that blog no one knows about

I find it interesting that i don’t have a reddit even though I go on there to read peoples ideas on things. The only reason i don’t have a reddit is because i feel like the lowest form of intelligence is mans opinion. And there’s so many (opinions) out there in the internet universe. I mean, this very blog is my opinion but I guess i’m also not answering someone’s question. You read this and you’re like yeah- some person wrote that on her blog. But reddit is full of questions and answers. I mean maybe I haven’t explored the blog world that exists in reddit (if that’s even a thing?) so I might just be talking about the ones where it’s like what do you think? Etc. An important thing to me is to learn how to decipher between rationalising your own thoughts, and the thoughts of other people. It’s about asking why you or that person thinks a certain thing as opposed to what is being said. And then being able to ask yourself what you believe to be right and wrong and why you believe that in the first place. Is it universal? Or is it personalised to you specifically? 

Sundays are for the girls

4.Justin Bieber- Yummy Okay like aside from the fact that he promoted this song like nobody’s business is fucking hilarious because this was just NOT WHAT PEEPS WAS READY FOR. It was kind of a disappointing comeback but it’s fine it’s fine, you know the biebs is more than capable of creating an EFFING BOP. But like eating your wife out/ she sucking you off and then saying yummy is just like..... WHY?!?! The biebs has always sung songs about shit that is all like lovey dovey (gurl I fkn luv u bb type) but then he comes out with some fellatio song. AND ISN’T HE LIKE SUPER CHRISTIAN????? It was kind of funny to see him posting church videos about having this deep relationship with God and then promote a fellatio song. :/ It’s not fucking terrible or anything, it’s just not that amazing. 5. Doja Cat- Say so Bitch I LEARNT THE TIK TOK TO THIS. And I cannot be the only person who knows this song from tik tok. The song is another BOP. Also very teen vibes. Also fine. I have danced to this song in my living room like a fucking 10 year old e-girl and it was fun and didn’t get boring!!!! TOTAL VIBES. PLAY IT & DANCE. 6.Selena Gomez- Rare (general album) This is probably her best pop album. I don’t really like the narratives of the songs per say but there’s like one song I like on there. Crowded Room being it (has serious Cassie vibes tho??). The other songs are not bad but they just aren’t hitting that bop factor I probably hoped for. Some songs are a bit too sappy for me if I'm honest, and I know her album is a big like hey fuck u I'm moving on and having fun but it didn’t really translate that way in the songs. You know? Anyway, it’s probably HER best pop album but I wouldn’t say it’s like out of this world good. <3 <3 ALL LOVEEEEE. BYE.

REBLOG <3

So so so. Much and not much has happened. Some good and some bad. I’ve tried to start this blog twice and every time I do, I start feeling anxious. Questions like what do I say? Is that embarrassing? Do I want to share that? Stuff like that. I am currently still working, alhamudilillah. I feel really blessed that I am given the chance to work and essentially earn for myself. My sister has separated with her husband so that was a pretty big change in my life for the past 5 months.. I am going to Saudi Arabia and Jordan in January (God willing). Me and my other are still together (there ya go past Suvie). We still argue sometimes but it’s different, it’s less frequent but more serious? Before it used to be like frequent and juvenile... I don’t know which is better to be honest. I’ve become a lot more conscious of the purpose to life. It’s something I think about almost every hour of the day. And um... Maybe i’ll do a questionaire thing because I suck at updating my life without being asked specifically the questions. But for now, that’s all I can remember.. Oh yeah. I still hate Uni. Ok. That’s it. Au Revoir.

This was EVERYWHERE in Japan. They are in places called ‘Family Mart?” fam mart??? I probably sound like the biggest tool but I absolutely loved rushing to this part of the store. They had these awesome triangle tuna ones that I had to guess every time I went in because obviously my Japanese vocabulary is borderline non-existent but I guessed it right 70% of the time. Sometimes all it would have was straight Japanese Mayo which I definitely wasn’t complaining about (because it’s the bee’s knees, if I do say so myself), but regardless, the tuna and mayo combo always takes the cake.

This week has been pretty busy. Busy and crazy. And a little overwhelming if I am to tell you the truth. I have finally started... Drum roll- WORK! Ahhhhh that big old responsibility of a thing. Yes, not just any old work- accounting work. Here's to you 18 year old me, there you were thinking you weren't going to get a job having to do with accounting any time soon, but your late night prayers and calls of stress were heard and answered at the good old age of 20. You can be proud of yourself, you've achieved more than you thought for such a young age. This proves to never lose hope and always have trust in the future. But alas, the stress resumes, exams subdue and the workload is rolling in hot and fast! I never thought I would be working so stringently at this age, contemplating a big old deferment from university and even potentially changing courses after realising my passions MIGHT not lie witting inside an office, calculating numbers and making sure payments are made and accounts are correct. Yes MO MONEY does certainly mean MO PROBLEMS. But, then I think back to that 19 or maybe it was even 18 year old me, and I realise how lucky I am, how privileged and how somewhat ungrateful I have been for not showing complete gratitude for the very thing I had been praying for only months before. So yay!! And congratulations to me, to you (future Suvie) and to every adolescent who just received news that they've made that grand first step into the path of their career.