falling back in love with being alive

Also. None of the High Lords had to "prove" to anyone that they were worthy of being High Lord. Tamlin was literally High Lord because the rest of his family died - he wasn't the presumed heir. If he dies without a presumed heir, somebody in Spring will get the Cauldron Blessed power without having to prove themselves. Is that necessarily right? No, but that's how the magic in Prythian works. Feyre is extremely powerful. If she wasn't full of enough power and capacity to be High Lady, the Mother or Cauldron or whatever wouldn't have allowed her to be so.

there’s a lot of fandom focus on jordan and hennessy and rightly so but lately i really can’t stop thinking about june, who straightened her hair and got a real job for a “small gesture of individuality” and had been there the second longest after jordan; about madox, who was born angry and could tell when hennessy didn’t know which one she was; about farrah, who killed herself over being loved as hennessy and not herself; about alba and brooklyn and jay and octavia and trinity and the tragedy of being, at your core, someone else, someone else whose deepest wish is also yours: for you to be real