wasted

I’m addicted to losing weight rn. Like I just HAVE to

Regina George was valid for her crash out. If I found out I was eating 5000 calories a day I’d do the same thing.

living in a constant state of "i ought to just kill myself already" but never going through with it

the relapse im gonna go through in january will be absolutely unprecedented

at a certain point it becomes no 2026 i will reach my goal weight and lock in because the alternate option is literally like. a suicide attempt that lands me in impatient

I need to be beautiful and thin

Do you ever wanna just do the most violent things to yourself? Like have you ever hated yourself SO much that you could physically and mentally torture yourself willingly until your body just gave out from the pure exhaustion of it all?