Light a Spakle in My Heart

🚨I am calling all the countries who can help us. We are perished and devastated with the total 112 fires. The ones that we can’t stop are still going so strong. We dont have enough fire fighting planes to stop it. We lost 8 people, so many animals and our forests. Please help us!!!!! We need planes urgently. We only have 1 world.

Hey there so I was wondering if there are any support groups among the fandom? I I live in Turkey and we don’t have those kind of stuff. It would really be awesome if people could meet over zoom and just talk and listen to each other once a week. No judgement, no hate. Just acceptance and support. 

I, for example, have a eating disorder. I can’t stop my-self even if my stomach hurts from over eating. I had gastric by pass surgery in 2015 and lost 60 kg (132 pounds) and I gained 30 kg (66 pounds) of it back. 

Walker is Supernatural’s sequel :) After Dean dies Sam moves to Austin, marries a lovely lady that looks like Ruby. He knows that it is not healthy but he just can’t help clutching something familiar from his old life. All the undercover duties he goes of to are actually hunts. Being a hero that he is when he is not on a hunt he assimilates as ranger. He chose the name in honor of Dean’s favorite fake FBI name. Even he wants to be a good dad, he struggles to connect to people after yet another loss. But he was raised by Dean so he will do better. Dean was an awesome father after all.

- Lose all the weight you gained because you were depressed. You eat because you are unhappy, you are unhappy because you gained weight it is a vicious cycle. 

- Start an Instagram page about your journey to lose weight (there are lots of success examples, having a fail story and trying to make it better is more relatable)

- Read one book every month. (and no endless cycle of fanfics doesn’t count even though they are awesome. Reading fanfics at least 3 hours a day and not being able to tell people what you read awkward :) ) 

- Get over your Imposter Syndrome (where you consistently feel less about your intelligence, talent, worth.)

- Fall in love for the first time in your life. You are 31 one got on with it girl. 

- But most importantly learn to love yourself it is time you take care of you instead of taking care of the family. 

- Learn a new skill.

- Don’t procrastinate and open your damn handmade items store. 

So because our beloved characters couldn’t end up getting the love they deserved. Let’s share our love with our pets who were named after Dean Winchester and Castiel.

Meet Dean Fucking Winchester. He is a rescue cat. When he was only 2 months old, with his 3 other siblings, got stuck in a chimney for couple of days.  they were traumatized. After my sister and I recued him and his brother (Hamish), we couldn’t even touch them for a year and a half.  With determination not unlike Castiel’s we taught them they deserved to be loved. 

Now a days Dean and his brother (not named Sam) are total cuddle buddies who bask in the love they receive. Just like Dean deserved to bask in Castiel’s love. 

I ask you to add your pets named after Dean or Castiel, so we can all love them with our whole hearts. Let’s create a synergy of love. We all need it. 

This is Dean Fucking Winchester. A fighter just like his namesake.

Okay so the boys never had the right to put in their ideas about the way their stories to be told. yeah they had given us best improve lines and scenes, but at the core they didn’t have any say. 

So lets find a way around all the copyright shit and co-produce a version with the actors input. Yeah the characters were written by the writers but that kept coming and going during the yeas and they had so much plot inconsistencies. 

The fans and the actors knows these character more than the writers. We are not here because we are getting paid we are here because we love this show to the core. I think for Jensen, Jared and Misha it was also more than the stable job, they had to turn down lots of good work for the show and for us and because they loved these characters. They deserve to have a say. 

I think Jensen said in an interview, don’t remember where or when, that if he ever does another show he would like to have a producer tittle to have a right to have a say. If I remember correctly he was frustrated that he wasn’t able to put his input to the show.

When I first heard that season 15 was going to be the last season I decided to wait till the finale to air and do a marathon of the whole season. 

I waited nearly a year and a half for to be devastated. I keep crying out of nowhere because the character that I fell in love with deserved do much more. I appreciate that Dean and Sam are in heaven and that it is the way it should be living a life with the ones you love.

But that love declaration without any resolvent broke me. I stayed away from the spoilers and the tumbler. I didn’t know what was in the cards for me. My older sister tried to warn me but the hopeless SPN lover in me was adamant that I will love whatever the writers would have given me. God was I wrong.  

First I am disappointed that they decided to write Dean out of character till episode 18 because God had an influence on him. I would have love to see the real Dean not the one that is macho I’ll break your face Dean. My sweet pie went through too much to be sidelined like that. 

I was never loud about my support for Destiel. I never posted or twitted about it because I knew they would never go there and I didn’t want to be disappointed. Then I started to rewatch since season 10 and I could see the way Misha put in these incredible precious feelings into his character. I felt it in my heart and it warmed it. When he said ‘I love you’ to Dean it was the first time someone said that to him without waiting something in return or labeling him. He wasn’t loved because he was a brother, a hero or a best friend. He was loved because he was Dean. Who was pure at heart but never believed he deserved good things in life. And Castiel and angel who gave up the world for a human. Every decision every mistake he did was to protect Dean. The moment he saw his soul in hell he was gone for because even in all that gore it was bright as sun itself. 

I just don’t understand the need to give something like this to the fans and just take it back without seconds to spare. 

They deserved better God Damn It. 

I want you guys to tell me what you like about Supernatural Season 15 without spoiler. Be as mysterious as you can be please. You can write what you like in general too.

I haven't seen Supernatural Season 15. I want to do a Supernatural marathon and time the marathon to end when the season finale airs.