lettersbynorth

As One Direction so eloquently put it: I think I’m gonna lose my mind.

If I love you, and you're having one of those days, never be afraid to ask me to love you a little extra, cause I will.

this is the only place I knew I could come where people would know how this feels without having to explain

Hir profile is making me gnaw on my couch. I can't.

now stay with me cause I’m quite quick now five six seven eight one two three four five six seven eight and niall for the shimmy for the shimmy for the shimmy and zayn pirouette and louis do the splits and liam you stay exactly where you are because you are per. fect.

not sure if listening to the entire one direction discography rn is going to be cathartic or send me into a tailspin but

i'll let u in on a little secret. it's making me feel things, for instance, when I wrote fanfics in my notebook at 13 y/o with an actual fkn pencil bc I was to angsty to socialise with people. that's where we're at

bro

Fuck, I really miss one direction.

actually I want to write an essay about how all the one direction members have been essentially forced by public expectation to verbalize their grief on social media only a day after liam’s death & then some of them (namely harry! lol) being scrutinized for their posts seeming ’calculated’ / ’written by PR’ / not ’genuine enough’. like. so what if they are? Imagine your childhood best friend dies and millions of people are waiting for you to say something that helps them deal with their parasocial grief. and then that very fame & loss of privacy being the thing that you all went through together as essentially children & the repercussions of that likely being a contributing factor to your friend’s death. the cycle. anyway. none of them owe us shit