me a princess? shut up < moksha

I spent years looking up to CBK, Zoe Kravitz, and others who inspired me by their style choices. Now I realize why I was really inspired by wasn't their clothes and how they paired accessories to make a look, it was actually their ability to know themselves/their brand with such depth that it was instantly recognizable. I being a true and total libra was a fish out of water, seeking approval, acceptance, and avoiding any sort of inner awareness. The mere idea overwhelmed me, I thought it unnecessary, vain even to focus on my own development and I couldn't identify my own needs let alone prioritize them. So I overindulged, hyper-focused, and ran endlessly. All until the moment things changed irrevocably. The view looks different from here

-One pattern I have noticed is that throughout the course of my life there has always been some sort of on-the-go nutrition, ranging from granola to protein to oatmeal. I know this is largely due to the fact that I don't really sit and prioritize a meal without special circumstance and/or consideration but it's also practical since I am so often pulled in a number of directions. While I am appreciative of my own preparedness, I am also working to actively incorporate a more mindful approach to my dining habits/routine which will only ground me further so I may absorb even more nutritional content.