the city winks a sleepless eye

it’s his season.

Ethan "raised on a dairy farm" Hunt is very dear to me

imagine being just some fricking idiot and getting thrown into a war because of your idiocy and then getting trapped in a time loop that scares the shit out of you and you don't know what's going on but it's changing you already and then you find out that there's one person who knows what you're going through and can help you, but not help you get out of the time loop, no, you're supposed to use this absolute insanity to win the war and so you try and you try and you try and you fail and you fail and you fail and the only person who gets it is this one other person who's been through the same thing and also failed and failed and failed until she couldn't fail anymore and so you keep trying to save the world and win the war, but eventually this other person becomes more important and you keep using your chances to give her a chance, because there is only one person in the world who understands, one person who knows, and that makes your day which is not a life anymore both better and worse, and for the first time in your memory, another person actually matters

does it ever get better? has it gotten better? will it get better? when will it get better?

I’m fine

I need divine intervention