fuckoff.

getting better is difficult. feeling better is difficult. working on yourself is difficult. nothing in this life is easy. and sometimes it doesn’t feel worth it.

I don’t think I want to feel better anymore. I just want to skip to the dying part.

Sometimes it's just feels like I am a burden for everyone, even for myself

im actually really suffering mentally from exhaustion. no motivation to do anything no more, im empty.

I miss you I miss you I miss you

Why the fuck do I miss you?

You need to understand the difference between someone who actually values you and someone who just wants access to your energy, feed off your intense emotions, and take advantage of your generosity.

I never did.

You don’t get it, this pain never goes away