Sunlight spills through the windows, it’s early afternoon on a Thursday.
Annie’s stretched out on the couch, feet up, huffing and puffing.
She’s aggravated as hell that she can’t do what she really wants. She had plans for this maternity leave—real plans. Walking the trails, exercising, aerobics… moving her body, feeling like herself.
Now the doctor got her taking it easy.
She’s bored out of her damn mind.
Smoke is at Moore Life Lounge.
Annie stares at the ceiling for a long second… then decides—fuck it. She’s going for a walk on the trail. She’s not telling Smoke either. He’d shut that shit down instantly.
Dominique answers, sitting in her office.
Dominique raises an eyebrow.
“Umm… working, Annie. What else?”
“Man, I actually miss work. I’m so bored, Domino. I don’t even know what to do.”
“Read a book or something, Annie. Or start a TV show.”
“I’ve finished two books already, and you know I’m not a TV watcher like that anymore. Anyway, I wanted to see if you could come pick me up so we can go for a walk on the trail during your lunch break.”
“Huh? Ain’t you supposed to be taking it easy?”
“I am. It’s just walking. I can’t stand another minute in this house. I’m goin’ insane.”
Dominique shakes her head.
“Annie, it’s too hot outside. You know how it is—hot and humid as hell around this time. You need to be relaxing.”
“I’ll be okay. I have water, and it’s just for an hour. Please, best friend.”
“Does Smoke know you trying to do this?”
“Mhmm. He said it’s okay.”
Dominique narrows her eyes.
“Yes. Now just come get me on yo break. I’ll be ready.”
“I guess. You always got me doing something.”
“I know, but that’s your job. You’re the godmom.”
Annie laughs and hangs up.
At 12:30, Dominique picks Annie up, and they head to the trail.
The humidity is thick, heavy, suffocating. The kind that sticks to your skin. Cicadas screaming. The sun beating down like it’s got something to prove. The trees sway just enough to tease a breeze, but not enough to cool a damn thing.
Annie takes a deep breath.
“I’m okay… but I feel like I’m going crazy. Smoke is treating me like I’m fragile…like I’m a child and I can’t stand it.”
Dominique shakes her head.
“Annie, you really need to chill. Smoke is just doing what a husband and father should do. He’s scared. He just wants to make sure nothing happens to you.”
“Besides… this is your time to relax before the babies get here. Once they do? There’s no going back. Things will never be the same. No rest. You’ll have work, Smoke, and not one—but two babies to take care of. That’s a lot.”
She looks at her seriously.
“You gotta bask in this peacefulness. Cherish it. Because soon? You’ll have crying babies who always need something. Then they’ll be walking, touching everything, fighting over everything, screaming ‘momma’ all day.”
“Damn… I didn’t even look at it like that.”
“Mhmm. So don’t get mad at Smoke.”
Right then, Annie’s phone rings.
Annie freezes internally.
She didn’t expect him to call this early, since today is inventory day and it’s the lunch rush.
She declines it quickly and texts:
“I’m on the other line. I’ll call you back.”
Dominique catches it instantly.
“Uh uh, Annie. Why you lying? He don’t know you out here, do he?”
“Annie! Uh uh. Not you lying to me too.”
“I had to, you wouldn’t have came and got me.”
Dominique shakes her head.
“You always got me in some mess.”
Smoke texts back: “Okay.”
But when he does, he sees her location at the top.
The map pulls up. The trail.
His jaw tightens instantly.
Unbeknownst to Annie, that he now knows where she is.
He checks the Ring camera—doesn’t see Annie leave, but he does see Dominique’s car pass.
That means Annie snuck out the back.
Outside, the humidity hits him like a wall.
He can’t believe she’s out walking in this shit.
The girls are still walking.
She suddenly stops, hands on her knees, trying to catch her breath.
Dominique’s tone shifts instantly.
I’m fine,” Annie pants. “Girl, you soundin like Michael Jackson. I just need a minute. It’s hot as hell.”
Dominique shakes her head.
“Don’t start,” Annie cuts in. “I’m okay. I just need a minute.”
“Uh-uh. Smoke gon’ kill both of us when he finds out.”
“He’s not gonna find out. He’s at work.”
“Smoke doesn’t have a schedule, Annie. He’s the boss. And you ignoring his calls? You better hope he don’t pop up at home.”
She lifts her shirt over her head, leaving her sports bra on.
“Look at you—showing out. Belly out, titties sitting high—girl, put a damn shirt on before we get back to the house.”
“I will. I just need to cool down.”
Annie takes a long sip from her Stanley.
Suddenly she feels a kick.
“No, one of them kicked!”
Dominique drops down instantly.
“Oh shoot! Let me talk to my babies.”
“Hey, TT babies! It’s your Auntie Dominique—the fun one. Not the boring ones.”
“Girl, don’t get them riled up. Smoke already does enough of that shit.”
Another kick, right into Dominique’s hand.
“Too late! That’s Aniyah. I know it. She gonna be the rowdy one.”
“‘Cause she named after Dajia and we know how she is. Mine gonna be calm, like me.”
“Calm? Girl, please. You used to be rowdy too.”
“You used to take Tavoi through it in College!”
“That was HIM!” Dominique snaps.
“Yeah, okay. Y’all had me and Jared in the middle of y’all mess all the time.”
“Anyway—we need to go before Smoke kills me and I need to get back to work.”
“No, don’t try and change the subject.” Annie’s says while laughing.
They take off walking again
They finally come out of the trail.
Smoke is right there in the parking lot leaning against the front of his car, staring directly at her.
Her heart drops straight to her ass.
She pretends not to see him and walks to Dominique’s car.
Smoke straightens, jaw tight.
She’s shirtless. Belly out. Breasts high.
His blood pressure spikes instantly.
Annie pulls the passenger handle.
“Unlock the door!” Annie snaps.
“Hell no. Don’t act like you don’t see your husband.”
Waiting patiently for her.
She’s still standing at the car door, tugging at the handle like if she tries hard enough it’ll magically unlock.
Yeah… she’s playing with him now.
He pushes off the car and starts walking toward her, slow, deliberate.
Each step heavier than the last.
Annie feels him before she fully sees him—that shift in the air, that pressure.
She finally turns around.
And there he is a few feet away.
“Annalise Moore,” he says, voice low and even. “Stop fuckin’ playin’ wit me.”
Annie looks at Dominique.
“Don’t look at me,” Dominique says. “You lied. Gon head.”
Annie mouths to Dominique: I hate you.
Smoke drops his arms—losing patience.
Annie walks toward him……and keeps walking.
He watches her, then looks at Dominique.
“Thank you for not letting her in.”
He unlocks the door, helps Annie in.
Then gets in and slams his side shut.
The ride home—Silent. Heavy.
His jaw clenched. Eyes forward.
“I’m sorry, Smoke. I just had to get out.”
At home, he opens her car door, walks behind her.
Inside, he goes straight to the patio.
She struggles internally with going outside to apologize to him again but she knows in this moment it’s best to let him calm down.
She leaves him alone to go shower and nap.
Out on the patio, Smoke is doing everything in his power to stay calm.
His elbows rest on his knees, hands clasped tight, jaw locked.
He doesn’t understand why she keeps pushing like this—why she wants to be so damn careless.
It was never about control.
He don’t want to cage her, don’t want her feeling like a prisoner in her own life. Annie has always been free—free to move, free to go wherever she wants… as long as it’s safe.
A store. Starbucks. A movie. Anywhere that doesn’t put stress on her body.
Anywhere that doesn’t risk them.
That’s all he’s been trying to protect.
But no matter how many times he says it—how many ways he explains it—it’s like she don’t hear him.
She hears him and just don’t care.
And that’s what’s really eating at him.
Not just that she went out there in that heat.
Not just that she pushed herself like that.
Like he’s somebody she gotta get around instead of the man standing right there trying to protect her.
That shit feels like a slap in the face.
Three and a half hours later…
Annie rolls over out of her sleep.
Keith Sweat blasts through the house.
The bass shakes everything.
Vibrating through the walls.
Rattling straight through Annie’s chest.
She groans and cracks one eye open.
Smoke—disturbing the peace.
The sound system was one of his favorite purchases in the house. He’d spent a ridiculous amount of money on it, almost as much as the one in his car and swore every dollar was worth it.
When company came over, he showed it off like a proud father.
When football was on, he turned it up.
When he cleaned, he turned it up.
And when he was in his feelings?
He definitely turned it up.
Annie lays there for another moment listening.
Keith Sweat is practically preaching through the speakers.
The music is so loud she can feel the drums in the mattress.
She slowly pushes herself upright and rubs her eyes.
The clock reads a little after 7:00 PM.
She swings her legs over the side of the bed and stands.
The closer she gets to the hallway, the louder it becomes.
Annie finally steps into the entry of the family room.
The lyrics float toward her
🎶 So don't play no silly games with me, baby
(No, no, no, no, it's just not my fate)
All I need is your loving here
(Hold me tight, baby, with the joy you can bring) With the joy you can bring
Mmm, take me I'm yours (Take me)
Hold me, hold me in your arms
Hey, baby, never let go (I don't want to let you go)
You, you're all I need in this world 🎶
Smoke is sitting forward in his chair, elbows on knees, bourbon in hand, a wedding gift he hadn’t opened yet.
Bobbing his head to the beat.
You know you mean the world to me, girl
(There's a good and a bad way to love somebody)
I'm gonna treat you good🎶
He finally looks over at her.
She walks in, grabs the remote and lowers the volume.
“Elijah… please don’t ignore me. I know I was wrong. I was just goin’ crazy in here. Can you forgive me?”
“Baby… you not gon’ say nothing?”
She grabs a pillow, drops to her knees in front of him.
“I’m sorry… you really mad at me, huh?”
He just stares. Jaw locked.
Annie leans in and kisses his lips.
He doesn’t kiss her back.
She can taste the bourbon lingering on them.
And the silence sitting heavy between them.
Then she trails down to his neck.
Smoke twitches slightly beneath her mouth.
But a reaction nonetheless.
Annie decides to try and break him down another way.
A way that usually works.
A way he can never seem to resist.
Keeping her eyes locked on his, she reaches into his lap and unbuckles his belt.
She watches the conflict play across his face.
The war raging behind those dark eyes.
Doesn’t break eye contact.
She reaches inside his pants and pulls out his dick.
Smoke lets out an annoyed grunt, but lets her continue nonetheless.
Right away she feels it start to swell.
Annie’s playing a dangerous game.
She leans forward and wraps her lips around the tip
Smoke inhales at the sensation
The music shifts to Keith Sweat— “How deep is your love”
She takes him deeper into her mouth.
Annie twists her hands at the base.
While she sucks him slow and methodical.
Smoke leans back a little and watches her head bob up and down it.
Annie swallows him like she’s trying to suck the anger and hurt out through his dick.
Verse two of the song comes on
🎶 You run your fingers through my hair
You act like everything between us is alright, girl
But you know, you know that it's not true
You love me or do you wanna leave me, baby?
Tell me, girl, I can take it
Something's just not right, I don't know,
Tell me how deep is your love?🎶
She takes him deeper into her mouth touching her tonsils.
She gags a little and tears well up.
Smoke hisses and grabs her head, guiding her up and down.
She spits on it and takes it back into her mouth.
Smoke tenses at how good it feels.
He feels lethargic in her warm wet mouth, but nothing compares to that pussy.
He needs it now more than anything.
Liquor coursing through his veins and settling deep in his body.
His dick is so hard it hurts.
Even though he wants to tell her to stop, he can’t.
Smoke wants to punish her by not giving her what she wants, but how can he, when she doesn’t fight fair like this.
Annie swirls her tongue around and hollows her cheeks.
She gives him messy head.
Twisting her hands faster.
She flickers her tongue on the tip, tasting the precum.
That’s it. Smoke can’t take it no more. He grabs the back of her head and pulls her head off him.
He gestures with his thumb for her to stand.
Smoke rises to his feet and helps her up. His hand slides into the back of her hair again as he snatches her toward the sofa table.
The roughness makes her pussy cry.
She can feel the tears streaming down her legs.
Even now. Even while he’s angry.
Even when she knows what’s coming next.
Annie feels nothing but anticipation. She swallows hard.
She knows that look. Knows he’s still upset. Knows he hasn’t forgiven her yet.
Smoke steps in front of her and begins unbuttoning her shirt.
His movements are efficient. Controlled.
He tears it from her shoulders and tosses it aside.
Then he crouches down and snatches her shorts and panties down.
The entire time, he remains silent.
That silence is driving her crazy.
Because even though he’s mad at her, he’s still taking care of her.
Still making sure she doesn’t have to struggle.
And somehow that makes the knot in her chest tighten even more.
“I wasn’t tryna disrespect you. I wasn’t tryin’ to lie.”
He simply stands back up and meets her gaze.
His expression still hard.
And Annie realizes he’s nowhere near ready to let this go.
He rips his shirt off and steps out of his pants and briefs. Eyes on her the whole time.
He physically turns her body around and makes her put her hands on the table.
Smoke doesn’t take his time.
Grabbing his dick, he shoves into her fast.
Annie thrusts forward and yelps.
His fingers dig into her hips while he starts demolishing her shit.
Annie groans and grips the table,making the items on the table shake.
He reaches up and smacks her left cheek and watches her ass jiggle.
“mmm-nnngh” Annie pushes out
Then he crosses his left hand over and smacks the right cheek twice.
He grips both ass cheeks hard.
Annie squeals at him digging his nails into her ass.
Smoke is laser focused. Looking down at her cheeks while he spreads them and kneads them.
He watches his dick go in and out, watching the way her pussy creams and clings to him each time he makes his way out.
A low sound rattles in his throat.
He switches angles while he pulls his lips in between his teeth and knits his brows.
The only sounds filling the room are the music playing in the background, the sharp slaps of his hand hitting her cheeks, and the steady rhythm of his pelvis making contact with the fleshiest part of her ass.
He’s always vocal—even when he’s upset with her.
Especially when he’s upset with her.
She loves when he talks his shit to her. Loves hearing his deep commanding voice.
Loves the way he puts her in her fucking place.
Tonight, he’s giving her nothing but straight dick.
Annie turns her head, trying to catch his eye.
“Ughhhh, Daddy,” she whines. “Talk to me. I said I was sorry.”
Smoke finally looks up at her.
His jaw is still locked tight.
His expression unreadable.
Just keeps staring at her.
The look in his eyes makes her stomach drop.
Smoke isn’t trying to hear none of that.
And somehow, his silence is hitting harder than any profanity or commands ever could.
He accelerates his speed, drilling her harder, with his gaze locked on hers.
his silent way of saying ‘shut up. I don’t wanna hear it.’
“Ahhh!” Annie cries out, her voice breaking on the sound.
Every instinct in her mind tells her to run, to escape the punishment.
But her body does the exact opposite.
It welcomes it. Craves it.
The harder he goes in on her, the more she melts beneath him.
She can’t keep lookin at him, not with the way he’s snapping his hips up against her.
She turns back around and Smoke grabs a fist full of her hair and yanks her head back.
Smoke’s s heart is damn near about to beat out his chest.
He wants to pound some fuckin sense into her and since he can’t pound it into her thick head he’s gon’ pound it into her pussy instead.
His hand lands sharp against her ass cheeks over and over. Swiping across both cheeks, watching them ripple.
Annie jumps each time, gripping the table
He smacks her ass so hard it starts to turn purple.
Annie’s high-pitched cries only seem to make Smoke angrier.
He reaches up and covers her mouth, refusing to let her pull him out of whatever storm is raging inside him.
Annie’s muffled sounds fill the room.
He sticks two fingers in her mouth and she hums around them.
When he finally pulls them free, she immediately tries to speak again.
“Please,” she pleads, her voice trembling while he pummels her. “I didn’t mean it. I didn’t mean to hurt you. Talk to me.”
But Smoke doesn’t answer.
He reaches for the remote and turns the music up louder.
He’d rather listen to the music than to hear that bullshit she’s talking.
Pretty Ricky—Puddles is playing now
🎶 You done ran from the floor to the headboard
But baby bring that ass back
While I get that ass smacked🎶
Smoke feels himself about to come.
He pulls out of her and turns her around.
He drops to his knees and eats her.
Eats her like she’s the best thing he’s ever tasted.
Tongue flicking on her clit, licking and slurping.
He sticks his fingers in her and presses on them hot spots.
Annie gets into it, climax building.
She thrusts up against his face.
One hand braced on the table, the other on his head.
Smoke knows his wife, knows she’s real close.
He wants to get her there, just so he can deny her.
Like a dog denied a bone.
Annie’s head is thrown back, throat exposed.
Smoke stops abruptly and Annie lifts her head immediately to look down at him.
Smoke stands up with a smug look on his face, daring her to say something.
Annie doesn’t even get a chance to before he spins her around again.
He rams into her and this time he makes sure he doesn’t hold back at all.
He makes her feel every last inch, pulling her back on it over and over.
The music’s too loud, Annie can’t even beg.
All she can do is take it. She grips the table and screeches.
She turns around to look in his eyes
And smoke stares her down.
His stare saying exactly what Annie already knows “yeah that’s right, it’s me fuckin you like this.”
Smoke smacks her ass on both cheeks
While he whines his hips.
Annie grabs his hand, looking for a life line.
His brows furrow at her audacity.
He looks at her for a second too long.
Those big doe eyes lock onto his, soft and pleading.
Usually, they would’ve gotten to him by now.
Usually, they would’ve had him softening, folding, giving in.
The longer he looks at them, the more he feels his resolve start to crack, so he forces himself to look away.
Annie turns back around, frustrated that he didn’t give her what she wanted.
His mind drifts back to her lying to him, telling him she was on the other line.
Then he thinks about him in the parking lot and seeing her act like she didn’t notice him sitting there waiting.
Like she didn’t see him at all, after she looked right at him.
Trying to get into Dominique’s car instead.
The memory reignites every ounce of anger he’d been trying to keep under control.
His rage coils so deep in his chest, it damn near strangles him.
The music stops playing from a notification and Smoke is too focused to push play.
He grips the back of her neck, only thing touching the table now his her face. He decides to make sure she never plays like that with him ever again.
He still doesn’t speak. Instead, he makes sounds every time he hits up against her, driving his thrusts home, lips pulled between his teeth.
“Mhmm.” He squeezes her neck. “Mhmm”
Annie’s mouth is open, but no sound is coming out. She can’t breathe.
Smoke keeps making his sounds for the both of them.
“Mmm.” “Mmm.” “Mmm.” “Mmm.”
He taps her ass cheeks again.
‘Smack!’ ‘Smack! ‘Smack!’ ‘Smack!’
His knees start to go weak, it’s feeling too good to him. He’s about to explode.
He grabs her ass cheeks, gives her one last thrust, and buries himself to the hilt.
He growls loud through gritted teeth and lets go.
Annie finally releases a cry.
She didn’t even get to come.
He pulls out slowly and backs away, panting.
Watching her pussy clench around nothing.
He smirks, satisfied that he denied her hers.
Annie slowly turns around and looks at him, irritated that she didn’t get hers, but deep down she knows she deserves it.
Her eyes trail down his body.
Skin glistening with sweat.
He lifts his chin and licks his thick lips.
Then he turns and walks to the kitchen.
A few seconds later, she hears the refrigerator door open and the sound of him pouring himself something to drink.
She follows after him, determined to keep pleading her case.
“Elijah. So you still not gon’ say nothin’to me? Damn. You want me to walk around on my knees or somethin’?”
Smoke simply drinks his water and looks at her.
No smile. No response. Nothing.
Once he’s finished, he places the cup in the sink and heads toward the bedroom, leaving Annie standing alone in the kitchen.
The silence hurts worse than any argument ever could.
Defeated, Annie finally gives up and goes to take a shower.
When she comes back out, Smoke is already in bed on his back, snoring loudly.
She stands there staring at him for a moment.
Smoke had never ignored her like this before.
Normally, intimacy could get him to open up.
This time she knows she overdid it.
Not only because she put herself at risk.
But because she put their babies at risk too.
The thought makes guilt settle heavily in her stomach.
She knows being stubborn is her downfall every single time.
She honestly never expected Smoke to find out.
She didn’t think it through.
Didn’t stop to consider that he could see her location right there at the top of their messages.
And the silent treatment is driving her crazy.
Annie turns onto her side and faces the wall.
A sudden kick presses against her stomach.
She rubs the spot gently.
“Not now, little ones. It’s bedtime. I know Mama and Papa kept y’all awake, but it’s time for sleep now. Mama needs some rest. It’s been a long day.”
Another kick answers her.
Annie smiles despite herself.
The babies always seemed most active at night.
She rolls onto her back and places both hands over her stomach.
Almost immediately she feels them moving beneath her palms.
Tiny little reminders that she isn’t alone.
She can’t wait for them to get here.
To count their fingers and toes.
To see whose nose they’ll have.
Will she even be able to tell them apart?
The thought makes her laugh quietly.
Then she starts singing to them.
Softly. Tenderly. Almost like a lullaby.
Robin Thicke’s—The Sweetest Love
🎶 “I got the sweetest love, there ain’t nothing sweeter.
I got the sweetest love, ain’t nothing beat it.
There ain’t nothing sweeter…” 🎶
Her voice fills the darkness.
Warm. Gentle. Full of love.
Eventually she rolls back onto her side because her body is uncomfortable, but she keeps singing anyway.
Behind her, Smoke’s eyes slowly open.
His lashes flutter against his cheeks as her voice pulls him from sleep.
🎶 Now I got that feeling in my gut
Now I need your fire in my life
Now I wanna give you love so much
And I keep on feeling my sweet, my sweet. Sweetest love🎶
The room is dark, but he can hear every note.
Every ounce of love in her voice.
His chest tightens unexpectedly.
Because moments like this remind him exactly who Annie is.
Beneath all her stubbornness.
Beneath all the frustration.
Beneath all the headaches she gives him.
She’s going to be an incredible mother.
The way she talks to them.
The way she rubs her stomach.
The way she loves them before they’ve even gotten here.
His anger doesn’t disappear.
Still scared by what she did.
But listening to her sing to their daughters in the dark makes it a little harder to hold onto.
Annie keeps rubbing her stomach until the kicks finally slow.
The words are barely above a whisper.
Smoke closes his eyes for a second.
Trying to resist. Trying to stay mad.
He lasts all of three seconds.
Then he rolls over. Slowly. Carefully.
He scoots up behind her until his chest presses against her back.
Without saying a word, he slides his arm around her waist and rests his hand over her stomach.
Protective. Possessive. Home.
Then releases a small breath she didn’t realize she’d been holding.
Relief washes through her so fast it nearly makes her cry.
She places her hand over his.
Neither of them apologizes.
But in the darkness, wrapped around each other with his hand over their babies, it feels like the first step back to each other.
♾️♾️♾️♾️♾️♾️♾️♾️♾️♾️♾️♾️♾️♾️♾️♾️
Annie awakens to Smoke kissing her neck and her cheek.
He rubs her stomach slowly and then throws her nightgown up. He fondles her breast pulling on her nipples while he sucks on her neck.
Smoke slides down some and he lines himself up with her entrance.
He pushes into her slowly.
He growls at how tight she is.
Smoke lifts her leg up as he gradually picks his pace up.
Annie’s eyes are still blurry.
Smoke’s breath is warm against her ear.
The first thing he says is,
“Yeah, wake up for me, baby.”
Annie’s heart skips at the word baby.
Maybe that means he’s not mad anymore.
“You wanted me to be vocal. Well I’m gettin’ ready to be. ’Cause you gon’ answer to Daddy this mornin’. You understand me?”
“Ooohh, yes, I understand, Daddy.”
“Who run this shit, Annie? Hmm?”
“Nah.” He shakes his head slowly. “I can’t run it.”
His mouth stays on her ear.
“Not wit the way you was just actin’.”
A muscle jumps in his jaw.
“I’m confused, baby. ’Cause yo mouth say one thing, but yo actions say another.”
Annie shakes her head desperately.
“You do, Daddy. I-I ain’t mean it.”
His voice is calmer now, which somehow feels worse.
“So that’s why you lied to me?”
“Don’t you fuckin’ dare.”
The words come out sharp enough to stop her cold.
He drops her leg automatically and slips out of her.
“Hell no. Turn over. I want you on them hands and knees now.
Annie groans and takes her time flipping over.
She finally gets on all fours. Arch non existent, because of the babies.
Smoke lines himself up again and jams into her
“Now what was you about to say?”
Smoke smacks her ass hard.
Annie flinches and shrieks.
“You was really about to fix yo fuckin’ mouth to say you ain’t lie to me?”
Smoke shoves into her with frustration.
“Why you so damn hardheaded, Annie?”
“I don’t knowwwww, Smoke!”
Smoke’s jaw is clenched, brows knitted.
“Do you want me to flip my shit or somethin’? Huh?”
“No! No, that’s not it, Elijah!”
Annie shakes her head helplessly.
Smoke taps her ass again.
“It gotta be. Always sayin ‘I don’t know’ You fuckin’ know!”
His strokes are steady, relentless, punishing.
“‘Cause ain’t no way somebody can love me the way you claim you do, know I’m worried sick about her, know I’m worried about my babies, and still do the exact opposite of what she know makes sense.”
“And that’s what got me fucked up.”
“It’s the fact that you knew better.”
He puts one of his legs up and goes crazy.
Annie lets out a guttural scream from how deep and how good he’s fucking her.
“You wanna be the husband or some shit?!”
Annie shakes her head, but she doesn’t answer.
Smoke smacks her ass so hard that it echoes
Annie propels forward and screams
“Answer me!” Smoke snaps. “You wanted a nigga to talk so bad. I’m talkin’. Now all of a sudden yo ass don’t wanna open up that lyin’ ass mouth of yours?”
“No, Smoke! I don’t! I’m yo wife!”
He grips her hips and slows down just a little.
“Then why you won’t let me lead, baby?!”
His voice cracks with frustration.
“I’m not tryna control yo ass. I’m tryna look out for you and our babies. That’s it. But every fuckin time it matter, you push against me. We supposed to be a team.”
“We are a team! I do let you lead!”
Smoke lets out a harsh laugh.
Smoke’s mind flashes back to yesterday. He remembers her ignoring him in the parking lot.
He gets angry all over again.
“Nnghhh,” Annie breathes out.
“Then you had the muthafuckin’ audacity to act like you ain’t see me waitin’ on yo ass yesterday?!”
His hand comes down against her ass as he snaps his hips harder.
“You must be out yo rabbid-ass mind.”
“So you was really just gon get in the car wit Dominique?”
“Like you ain’t have to come home to me?”
“Like I wasn’t standin’ there waitin’ on yo ass?”
Annie says nothing. Because she can’t.
Because that’s exactly what she was gonna do.
She turns her head and looks back at him
Smoke sees the guilt all over her face.
“Annie, if I gotta tell yo ass to answer me one more time…”
His voice drops low. Dangerously low.
“You did all that fuckin’ apologizin’ last night.”
“Begged me to talk to you.”
Another shake of his head.
“And now here I am. Talkin’. Tryna get some fuckin’ answers outta you.”
“Now you wanna play mute.”
His grip tightens on her hip and her ass
“You don’t get to hide now. Tell me.”
He switches that angle and hits that spot that activates her piercing screams.
Annie wails and finally answers.
“O-okay, Elijah! Yeah, I did!” she chokes out in a whisper.
“Hell no! Speak up! You was just screamin’ louder than that!”
“Shit, Smoke! Yeah, I did that! I wasn’t thinkin’! Okay?!” Her voice cracks. “I panicked! I don’t think shit through! I was wrong. I shouldn’t’ve done it!”
“You don’t never think shit through, Annalise. That’s yo problem. You never think about shit until after the fact. Until you get caught. Or Until I’m balls-deep in this pussy. Then you start realizin’ how wrong you was.”
“Let me tell you somethin’, though. If you EVER play in my face like that again in front of one of yo lil’ friends, I’m gon embarrass you in front of yo lil’ friends just like you embarrassed me.”
“Ughhhh, I’m not, Smoke.”
“Psst.” He cuts his eyes down at her. “I heard that fuckin’ line before. I’m sure I’ll have you bent over answerin’ for yo crimes like this again before my babies even get here.”
“And stop bringin’ yo friends into shit. At the end of the day, can’t nobody save you from me. You mine.”
“You wanna be deceitful, do that shit by yo self. They got husbands to answer to too, and you gon get them in trouble wit theirs. ‘Cause guess what? Don’t none of them play that lyin’ shit either.”
“You the only one that likes to get fucked up, Annie. I’m sure Domino told yo ass no, at first, didn’t she?”
Smoke smacks her ass again.
His brows shoot up. “Tell me what you told her, to get her to say yes.”
Annie whimpers and squeezes her eyes shut.
“I-I told her you said it was okay.”
Smoke stares down at her for a long second.
Then he slowly shakes his head, pure disbelief written all over his face.
“You told that woman I said it was okay?”
“Annalise… You really sat there and put words in my fuckin mouth?”
“Nah.” He shakes his head again. “See, that’s that shit I’m talkin’ about. Not only did you lie to me, you lied on me.”
His jaw flexes and his anger shoots through the roof.
“And Domino should know me better than that. Ain’t no way in hell she believed I told yo hardheaded ass it was okay to go do some reckless shit while pregnant.”
He scrunches his face, thrust hard and buries himself to the hilt. He stays there, right on her spot.
Annie hollers, her whole body quakes. He’s balls deep and there’s no where she can run to.
“Fuck! I feel it Smoke. I feel it. You too fuckin deep. I can’t take it”
“Nah, this what yo deceitful ass get. You ain’t got a choice but to take it.”
Then he thinks about her being out there at the trail with just her bra on.
He damn near chokes at the memory.
He hits her ass cheek with every word with all his might. So she can feel just how angry he is.
“And” CLAP! “You” CLAP! “Was” CLAP! “Outside” CLAP! “Showing” CLAP! “My” CLAP! “Titties” CLAP! “And” CLAP! “my”CLAP! “babies!” He hits across both cheeks back and forth.
Annie jumps with each hit and screeches.
“I was hot!” Annie yells out
“You must think I’m a nigga who can be played wit. You think just cause a nigga love you deep, and this pussy fire, you can just do whatever the fuck you want, huh?!”
“No, Elijah I don’t! Shit!”
He grabs her by hair and yanks her up toward him.
“Bring yo lyin’ ass here.”
Her back collides with his chest.
His hand stays tangled in her hair, holding her attention.
“So you was showin’ the fuck out and just lyin’ to everybody, huh?”
Annie can’t even get the words out.
“Go ’head. Tell another lie, Annie.”
Smoke spreads her legs further.
“If you ain’t have them inside you, you already know we’d be playin twister right now and I’d be murderin’ this pussy, until you couldn’t walk. I’m so damn disappointed in you.”
The response comes quick. Immediate.
“You ain’t sorry. You just sorry I caught yo ass.”
His hand drops to her thigh and squeezes.
His jaw is so tight he feels like it might crack.
“Tell the truth. For once.”
Annie squeezes her eyes shut.
“Okay… okay.” She says breathless “I’m sorry I got caught. But I didn’t mean to hurt you.”
The anger in his face shifts for a second. Not gone. Just wounded.
His voice is quieter now, and somehow that hurts worse.
“Every time you do shit like this, it hurts me, Annie. ’Cause I don’t deserve it.”
Annie’s heart stumbles in her chest.
The disappointment in his voice hits harder than the anger ever could.
He pushes her back down and flips her over.
He lifts her left leg high.
Smoke watches her intensely. His eyes saying everything he hasn’t said.
“Look up at the mirror. Look at what happens to yo ass when you don’t listen to yo fuckin’ husband.”
Smoke shoves into her so rough that her titties shake.
Annie looks up and watches him fuck her without remorse.
She writhes and shouts profanely beneath him. “Ahhhh!” “Fuck Elijah!” “Shit!” Wait!”
Annie feels him from the top of her head to the bottom of her feet.
He squeezes the bottom of her thigh, lifting her leg more and watches himself stretch her open over and over.
Annie is about to combust.
Smoke senses it, his eyes go dark.
“Don’t you fuckin’ come. I wish you fuckin’ would”
Annie looks up at him—surprised.
“You heard what the fuck I said.” He says cutting her off.
“But I didn’t get to come last night—”
“You think I give a fuck, Annie?”
Annie goes quiet and looks off to the side.
“Nah, don’t look away from me. Eyes on the mirror. Look at how crazy you look when yo dizzy ass fightin’ against nuttin’ for me. Just like you had me lookin’ crazy. You gon’ look crazy.”
He reaches down and rubs her nub, with his thumb.
Her back arches and she smacks his hand away.
Smoke looks at her like she’s lost her damn mind. He puts that same hand above her head.
“No. Elijah, fuck that! I can’t hold it. Stop it!”
Smoke has a smirk on his face.
“You better not come, or it’s gon’ be worse for you.”
He stops touching her for a minute and just continues to drive into her.
Annie continues to watch herself in the mirror.
Her furrowed brows, her arched back.
She’s on the brink. Close. So close.
She bites her bottom lip.
Smoke leans forward, eyes locked on hers.
“Yeahhhhh… I see that shit all in yo eyes, mama.”
He shakes his head, almost laughing, but there ain’t no humor in it.
“You layin’ there fightin’ for yo life, huh? Look at you. You was feenin’ to get yo shit knocked loose. That’s why you always fuckin wit me”
His voice comes out dangerous, threatening.
“You gon’ learn to stop fuckin’ wit me, Annie. One way or another, you gon’ learn. Look at this pretty pussy cryin for me. She wanna come so bad. And all because of you I can’t let her come.”
Smoke starts to move at a more rapid speed.
“Smoke wait!—“ Annie calls out “Fuck!”
She tries to push against his stomach.
“Nah. Don’t fuckin touch me Annie!”
He smacks her hand “Hold that shit! You better hold it! I’m not fuckin’ around wit you!”
Smoke taps her ass two more times.
Then he gives her one last thrust and lets go inside her.
Annie feels the warmth fill her up.
Annie grits her teeth and yells because she knows he just came and she didn’t get a chance to.
He pulls out slowly, eyes still locked on hers.
Tears stream out of Annie’s eyes.
She’s so angry because this is the second day he’s denied her hers.
Smoke climbs off of her and scoots down the bed.
He stands and looks directly in her eyes.
“Yeah, that’s what liars get—Nothin’. Don’t forget it either and don’t cry now. You wasn’t cryin’ yesterday.”
He turns and goes into the bathroom and flips on the shower.
Annie reaches down and starts to touch herself.
Something tells Smoke she’s going to try it, so he comes back out, and Annie jumps at the sight of him.
“Hell no. Get yo ass up and come get in the shower wit me. You ain’t slick.”
Smoke walks to the end of the bed and pulls her toward him.
“I don’t know what you groanin for, Sit up.”
He helps her up and carries her into the bathroom.
He washes her from head to toe and then cooks breakfast for her…
Late Friday evening, Club Flexx is quiet.
The doors won’t open for another few hours, and most of the staff are busy stocking liquor, cutting fruit, and getting ready for the night.
Nyla leans against the back bar with her arms folded.
Zariah notices the pout on her face immediately.
“You still over there thinkin’ about that man?”
“I ain’t thought about him.”
“Stack ain’t said a word to me in a week.”
Zariah pauses while arranging glasses.
“Before all that, he’d at least speak. Ask how work was goin’. Tell me good job. Somethin’.”
“And whose fault is that?”
Zariah slides another glass onto the shelf.
“You should’ve left him alone.”
The words come out quieter than usual.
“I wasn’t even tryin’ to be disrespectful.”
“I’m serious. I just asked a question.”
“A question that wasn’t none of your business.”
Because she knows Zariah is right.
Stack had been professional.
Now he barely acknowledged her existence outside of work instructions.
Zariah immediately shakes her head.
“Because every time you say you gon’ leave that man alone, you find another reason to go talk to him.”
“Nyla, leave that man alone.”
Nyla stares toward the office hallway.
“He probably think I’m some obsessed weirdo now.”
“Then let him keep thinkin’ that from a distance.”
Nyla lets out a long sigh.
“I just wanna tell him I’m sorry.”
Zariah points a finger at her.
“No. What you wanna do is get back in front of him.”
Because she can’t even deny it.
Nyla looks toward the stairs again.
She hates that he’s been ignoring her.
Hates that she let herself care.
And hates even more that despite everything, she still wants to walk down the hall and apologize.
“Just leave him alone, Ny.”
But the look in her eyes says she probably won’t.
It’s the last month now, which means weekly doctor’s appointments.
Annie lays back on the exam table while the ultrasound tech moves the Doppler across her stomach.
The babies pop up on the screen almost instantly.
Smoke grins automatically.
The tech points at the monitor.
“Well, Baby A is actually laying right on top of Baby B.”
“Oh wowww. So she’s on top of her sister?”
“Mhmm,” Smoke says. “I bet that’s Aniyah’s lil’ crazy self.”
“What makes you think it’s her? You sound like Domino now.”
“’Cause I just know.” He shrugs. “I know my babies. Anijah calm like me.”
“Yeah. I’m very calm unless somebody tries me.”
He cuts his eyes toward her.
Annie swallows immediately.
Unfortunately, she knows exactly what that look means.
The tech glances between them, trying not to laugh.
“So,” she says, redirecting her attention back to the screen, “both babies look great today.”
His eyes stay glued to the monitor.
Even after all these months, he still looks amazed every time he sees them.
The tech prints a few images.
“Would you like pictures?”
Smoke answers before Annie can even open her mouth.
“I figured that’d be your answer.”
Smoke takes the photos as soon as she hands them over.
For a moment, he just stares at them.
Annie watches the smile spread across his face and feels her heart melt.
“You happy?” she asks softly.
Smoke doesn’t even look away from the pictures.
“Happy ain’t even the word for it, mama.”
He reaches over and squeezes her hand.
“I can’t wait to meet my babies.”