taeyong being an utter stick in the mud until this moment exactly. if jaehyun wants to take him everywhere, in this moment heâll go. letâs do something crazy, he almost says, a stupid grin on his face swallowing his words instead. letâs spend all our money and hop on a plane and see somewhere warm and tropical and forget about the world. but even as far gone as taeyong is now, he would never. thereâs too many people relying on him here.
   "why should i?â he challenges, deliberately withholding what jaehyun wants from him, but only for a moment. "just âcause youâre.. tall.. smile nice.. good hair..â thereâs a lot of things to praise about jaehyun, most of them physical, but taeyong can say he enjoys him as a friend too. âwhatâs the prize even gonna be, huh? a brand new car?â the man laughs, pleased with his cliche game show impression. how useless would a car be? he doesnât even have a license to drive it.
     he knows heâs not the kind of person that people go to when they need someone in the way that friends need a confidant, or a shoulder to cry on, or even just someone to ask a favor from (unless it has to do with social media and partying, the two things heâs decent at). jaehyun doesnât know how to keep a secret or comfort a person without being awkward, and the last word anyone would ever use to describe him would be reliable. heâs not quite sure how he feels about it all; at the end of the day, he brings it upon himself.Â
      people go to him for fun, who wouldnât want to be that friend instead? sure, he wouldnât have minded if taeyong wanted to spend the night differently, but letting go of his problems for a few hours is where he thrives, one thing that heâs actually great at. he wishes taeyong could do the same, so maybe this is the start of something good â in moderation. jaehyun wouldnât let taeyong get as bad as he is; not when he knows he has so much on his plate.
      taeyong is cuter when heâs drunk, seems just a little bit smaller and, somehow, his eyes look even bigger than they usually do. itâs a good look, jaehyun thinks to himself as he looks over at taeyong, his own eyes blinking slowly. he takes a moment to process his words, but once he does, his smile grows wider, more than it usually would at the compliments if he were sober. â youâre sooo nice, â he begins, and he comes off as sincere, yet thereâs a smugness to his tone as he continues. â but i still want more, so iâll give you anything. a car, a house, a kiss on your sweaty face... what else could you want? thatâs... thatâs a win. âÂ














