“Erik,” she said, heart thumping in her chest. He had to feel it, didn’t he? She trained her eyes on the licking flames of the hearth to steady herself. Now or never… “May I ask you something?”
He turned a page in his book, and replied, distractedly, “You may ask me anything you wish, Christine.”
“Do you love me?”
He set his book down instantly at that and stared at her with an amused expression that wrought itself across his horrible features. “Really? You’re asking me that?”
“Yes,” Christine said, more confidently. He seemed in good humor today. Perhaps this wouldn't be as bad as she thought! She drew herself back and leveled her gaze with him. “Do you love me?”
“Of course! Do I not tell you this enough? You are my heart, my soul, my life… I love you more than words can say!”
“If things were different, then, would you marry me?”
The corners of his mouth twitched downward. “Different in what way?”
“In whatever way you think would matter,” Christine said, sensing the conversation slipping slightly out of her control. She reached for the reigns. “In whatever way could convince you that I do in fact love you.”
“Christine…” His hand slowly trailed up his chest to clutch his heart. “Oh, Christine… ”
“Well?”
“If I could rid myself of that annoying Christian concept of a conscience – yes, I suppose I would marry you, then.”