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i need to forgive myself for everything by this weekend so i can start fixing my life from next week

god it would be awesome if the human brain could just ignore an upsetting thing instead of constantly wandering back to it for no fucking reason

chapter 5 weird route?

not everything is about media

the backrooms are simply not as scary conceptually if there is Something In Them

the whole reason why they're so unnerving is BECAUSE there's nothing in them!! because they're unrelentingly liminal and lonely and uncomforting. there shouldn't be a monster guy in there chasing you. you should glimpse other humans (?) from a distance but they walk away before you can close the gap and then they're gone. things should run away from YOU. do u get it

"and there was a MONSTERowooowwohhhh" the monster is isolation and banal beige sameness and uncanny valley architecture. you fool. you rube. you're putting a hat on a hat and the second hat is not only unnecessary but it ruins the first hat!!!!!!! "there's a monster in there" great so now it's just another place for a monster to be. ridiculous

before there were blorbos there were little meow meows and before there were little meow meows there were cinnamon rolls

Maybe I'm not mentally ill and I'm actually just feeling anxious and guilty because I'm evil inside

what if it was called magic the slathering and it was about lotions and ointments