#actually disgusting

1) hey so what the actual fuck are you talking about here? why the hell would i project onto ciel when he’s canonically a biological cis male (confirmed by GWA scene with sieglinde) who has never been even implied to be intersex? if anything, i would relate more to characters like grelle, sebastian or even wolfram who are trans, outside the human gender binary or degendered by the narrative respectively (source). do you know what being intersex means? my intersexuality isn’t actually very visible (i control it through hormones and meticulous grooming) and it actually doesn’t necessarily have anything to do with my genitals. i didn’t mention my intersexuality in relation to the way people prefer to portray ciel’s genitals, i mentioned it as an extension of my queerness, because i am an asian person who both queer and intersex and because i was talking about how ASIANS portray QUEER and TRANS people especially women who PROJECT onto QUEER characters they perceive as BOTTOMS? now why the fuck did you think it was appropriate to talk about my intersexuality (and in extension, genitalia) in relation to a conversation about a character’s genitals when i never related my sex to that topic at all? i said i was part of a demographic of people who are subjugated in asia and i see that the mindsets prevalent across the continent affect how they enjoy ships involving queer people. i even said multiple times the genitals don’t matter that much because it’s just fucking fiction but it’s combined with overall feminisation. do not mention my intersexuality like it’s something you can just easily weaponise against me to prove a point, it’s fucking vile.

2) i have no idea what this sentence means “The counter-argument you calling it heteronormativity is performative automatically arises in my head just as easily as I can call their repulsion wrong and/or insincere.” are you saying my opinion about the people who share similar cultural backgrounds to me about homosexuality and how heterosexual roles are applied (a form of heteronormativity) is performative? what are you saying? i didn’t say their repulsion was wrong, i explained why they have it. if you can’t understand that, either the english language or comprehension isn’t your strong suit. if it’s the former, i understand because this sentence made zero sense but if you speak english natively… god help us

3) “it’s hypocritical to me in a way i can’t ignore” who the fuck are you? the pope? the grand vizier? the ghost of the ayatollah? oo shiver me timbers you can’t ignore my hypocrisy 💀 this ask could’ve been avoided if you took your fingers and typed a simple reply to my post asking me to clarify my stance rather than writing this nonsensical coke rant because you clearly don’t understand what i said. it’s not too late to reread everything i said, including links in my previous asks where other people share their perspectives.

4) i clarified i was not offended, i was analysing why these people felt that way, which is deeprooted homophobia. just like shotacons don’t like real kids, yaoi loving fujos often don’t like real gays. they only like the palatable version that fits the mold of a straight relationship. you know, the first sentence you wrote is the exact same way i think, right? you know i clarified that my issue with that person was the way they treated another human being, not their words about people who liked cielseba, right? and you know the people who felt sick and wanted to die from clsb are overreacting because how the FUCK do you see shota noncon and think “this is fine” but seeing a versatile couple makes you sick? idgaf that’s so odd, keep it to yourself, it’s like me going around saying “SEBT*KER MAKES ME SICKKKK UGHHHHH” after writing violent dubcon… hydrogen bomb (explicit shotapussy sebaciel) vs coughing baby (people who think sebastian and ciel should switch)

to circle back to the first point. stating my existence as an asian intersex person who is queer was relating to my perspective that asians (and people from less accepting countries in general) put queer relationships into certain boxes (someone is the “man” and someone is the “woman”… it’s just advanced homophobia). do not presume what is going on in my pants, do not send me asks like this again but if you’re going to send bad faith asks to me, at least get off anon. be brave and say it to my face. you’re making these wild assumptions about my sex and personal feelings, twisting what i say intentionally or not, but you don’t know me and you don’t know how i think.

anyway here’s some pics of the royal gallery in madrid, i think we should all get some cultural enrichment in our lives, otherwise we’ll end up mentioning random strangers’ genitals like it has something to do with us x