if i think too hard about nikkiโs experience in Obsession i feel physically ill. imagine one second youโre just walking up to your house after a night out, and then the next, youโre looking out of your own body, but youโre not longer in control. youโre a prisoner to a terrible, unnatural version of yourself that only exists because of a choice someone else made. when you scream, nobody listens. when you claw your way out for long enough to explain that this isnโt you, nobody listens. when you beg the man who trapped you in this situation to put and end to it, to set your free, he just. doesnโt. listen. and then when you do finally regain control, all your friends are dead, and you are covered in their blood. because of a choice someone else made
