Daddys Little Lady

I’m kinda here with news, i dont know but here it goes!

Had to go to the doctors today as (yet again) not holding up too well, started getting obsessive about eating, being pretty god damn mean to people and chopping myself up pretty bad (clever eh!!) they’ve said my depressions back pretty bad but they’ve also said that I’m going to need help with anxiety and paranoia, meaning tablets, meetings, tests and plenty of ‘talking about it’ - so things might get quiet around here, fetlife and kik for a while, might even lead to deleting certain things but I’m sure tumblr will be the last to go! But anyway I’m sorry but in my ‘mental state’ I can’t even begin to regress, the feeling of vulnerability is just to raw considering how rubbish I feel normally. I want to apologise for anyone I’ve offended - hopefully no one, but if I have please come forward and I will apologise for anything I’ve said out of line!