Rants and shit

I feel so empty. I need to constantly do something to distract myself from these feelings. I have never felt this empty before. I don't know I've been crying all day so.

I have to leave my house by 4pm to make sure I get to my night class by 6. 😭 So I have to bring my dinner and find a place to eat it because I don't think my fellow students will appreciate the smell of broccoli on top of learning calc II.

Almost everyone in my life is so annoying when it comes to what I eat. Me- *not specially trying to lose weight* *eats pizza* *is proud of myself because I didn't binge* My mom- "you have an eating disorder, why do you binge all the time?" Me... That's not a binge..? ~~ Me- *is trying to lose weight* My friend "try this protein bar!" Me- no they do nothing for me, they have almost no protein, they trigger me, I will binge so I'd rather stay away from them. My friend- "fuck you!"