1/8!!! WOW!!... so here i go.. starting my tumblr post.. which you know that if im writing one its pretty fricking serious.. well im not sure why, but i feel sad. i mean i kind of know why, but its more like why am i insecure about this type of thing? its like insecure about it, and my head is like wow emily lol shut up u pathetic lil human being like you have no talents and ur boring and basically u have nothing going for urself, this issue is soooo high school. but then i keep telling myself, no its fine if you feel this way.. just accept it.. but then im like i cant and idk. since ive been back at break, i havent talked to anyone really. ive been holed up in my room doing homework, because if im not good at being social, i might as well try to be good at academics. like.. idk how to explain it. my hallmates used to come to MY room to hang out with me, but not anymore. maybe im overthinking things. im an overthinker. but im afraid.. i dont want this to affect me. i dont want it to be like high school where kids thought i was overrated and looked past me. i dont want to be SAD. i want to accept where i am socially, like understand that people dont have to want to talk to you all the time.. why do i feel this way? im sad.. and im not sure why.
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