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I'm feeling like I'm dreaming. Like life isn't real. I look at the objects around me, and they just feel fake. As if I were to reach out and touch them, and I fall through them. 😵‍💫

#drinking #depressing shit #sorry for being depressing #alcohol #life #help #depression #depearsonalization #grounding

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#thinneristhewinner #i need to be thinner #thinnerpls #thinnn #pretty blonde #pretty girls #prettier #pretty face #pretty eyes #pretty woman #thin

Someone once asked me if I was okay because I looked happy. ~2014 Me 😔

#drinking #depressing shit #sorry for being depressing #alcohol #life #childhood #unhappy #not happy #happy

I can say, my mother didn't intentionally make my childhood rough. She was trying to heal herself. But I do not believe she gave her best raising me.

#depressing shit #sorry for being depressing #support #alcohol #life #6 years ago #whiskey #why me #mothers #mental health #childhood #child abuse #inner child #help #drinking

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Just Keep Drinking

Just keep drinking.

Keep drinking until you’re numb.

Until you don’t want to go to work.

Until you lay in bed for days to heal from being yourself.

Keep drinking.

Because you want to.

Because you don’t want to feel anything but this pain you feel.

Keep drinking.

Because alcohol is the only one that you can condone in.

Because alcohol is the only one that understands your pain.

Just keep drinking.

Because you want to get alcohol poisoning.

Because it would be an easy death.

No one would say they knew.

no one could say they tried to help.

Keep drinking.

Because you want the alcohol to kill you.

So just keep drinking.

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Who knew I'd be predicting my future. 6 years ago....somehow I knew what my future would become. Fuck me.

#drinking #depression #depressed #sad #alcohol #whiskey #help #pain #alcohlism #future #6 years ago

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I don't think you realize that my love for you outweighs my depression. I'm not able to indulge in my depression because I'd rather love you and enjoy our love. No pressure, you just need to exist and I'll be forever grateful. 🩵

#support #life #i love him #i love you #love #lovers #depression #depressed #sorry for being depressing #depressing shit

jesus christ wtf is wrong with you why use so many tags when you are posting explicit self harm, why would you post said self harm under a bunch of tags ESPECIALLY without as much as a trigger warning if you’re not even going to post it under a read more?????

You are right! I took my post down when I saw this message. I just never knew how to reply to you. I never meant to make others feel uncomfortable, I wanted others to feel seen. Just remember we don't get better, we just learn how to mold ourselves to be accepted.

#accepted #fuck my life #why me #help

The thing is, a suicidal person about to jump, will do all they can to stop another suicidal person from jumping.

#suicidal #support #help #why me #fuck my life #sad life #life #life quotes #life series #death #death note #get help #i need help #help me #send help

Lowest moment of your life?

I was suicidal. Yeah, I was suicidal. --Deion Sanders?

Keep going, until you finally know what's causing the pain. When you finally know, you can fix it. For me, it was hormonal imbalance. Birth control didn't fix it. A medication, not meant for hormones, finally helped me. I have faith in you. 🩵

#help #hormones #horrible #hormonal imbalance #hormonalhealth #hormonal changes #sad life #life #life lessons #suicidal

They only care when you're physically hurt. BRB I'm gonna throw myself into traffic ✌🏻

#help #fuck my life #sad life #angry #anger #depressing shit #sad thoughts #sorry for being depressing #why me #saddening

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I've finally hit the point in my life where I honestly feel like no one wants to hear how im feeling. Either I've told them too many times or I don't know them well enough. So I just drown in my own thoughts hoping but not hoping to get better.

#saddening #isolation #relatable #why me #borderline #pathetic #lost #depressed #mental health #depression #tired #alone #i feel so alone #leave me alone #alone with my thoughts #i am alone #sad thoughts #i need you

My drunken mother aggressively backed me up into a corner. From that day forward, I have been a submissive empath who is angry but too afraid to hurt anyone's feelings... 😔

#help #fuck my life #why me #sad life #sorry for being depressing #depressing post #depression #depressing shit #depressed #anxious #i'm angery #i'm angry #anger

I feel fucking.. VIOLANT!!!!!!!! 😫😫😫😫😫😫

#i'm angry #help #fuck my life #why me #sad life #angry #sorry for being depressing #depressing post #depressing shit #depression #depressed

#fuck my life #help #why me #depression depressed

And I scared myself when I immediately stopped crying....

#help #fuck my life #sad life #why me #drinking #drunk #suffering #angry #narcissistic #narcism #narcissism

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idgafanymore13

"when did you fall out of love?"

"when he hurt me and i apologized"

I forgot I care for everyone's happiness, but forgot about my own.

#help #fuck my life #sad life #why me #drinking #drunk #dead #suffering #angry #drink

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