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EVENT: NOVA MISSION 013
POST TYPE: STARTER FOR @lgcsomin
TITLE: SHOOTERS
milan hadn't been able to stop smiling since shinye, nova's manager, and her had picked up somin. what's better than hanging out with friends? being paid to hang out with friends! well, the pay isn't exactly forthright in their field, but still.
she had long thought about what could bridge the gap between her interests (anything that she can channel her energy into) and somin's (mainly gaming). the answer was why they found themselves at co/ex mall today. "so... want to venture a guess as to what we're going to do?" she asks the crystallis member playfully. she was ô so proud of the activity she had picked; a VR gaming zombie shooter. that's why she had kept somin in the dark as to where and what they were doing; she wanted to capture the other girl's genuine reaction upon finding out
"i ... have no idea," she says, eyes darting around the area they had been dropped off in. she had been to co-ex a few times, but never on her own or for fun. they had filmed some stuff here before, as well as being near lotte world where she's definitely gone, but she has no idea what milan might have in store for them today.
somin lets a grin slip onto her lips, not feeling apprehensive of the plans at all. she's adaptable and will easily fall into step with anything, so she's mostly just excited to be hanging out with milan for a show. they haven't hung out much, if at all, since they met on the lgc girls show, so she's excited to do so—even if they're being filmed for it. "i'm assuming it's not shopping though?"
"correct!" she exclaims "that does narrow it down some" she adds with a chuckle. at a junction, she glances from one side to the other to situate herself. "i'll give you a hint...; it's a bit scary." the vr experience itself isn't the scary part of course, the zoombies however... let's say had she been given the choice, the nova member would've picked another theme.
camera in hand, yet barely paying attention to what it's capturing, she leads the other to their intended destination. "to be honest, i don't remember the last time i went shopping" she notes after a while, almost as an afterthought. prior to her debut, she was never one to be into shopping, only doing so as a social activity with friends, however since debuting, that hasn't even been on the table "my coupang cart however..." a disaster. "do you guys also get daily deliveries at your dorm?" she asks playully.
"oh! we're here!" milan exclaims moments later. this time, she makes sure the camera is properly capturing somin's reaction. hopefully, she made a good choice.
EVENT: NOVA MISSION 013
POST TYPE: STARTER FOR @lgcsomin
TITLE: SHOOTERS
milan hadn't been able to stop smiling since shinye, nova's manager, and her had picked up somin. what's better than hanging out with friends? being paid to hang out with friends! well, the pay isn't exactly forthright in their field, but still.
she had long thought about what could bridge the gap between her interests (anything that she can channel her energy into) and somin's (mainly gaming). the answer was why they found themselves at co/ex mall today. "so... want to venture a guess as to what we're going to do?" she asks the crystallis member playfully. she was ô so proud of the activity she had picked; a VR gaming zombie shooter. that's why she had kept somin in the dark as to where and what they were doing; she wanted to capture the other girl's genuine reaction upon finding out
sena smiles, climbing up onto the bed and taking a spot next to milan while returning the hug, savoring the closeness she has been learning to accept. "really? it's your first?" sena asks. "well, i'm glad i get to be the one to give it to you, then!" sena initially starts refusing to eat any of the food she'd prepared for milan, but after a moment, she gives in, grabbing a few small slices of fruit she'd cut for the older.
as she takes a bite, she suddenly remembers, "ah, do you like the decorations?" the idol points out the balloons and streamers scattered about. "i know it's not the most aesthetic, but i was worried about waking you up..." she notes the streamers laid quite haphazardly over a dresser, and the balloons being held down by a book placed on the floor. "maybe i should have decorated the living room instead, then we could've have a party with the others! actually- we could even move these later and just do that."
she leans back into the headboard, still a bit tired from having gotten up so early in the morning. "or," she says, "you can do anything you want, considering it's your birthday! do you have any plans?" she looks over to milan, curious what her ideal birthday is like. although she's aware that things aren't perfect, they may as well be as good as possible.
chin resting on sena's shoulder, milan squishes the baby leader between her arms, showing her gratitude and giddiness through the gesture before letting the younger girl go. "well... i was always up first at home... " she explains, a little embarrassed. while she has never been the type to "rise and shine", up until elementary school, she had the habit of waking up at ungodly hours of the morning. she was more used to barge in her parent's bedroom to wake them up than the opposite.
milan freezes, fork halfway to the cake (just for a little taste before eating the fried rice). her eyes widen when she finally takes in the room. she let's out a delighted chuckle. "no this is perfect! the bedroom feels festive" the older girl lets out an appreciative sigh as she tastes the cake. "did you make this yourself, too?" she asks the other girl "it's so good!" she gives a thumbs up before placing the fork down and picking up the chopstick to eat the fried rice.
milan shakes her head at sena's question and shrugs. "besides the livestream... not really" she replies, her mood suddenly dropping. "everybody is busy so i didn't really plan anything..." boyfriend aside, even asking her (ex?) best friend to spend time together feels awkward now. "even if i didn't have anything planned, the day is turning ou better than i could've wished anyway" she adds more positively, pointing at the tray in front of them
hello! anybody interested in appearing in SUPER✰NOVA with milan? the theme is just spending time with a friend during a day off. unfortunately, this is milan, so do not expect a chill day off; she has 15 ideas of things she wants to try, but there's only so much time to do it lol
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Every year, Minseo was forced to slow down and reminisce whenever their anniversary caught up to them. For once, she didn't have to work on her birthday, but in a way, the day was still special. She would be featuring in a song with an artist that she had been a fan for years. On her birthday, she got to hold a livestream for fans and their positive comments really made her feel special. She was in high spirits when she sat next to Milan for their joint livestream. It felt like forever ago since the two had done one together, and it was to celebrate their group anniversary.
She sat next to Milan on the couch, tempted to lean against the girl, but she remains upright with a pillow held against her chest. She intently listens to Milan's voice, nodding her head in acknowledgement. It was sad that the group couldn't spent time with fans on their special day, but the livestream was a good compromise. She raises a brow at her friend's confession, pursing her lips into a pout before a smile forms fully. "Ah, you shouldn't feel sad about that..." She affectionately nudges the girl against her side with her elbow, adjusting her posture to sit up straighter on the couch. "I always feel like the entire week should always be full of celebratory spirit."
In true Minseo fashion, she jumps at the opportunity to tease her friend right back by blurting out: "I wouldn't be against to you serenading me..."
milan nods a few times in agreement with the other girl. "right! the 3-day concert last year is the closest we've come to this so far." she readily agrees. though the fact that a whole year has already passed since their last concert feels surreal. time had flown by, but at the same time, so many things had happened since. perhaps it's because she doesn't feel very different from the milan of last year, unlike their two previous anniversaries. sure, she had gotten a whole boyfriend during that time (and all the things that went with it), yet as a person, she doesn't feel any different; she doesn't feel disconnected from the girl she was back then. "that was so fun! i hope we can do something similar again one day." she continues. "though an entire week of concerts might be a bit..." she tilts her head slightly in to show her skepticism and chuckles.
the older girl should've known that choosing to tease minseo would come bite her right back. "serenade?" she exclaims in disbelief while staring at the main vocalist like she's got more protest coming. but one thing about milan, is that either her brain works at a hundred miles an hour or it's completely empty. the jury is still deliberating on that part. yet the result is the same; in a split second, her expression changes from dumbfounded to bashfully playful as she immediately begin's singing the chorus of kim jong kook's classic 'loveable', arm choreography included.
"[...] ireoke neoreul saranghae" she finishes her impromptu performance eyes closed, fingers forming a heart shape at the girl. she then opens one eye, as if assessing minseo's reaction and asks: "how's that? do i get praises?"
sena stands in the kitchen looking at her... creation. is it cake that didn't rise, or is it a brownie that came out a little spongey? sena's not entirely sure, despite being the one to have baked it. she has frosted the top with pink frosting, writing "happy birthday milan" on it with white frosting as carefully as she could with her little cake decorating skills. sure, she could have just ordered a cake to be delivered, but sena wanted to try making one herself this year.
she woke up bright and early on the morning of milan's birthday, having decorated the room with balloons and streamers she bought and secretly stored at the company building. she isn't sure if she woke milan up or not yet while decorating overnight, but nevertheless, she hopes it makes up for the... baked good sena has created.
the girl adds the small cake-brownie thing to a tray along with a bowl of egg fried rice (which is one of the few things the girl knows how to cook well enough) and some fruit, wanting to make sure milan gets a full breakfast along with her cake? brownie? she's still not sure. she finally carries it to the girls' shared bedroom, singing happy birthday as she carefully pushes the door open with her hip. "happy birthday unnie!" she smiles as she carefully places the tray on milan's bed. "i thought breakfast in bed might be a good way to start your morning."
before debuting, milan never much seen the attraction to her bed (or sleeping in general). it's only after knowing the exhaustion coming from a tight schedule or several hours of practice (or both) that she came to understand that a bed was more than a simple everyday object. while she still isn't the type to be able to stay in her bed all day, it had definitely shoot up to make its place in her top 8 favourite spots.
there's hardly any feeling that can compare to that of slowly waking up on your own, tightly tucked under your covers, knowing that you do not have to rush out of bed for an early schedule. she'd need to get to work at some point during the day, but not right away. so she keeps her eyes closed, enjoying the warm embrace of her magnificent bed, and a smile of absolute contentment on her lips.
she hasn't forgotten her birthday and is aware that she likely has a couple of messages waiting for her, including her boyfriend's. the thought of him draws a frown on her otherwise peaceful face. she knows he's not responsible for his schedule, nor is she mad at him, yet not being able to see him before the following week leaves a bitter taste in her mouth.
"happy birthday unnie!" sena's voice and the enticing smell of food make her open her eyes. pushing herself up on her bed, mermaid style, her mouth drop at the sight of the tray. "oh my god! wow! wait! this is my first breakfast in bed!" she exclaims and squeals.
busy boyfriend? forgotten. kakaotalk messages pending? who cares, phone's still on silence!
she scoots and pats the spot next to her. "thank you! wow! come here, let's eat together! also..." she opens her arms wide for the girl to come get a hug, grinning.
EVENT: NOVA MISSION 013
POST TYPE: STARTER FOR @lgcminseo
TITLE: GOLDEN(Z) HOUR
three years already. the number is almost hard to believe. time had flown past without milan realizing. just like that, they were already halfway through their contract without her noticing. back then, 7 years felt like a whole lifetime, yet halfway there, she still feels like a rookie just starting to get her foothold in the industry. no, not much had changed for milan the idol since their debut, though this year, one thing would be different...
their livestream had begun for a few minutes already and the number was steadily growing. this wasn't the reason milan's face was full of mischief from the beginning. she had been itching to tease minseo since the moment they received their schedule. about what you might ask? well, as soon as she saw a comment that she could latch onto to bring it up, she did so.
"right! we've celebrated our debut and two anniversaries in person with you guys!" she agreed readily "but since this is a livestream, a lot more people can join us and interact with us, so it's something we've been excited to do too, right?" the older girl glances at her groupmate, waiting for her approval. "the one thing i'm sad about though, is that we couldn't all celebrate minseo's birthday together this year." and there it was. a huge smile appears on her face. "i should've dropped on your solo livestream yesterday now that i tink about it..."
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milan opens her mouth to reply to the fabula member and finds herself yawning instead. she raises a finger, gesturing to sori to wait a bit. "sorry about that" she says, dejected. "i still hate coffee, but the situation is dire, sori... even yerba mate drinks haven't been doing anything anymore" milan might sometimes add... flavour to what she says, however, this isn't an exaggeration; there had been several instances of her going through the motions while her mind was completely shut down. it was like the opposite of sleepwalking and, nonetheless, unnerving when coming to.
her sleepy eyes widen at sori's offer. "you don't mind sharing your vitamin drink? it should be enough to boost me some." water? nah, she would get some black iced tea to wash that down with. "so i take it that you guys too have been worked to the bones? i thought the first year would be the hardest, but instead our schedules just keep getting more packed" she chuckles, a bit amused, a bit bitter. she could always take a semester off, but some stubborn part of her just couldn't let it happen. she wouldn't give up, she would get her diploma, she would prove that she can do it.
sori was struggling to find ways to keep herself awake, sure she got her sleep, but a such packed schedule made her exhausted and tired. she considered coffee, but the simply smell of it still made her nauseous, she hated how that drink smelled. she now drank a lot of vitamin drinks, and often sprayed herself in the face with water, to keep herself awake. “going to drink coffee… i can tell, this is a serious situation” she says, before yawning herself “do you think energy drinks might help us?”.
she shakes her head, “i don’t mind, we’re a team right now, so whatever is mine is yours” she shrugs. sori hadn’t really ever been the most generous person, but after joining fabula, she was learning to become it, sharing her stuff, buying things for others. “we’ve been working for what feels like too much” she shakes her head “i had the idea that after being an idol for a while, i’d get used to the packed schedule… apparently not” she chuckles. “are you surviving? we both seem kind of tired…”.
the girl's nose scrunches a bit in displeasure at the mention of energy drinks. "my body doesn't react well to energy drinks... my heart more often than not starts beating like crazy and i get all jittery. that's not normal, right?" then, there's the fact that milan s naturally excitable; energy drinks make her unstoppable... in a bad way. one can to study through the night for an exam the next day? oh, she's staying up all night alright, but her capacity to focus on something so tedious becomes absolutely nonexistent.
sori's words make her pause, her eyes soften as she puckers her lips for a second before laughing softly. she throws her arms around the fabula member's shoulders and rests the side of her head against hers. "because our relationship didn't begin on the right foot, these words sound really precious, you know."
milan pulls away from sori, nodding understandingly. "during the first few months, i'd sleep every day off that we had. but as soon as i adapted, i went ahead and made... choices." she chuckles. that's one way to put it. she surely would be less tired if she wasn't so stubborn or didn't sacrifice sleep to meet with a special someone. "did i tell you i returned to university?" that's the stubborn part. "how did you manage to get your degree without losing your mind?"
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she nods understandingly. yes, 'buzz' is a good way to describe it. perhaps also like going on a date for the first time with someone you barely know but hope to be with for a long time. a bit of nerve, a bit of excitement, heart racing. "i don't think it's a bad thing that it hasn't worn off. although meeting our fans and performing feels more familiar now, i still feel my heart racing and dopamine exploding before performances and fansigns. if we ever lose this feeling completely, wouldn't it mean that we're getting complacent? maybe not even have interest in being idols anymore?" she doesn't know the answer herself, and perhaps jasper doesn't either, but something tells her that losing this spark would be the beginning of the end of her idol career.
"yeah! you guys are rookies, it's the best time to make all the mistakes since people think the awkwardness of newbies is cute in its on way" she says playfully. "but don't hesitate to ask questions to staff members, that's what they are here for. even your seniors within the company! the fabula unnies really helped me a lot and still do to this day." she poses, wondering if she has any rookie tip to give. "oh! right! if the opportunity comes, make sure to exchange phone numbers with producers and seniors in the industry. it's good to begin networking early!"
jasper would like to pick the brains of the leaders everywhere-- other ones. he wants to pick the brains of the production team too, and see where their heads were at. it was easier with people his age, ones he came in contact with often-- but also when he wasn't fighting against sleep and trying to make sure he took care of his members. and... whether he liked it or not, he had members now. they were dependent on him, and as much as that made him nervous, it had grounded him in a way he had least expected. he wasn't just jasper, he was jazz- leader of mzsd. that felt like it rolled off the tongue.
dark eyes are looking over her, listening. milan had experience-- she was good-- no. *great*-- at what she did, and it showed when he caught glances of her performances and the way she interacted. but it was good to know it never really went away-- the excitement. it meant he could look forward to it.
he nods with her words, a slow grin on his face as his eyes sparkle. "ah, noona. does that mean i can ask you as well?" he says, playfully. "you've always been critical in helping me."
milan squints her eyes suspiciously as a grin slowly grows on jasper's face. he doesn't even need to finish his sentence for the young woman to shake her head vigorously before stopping herself. she knows the leader is messing around with her - at least in part - however, her reaction could've been perceived as rude. "not that i don't want to! but i personally wouldn't even trust myself. 10/10 not recommended," she explains quickly. "i still learn something new every day. i got lost in the parking lot of KBS' building once. i walked into a wall backstage of gayo daejejeon just last year. and that's just the tip of it. you need a more reliable mentor, jasper" she grabs his forearms to impress her words on him. "unless you need slapstick comedy lessons, that is." it's her turn to grin, and she lets go of his arms. "got any interest in going the variety route?"
"i-" she usually always had a certain awareness of her surroundings. usually, when she asks one to repeat themselves, her brain processes what she missed just seconds later. but this time, no matter how hard she tries to remember what she heard, the beginning of minseo's sentence is drowned by the music. being distracted to this point in public definitely won't do. she shifts her whole body so that the stage is out of view and smiles. "didn't catch the beginning of what you said," she explains simply.
she thanks minseo for her share of the gummies, though not without a protest that one or two would've been more than enough. tossing a bear in her mouth, she glances behind her. "you know the setlist?" milan's asks a little surprised. it's not exactly minseo's type to diligently memorize every single detail of their schedules after all. or at least, milan doesn't think so. she clearly remembers speedrunning last minute work adjacent things with minseo more than once. "what's the song?"
"Ah, you got me there!" Minseo exclaims, refraining from shaking the girl by the shoulders like she was inclined to do so when she was ( jokingly ) frustrated. Instead, she shrugs, holding onto the bag of gummies and shaking it in the air as if to lure the girl towards the viewing area from backstage. She doesn't pull the girl by the arm but instead, waves her over sneakily with a flick of her wrist. She didn't see the point of being sneaky, but the less attention drawn by the pair, the longer the two of them could watch a specific boy group on stage. No one would be the wiser about the two of them enjoying the performance on stage. Girls were allowed to be fans too, right?
She politely greets the crew and senior artists passing by, and depending on the artist, a gummy bear or two would be accepted as offering. She briefly rests her chin on Milan's shoulder, realizing that she had to be mindful of her makeup. The last thing she wanted was to go back into the makeup seat seconds before their own performance. "I don't know, but it's fun watching them perform, right?" She raises her voice, hoping it would travel to Milan's ears before lip-syncing with her fist the high note. "Want one more?"
milan chuckles softly, knowing the other girl's micro expressions by now. she could've teased her more, however, she did owe her for letting her slip away the previous night. she could be a nice and benevolent unnie for a whole 24 hours no? maybe... perhaps...
either she's hot on minseo's heels, curious as to what the other has in store this time. there's never a dull moment with minseo. though in a cute and endearing way. nothing that would get them in trouble, but still would make time pass faster. while minseo offers greetings and distributes gummies, milan greets men politely and strikes random short conversations with girls crossing their path. they haven't debuted for two years yet, but milan knew a surprising number of idols and industry people. she isn't the type to purposely network; however, striking up conversations with strangers has always been easy for her. unless, of course, she's a fan of said stranger; then, just a glimpse of them and she's running the other way.
"yeah it is" she agrees, tilting her head a little to reach minseo's ear. "is it bad that i actually prefer these performances than the year-end ones?" for starters, during gayos, many groups would prerecord their live performances and only entertain the crowd on the day of. as for awards... from their tight schedules, to the special performances, without forgetting to avoid random scandals for staring too long or not enough at something and finally the nominations themselves... there's no chance to just sit back and enjoy the moment. "everybody just seems to enjoy themselves so mch more" she finishes explaining.
EVENT: SIDE EVENT 026POST TYPE: STARTER FOR @lgcsoriTITLE: I CANNOT FOCUS
future dreams had been rough, nova's debut era had been extra packed, but the last couple of weeks had been straight up hell. turns out undoing muscle memory just to program another set for the same songs was harder than previously anticipated. and on top of that, they had to learn a whole other song and dance. as much as milan has always loved love month, she (respectfully) wished she could've opted out of this year's event.
but here she is, at an ungodly hour of the morning (not really), after barely a couple of hours of sleep - most of it done in the chair while getting her hair and makeup done. holding a thermos cup close to her, she taps the shoulder of the closest girl to her, sori. "do you know where the coffee is?" she asks like an addict needing their next dose. milan doesn't even like coffee and doesn't drink it normally, but these days, the (nasty tasting) beverage has been life saving.
sori was pretty sure being an idol at legacy would be easier when she was no longer a student. she’d been sure of it, once she finished school she would have more time for idol activities, and her schedule would be less packed… wrong! sori wasn’t doing less nor was she less tired, while she didn’t spend time studying anymore, she spend time on what felt like everything; variety gigs, modeling gigs, practice, fanmeetings, more practice. she was starting to become a bit tired, though she still enjoyed the idol life.
love month was generally fun for sori, and she wouldn’t say this love month had been miserable, it has just been… very tiring. at the moment sori preferred to practice either alone or with the other fabula members, so it was a bit overstimulating to practice with all these other people. she was familiar with the nova members however, having been on future dreams with them. “have you started drinking coffee?” she looks at milan “don’t ask me about coffee, i still hate it with my whole heart” she shakes her head “but i have brought along some vitamin drink and water if you want that? if not, we can go on a search for coffee” se shrugs.
milan opens her mouth to reply to the fabula member and finds herself yawning instead. she raises a finger, gesturing to sori to wait a bit. "sorry about that" she says, dejected. "i still hate coffee, but the situation is dire, sori... even yerba mate drinks haven't been doing anything anymore" milan might sometimes add... flavour to what she says, however, this isn't an exaggeration; there had been several instances of her going through the motions while her mind was completely shut down. it was like the opposite of sleepwalking and, nonetheless, unnerving when coming to.
her sleepy eyes widen at sori's offer. "you don't mind sharing your vitamin drink? it should be enough to boost me some." water? nah, she would get some black iced tea to wash that down with. "so i take it that you guys too have been worked to the bones? i thought the first year would be the hardest, but instead our schedules just keep getting more packed" she chuckles, a bit amused, a bit bitter. she could always take a semester off, but some stubborn part of her just couldn't let it happen. she wouldn't give up, she would get her diploma, she would prove that she can do it.
EVENT: SIDE EVENT 026
POST TYPE: STARTER FOR @lgcsori
TITLE: I CANNOT FOCUS
future dreams had been rough, nova's debut era had been extra packed, but the last couple of weeks had been straight up hell. turns out undoing muscle memory just to program another set for the same songs was harder than previously anticipated. and on top of that, they had to learn a whole other song and dance. as much as milan has always loved love month, she (respectfully) wished she could've opted out of this year's event.
but here she is, at an ungodly hour of the morning (not really), after barely a couple of hours of sleep - most of it done in the chair while getting her hair and makeup done. holding a thermos cup close to her, she taps the shoulder of the closest girl to her, sori. "do you know where the coffee is?" she asks like an addict needing their next dose. milan doesn't even like coffee and doesn't drink it normally, but these days, the (nasty tasting) beverage has been life saving.
EVENT: NOVA MISSION 012
REQUIREMENT: THE SHOW MUST GO ON
POST TYPE: SOLO
it happened late one evening after a gruelling vocal rerecording of 'long chat'. it was so late that even the main auditorium was empty. milan sat there, arms pressing her legs close to her chest. had things gone well in the recording booth, perhaps she would've been done earlier. but it hadn't. it hadn't because she had to sing lines that were never made for her in the first place. lines that she was so reluctant to do because they should've been kyoka's. nevermind her abysmal rap skills to begin with, her main issue was the absence of her friend in the group. she had been so excited upon hearing that one of her best friends would be joining the group. she had envisioned so many things; late night chitchats under the covers, tiktok challenges galores, fansign events costumes and poses. all for naught.
perhaps the pill would've been easier to swallow if minhee had been there. but she too was gone now. the memories they made during recordings and performances over the summer didn't feel so happy anymore. but the highest of highs were often followed by the lowest of lows. she had dared to be too happy, too hopeful. she had forgotten that life never went according to her wishes.
tears welled up in her eyes, and she sniffed once. then twice. milan had never known unbearable pain before debuting. shaltered, naive... lucky in so many ways. yet, since debuting, she had spent more time miserable than not. is that what being an adult was supposed to be? she closed her eyes and covered them with her hands, as if they could stop tears from flowing down.
in this lonely and dimly lit auditorium, so late in the night that it was already in another day, milan remained. legs close to her chest, hands over her eyes. the silence broken only by sniffling sounds. seconds passed, then minutes. she probably would've continued for hours if she had the time. but time was something she lacked. the young woman considered writing in their groupchat how much she missed them, but thought better of it. her friends didn't need more worries, more burdens. they were dealing with their own situations and she was in the most envious situation.
she sighed and unfolded her legs. energy drained, but tears spent. her mood was dimmer but her mind was clearer. the idol glanced at the time. yes it was late, but too early to head to the dorms, considering all the work they had to do.
her phone began vibrating by her side, signalling an incoming call. she rose an eyebrow at the name and picked up. "you aren't home yet?" the caller asked softly, perhaps with a hint of worry. "no, i finished recording late" she explained, voice neutral, casual. or so she thought. a short silent greeted her, then he spoke again. "wanna grab a bite?" a little smile appeared on her lips, knowing that he would probably order samgyupsal one again. "no..." she replied truthfully, "but i want a hug". this time, there was no pause: "i can give you that" he replied with conviction and enthusiasm. she let out a small chuckle.
at least she still had him. she daredn't hope for too much, in fear that life would take her last precious treasure away. but for now, yes, she had him.
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"What do you mean?" Minseo asks curiously, tilting her head to glance down at her friend with confusion. She should have caught that the girl's attention was elsewhere, which she wouldn't have fault her for considering the distraction was quite easy on the eyes. It took all self-restraint for her to not unleash the gummy bear song when her friend chose the sour gummies. Instead, the chocolate biscuits went back into the front packet of her backpack and she ripped the designated corner of the plastic package. "You never know when someone's sugar is going to go low, or if we need a pick me up!"
"Here!" She nudges her friend to open the palm of her hand, eyeballing it and splitting it between the two of them. She grabs one of the sour gummies, savoring the sugary acidic coating around the bear shaped candy. "Should we try to watch from the sidelines again?" She suggests, tuning back into the music blaring through the speakers. There was a part of her that did enjoy watching other perform, especially when she was this restless. It meant that the members didn't have to entertain her, or she would be glued on her phone backstage. "I think my favorite song is next on the setlist..."
"i-" she usually always had a certain awareness of her surroundings. usually, when she asks one to repeat themselves, her brain processes what she missed just seconds later. but this time, no matter how hard she tries to remember what she heard, the beginning of minseo's sentence is drowned by the music. being distracted to this point in public definitely won't do. she shifts her whole body so that the stage is out of view and smiles. "didn't catch the beginning of what you said," she explains simply.
she thanks minseo for her share of the gummies, though not without a protest that one or two would've been more than enough. tossing a bear in her mouth, she glances behind her. "you know the setlist?" milan's asks a little surprised. it's not exactly minseo's type to diligently memorize every single detail of their schedules after all. or at least, milan doesn't think so. she clearly remembers speedrunning last minute work adjacent things with minseo more than once. "what's the song?"
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