#tenlm

he couldn't think of a better way to end his night, and he couldn't wipe off the ridiculous smile on his face as he waited for his drink. he's hang out with a long of people today but there was one person he looked forward to hanging out with the most. kun isn't quite certain what they really are to each other -- they were more than friends (or so he thinks), but not lovers, all he knows is that ten ( @tenlm ) is special. he had put his faith in the uncertainty and found comfort in the exclusivity that ends once they part ways.

they've both been busy the last few weeks, ten with training, and kun with work and events he needed to be present at. but he does try to make it a point to send a text or to call ten. he's not obliged to or anything, they weren't dating, and his messages probably meant nothing to his friend... even if it makes his day to see a reply or to hear the other's voice. he was not supposed to get attached, even when they've known each other for so long, especially because they've known each other for so long.

jaemin should have seen this coming. idols were never meant to just do one thing, they have either sing and dance or rap and dance. it felt like a bucket of cold water was dumped on him when he had realized and completely process what it was they had to do. and just moments after it, he knew for a fact that he is screwed. he had taken dance lessons here and there, did some numbers for production, but they're probably expecting him to be as polished as every performer that ever set foot and trained in apollo.

he was an expert at keeping calm, except in select instances of meeting certain people. but even in the young man's silence, he knew that the confusion was drawn perfectly across his features. he didn't waste time, nor can he afford it, so he went straight to going over the said song they had to perform. his brows knit together as he went through it four or five times. "do they expect me to..." he mumbles to himself, repeating the chorus and keeping his eyes on how the boy group dances.

@tenlm.

         if he had shame, his friendship with ten would have spanned long enough for it to not make an appearance when they were together (again, if he had it). the two of them get along quite well, which is really a bit of an understatement. when jaehyun is looking for someone who won’t scold him for his actions (as in, if he’s just looking for fun), then ten is always one of his first choices. he may be busier now than he was when they first met, but he seems to make time for jaehyun, which he appreciates.