IDK.

i am insanely obsessive over people I GUESS. WHATEVER

i will forever be the hurting child, the angry teenager and the lonely adult.

being alive is just so exhausting

sorry I ghosted you I wanted to see if you cared about me and would miss me if I was gone

sorry i overreacted i had no idea everything would be fine

sorry i cant hang out i forgot how to mimic human like behaviour

death sounds better than whatever the fuck this is.

"i don't hate you" i'll give you 100 reasons to if you give me a second

i wish i could feel emotions the normal amount

i'm really fucking scared this is all i will ever be

feeling unwanted ruins my whole fucking day

I wish the block button killed people

i wanna lay under my blanket and die

People really think I'm joking when I say my emotions get so intense that I believe the only way out is to kill myself.