Chaos

Found a fanfic while searching without tags regretted it, found another fanfic this time with tags regret, maybe I should go to bed but I want to read something before bed.

I realize I head cannon a lot of the characters I love having depression or autism (mostly Cookie run and Steven Universe characters), like I think it is me projecting my mental illnesses onto them.

It's annoying, really that my parents don't understand gender outside of cis woman and cis man. they don't even understand or even try to validate my identity as non-binary, they just classify me as a woman. They don't even think my identity is valid so I am only able to be myself, be queer, be non-binary, on the Internet.

I have literally no one to talk about Steven universe with me and if I do I will also have to talk about arcane which I don't watch.

I am convinced that I will feel completely better after a shower and a cough drop and mom is wrong in thinking I need rest.

I feel like I am cheating on a river

Can someone please offer to rp with me?