Ezra's SB

So everything was cleared up about Michael, I still feel a little bad but I mean... All of this is Colby’s choice, I don’t get to police his action. Miles doesn’t. Michael doesn’t.  He’s cute and sweet and I think this will be fun regardless. He did seem upset about something today that happened between them, saying there’s for sure nothing now. I won’t press the issue, but I hope he’s alright.  God I can’t wait to just get away.

Oh shit fuck Michael really just told me how he likes Colby.... the Colby me and Mi are currently chatting up for a threesome.  Do we... continue to go through with it? I feel like I would be betraying Michael in some way.  Fuck what do we do?

Fucking hell he is really sweet and cute

I’m nervous now, about this threesome idea coming up again. Especially when sometimes Miles has a tendacy to overthink something, and I know that he wasn’t trying to ‘convince’ or push me into the idea.... I just wish he’d slow down and move on when I said I’d think about it.  I was still practically half asleep when he was going on about it, and while I’m sure this guy he’s talk about is nice. Had a little conversation with him even, I’d rather wait and just have the time to get to know him as well. That’s where we went wrong last time, and I don’t really want to overthink it either.  I just really hope Mi doesn’t constantly bring it up. I don’t know. 

I need to be more careful about the mail.... he noticed the letters I get from the same person... He can’t know what they really are.

God, all the time I want to just... get out. Do more things, but I’ve been in a rut

Sighs at anyone who things marriage is some kind of prison lmao