Hopeless Romantic Dreamer

The love that you share is so rare and beautiful and it is a joy and blessing for me to be a part of your lives. I know what love is because of you. ❤❤❤ Happy Anniversary Tatay and Nanay ✝️

B.e.e.r.N.i.g.h.t 🍻

🇵🇭😛❤😡🇮🇳 (at Metro Manila)

I've always been loved by the people around me. My Family, my friends, neighbors, classmates and sometimes even a stranger. Until one day I did something stupid to the point that I lost their trust and then booom! They all just diappear. I tried to pick myself up from the mistakes I've made pero wala na. I completely lost everyone. Don't get me wrong ha di naman major crime yung ginawa ko. I just loved a wrong person yun lang. Natauhan naman ako sa ginawa ko pero wala na nasira na buhay ko. Lahat na ng pakikisama ginawa ko. Dumating sa point na feeling ko di na anak at kapatid tingin nila sakin, para nalang akong kasama nila sa bahay. Nagpakatulong na ko para man lang hindi ko makita yung sarili ko as worthless. Dati kala mo pag lumalabas akong bahay kasali ako sa Ms.Congeniality pero ngayon believe it or not I only have 3 friends. Friends na alam ko naman na totoo sakin pero alam mo na di ka nila priority. I've always been a good person. Alam mo naman sa sarili mo yun diba? Nandyan ako pag may kailangan sila. Name it magagawan ko ng paraan. Then suddenly this past few days I just felt alone, sad, depressed at kahit isa wala akong masabihan. I tried posting it on facebook pero di man lang nakakuha kahit isang like. Ang bigat bigat ng loob ko to the point na ang iniisip ko na ay yung sana di na ko magising bukas. Im not (yet) suicidal naman. I just wish na mawala na lahat ng pain sa puso ko at the same time mawala na din ako kasi feeling ko pabigat na ko sa kanilang lahat. Alam mo yung gusto ko na maguilty sila if ever mabasa nila to. Gusto ko sabihin na asan kayo nung panahon na kailangang kailangan ko kayo? Before I write this I called my Bestfriend sabi ko pag 5 rings di nya pa sinagot ibababa ko na, 2 rings palang she cancelled it na. How am I supposed to react to that? Everynight she would call me para ikwento yung sa guy na dinedate nya. Nakikinig ako, honestly interested ako. Why? Kasi kahit nonsense na yung usapan kinakausap nya pa din ako. I am looking for someone who would listen to me. For someone na kakausapin ako. Pero wala. Sorry for the rant. I know nobody would read this anyway. But if ever someone did. Thank You and Please pray for me.

When you know that nobody really cares.

🍕🍕🍕 (at SM Mall of Asia)

Bati na kasi tayo😉Napakasungit mo naman kasi 🙄

Good Morning 🐩Twinkle 🐕