my grandma asking me innocuously what type of wedding gowns i like~ as if not expecting to marry ever wouldn't give me ridiculously high standards... of course as a Girl who likes fashion (tm) i have thought about this as a kid a lot and being not like the other girls (tm) I would want a custom costume based around crimson red, inspired by local folk fashion from where my grandma is from. but i guess apart from that i would want a classy vintage gown style (50s or earlier) with rich hand crafted details #quietluxury

also now that i had this experience where i asked so many people for insight and having people be so vague and then in person telling me all that tea and how this professor moves makes me so scared for my next interviews with less established people/people with less students so there's no one to ask really what they're like...

i don't know if i need to actually write a rejection email to this professor because i'm actually dumbfounded how he talks about his students, current or graduated... i'm actually inclined to believe when his students said he's close to losing it like hello? why are you throwing shade on a girl that graduated from almost a decade ago and is on her 2nd postdoc... plus i literally emailed this girl for advice on him before my visit and she was so nice she replied within minutes twice much more diplomatically speaking than him.... hope she's living her best life in england rn

ok this is the first world cup match i'm being subjected to since elementary school and not only did they add a half time show (US american nonsense - this isn't the super bowl) but lowkey (except for Shakira) are these people not washed...

the way we live in a world where that tiktok wellerman's shanty is still playing on the radio in 2026