lily

i wish i knew what to say and when and how

I’m kinda feeling a bit of everything these days and also nothing

if i was a different person with a different personality and a different life things would be kinda different i think

i love discovering new music. but there's actually nothing like rediscovering old music. like, hello me from 5, 10, 15 years ago. so good to see you. same heart, i see. god, i love you.

who wants to take me to an aquarium and spend a whole day there listening to me say “wooowwww” and “they look so cute” at every fish

if you can’t handle a heart like mine don’t waste your time with me

btw dating sucks as a concept.

meeting up with someone with the explicit goal of figuring out whether or not you want a relationship with them spoils the dynamic. it sucks. it's terrible. fall in love with your friends like normal people.

as expected this one is a hit with the autism website

oh damn

if im on your mind, let me know

babygirl I'm avoiding things that I don't even know about

sorry baby i gotta dissociate for a while now

hey sorry for being so snappish earlier i was in a bad mood. and im still in a bad mood so can you fuck off

Its okay (I cried all night and all day bc of it)

having friends is cool until they worry too much and get in the way of your self-destructive tendencies

maintaining relationships with people is so difficult for no good reason. what are you supposed to do when you miss someone and want to talk to them more? Say you miss them and that you want to talk to them more? That's all bullshit

sorry for the mixed signals I don’t know what I want or what I’m doing mostly