I wish I could sleep more than 4 hours at a time

Daniel getting whumped in (nearly) every episode

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A cropped screenshot of a series of tweets by Noxy at Hypixel Studios @/Noxywoxy. It reads “As some saw from Reddit, we visited and delivered the books of condolences and fan art to Technoblades family on behalf of the Hypixel community a few days ago.

We’re consulting with the family on what’s appropriate to share but I would like to thank all involved in the process

Over 400,000 messages were moderated and printed across 22 volumes. A4 size, 600 pages each.

Each book was filled with the physical embodiment of his legacy and the grief and love of the community.

I can’t state how much it meant to his family.

I’m very thankful that @/snifferish and guest was able to join us and present the painting they spent the last year working on.

Together we were able to tell the family just how much Technoblade meant to us and the community and I’m really grateful to have had that chance.

We talked in detail about Technoblades journey from player, to player council, to gaining YouTube rank at 30k subs , Minecraft Mondays, Potato Wars. PIG rank.

Still processing the emotions from that day , but it’s clear his family were there for every step of that journey.”

I find it very sweet how Phil already assumes they’re teaming and sharing stuff, and Techno is like “Phil I’m tryna be angsty shush” KEKW

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Wilbur: I say we're twins, but Techno is older by 3 minutes. That's - that's what I always said.

Phil: (laughs) that's so specific.

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Wilbur: Yeah, me- me and Techno- but Techno claims that we are not... brothers. And Tommy depends on what mood he is on the day.

"technoplane"

I AM ON FIRE with these

(not literally)

:D

Truth is I don’t have the words.

Truth is, I feel empty, and I feel full

Truth is, I sat in Phil’s stream while I was at work and he was building his memorial, and I felt so safe, like chat was all clinging on each other, like Phil was clinging to us.

Truth is, I watched his last video in the bathroom at work the day before, and I felt like I’d been gutted.

Truth is, I watched Wilbur talk with Phil about their memories, and I felt like I was wrapped in a blanket on a cold day, warm and loved.

Truth is I’ve scrolled past everyone else’s tributes, and I’ve cried, I’ve felt cold and numb inside, and I’ve felt as if there’s nothing meaningful I could say.

Truth is, I’ve planned my little memorial and I’ve felt so excited to build it, to represent what he meant to me and my friends.

Truth is, I haven’t made my own personal memorial, not even a block and a sign. Truth is, I’ve felt such dread at the thought of it, I haven’t dared even pick out what block I’d use yet.

Truth is, he’s gone, but he isn’t. Truth is, he’s still here and he’s left. Truth is, the world has stopped and the world has kept spinning. Truth is, I can’t say goodbye, at least not yet. Truth is, I’m broken, and I’m whole. Truth is, I’m terrified to forget him and guilty for not letting him rest. Truth is, I know he won’t hear me, and it won’t matter what I say. Truth is I know he loved us, and I can’t even tell him I love him too.

It’s over, but it’s not. It’s done but I can’t put it down. I don’t want to.

Truth is, I can’t write it and I won’t. I don’t want to say goodbye.

So I’ll say “see you later”. I’ll say “take care”. And I’ll say “rest easy, you have played the game well”. But I won’t say goodbye, you nerd.

i think what really hurt the most after watching the 'so long nerds' video.. was the realisation that techno's diagnosis was terminal this whole time. his dad said they had been discussing a final video 'for months' and his mom said he was always focused on beating what he knew were almost impossible odds.. even as he told us his doctors are amazing and that he's getting some of the finest healthcare around.. the entire time he knew. and i think that speaks extraordinary volumes about the kind of person that techno was.

his announcement video was essentially a goodbye video. and i think he just didn't want us to know that because it would have meant everyone would have spent this past year in a state of grief and sadness, rather than coming together and focusing on pure positivity, focusing on motivating him, sending him all of our wishes and strength and love. technoblade never dies - and i honestly did not have a single doubt about his recovery even for a second, because that's the kind of strength and courage he has put in me from the very beginning.

i cannot imagine how hard that must have been. i cannot even fathom how tough this past year has been for him and all of his loved ones. but what i do know, is that i will be eternally grateful to you technoblade. because you have always loved and cared, and you had the strength within you to put hope in people's hearts while knowing the universe was not kind enough to return the favour. i am in awe of the person that you were, and it has been a BLESSING to be able to support you these past few years. you have played the game well. now it's time for you to rest.

technoblade never dies 🐷👑