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[Was going to work on replies tonight but all I really want to do is go to bed =__= I am approaching being the absolute worst at getting back on top of this blog.]
[I am officially still alive!
Just got back from family vacation. Â Iâve been in the car the past six hours so I doubt Iâll get anything done tonight, but tomorrow hopefully I will. Â I apologize like a million times for people whoâve been waiting forever on me, itâs been a rough couple weeks as far as inspiration goes =A= holding out hope that itâs going to get better...]
[FINALLY GETTING AROUND TO POSTING THIS]
Pick one of your muses. Fill in the questions/statements as if you were your muse in a new post. Tag five people to do this meme~
Tagged by: turianbiotics
1. What is your name?
Oh, um, Iâm Ness. Â Nice to meet you!
2. What is your real name?
Nesiata Dela. Â Itâs a little bit of a mouthful.
3. Do you know why you were called that?
Not the slightest idea! Â It certainly couldnât have been because my mother thought it sounded pretty. Â Maybe my father chose it?
4. Are you single or taken?
Single, and really, itâs for the best that I stay that way. Â I donât want to... unduly complicate things.
5. Have any abilities or powers?
Um, well, I am a biotic, but thatâs nothing special for an asari. Â I canât even use biotics to fight, I can only do more utilitarian things with them. Â Iâm a pretty good dancer, and Iâm really really good at faking being happy for customers! Â I kind of have another ability too, but I donât want to talk about it...
6. Stop being a Mary Sue.
I-I donât even know what that is! Â But it sounds like youâre calling me names. Â Thatâs mean, you donât even know me!
7. Whatâs your eye color?
Theyâre dark blue. Â Nothing really special.
8. How about your hair color?
Itâs blue and made of tentacles, haha! Â Also itâs not hair. Â Hair is kind of weird.
9. Have you any family members?
Well, thereâs my sisters, Silena, Emery, Tasia, Zola, Ravid, Aurea, and Maia! Â Ugh, and my mother. Â Do we have to talk about her? Â Can we not? Â Also, I guess I have a father, but I donât know her.
10. Oh? What about pets?
I wish my apartment allowed pets! Â But itâs probably good that they donât. Â Iâd probably forget about it and it would die. Â But, um, I like mammals! Â And also reptiles! Â And bugs! Â With big eyes and little flippy floppy pincer hands. Â Theyâre so cute!
11. Thatâs cool I guess, now tell me about something you donât like.
People who ask too many personal questions. Â Um, not to say that I donât like you! Â I mean other kinds of questions! Â Please donât be offended! Â Itâs the questions that bother me, not the person asking them!
12. Do you have any hobbies/activities you like doing?
I love building model ships! Â I have a big collection, Iâm trying to make an entire fleet! Â I also like comics, baking, watching movies, and going on walks in the Presidium park!
13. Ever hurt anyone before?
I donât want to talk about it.
14. EverâŚ.killed anyone before?
I really donât want to talk about it.
15. What kind of animal are you?
Oh, um, I donât know... maybe a chipmunk? Â Or a parakeet?
16. Name your worst habits
I kind of tend to ramble, and then sometimes I do things without thinking, and I cry too much at movies, and... um, I kind of have a lot of bad habits.
Oh, and I take things that donât belong to me. Â Compulsively.
17. Do you look up to anyone at all?
I really really really look up to my sister Silena!  Sheâs a commando, and sheâs really strong.  Sheâs out there fighting the Reaper forces!  I wish I could be brave like her.
18. Gay, straight, or bisexual?
I... donât really know, and Iâm never gonna let myself find out.
19. Do you go to school?
Not since I left Illium three years ago! Â But I let Mother think thatâs what Iâm doing so sheâll keep sending me my pitiful allowance and I can keep paying rent.
20. Do you ever want to marry and have kids one day?
I want to. Â More than anything. Â Thatâs why it hurts so bad, I think.
21. Do you have any fanboys/fangirls?
I sure hope not! Â Obsession with a real life person never leads to anything good... Â But if I can get back on track with my acting career, maybe I will someday...
22. What are you most afraid of?
Getting found out. Â Being ripped away from all my friends and what of my family that cares. Â Having every single dream completely ripped away from me. Â And worst of all, having them be right to do it.
23. What do you usually wear?
Comfortable dresses. Â I really like the color yellow, so a lot of them are that.
24. Do you love someone?
Like romantically? Â No. Â I love my sisters and my friends, though.
25. When was the last time you wet yourself?
W-what an embarrassing question! Â Not since early childhood, thank you!
26. Well, itâs not over yet!
On a note like that, I should hope not! Â That would be a terrible way to end this survey!
27. What class are you?(High class, middle class, low class)
I... I donât really know. Â My mother is definitely upper, but me? Â Lower middle at best. Â But Iâm not starving and I have a roof over my head and a solid job, so I guess Iâm doing pretty well for myself.
28. How many friends do you have?
I donât know about an exact number. Â A normal amount I guess? Â I mean, when Iâm not blowing them off without thinking because of personal issues... sometimes Iâm not a very good friend.
29. What are your thoughts on pie?
Ooh, I love baking pie! Â My boss taught me all these really neat ways to make a fancy lattice, and thereâs so many different fillings you can use! Â I also enjoy eating it! Â My favorite kind is strawberry rhubarb.
30. Favorite drink?
Tequila sunrise! Â Itâs tasty and pretty. Â Even though tequila makes me super dumb.
31. Whatâs your favourite place?
My apartment. Â Does that sound pathetic? Â I guess itâs a little bit pathetic, but what can I say? Â I like having my own place, and itâs so nice to go home to.
32. Are you interested in someone~
Nuh-uh. Â Thatâs dangerous.
33. Whatâs your bra cup size and/or how big is your willy?
Th-thatâs a bit of a personal question, isnât it? Â Iâm a B, if you have to know, but I wear padded things sometimes to look a little bigger...
34. Would you rather swim in the lake or the ocean?
Oh, the ocean! Â Iâve always wanted to swim in the ocean.
35. Whatâs your type?
I donât really like to think about that anymore... um, but if I had to give one, at the moment human males are at the top of my list. Â Lanky ones.
36. Any fetishes?
Having my partner stay alive the entire time?
37. Seme or uke? Top or Bottom? Dominant or Submissive?
I think itâs safer not to speculate on such things...
38. Camping or indoors?
Indoors. Â Iâm a spoiled baby of civilization.
39. Are you wanting the quiz to end?
A-am I done already? Â Great! Â Um, not that I want you to leave, I just--!
Tagging: [I DONâT EVEN KNOW WHO TO TAG IâVE PUT THIS THING OFF FOR SO LONG OMG]

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[writing while sick is hard, but Iâm trying to actually get back into things D| this cold is gross, I feel awful.]
She did her best to keep her face placid as she listened to the young Asariâs story. The question had been nagging at her since the incident and while she understood the girlâs wish for privacy, the need to know was almost killing her. The information not only could help her understand the situation fully, but she had also been worried for the girl. And worrying about people wasnât a thing she did freely.
Sheâd been assaulted?! Jayaâs eyes grew with the knowledge. Who would have the audacity to knock Ness unconscious right outside the clubâs back exit?! Obviously someone who knew her. Jaya did her best to keep her voice calm and the fire from her eyes, but she could only do so much. She knew where the story was headed. âWho did this to you? Whatâs his name?â Her voice was pure steel and her hands were balled into tight fists.
âI... I donât know his name. Â I think it must have been a customer, since he knew mine, but... I didnât know his.â Â Ness cleared her throat and folded her hands neatly in her lap, the very picture of discomfort now. Â âHe was human, and a man, and...â Â She tried to pull up a mental picture of her tormenter, but the only one that came to mind was covered in blood, lying limply on the floor at her feet. Â Suddenly nauseous, she raised a hand to her lips and looked away.
âHe wonât... he wonât be a problem anymore,â she squeaked out weakly. Â This was no good at all - sheâd planned to keep her composure if this sort of thing came up. Â This wasnât how she wanted things to go at all. Â âHe wonât. Â I promise you that much. Â He wonât be a problem to anyone ever again.â
[Otakon has come and gone. Â And now Iâm sick 8I
Planned resurgence tomorrow.]
[Trying to do drafts, but itâs becoming evident that I am useless for anything not Netflix related right now. Â Gonna lurk.]
Eyeing the asari with guarded suspicion, the turian merely nodded to the other, noting her hidden exhaustion and not wanting to make life harder for her.Â
Following Ness without so much as a word, Varys entered the room  and after closing the door, let herself relax. âSorry about that, Iâm not the best in new placesâŚ.and I donât like being in places with too many peopleâŚI uh..nevermind.â
Nervously walking over to a dress obviously not meant for a turian, she began to fiddle with the fabric, loving the feeling of it give to her talons. âOh, IâmâŚerâŚ.â Mandibles flaring, her mind furiously worked to come up with a name for herself, something that could pass as just another turian name and nothing that would be easy to track her with.
Finally, after a very noticeable pause, she offered her free hand to the asari, a distracted smile on her face. âCall me MariâŚas to how I ended up hereâŚâ
Her fist clenched the fabric, tearing holes in it from her talons, thought she didnât seem to notice. âMilitary life just didnât cut it for me. Parents kicked me out because of it, Spirits curse themâŚI knew I couldnât make it anywhere else and well, dancing isnât that hard, especially when youâre flexible from past training.â
Coming back to reality, Varys took one look at her fistful of fabric and began cursing.Â
âShit, sorry, shit sorry for cursing and the dress i mean- shit!!âÂ
So much for a good first day.
Ness gave a much more genuine smile this time as she took the offered hand, giving it a firm shake like sheâd seen the human businessmen do. Â Mari. Â It was a nice name, she thought. Â The poor turian seemed awfully on edge, and having a hard time with too many people seemed like a disaster waiting to happen in a club like this - or any club, really. Â Ness really hoped the poor girl would be alright, both for altruistic reasons and because if she made a scene tonight, the young asari would probably foot some of the blame.
To the explanation she nodded sympathetically. Â âMilitary life sounds hard. Â I canât imagine having to always do everything to somebody elseâs tune. Â Or, yâknow, fight at all, but thatâs just me - Iâm no good at it.â Â Then she wrinkled her little nose. Â âParents. Â Ugh. Â Now thatâs something I know too much about from personal experience.â
She could have taken offense over the offhand comment about dancing, but that would have been rude. Â âDancingâs harder than it looks, though. Â But itâs alright. Â I bet youâve got natural talent, and natural talentâll cover you completely on some of the lower tables, and you can work your way up to the fancy pole tricks we pull on the center platform. Â I mean, unless you can already do that! Â Oh, but, I shouldnât be saying anything, maybe youâve been doing this longer than I have and... oh, I must sound like a total idiot!â she said hastily, not wanting to offend Mari or anything. Â âWell, I mean, if you can, you can join in on the grand fight for spots up there. Â Iâve been here a couple months, and Iâve only gotten one of them five or six times...â
Maybe a new topic was better - like, oh, fixing Mariâs little talon blunder!  âOh, oh, itâs no problem!â she assured the turian with frantic waves of her hands.  âI donât think anybodyâs wearing that tonight, so weâll just tuck it out of the way and let somebody fix it later...  Right now weâve gotta worry about finding you something to wear.  Iâm sure weâve got something fit for turians around here somewhere...â  She vanished into a back corner, rummaging around in crates until she found what she was looking for.  Returning with a triumphant smile, she held out the dainty black little number.  âOkay.  You put this on, and Iâll run and see what theyâve assigned you to for the night.â
Passing off the clothes, Ness then wobbled her way over to a board on the wall. Â She could dance in these shoes, but she sure couldnât run.

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[Okay so that was a bit of an unplanned hiatus. Â Writersâ block like crazy man 8I but I appear to be recovering, so Iâm going to get what I can get done out of my drafts folder finished before my game tonight. Â So sorry about the delay everyone waiting on me, but hopefully itâs over now!]
[So Iâve kind of failed at tumblr this week. Â An overall failing at writing is kind of going on right now.
My goal is to get at least one draft done tonight. Â I only have four, but it seems so intimidating...]
[Geez I am so sorry for lack of activity, guys.  Been having a hard time muse-wise this week.  Got my game tonight, but Iâm gonna take another swing at things tomorrow.  Hopefully itâll work this time...]
[Muse is being a little bit picky. Â Trying on replies, but long things might still be getting put off. Â The damn muse is being incredibly difficult lately >I]
Well that certainly was true. Mental scars stuck around for years. Decades even. Physical trauma only stuck around for so long. At most you could have a scar there forever, but eventually the pain would fade. Emotional pain of that sort neverâŚreally went away, just dulled a little over time.
He? He wouldnât be a problem anymore? So something had happened with a male, turian, salarian, human, krogan, didnât matter right now. Immediately Jayaâs mind went to the worst scenario that didnât involve Ness winding up in a dumpster somewhere. Had he forced himself on her? Sheâd defended herself, obviously, if so, but what had happened before she got away?
âOkay, thatâs good to hear, at the very least. But, Ness, I have to ask, what happened that night?â
Ness bit her lip and looked down. Â That was it, the million credit question. Â Sheâd been vainly hoping that Jaya wouldnât ask that, but she knew perfectly well that wasnât likely to happen. Â She supposed if she were in the humanâs shoes it would probably be the first thing she would ask about.
A nervous chuckle bubbled from her throat. Â âAh. Â I knew it was too much to hope for that you wouldnât ask about that,â she admitted, balling up her fists in the hem of her dress. Â âItâs a... a messy subject. Â It was a messy night.â Â Should she lie? Â Well, she could at least begin with the truth, she supposed, and from there she could continue however seemed fit based on Jayaâs reactions.
âWell... I guess it started with work at Choraâs that night.  I was on break, and... and I stepped outside the back entrance.â  She pursed her lips.  âI donât remember why.  It seems so stupid a thing to do in retrospect...â  She trailed off for a moment, then continued.  âBut I vaguely remember hearing somebody call my name, so I took a few steps towards it.  Then something heavy hit me over the head and I guess I must have passed out.â
She paused for a moment there, uncomfortably eyeing Jaya for any reaction.

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[Okay I got down to one draft and my steam just totally petered out. Â I have the most distinct feeling Iâm going to be staring blankly at DBZ until bed.
Last draft will be done tomorrow.]
She could tell that Shepard wasnât jumping for more praise - some people took it better than others, Ness had come to find, and those that took it badly did so in all different ways. Â She supposed it was at least a good thing that the hero was taking it calmly. Â She had known people who would get horribly offended at the slightest compliment. Â Still, it was probably best not to push the topic further. Â Really, she didnât know why sheâd said it in the first place.
âUm, yes, I guess it makes sense that youâve never seen me.  O-or rather, I know you havenât seen me because I havenât seen you!  Or, um, I meanâŚâ  She was getting tongue-tied and babbling again.  Goddess, how could she be so bad at this?  She was fine at work, fine in auditions, fine on stage, but now she was giving in to what was effectively stage fright?  She could do this.  Sheâd be fine.
Taking another deep breath, she made herself calm down.  âS-sorry.  Iâm rambling.  But yes, I⌠work long hours.  Then I usually head straight home.  So you probably wouldnât have seen me around unless youâve eaten at the cafe where I work.â  Okay.  It wasnât anything terribly meaningful, but at least it was coherent.  Coherent she could work with.
 Shepard waited patiently for the Asari to get her train of thought together. She was in no rush, and the alien was clearly nervous - pushing her for a reply would simply startle her.
 âWhich cafĂŠ would that be?â She asked, detached curiousity showing in her voice. âAnd have you any reccomendations?â
 Small talk. Fuck. Sheâd not been good at this for a very long time. Shaking her head, she cut to the chase:
 âYou seem quite nervous - or at least excitable. Rather than talking about the simulated weather here, would you rather ask me anything of more substance?â
âOh, itâs, um, itâs a little place called Bekahâs. Â Small place, very cute. Â Fruit tarts to die for.â Â Ness spoke very quickly, her nerves not leaving much room to stop for air. Â She was beginning to question the need for such discomfort; the commander had yet to act in any particular way that suggested fear was necessary in this situation. Â Still, the young asari was too starstruck to interact with the human calmly right now.
The next words, though, caught her by surprise, least of all because she was being called out on her horrid excitability. Â âO-oh... oh Goddess, I donât... I donât actually have any, um, any substantial questions to ask you,â Ness said, the color draining out of her face. Â âI am so sorry. Iâm, Iâm probably bothering you, arenât I? Â I didnât think about this ahead of time, I didnât really think to plan out any questions...â Â She was babbling by this point. Â âI mean, I didnât think Iâd ever actually meet you, let alone talk to you. Â This was all just kind of spur of the moment, and...â Â She trailed off, looking away in embarrassment.