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Plans Change
Summary: A normal day in south Louisiana for Annie turns into a HOT ass mess. She knows everyone means well but sometimes it doesnât feel that way.
Tags: PregnantAnnie , Nosy Smoke, Sneaky Stack, ProtectiveSmoke
A03 Link:
https://archiveofourown.org/works/70140871
A/N: Thank yaâll for reading. đŤśđ˝đ¤
1. Thank you for reading and I hope you enjoyed. đ¤
I havenât written a fic in 3 plus yearsâŚchileâŚ. This is technically only my 2nd fandom experience so im still a newbie to all the ins and outs chile. Lol.
2. Edited by me, excuse any typos. Some words are definitely spelled certain ways on purpose black, country, & from Louisiana lol.
3. Now im fitna go eat my etouffee. đââď¸
(If you want an authentic Louisiana recipe, watch here: https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZT6GqHtcb/ )
Disclaimer: Each parish (not city lol) in Louisiana makes Etouffee a different way.
4. Rouses is a real grocery store. Within the grocery store, they have a buffet hot bar from 10am-8pm everyday. Crawfish, gumbo, fried fish, etc.
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5. Wunmi Mosaku, if you ever see this, just know I can treat you good. Call me plz. Thank ya!
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âWhat you got planned today, woman?â Smoke asked as he entered their bathroom shirtless.
âIon know yet but I do know your children eatinâ up my whole house, Lijah. I donât know what to cook next. â
âThatâs all good, mama. Them some growing kids and thatâs why I make the money I make so they can have all that shit and some more. You too.â The sound of Smoke palming then smacking her ass echoed through their en-suite.
Annie playfully rolled her big brown eyes at her husband and feigned annoyance though grateful for everything heâs done for their growing family.
She was almost finished styling her hair when the box of hair ties fell to the floor. Seven months into this pregnancy made simple tasks harder than ever as the days progressed. Annie dropped into a small squat to retrieve the hair ties as she held on to the bathroom counter top for support. Just as quickly as she got down, she tried to come back up, her swollen belly making it even more difficult than she anticipated.â¨If Elijah saw her like this, sheâd never hear the end of it.
âMake some of that etouffeeâ Elijah yelled over the sound of the shower.
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It was a calm weekday morning of grocery and retail shopping for Annie, whoâd managed to sneak in a pedicure in between calls with her husband and her friend, Tiffany. Both Tiffany and Smoke took alternate turns checking on her wellbeing. Though she was appreciative, sheâd wish someone would ask her about anything else.
âShit,â she whispered through gritted teeth before gripping the wheel of the new mom car that appeared in her driveway quite literally overnight. Smoke simply put left the car keys on her nightstand with a handwritten Thank You note from himself and their kids. Despite spending close to an hour in the store, she managed to forget her celery and bell peppers. Her Holy Trinity of seasonings that she needed for tonightâs dinner of crawfish etoufee.
âIf yeen got ya Trinity, then ya aint got no meal, Annie.â Echoes of grandmother Adela reminding her.â¨She briefly looked at her car dashboard noting the weather temperature. 99 degrees but the humidity made it feel like the closest thing to hell.
Annie approached the newly built grocery store for the second time today. She wasnât one to complain as she was grateful this location was now near her home in lieu of driving over forty five minutes away to the other one. Four years ago, Smoke woke her up from a deep slumber telling her to put on shoes so they could go see their new home. Heâd told her the condo wouldnât have been enough space for what he had planned for them. He was right. Unbeknownst to Annie, she was newly pregnant with their first child. Tiffany frequently joked that Smoke moved them into the middle of nowhere with their own zipcode.
That was by design. During the day, Smoke and Stack were businessmen. A total of six nightclubs across the southern regions under their belt. During a late night conversation with his wife once, heâd said that he and Stack would anything under the sun to keep the club life separate from their personal lives.â¨So living in a twenty four hour guard gated community filled with retirees? That was on purpose.
One of the outside greeters welcomed her back as it was hard to forget her face and round belly.â¨She dug into the pocket of her emerald green sundress in attempt to get her phone out for her grocery list. Only then it dawned on her that she had forgotten her phone inside of the center console.â¨She was gonna be in and out of the store anyway, she thought to herself and strolled her cart along to the produce section.â¨Small droplets of sweat started to form beads on her forehead, little by little. Annie grabbed her electric handheld fan from her Louis Vuitton purse and quickly powered it on. But it didnât work, not like usual. Still, she pushed her cart forward. The quicker she retrieved her items, the quicker she could be on her way back to her bed and kids.â¨Just as she grabbed the second bell pepper to bag, dizziness kicked in. An elderly black couple had been watching her since she appeared through the double doors of the grocery store. They were conversing about her resemblance to their younger niece but paused when they took inventory of how she was a little unsteady on her feet when she first approached the produce aisle. They didnât want to crowd her at first so they remained a few steps back but within her range⌠just in case.
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Smoke grumbled at his phone every time it rang and it wasnât his wife calling. Itâd been a few hours since they last spoke, which ended with him promising to be home early tonight to prepare for Annie and the babyâs doctorâs appointment in the morning.
Heâd called her three times now with no answer, which was rare.
âAye, come here real quickâ Smoke signaled to Stack, whom was chatting it up with one of the part time bartenders Smoke told him to stay away from. Her name was Dominique. Long hair, full face, thick thighs, and brown skin, his brotherâs favorite. Too preoccupied with Annieâs whereabouts to reimprand Stack this time around.
âLet me see you for a second, fool.â Both of the men filed into Smokeâs office with Stack closing the door with a barely heard click.
âAye, dial Annie from your phone real quick.â Smoke demanded as he leaned against his desk, cigarette unsteady in his hands.
âShe block you again, nigga? You fucked up aint it?â Stack began with a smirk but it soon fell flat as he noticed the tremors in his brotherâs hands.
The two made eye contact that concluded with a silent knowing. Before the phone rang for the third time, Smoke was out of the office and headed to his SUV with Stack following in his footsteps.â¨Dominique opened her mouth to bid the men a farewell but quickly took note of the way in which both of the men stormed out with their jaws clenched. Silence filled the air.â¨âAbove my pay gradeâ, she whispered to herself.
ââââââââââââââââââââââââââââ¨âYou need some help my baby?â The elderly woman approached Annie with her husband in tow.
âOh no, Iâm okayâ She feigned a smile but the elderly lady was no fool. Those grey hairs werenât there for nothing.â¨Within seconds, her body involuntarily rocked to one side then rocked forward as she tried to grip the cart to steady herself.
The couple rushed to Annieâs side to anchor her.
âIâm Delores and this is my husband Ronald. We gonâ get you some help.â
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The all black Escalade pulled into the grocery storeâs parking lot with itâs engine roaring.â¨The sounds of the sirens blaring loudly over the radio that Stack had set on a lower volume. The men surveyed the surroundings as Smoke held his phone in his shaky hands, verifying the location matched up and that his wife was here without any doubt. He gripped the cellular device as if heâd been able to summon Annie.â¨âLookâ, Stack pointed to Annieâs vehicle.
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Annie fanned herself while her blood pressure was being checked. The paramedic had been a younger woman, twenty-six at the oldest with faux locs in a lazy bun. She took inventory of Annieâs wedding ring that shined under the lights of the store managerâs office, which theyâd turn into a temporary triage room. From her observation of the ring, Annieâs demeanor and outside appearance, sheâd concluded the woman was well taken care ofâŚ.by herself or someone else.
âYou got somebody you wanna call?â She asked of Annie while taking the pregnant womanâs temperature for the third time.â¨Before Annie could respond, Ms. Delores handed Annie her cellphone to use. Annie hadnât seen a flip phone in ages but it made sense and was practical just for the woman.
The dialpad made a few sounds as the numbers appeared on the screen in an almost obnixousky large font. He answered on the second ring.â¨Annie was taken aback because she knew he never answered for unknown numbers. At least not anymore. They were done with that life.
âYeah?â He picked up with his typical southern drawl mixed with something else that Annie couldnât decipher at the moment.
âLijah. I need-â
âBaby, where ya at?â He interrupted her as he and Stack entered through the very same doors Annie walked through only an hour ago.
âIâm inside of the Rouses. Iâm-â
âWhat happened? Tell me right now.â Smoke interrupted again and Annie only let it slide because she now sensed the urgency and worry in his voice.
Annie went on to quickly explain how she was overheated when she heard Stack speaking over an announcement from the storeâs intercom, the same announcement sheâs currently hearing in the office.â¨âIâm on the way to ya right now baby. Just stay right where ya at.â
âIâm not goin nowhere, Lijah.â Great. Her husband would now be added to the group of worried people in the small office. Annie shook her head in defeat. Appreciation hummed low in her belly but what floated up to the top was a slight annoyance mixed with a feeling of being overwhelmed. All she wanted now was a cool shower and her California King sized bed.
The dark green door of the office opened and Smoke walked right through without invitation, heading straight to Annieâs side. Stack walked in right after his older brother but clung to the nearby wall. The men sucked the air out of the room.â¨He kneeled down next to his wifeâs side while searching her eyes. A few tears slowly formed in the corners of her eyes.â¨Smoke looked over at Stack and the men both shared a nod.
âScuse me. My sister thank yall for everything but she gonâ need a minuteâ, Stack commanded the room and everyone seemed to fall in line without any protest. Though the Moore men werenât their former selves, some things still donât need to be tested.
ââââââââââââââââââââââââââââ¨âYou wanna go see the doctor, baby?â Smoke questioned as he smoothed down a few strands of Annieâs hair.
âNo, I just need to rest. I wanna go home, papa.ââ¨Elijah flashed a half smile in a futile attempt to calm her⌠or himself.â¨He searched her eyes again for an uncertainty but there was none and he knew better than to push. This was their third pregnancy which meant that they certainly werenât amateurs. Annieâs OBGYN quipped that the couple were keeping her office practice in business with them well on their way to having three kids in under four years.
âHer temperature came down a bit and her blood pressure is normal. Iâd recommend that we take her in just to be sure, but it is her choice.â The male paramedic whoâd been standing in the background finally spoke.
Elijah helped his wife to her feet as Stack grabbed her purse and her grocery bags. Mrs. Deloresâ husband had been so kind to purchase the items in Annieâs cart and silently brought the two bags in during the commotion.
âThank you, Ms. Delores, for everything.â Annie nodded while she and the elderly woman held hands for a brief moment.
âYou take care of yaself, suga. Having a baby in ya mean ya got one foot in the grave and the other one out. Be careful and rest.â
Annie heeded the womanâs warning. Her grandmother used to say the same thing to the women sheâd help with her herbs and roots. The two women hugged each other, with Delores patting Annieâs back one final time.â¨Smoke reached into his back pocket and attempted to hand Ms. Delores $2,000 but she smacked his hand away.â¨âBoy if you donât put that away!â She brought Smoke in for a small brief hug that he didnât pull away from.
Stack opened the passenger side of Annieâs blue SUV in preparation of her entrance then immediately opened the back door to place her personal items down on the floor.â¨The couple were a few steps behind him, with Smoke guiding Annie into the car as she grabbed on to the passenger assist handle while cradling her belly.
The SUVs pulled out of the parking lot in a small procession, with Elijah using his free hand to send a quick text to someone.
The sound of Annieâs cellphone ringing ripped through the car cabin just a few moments later. It was Dr. Broussard calling to check in per the office receptionist before conferencing in the well meaning doctor. Apparently, Annieâs doctor had been informed on the dayâs events already.
âHi, Dr. Broussard. How you doin?â Annie asked casually but anticipated what was coming next.â¨She and Elijah were two minutes away from arriving to the guard gate of their community.
âMrs. Moore, I should be asking you. A little birdie told me that we had an incident.â
âWe did but we just fine now. Iâm on my way home to rest. Iâm gonâ tell you all about it tomorrow morning at our appointment.â Smoke drew small circles into Annieâs thigh while he eavesdropped. He snapped out of it once he heard Annieâs exasperated after hanging up the call.
âI gotta go in for a check upâ She rolled her eyes while adjusting the seatbelt. Smoke grabbed her hand again, bringing it up to his mouth to place gentle kisses.â¨He adjusted himself in the driverâs seat, not meeting Annieâs eyes. Her brows furrowed.
Somethingâs off.
A small pause passed before it registered. She removed her hand from her husbandâs grip and backhanded him in his chest.
âWhat you done did?!â She hissed.â¨They were stopped at a red-light one minute from their home when Smoke turned to face her. A small rare grin tugged at his lips.â¨âI aint do nothinâ,woman. Stack did.â
âLijah if ya black ass-â Annie began but quickly stopped when her daughter decided that she was a gymnast, kicking her in the ribs.â¨A small wince escaped her lips. It was at that moment she decided to deal with Smoke later.
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The monitors beeped steadily as Dr. Broussard and hospital nurses treated the door like a revolving door. To Annieâs dismay, sheâd been poked and prodded everywhere. Now she lay in bed with a fetal monitor wrapped around her swell belly and an automatic blood pressure monitor cuff squeezing the life out of her every ten minutes or so.â¨Tiffany had just called Smoke a few minutes ago to inform him that their kids were both down for a nap.â¨âIâm ready to get outta here. I got things to do.â The buttons of hospital beeped with every adjustment Annie made to her resting position.
âYou need to relax.â There was a casualness in his tone but underneath it held a hidden sternness.â¨Just as she was about to form a pout on her lips, the door opened. Dr. Broussard walked in with a chart to her side.
âEverything looks good. I just need you to stay hydrated and out of the sun. Itâs too hot out there for anyone right now, especially you. Minimal activity these last few weeks. Should I make you pinky promise or no?â The doctor asked while rubbing Annieâs ankle through the hospital blanket.
â¨âMm-hmmâ she smiled back. It wasnât over just yet. Annie wanted answers. That stubbornness that Elijah claimed to dislike, shining through, brighter than the sunlight coming through the blinds of the hospital room. The feeling filled the room, sealing every gap and opening.
Dr. Broussard advised the couple that sheâd like to see Annie for a follow up the following week and excused herself when her hospital pager beeped. The heavily pregnant woman turned her gaze to meet her husbandâs, whom already had his brown eyes on her. Smoke set up straight in the loveseat before rising to his feet. He padded over to her bedside, confession at the tip of his tongue.
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âCall 504-654-3459. Thatâs our babyâs doctor. Pretend to be me nigga and tell them what just happened.â
Smoke had texted Stack. The younger twin proceeded without any questions.
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Annie listened as Elijah recounted his plan. If she hadnât been so weary from the dayâs events, she wouldâve read Smoke his last rights. Or she wouldâve reached into her purse, the one heâd gifted her, and pull out her blade.
An hour went by since Smokeâs admission. Heâd been helping her put on her shoes back on. The nurse came in twenty minutes ago to present them with the discharge papers in a clear folder. Annie felt Smokeâs gentle ministrations on her lower leg after heâd gotten her final sandal on her left foot.
âIma get you back, Lijah Moore.â She whispered into his mouth before their lips crashed into each other.
âMm-hmm. Iâm already knowin,â Smoke responded in between kisses.
THE END.
Pronunciations:
Broussard= Brew-Sard
Rouses= Rwow-sis
Etouffee = Aye-too-faye
Inspo Pics:
The Kissing Booth
Summary: Annie's sorority picks a kissing booth for their university Spring carnival. Smoke swears he's completely fine with it.... He is not.
A/N: Based off a prompt list by @sunshinerepublic. Just fluffy goodness. I've been wanting to write a D9 Annie x Smoke fic for so long...this is my first run. As you can tell by the colors and images...yes I made Annie an AKA, cause DUH. It's THE best sorority. đ¤ And Smoke kind of reminds me of an Alpha. This was written in a day and off the dome, so if it sucks....lie to me. đ
By the time Annie realized they had spent twenty-three minutes arguing about funnel cake, she was beginning to regret volunteering to chair the carnival committee herself. It wasnât that she didnât trust her sorority sisters.
She did.
Mostly.
But the Phi Upsilon Chapter of Alpha Kappa Alpha Sorority, Incorporated had a way of turning even the smallest decision into something that required testimony, rebuttal, side commentary, and at least one person loudly insisting that everybody else was missing the point.
âThis is exactly why we shouldâve just done food,â Nia said from the second row, one hand lifted like she was addressing Congress instead of twenty-seven women packed into a classroom on the third floor of the student union. âEverybody buys food at a carnival.â
âEverybody sells food at a carnival,â Jasmine shot back.
âNot funnel cake.â âThere are three funnel cake booths already.â âThree?â
Annie looked down at the sheet clipped to the front of her binder. âFour, actually.â
That earned a chorus of groans. She leaned one hip against the desk at the front of the room and adjusted the pink-and-green pen tucked between her fingers. The meeting had started ten minutes late because half the chapter had come in carrying iced coffees and apologies. They had already handled service-hour updates, next monthâs scholarship luncheon, new-member mentoring assignments, and a reminder that nobody was to leave the storage closet looking like it had been hit by a tornado again. The spring carnival booth should have taken fifteen minutes. Maybe twenty. Instead, they were nearing forty, and Annie could feel the beginning of a headache forming right behind her left eye.
âOkay,â she said, lifting her voice just enough to cut through the overlapping conversation. âCan we please remember the actual problem?â
The room gradually quieted. Somewhat. Someone in the back was still whispering. Annie waited until the whispering stopped.
âThank you.â She glanced at the paper again. âStudent Activities is approving booths in the order theyâre submitted, and weâre already behind. The Kappas turned theirs in yesterday.â
That immediately got somebodyâs attention. âWhat they doinâ?â
Annieâs mouth twitched. âSome kind of challenge booth.â
âWhat does that mean?â âIt means Stack helped plan it.â
The room erupted.
âChileâŚâ âWhat he propose? A who-can-eat-it-better challenge?â âDanielle!â
Danielle lifted her hands sheepishly. âJust askinâ.â
Annie laughed despite herself. âBasketball, dominoes, whatever else they can convince people to pay to compete in. Theyâre calling it Beat a Nupe.â
âCorny as fuck.â âVery.â âStill gonna make money.â âUnfortunately.â
Annie made a note beside their name. âThe Alphas are doinâ a dunk tank.â
That got a different reaction. Heads came up. Brows lifted. A few smiles appeared that Annie did not trust at all.
âA dunk tank?â âYes.â âWith who sittinâ in it?â âI donât know.â âWhich Alphas?â âI said I donât know.â âIs Smoke doinâ it?â
Annie looked up slowly.
The room broke apart before she even answered.
âOh, she mad.â âShe is answerinâ that.â âPresident Landry, this is relevant information.â âItâs not relevant information.â âIt is to attendance.â
Annie pointed her pen at them. âYâall ainât about to turn my boyfriend into a marketing strategy.â
âToo late.â âGirl, if Smoke gets in that tank, the Alphas hittinâ their goal by noon.ââExactly.â
Annie pressed her lips together. She hated that they might be right. Elijah had the unfortunate problem of attracting attention without ever seeming to notice it. Or maybe he noticed and simply didnât care. Annie had never figured out which one was worse. He could walk across campus in gray sweats and an old fraternity hoodie and somehow have women finding reasons to look twice. He barely smiled at anybody. Rarely flirted. Usually looked like he would rather be left alone.
It didn't matter.
Apparently mystery was a public service.
âAnyway,â Annie said pointedly, dragging the conversation back before somebody suggested ticket presales for throwing balls at her man. âThe Deltas are doing a sweet shop.â
âOf course they are.â âRed velvet?â
Annie checked the sheet. âRed velvet, strawberry shortcake cups, candy apples, lemonade.â
âOkay, so they came to win.â
âExactly. Which is why we need to decide.â Annie continued. âZetas havenât submitted yet. Omegas are doing a step challenge. Student Government has the photo booth. The international student association has games. Nursing is doing blood-pressure checks, which is somehow very on brand and also deeply boring.â
âThey doinâ blood pressures at a carnival?â âApparently.â âWho gettinâ their blood pressure checked after eating fried Oreos?ââSomebodyâs mama.â
That made Annie laugh again. She capped her pen and set it across the binder. âSo. We need something that actually makes money, doesnât require us buyinâ five hundred dollarsâ worth of supplies, and isnât already taken.â
Nia raised her hand.
âNo funnel cake,â Annie deadpanned.
âNo funnel cake.â âBake sale?â
âNo,â Jasmine stated flatly.
âWe did that last year.â âAnd barely broke even.â âWe broke even because Monique ate half the brownies.â âI was stressed!â âYou was hungry!â
Laughter moved through the room.
Annie pinched the bridge of her nose. âNext.â
âRing toss?â âTaken.â âFace painting?â âFine, but who in here can paint?â
Several people looked at Jasmine.
Jasmine recoiled. âWhy everybody lookinâ at me?â
âYou did that mural.â âThat was lettering. I cannot draw on nobodyâs face.â âCar wash.â âNo.â âWhy?â ââCause I ainât washinâ anybodyâs car in April humidity.â âYou live in Mississippi.â âThat doesnât mean I have accepted it.â
Another round of laughter.
Annie let them go for a few seconds before checking the clock again. They really did need to decide. She had promised the chapter advisor the form would be submitted tonight, and Annie hated missing deadlines almost as much as she hated people who responded to group emails with questions that had already been answered in the original email.
âAll right,â she said. âOther options.â
A hand rose from the back.
Annie recognized the expression before the words even came. âNo.â âYou donât even know what Iâm gonna say.â âYes, I do.â
Kiki smiled. âKissing booth.â
The room exploded. Half the chapter started talking at once. Annie immediately shook her head. âNope.â
âWhy not?â âBecause.â âBecause why?â âBecause no.â âThatâs not very presidential.â âIt is when Iâm the president.â âYou just abusinâ power now.â
Annie laughed and crossed her arms. âI ainât havinâ yâall out there lettinâ random dudes kiss you.â
âThey wouldnât kiss us.â
Annie looked at Kiki.
Kiki shrugged. âWe kiss them.â
âAnd thatâs better?â âIt kind of is.â âHow?â âControl.â
A few women nodded solemnly like this was a serious business proposal. Annie stared at them. âYou cannot be serious.â
Jasmine leaned forward. âWait. She got a point.â
âNo.â âListen.â âI donât want to listen.â âAnnie.â
She sighed.
Jasmine sat straighter. âNot on the mouth.â
âObviously.â âCheeks only.â âStill.â âAnd we set levels.â
That slowed Annie down. âLevels?â
âYeah. Like five dollars gets you a lipstick kiss on a paper heart.â
Nia snapped her fingers. âThatâs cute.â
âTen gets a kiss on the hand.â âOkay.â âTwenty gets cheek.â
The room went quiet for half a second. Then someone said, âTwenty-five.â
Another woman immediately shook her head. âToo high.â
âMen are stupid as hell.â âThat donât mean they have money.â âTwenty.â âTwenty is perfect.â
Annie opened her mouth. Nobody noticed. They were building the entire booth without her.
âWe can decorate it pink and green.â âOf course.â âLittle paper hearts everywhere.â âDisposable lipstick applicators.â âSanitizer.â âSanitizer is a must.â
âAnd rules,â Annie cut in. That finally brought several faces back to her. She hated that she was already participating in the planning.
Kiki smiled slowly. âOh, so we considerinâ it now?â
âI didnât say that.â âYou asked about rules.â âBecause if yâall are goinâ to keep talkinâ about it, somebody needs to inject common sense into the conversation.â âSame thing.â
âNo, it ainât.â Annie uncrossed her arms and picked up the pen again. âIf this were even somethinâ we entertained, nobody gets to touch anybody. Period.â
âAgreed.â âNo arms around waists.â âYep.â âNo grabbing faces.â âObviously.â âNo trying to turn your head at the last second.â
That earned immediate disgust.
âOoh, yeah.â âAbsolutely not.â
âThey do that and theyâre done.â
âSecurity.â âWe donât need security.â âWe got Alphas.â
The room went suspiciously quiet. Annie looked up. Every face was innocent. Her eyes narrowed. âDonât.â
Nobody said anything.
âThat includes Smoke.â
That made them laugh.
âHe ainât security?â âHe ainât standinâ beside our booth intimidating customers.â âHe wouldnât have to say nothinâ.â âExactly.â
Annie tried not to smile. That was unfortunately true too. She wrote another note. âEvery sister chooses whether she wants to participate. Nobody has to do cheek kisses if theyâre not comfortable. Nobody has to work the booth at all if theyâre not comfortable.â
Heads nodded.
âAnd nobody does anything beyond whatâs on the sign because somebody offers more money.â
That earned a louder round of agreement.
âWe fundraisinâ. We not out here sellinâ ass.â
Nia covered her mouth. âAnnie!â
âWhat?â âSellinâ ass, really?â âI said what I said.â
They all were still laughing when Annie checked the clock again. âOkay. Enough. Weâve officially spent too much time on this.â
âBut it would make money.â âI know.â âA lot of money.â âI know.â âPeople would come just because itâs us.â âThat right there is why nobody likes us.â âYou a damn lie. Everybody loves us.â âPretty girls.â
A few women answered automatically. âWear Twenty Pearls.â
âPeriod.â
The room broke into smiles. Annie shook her head. This was why meetings took forever. She looked down at the list they had built on the whiteboard. Bake sale. Ring toss. Face painting. Trivia wheel. Kissing booth. Not one option had unanimous support. And she could already feel another debate trying to start.
âOkay.â Nobody heard her. âOkay.â Still talking.
Annie picked up the wooden gavel their advisor had given her as a joke at the beginning of the semester and knocked it once against the desk. The crack snapped through the room. Every head turned.
She smiled sweetly. âThank you.â
Someone muttered, âShe been waiting all semester to use that.â
Annie ignored her. âWeâre voting.â
Groans and cheers came at the same time.
âNo more arguments. No more speeches. No more trying to convince people that funnel cake is somehow innovative.â
Nia sucked her teeth.
âLet it go.â âIâm tryinâ.â
Annie began reading the options one by one, hands going up around the room as votes were counted. Bake sale disappeared quickly. Face painting did better than expected. Trivia almost won. Then Annie reached the final option. She looked at the room. Several women were already grinning.
Annie sighed. âKissing booth.â
Hands shot into the air. Too many. Far too many. She counted once. Then again because she hoped she had somehow gotten it wrong. She hadnât.
A cheer broke out. Annie closed her eyes. âYâall get on my nerves.â
âWeâre gonna make money!â âWe better.â âWait till the Kappas hear.â âWhy the Kappas?â âYou know why.â âThey better bring cash.â âThey will.â
Annie wrote the final tally beside the option and circled it. âFine. Kissing booth wins.â
The cheering got louder.
She pointed the pen at them again. âWith rules.â
âYes, Madam President.â âWith a schedule.â âYes, Madam President.â âAnd if anybody act stupid, I am shutting the whole thing down.â âYes, Madam President.â
Annie stared at them until the smiles widened. She already knew she was going to regret this. Not because of the booth. Not even because half the campus was going to enjoy this far more than necessary. No. The problem was that in approximately two hours she was going to have to tell Smoke. And while Annie loved her boyfriend deeply, completely, and with a level of patience that had been tested by everything from his habit of answering serious questions with one word to his conviction that folded laundry could remain in a basket indefinitely as long as it was technically clean, she knew one thing with absolute certainty.
Elijah âSmokeâ Moore was going to say he was fine. He was going to mean it too.
At first.
He was at the kitchen table when she told him. Smokeâs apartment always felt quieter when Stack wasnât home. Not actually quietâthe old refrigerator hummed, somebody upstairs dropped something heavy every fifteen minutes, and music from a passing car occasionally rattled the windowsâbut quieter in the way any room became quieter when Elias Moore wasnât occupying it.
Annie sat cross-legged in one of the dining chairs with her laptop open in front of her, though she had stopped pretending to work almost ten minutes ago. Smoke was across from her. Economics textbook open. Notebook beside it. Black T-shirt. Gray sweats. One hand resting against his jaw while he read something on the page with the same concentration he brought to everything, as though the textbook had personally challenged him.
She had been waiting for a natural opening. None came. Smoke could sit in silence for an unreasonable amount of time and consider that companionship. She loved that about him. Usually. Tonight it was inconvenient. She tapped one fingernail against the edge of her laptop. He didnât look up. She did it again. Still nothing.
âSmoke.â âWhatâs up.â âWe picked our carnival booth.â
His eyes stayed on the page. âWhat yâall doinâ?â
There it was. An opening. Annie drew a breath. âKissing booth.â
His pen stopped. Just once. Barely noticeable. Then continued.
Annie watched him write something in the margin and waited.
Nothing.
âElijah.â âWhat?â âYou heard me?â âYeah.â âAnd?â
He finally looked up. âAnd what?â
Annie stared at him. His expression was completely neutral.
Too neutral.
âWeâre doinâ a kissing booth.â âI heard you.â âAnd you okay with that?â
One eyebrow lifted. âWhy wouldnât I be?â
Annie leaned back. She had prepared for at least a look. A question. A pause longer than half a second. Something. Instead, Smoke lowered his eyes to the textbook again.
She narrowed hers. âYou actinâ weird.â
âIâm readinâ.â âNo, before that.â âI was readinâ then too.â âSmoke.â
His mouth moved faintly at one corner. That almost-smile irritated her more than an argument would have.
âYou think this is funny?â âA little.â âWhy?â ââCause you waitinâ on me to be mad.â âIâm not waitinâ on you to be mad.â
He looked at her. Annie held his gaze for three seconds. âOkay. Maybe a little.â
âMhm.â
She closed the laptop halfway. âWell, I just wanted to tell you before the carnival. Because I didnât want you showinâ up Saturday and seeinâ it and thinkinâ I hid it from you.â
âYou ainât hide it.â âNope.â âSo we good.â âWe good?â âYeah.â
Annie studied him. He looked genuinely unbothered. That should have relieved her. Instead, it made her suspicious. âYou want to know how it works?â
He shrugged. âIf you wanna tell me.â
She ignored the casualness. âFive dollars is a lipstick kiss on a paper heart.â
Nothing.
âTen is a kiss on the hand.â
Still nothing.
âTwenty is a kiss on the cheek.â
His eyes lifted. âTwenty?â
Annie smiled. âSee!â
He frowned. âWhat?â âYou do care.â âI asked how much.â ââCause you care.â âI asked âcause twenty dollars for a kiss on the cheek is fuckinâ crazy.â âItâs for charity.â âStill crazy.â âApparently your brothers think women are going to pay money to throw baseballs at yâall, so maybe donât judge.â âThat ainât my booth.â âItâs literally the Alpha booth.â âI ainât plan it.â âYou participatinâ.â
Smoke looked back down. âMaybe.â
Annie sat straighter. âMaybe?â
He had been deliberately vague about that all week.
âElijah.â âWhat?â âAre you gettinâ in the dunk tank?â âDonât know.â âWho knows?â âChapter.â âYou are chapter.â
He shrugged.
Annie stared. âYou get on my nerves.â
âMhm.â
She pushed her laptop aside and got out of the chair. Smoke glanced up as she walked around the table. She stopped beside him and leaned one hip against the edge.
âSo let me understand this.â
He looked at her.
âYouâre completely fine with me kissinâ other men.â
His expression changed. Not much. But enough to where Annie caught it instantly..
Smoke leaned back in the chair. âOn the cheek.â
âRight.â âThatâs what you said.â âYes.â âSo.â âSo you fine.â âYeah.â
Annie nodded slowly. Then smiled. âWow.â
His eyes narrowed. âWhat?â
âNothinâ. Iâm impressed.â âBy what?â âHow mature you are.â
He stared at her. âDonât do that.â âDo what?â âWhatever that is.â
Annie laughed. âIâm serious.â
âNo, you ainât.â âI am. You are secure. Confident. Emotionally evolved.â âBro.â âMy man has grown up.â
He caught her wrist when she tried to step away. She laughed again as he pulled her between his knees.
âYou play too much, bruh.â âIâm proud of you.â âYou gonâ be proud somewhere else in a minute.â âNo, I like it right here.â
His hands found her hips. Annie rested hers on his shoulders. She liked him like this. Relaxed. At home. No fraternity obligations. No classes. No work-study shift. No Stack barging into conversations with commentary nobody requested. Just Elijah. She bent and kissed his forehead. His hands tightened lightly against her sides.
âYou really okay?â she asked, quieter now.
His eyes lifted to hers. âYes, woman.â
She searched his face. âYou would tell me if you werenât?â
âYeah.â
That answer came too easily. Annie gave him a look. âElijah.â
He sighed. âI would.â
âOkay.â
She accepted itâ Mostly. Then she smiled again. âBesides, itâs not like they kissinâ me.â
His brows drew together. âWhat?â
Annie slid her fingers along the back of his neck. âIâm kissinâ them.â
He went still. She felt it immediately. Not enough that anyone else would have noticed. But Annie knew him. She knew the smallest pauses. The barely there changes in his breathing. The way his eyes became more focused when something had landed differently than expected.
She bit the inside of her cheek. âElijah?â
He stared at her. âThatâs different.â
Annie burst out laughing. âHow?â
âI thought they was kissinâ your cheek.â âNo.â âSo you leaninâ over kissinâ niggas?â âTheyâre cheeks.â âStill.â âOh my God.â âYou made it sound different." âI told you it was a kissing booth!â âYeah, butââ âBut what?â
He stopped. Annie waited. His mouth pressed into a line.
She laughed harder. âSmoke.â âAinât shit funny.â âItâs a little funny.â
His hands slid away from her hips. âGo finish your work.â
âNo.â âAnnie.â
She wrapped her arms around his neck. âYou said you were emotionally evolved.â
âI ainât say that. You said that.â âAnd now?â âNow you annoyinâ me.â
She kissed his cheek. Once. Soft. Quick. Exactly the kind of kiss they were talking about.
Smoke looked at her.
Annie smiled innocently. âThat one was free.â
His eyes narrowed.
She kissed the other cheek. âAnother freebie.â
âKeep playinâ.â âTwenty dollars each on Saturday.â
He reached for her. Annie squealed and slipped away before he could catch her, circling the table while he looked at her like he was deciding whether standing up was worth it.
She grabbed her laptop. âStudy, baby.â
âYeah.â âI love you.â âMhm.â âYou love me too?â
He looked down at his book again. âSometimes.â
Annie smiled all the way back to the couch. For the rest of the night, Smoke didnât mention the kissing booth again. Not once. He finished reading. Closed his textbook. Helped her with a statistics problem she had been pretending not to struggle with. Ordered food. Argued with Stack over the phone about who had eaten the last of something in the refrigerator. And made love.
He walked Annie to her car close to midnight and stood beside the driverâs door while she dug through her purse for her keys. Everything was normal. When Annie rose onto her toes and kissed him goodnight, Smoke caught her at the waist and pulled her closer. The kiss lasted longer than she expected. Not enough to make her late getting home. Enough to make her smile against his mouth.
When they separated, she looked up at him. âWhat was that for?â
He opened her car door. âNothinâ.â
She laughed. âGoodnight, Smoke.â
âText me when you get home.â âI always do.â
He waited until she pulled out of the lot before heading back upstairs. The apartment was empty when he walked in. Stack still wasnât home. Smoke locked the door behind himself, went into his room, changed, turned off the light, and got into bed. For several minutes, he stared at the ceiling. There was nothing wrong with a kissing booth. It was a fundraiser. For charity. Annie had explained the rules. Nobody was touching her. Nobody was kissing her.
She was kissingâ His eyes opened. He rolled onto his side. Closed them again. Random ass niggas sittinâ in front of her face. Smiling. Waiting. Annie leaning down. Those full pillow soft lips touching their facesâ Smoke opened his eyes again. His mouth flattened.
Saturday suddenly felt very far away. And for the first time since Annie had told him about the carnival, a thought arrived with perfect, irritating clarity.
Fuck nah.
By 11:30 Saturday morning, Annie had already changed her mind about the kissing booth twice. The first time was while taping a strand of paper hearts across the front of the table and realizing that every single one had been cut slightly crooked. The second was when Kiki showed up carrying a plastic storage bin filled with lipsticks, glosses, disposable applicators, blotting sheets, hand sanitizer, mints, baby wipes, and what appeared to be enough pink tissue paper to wrap a small car.
Annie stared into the bin. âWhy do we have this much stuff?â
Kiki set it on the folding table with a satisfied thump. âBecause we are professionals.â
âAt what?â âFundraising.â âThis looks like a backstage dressing room.â âExactly.â
Annie shook her head and reached for the laminated price sign propped against one of the chairs. They had spent most of Thursday night making it. Actually, they had spent most of Thursday night arguing about fonts. Annie had wanted something simple. Nia had insisted simple was boring. Jasmine had somehow introduced rhinestones into the discussion. By the time they were done, the sign had a pink border, green lettering, lipstick marks in every corner, and enough glitter sealed beneath the laminate to catch sunlight from halfway across the quad.
At the top, in bold cursive letters, it read:
KISSES FOR A CAUSE
Underneath: $5 â Lipstick Kiss on a Paper Heart $10 â Kiss on the Hand $20 â Kiss on the Cheek
And beneath that, in smaller but extremely deliberate print: NO TOUCHING. NO TURNING YOUR HEAD. NO EXCEPTIONS.
Annie had added the last line herself. Jasmine had added a tiny heart beside it. Annie had removed the heart. Jasmine had put it back. Some battles were not worth fighting.
The carnival stretched across nearly the entire center of campus. White tents lined the walkways between the student union and the library. Bright banners snapped softly in the warm breeze, and music rolled from speakers near the main stage, mixing with bursts of laughter, fraternity chants, children shrieking from somewhere near the inflatable obstacle course, and the occasional amplified announcement from Student Activities reminding everybody that parking behind the science building was not, in fact, carnival parking. The air smelled like sugar, grease, sunscreen, and grass already warming beneath the noon sun.
Annie loved it. She always did. Spring carnival had been one of her favorite campus traditions since freshman year, partly because everybody seemed to emerge from whatever cave midterms had shoved them into and remember that college could actually be fun.
Professors brought their families. Students wore organization shirts and Greek letters. People wandered from booth to booth carrying lemonade, fried Oreos, funnel cake, snow cones, and paper plates stacked with things no one should reasonably eat before dinner.
The Divine Nine had taken over the east side of the quad. The Omegas were already yelling about something near their step challenge. The Deltas had a line for their sweet shop before they had even officially opened. The Kappas had taken up an obnoxious amount of space near the basketball court for Beat a Nupe, complete with a handmade scoreboard and a microphone that Annie already regretted them having access to.
She had heard Stack over it twice. The carnival hadnât even started. The Alphas were directly across the quad from them. Which Annie had tried not to think too much about. Tried being the important word.
âGirl.â
Annie looked up. Nia was standing beside her with both hands on her hips.
âWhat?â âYou have been starinâ over there for like thirty seconds.â âI have not.â âYou have.â âI was checkinâ setup.â âWhose setup?â
Annie gave her a look.
Nia smiled. âExactly.â
Annie turned back to the table. âIâm literally the president. Iâm supposed to know whatâs going on.â
âWith the Alphas?â âWith everybody.â âMhm.â
Annie ignored her.
Across the quad, several Alpha brothers were dragging a long folding table into place beside the dunk tank. Their setup was simpler than theirs. Black-and-gold banner. Ticket bucket. Hand-painted sign.
DUNK AN ALPHA. Five dollars for three throws. Ten dollars for seven.
Annie could already hear women laughing around the booth. Of course. She leaned farther to the side. Smoke wasnât in the tank. Good. Not that she cared. She was simply observing. As president. For organizational purposes.
âStill looking.â âGo put the paper hearts out.â
Nia laughed and did as she was told. Annie busied herself arranging the table. She had decided on a pale pink AKA T-shirt tucked into high-waisted denim shorts, white sneakers, gold hoops, and her hair pulled away from her face in a high curly ponytail. Most of the chapter had coordinated around some version of pink, green, denim, and white, which made the booth look even more put together than Annie had expected.
They had six sisters assigned to the first shift. Three would handle the actual kisses. One would take money. One would manage the paper hearts. One would stand nearby pretending not to be crowd control. Annie had assigned herself wherever she was needed. Because she was president. And because she did not trust half of them to remember to replenish sanitizer.
âMadam President!â
Annie turned. Jasmine was coming toward them carrying a large pink poster board over her head. âWhat is that?â
âOur goal.â
She lowered it: $2,500.
Annie stared. âTwo thousand five hundred dollars?â
âYes.â âWe said fifteen hundred.â âThat was before we saw how fine as fuck we look today.â
Annie closed her eyes. âJaz.â
âWhat?â âYou canât create a fundraisinâ goal based on attractiveness.â âWhy not?â ââCause thatâs not a metric.â âIt is today.â
Kiki leaned around Annie. âTwenty-five hundred is doable.â
âWith what math?â âTwenty dollars a cheek.â âThatâs not math.â âGirl math.â
Annie laughed despite herself. âYâall exhaust me.â âLeadership is sacrifice.â âApparently.â
A voice came through the Kappa microphone across the lawn.
âGOOD MORNING, GOOD PEOPLEââ
Annie groaned.
Stack.
His voice carried across half the quad. âBeat a Nupe is officially open for business! Think you can shoot? Think you can play dominoes? Think you can embarrass one of these handsome men in public?â
Several women screamed.
Stack paused. âSee? They get it.â
Annie shook her head.
Nia cupped her hands around her mouth. âBOOOOO!â
Stack heard her. Somehow. His head turned. He spotted the AKA booth and lifted the microphone. âHold on now. Was that hostility cominâ from the Pretty Girls from Alpha Kappa Alpha Sorority? Canât be.â
The booth erupted in boos.
Annie put both hands over her face. âNo.â
âOh, I know yâall not booinâ us when yâall out here selling pusâkisses!â
The girls around Annie screamed louder.
âSTACK!â
He grinned from across the quad. âRespectfully.â
âGive me that microphone!â
Someone near him tried. Stack dodged. Annie was laughing harder now. This was exactly how the day was going to go. Loud. Messy. Fun. Probably exhausting. Then a shadow crossed the table.
âYâall open yet?â
Annie looked up. A freshman boy stood there. She recognized him vaguely from one of the biology labs. He looked nervous. Too nervous. The carnival technically did not start for another seven minutes.
Annie glanced at the time. âNot yet.â
âOh.â
His face fell.
One of the girls beside her whispered, âDamn.â
Annie elbowed her.
The boy looked at the sign again. Then at Annie. Then at the sign. âCan I come back?â
Kiki answered before Annie could. âAbsolutely.â
He nodded too quickly and disappeared into the crowd. Annie watched him go. Then slowly turned toward her sisters.
âNo.â âWhat?â âNo.â
Kiki was already laughing. âThat boy was sweet.â
âThat boy looked like he was about to pass out.â âHe probably was.â âThis is goinâ to be a disaster.â âItâs goinâ to be profitable.â
Annie opened her mouth.
A hand touched the small of her back. She knew who it was before she turned. Smoke stood beside her. And just like that, every thought she had been having disappeared. He wore a black Alpha T-shirt with gold lettering across the chest, dark jeans, sneakers, and sunglasses on his head. Nothing special. Nothing he hadnât worn a hundred times.
Still.
Annie hated men sometimes. Specifically this one. He looked good as hell without even trying, which felt disrespectful considering how much time she had spent deciding between two pairs of shorts that morning.
His hand stayed at her waist. âYou good?â
Annie smiled. âHi.â
âHey.â
She leaned into him automatically. He bent and kissed her. Quick. Easy. Right on the mouth.
Nia made a dramatic choking sound behind them.
Annie pulled away and turned. âDo you need somethinâ?â
âNope.â âThen find somethinâ to do.â
Nia saluted. âYes, Madam President.â
Smokeâs mouth twitched.
Annie looked back at him. âYouâve been here long?â
âTwenty minutes.â âAnd you didnât come say hi?â âWas settinâ up.â âMhm.â
His eyes moved over the booth. The decorations. The hearts. The sign. Then stopped.
Annie waited. His gaze stayed on the price list longer than necessary. She folded her arms. âYouâve seen this before.â
âNah.â âYes, you have. I told you everythinâ on it.â âTelling me ainât seeinâ it.â
He read the sign again. Then the rules. His expression relaxed by maybe half a degree.
Annie noticed. âYou approve?â
He looked at her. âOf what?â
âThe rules.â âI ainât say nothinâ.â âYou donât have to.â
Smoke glanced toward the crowd moving through the carnival. Then back at the booth. âHow long you workinâ?â
âFirst shift. Then Iâm floatinâ.â âHow long is first shift?â âAn hour and a half.â
His brows lifted.
âWhat?â âNothinâ.â âWhyâd you make that face?â âWhat face?â âThat one.â âI ainât make a face.â
Annie smiled. There was something deeply satisfying about knowing a person well enough to catch lies nobody else would even recognize as lies.
âYou look cute when you pretend not to care.â
His hand dropped from her waist. âHere you go.â
She laughed and caught his wrist before he could step away. âWhere are you goinâ?â
âBack to my booth.â âAre you gettinâ dunked?â âNo.â
The answer came too fast. Annieâs smile widened. âElijah.â
âNo.â âWhy not?â âDonât feel like it.â âYou told me maybe.â âChanged my mind.â
She looked over his shoulder. Several of his fraternity brothers were standing near the tank. One of them caught Annieâs eye. Smiled. Then pointed directly at Elijah. After that, he pointed at the dunk tank.
Annie looked back at her boyfriend. âOh.â
Smokeâs eyes narrowed. âWhat?â
âYouâre scheduled.â âNo, I ainât.â âYes, you are.â âNo.â
Behind him, one of the Alphas called out, âSmoke! One oâclock!â
Smoke closed his eyes.
Annie burst out laughing. âONE OâCLOCK!â
âI heard you.â âYou said you werenât doinâ it.â âIâm not.â
His brother yelled again. âPresident said everybody takinâ a turn!â
Smoke slowly turned his head. âMufucka, shut up.â
Annie laughed harder. âOh, this is wonderful.â
âAinât shit funny.â âIt is.â
His gaze dropped to her. âYou got jokes now.â âI always have jokes.â âMhm.â
She reached up and straightened the front of his shirt. âSo one oâclock?â
âNo.â âOne.â âNo.â
She smiled sweetly. âIâll come watch.â
âThat supposed to help?â âAbsolutely not.â
Before he could answer, somebody called Annieâs name from behind the booth. She turned.
Jasmine was holding up the cash box. âWe need you!â
Annie sighed. âDuty calls.â
Smoke looked past her toward the growing crowd. Then back down at her. âText me if you need somethinâ.â
âI will.â
He started to step away. Annie caught the front of his shirt. He looked down. She kissed him again. Longer this time. Not inappropriate. Just enough to make one of her sisters whistle behind them. Smokeâs hand came back to her waist.
When Annie pulled away, she smiled. âThat should hold you.â
His eyes stayed on her mouth for a second. âFrom what?â
âBeing emotionally unevolved.â
He stared.
She grinned. âBye, baby.â
Smoke shook his head and walked away. Annie watched him cross the quad. His shoulders loose. Hands in his pockets. Completely calm. Totally fine. At least from the back. She smiled to herself and returned to the booth.
The carnival officially opened three minutes later. For the first ten minutes, things went smoothly. A few women bought paper kisses. Two little girls came by with their mother and paid five dollars each to get pink lipstick hearts for their scrapbooks. A professor donated twenty dollars and refused a kiss altogether.
Then a group of Kappas showed up. Of course they did. They came in a pack. Stack at the front. Sunglasses on. Kappa shirt. Confidence entirely undeserved.
Annie saw them coming and immediately pointed across the quad. âNo.â
Stack looked offended. âWe ainât even done nothinâ.â
âYou about to.â âThatâs profiling.â âThatâs experience.â
He stopped in front of the sign and read it. Then nodded slowly. âTwenty dollars.â
Annie stared at him. âFor what?â
âCheek.â âNo.â
His mouth fell open. âYou canât deny a donor.â
âI can.â âYour sign does not say that.â âIt does now.â
Stack looked around. âWitnesses?â
Every sorority sister nearby was trying not to laugh.
He pressed a hand to his chest. âI came here to support my sisters.â
âYou got the Deltas, Zetas, and the Sigmas over there, go support them.â âThis is crazy.â âYou have your own booth.â âMy own booth donât offer kisses.â âSounds like a personal problem.â
Stack leaned closer. âWhat if I request somebody else?â
Annie waved toward Kiki. âPlease do.â
Kiki recoiled. âWhy me?â
âYou wanted this booth. AndâŚâ Annie began in a teasing manner, âyou should be very familiar with those cheeks.â
Kiki gasped.
Stack smiled wide. âI got twenty.â
Kiki narrowed her eyes. âYou get cheek only.â âThatâs what I paid for.â âHands to yourself.â âIâm a gentleman.â
Every woman at the table laughed. Kiki kissed his cheek. Quick.
Stack touched the spot. âWorth every penny.â
Annie rolled her eyes.Then noticed Smoke across the quad. Watching. He stood near the Alpha booth talking to one of his fraternity brothers, body angled toward them, sunglasses on. But his head was turned. Just enough. Annie looked at him. He looked away. Her mouth twitched.
Interesting.
A few more customers came through. Mostly for paper hearts. A handful of hand kisses. Then the first man paid twenty dollars for Annie. She didnât think anything of it. At least not at first. He was tall, probably a junior. She recognized him from around campus but couldnât place his name.
He smiled. âYou Annie?â
She blinked. âYes.â
âTwenty.â He held out the bill.
Jasmine took it before Annie could.
âCheek kiss?â âYeah.â
Annie smiled politely. âAll right.â
The guy leaned slightly toward her. Annie stepped closer, he turned his face, and she pressed a brief kiss to his cheek. Barely a second.
She stepped back. âThank you for donating.â
He grinned. âAnytime.â
Annie laughed politely. He walked away. She reached for sanitizer. And then she felt it. A stare. Not from the customer. From across the quad. She looked up. Smoke was no longer pretending to be engaged in conversation. He was looking directly at her. Sunglasses pushed up again. Expression unreadable.
Annie froze for half a second. Then smiled. He didnât smile back.
Oh. Oh, no.
Jasmine leaned beside her. âWhy Smoke lookinâ over here like somebody stole somethinâ?â
Annie bit the inside of her cheek. âHeâs fine.â
âIs he?â âYes.â
Across the quad, Smoke was still staring. Jasmine followed Annieâs gaze. Then slowly looked back at her. âAnnie.â
âHe said he was fine.â âGirl.â âHe did.â
Jasmineâs eyes widened with delight. âOh, this is about to be good.â
Annie tried not to laugh, because she loved Smoke. She did. And she would never intentionally make him uncomfortable. But there was something deeply, deeply funny about the fact that three nights ago he had sat across from her at his kitchen table acting like she was ridiculous for even asking whether this would bother him. Now one man had gotten a kiss on the cheek. ONE. And Smoke looked like he had just discovered an entirely new category of bullshit.
Annie picked up the hand sanitizer. âDonât start.â
âI ainât said nothinâ.â âYou thinkinâ loudly.â
Jasmine laughed. Another customer stepped forward. Twenty-dollar bill already in hand. Annie looked at him. Then, despite herself, looked across the quad. Smoke was still there. Watching. Her lips twitched.
Oh, this was absolutely going to be a problem.
The second customer was worse. Not because he did anything wrong. That was the irritating part. He walked up, paid his twenty dollars, read the sign, kept his hands to himself, and even asked Annie if she was comfortable before leaning in. Perfectly respectful. Smoke disliked him immediately.
He stood across the quad beside the Alpha booth with his arms folded, pretending to listen while one of his fraternity brothers argued about whether the dunk tank tickets should be sold in bundles. He had no idea what the answer was. Didnât care. His attention was somewhere else. Again. Annie leaned in. Quick kiss. Cheek. Done. The guy smiled. Too much. Smokeâs eyes narrowed.
âSmoke.â
Nothing.
âSmoke.â
Still nothing.
A hand snapped in front of his face. He looked over. Brandon stared at him. âYou hear anythinâ I just said?â
âYeah.â âWhat I say?â
Elijah looked at him.
Brandon laughed. âThatâs what I thought.â
Smoke ignored him and looked back toward the AKA booth. The guy was gone. Good. Another one was walking up. Bad. He exhaled through his nose. He had known what a kissing booth was. He understood the concept. He had sat right there at his kitchen table while Annie explained the whole thing to him in unnecessary detail.
Five dollarsâPaper. TenâHand. TwentyâCheek. Easy. Harmless. He had agreed. Because what kind of man got worked up over somebody getting a peck on the cheek at a charity fundraiser?
Apparently him. The third guy was wearing a basketball jersey. Smoke already hated that. Couldnât have said why. Just did. Jersey walked up smiling. Annie smiled back. Not flirting. Smoke knew the difference. He knew Annie. She was friendly. Warm. The kind of person who made strangers feel like they had known her longer than five minutes. It was one of the things he loved about her. Today, however, he was finding it deeply inconvenient. Jersey handed over twenty dollars. Annie leaned in. Smoke looked away. He lasted maybe two seconds, then looked back. She was already stepping away. FineâWhatever. He could do this.
âNigga.â
Smoke closed his eyes.
Stack.
He didnât bother turning around. âI know you heard me.â
âWhat, nigga.â
Stack came up beside him carrying a paper tray loaded with fries and enough ketchup to qualify as soup. He followed Smokeâs line of sight. Then looked at him. Then looked back across the quad.
His face slowly changed. âAh.â
Smoke said nothing.
Stack smiled. âNo.â
âDonât.â âI ainât even said nothinâ yet.â âThen keep it that way.â
Stack ate a fry. They stood there together. Another guy approached the kissing booth. Stack chewed. Watched. Looked at Smoke. Smokeâs mouth flattened.
Stack swallowed. âYou sick.â
âShut the fuck up.â âI knew it.â âKnew what?â âYou was gonna get over here and start actinâ crazy.â âIâm standinâ here.â âExactly.â
Smoke turned toward him. âWhat that mean?â âIt mean you ainât moved in twenty minutes.â âIâm helpinâ.â âWith what?â
Smoke looked around. The Alpha booth was fully staffed. Nobody needed him. Brandon had apparently solved the ticket crisis without his input. The dunk tank was already open. Two brothers were laughing beside it. One was wet. Everything was fine.
Stack nodded. âRight.â
Smoke looked away. âGo back to your booth.â
âIâm on break.â âYou need a shorter one.â
Stack laughed. Across the quad, another twenty-dollar customer stepped forward. Smoke watched Annie glance up. Not at the guy. At him. Their eyes met and then she smiled. Not the polite booth smile. A different one. Small. Knowing. Smoke stared. She knew. Annie knew his moods before he had finished deciding whether he had one.
The guy leaned toward her. Smokeâs attention went right back to him. Quick kiss. Done. Stack made a noise beside him.
Smoke didnât look. âWhat.â
âYou countinâ?â âNo.â âThat was four.â
Smoke turned slowly.
Stack grinned. âI wasnât countinâ before, but now I am.â
âIâm about to knock that plate out yoâ mufuckinâ hand.â âYou jealous.â âNo.â âSmoke.â âNo.â âYoâ whole forehead mad.â
Smoke rubbed a hand over his face. âI ainât jealous.â
Stack ate another fry. âBruh.â
âItâs weird.â âWhatâs weird?â âThat.â
Stack looked toward the booth. âCharity?â
âHer kissinâ random ass niggas.â âOn the cheek.â âI know where.â âThen whatchu mad for?â âI ainât mad.â
Stack looked at him for a long moment. Then started laughing. Hard. Smokeâs eyes narrowed. âWhatâs funny?â
âYou sound just like Annie said you was gonâ sound.â
His head turned. âWhat she say?â
Stack stopped laughing. Too late.
âWhat she say?â âNothinâ.â âYou just saidââ âIâm just fuckinâ wit you, bro.â
Smoke took one step toward him. Stack backed up. âSee, now you focused on the wrong thing.â
âWhat Annie say?â âShe ainât say nothinâ bad.â âWhat she say.â
Stack sighed. âSaid you was actinâ all cool about it.â
Smoke stared. âAnd?â
âAnd she knew you wasnât.â âI was.â âWas?â
Smoke said nothing.
Stack nodded slowly. âRight.â
Across the quad, the line got longer. Smoke noticed that too. It had been maybe eight people earlier. Now it was closer to fifteen. Mostly men. His entire expression changed.
Stack followed his gaze. âOh, shit.â
âWhat?â âThat line gettinâ serious.â âI can see.â âYour girl popular.â
Smoke looked at him.
Stack raised both hands. âCompliment.â
âYou enjoyinâ this shit too much.â âAbsolutely.â
Smoke looked back at the booth. Another guy stepped upâthis one sprayed cologne. Actually sprayed it. Right there, from a little travel bottle. Smokeâs head tilted.
Stack saw it at the same time. âAh, hell nah.â
Smoke pointed. âYou saw that shit?â
Stack started laughing again. âNigga just sprayed himself, bruh.â
âFor a cheek kiss.â âMaybe he wanted to smell nice.â âFor who?â
Stack lost it. Smoke stared at the guy. Cologne Man ran a hand over his shirt. Smoothed his beard, then approached the table like he was going on a date.
Smokeâs mouth opened slightly. âMane, what the fuck.â
Stack bent forward, laughing into his fries. âYou cannot be serious.â
âHe fresheninâ up.â âSo?â âSo why?â âMaybe Annie got standards.â
Smoke looked at him.
Stack immediately straightened. âBad joke, my bad bruh.â
Annie spotted Cologne Man, then she spotted Smoke. Then, to his complete annoyance, her shoulders started shaking. She was laughing. At him.
Smoke pressed his tongue against the inside of his cheek. âYeah.â
Stack followed his gaze. âOh, she got you.â
âGo away.â âShe know you mad.â âIâm not mad.â âJealous.â âNo.â âPossessive?â
Smoke looked at him.
Stack thought about it. âConcerned citizen?â
âElias.â âAight.â
Cologne Man paid. Annie took the kiss. Quick. Polite. He walked away smiling. Smoke watched him go.
Stack did too. Then Stack looked back at Elijah. âThat one hurt.â
âI hate you, bruh.â âI love you too, bro.â
Smoke unfolded his arms. He could leave. That was the smart thing. Go work his own booth. Walk around. Get food. Do literally anything besides stand across the quad watching men hand over twenty dollars for access to his girlfriendâs lips. He took one step. Then another customer approached. Smoke stopped.
Stack looked at him. âBro.â
âWhat.â âYou ainât goinâ nowhere.â âShut up, nigga.â
He stayed watching for another ten minutes. By then, Stack had started keeping an actual tally on a napkin. Smoke noticed on number seven.
âWhat is that?â âData.â âGive me that.â
Stack pulled it away. âScientific observation.â
âYou got seven marks on there.â âEight now.â
Smoke looked across the quad. Sure enough, another cheek kiss. He exhaled.
Stack made the eighth mark. âCurrent estimate, your girl has raised one-sixty on cheeks alone.â
âI know math.â âClearly not, because you standinâ here watchinâ instead of investinâ.â
Smoke looked at him. âWhat?â
Stack shrugged. âYou got money.â
Smoke stared. Then looked toward the booth. Then back. âNah.â
Stack smiled. âDidnât say nothinâ.â
âYou said invest.â âCharity.â âIâm not payinâ my own girlfriend to kiss me.â âWhy not?â ââCause sheâs my girlfriend.â âExactly. Discount.â
Smoke shook his head. âThatâs stupid.â
âLess stupid than standinâ here mean mugginâ her and them niggas.â âIâm not mean mugginâ.â âRiiiight.â
Stack ate another fry. Smoke ignored him for about three minutes. Then another man walked up. Twenty. Cheek. Smile. Smokeâs hand went into his pocket.
Stack froze. Slowly. Very slowly. A grin spread across his face.
Smoke looked at him. âDonât.â
âI ainât sayinâ shit.â âYou look like you about to.â âNope.â
Smoke pulled out his wallet. Stack turned away. His shoulders were shaking. âElias.â
âIâm mindinâ my business.â âYou laughinâ.â âQuietly.â
Smoke took out a twenty.
Stack made a strangled sound. âMan.â
Smoke pointed at him. âOne word.â
Stack bit his lips together. Smoke started across the quad. The closer he got, the more ridiculous the idea felt. He could just walk up to Annie, kiss her and leave. No money required, but that wasnât the point. Actually, he wasnât sure what the point was. He only knew that he was tired of watching everybody else step up to that table. And it was for charity. That part mattered. Probably. The line stretched farther than he had realized. Smoke stopped at the back.
A guy in front of him glanced over his shoulder. Then did a double take. Smoke ignored him. The guy looked at the booth. Then at Smoke. Then back again. âYou in line?â
Smoke looked at him. âWhat it look like?â
The guy nodded. âAight.â
He faced forward. Two seconds passed, then he turned again. âAinât that yoâ girl?â
Smoke stared. âYeah.â
The guy frowned. âSo why youââ
âItâs for charity.â
âOh.â He turned around.
Smoke could practically feel Stack laughing from across the lawn. The line moved. Slowly. Too slowly. By the time Smoke reached the front, Annie had already seen him. Of course she had. Her eyes found him somewhere around fourth place. They widened. Then narrowed. Then lit with so much amusement that Smoke immediately regretted coming over. Not enough to leave. But enough.
Jasmine saw him next. Her mouth dropped open. âNo.â
Annie looked at her. âDonât.â
âIs heââ âJaz.â âHe is!â
Every woman at the table started looking. Smoke kept his expression neutral. The guy ahead of him paid for a paper heart. Five dollars. Smart man. He moved aside. Smoke stepped forward.
Annie folded her arms. âHi.â
âHey.â
Her eyes dropped to the twenty in his hand. Then back up. âWhat are you doing?â
âDonatinâ.â
Behind her, somebody choked on a laugh. Annieâs lips twitched. âYou know you can just donate without getting anything.â
âI know.â âOkay.â
Smoke put the twenty on the table. âCheek.â
That did it. The entire booth erupted. Annie closed her eyes. âYâall are so embarrassinâ.â
Jasmine grabbed the money. âNo refunds!â
Smoke looked at her. âAinât ask for one.â
Annie stared at him. He stared back. She tried to keep a straight face. Failed.
âYou really are somethinâ.â âItâs twenty dollars.â âTo kiss me.â âFor charity.â âI kiss you for free.â âI know.â âEvery day.â âI know.â âOn the mouth.â
His eyes dropped briefly to her lips. Then he licked his own. âI know.â
Annieâs stomach flipped. Then she stepped closer. Smoke leaned down slightly. She pressed a quick kiss to his cheek. Exactly like all the others. Except it didnât feel like all the others. Maybe because her hand brushed lightly against his wrist. Maybe because she smiled against his skin. Maybe because she murmured, âThank you for your donation, sir,â just loud enough for him to hear.
Smoke looked at her when she stepped back. Her eyes were sparkling. He shook his head. âFunny.â
âVery.â
He turned to leave.
Jasmine called after him. âCome again!â
Annie whipped around. âJasmine!â
âWhat? We need money!â
Smoke walked away. Stack was waiting halfway across the quad. Smiling. Smoke stopped in front of him. âSay it.â
Stack shook his head. âNo, I respect it.â
âSay what you wanna say.â âI respect a man who supports the cause.â
Smoke stared. Stack broke, bent over, and started laughing so hard he nearly dropped his fries. Smoke walked past him.
âOne-twenty left in your wallet!â Stack called.
Smoke stopped and turned. âWhat?â
Stack held up the napkin. âYou had seven twenties when we got here.â
âHow the fuck you know that?â âI pay attention.â âStop countinâ my money, mufucka.â âJust sayinâ.â
Smoke walked away. He lasted six minutes. The next guy paid twenty. He tried to ignore it. Couldnât. His hand went back into his pocket.
Stack looked up from his food. âNo.â
Smoke said nothing.
âNo fuckinâ way.â
Smoke pulled out another twenty.
Stack started laughing before he even moved. âYou just went!â
Smoke headed back across the quad.
âSmoke!â
He kept walking.
âYou was literally just there!â
Smoke got back in line. Same spot. Same expression. Different twenty. This time Annie saw him almost immediately. She stared. He stared back. Then she covered her mouth.
One of her sorority sisters leaned over. âWhat?â
Annie pointed subtly. Her sister looked, then doubled over laughing. Smoke waited. He could handle it. Probably. The guy ahead of him turned around. Same guy from before. He looked at Smoke. Then at the booth. Then at Elijah again.
âBro.â
Smoke already knew. âDonât.â
âYou justââ âI know.â âAinât thatââ âYeah.â
The man nodded slowly. Then smiled. âRespect.â
Smoke looked away. By the time he reached the front, Annie had tears in her eyes. Actual tears.
âElijah.â
He placed the twenty down. âCheek.â
She laughed. âYou were just here.â
âI got twenty more dollars.â âThat ainât how this works.â
Jasmine immediately leaned in. âThat is exactly how this works.â
âStay out of it.â âFundraisinâ goal.â
Annie looked back at him. âYou canât keep payinâ me.â
âWhy not?â âBecause.â âThat ainât a reason.â âYou my boyfriend.â âStill got money.â âThat makes it worse.â âHow?â Annie looked around at her sisters. No help. Every single one of them wanted his cash. Traitors. She turned back to him. âYou know what? Fine.â Smoke raised his brows. Annie stepped forward and kissed his cheek. Quick. Then she pointed away from the booth. âGo.â He looked at her. âGo where?â âAnywhere but here.â âThought this was open to everybody.â âNot to you.â The women behind her booed. Smokeâs mouth twitched. Annie caught it. âThere.â âWhat?â âYou think this is funny.â âNah.â âYes, you do.â He stepped back. âSee you in a minute.â Annieâs eyes widened. âNo.â Elijah walked away. âELIJAH!â He didnât turn. Across the quad, Stack was already marking something on the napkin. Annie put both hands over her face. Jasmine leaned against her shoulder. âI love your relationship.â âI hate all of you.â âForty dollars." âI know.â âFrom one man.â âI know.â âYour man.â âJasmine.â âTwo thousand four-sixty to go.â Annie lowered her hands. âWe already had money before him.â âStill.â Across the quad, Smoke was back beside Stack. Pretending nothing had happened. Annie watched him. Then watched Stack say something. Smoke shoved him lightly. Stack nearly fell over laughing. A fresh customer stepped forward. Annie turned back. Twenty-dollar bill âCheek?â she asked. âYeah.â She smiled. âOkay.â The kiss lasted less than a second. When Annie looked across the quad again, Elijahâs hand was already in his pocket. She pointed at him from fifty feet away. âNo!â He stopped. Stack looked between them. Annie shook her head hard. Smoke slowly pulled his empty hand back out. The whole booth started laughing. Even he smiled this time. Barely, but enough. Annie laughed too. Then the line moved again. And for the next twenty minutes, Smoke somehow managed to stay away. Mostly. Then the Alpha president clapped Smoke on the shoulder. âYour turn. Smoke looked over. âWhat?â âOne oâclock.â His face changed. Across the quad, Annie saw it. She checked the time. 12:58. Her smile spread. Oh. She had almost forgotten. The dunk tank. Jasmine followed her gaze. âWhat?â Annie slowly set the sanitizer down. âMy man has an appointment âWhere?â She pointed. The Alpha brothers were already steering Smoke toward the tank. He was protesting. Not loudly. Smoke did very little loudly. But his body language was clear. No. Absolutely not. One of his brothers grabbed the hem of his shirt. Smoke slapped his hand away. Annie laughed, then grabbed her purse. Nia looked at her. âWhere you going?â âTaking a break.â âFor what?â Annie pulled out a five-dollar bill. Across the quad, Smoke looked up. Their eyes met. He saw the money. Then saw her smile. His expression went completely flat.Annie nearly skipped across the grass, because jealous Smoke had been entertaining. But wet Elijah Moore sitting over a dunk tank while half the women on campus lined up to throw balls at him? That might be even better.
By the time Annie reached the Alpha booth, Smoke was sitting above the dunk tank looking like a man serving a sentence. His shoes were gone, so were his socks. And, apparently, his shirt.Annie slowed.
Oh. She hadnât known about that part. Smoke sat on the narrow platform in nothing but black athletic shorts that hit just above his knees, forearms braced against his thighs, broad shoulders bare beneath the afternoon sun. The Alpha shirt he had been wearing all morning was nowhere in sight, likely surrendered somewhere between his brothers steering him toward the tank and whichever one had finally convinced him that climbing into several feet of water fully dressed was stupid. Annie stopped several feet away. Well. This had been a terrible idea. Not putting Smoke in the dunk tank. That was an excellent idea. Coming over here to watch it? That was where she had made her mistake. Because the booth had a line. A long one. Annie looked at it. Then looked at Smoke. Then back at the line. Women. A few men from other frats who were clearly there for the pleasure of knocking an Alpha into a tank of water, but mostly women. Annieâs smile faded. Beside the tank, Brandon was taking money. âFive dollars, three throws! Ten dollars, seven! Step right up!â A girl Annie recognized from one of her sociology classes handed him ten. Annie folded her arms. The girl stepped toward the throwing line. Smoke sat above the tank staring straight ahead, looking profoundly uninterested in the fact that he was half naked in front of what appeared to be an increasingly enthusiastic section of the female student body. âSmoke!" He looked over. The girl smiled. Smoke gave her a polite nod. Annieâs eyes narrowed. Oh, now he knew how to acknowledge people. Interesting... The first throw missed. Badly. The girl laughed. âSo close!â It had not been close. The second missed too. By the fourth, Annie started wondering if the girl was intentionally throwing badly to stay there longer. That was ridiculous. Probably⌠Maybe. The fifth ball hit the edge of the target. Smoke looked bored. The sixth missed, but the seventhâBullseye. The seat dropped. Smoke disappeared. The splash sent water over the side of the tank. The entire line screamed. Annie laughed before she could stop herself. He surfaced. Water streamed down his face and shoulders as he pushed both hands over his head, wiping it from his eyes before swimming toward the platform. Annie stopped laughing. Oh, hell no. Apparently a dry, shirtless Elijah had been one problem. A soaking-wet, shirtless Elijah was another entirely. Water gleamed across his shoulders and ran in thin trails down his chest as he hauled himself back onto the platform. He wiped a hand over his face, completely obliviousâor pretending to beâto the sudden increase in noise from the women waiting in line. Annie heard somebody behind her say, âDamn.â Her lips pressed together. Yes. She was aware. Smoke looked toward the line. Then toward Annie. Their eyes met. He saw her face. His mouth twitched. Annie immediately frowned. Donât. His smile grew. Not much, but enough. She knew exactly what he was thinking. He had caught her. Annie lifted the five-dollar bill in her hand. His smile disappeared. Better. She got in line. A white girl ahead of her turned around. âOh my God, he is sooo hot.â Annie blinked. The girl smiled and continued. âI've been waiting all morning for his turn.â Have you? Annie smiled. âThat right?â âYes! Girl, look at him.â Annie looked. Unfortunately. Smoke dragged both hands over his wet face, then swept one across his chest, brushing away the water still trailing down his skin. Her lips parted. Well. That was unnecessary. He glanced toward her. Annie looked away. Miss Been-Waiting-All-Morning sighed. âI donât even care if I hit the target.â Annie looked back. âWhat?â âI mean, I want to hit it. But I just wanted to see him wet.â Annie stared. Miss Thirsty laughed. âYou know what I mean.â
âI do.â Unfortunately. âDo you think he has a girlfriend?â
Annieâs eyebrows rose. Oh. So we goinâ there? She looked Miss Do-He-Got-a-Girlfriend up and down, every polite answer disappearing from her mind as something considerably less charitable rose to take its place. âActuallyââ
âNext!â Brandon shouted.
Miss Wanna-See-Him-Wet brightened. âThatâs me!â She hurried toward the throwing line. Annie stood there with her mouth still slightly open. Oh, no. Bitch, come back here. Because now she had something to say.Â
Her gaze followed Miss Five-Dollars-and-a-Dream toward the tank before sliding to Elijah. He was already looking at her. Annie narrowed her eyes. His brows lifted. She stared.Â
Your little fan club, thatâs what. Something in her face must have translated because the corner of his mouth started to rise. Annie pointed at him. Donât. His smile grew anyway. Fine. Let him enjoy himself. Miss Front-of-the-Line had three throws comingâfirst throw missed. Annie watched her. Then looked at Smoke. He was still looking at her. She mouthed one word. Girlfriend? He frowned. Annie pointed to herself. His eyes narrowed like he had no idea what she was talking about. She shook her head. Men. Miss He-So-Hot threw again. Missed. Annie stood there with her arms folded. Miss I-Been-Waiting-Since-Breakfast tried one more. Missed again. Not even close. Annieâs mouth twitched. Miss All-That-Thirst-and-No-Aim laughed it off and stepped away from the throwing line. Annie watched her go. Mm-hmm. All that carrying on about seeing somebody elseâs man wet and couldnât hit a damn target to save her sunburnt life! Tragic. âNext!â Brandon looked up and noticed Annie. His entire face lit up. âOh, shit. Smoke followed his gaze. Annie smiled sweetly. Brandon laughed. âSmoke, you in trouble.â
Smoke looked at Annie.
She held up her five. âJust supportinâ my brothers.â
Brandon nearly dropped the cash box. Smoke stared. Annie stepped forward when it was her turn.
Brandon took her money. âThree throws.â âI only need one.â The people around them reacted immediately. âOHHHH!â Smoke leaned back on the seat. âYou talkinâ big.â Annie picked up the ball. âYou scared?â âNah.â âYou should be.â âThrow it then.â She smiled. He knew that smile. She could tell by the way his expression changed. Annie drew her arm back. Threw. The ball smacked the center of the target. Smoke dropped. Splash. The Alpha booth erupted. Annie threw both hands in the air. âYes!â Brandon doubled over. âFIRST THROW!â Smoke came up wiping water from his face. Annie walked closer to the tank. âFive dollars well spent.â He looked at her. âYou practiced.â âWhat?â âYou practiced.â âWhy you hatinâ?â He hauled himself back onto the platform, water streaming from his shoulders and down his chest. He pushed a hand over his face, then shook the excess from his head. Annie tried not to look. Failed. Her gaze dipped before she could stop it, following a bead of water as it slipped down the center of his chest and disappeared at the waistband of his shorts. When she looked up again, Smoke was watching her. His brows lifted. Annie immediately frowned. âWhat?â His mouth curved. âAinât say nothinâ.â
âYou were about to.â
âNah.â
âYes, you were.âHe leaned forward slightly. âYou good?â Her eyes narrowed. âFine.â âMhm.â That smug little sound irritated her more than an actual comment would have. She pointed the remaining two balls at him. âKeep playing with me and Iâll use both of these.â Smoke leaned back onto the seat, entirely too pleased with himself now. âThought you only needed one?â Annie stared at him. Oh, she hated him. Brandon called the next person forward before she could come up with a response that wouldnât embarrass both of them in public. Annie started to walk away. âSmoke!â He looked at her. She pointed at him. âPut a towel on.â The Alpha brothers lost their minds. Smoke laughed. Actually laughed. Head dropping for a second before he looked back at her. Annie walked away before he could say anything. She heard Brandon behind her. âNot a towel!" The Alpha brothers lost their minds. Smoke laughed. Actually laughed. Head dropping for a second before he looked back at her. Annie walked away before he could say anything. She heard Brandon behind her. âNot a towel!â Another voice joined in. âPresident Landry said cover up!â âShut up, nigga!â
She was still smiling when she reached her booth.
Jasmine saw her coming. âWell?â
Annie picked up the sanitizer. âWell what?â
âDid you dunk him?â âFirst throw.â
Her sisters cheered. Annie accepted the praise she deserved.
Then Nia leaned closer. âWhy you look mad then?â
âI donât.â âYou do.â Jasmine looked across the quad. âOh.â
Annie followed her gaze. Another woman was stepping up to throw. âStop.â
Jasmine started laughing. âLook at you.â
âI said stop.â âAll morninâ you been laughinâ at that man.â âAnd?â âAnd now you over here lookinâ like you wanna fight a line.â âI donât.â âOk.â
Annie reached for the cash box. âWhere are we?â
Jasmine was still smiling when she checked. âLittle over sixteen hundred.â
Annie blinked. âSeriously?â
âSeriously.â
That pulled her attention back immediately. They had been open less than two hours. âPaper hearts are doing way better than I thought.â
âTold you.â âAnd cheeks?â âBetter.â
Annie looked at the line. Still long. She sighed. âOkay. Letâs keep it moving.â For the next forty minutes, they did.âI do not.â
The carnival grew more crowded as the afternoon wore on. Music got louder. Lines stretched farther. The smell of funnel cake seemed to cover the entire campus. Annie rotated out twice to handle chapter business, helped one of her sisters deal with a customer who thought offering fifty dollars meant the rules no longer applied, refilled the paper hearts, found more change, answered three questions from Student Activities, and somehow acquired half a lemonade she could not remember buying.Â
By 2:30, her feet hurt. Her lipstick needed touching up. And they were closing in on two thousand dollars. Smoke hadnât returned. She told herself she hadnât been looking for him, but she had. Every now and then, she looked toward the Alpha booth. He was there. Dry now. Back in jeans, talking to his brothers and helping. Being normal. She shouldâve been relieved. Instead, a tiny part of her wondered if she had embarrassed him earlier. Maybe she had pushed the joke too far. She was considering texting him when a twenty-dollar bill appeared on the table. Annie looked down. Then up.
Elijah.
She stared. He stared back. âNo.â
His brows lifted. âI ainât said nothinâ.â âYou donât have to.â
Jasmine appeared beside Annie like she had been summoned by money. âWelcome back!â
Annie turned. âGo away.â
âI work here.â
Smoke placed the twenty flat on the table. âCheek.â
Annie crossed her arms. âYou already had two.â
âI know.â âThen why are you back?â âGot another twenty.â âYou done.â âHow?â âYouâve had two.â âSign donât say thereâs a limit.â
Annie looked at the sign. Damn it. Smoke followed her gaze. âExactly.â
She looked back at him. âYou ainât about to keep doinâ this.â
âDoinâ what?â âPayinâ twenty dollars every time somebody else gets a kiss.â His face became blank. Jasmine made a sound.
Annieâs eyes widened. âOh my God.â
âI ainât doinâ that.â âYes, you are.â âNo.â âYou are!â âAnnie.â âThatâs why you came back?â
He looked away. That was all the confirmation she needed.
Her mouth fell open. âElijah!â
âKeep your voice down, woman.â
She started laughing.
He frowned. âAinât funny.â
âIt is!â âHere you go.â âYou jealous.â âI ainât jealous.â
âYou have spentââ She looked at Jasmine. âHow much?â
âForty.â
âSixty,â Smoke corrected.
Annie turned slowly. âSixty dollars?â
He shrugged.
Jasmine looked delighted. âThank you for supporting our philanthropic efforts.â
Annie covered her face. âLijahhh.â
âWhat?â âYou have spent sixty dollars kissinâ your own girlfriend.â âFor charity.â âStop sayinâ that!â
He almost smiled. Almost. Then another guy stepped into line. Smoke noticed. Annie saw him notice.
She looked between them. âNo.â Smoke reached for his wallet. âNo!â Her sisters started screaming. He pulled out another twenty.
âELIJAH.â âWhat?â âYou ainât payinâ again.â âWhy?â âBecause this is crazy!â
Jasmine grabbed Annieâs arm. âLet that man support education!â
âWhose side are you on?â âThe scholarship fundâs!â
Smoke held out the twenty.
Annie refused to take it.
He looked at Jasmine.
Jasmine took it immediately. âThank you.â
âTraitor!â
Smoke stepped closer. âCheek.â
Annie stared at him. He waited. The guy behind him waited. Her sisters waited. Annie leaned forward and kissed his cheek. Quick. Then she turned his face and kissed the other. Quick.
Then she whispered near his ear, âYouâve lost yoâ damn mind.â
Smoke turned his head slightly. âNo touching.â
She jerked back. He smiled.
Annie gasped. âYouââ
âRules.â
He walked away. Her sisters collapsed.
Annie stood there staring after him. âDid he just use my own rule against me?â
âYes.â âI hate him.â âNo, you donât.â âNo, I donât.â
She reached for the sanitizer. Then stopped. Smoke hadnât gone far. He was standing beside Stack. Stack looked at him. Looked at the booth. Looked at the twenty Jasmine was putting into the cash box. Then pulled something from his pocket.
A napkin.
Annie narrowed her eyes. âWhat is he doinâ?â
Jasmine followed her gaze. âWho?â
âStack.â
Across the quad, Stack made a mark on the napkin.
Annieâs eyes widened. âHeâs keepinâ count.â
Jasmine laughed. âOf what?â
âElijah.â âNo.â âYes.â
Annie left the booth.
âWhere are you going?â âI need answers.â
She crossed the grass. Stack saw her coming and immediately hid the napkin behind his back.
Too late.
âGive it.â âHey, Annie.â âGive me the napkin.â âWhat napkin?â âThe one behind your back.â
Smoke looked between them. âDonât give her that.â
Annieâs head snapped toward him. âOh, now I definitely want it.â
Stack backed away. âSee, this between yâall.â
âElias.â âWhy yâall usinâ my government name today?â âNapkin.â
He sighed and handed it over. Annie looked down. There were marks. Far too many marks. And numbers. And dollar signs.
She looked at Smoke. âWhat is this?â
He looked at Stack.
Stack pointed at him. âDonât look at me like that. You knew I was documentinâ.â
âYou a whole weirdo, nigga.â âWeirdo? Mufucka you the one buyinâ subscriptions to your own girlfriend.â
Annie choked.
Stack continued. âEighty dollars.â
Annie looked down. Then at Smoke. âEighty?â
âApparently.â âYou spent eighty dollars?â
Smoke shrugged.
Stack leaned toward Annie. âHe got another hundred forty in his wallet.â
Smoke shoved him. âStop countinâ my money.â
Annie laughed so hard she had to bend forward. Smoke waited. Arms folded. Expression annoyed. She tried to stop. Couldnât.
âSmoke, baby.â
âDonât.â âEighty dollars?â âItâs goinâ to somethinâ good.â âYou somethinâ good!â
Stack made a sound that might have been a laugh or a cough.
Annie wiped beneath her eyes. âYou couldâve taken me to dinner.â
âI do.â âYou couldâve bought me flowers.â
âI have.â âYou couldâve kissed me for free.â âI did that this morning.â âThen why are you payinâ?â
Smoke stared at her. For a second, Annie thought he might actually answer. Then his eyes moved past her. Toward the booth. The line. Back to her. He said nothing. He didnât need to. Annieâs laughter softened. There. Under all the stubbornness. Under the denial. Her ridiculous, quiet boyfriend who had spent the entire morning trying to convince himself that he didnât care about something he very clearly cared about.
Annie stepped closer. âYou really hated it that much?â
Smokeâs gaze returned to hers. âDidnât say hate.â
âYouâve spent eighty dollars.â âThat donât mean I hated it.â âIt kind of does.â
Stack nodded. âIt really does.â
Smoke looked at him. âGo away.â
âGladly.â
Stack took two steps. Then stopped. âWait.â
Neither of them liked his tone. Stack looked toward the booth. Then at Elijah. A slow smile spread across his face. âHow much yâall tryna raise?â
Annie froze. âNo.â
Smoke looked at her. âHow much?â
âNo.â âAnnie.â âNo!â
Stack started laughing. âHow much?â
She pointed at him. âYou shut up.â
Smoke looked toward the pink poster board beside the booth. He could probably see the number from where they stood.
His eyes narrowed. âTwenty-five hundred?â
âNo.â âYou almost there?â âThatâs none of your business.â âYou got how much?â âSmoke.â
Stack leaned in. âLittle over two thousand last I heard.â
Annie whipped around. âHow do you know?â
âI got sources.â âYou ainât a source. You a disease.â
Smoke reached for his wallet.
Annie slapped her hand over it. âNo.â
He looked down at her hand. Then at her. âWhat?â
âYou ainât buyinâ out the kissing booth.â âI ainât buyinâ it out.â âWhat are you doinâ, then?â âDonatinâ.â âEnough to close it?â
He paused. Stack made a strangled noise behind them. Annieâs mouth fell open. âSmoke!â
âWhat?â âNo!â âWhy?â ââCause you canât solve jealousy by fundinâ it!â âI told you I ainât jealous.â âThen why are you tryinâ to shut down my booth?â âI ainât shuttinâ it down.â âWith money!â âStill counts towards the goal.â âThatâs not the point!â âSeems like the point.â
Stack was openly crying with laughter now.
From the AKA booth, Jasmine yelled across the quad, âSTOP BLOCKIN' BLESSINGS, ANNIE!â
Every head turned. Annie closed her eyes. âNo.â
Another sister joined in. âWE ACCEPT CASH!â
âSTOP HELPING!ââVENMO TOO!â
Smokeâs shoulders moved. Annie opened her eyes. He was laughing. Quietly and trying not to. That broke her. She laughed too. âYâall are terrible.â
Stack wiped his eyes. âThis the best carnival we ever had.â
Annie shook her head. Then looked at Smoke. âNo buyinâ out the booth.â
He sighed.
âElijah.â âAight.â âPromise.â âI ainât promisinâ.â
She stared. He smiled.
âIâm going back to work.â âYou better.â
He bent and kissed her forehead. Free. Annie caught his shirt before he could move away. âYou owe us twenty dollars for that.â
Smoke looked at her. Stack screamed. Annie released him and walked back toward the booth laughing.
She heard Smoke behind her. âThatâs not even on the sign!â
âNew rule!â
Smoke didnât try to buy out the booth. He did, however, appear in Annieâs line again before the afternoon was over. Twenty in hand. Annie was in the middle of answering Jasmine, checking the cash total, and trying to figure out where half their paper hearts had disappeared to when he reached the front.
She looked at the bill. Then at him. âSeriously?â
âLast one.â âYou said that before.â âNever said that.â
Fuck him.
Jasmine took the twenty.
Annie kissed his cheek and pointed toward the Alphas without another word. Smoke left looking entirely too satisfied with himself. Annie went right back to counting money. What she didn't see was him slip into the line once more later, while she was across the quad dealing with Student Activities. Kiki had been working her spot, and when Smoke finally reached the front and realized Annie wasn't there, he should have walked away. Instead, he handed Jasmine the twenty anyway.
âFor when she get back.â
Jasmine stared at him. âYou prepayinâ for kisses now?â
Smoke looked at her.
She snatched the bill. âNever mind. We accept advance donations.â
He got his cheek kiss when Annie returned ten minutes later, sandwiched between her asking where the extra paper hearts had gone and Jasmine telling her somebody needed more change. Annie never even saw the money change hands. And Elijah didn't volunteer the information either.
They passed twenty-five hundred dollars at four-twelve. Jasmine screamed so loudly that people at the Delta booth turned to look. Someone rang a little handbell Annie had not known they possessed. Her sisters hugged each other. Nia changed the number on the goal board while Kiki announced to everyone within earshot that they had officially exceeded their carnival goal. Annie stood behind the table smiling so hard her cheeks hurt. They kept the booth open another forty-five minutes. By five, the crowd had started thinning. Families headed home. Music lowered. Organizations began packing decorations into plastic bins. The inflatable obstacle course sagged slowly toward the grass.Â
Annieâs feet hurt so badly she had stopped pretending otherwise. She kicked off her sneakers beneath the table and stood in her socks while counting the final cash total with Jasmine.
âTwenty-eight sixty-five.â
Annie looked up. âWhat?â
Jasmine turned the calculator around. $2,865.
Annie stared. Then smiled. âSeriously?â
âSeriously.â
They had almost doubled the original goal. Annie leaned back in her chair. âOh my God.â
âWorth it?â
She looked at the remnants of their booth. Paper hearts everywhere. Lipstick tubes scattered across the table. Half-empty sanitizer bottles. Glitter somehow on everything. âAsk me tomorrow.â
Jasmine laughed.
One by one, the sisters began carrying supplies toward the student union. Annie stayed behind with the money box and paperwork. By the time she finished, the quad looked completely different. Quieter. Open. The late-afternoon sun stretched shadows across the grass. Somebody had turned the music down to something soft enough that Annie could finally hear herself think. She was trying to peel tape from the front of the table when a hand reached past hers.
Elijah.
He pulled the tape free. âGot it.â
Annie looked up. âHi.â
âHey.â
He had changed back into the black Alpha shirt from earlier. His hair was still slightly wet from the dunk tank. Annie smiled at the sight.
âDonât.â âI didnât say anything.â âYou was about to.â âI was goinâ to say you look handsome.â âMhm.â
He folded the paper-heart banner and set it in the bin. Annie watched him. âYou donât have to help.â
âI know.â
He picked up another decoration. Annie didnât ask again. They worked beside each other for a while. He folded tables. She gathered supplies. He carried the heavier bins. She organized what needed to go back to the chapter storage room. By the time they finished, most of the carnival had disappeared. Annie sat on the edge of the last table.
Smoke stood in front of her. âTired?â
âMy feet are dead.â
He looked down. âYou ainât got shoes on.â
âThey betrayed me.â
He shook his head, then reached for one of her feet.
Annie blinked. âWhat are you doinâ?â
Smoke lifted it into his hand like the answer shouldâve been obvious. His thumb pressed into the aching center of her arch. A groan slipped out before Annie could stop it. âOh gawddd.â
âThat bad?â âYes.â
He moved closer, resting her heel against his thigh as his thumbs worked slowly over the bottom of her foot. Annie nearly melted right there on the table.
âYou couldâve told me your feet was hurtinâ.â âI was busy.â âRight.â âAnd I didnât know they were goinâ to hurt this bad.â
âYou been standinâ all day in them little-ass shoes.â
Annie looked down at the white sneakers abandoned beneath the table. âThey normal-sized shoes.â
âFor who?â
She kicked lightly at his thigh with her other foot. âShut up.â
Smoke caught that one too. Annie laughed as he switched feet without being asked, settling her heel against him and pressing his thumb into another sore spot.
Her eyes closed. âOkay, I forgive you.â
âFor what?â âBeing annoyinâ all day.â âI ainât do nothinâ.â
Her eyes opened. âYou spent a hundred dollars at a kissinâ booth where your own girlfriend was workinâ.â
âFor charity.â âSmoke.â
His mouth twitched, but his attention stayed on her foot. Annie watched him for a moment, some of her amusement softening around the edges. That was Elijah. He could spend half the day stubbornly refusing to admit he was jealous, then notice her bare feet beneath a table and start rubbing them without her having to ask. She reached down and brushed her fingers over the back of his neck. âYou know you couldâve just told me.â
He glanced up. âTold you what?â
âThat you was jealous.â
He sighed. âHere we go.â
âIâm serious.â âSo am I.â âYou were jealous.â âI ainât like it.â
Annie smiled. âThatâs jealousy.â
âNah.â âWhat is it, then?â
Smoke worked his thumb slowly along her arch before answering. âNot likinâ niggas kissinâ on my girl.â
Annieâs eyebrows rose. âElijah.â
âWhat?â âThey werenât kissinâ me.â
His hand stopped. Annie knew immediately what she had done. She bit her lip. âI was kissinâ them.â
He stared at her. She burst out laughing.
âSee, thatâs exactly what Iâm talkinâ about.â âIâm sorry!â âYou keep makinâ it worse.â âI didnât meanââ âFirst you leaninâ over kissinâ niggas, nowââ âCheeks!â âStill using yoâ mouth.â
Annie was laughing hard enough now that she had to brace one hand against his shoulder. âOkay. Okay.â
Smoke shook his head and went back to rubbing her foot, though his expression had soured all over again.
That only made her laugh harder. âYou know what I mean.â
âMhm.â âAnd I wouldâve stopped if you really wanted me to.â
That changed something. His hands slowed.
Annieâs laughter faded. âI wouldâve,â she repeated.
âI know.â âYou know that, right?â
His gaze lifted to hers. âYeah.â
She studied him. âYou couldâve told me it bothered you.â
Smoke looked away for a second. âI told you it didnât.â
âBefore you saw it.â âYeah.â âAnd then?â
His gaze returned to hers. He shrugged. âThen I saw it.â
Annie smiled. There was something so simple about the admission that it touched her more than she expected. He hadnât asked her to stop. Hadnât embarrassed her. Hadnât interfered with the booth. He had stood across the quad and suffered through every ridiculous feeling until his solution became repeatedly handing her sorority twenty-dollar bills. A hundred dollarsâ worth, apparently. All because he didnât like watching her kiss somebody else on the cheek. Ridiculous man. Sweet man.
Her man.
Annie curled her toes lightly against his palm. âYouâre ridiculous.â
âI know.â âAnd jealous.â âNope.â âAnd very charitable.â âYâall welcome.â
She laughed softly. Smoke gave her foot one final squeeze before lowering it carefully to the ground. Annie immediately missed his hands.
âGuess how much we made.â âTwenty-eight sixty-five.â
Her mouth opened. âHow you know?â
âStack.â âWhy Stack know everythinâ?â âNosy.â âHe knew exactly how much money you had in your wallet too.â âRight, nosy.â
Annie laughed. Smoke moved between her knees now, his hands settling against her thighs. She looked up at him. âYou know what the crazy part is?â
âWhat?â âI think you genuinely believed you were gonna be okay with it.â âI was okay with it.â
Annie stared at him. âFor how long?â
He thought about it. âTill the first one.â
She burst out laughing. Smokeâs mouth twitched.
âOne man.â âMhm.â âOne little kiss on the cheek.â âDidnât like him.â âYou didnât know him.â âDidnât need to.â
Annie shook her head. âWhat was wrong with him?â
âSmiled too much.â
Her mouth dropped open. âElijah!â
âWhat?â âHe donated twenty dollars!â âCouldâve donated and kept movinâ.â âHe did!â âEventually.â
Annie laughed and wrapped her arms around his neck. Elijahâs hands slid farther around her thighs, drawing her closer to the edge. âAnd what about the one with the cologne?â
His expression changed immediately. âThat nigga was weird.â
She lost it.
âHe put on cologne, Annie.â âI know!â âAt the booth.â âI was there!â âFor a cheek kiss.â âYou never lettinâ that go, are you?â âNah.â
She tucked her face briefly against his shoulder, laughing. Elijah let her. For a second. Then, âYou done?â
Annie lifted her head. âWith what?â
âTalkinâ shit.â
Her smile widened. âAbout you being jealous? Never.â
âAight, bruh.â
Something about that made her eyes narrow. Smoke was looking at her now, the faintest smirk pulling at one corner of his mouth.
âWhat?â âNothinâ.â âElijah.â
He shrugged. âJust funny.â
âWhatâs funny?â
His thumbs moved lazily against her thighs. âYou thought I ainât notice.â
Annie went still. âNotice what?â
His smirk deepened. Oh, shit.
âThat girl at the dunk tank.â
Annie blinked. âWhat girl?â
Smoke laughed under his breath.
âI donât know what you talkinâ about.â âSure.â âThere were a lot of girls over there.â âWas only one you looked ready to fight.â
Annieâs mouth fell open. âI did not look ready to fight that girl.â
âAight.â âI didnât!â âYou was pointinâ at me and shit.â âBecause she asked if you had a girlfriend!â
Smokeâs brows lifted.
Annie stopped. Fuck. His smile spread.
âOh, fuck you.â âThere it is.â âThat was different.â âHow?â âBecause.â âBecause what?â
Annie opened her mouth. Nothing came out. Smoke waited.
âShe was beinâ disrespectful.â âHow?â âShe said sheâd been waiting all morning to see you.â âSo?â âThen she said she wanted to see you wet.â âAnd?â
Annie stared at him. âAnd then she asked me if you had a girlfriend!â
Smoke nodded slowly. âSo you was jealous.â
âNo.â
His eyebrows went up.
âI was irritated.â âOh.â âYes.â
âThat what we callinâ it?â
Annie narrowed her eyes. âYou donât get to do this.â
âDo what?â âTurn this around on me.â âAinât turninâ nothinâ around.â
âYou spent a hundred dollars!â âYou got in line.â
Annie stared at him. âTo support the fundraiser!â
âMhm.â âI had five dollars!â âMhm.â âAnd I wanted to dunk you!â âAfter you stood there mean-mugginâ that girl.â âI was not mean-mugging her!â
Smoke laughed. Annie shoved his shoulder. âShut up.â
He caught her hand. âJealous.â
âWas not.â âPossessive?â
Annieâs eyes narrowed.
Smokeâs smile grew. âConcerned citizen?â
Her mouth dropped open. âDid Stack tell you to say that?â
He laughed.She tucked her face briefly against his shoulder, laughing. When she lifted her head again, Smoke was watching her. The laughter slowly eased from her face. The carnival was almost gone around them now. No line. No sign. No sisters taking money. Nobody waiting for their turn. Just Smoke standing between her knees.
Annie brushed her fingers over his cheek. âThis oneâs free.â Then she kissed him there.
Smoke looked at her when she pulled away. âJust that one?â
She smiled and kissed his other cheek. âThat one too.â
âGood.â
His hands moved to her waist. Annieâs smile softened. She touched his face. âAnd this one.â
Then she kissed him. Not his cheek. His mouth. Smokeâs arm slid around her back and pulled her closer. Annie smiled against his lips before the kiss deepened. All day she had been giving away little pieces of affection that meant nothing. Quick. Playful. For a cause.
This wasnât that.
Smoke kissed her like he had been waiting for the entire carnival to disappear. Like he had spent hours watching and pretending and denying and counting twenty-dollar bills while telling himself he was fine. Annieâs fingers slipped to the back of his head. Somewhere behind them, a plastic bin hit the ground.
Thenâ
âAYE!â
They broke apart. Jasmine stood twenty feet away holding another box. Annie closed her eyes.
Jasmine pointed at them. âThat one ainât on the menu!â
Annie laughed and buried her face against Smokeâs shoulder. He didnât move.
Jasmine cupped a hand around her mouth. âTHATâS FIFTY DOLLARS, SMOKE!â
Smokeâs hand left Annieâs waist. She felt him reach toward his back pocket.
Her head snapped up. âBoy, if you donâtââ
He was already pulling out his wallet.
Annie grabbed his wrist. âElijah!â
âWhat?â
Jasmine doubled over laughing. âPut your money away!â
âItâs for charity.â âThe booth is closed!â âStill take donations.â
Annie stared at him. His mouth finally broke into a full smile. She snatched the wallet from his hand. âNo. You have lost financial privileges.â
âGive me my wallet, man.â âNo.â âAnnie.â âYou spent a hundred dollars kissing me.â âOne-twenty.â
Her mouth fell open. Smoke froze. Behind them, Jasmine screamed.Â
Annie narrowed her eyes. âOne-twenty?â
He reached for his wallet. âGive me that.â
âNo, no, no.â Annie held it behind her back. âYou went back again?â
âAnnie.â âWhen?â âAinât important.â âItâs extremely important!â âGive me my wallet.â âElijah Alexander Moore!â
He caught her around the waist when she tried to slide off the table, laughing as she shoved at his chest.
âYou went back again!â âWas for charity.â âYou a liar!â âHow?â âYou had me thinkinâ it was a hundred!â âI never said it was a hundred.â
Annie stopped. Her eyes narrowed. Damn him. He hadnât.
âYou let me think it.â âThat ainât lyinâ.â âThat is lyinâ adjacent.â
Behind them, Jasmine was barely holding herself together. Smoke reached around Annie for his wallet. She twisted away. âNope.â
âAnnie.â âNo. Financial privileges revoked.â âGive me my shit.â
She laughed. âNo!â
He caught her around the waist again, and this time Annie squealed as he pulled her against him.
âYou crazy,â she said.
âI know.â âAnd jealous.â âNah.â âAnd one hundred and twenty dollars poorer.â âFor a good cause.â âI hate you.â âNah.â
He kissed her before she could argue. Annie tried to hold on to her outrage. She really did. Then his hand settled against her back and his mouth softened over hers, and somewhere between one heartbeat and the next, she started smiling.
Jasmine groaned behind them. âOkay! Now yâall just stealinâ!â
Annie pulled away just enough to laugh.
Smoke kept her close. âYou done?â
âNo.â âWhatever, man.â âI want my hundred and twenty dollars back.â âYour sorority got it.â âYou stupid.â âProbably.â
She smiled. Then kissed him again.Â
Behind them, Jasmine started carrying the box away. âIâm adding fifty to the total!â
Annie lifted one hand without turning around. âDo it!â
Smoke pulled back. âHold onââ
Annie laughed into his mouth. Because maybe the kissing booth had been ridiculous. Maybe her sisters were never going to let her live this down. Maybe Stack had documented enough of Smokeâs descent into jealousy to torment him for the remainder of their natural lives. But Alpha Kappa Alpha Sorority, Incorporated had raised nearly three thousand dollars.
Her boyfriend had discovered that he was considerably less emotionally evolved than he thought. And Annie had learned that watching a shirtless Elijah Moore get dropped into a tank of water was worth every penny. All things considered, the carnival had been a success.
Even if one Alpha had personally financed a suspicious percentage of it. End Note: So...what did y'all think. Remember this was off the top of my head and may or may not be based off of true events. But I hope y'all liked it. đ
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Jayme Lawson
i ain't believe you - chapter 7. Available on ao3:
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Miles Caton talks Sinners, Oscars, Michael B. Jordan + Ryan Coogler Ep. ...
In this episode of The Crew Has It, Michael Rainey Jr. and Gianni Paolo sit down with the incredibly talented Miles Caton to discuss his meteoric rise from background singer to starring in the highly anticipated film, Sinners.

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The Rise of first Blood
Summary: When the preacherâs wife starts protesting outside The Blackline, Stack Moore mocks her from the shadows until her holy fire turns to something hotter. Plain and pious, Sister Marigold Baptiste hides a body made for sin, and Stack makes it his mission to break her righteousness down to the bone. Their hate burns into obsession, and soon sheâs sneaking out in her Sunday whites to be devoured in the dark. He fucks the holy out of her and sends her home to her husband full of his cum, knowing she canât bear children but she can carry the weight of his sin.
Warnings: HARDCORE SMUT (degration, dirty talk, BDSM, rough sex, deep throating, oral fixation, edging, cream pie, cheating, enemies to lovers) Angst. Southern Gothic.
Part Eight
The last lick of Sammieâs guitar echoed like a ghost in the rafters. The crowd erupted. Cheers and hoots and drunken applause filled the cabaret thick. Someone let out a sharp whistle. Another slapped the top of the upright piano hollering, âThatâs the blues, boy! Thatâs the blues!âÂ
Delta Slim hollered behind Sammie, laughing so hard he almost fell off the bench. Sammie lowered his guitar, his chest rising fast with adrenaline and sweat. And joy. Real joy. To be seen, heard, and appreciated. His fingers tingled from the strings.Â
And thenâŚhe saw her.Â
Evangeline.Â
Not far from the bar, standing between two other girls who clapped and hollered with the rest of the room. She wasnât hiding now. Her chin was up, dress pressed just right against the lines of her body, dark curls pinned back with a silver clip.Â
She waved. Shy-like.Â
It hit Sammie like a second solo.Â
He stepped off the stage and cut through the crowd toward her. Voices called at him as he passedâpraises, back slaps, someone offering him a smoke and another a glass of rye, but Sammie barely heard them.Â
âYou came,â he said, voice still a little breathless.Â
Evangeline folded her arms, pretending not to be impressed. âI did,â she said, slow and honeyed. âYou gonâ get me and my girls a drink, Preacher Boy?âÂ
Sammie grinned. ââCourse.âÂ
Evangeline smiled back, pleased, then turned and ushered her girls toward the bar like royalty leading her court.Â
They made their way through bodies pressed close, past a man in suspenders slow-dancing with a girl in nothing but beads and a feather boa, past women draped across velvet chairs with slits up their thighs and men watching from the shadows.Â
âPippy,â Sammie called once they reached the bar, âmake them what you made me earlier.âÂ
Pippyâbrown-skinned and quick-handed with a gold tooth in her grinâsaluted him with a muddler already in motion. âCominâ up, sugar.âÂ
The drinks slid across the bar, cold and fizzy with dark liquor and citrus. The girls giggled and sipped, their eyes wide at the debauchery happening all around them.Â
âLord,â one whisperered, âthat man got his whole hand up her skirt.â
The other covered her mouth and said, âThis place ainât no juke joint. Itâs a damn brothel!âÂ
Evangeline didnât say a word. She sipped her drink, eyes fixed on Sammieâs profile.Â
âYou ainât from around here,â she spoke eventually, her voice low enough for his ears only. âHow you know the Smokestack Twins?âÂ
Sammie leaned on the bar, close. âThey my cousins. Blood.âÂ
That caught her attention. Her gaze sharpened.Â
âOh,â she said, tilting her head. âYou must be bad just like them, huh?âÂ
Sammie laughed. âNah, Iâm a college boy, not a gangster.âÂ
âThatâs alright.â Her lips curled slow. âI like âem smart. Means you can talk to me while you in it.âÂ
Sammie blinked. Froze. Didnât breathe.Â
The sentence struck him dead-center.
Evangeline giggled, bold and pretty. Then, before he could recover, she reached for his wrist.Â
âPut that guitar down, Preacher Boy,â she said, tugging gently. âCome dance with me.âÂ
Sammie set the guitar behind the bar and let her pull him through the crowd. The music was faster. Dirty and grinding. Bodies were pressed like sweat and sugar. Evangeline didnât care that everyone was watching. She turned to face him, arms draped over his shoulders, hips moving in time with the bass. Sammie swallowed hard and let his hands rest at her waist. She smelled like night jasmine and pink peppermint.Â
âI been watchinâ you since you stepped on stage,â she whispered, lips just at his ear. âThought you was shy. But now?â Evangeline rolled her hips into his. âI think you just needed somebody to make you move.âÂ
The bass was thick as syrup, the snare drum snapping like a belt in the dark. A woman moaned on the record, low and drawn out. Evangelineâs hips circled in slow figure-eights, dragging Sammie into her gravity. She turned around without warning, her back pressing to his front like it had always belonged there. And then, she rolled her ass against him.Â
Sammieâs hands froze mid-air, unsure where to stand. She didnât give him time to figure it out. Evangeline dipped lower, grinding back with a smooth, steady push, the curves of her body dragging over the front of his slacks. She kept one hand lifted in the air, the other sliding down the slope of her own hip, guiding the movement like music was pouring through her fingers.Â
Sammie inhaled hard through his nose. His eye were wide, palms sweating, heat galloping. He gripped her waist before he even knew heâd done it.Â
That made her smile.Â
Evangeline leaned her head back against his shoulder. Her voice was honeyed, the words teasing the shell of his ear.Â
âMmm,â she hummed, âyou still sure you ainât bad?âÂ
Sammie swallowed. âNot like them.â
âThen you might wanna let go of my hips,â she whispered, rotating even deeper against him, âcause you holdinâ me like you tryna get me pregnant.âÂ
Sammie damn near stopped breathing.Â
Behind him, the crowd blurred into heat and howling. Somewhere to the left, a woman cackled as she poured moonshine down her chest for a man to lick. Over by the piano, Delta Slim was laid back with his mouth open, watching them with a lazy grin and one lifted brow like well damn.Â
Evangeline kept winding. Kept moving slow, dragging her ass over Sammieâs growing hard-on like she meant to mold him right there on the floor.Â
Sammie leaned in, lips barely brushing the curve of her neck. âYou tryna get me in trouble?â
She smiled without looking back. âYou already in it, Preacher Boy.âÂ
Then, she backed it up again but harder this time. Sammie groaned under his breath, low and shaken.Â
âDamn.âÂ
Evangeline laughed, swaying her hips. âYou cussinâ now?âÂ
âIâm thinkinâ âbout worse.âÂ
âThat so?â She turned her head enough to meet his eyes. âLike what?âÂ
 Sammie answered with his hands gripping her tighter. The look in his eyes told him everything. Evangelineâsweet little thing in a Sunday-best silhouette and soul made of troubleâjust kept on grinding.Â
The blues got nasty.Â
A womanâs voice crawled through the speakers, half growl, half sigh.Â
đś He left me achinâ, legs still wideâŚput his name where I used to cryâŚooh, I ainât never touched the floor since then⌠đśÂ
The crowd whooped. A man slapped the table and hollered. Someone popped a garter off a thigh and twirled it like a lasso. But Sammie Moore wasnât paying attention to none of that. His world had narrowed to Evangeline. To the rhythm of her body. To the scene of her skinâlike shea butter and girlhood wrapped into one big naught bow. To the way she ground slow and deep, like every roll of her hips was a scripture only he was allowed to read.Â
Sammie was hard now. There wasnât no denying it.Â
And Evangeline felt it.Â
Pressed flush against her backside. And she didnât shy from it or stiffen or pull away. She simply pushed back into it. Danced deeper. Dipped lower. Her ass dragged slow over the length of him like she was tracing her name into his lap. Her fingers reached behind to brush his thigh, soft and slick, like she wanted to feel how hard she was making him. Sammie clenched his jaw, sweat beaded at his temple.Â
âYou feelinâ okay back there, college boy?â She teased, voice coy.
âYou gonâ kill me,â Sammie breathed.
Evangeline tilted her head just enough to look up at him, lips parted, lashes heavy, âthen die real slow.âÂ
Her girl friends at the bar were too caught up to notice. One was perched on a manâs lap, laughing with her mouth open and a whiskey shot in her hand. The other was tucked into a booth corner, letting a smooth-talking Kat reed her peach slices from the peach cobbler Aunt Pearl and Minnie cooked up. Nobody was paying Evangeline any mind.Â
And that was just how she liked it.Â
Sammieâs hands started to roam a little. His palms slid from her waist to her hips, then back again. His fingers flexed against the curve of her lower belly like he wanted to hold the heat she was working into him.Â
đś Told him baby slow down, let it burnâŚnow I beg just to take my turn⌠đśÂ
âYou ever been dry-humprd in front a crowd before?âÂ
Sammie choked a laugh. âNo maâam.âÂ
âWellâŚâ she rolled again, this time extra slow, her ass fitting into his lap like a final puzzle piece. âYou beinâ real polite about it.âÂ
Sammie growled. Actually growled.Â
His hands gripped tighter. More bold. More needy. He pressed his mouth to her shoulder, just breathing, trying to hold himself together. Trying not to rut against her like every man in the room wasnât watching. But Evangeline? She ended him right on the fucking edge. Teeterinâ. Drenched in sweat. She liked the way his fingers twitched every time she bent deeper. The way his voice got stuck in his throat. The way he kept whispering her name.Â
âEvangelineâŚâ
She turned around. Face to face with him now. Arms loose around his neck. Sammieâs lips were parted and his eyes were dark with desire.Â
âYou alright?â She asked, syrup-sweet.
Sammie nodded once. Then again. âYeah. I justâŚâ
He trailed off, breath catching as her hips gave one last grind, barely there, slow as molasses sliding down a glass.Â
She smiled. âYou thinkinâ âbout what I said earlier?âÂ
Sammie blinked. âW-What?â
âThat you could talk me through.â Evangeline said, voice soft and teasing.Â
Sammieâs throat bobbed.Â
âI been listeninâ,â she whispered, pulling him a fraction closer by the lapels of his jacket. â her fingers brushed his. âI bet you could make me cry out without even fuckinâ me.âÂ
Sammie sucked in a breath so sharp it made his shoulders rise.Â
Evangeline just smiled like the devil knew her name.Â
Sammieâs heart was beatinâ like a snare drum. Fast. Irregular. Hot behind his ribs. Evangelineâs lips were so close to his he could count each lash hair.Â
âYou okay, Preacher Boy?â she whispered, tilting her chin up so her lips brushed his cheek.
âIâm fine,â he lied.
She hummed. âYou donât look fine.â
He didnât. His jaw was tight. His hands had started trembling just a little. And his dick? Still stiff and pressed against her hip begginâ for relief. Evangeline dragged one perfectly manicured finger down the middle of his chest, slow like a match being struck.
âLetâs go somewhere quiet,â she said, like she was asking him what time it was. Like it wasnât laced with temptation. âJust to cool off. Ainât tryna get you in trouble.â
âCool off,â he repeated.
She nodded. Innocent smile. But her eyes? They were anything but.
âYou trust me, donât you?â
Sammie hesitated. Swallowed hard. Then nodded. âYeah.â
âGood.â
She turned, grabbed his hand, and started walking past the laughing girls at the bar, past Stackâs piano man and the clapping crowd, past the booth with folks too deep in their own pleasures to notice. And Sammie followed like a lamb led not to slaughter but to something just as dangerous. They moved through the hallway behind the bar, where the walls were painted burgundy and the air smelled like cedarwood and spilled liquor. One of the girls working the floor raised a brow as they passed and smirked, turning back to her client.
When they reached the back stairs, Evangeline paused, looking at him over her shoulder. âYou sure you can behave, college boy?â
Sammie looked at her.
At those eyes.
At those lips.
At the slight shake of her shoulders as she laughed softly and took another step up.
âNo,â he said. âNot even a little.â
And that made her smile even wider.
âGood.â
She opened the doo and slipped inside.
The room she led him to wasnât much, just a tucked-away dressing suite with soft lighting, a velvet chaise, and not enough ventilation. The window was cracked, letting in the humidity of the Delta night and the scent of magnolia from the trees outside. There was a mirror on one wall and a half-empty wine glass on the vanity, left behind by someone who wasnât coming back anytime soon.
Evangeline clicked the door shut behind them.
Sammie stood still. Back straight. Breath tight. Hands in fists like he didnât trust âem. Like if he so much as blinked wrong, heâd ruin it all.
âCâmere,â she said.
He did.
She stepped close, right into his space. Slipped one hand up his chest. Took her time smoothing his collar down with her fingers, like she was just straightening him up. But it wasnât that. She looked at him the whole time and when she reached the middle of his chest, she pressed her palm flat and said, âYou nervous.â
âI ainât,â he lied again, voice low.
She tilted her head, smiling like she didnât believe a word.
âYou been watchinâ me since I walked in.â
âMaybe.â
âYou hard as a rock down there, preacher boy.â
He exhaled sharp through his nose, lips parting. Sammie didnât deny it.
Evangeline leaned up slow and kissed him. Full on the lips like heat curling from a matchbook, low and steady. Sammie didnât move at first, too stunned by the feel of her lipsâwarm, plush, with a hint of cherry gloss and something wilder underneath. But then his hands found her waist. And she moaned just a little into his mouth, and that cracked him wide open. Sammie kissed back with everything heâd been holding in since the moment he first saw her. Their mouths worked slow but deep, open-mouthed, breath mingling between them. He gripped her tighter at the waist, pulled her in flush and she melted, curling her fingers around his neck, her thigh slipping between his legs. Evangeline smiled when she felt him twitch before she broke the kiss and looked at him, her eyes half-lidded, lips wet, voice like honey over a flame.
âYou gonâ let me touch you?â
Sammie nodded, throat thick.
âWords, preacher boy.â
âYes.â
âYes what?â
âYesâŚyou can touch me.â
She kissed him again, but this time her hands roamedâcurious, unhurried, exploring his chest through his shirt, then slipping lower, fingertips brushing the waistband of his trousers.
âYou ever been touched by a girl like me?â she whispered, lips brushing the shell of his ear.
He swallowed. âNo.â
Her hand moved over the bulge pressing desperate and heavy beneath his slacks. âYou ever cum from just a hand?â
âNot like this.â
She grinned. âThen hush.â
And her hand dipped slowâno rush, no shameâjust a girl and a boy in the dark, heat blooming between them, her fingers wrapping gentle around the part of him that throbbed with every pulse. She stroked him through the fabric.
Up. Down. Slow.
His eyes fluttered shut.
Evangeline leaned into his ear. âBreathe.â
And he did. Heavy. Wanting.
All for her.
Her hand moved slow, fingers easing over the outline of him like she was memorizing the shape and weight of it. Not stroking hard. JustâŚlearning.
Sammieâs eyes fluttered open at her question.
âIf you ainât been touched like thisâŚâ Her voice was low, almost teasing. âThat must mean you a virgin?â
His breath caught.
She didnât say it loud. Didnât laugh or pull back. Just let it hang there between them, soft and smoky. Sammie hesitated. His jaw tensed like he might lie again. But then her thumb brushed just beneath the head, right through the fabric, and he exhaled hard. Honest.
âYeah.â
Evangeline blinked once, gaze searching his face. Then she smiled. Slow and pretty.
âMm. That why you act so shy with me?â
âI ainât shy witâ you girl.âÂ
âNo?â
âI justââ He paused, swallowed. âI just ainât done this before.â
She leaned in, mouth brushing his. âAinât nothinâ wrong with that.â
She kissed him again, more mouth than tongue. It was the kind of kiss that could teach a lesson without saying a word. His hands slid to her hips. Gripped like he didnât want her to float away.
âYou want me to stop?â she asked against his lips.
He shook his head. âHell no.â
âTell me what you want then.â
He opened his eyesâdark, wide, and vulnerable in a way that tugged at something low in her belly.
âI donât know. Everything, baby.â
Evangeline grinned. âThatâs alright. I do.â
She took his hand and slid it up under the hem of her dress. No panties. Warm skin. The swell of her thigh, the dip between.
His breath hitched.
âYou wanna learn?â she whispered.
His voice was a rasp. âYeah.â
She guided his fingers between her folds, helped him find that soft, wet place heâd only dreamed of.Â
âThatâs me,â she whispered. âThatâs what you do to me.â
His fingers twitched.
âYou feel how warm I am?â she asked.
He nodded, entranced.
Her hips rolled slow into his hand, showing him how she liked it, how to follow her rhythm.
âDonât rush. Just feel me.â
And so he did.
Evangeline moaned low, soft and breathy, her forehead pressing to his. They stayed like that for a long while, hands exploring, lips brushing, breath mingling. Her hips moving gentle over his fingers, and his dick straining in his pants like it could feel everything she felt.
She nuzzled his jaw, whispering, âPreacher boy got his hands baptized tonight.â
And he let out a broken little laugh. Aroused. In awe.
âSay it,â she murmured, teasing his earlobe with her teeth. âTell me this feel good.â
âIt feelâŚreal good. Better than my mamaâs black eyed peas.â he breathed.
Evangeline smiled, then kissed his throat. âGood. âCause I ainât done with you.â
Evangeline pulled away from him suddenly. She backed up a step, then turned and climbed onto the low table beside them, perching there like she knew exactly what she was doing. The hem of her dress slid higher as she settled, knees parting just enough to make Sammieâs breath stutter.
âYou think they gonâ find us in here?â she asked, tone lazy, almost bored.
He swallowed. âNo.â
She smiled at that.
Her hands went to her thighs, thumbs hooking the fabric, lifting it just enough to show him what she wanted him to imagineâdark curls and wet pussy.Â
Sammie froze.
Heâd never seen a woman offer herself like that. Not with confidence. Not with curiosity instead of fear.
Her legs opened wider. âLook,â she said softly.
His chest rose and fell like heâd just run a mile. She placed both feet up into the low table, causing her knees to spread wider. There was enough light shining in that room to see what she was offering up to him. A deep plum-colored pussy with lips that resembled a wishbone and a little button. Tight coils matted with her essence.Â
âHere it is. All open for you. Look at it...itâs gettinâ wet just âcause you lookinâ. I can feel myself achinâ for you. You see how itâs twitchinâ? Thatâs âcause I want you inside me so bad I can hardly breathe. Come on, baby, touch it. See how soft it isâŚâ
âEvangelineâŚâ
She tilted her head. âYou gonâ show me just what Preacher Boy been wantinâ since he saw me?â
He nodded, honest. âFuck Yes.â
That pleased her.
She leaned back on her palms, unbothered, completely aware of the effect she was having.
âGood,â she said. âMeans you still listeninâ.â
His eyes dragged back up to her face, like he was afraid if he kept looking heâd lose himself completely. He saw the way she was offering herself to him. She looked confident and sultry and the sight of her pussyâpink, plump, and glistening with a dew that smelled like wild honey and muskâmade his blood roar in his ears.
Without a word, he sank to his knees. The movement was like a man approaching an altar. Sammie wanted her to feel every second of the anticipation, to feel the heat radiating off his body as he settled between her legs. He gripped her thighs, his fingers calloused from strumming his guitar digging into her soft skin, anchoring her in place.
Then, he leaned in and pressed his face directly into her.
Evangeline let out a soft moan, her hips jerking upward. She hadnât expected the suddenness of it. Sammie didnât start with a kiss, he started with a long, slow lap of his tongue, starting from the very bottom of her opening and dragging it all the way up to her clit.
âOh! Oh, shit!â she damn near cried, her fingers digging into his shoulders. "What you doinâ? What you...oh, Preacher Boy!âÂ
Sammie was too busy tasting her. She tasted like the earth after a summer rainâsweet, salty, and intoxicating. He groaned deep in his throat, a primal sound that vibrated against her flesh, and then he dove back in.Â
He began to eat her with a hunger that shocked her. He wasn't just licking, he was devouring that sweet pussy. He used his tongue like a muscle, swirling it in tight, heavy circles around her clit, pressing hard enough to make her vision blur. Then, he flicked his tongue rapidly, a rhythmic, drumming sensation that sent electric shocks straight to her belly.
The sounds filled the secluded space with a wet, sloppy noise of his tongue sliding over her drenched folds, the rhythmic slurp-slurp of him drinking her in, and the desperate, broken moans escaping her throat.
âYou...you ainât never...how you do that?â she sobbed, her head tossing from side to side. âIt feel too good! Stop...no, donât stop! Please, baby, donât you dare stop!â
He responded by burying his face deeper, his nose pressing into her soft mound while his tongue pushed deep inside her, mimicking the motion of a dick. He sucked her clit right into his mouth, pulling on it with a firm, steady suction that made her back arch.Â
âLord have mercy!â she moaned, her voice cracking. âY-You eatinâ me up! You eatinâ m-me right out my skin, baby! I canâtâŚI canât take it! It's too much!â
Sammie came up for air enough to look her dead in the eyes with her pussy juice all over his face.
âYou came here askinâ faâ me to tear yaâ ass up now you canât take it?âÂ
She stared down at him with a perplexed expression. Pussy pulsing in his face.
âThought you was stronger than that Evangeline. This tongue too much, darlinâ?âÂ
Evangeline released a shuttering breath âIââ
âDonât talk. Just keep your legs open and get this pussy ate.âÂ
Sammie buried his face again, pushing Evangelineâs legs up by the backs of her thighs. She gasped and with nowhere to run she could only sit there with her legs spread open like the fast tail gal she is.Â
Sammie could feel her pulsing against his lips, her pussy twitching and clamping down on his tongue in waves whenever he stuck his tongue in her. He didnâtlet up. He increased the pace, his tongue working with a disciplined, brutal precision, swirling and flicking, sucking and licking until she was nothing but a shaking mess of nerves.Â
âSammie, FUCK,â Evangeline melted against his mouth, staring down at the top of his head with blurry eyes. âW-Why you ainât t-tell me you eat pussy l-like this?âÂ
He shoved her legs back in response. So far back her knees touched her shoulders. Evangeline whimpered, watching Sammie eat her pussy like heâd been out of a meal for days. He puckered his lips and kissed her lips, sealing his lips around her clit and giving it a nice wet kiss that forced her to beg.Â
âSammie, PLEASEââ
Sammie could taste the climax building in her, the flavor of her juices changing, becoming sharper and sweeter. He let out a muffled growl against her skin and gave one final, powerful suction on her clit, holding it there until she finally broke.
Evangeline let out a long, guttural moan, her thighs attempting to lock around his head and squeeze him tight as her orgasm ripped through her. She sobbed his name, her body shuddering in violent peaks, while he stayed right there, refusing to move, licking every last drop of her sweetness from her skin until she finally slumped back, breathless and ruined. It was as if the noise of The Blackline returned. Evangeline had to blink to focus. Remember where she was.Â
Sammie lingered for a moment, his face still glistening with the sweetness of her, before he looked up at Evangeline. His eyes were dark, heavy with a hunger that hadnât been fully sated just because sheâd come. He leaned in, his mouth crashing against hers in a kiss that was greedy and desperate, tasting himself on her lips. It wasnât a gentle kiss. It was a claim, his tongue pushing deep into her mouth, swirling against hers as if he wanted to swallow her whole.
When they finally broke apart, both of them breathless, Sammie rested his forehead against hers. His voice was a low, rough rumble thick with lust.
âTell me the truth, Eva,â he whispered, his breath hot against her skin. âDid I eat that pussy good? I mean...I was the only man to ever do it right for you, wasnât I?â
Evangeline let out a soft, airy giggle, her chest heaving as she looked up at him with eyes that were wide and glazed. âYes, Sammie...oh, yes you did.â She reached up, tracing the line of his jaw with a trembling finger. âI swear, the minute my pussy came out, you turned into a different man. I ainât know you had that kind of devilry in you.â She shifted beneath him, her legs still draped loosely over his shoulders, a playful, daring glint entering her eyes. âMaybe next time...your cousin could join in.â
Sammie froze, his expression shifting to one of pure perplexity. He pulled back just an inch, frowning. âMy what?â
âStack,â she whispered, the name sounding like a sin on her tongue. âI bet heâs the one who taught you how to eat pussy that good. He look like the type of man who knows exactly where to put his tongue.â
Sammie stiffened, the thought of sharing herâof having Stackâs eyes, lips, tongue on her wet, open foldsâsent a jolt of possessiveness through him. He ainât like the idea. Not one bit. He shifted his weight, his voice turning gruff.
âStack?â Sammie scoffed, shaking his head. âBaby, Stack got a whole house full of women. He got more pussy than he know what to do with. Why you canât just have me and be satisfied?â
Evangeline didnât shrink back. Instead, she arched her back, pressing her chest toward him, her voice growing firm, laced with a newfound rebellion.Â
ââCause Iâm tired, Sammie,â she said, her voice ringing with a sudden clarity. âIâm a sheltered church girl. I done had folks tellinâ me how to sit, how to speak, and what I should and shouldnât be doinâ with my own body. Iâm done with it.â She looked him dead in the eye, her gaze hungry and defiant. âIf I wanna get my pussy ate by two men at once, I can. If I wanna get fucked blind by two men in some smoky back room after a dice game, I can. If I wanna get down to the nastiest, filthiest blues there is...then thatâs exactly what Iâm gonna do.â
Sammie stared at her for a long beat. The distant sound of a harmonica drifting through the walls. Slowly, a smirk spread across his face, and he let out a low, knowing chuckle.
âI hear you, Eva,â he said, his eyes softening with a shared understanding. âLord knows I can relate. Beinâ the son of a preacher...I been pretendinâ I ainât got a taste for the sin.â
Sammieâs expression hardened, a flash of that raw, possessive instinct crossing his face. He pinned Evangeline more firmly against the surface beneath her, his voice dropping an octave into a warning growl.Â
âBut you ainât gettinâ your pussy ate by Stack. No,â Sammie stated firmly, the finality in his tone leaving no room for argument. âI donât care how much of a rebel you feelinâ like. That part of you is off-limits to him.âÂ
Evangeline let out a melodic, teasing giggle, her chest heaving against his. She looked up at him, her eyes dancing with mischief as she felt the heat of his body pressing into her. âMy, myâŚmy. You only known me a day and already you claiming this pussy?âÂ
Sammie didnât blink. Eyes intense and blazing with desire. He leaned down, lips brushing against hers, his voice a low, dangerous vibration.Â
âYou tellinâ me it ainât mine? âCause the way you was shakinâ while I was down thereâŚfelt like you belonged to me.âÂ
The tension snapped like the string on a guitar and they crashed together again this kiss was differentâless about hunger and more about ownership. It was deep, wet, and demanding, their tongues tangling in a fierce battle for dominance. Sammieâs hand slid down, gripping her hip with. Force that would surely leave a mark, pulling her flush against his hardness.Â
Just as Sammie began to move his hand back toward her wet pussy, the heavy wooden door swung open with a loud thud against the wall. A man and a woman stumbled in, practically falling over one another. They were locked in a desperate embrace, the manâs hands shoved deep up the womanâs dress, her head thrown back with a loud, needy moan of pure ecstasy. They were so blinded by their own lust that they didnât even notice Evangeline and Sammie in the room for the first few seconds, their breathing heavy and synchronized.Â
Sammie broke the kiss, blinking and letting out a sharp exhale. He looked at the newcomers, then back at Evangeline, who was breathless and flushed. A small, amused smile played on Sammieâs lips. He started to pull his clothes back together, helping Evangeline to stand and smooth out her dress. They both started to laughâa low, shared chuckle at the absurdity of the timing.Â
âSeem like the spirit of the blues is movinâ through folks tonight.â Sammie whispered in her ear, giving her backside a firm, possessive smack as he guided her toward the exit.Â
Evangeline giggled, leaning into him as they slipped out the door, leaving the other couple to their own private sanctuary of sin.Â
The music hit harder than before, drum and bass slick with sweat. The blues curled around bodies too caught in the night to care who watched. The Blackline had grown louder, hotter. No longer as immersing but boiling over.Â
Sammie reached for Evangelineâs hand again as they walked along the shadowed hall and back into the chaos of the main floor. Sammie was still warm from their moment tucked away. Evangeline couldnât help but grin just thinkinâ about it.Â
âCâmon,â she whispered, leaning toward him. âIntroduce me to them cousins of yours. The infamous gangsters.âÂ
Sammie laughed, rubbing the back of his neck. âYou really wanna meet them?âÂ
Evangeline raised a single brow. ââCourse I do. Maybe they can share some wild stories about Preacher Boy.âÂ
Sammie shook his head. âThis the wildest thing I done did, Eva. Less you wanna hear about how Stack teased me growinâ up. And Smoke keepinâ an eye on me like he my daddy instead of my cousin.âÂ
Sammie started to guide her across the floor, weaving past hips and heels and slick backs, past the perfume of lust and liquor. Just as they approached the far side of the room, Evangeline caught sight of something that made her steps slow. Her body went still mid-stride and her eyes narrowed.Â
There, in the corner booth veiled by beaded strings and red lamplight, sat Sister Marigold Baptiste. First Lady of the church. Preacherâs Wife. Purity Teacher. Her Mentor.Â
She didnât just sitâshe perched. Relaxed and glowing in a satin-black dress that clung to every curve like it had been poured on her. She was angled on Stack Mooreâs lap, his hand stroking the bare skin of her thigh like it belonged to him. His mouth brushed her neck slow and greedy. Marigold tipped her head to the side, sipping from the glass heâd offered, her lips painted the color of garnet wine.Â
She lookedâŚdecadent. Drunk on something far deeper than bourbon.Â
Evangeline was frozen. She stared with a shocked gazeÂ
And then, so did Marigold.Â
Their eyes locked across the room like a shot fired.Â
In an instant, Marigold froze mid-sip. Her lashes fluttered, lips parted in surprise and guilt as the glass hovered just beneath her mouth. The booth around her blurred. She was no longer in The Blackline, not in her loverâs lap or on his tongue. She was standing back in that purity classroom, bam in the rows of wide-eyed girls, speaking of obedience, respectability, restraint.Â
Evangelineâs gaze sliced through her.Â
Sammie leaned in, confused. âYou okay?âÂ
Evangeline didnât respond. Her smile had vanished. The flirt gone out of her hips. The phantom sensation of Sammieâs tongue vanished.Â
Sammie followed her gaze.Â
âOh, thatâs Marigold. Stack says sheâs a Preacherâs wife. You know her?âÂ
âExcuse me,â Evangeline said, already moving.Â
She slipped away before he could follow, cutting through the crowded room with a sharp elegance that only made the sting worse. As if an invisible camera followed her every move, she brushed past patrons with hurried movements until she disappeared down another hall that led to more rooms.Â
From the booth, Marigold slid stiffly off of Stackâs lap. Her heat raced.Â
âWhere you goinâ, Goldie?â Stack asked, voice slick with curiosity, the imprint of her body still on his leg.Â
âBathroom,â she said without looking back.Â
Her heels clicked quick on the wooden floor, fast enough to betray the panic under her ribs. The red lights pulsed overhead like they knew her name, like they saw everything. Marigold eased toward the guest hall, the narrow corridor just past the end of the bar. Her eyes scanned every corner, every face. Evangeline was nowhere in sight.Â
That was, until she felt a pull. It wasnât physical but unmistakable. A sensation of being watched. Not by strangers but by truth itself.Â
She turned a corner and there it was.Â
A hand reached out from the shadows, caught her wrist, and dragged her inside a narrow passage near the bathroom door.
Beneath the noise were the sounds of the trade. A muffled scream of pleasure echoed from a doorway they passed, followed by the wet, slapping sound of skin hitting skin. A womanâs voice, strained and needy, called out a man's name, her voice breaking into a high-pitched keen that signaled a climax. The scent of musk and sex clung to the wallpaper, a constant reminder that in this house, every shadow held a secret and every room was a playground for the flesh.
And Sister Marigold Baptiste was standing in it. Standing in the one place sheâd sworn was Satanâs playground.Â
Evangeline let go of her wrist with a shove that was more insult than force.
For several long seconds neither of them spoke.
Marigold stared at the young woman sheâd known since she was a child. She remembered scraped knees after church picnics. Braiding her hair before Christmas pageants. Holding her tiny hands during altar prayer.
Now those same hands rested on hips full of defiance.
Evangeline looked at her as though sheâd never seen her before.
âNo.â
The word came out as a laugh.
A bitter one.
âNoâŚno, I donât believe this.â
Marigold swallowed.
âEvangelineââ
âNo.â Another laugh. âYou donât get to start with my name.â
Marigold searched her face. âI know what this looks like.â
âWhat it looks like?â Evangelineâs eyebrows lifted. âIt looks exactly like what it is.â
Her eyes traveled slowly over Marigold. The satin-black dress. The glossy finger waves. The wine-dark lipstick. The diamonds catching every sliver of light.
âYou look beautiful.â The compliment wasnât kind. It was sharpened into a blade. âSo beautiful I almost didnât recognize you.â
Marigold instinctively folded an arm across herself. Because suddenly, it felt as though it exposed everything.
âEvangelineâŚâ
âYou told us.â Her voice cracked. âYou stood in front of all us girls every Wednesday and told us women who came here sold pieces of themselves.â
Marigold closed her eyes.
âYou told us this place was the Devilâs playground!!!â Another step. âYou told us if we respected ourselves, weâd never walk through these doors!!!â Another. âYou looked me in my face and said purity wasnât just what we did. It was who we were!!!â
Each sentence struck harder than the last.
Marigold felt every one.
âI believed you.â
That hurt most. Because it was true.
Marigoldâs lips trembled. âIâŚI did believe it.â
Evangeline laughed again. âOh, I know you did.â She gestured back toward the crowded room. âThen I see you sittinâ on Stackâs lap.â
Marigold flinched.
âI see him holdinâ you like you belong there.â Another step. âI see you drinkinâ from his glass.â Another. âAnd the way he was lookinâ at youâŚâ She shook her head. âHe wasnât lookinâ at the First Lady.â The words hung between them. âHe was lookinâ at his woman.â
Marigoldâs throat tightened. âI never meantââ
âYou never meant what?â
âFor this to happen.â
Evangeline barked a laugh. âHell already done broke loose in the both of us.â
Marigold stared at her.
âYou just too scared to admit yours.â
Marigold reached for her gently. âEvangelineâŚlisten to me.â
âNO!!â
âI need you to.â Marigoldâs eyes glistened with unshed tears.Â
âNo.â Her eyes watered. âYou donât get to tell me what I need anymore.â
Marigoldâs hand slowly fell back to her side. âYou shouldnât be here.â
âSays you? Really? Who the fuck are you to tell me where I ainât outta be?!â Evangeline scowled. âWait until they hear about this. Their precious First Lady committing adulterous acts and drinking the devilâs juice and sittinâ on a pimpâs lap.âÂ
Marigold shook her head. âEvangeline please donât say anything! Promise me you wonâtâIâI can explainââ
âThat you been feeding us lies to make up for your own sins? Tellinâ us about how we shouldnât fall into temptation and defile the Lord so you feel less guilty?â
Marigold looked toward the doorway. âThis place. It changes people.â
Evangeline followed her gaze before looking back. âIt changed you.â
The sentence landed like a slap.
Marigold couldnât deny it.
She couldnât.
Not after everything. Not after Stack. Not after discovering desire inside herself. Not after choosing to return.
Evangelineâs eyes softened for only a heartbeat. Then they hardened again.
âYou know what hurts?â
Marigold looked up.
âI wasnât shocked you were here.â She paused. âI was shocked you lookedâŚhappy.â
Marigoldâs breath caught.
âI ainât never seen you smile like that.â A long silence followed. Evangelineâs voice was barely above a whisper. âNow I know.â
Marigold felt tears prick her eyes. âEvangelineâŚâ
âNo.â She shook her head once. âI donât know whether to hate youâŚâ Her voice broke. ââŚor feel sorry for you.â Evangeline leaned in closer, her breath warm against Marigold's cheek. âSo tell me, Sister...when Stack burying his dick deep inside you...which part of the scripture you reciting then? Or do you just save the prayers for the mornings after?â
Marigold flinched, her composure finally fracturing. Her hand flew up to push Evangeline away, but it wasnât a strong push, it was a desperate, trembling gesture. âStop it! You donât understand the pressures I face. The things I have to do to keep that place runninâ, to keep the girls safeââ
âDONâT LIE TO ME!!â Evangeline shouted, the sudden volume echoing in the small space. âDonât you dare wrap your lust in a cloak of sacrifice. You ainât doing this for the girls. You doinâ it because you love the taste of the sin you tell everyone else to fear. You a fraud, Marigold. A beautiful, polished, lying fraud. And I hope Naomi stay far away from you. She told me about what happened.âÂ
Marigold shut her eyes. âEva, let me explainââ
âYOU LET HIM PUT HIS HANDS ON HER! You let him hurt your niece! How could you?!ââ
âI DIDNâT KNOW! Okay?â Marigold cried. âI didnât know Obadiah struck her! I didnât know âtill it was too lateââ
âOh please, shut the fuck up. Save your tears, Sister. You and that husband of yours wanna preach about whoâs worthy of making it to heaven? Look at ya! First your sister, then Naomiââ
âShe told you about Esther?âÂ
âHow the church got her institutionalized? How she lost custody of Naomi? âCourse she did. Iâm more family to her than you ever was.âÂ
As if a switch flicked in Marigoldâs brain, her eyes turned cold. Resentful.Â
âYou donât get to stand there and talk about my family. You donât know the first thing about family, Eva.â
âJust like you donât get to stand in a classroom and tell me what I should do witâ my body when you in here every night getting torn a new hole by Stack Moore? Really? Least my family fight for me. Canât say the same for you. Daddy ainât love you, momma had no backbone. Niece hate you. Sister too strung out on whatever meds they feedinâ her up in Pline Buff. Husband wonât touch you.âÂ
âShut upââ
âI rather be a whore who knows she a whore than a saint who just a liar in a fancy dress,â Evangeline countered, her voice dropping back to that lethal, quiet hiss.
The slap that came from Marigoldâs hand was a sharp, wet crack that cut right through the muffled roar of the band playing in the main room. Evangelineâs head snapped to the side, her cheek instantly blooming into a hot, stinging bruise. For a heartbeat, the only sound was the ringing in her ears and the heavy, ragged breath coming from Marigold.
Marigoldâs hand was trembling, her fingers splayed as if she could still feel the impact of Evangelineâs skin. The âFirst Ladyâ looked fractured. The wine-dark lipstick that usually defined her poised, authoritative mouth was slightly smudged, and her eyesâthose wide, soulful eyes that had once looked at Evangeline with such sisterly warmthâwere now swimming in a mixture of rage and absolute devastation.
Evangeline stayed frozen, her face turned away, a slow, jagged smile spreading across her lips. She could taste a copper tang of blood where her tooth had nicked the inside of her cheek. The pain was a grounding wire, pulling her deeper into the spite that had been festering in her gut for years.
Slowly, Evangeline turned her head back. She didnât recoil. Instead, she leaned in, her voice dropping to a low, venomous hiss that barely carried over the sound of a trumpet.
âThere she is,â Evangeline whispered, her eyes scanning Marigoldâs satin-black dress, the way it clung to hips that had spent too many Sundays hidden beneath layers. "Thereâs the woman the church built. The one who knows exactly how to handle something she canât control. A firm hand, right?âÂ
Marigold flinched as if sheâd been struck. She stepped back, her heels clicking sharply on the hardwood floor, her chest heaving under the black fabric. âIâEva Iâm so sorryâplease forgive me.â Marigold closes her first. âI thought IâŚI thought if I taught you to follow the pathââ
"The path to where, Marigold?! To a pew in a church where you can preach purity while your pussy drip for a man who sell girls by the hour?!â Evangeline stepped forward, invading Marigoldâs space, her presence aggressive and suffocating. âGo âhead! HIT ME AGAIN!âÂ
âStop it!â Marigold cried, the sound breaking into a sob. She reached out, perhaps to push Evangeline away or perhaps to grab her, but her grip was weak, her fingers clutching at the air. âYou donât know the weight I carry. You donât know what itâs like to hold a whole community together while you falling apart inside!!âÂ
âI know what itâs like to be lied to,â Evangeline countered, her voice hardening. She reached up, slowly wiping the blood from her lip with her thumb, then looked at the red stain with a cold curiosity. âI know what itâs like to watch you tell us girlsâsweet, naive sistersâthat our bodies were temples, while you were treatinâ yours like a public house. And Naomi...god, Marigold. You let that girl run because she saw the rot in you. She saw the hypocrisy before any of us did. She warned me to get out.â
Marigoldâs face went slack. The fire vanished, replaced by a hollow, haunting grief. She looked small, the glossy finger waves and the expensive dress feeling like a costume that no longer fit. She opened her mouth to speak, to defend herself or perhaps to beg, but no sound came out.
Evangeline saw the break. She felt the victory, but it tasted like ash. She leaned closer, her breath warm against Marigoldâs ear, her tone shifting from rage to a cruel, intimate tenderness.
âYou can slap me until my face is blue, Marigold. But every time you close your eyes, and every time you feel Stack hands on you, you gonâ see me. You gonâ remember that I know exactly who you are.â
Evangeline pulled back, giving Marigold one last, assessing look from the polished toes of her shoes to the trembling line of her jaw. Without another word, Evangeline turned her back on the First Lady and walked toward the noise of the party, leaving Marigold standing alone, shaking in her black satin, the silence of the corridor heavier than any scream.
For the first time in years, Marigold Baptiste realized something she had never allowed herself to imagine. The girls had been watching her every bit as closely as sheâd been watching them. The First Lady had fallen from the pedestal sheâd spent half her life standing on.
Marigold allowed her tears to fall freely. She placed both palms against the porcelain basin to steady herself. Finally staring at her reflection, she barely recognized the woman staring back. Her finger waves were still immaculate, each glossy curve resting exactly where Cordelia had pinned it. Garnet lips framed a mouth that had spent the evening smiling in ways she never thought possible. Diamonds winked beneath the light every time her breathing hitched.
She looked beautiful. But she had never felt uglier.
Her chest rose sharply as she reached for the towel hanging beside the washstand and dabbed beneath her eyes before any more tears could ruin the careful work Peaches had done.
âYou werenât teachinâ purityâŚâ
She squeezed her eyes shut.
âYou were teachinâ us how to become you.â
The words refused to leave.
She leaned forward, lowering her forehead until it nearly touched the mirror.
What had she become?
The question frightened her because she no longer knew whether it came from GodâŚor from Obadiah.
A careful knock sounded against the door. Marigold straightened immediately, swallowing every ounce of grief she could force back down.
âIâm alright,â she called, though no one had asked.
The latch turned.
Stack eased inside, closing the door behind him quietly. He took one look at her, and that was all it took. His easy grin had disappeared. He stood within the doorway, not moving to rush or crowd her. The bourbon heâd been drinking was long forgotten. He tucked his hands into the pockets of his pressed trousers as he studied the woman before him.Â
Marigold busied herself smoothing wrinkles that werenât there.
âIâll be out in just a minute.â
Stack remained silent, his eyes studying her. She reached up to fix one of the clips in her hair, though she didnât need to because they were perfectly placed. Anything to keep her hands occupied. To keep from looking at him.Â
âYou ainât gotta hide from me.â His voice was soft and gentle.Â
That nearly undid her.Â
She finally looked over.
âIâm not hiding.â
âNo?â A small smile touched one corner of his mouth. âIt must be somebody else standinâ in front of me then.â
Despite herself, the faintest breath of a laugh escaped her. It disappeared almost as quickly as it came.
âIâm fine.â
Stack held her gaze.
He knew. She could see it. He knew she wasnât.
He crossed the room until only a step separated them.
âYou cryinâ?â
âNo.â
âYou mad?â
âNo.â
âYou scared?â
Her answer caught. ââŚNo.â
He nodded once. âAlright.â
That surprised her. He didnât argue or press or tease. It was justâŚalright.Â
Marigold blinked. âArenât you going to ask me what happened?â
âI already did.â
âI didnât tell you.â
âYou didnât.â
Stack looked at her the way he always did, not searching for perfection, not measuring her against a standard she could never reach.
Only seeing her.
âI ainât gonâ make you talk before you ready, baby.âÂ
Her shoulders sagged. Marigold expected interrogation. Correction. To defend herself. InsteadâŚsheâs been given room. That almost felt foreign to her.Â
âI failed somebody tonight.â
The confession slipped free before she could stop it.
Stackâs expression softened. âYou think so.â
âI know so.â
He let those words rest where they landed. He didnât chastise her. Tell her she was wrong. Tell her she was right. He stepped closer and reached up, gently straightening one diamond earring that had shifted during the evening, his fingertips barely brushed her skin.
âYou still wearinâ the whole world on your shoulders.â
She looked down. âI donât know how to stop.â
âI know.â His thumb lingered beneath her chin just long enough to lift her eyes back to his. âBut you donât gotta carry it by yourself.â
The tears threatened again. She blinked them back with stubborn determination.
âIf I tell youâŚâ
âYou donât have to.â
âWhat if it changes the way you look at me?â
A quiet chuckle escaped him. âGoldie.â He smiled then. Small. Certain. âI been lookinâ at you the same way since the first time you and them church biddies stood outside my doâ tellinâ me to repent.â
She smiled faint. Her lips quivered. She wanted to believe him. More than thatâŚshe wanted to believe herself worthy of it. Instead, she reached up and rested her hand over his just for a second. Long enough to steady herself.
âI need another minute.â
âYou got ten.â He tipped an imaginary hat. âIâll keep âem from botherinâ you.â He turned toward the door. Before opening it, he glanced back once more. âYou come back when you ready.â
Then, he was gone, the latch clicking softly behind his retreating frame.Â
Marigold released the breath sheâd been holding and closed her eyes once again.Â
She never noticed the other pair of eyes watching from farther down the corridor. Hidden where the hallway bent into darkness,Â
Mirabel remained perfectly still. Eavesdropping.Â
She had seen Evangeline shove the First Lady against the wall.
Seen the slap.
Heard raised voices sharpened by hurt until they became impossible to untangle.
Now, she had watched Stack Moore walk into that bathroom after her. Watched him leave with tenderness written plainly across his face.
She stood there, hands folded neatly before her, committing every look, every silence, every secret to memory.
Some truths were far more usefulâŚwhen nobody knew you were the one carrying them.
Evangeline stumbled a step, her senses reeling from the wreckage of her blow up with Marigold. As she stood there, the world she was born into. The one she was made to conform to. A world of starched collars, hushed prayers, and the suffocating expectation of purity. It all felt like a thin veil that had finally been ripped away.Â
Around her, The Blackline was a riot of brown skin and perspiration. The blues werenât just playing, they were vibrating through flesh and bone, a dirty, low-down moan of a saxophone that sounded like it was having an orgasm. Folks werenât just dancinâ. They was grindinâ, hips locked, bodies sliding against one another with hungry friction. Evangeline saw a man with a wide grin and a gold tooth pull a womanâs skirt up to her waist, his large hand disappearing under the fabric to squeeze a heavy, rounded cheek with a possessive grip that made the woman throw her head back and howl with laughter.Â
To her left, a card game was erupting. A man slammed his palm against the wooden table with a sound that cracked like a gunshot over the music, sending dice and coins scattering. The men around him werenât fighting with hate but with a raw, boisterous energy, voices deep as they shouted insults and jokes that would have made a deacon faint.Â
Then, there were the curtains. Heavy, velvet drapes that partitioned off small corners of the room. They ainât hide much. Evangeline watched the silhouettes pressed against the fabric. The violent thrusting of a manâs hips. The arch of a womanâs back. The frantic movement of hands clutching at hair and skin. Wet, slapping noises, guttural moans, and the occasional sharp cry of pleasure that cut through the music. Blatant. Obscene. Honest.
The smell of the place wrapped around her. A heady, intoxicating cocktail of expensive pomade, pungent cigar smoke, and the mouth-watering scent of Aunt Pearlâs kitchen. Plates of fried catfish and collard greens piled high with smoked turkey were being passed around, the grease glistening on fingers and lips. Folks was eating with a primal intensity, laughing with their whole bodies, doubting over in fits of genuine, unburdened mirth.Â
Evangeline felt strange, trembling sensation in her gut. Since she was a little girl, sheâd been taught to walk the ârightâ path, a version of holiness that felt more like a cage every day. Been taught to look at people like this with pity. And to see Sister Marigold give into her hidden desires left her confused and angry. Looking at the raw, sweating, fucking, laughing chaos of The Blackline, she could see no judgement here. No one was pretending to be a saint while hiding a secret in the dark. The sin was out in the open, worn like a badge of honor, and in that openness, there was a terrifying, electric kind of peace.Â
She watched a woman lean back in a chair, legs spread wide, laughing as she fed a piece of corn bread to a man who looked at her with pure, uncomplicated lust.Â
This is it, Evangeline realized, the thought echoing in the hollow space where her faith used to be. This is what it looks like to actually be alive.
It wasnât just a juke. Or a brothel. It was a sanctuary of the flesh. For the first time, the word âfreedomâ didnât feel like a Sunday school lesson. It felt like the heat of a strangerâs hand on a hip, the smell of grease and sex, and the courage to be exactly as broken and hungry as everyone else.
Sammie Moore stood near the edge of the stage with his guitar resting comfortably against his shoulder, still riding the rush of applause and his first taste of pussy that refused to leave his chest and his tongue. Every few seconds someone stopped him with a pat on the back. A handshake. A clap on his shoulder.Â
âDamn, boy! You sure can play!âÂ
âYou had Delta Slim grinninâ.âÂ
âThat guitar talk back to you.âÂ
Sammie smiled through every compliment, thanked every stranger, but his eyes kept drifting over their shoulders.Â
Searching.Â
Soft-blue dress had been easy enough to find.Â
But nowâŚnothing.
Despite that, Sammie caught himself smiling anyway. She was probably making him wait on purpose. That seemed like something Evangeline Monroe would enjoy. Sammie finally excused himself and began weaving through the crowded room. Cards slapped against green felt. Dice bounced across polished wood. Women laughed and moaned with their heads thrown back. Someone carried two platters of fried catfish through the crowd while another hurried past balancing slices of sweet potato pie.Â
Sammie circled once, then again.Â
Still nothing.
His smile began to fade.Â
Near the bar, he spotted the two young women who had arrived with her earlier. They stood shoulder to shoulder, wrapping light shawls around themselves while glancing nervously toward the front entrance.Â
Sammie approached. âEveninâ again, ladies.âÂ
The girls looked up.Â
âOh,â one of them said with relief. âHi, Sammie.âÂ
âYou seen Evangeline?â Sammie asked.Â
âThe girls exchanged a look.Â
âWe was just lookinâ for her ourselves.âÂ
âThought she came back witâ yaâll.â Sammie said
âNaw. She wandered off afterâŚsomethinâ.â
âAfter what?â Sammie questioned.Â
âShe shrugged. âDonât know. She looked pretty upset. I tried to wave her over and she just kept on walkinâ.âÂ
The second girl sighed, chewing the inside of her cheek.Â
âWe canât stay much longer.âÂ
âOur mamas think we sleepinâ over at my auntieâs house. If we donât get back âfore sunriseâŚâ she winced. âLord.âÂ
âThe whole neighborhood gonâ know we snuck out.â The other friend said.Â
Sammie glanced across the room again. âIâll find her.âÂ
âYou tell her we had to leave?âÂ
âWe sure didnât wanna butâŚwe told Eva that we canât stay too long.âÂ
âOur daddiesâŚâ one of them shook her head. âTheyâll turn us black and blue if they find out.âÂ
Sammie cringed at that last part. But ultimately, he nodded his head with understanding.
âIâll tell her. Yaâll get home safe now.âÂ
The girls thanked him before hurrying toward the entrance, pulling their shawls tighter as one of the doormen quietly unlatched the door for them. For a second, Sammie simply stood there. He looked toward the stage. Toward the card tables. Toward Delta Slim and Aunt Pearl talking close. Toward the staircase where Violet stood, Smoke beside her puffing on a cigar like he was her watch dog.Â
Still no Evangeline.Â
Then, he saw her.Â
Marigold.
She emerged from the hallway near the guest rooms, composed once more, though something about her expression seemedâŚheavier than before. Her lipstick had been touched up. Her shoulders were square. Only the faint puffiness under her eyes hinted that something heavy was on her mind. Sammie brightened immediately and walked toward her.
âMiss Marigold.âÂ
Marigold turned at the sound of her name.Â
âIâm sorry to bother you.âÂ
âYou arenât a bother at all, Sammie.âÂ
Sammie glanced over his shoulder, still hoping to catch sight of dark-brown skin and a flirty grin.Â
âI canât seem to find Evangeline.âÂ
The name struck her like a pebble dropped into still water. Barely noticeable from the outside. Impossible to ignore beneath the surface.Â
âEvangeline?â
âI done checked the dance floor. The bar. The stage. I ainât checked none of the rooms down here but they seem to be occupied. Upstairs ainât been checked. Her friend had to head home. They was lookinâ for her too.âÂ
Concern settled quietly across Marigoldâs face. âWhen was the last time you saw her?âÂ
âA little while ago. We was supposed to meet back up.â Sammie rubbed the back of his neck, a sheepish smile trying to return. âI reckon I mightâve got caught up witâ folks tryna talk to me after I played.âÂ
Marigold looked across the crowded room. The celebration carried on without interruption. She could spot Stack laughing with Cornbread at the bar over a glass of bourbon.Â
âIâll help you.âÂ
Sammieâs shoulders relaxed. âYou will?âÂ
âOf course. Evangeline is one of the youth at church. Her well beinâ is just as important to me as is to you, Sammie.â Marigold offered him a reassuring smile, though unease had already begun coiling inside her chest. âIf sheâs still here, weâll find her.âÂ
Marigold grabbed Sammie by the hand as they stepped into the current of bodies moving through The Blackline. Sammie searched with hopeful eyes. Marigold searched with growing dread. Neither of them noticed that, across the room, someone else had quietly begun watching the search unfold.Â
Someone only Liza June could see.Â
Stack peeled himself away from the bar with the last swallow of bourbon still warm in his chest. His eyes drifted toward the hallway leading toward the bathrooms.Â
Goldie shouldâve been back by now.Â
He frowned.Â
As he crossed the floor, Peaches breezed past carrying a tray stacked with condoms and fresh drinks, hips rocking to the band without missing a step.Â
âPeach.âÂ
She looked over one glistening shoulder. âMhm?âÂ
âYou see Goldie, tell her quit hidinâ from me and come on to my office.âÂ
Peaches smirked. âYou done got needy.âÂ
âI been needy.âÂ
Peaches laughed. âIâll tell her, baby. Maybe I should warn her you primmed and ready then, huh?âÂ
Stack shot her a lazy grin and kept walking.Â
As he walked, the scent of fried catfish, greens, and fresh cornbread drifted from the kitchen. As he passed the swinging door, something caught the corner of his eye. Stack stopped and backed up. He pushed the kitchen door open just enough to peek inside.Â
Delta Slim had Aunt Pearl backed against one of the prep tables, grinning from ear to ear while she cupped the old pianistâs face with both hands and kissed him like sheâd been waiting all week to do it. Delta Slim chuckled into the kiss. Aunt Pear swatted his shoulder without ever pulling away.Â
Stack pinched the bridge of his nose. âLord have mercy.âÂ
Neither of them heard him. Stack pushed the door shut with a quick thump.Â
âAinât nobody wanna see all that.â His head shook as a laugh escaped him. âTwo old folks actinâ like they sixteen.âÂ
Still smiling to himself, he adjusted his jacket and continued down the hallway toward his office, unaware that before the night was over, laughter would be the last easy thing anyone remembered.Â
Stackâs polished shoes stopped dead on the worn floorboards. There was a girl huddled in the corner. She wasnât just any stray, Stack recognized her to be the girl Sammie been checking for since he showed up in Little Rock. Her shoulders were drawn tight like she was still trying to fold herself smaller, ended while her face told a different story. Split lip. Purple blooming under one eye. Marks that didnât come from no fall.Â
âYou alright, sugar?â His voice came out low and careful.Â
Evangeline dragged the heel of her hand across her wet cheeks, sniffling hard. âIâm fine. Just fine, Mr. Stack.âÂ
Stack stepped closer, the wall sconce from the hallway catching the damage. His jaw worked once.Â
âSomebody put hands on you?âÂ
Evangeline remained silent. She looked past him like the wall might swallow her whole.Â
âWhatâs your name?â
âEvangeline.âÂ
Stack studied her. âIf you walk out them doors lookinâ like that, word gonâ travel faster than a rumor in a choir loft.â He said. âAnd if it gets back to your people that you was hereâŚâ he let the rest hang. They both knew what that meant.
âIâm not going back home.â She spoke, but it was so low Stack had to strain his ears to catch it.Â
âWhere my cousin at?â The question came out tight. Deep in his gut he knew Sammie wouldnât raise a hand to a woman, he knew better than to do no shit like that. But the marks on her face made his fingers itch anyway.Â
âI donât know.â She whispered.
Stack exhaled through his nose and opened his office door, the hinges giving a soft groan. Warm lamplight spilled across a heavy desk cluttered with loose papers and an ashtray still smoking.Â
He nodded inside. âCome on. ainât nobody need to see you like this.âÂ
Evangeline hesitated, then stepped past him. Stack cracked the door behind them, cutting most of the noise from the hall. Stack stayed by the door a moment, watching her take in the room, her eyes darting over the velvet sofa, the half-empty bottle of whiskey, the coat rack heavy with his food jackets.Â
âGo on, sit.â Stack said. âAinât gonâ bite.â
Evangeline lowered herself into the edge of the sofa, her fingers twisting in her lap. Stack crossed to the desk, poured himself a finger of whiskey into a glass, and took a sip. His gaze drifted back to that split lip.Â
âYou donât gotta tell me what happened.â He said, after a beat. âBut if somebodyâs puttinâ hands in you, you best believe they gonâ answer for it.â
Evangelineâs wet eyes tracked him from head to toe before pulling away.Â
Stack eased himself onto the edge of the heavy desk, one polished show braced against the floor, the other dangling. He watched her for a moment, finger tapping the glass, the wheels in his head turning. Hoping Sammie ainât got nothing to do with her hurtinâ.Â
âWho hit you, Evangeline?â Stackâs voice stayed low, almost gentle.Â
She kept her eyes on her lap, shoulders shaking, fresh tears sliding free.Â
Stack let out a slow breath through his nose. He set his glass aside and pushed off the desk. The door to the back room creaked as he disappeared inside. When he came back, he carried a damp cloth and a small chunk of ice wrapped in it. He held it out without a word.Â
Evangeline took them with trembling fingers and pressed the cold against her swollen cheek. Stack lowered himself onto the sofa beside her, close enough that the cushion dipped under his weight.Â
âOne of them boys out front?â he asked. âSay the word and Iâll handle it. Get you home safe, no questions asked.â
Her face crumpled again. The tears came harder, silent and hot. Stack reached over and laid his palm between her shoulder blades, rubbing slow circles through the thin fabric of her dress. Stack just stayed there, unsure of what to do other than go out and ask around. Surely, if an altercation did occur, he would have known.Â
âDid some man try and come on to you?â Stack asked.Â
Evangeline sniffled, rubbing her eyes. Eyes that kept betraying her as they swept over Stackâs body. The feeling of his hand making her feel fuzzy.Â
âWasnât nothinâ like that. IâŚâ
âFunny thing âbout nothinâ. It usually leave folks lookinâ like somethinâ happened.â His voice never rises. âYou ainât gotta explain it to me.â Another pause. âJust donât sit here thinkinâ somebody got the right to leave their fingerprints on your life. Folksâll have you believinâ love always come with a hard hand. I should know.âÂ
Evangeline crumbled. She leaned her head against Stackâs shoulder, her tears soaking into the silk of his shirt.Â
âShhh, hey nowâŚitâs alright. Listen, why donât I go look for Sammie. See if we can sort this outââ
Her hand slid down between his legs, fingers closing around the softened outline of his dick through the fabric of his trousers. Stack shot to his feet so fast the sofa scraped back an inch.Â
âWhat the hell you doinâ, girl?â
She stayed where she was, eyes puffy, lips trembling. âI always wanted to know what it was like to be with one of the Smokestack Twins. You been so kind to me, Mr. Stack.â
Her fingers went to the buttons of her dress. She started working them open.
Stackâs voice came sharp. âKeep that dress on.â
âWhat? You donât wanna make me feel better?âÂ
Stack looked away. He swiped at his nose and then made his way to the door. âNot like this. I ainât who you think I am. Iâm many things but not this. Button that dress back up.âÂ
Evangleine laughed, a bitter little sound that didnât reach her eyes. âSince when does Stack Moore turn down some pussy?â
Stack was seeing red. He crossed the room in three strides and reached for the door, âIâm gettinâ Aunt Pearl to take you homeââ
Before he could open the door it swung open.Â
Sammie and Marigold stood right there in the hallway. Sammieâs eyes went straight to Evangelineâs open dress, skin showing beneath, the bruise on her face. His jaw clenched so hard the muscle jumped.
Marigold stepped inside first. âWhatâs going on in here?â
Stack looked from Sammie, to Marigold, to Evangeline.Â
âFound her outside my office banged up. Somebody hit herââ
âEvangeline, everything alright?âÂ
Sammie crossed the room to her. Evangeline stood abruptly, turning away to fix herself.Â
âEvaââ
âSTOP! Iâm fine. I ainât fuck your cousin, Sammie. If thatâs what you worried about.âÂ
Sammie frowned. âYou think thatâs what I care âbout right now? Your faceââ
âAsk Sister Marigold why my face look like this.âÂ
Stack and Sammie turned their eyes onto Marigold.Â
âI struck her.â Marigold confessed. âI ainât mean toââ
âYou meant to. Just like you meant to ruin our lives. Wait till I tell everyone that you fuckinâ a pimp in a pussy house. That image you worked so hard for gonâ burn so bright everybody in Little Rock gonâ see it.âÂ
Evangeline stormed past Sammie and bumped Marigoldâs shoulder. Sammie grabbed her wrist but Evangeline wiggled her arm out of his grip and stormed out of the office. He was on her heels like a bloodhound with a fresh scent. Stack and Marigold stood frozen for a moment before following them.Â
âEva! Come on, now. We can talk about thisââ
âStop following me, Sammie!âÂ
âListen, whatever happened, we can help. You ainât gotta go through this aloneââ
She turned as though she meant to leave, but Sammie stepped into her path. He didnât grab her this time. He simply stood there, concern plain in his eyes.Â
âTalk to me.âÂ
Her laugh came again, full of pain. âWhy?â
ââCause somethinâ happened.âÂ
âYou donât know what happened.â
âNo. But I know you hurtinâ.âÂ
The tenderness in his voice hurt worse than an accusation could have. Evangelineâs chin trembled before she caught it between her teeth. She wanted him to be foolish. She wanted him to flirt, to say something smooth, to give her an excuse to laugh at him and walk away. Instead, he looked at her like her tears mattered.Â
âYou donât even know me.â She said.
Sammie lowered his voice. âMaybe not yet.âÂ
âThere ainât gonâ be no yet.âÂ
His brows furrowed. âWhat that mean?âÂ
âIt mean you need to stop lookinâ at me like that.âÂ
âLike what?âÂ
âLike Iâm somethinâ sweet.âÂ
âYou are.âÂ
âYou donât know that.âÂ
âI know enough.âÂ
âNo, you donât.â Her voice sharpened, cutting through the music between them. âYou met me on a sidewalk licking ice cream. You saw me in a pretty dress, let me dance on you, kissed me a little, sucked my pussy, now you think you know what kind of girl I am.âÂ
âI never said that.âÂ
âYou ainât have to, Sammie.âÂ
Sammieâs expression softened further, which only made her angrier.Â
âEvangeline, I ainât tryinâ to judge you.âÂ
âEverybody says that right before they do.âÂ
âI ainât everybodyââ
âYou a preacherâs son.âÂ
âI ainât my daddyââ
âYou still got his Bible all through you!âÂ
The words struck him, though he tried not to show it.
âWhat would your daddy think if he found out you been licking pussy? You hanginâ âround The Smokestack twins? You performing blues music in a Juke full of the drunk and the frisky, huh? Iâd get out while I still can. At least you got time for savinâ.â Evangeline rubbed quickly beneath one eye. âGo enjoy your birthday. They threw this whole night for you. Got women in there that know exactly what you want and how to give it to you.âÂ
âI was lookinâ for you.âÂ
âWell, stop.âÂ
Sammie went still. Evangeline drew a breath that trembled all the way down.
âI got somebody anyway.âÂ
Sammieâs face changed. Only slightly. A tiny glimpse behind his eyes.Â
âYou got a man?âÂ
âThatâs what I said.âÂ
Sammie searched her expression, perhaps waiting for the teasing curl of her lips or a wink that would reveal the game. None came. Evangeline forced herself to hold his gaze until the lie settled between them.
âWhy you ainât say that before?âÂ
Evangeline scoffed. âI ainât owe you my whole life story.â
âI knowâŚâ
âThen quit askinâ.â
Sammie nodded slowly. âAlright.âÂ
His acceptance should have brought relief. Instead, it left her feeling hollow. Evangeline looked at him properly thenz at the college pin on his lapel. At the faint sheen of perspiration resting along his temple. At the gentle hands that had gripped her waist and pinned her legs in that dressing room. He had looked at her as though she were worth discovering. That was precisely why she had to push harder.Â
âGo find you somebody more suitable.â She said. âSome good little college girl. Some little church girl from back home. A girl who writes letter and sit quiet while you play. Somebody worth your time.â
Sammieâs brows drew together. âWhy you talkinâ like you ainât?âÂ
She looked away.
âEvangelineââ
âJust leave me alone, Sammie.âÂ
He could hear the plea beneath the anger. He could also hear his fatherâs voice from years ago, insisting that women needed correction when their emotions carried them too far. Jedediah would have followed. Cornered. Demanded answers until there was no room left for anything but obedience.Â
Sammie would not become that man.Â
Evangeline stepped around him and headed toward the front of the room.Â
Sammie turned after her. For one breath, he followed. One step carried him into the stream of dancers before he stopped himself. She had asked him to leave her alone. Whatever had transpired between her and Marigold, she didnât want him beside her while she carried it.Â
âPreacher Boy!â
A hand clapped his shoulder from behind. Someone called for another song. Delta Slom lifted both hands from the piano and shouted that the birthday boy owed the room one more number. Sammie glanced back at them, then toward Evangeline. She had already disappeared among the bodies. He stood there another second, torn between instinct and respect, before lowering his head.Â
She needed time.
He would find her later.
The office door had scarcely stopped rattling from Sammie and Evangelineâs hurried exit before things settled uneasy. Marigold stood in the middle of the room, arms wrapped tightly around herself, staring at the open doorway as though Evangeline might suddenly appear again.Â
âI struck her.â Her confession came with shame. âSo hard.â Her voice wavered. âI have never laid my hands on one of my girls.âÂ
Stack remained where he was beside his desk. He said nothing.Â
Marigold laughed once, though it carried no humor. âI looked at herâŚâ she swallowed. ââŚand all I could see was myself.â She pressed trembling fingers against her lips. âI became exactly what she accused me of.â
Stack watched her for another moment before speaking.Â
âNo.âÂ
She lifted weary eyes toward him.Â
âYou became somebody who lost hold of herself.âÂ
The distinction did little to comfort her. A fresh wave of shame crossed her face. Then, another thought entered.Â
âWhat if she tells? What if she tells everybody?â Marigold whispered. âThe congregationâŚmy husbandâŚthose girlsâŚâ she shook her head. âMy whole lifeâŚâ
Stackâs answer came without hesitation. âThen she tells.âÂ
Marigold stared at him as though heâd struck her himself.
âThatâs all you got to say?âÂ
âWhat else you want me to say?â Stack tilted his head.Â
âYou donât understandââ
âI understand just fine.âÂ
âNo. You donât. Theyâll talk.âÂ
âThey mightââ
âTheyâll rip me apart.âÂ
âThey might.âÂ
âMy girls wonât listen to another word I sayââ
âMaybe.âÂ
Each answer landed heavier than the last. Frustration finally overtook her.Â
âYou donât care.âÂ
Stackâs brow lifted.Â
âYou think this some kind of joke.â
âI think itâs the truth.â
Marigold shut her eyes. âI could lose everything.âÂ
âYou already losinâ it, Goldie.âÂ
She blinked. âWhat?âÂ
âYou hate hearinâ the truth.â
âI do notââ
âYou do.â His voice never rose. âYou hate any truth that asks somethinâ of you.âÂ
Marigold shook her head fiercely. âYou donât know what youâre talkinâ about, Stack.âÂ
âI know exactly what Iâm talkingâ âbout.â He took one measured step toward her. âYou spend time worryinâ âbout what everybody else think, you ainât ask yourself what you think in a long while.âÂ
Marigold felt the walls closing in.Â
âI need to go.âÂ
She turned for the door. Before her fingers reached the knob, Stack crossed the room. He opened the door first, glanced into the hallway, then quietly shut it again.
The lock clicked into place.
Marigold stared. âWhat are you doinâ?â
He motioned toward the chair opposite his desk.
âSit.â
âI said I need to leave.â
âI heard you.â
âMove.â
âNo.â
She searched his face, waiting for the arrogance she had come to expect from men who gave orders. It wasnât there.
Only patience.
Only resolve.
Her shoulders sagged. The fight left them. Slowly, she lowered herself into the chair. Stack remained standing for a long moment before finally asking the question that had lived behind his eyes for weeks.
âWhy you still with him?â
Marigold looked down at her hands.
No answer came.
He asked another. âWhy you still tied to that church?â
She opened her mouth. Closed it again. Words that had once come so easily refused to appear.
Duty. Marriage. Calling. Obedience.
Each felt thinner than the last.
Stack watched the realization cross her face.
âYou keep tellinâ me what you scared of losinâ.â He leaned against the edge of his desk. âTell me one thing over there thatâs still holdinâ on to you.â
Marigold searched for it. For something. Anything.
Obadiah. No. Her marriage. No. The church building. No. Her title. No. Only faces came. The young women. Bible lessons. Hospital visits. Meals delivered to grieving families.
Evangeline.
The thought struck so sharply she rose from the chair.
âI canât do this.â
She hurried to the door and unlocked it before Stack could stop her. The knob turned. She stepped into the hallway. Behind her came his voice, carrying just enough amusement to make her stop for the briefest second.
âRunninâ again?â
She closed her eyes.
âThought we was past that.â
Marigold looked back over her shoulder. The glare she gave him carried exhaustion more than anger. Then, she walked away. She moved quickly through the back corridors until the music softened behind thick walls. The warmth of the kitchen met her first. Pots soaked in wash tubs. The smell of cornbread still lingered in the air. Alma Rose stood at one sink with her sleeves rolled high, drying heavy platters while Aunt Pearl wiped down one of the long preparation tables, humming softly beneath her breath. Both women looked up together. One glance was all Aunt Pearl needed.
âWhat happened?â
Marigold tried to answer but nothing came. She lowered her eyes instead.
After a long silence, she managed quietly, âAunt PearlâŚâ
The older woman set the rag aside. âMm-hmm?â
âWould youâŚâ Her voice nearly broke. ââŚwould you mind drivinâ me home?â
Concern settled across Aunt Pearlâs face, but she asked no questions.
âCourse I will.â She untied her apron and handed it to Alma Rose. âYou finish up in here for me, baby.â
Alma Rose nodded. âI got it.â
Marigold waited near the back door while Aunt Pearl gathered her things.
Just as Aunt Pearl reached for her coatâŚ
The church bell rang.
One slow toll.
Its sound rolled through the kitchen walls and settled over every pot, every plate, every tired pair of hands. Even Alma Roseâs rag stilled against the china. Marigold felt the sound settle somewhere deep inside her chest. Aunt Pearl quietly slipped her coat over her shoulders.
âCome on, baby.â
Marigold nodded.
Neither woman spoke as they stepped out into the Arkansas night.
Behind them, The Blackline laughed.
Across the street, the bell rang again.
The Rise of First Blood
Evangeline moved without purpose through The Blackline, letting the crowd swallow her. She passed couples with their foreheads pressed together, women laughing over cards, men losing money with good humor and ordering another round. The room that had seemed scandalous when she first entered now looked different through the sting of her tears.
She saw a young woman sitting beside the stage with her face buried against Peachesâ shoulder. Peaches did not tell her to straighten up. She did not tell her that tears invited weakness or that grief could be prayed away. She stroked the womanâs back and listened while she cried, her full attention offered without correction.
Near the bar, a patron reached for one of the dancers. The woman caught his wrist, shook her head, and continued past him. He lifted both palms, accepted the refusal, and turned back to his drink. No one dragged her aside. No one asked what kind of woman denied a man after accepting his attention. At a nearby table, Aunt Pearl set down a plate in front of a girl who had been too busy working to eat. She fussed over her until the girl took the first bite, then walked away satisfied. The Blackline contained vice. Evangeline could see it clearly. Liquor poured faster than water. Clothes fell open. Money passed between hands for pleasures no church woman would name aloud. Yet beneath all of it lived something she had not expected to find.
Choice.
The realization disturbed her more than the obscenity. Marigoldâs face returned to her. Garnet lips. Black satin. Her body settled on Stack Mooreâs lap while he kissed her neck and whispered filth no doubt. The look of shock on her face when sheâd locked eyes with her. The woman who had once warned Evangeline that wickedness entered through open doors had looked more alive in that booth than she ever had standing beside Obadiah.Â
Evangeline hated her for it. She envied her for it too. That truth was harder to bear.
She drifted closer to the entrance, wrapping her arms around herself. The mark on her cheek and the split in her lip had begun to ache now that the adrenaline has settled. Everything she had said to Marigold returned in jagged pieces, crueler now that the anger had faded. She remembered Marigoldâs face after the slap, the horror and regret that followed it.Â
She had wanted the First Lady to hurt.Â
And she had succeeded.Â
It had not made anything better.Â
Across the room, tucked behind a veiled alcove, Liza June sat with her cards gathered loosely in both hands. She had stopped reading them some time ago. Lana had wandered away to tend to a John, leaving her alone with the spread and the company no one else could see.Â
Louisa Fields, one of the spirits, had remained near the piano after Sammie finished playing. The Harris twins had stood together beside an empty booth, their fingers linked. Clarene Bell watched the stage with a longing that had survived her body. Larissa Boone lingered near the wall, stern and watchful. Cressida Weatherford stood closest to Marigold as she surfaced with Stack, her weathered hands held near her sides.Â
Then, Louisa turned toward the front door.Â
The Harris twins followed.
Clarene lowered her head and went after them.Â
Larissa crossed the room with the grave composure of a woman answering a summons.
Liza June straightened.Â
The spirits did not disappear. They moved through the living crowd, passing between dancers and tables without disturbing cloth or flesh. Every one of them traveled in the same direction.Â
Her cards tightened between her fingers.
âWhere yaâll goinâ?â
None turned.
One card slipped free and landed face up on the table.Â
Death.Â
Liza stared at it.Â
Ordinarily, she would have scolded anyone foolish enough to fear the card. Death did not always mean a grave. It could mean change, release, one life ending so another might begin. Tonight, the image looked different.Â
Cressida remained behind for one final heartbeat. Her eyes found Marigold across the room. The First Lady was scanning the crowd beside Sammie now. Both of them searching for someone they could no longer see. Then, Cressida looked toward Liza.
No chant came this time. No words formed inside her mind. The old woman simply closed her eyes.Â
Grief moved across her face before she turned and followed the others.Â
Lizaâs stomach tightened. She didnât rise or follow. She remained perfectly still while the dead passed through the front door.Â
Evangeline reached it moments later.Â
The doorman recognized her from when she came in and tipped his hat. âHeadinâ out, Miss?â
âJust need some air.âÂ
âFriends left some time ago.âÂ
Evangeline glanced back into the room. Her girls had gone. She figured as much. They were past their curfew. She spotted Sammie with his guitar, forcing a smile on his face. Evangeline nearly called his name. The thought rose to her lips. Then, Pride swallowed it.Â
âActually, I think Iâm a head home. Thanks anyway.âÂ
The doorman opened the door. âHave a good evening.âÂ
Music poured into the night around her, bright and lively for a few seconds before the heavy door closed and reduced it to a muffled pulse behind brick. West Ninth had thinned considerably. Storefronts sat dark behind their glasses. Strattonâs three pale circles across the pavement, leaving stretches of shadow between them. The August heat had not broken, though the night breeze cooled the tears drying on Evangelineâs face. Across the narrow lane stood Greater Calvary Holy Temple Church of Deliverance. Itâs white exterior looked gray beneath the moon. The iron fence bordered rows of lilies that appeared colorless at this hour. High above the street, the bell tower cut into the skit like a raised finger demanding silence.Â
Evangeline turned away from it.Â
She walked slowly, without any true destination. She didnât want to go back home. To face her motherâs judgment or her fatherâs hand. She only wanted distance form Marigold, from Sammieâs kindness, from the music that had reached into her chest and stirred feelings she was not prepared to name.Â
Behind her, the dead emerged through The Blacklineâs closed door.Â
Louisa came first, small and barefoot, ribcage visible above her nightgown; malnourished. The Harris twins walked behind her, still holding hands, translucent and water-soaked, dripping constantly, leaving puddles wherever they moved. They still wore the same swollen, bluish features with their hair plastered their face and clothing clinging like wet rags. Clarene had bruising around her neck and walked with a wobble. Larissa carried a medicinal scent mixed with the old communion wine sweetness. Other spirits joined them, spirits tied to the patrons, the musicians, the kitchens and the old streets beneath Little Rock. Faces from lives already lived. Shapes belonging to years not yet born.Â
Cressida came last.Â
The formed a silent procession several paces behind her, keeping pace as she crossed beyond the strongest reach of The Blacklineâs lights. Evangeline felt the change without understanding it. The fine hairs along her arms lifted. She glanced over one shoulder.Â
The street appeared empty.Â
She rubbed her palms over her sleeves and kept walking. The music weakened with each step Evangeline took until that world became no more than a distant rhythm carried through the night.Â
Evangeline paused beside the church fence.Â
A lily had fallen onto the pavement. She nudged it with the toe of her shoe, then looked toward the road leading home.Â
âMiss Monroe.âÂ
The voice came from behind her.Â
Evangleine turned.
Deacon Josiah Wells stood beneath the nearest streetlamp. She had known him most of her life. He had carried her on his shoulders during church picnics when she was small and slipped peppermint candies into her palm after services. Tonight he wore a dark suit buttoned to the throat, his hat held respectfully against his chest.
The tension left her shoulders.
âDeacon Wells.â
âYour mama and daddy been worried.â
Her gaze dropped. âThey know Iâm gone?â
âThey know enough.â
âI was fixinâ to head home.â
âI figured as much.â He gave her the same patient smile she remembered from childhood. âCome on, then. Iâll see you there safe.â
Evangeline glanced toward The Blackline. She thought of Sammie. She thought of going back inside and telling him the truth, at least enough of it to apologize. Then, she pictured her father waiting at home.
âI can walk.â
âAt this hour?â Deacon Wells chuckled softly. âYour daddy would have my hide if I let his girl cross town alone.â
The words sounded reasonable. Familiar.
She stepped toward him.
The spirits stopped.
Every one of them.
Louisaâs face tightened with fear. The Harris twins drew closer together. Clarene opened her mouth though no sound passed through it. Larissa reached for Evangeline and met only distance.
Cressida raised both hands. The hands that had delivered children, closed wounds, calmed fevers and helped women survive the touch of cruel men.
They could do nothing now.
Evangeline had nearly reached Deacon Wells when another man stepped from the deeper shadow beside the church steps. Then, a third appeared near the gate.
Her pace slowed. âWho they?â
Wellsâ smile remained, though all warmth had left it.
âChurch business.â
âAt this time of night?â
âYou been keepinâ late hours yourself.â
Something in his voice changed her breathing.
Evangeline stepped backward.
Wells reached for her arm.
She jerked away. âDonât touch me.â
The men moved at once.
One caught her from behind. A broad hand covered her mouth before she could scream. She kicked backward, heel striking bone, and heard someone curse. Her teeth closed against the palm over her lips.
âHold her.â
Evangeline twisted hard enough to tear one sleeve at the shoulder. She clawed at the arm trapping her, eyes fixed on The Blacklineâs entrance only yards away.
The music continued behind the walls. She tried to call Sammie. Only a broken sound escaped beneath the manâs hand.
Deacon Wells seized her legs as the others lifted her from the pavement. Her eyes widened. Not with confusion anymore.
With recognition.
The spirits crowded around them, reaching, grieving, powerless. Cressida stood closest, her hands pressed against Evangelineâs face without being felt.
The girl fought until a dark cloth was forced over her nose and mouth.
The church bell tolled once.
Evangelineâs body went slack.
The men carried her through the iron gate. Behind them, the fallen lily lay crushed against the pavement. And across the lane, The Blackline kept singing.
Morning came. It slowly settled over the carriage house behind The Blackline. Thin ribbons of sunlight caught lazy flecks of dust that drifted through the warm air. The fragrance of old cedar, worn leather, hay, faint traces of manure, and machine oil. An empty wagon leaned against one wall beside stacked feed crates and coiled harnesses that hadnât seen a horse in years.Â
Beyond the open doors crowded with overgrown grass, life had already begun again. Minnie laughed and cooed in the kitchen. A pan clanged against a stove, probably Aunt Pearl frying up some bacon fat fritters. Delta Skim tested a few wandering notes on the piano before deciding against a tune to play tonight. Cornbread was snoring in one of the guest rooms, causing some of the girls to groan about missed sleep because of a grisly bear. The little white kitten, Trouble, darted across the courtyard chasing something only he could see.Â
The world had moved on accordingly.
Sammie had not.Â
He sat alone on an overturned crate with his guitar resting across his lap. It had once belonged to Smoke and Stackâs father before the brothers placed it in Sammieâs hands years later, telling him every instrument deserved another voice.Â
This morning it felt heavier than usual. His fingers wandered over the strings, searching for something familiar. A blues progression found its way beneath his fingertips before faltering halfway through. He tried again. Stopped again. But nothing sounded right. Sammieâs thoughts refused to stay on the music. Instead, they drifted back to the night before.Â
Evangeline laughing. Evangeline dancing. The sharp wit behind every smile she sent his way. ThenâŚher face after everything had unraveled. The bruise. It wasnât the mark itself, or that Marigold had struck her. It was the way she reacted. She hadnât looked surprised. She didnât seem to care that sheâd been hit in retaliation. She lookedâŚready. As though somewhere in her life sheâd already learned what it meant to brace herself before a hand came.Â
That was the part Sammie couldnât shake.Â
He drew a slow breath and rested both hands across the guitar. He allowed himself to be swallowed by silence before it was broken by footsteps crunching across the gravel outside.Â
âThey teach yâall that at college?â
Sammie looked up.
Stack leaned against the doorway with a steaming mug balanced in one hand. His hat had been traded for a neatly combed head of conked hair, his suit coat abandoned somewhere inside. Suspenders crossed a white shirt rolled neatly to his forearms. But the gold on his fingers and around his neck never left him. He was Elias Moore after all.
Stack nodded toward the guitar. âOr you tryinâ punish that poor thing?â
A corner of Sammieâs mouth lifted despite himself.
âI ainât punishinâ it.â
âMmm.â
Stack wandered inside without waiting for permission and lowered himself onto a crate beside him. He took a sip of his chicory coffee mixed with a little melted chocolate. He looked out through the open carriage doors, his eyes tracking Trouble trying to catch dragonflies. They simply breathed beside each other, Stack taking sips of his coffee and Sammie plucking the strings with his thumb. Stack had always known when silence needed company more than conversation. After a while he nudged Sammieâs shoulder.
âShe got you all tangled up already?â
Sammie gave a quiet scoff. âAinât like that.â
âIf you say so, lilâ nigga.âÂ
âIt ainât.â
Stack smiled into his coffee but let the denial pass. Another stretch of quiet settled between them. Finally, Sammie spoke.
âI keep thinkinâ about her.â
âThe girl?â
Sammie nodded. âI keep seeinâ that look on her face. The way sheâŚâ His voice lowered. âShe lookedâŚbroken.â He swallowed. âNot because of Marigold.â
Stack turned his head. âWhat you mean?â
Sammie stared down at the strings. âI donât know.â He searched for the words. âSumâ just ainât right.âÂ
Stack didnât rush to answer. He simply listened.
Sammie let out a tired breath. âI donât know. JustâŚit bothered me.â
âIt ought to.â
Sammie looked over.
Stack rested his elbows on his knees, turning the coffee mug slowly between his palms.
âWorld got a habit of puttinâ too much on folks before they old enough to carry it.â He looked toward the bright morning outside. âSometimes somebody cross your path and all they leave you with is a question.â
Sammie frowned. âWhat kinda question?â
Stackâs gaze stayed fixed ahead. âThe kind you spend years answerinâ.â
The words lingered between them.
Sammie looked back down at the guitar.
âYou ever have somebody justâŚâ He hesitated. ââŚwalk out your life before you figured âem out?â
Stack chuckled softly. âMore than once.â
There was something unreadable behind the smile that followed. Before Sammie could ask anything else, Stack clapped both hands against his knees and stood.
âThatâs enough of this.â
âWhat?â
âYou.â Stack pointed at him. âYou in your big cousinâs house actinâ like somebody done stole Christmas.â
Sammie laughed. A real laugh this time, though it still carried a trace of weariness.
âI ainât actinâ.â
âYou absolutely actinâ.â
Stack reached over and caught him in a loose headlock, rubbing the top of his head with his knuckles until Sammie pushed him away.
âMan, quit.â
âThere he is.â Stack grinned. âI knew you was still in there somewhere.â
Sammie shook his head, trying not to smile.Â
âYou supposed to be celebratinâ.â Stack slung an easy arm across his shoulders and steered him toward the open doors. âYou a college man now. A bluesman. My lilâ cousin. Ainât no room âround here for mopinâ all day.â
They stepped into the morning together. Trouble darted past their feet and damn near leaped up the steps into the kitchen.Â
Stack leaned close, lowering his voice as though conspiring to rob a bank.
âAunt Pearl got sweet potato biscuits coolinâ in that kitchen.â
Sammie raised an eyebrow. âSo?â
Stack looked over both shoulders with exaggerated caution.
âI heard tell she made peach preserves too.â
A grin finally spread across Sammieâs face.
âYou know she gonâ fuss.â
âOnly if she catch us.â
They crossed the courtyard shoulder to shoulder, laughing quietly like two boys about to steal something they both knew theyâd be forgiven for before supper.
Stack moved like a shadow, his broad shoulders hunched as he crept toward the cooling rack. He didnât make a sound, his movements were fluid and practiced while Sammie hovered just behind him, his eyes darting toward the doorway. Stackâs large hand shot out, snatching a golden-brown sweet potato biscuit still steaming from the oven. He grabbed another for Sammie, pressing it into his cousinâs palm with a wicked, knowing grin. Using his thick fingers, Stack split the biscuit in half and walked over to the peach preserves, using a tiny, sterling silver engraved spoon to scoop some onto the biscuit. Sammie held his own biscuit out and stack gave him a dollop.Â
âHush now,â Stack whispered with a low, gravelly voice. ââFore Pearl catch us and use that bread paddle to whip us.âÂ
Sammie snorted a laughter while Stack masked his by taking a bite of the buttery delight. Peach preserves danced across his tongue and made his eyes roll shut.Â
They retreated from the kitchen, sneaking through the back hallway and slipping into the main area of The Blackline. The main area held the aftermath of a crowded room with floorboards scarred by years of dancing boots and spilled liquor. On stage, Delta Slim sat at the upright piano, his dark fingers dancing over the keys in a slow, mourning melody that seemed to pull the very soul out of the keys.Â
A few paces away, Aunt Pearl stood still as a statue. Her dark skin was etched with the lines of a hard-lived life. Her gaze was fixed on Delta with an intensity that felt like a physical weight. She watched him play with a look that hovered somewhere between love and a deep, aching grief.Â
Stack leaned in close to Sammie, the biscuit halfway to his mouth. He lowered his voice, a playful glint in his whiskey-colored eyes.Â
âI tell yaâ, SammieâŚI seen âem last night,â Stack whispered, glancing back at Pearl. âCaught âem in the kitchen. Delta and Aunt Pearl was tongue-kissing like two teenagers who just found out the preacher went to sleep. Thought they was gonâ swallow each other whole.âÂ
Sammie almost choked on a piece of biscuit, his eyes widening. âAunt Pearl? Swear? She too strict for that.âÂ
âStrict in the light, maybe,â Stack chuckled, his deep dimples popping. âBut the dark do something to a person. Make âem remember things they tried to bury.â Stack paused, his expression softening as he watched the two of them. âI wonder how they even started. You donât just look at a man like that unless thereâs a whole lifetime of ghosts between you.âÂ
A heavy sigh sounded beside them. Minnie stepped into the light, her shoulders slumped and her eyes heavy with a bone-deep weariness. Her dark skin looked matte when the light hit it and she moved with a slow, dragging gait of someone who hadnât seen a bed in twenty-four hours. She didnât say where sheâd been, but the way she rubbed the small of her back and the distant, exhausted look in her eyes hinted at her night spent pacing a floor.Â
Minnie overheard them and let out a dry, raspy laugh. âYaâll talkinâ âbout ghosts now? You ainât gotta wonder, Stack. Pearl used to be the star of the show.âÂ
Stack raised an eyebrow. âThe star?âÂ
âMm-hm,â Minnie nodded leaning against a pillar. âShe told me sumâ she ainât never share before. Back in the day, Pearl had a voice that could make the devil weep. She used to sing them old ragtime songsâfast, filthy, full of life. Delta there? She said he was the heart of the band. They was thick as thieves, those two. Had a fling that set the whole Delta talking.â
Sammie looked from Minnie to the piano. âWhat happened?â
Minnieâs expression dimmed. âLife happened. Delta got caught up in some trouble and needed to on the chain gang. Gone for years. Just like that. PearlâŚshe ainât hear nothinâ for a long time. Word got back that he and his buddy Rice had been hanged by the state. Pearl took that news and buried it deep. She married a good man, had her boy, and tired to forget the sound of that piano.âÂ
Stack watched Delta hit a low, resonant chord. He saw the way Pearlâs chest hitched, a small sharp intake of breath.Â
âSeeinâ him walk back through those doors.â Minnie continued softly. âIt ainât just bring back the love. It opened up every old wound she ever managed to scab over. Itâs a heavy thing, cominâ back from the dead.âÂ
Stack just stood there, chewing the last of his biscuit, watching the silent communication between the woman and the musician. A slow, knowing smile spread across his face. It wasnât a cruel one. It was the smile of a man who understood that the most powerful desires were the ones that survived the impossible.Â
Sammieâs expression turned thoughtful, almost tentative. He looked at his cousinâthis man who seemed to glide through life with an effortless, seductive confidence, always surrounded by laughter and the scent of expensive pomade and womenâs perfume.Â
âStack,â Sammie started, a small, teasing smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth. âYou always out here playinâ the field, keepinâ every girl from here to Chicago guessinâ. You ever think you gonâ actually find love? Or you just gonâ keep collectinâ âem like stamps?âÂ
Stack let out a loud, booming laugh that bounced off the scarred floorboards, his deep dimples carving into his cheeks. He slapped his thigh, his eyes sparkling with amusement. Delta Slim and Aunt Pearl looked over like theyâd been interrupted. Minnie walked away with a shake of her head towards the kitchen to start prepping for the nightâs opening.Â
âFind love?â Stack chuckled, shaking his head. âBoy, you talkinâ like Iâm some lonely soul wanderinâ the wilderness. I got love in spades.â Stack gestured broadly with a large hand, encompassing the room. âI got you, I got Smokeâeven if that man act like a stone wall half the time. And I got my girls, them sweet twins. I got more love than I know what to do with, Sammie. Why trade a whole garden for one single rose when I can have the whole damn field?âÂ
Sammie didnât seem convinced. He let the silence stretch for a second before his voice dropped an octave, becoming a soft, pointed needle.Â
âWhat âbout Marigold?âÂ
The laughter didnât vanish but it froze. The playful light in his eyes dimmed into something guarded, something unreadable. The name hung in the air between them, heavy and thick, clashing with the mournful chords of the piano. For a heartbeat, the mask of the charming rouge slipped, revealing a glimpse of the man who knew exactly how dangerous a woman like Marigold could be. And exactly how much he craved that danger.Â
Stack cleared his throat, his jaw tightening as he straightened up. He didnât look at Sammie, instead focusing his gaze on the doorway, his voice returning to its usual smooth, dismissive rumble, though the warmth was gone.
âI got shit to do,â Stack muttered, pushing off the pillar. He didnât linger, turning on his heel to make a quick exit. As he walked away, he tossed a hand back over his shoulder, his tone returning to a forced, teasing edge. âGo on now. Go find yourself some stag films and a bottle of corn liquor. Put some hair on that chest âo yours âfore you start gettinâ all poetic on me.âÂ
A few blocks over, Marigold scarcely slept. The dawn had come pale and slow through the bedroom curtains, finding her already awake, sitting upright with the blankets gathered around her waist. Obadiah had risen before first light as he always did, his side of the bed left neat and undisturbed, the lingering scent of his shaving soap hanging faintly in the room. Heâd come home late, Marigold faking sleep to avoid him. She remained where she was long after he had gone. Her cheek rested against her fingertips and every time she closed her eyes, she saw Evangeline. Not the girl laughing with Sammie. Not the girl slipping through the doors of The Blackline.
The girl in that narrow hallway. Eyes shining with hurt. Voice trembling beneath anger.
You werenât teachinâ us. You were teachinâ us how to become you.
Marigold squeezed her eyes shut. Then came another.
Naomi was right.
Her stomach tightened.
Naomi. Esther.
The wounds she had spent years trying to bind together with prayer and patience had been ripped open in the span of a few cruel minutes. Evangeline had spoken their names like accusations. Like Marigold had stood by while both of them slipped beyond her reach.
Had she?
The question refused to leave.
She rose at last, bathed, dressed simply, and tied her hat beneath her chin with hands that would not stop fidgeting. She intended to make her usual house visits that morning. Instead, her feet carried her somewhere else.
She needed to see Evangeline. Needed to apologize. Needed to explain. Or perhapsâŚshe simply needed to know the girl had made it home. That thought settled uneasily in her chest. She couldnât stop thinking that Evangeline had returned safelyâŚand would tell someone where sheâd seen the First Lady the night before. Marigold hated herself for thinking it. More than that, she hated that the thought had come before anything else. She whispered a prayer beneath her breath as she walked. The prayer wasnât for protection. It was for forgiveness.
The Monroe home sat undisturbed beneath the morning sun, its white paint weathered by Arkansas summers and damp winters alike. A pair of rocking chairs rested on the porch, one still gently swaying as though someone had only recently risen from it. Marigold climbed the steps, and for a moment she almost turned around.
What if Evangeline refused to see her? What if Ruth answered with questions Marigold couldnât bear?
She lifted her hand anyway. Three soft knocks.
Tap tap tap.Â
Footsteps approached from inside. The door opened.
Ruth Monroe stood there, and Marigold knew instantly something was wrong. Ruthâs eyes were swollen. They werenât red from a restless night. They were red from crying. Her apron had been thrown on carelessly over yesterdayâs dress, and her hair, usually pinned with meticulous care, had begun slipping loose around her temples.
âRuthâŚâ Marigoldâs voice softened. âI came toââ
Ruth looked at Marigold with the bewildered expression of someone whose world no longer obeyed reason.
âYou ainât seen herâŚhave you?â
The question struck like cold water.
Marigold frowned. âSeen?â
âEvangeline.â
A hollow ache opened beneath Marigoldâs ribs.
âI thought sheâd be here.â
Ruth shook her head slowly. âShe never come home.â
The words settled between them. Heavy. Impossible. Marigold searched Ruthâs face for the certainty that this was all a misunderstanding. Perhaps sheâd stayed with cousins. Perhaps sheâd gone to one of the girls from Bible study. PerhapsâŚ
Ruth lifted a trembling hand.
There was an envelope in it. Its edges had already softened from being unfolded and folded again.
âI found this on her bedside table this morninâ.â
Marigold looked down. Across the front, written in familiar handwriting, was one simple word.
Mama.
âI went to wake her,â Ruth whispered. âHer bedâŚit hadnât been slept in.â A tear slipped down her cheek. âThis was sittinâ underneath her Bible.â
Marigold felt something inside her sink. Like a stone disappearing beneath dark water.
Ruth held the letter against her chest. âShe says she left.â Her voice broke. âShe says she needed to find herself.â
Somewhere beyond the yard, a mockingbird sang as though the morning had begun like any other.
Marigold looked toward the open doorway, into the little house she had visited so many times over the years. She could almost picture Evangeline as a child racing through those rooms with ribbons flying behind her.
Then, her thoughts returned to the night before.
To the hallway. To the slap. To the hurt in Evangelineâs eyes.
A terrible guilt settled over her. She had come to ask forgiveness.
InsteadâŚ
She found only absence.
âCome on in.âÂ
Marigold hesitated only a moment before crossing the threshold. The Monroe joke carried all the familiar comforts sheâd known for years. The smell of coffee lingered in the kitchen. There was a half-finished basket of mending rested beside Ruthâs favorite chair. Family photographs lined the mantel with polished silver frames that caught the light.Â
Nothing changed. Yet everything had.
Ruth closed the front door behind them but didnât sit. And wandered into the parlor, one hand wringing the folded letter while the other worried at the edge of her apron.Â
âI donât know what Iâm supposed to do.â Her voice shook. âI justâŚI keep thinkinâ maybe sheâll come through that front door and fuss at me for worryinâ.âÂ
Marigold removed her gloves, buying herself a moment to steady the knot in her chest.Â
âHad anyone else seen this?âÂ
Ruth shook her head. âNo. My husband left before daylight for the mill.â She swallowed. âHe still think she asleep.â Her eyes filled again. âI donât know how to tell him.â The words barely made it out. âHeâhe already think we been losinâ her.âÂ
Marigold stepped closer. Ruth had always been the steadier parent. Gentle where her husband was firm. Patient where he was quick to correct. Seeing her come apart unsettled something deep inside Marigold.
âMay IâŚ?â Marigold nodded toward the letter.
Ruth looked down at the page for a long moment before placing them into Marigoldâs hands.Â
âIâve read it so many times I know every word by heart now.â Ruth drew a shaky breath that never quite settled.Â
Madigold unfolded the paper with great care. The handwriting was unmistakably Evangelineâs. Neat. Rounded. Carefully practiced. Marigold could tell from the years spent in purity class walking the rows between desks, staring down over the girlsâ shoulders as they wrote brief essays on how to remain sacred and serve the Lord.Â
She began reading.Â
Mama,Â
Iâm sorry. I know I disappointed you and Daddy more times than I can count. I donât fit here anymore, and I donât think I ever will. I need to figure out who I am without everybody tellinâ me who Iâm supposed to be. Please donât come lookinâ for me. Iâm safe. I just need somewhere I can breathe. Maybe one day youâll forgive me. Tell Daddy Iâm sorry. I love you.Â
Evangeline.Â
Marigold lowered the page but did not immediately look up. It soundedâŚpossible. Painfully possible. And painfully familiar. Every line echoed the frustration Evangeline had carried for months. Yet something about it sat strangely against Marigoldâs heart.Â
Ruth managed a weak, watery smile through her tears.Â
âThe handwritingâs hers.âÂ
Karigold looked back down. âIt certainly looks like it. I recognized it the second I opened it.âÂ
Ruth laughed softly, though there was no joy in the sound.
âFunny thing isâŚâ she wiped beneath her one eye. âWhen she was little, she would dot all her little iâs with Tony circles.âÂ
Marigold glanced up. âCircles?âÂ
âMmm-hmm.â Ruth smiled at the memory. âLittle bitty things.â She held her fingers barely apart. âLooked like sheâd sprinkled flower petals all over her schoolwork. I used to tell her nobodyâd take her serious writinâ like that.â Another quiet laugh escaped her. âI guess she finally outgrew it.âÂ
Marigoldâs eyes drifted back to the page. Each lowercase i wore an ordinary dot. Perfectly ordinary. She folded the letter carefully along the original crease before returning it to Ruth.
âI hope thatâs all it is.âÂ
Ruth clutched it against her chest again. âI keep tellinâ myself sheâs eighteen. Maybe she justâŚâ her voice cracked. ââŚneeded to leave.âÂ
Marigold reached out and gently covered Ruthâs trembling hand. âIâŚI know this is hard.âÂ
Ruth looked at her with eyes full of questions no mother should ever have to ask.Â
âYou think she gonâ come back?âÂ
Marigold opened her mouth. No answer came. Instead, she gave Ruthâs hand the smallest reassuring squeeze she could manage.
âI pray she does.âÂ
Even as the words left her lips, an uneasiness settled deeper inside her. She could not shake the memory of the last thing Evangeline had said before walking away.
Hell already done broke loose in the both of us.
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Sooooo.... I wrote a D9 inspired Smoke x Annie fic called The Kissing Booth based off of @sunshinerepublic's prompt list. đĽšđ
BUUUUUTTTTT.... TUMBLR HATES MEEEEEE GUYS!!! đŤ I cannot get the full fic to upload on here. I keep getting the "1000 block error" thingy.
I could split it in two, but I really don't want to because I feel like it'll mess with the momentum of the story. I've already uploaded the whole thing and saved it to my drafts on AO3, so you can read it over there....but I feel so bad because I don't want anyone who prefers reading on Tumblr to feel left out. đ
Also...I'm kind of proud of myself because I wrote this whole thing off the dome IN A DAY, and I really want y'all to tell me what you think.
And if you hate it....
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LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK I SHOULD DO....OR how I can get this fic on Tumblr. đ
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