descent into madness

Making sure my Zoom camera is tilted at a Dutch angle to indicate to my coworkers my psychological madness

non-practicing father

Woah cool time. Edward Said’s Reflections on Exile & Other Essays as a very readable pdf. It contains a lot of his casual critical essays, a lot of him at his best. It can be a fun and educational one to just kinda poke around in v exciting

As a necessary companion here is a similarly good PDF of Said’s The Politics of Dispossession: the Struggle for Palestinian Self-Determination, 1969-1994 which similarly collects his occasional political articles etc

I want to go to the movies with you because i want us married. were gonna be so married and watching movies while married

you literally either get it or you gont

affirmations: i am very normal. i am not trapped in a lie of my own making. everything is fine. no one will uncover my web of deceit #mywebofdeceit

I fuck with banana bread it’s the most delicious thing on earth why does everyone always leave me

PRESS Ⓐ TO BE WEIRD AND UNSETTLING

PRESS Ⓑ TO BE WANTED AND LOVED

A and B together

they hate me for my loving nature and sentimentality that borders on delusion

just experienced a brief desire this is so scary