Carisi at the strip club has me DEAD heâs so gay I love him

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Carisi at the strip club has me DEAD heâs so gay I love him

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I think next thursday is gonna be the best day of my entire life tbh
reblog for next thursday to be the best day of your life
not risking it
I like how this post didnât threaten me or my mother if I did not reblogâŚvery wholesome. Have a great Thursday
I have a test. Not risking it
Iâd like to put a reminder in this post that all youâre risking is a normal Thursday, and reblogging only gives you internal positive vibes. Itâs a bit unsettling that any post that jokingly gives good luck is always interpreted as having an implicit threat. Your Thursdayâs gonna be great. <3
hi idk if anyone still follows this and read my ben platt imagines but i just got to see dear evan hansen for the first time and it was the most gorgeous thing iâve ever seen and it broke my heart and built it up and it was everything i hoped it be and 1000x more
hi i need to talk about how in tonightâs episode of svu the suspect was asking carisi if heâs ever imagined having two girls at his will and carisi just sits there looking so smug becAUSE HES FUCKING BARBA AND HES LIKE BITCH PLEASE I DONT NEED ANY WOMAN and i was WAITING for him to come out in that moment please tell me iâm not alone
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can u believâŚ.. harry and louis were the first two members of 1d to hug and also the last two i wish to be put to rest immediately
they were the first
and the last two members
to publicly embrace
Law & Order: SVU - [4/5] - Best Barisi Moments
#badassboyfriends #husbands
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me in 2007: cries over emotional angsty love song sung by zac efron and his fellow Disney actor love interest
me in 2017: cries over emotional angsty love song sung by zac efron and his fellow Disney actor love interest
AUs
Some AUs bc we need some age appropriate school stuff:
Weâre in a project together at school so we exchanged numbers but you accidentally butt dialed me and I found out that you kinda sorta like me a little bit au
You fell asleep in class and I covered for you even though weâve never talked au
We take the same bus to school and there werenât any more seats so you had to sit by me au
You moved after elementary school but came back for hs and we picked up right where we left off au
We follow each other on tumblr and decided to meet and it is actually the kid from my school that I always thought was a jerk au
I heard you talking shit about my fav so naturally I came to yell at you but found out you werenât talking about the same show and you actually love the same character I love au
You laughed at my joke/pun in class when everyone else groaned and now you wanna hear more au
My parents told me to get a tutor in math so asked you for help bc I know youâre smart but the only thing Iâve learned so far is that you are cute au
You didnât even know me but you saw I was sad and tried to cheer me up au
I noticed you looking at my test answers and I pushed my paper closer to you so you could get a better look au
We used to be friends in elementary school but we grew apart and now weâre in high school math together and you said one of our inside jokes out loud au
Youâre a trouble maker so the teacher thought that changing seats so little perfect me was sitting next to you was a good idea but now we both get in trouble au
Meet in detention au
You saw me drop a lot of papers in the hall and were the only one who helped me pick them up au
We were both late to class and you asked me if I wanted to skip with you and I said okay au
We have a class set of books and when I opened mine I saw what you wrote and I wrote back so weâre kinda pen pals au
We donât have any classes together but we smile and wave at each other in the halls au
You said something in class that made me realize you have the same secret obsession with (Zac Efron) as I do au
I saw your dog and ran to pet it w/o noticing who the owner was but now I see you and wow au
I created a hot sim in The Sims 4 and it looks EXACTLY like you au
I was reading fanfic on the school computer and you saw and realized it was yours au

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Why donât we rewrite the stars? Changing the world to be ours.
hey guys
please consider reblogging this.. w a few pieces of your personal data
- how you like your eggs
- your sign
- how you take your coffee
- your opinion on the cwâs âriverdaleâ
-Scrambled or omelette
-Cancer
-2 cream, 3 sugar
-Havenât seen it, donât want to
-allergic!!
-capricorn
-skim and 2 sugars
-iâm OBSESSED
maia :)
MAIA!!!
Well somebody told me You had a boyfriend Who looked like a girlfriend That I had in February of last year Itâs not confidential Iâve got potential
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John Laurens:
would that make you stay?
Hercules Mulligan:
car rides
Drabbles
three a.m.
Hamilton Cast
Daveed Diggs:
cookies and flannels
dueling pianos
relapse
Drabbles
iâm tired of being your secret
Lin-Manuel Miranda:
help(less) (½)
help(less) (2/2)
can you imagine
the last ten months
just acting, right?
i think youâre afraid to be happy (spin off of âjust acting, right?â)
ASSistant (1/?)
surprise
fire
damn perfume
period
ironic dyslexia
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water
packing
Okieriete Onaodowan:
âdid i stutter?â
Drabbles
phone calls
Anthony Ramos:
chemistry finals
Phillipa Soo
love is what itâs about
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high school students
waking up
personal hygiene
Dear Evan Hansen
Ben Platt
firsts
you're drunk

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firsts
pairing: ben platt x reader
prompt: there are a lot of firsts in a relationship. this is the story of your firsts with ben.
warnings: a little swearing, enough fluff to stuff a teddy bear
word count: 2,200+
a/n: hi!! sorry itâs taken so long.. i couldnât get this to post right. the part 2 to âyouâre drunkâ should be out soon! take this fic as my apology :)
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The first time he asked you on a date, you werenât expecting it. Hell, you barely knew the guy. But his eyes made you cave - not that you would ever tell him that.
You had barely spoken to him before today. A few casual helloâs in passing, some âyou dropped this,â and once an âare you okay?â after you had fallen on your face in front of him. That one made you keep your distance. So when you mentioned needed a new lamp in your apartment after your cat had broken yours, you were shocked that he was he first one to speak up.
âMy cat knocked my over last week,â Ben said quickly.
You laughed a little, unsure. âMaybe we should be dog people.â
He gave you a smile - one that felt more real to him than any of his smiles in the past week.
âMaybe we should get lamps together. Maybe with coffee first?â It was smooth, like it had been planned. (It wasnât.)
You blinked, taken aback. Had he just ask you on a date? Sure, he was gorgeous, but you didnât really know him. Just about everything you knew was that his name was Ben and he was an actor.
Ben's stomach dropped. He shouldnât have done that. What the hell was he thinking? Youâve barely talked to one another. That didnât stop him from noticing how your hair dell so flawlessly over your shoulders, you how your laugh was so bright it lit up any room. When you met anyone, you were always so genuine, so he didnât understand why you were also so guarded. Ben dropped it until now - when he fucking accidentally asked you out. All he needed was a lamp -
âOkay.â
He blanched.
âReally?â
âSure, but youâre buying.â
Donât guys usually do that on dates? Ben wondered. It made sense when he picked you up and made a comment about the âdate.â You slapped his shoulder lightly, insisting it wasnât a date. You barely knew him. Thatâs why the butterflies were in your stomach, you told yourself - not the incredibly handsome man in front of you.
Ben wasnât expecting his first kiss with you to be only a few weeks later. It was three weeks, eleven dates that you insisted werenât, in fact, dates, later. He had walked you to your apartment.
You were shuffling, playing with the hem of your dress. You almost turned to leave, sure that he wasnât going to kiss you. He gave you this smile though - the one you were positive he reserved only for you.
He was close to you. Like, kissing-proximity-close. Ben leaned in, kissing you softly and far too quickly. It was barely a peck. When he pulled back, you all but slapped him. Pushing his chest a little, you were frustrated. This guy that had you up at the brink of dawn thinking about him kissed you like that? This guy that had your heart doing jumping jacks when you saw him kiss you like that? This guy that understood you better than anyone kissed you like that?
âWhat the hell, Ben?â You asked, a little more than frustrated.
He almost fainted. He had completely ruined everything he had made with you. God, he actually was stupid enough to believe that you could like him like that. Itâs not like you were âdating.â Ben was tripping over his words, trying to apologize.
âIâm sorry I just⌠I donât know, I wanted to do something and I thought - I shouldnât have. I justâŚâ You cut him off, kissing him hard and deep, swallowing his words with kiss.
His hands immediately clung to your waist, pulling you as close as he could. Your hands wrapped around his neck, savoring the moment. It was heavy and you were sure that your landlord would be pissed if he saw you making out at the front door to the lobby. It didnât stop you from tugging him closer, wanting nothing more than to stay like that forever.
You pulled away only because you desperately needed to breathe. When you finally could, you smirked at him, âNow thatâs how you kiss someone.â
He smiled, unsure if he was more amused by how forward you had been or if he was just trying desperately not to fall in love with you so soon.
The first time he brought up his parents, you were petrified. Ben had mentioned that his parents were coming to town for the week and he wanted to introduce you.
âI mean, it has been like four months,â he said softly, as though not trying to scare you too much.
You couldnât breathe, âWhat if they hate me? What if they donât think Iâm good enough for -â
He cut you off with a quick, chaste kiss. âYou are more than enough for me. And if they donât like you, Iâd tell them to shut up.â
This made you laugh, it was sweet of him to try and do this - ease your paranoia - but it was no use. You were terrified to meet them, and no matter how much you tried to deny it, you were terrified they wouldnât like you with Ben.
In the four months of your relationship, you had tried to tell yourself to stay calm. It was early and the odds of you breaking up were sky-high. He was working on a new Broadway production, you were slaving to get through college at Columbia. For that, you told yourself, he would likely break up with you and hurt you. It was inevitable, you told yourself. He wonât want you forever, you told yourself. You continued to dig yourself this grave, that maybe his parents wouldnât like you and he would end it quickly, while there relationship was still early.
You told yourself this because in reality, it wasnât that you liked him little enough that you wanted him to break up with you and just end it already. The opposite rather - you like him far too much for your own good. And lov - liking a guy so much this soon was not safe.
A week and a half you met them anyways. They loved you, which almost hurt more, because if Ben still wanted you now, how long would he after?
Maybe this wasnât so much about the first time you met his parents, but more the first time you realized how much you cared for him.
It was a month after that when he said it. It was all too perfect: he was holding you, half kissing half watching TV in your room. His lips were grazing your shoulder and you hadnât felt this comfortable - this peaceful in ages.
âI did something stupid,â he says softly against your skin. You turned quickly, almost pulling yourself from his arms. A look of part venomous jealousy and part utter rage clouding your eyes. He smiled almost, loving your overprotectiveness. âI think I went and fell in love with you.â
You took in a sharp breath, your hands tremoring lightly, âYou love me?â You said so softly that you werenât sure he caught it until he smiled.
He shrugged nonchalantly, âKind of a lot.â
Your heart was beating far too fast to be safe, so instead of spitting the words out that have been stuck in your throat for months, you simply softened and allowed yourself back into his arms.
It was one of your favorite things about him; he never pressured you. He was patience, obviously, and supported you through everything you did. He held you, squeezing you gently. Ben knew youâd say it when you were ready. He knew (or at least hoped) you felt the same, but he didnât need to hear three words to know it. After all, somethings donât need to be said to be felt.
The first time he saw you cry was just as hard for you as it was for him. Ben was always the sensitive one in the relationship, but would only cry when you watched Finding Dory or Moana or something like that. You on the other hand had always been a rock.
Since you were a child, you rarely cried. You mom always thought it was a gift that you could sleep through the night as a baby and thought it was more âfunnyâ than scarring when you would fall and scrape your knee.
But between the pressure of being a junior in college and working as an intern in New York, you started to get overworked. Nothing really had happened that tipped you off the edge and made you start sobbing. It was really just a combination of the past few weeks.
So as you sat in your room, bawling your eyes out, you felt so helpless - so frustrated at the world. Someone had tried to buzz into your apartment but you couldnât even see straight, your glasses were covered in tears and no matter what you did you couldnât bite them back.
Still, you figured it was your roommate who had just forgotten her key. What you werenât expecting to find when you opened your door was Ben standing there with a smile on his face holding a pint of ice cream.
The moment he saw you, though, he almost dropped the ice cream, immediately sweeping you into his arms.
âOh my⌠What happened? Talk to me, babe⌠What happened? Shh⌠Itâs okayâŚâ
You were sure that at this point his shirt was soaked through and despite your embarrassment, you still couldnât pull yourself from his chest.
Ben stayed there for God knows how long, rubbing soft circles on your back and occasionally pressing his lips to your hair. After a while, when your tears had begun to slow and you were positive the ice cream he had bought was completely melted, you slowly detangled yourself from his arms.
He wouldnât tell you this, but that was one of the hardest nights for him. No one likes walking in on someone crying. He never knew how much worse it was when the âsomeone cryingâ was the one girl who managed to make the heart his most recently used emoji. (And the only girl who made him understand what love was).
Benâs eyes worked over your face: swollen eyes, tear-stained cheeks, shaky breath⌠At the sight of you so broken and raw and exhausted in front of him, all he wanted to do was help, to take this awful pain away from the woman he was so completely in love with.
You noticed the strained expression on his face and lightly pressed your lips to his cheek. You walked him over to the couch and started to explain your cry, being sure to keep him as close to you as possible. He was a rock, listening so closely your voice felt like a microphone. He nodded and held you, telling you that he wasnât going anywhere, that he was staying right there no matter what.
And for the first time, you really believed it.
The first time you stayed over, your had expected your heart to race through the entire night. It didnât though. Instead, you had never felt more comfortable than lying next to him where, just maybe, you belonged.
It was the middle of January, and there was the biggest snow storm in years just outside Benâs apartment. You probably shouldâve stayed home. There was no way of you getting back to your own complex in the weather.
Still, you eventually went to put your scarf on and Ben almost laughed.
âWhat the hell do you think your doing?â He laughed, tugging your scarf from around your neck.
âI want to head home before it gets worse,â you said.
This only made him laugh again, âY/N, itâs 11:30 at night and thereâs a monster blizzard going on outside. The cabs arenât even running! Babe, how do you even think youâre going to get home?â
âI figured Iâd walkâŚâ You mumbled.
Ben shook his head, a gentle smile on his face as he helped you out of your coat.
âCâmon, Iâll make the bed up for you and Iâll sleep on the couch.â
You immediately pulled his hand back to you as he started to walk towards his room and everything thing felt warm and intimate, and a little nerve-racking.
âNo,â you finally decided. Benâs face dropped, realizing that he couldâve just completely ruined this entire relationship by moving too soon, but when your face softened, his heart dropped from his throat back to his chest. âIâve seen your bed, itâs huge. And youâll hurt your neck on the couch. We can both stay there.â
Benâs heart leapt back to his throat. He forced out a small nod, taking your hand again in his and walked the two of you towards his room.
You didnât have sex that night, no. But honestly? Laying beside him, curled in his arms felt much more intimate than anything you had ever experienced.
That night, just before you closed your eyes, you whispered, âI think I did something stupid too.â
Benâs heart was beating so fast he hoped you couldnât feel it against your chest.
âI think I went and fell in love with you too.â
Mike Faist has his pilots license you guys.
I just wanna say that again. Mike Faist has his pilots license. Mike Faist can fLY FUCKIN PLANES?