Round bellies

Last night with this hair omg

Little update 💋💖🌸

Hi all! Moved house and counties, back in AUS for a graphic design degree. Something I can sustain on well into my gaining journey. International life/relationship while the world burns, irl feedism relationship reality at the moment. I am sorry my fellow queers and POC in the US right now, much love 💕

Thank you for this ask, it made me realise I never fully explained all my medical shit on here. This will be a little post about my own thoughts, history and current medical stuff. Will make a separate post about mobility as I want to give that its own post.

To be honest I’m not particularly phased with medical issues. Dealt with chronic pain for years before my gain. So whatever doctors say isn’t much scarier than things I’ve heard before for other reasons. I made this choice, this is what I want, have for years and am beyond sure and certain. I accept all that comes with it, including the potential for pain. Medical issues would be a kink of mine due to my history.

Here are the medical conditions I have since gaining:

Tachycardia (this is annoying but fun)

High blood pressure

Morbid obesity haha

Pre-diabetic fucked up blood sugar

But here are my medical conditions I had diagnosed prior:

CRPS of the lower extremities and the nerve damage that comes with that

Osteoarthritis and osteonecrosis, jaw issues

Tendonitis, debilitating hand injury that means I have no sensation in my fingers on my left hand

I know I notice in your recent pics you're looking so obscenely round like🤭😵‍💫🫣 the belly's blimped up so much compared to ur last Tumblr post🥴😵‍💫😖

Yes yes yes! Thank you yes I %100 agree. I’ve been gaining a lot to my belly and tits since leaving the US, predominantly because I’ve been drinking absinthe (personal favourite), which runs at about 60% alcohol for those of you who like intox (like me). It wasn’t available in store where I was at, so I was sticking to mixed drinks. The hard liquor and cream diets mixed in for weeks at a time has put a LOT on my belly. Plus my face has really plumped out too.

Gain update 💕

Hello my dears, since getting back to Australia, I’ve been down for the count with a few of my issues flaring up, which is part of why I came back temporarily, for medical treatment. Part of that was a bad fall (mostly weight related) where I broke a bone in my foot. And the other part was unrelated to weight, but nerve damage and tendinitis in the left hand that will likely need surgery.

Since getting home I’ve been going full force with all indulgences. Food, takeout almost daily, constant snacking, accessible food stored in room, hard liquor for high cal, and many weeks of heavy calorie diets with three 600ml bottles of cream per day. It’s been showing like crazy and I’ve already outgrown all the new clothes I bought when I got back in Oct. It’s been a constant cycle of pleasure, bliss and food comas.

Volume up for moans and bliss 💋💕✨

God food makes me bliss out and get lost in the hedonism of it all. It feels like endorphins flooding my system and brain. Here’s an example. Food lights up every pleasure centre and creates a magical cradle of blissful mindlessness. Food and arousal are completely connected for me, and I happily indulge the cycle.

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