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𓏲🌺 a collection of au’s to celebrate the month of august , because it’s my favourite month﹙ and because i needed a place to put all these unfinished drafts , ups ! ﹚relevant links ! 🌺
fandoms included : yellowjackets , arcane , criminal minds , buffy the vampire slayer &&. the pitt ; 🌺 ࿐
➥ 𝐀𝐔’𝐆 𝟎𝟏 𓏲🌺 𝐁𝐔𝐅𝐅𝐘 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐕𝐀𝐌𝐏𝐈𝐑𝐄 𝐒𝐋𝐀𝐘𝐄𝐑 𝐀𝐔 ꣓
﹙ 🗒️ ﹚filled as : headcanons .
﹙ 🗒️ ﹚pairing : slayer ! vi x vampire ! reader
𓂅 𝐬𝐲𝐧𝐨𝐩𝐬𝐢𝐬 : in which , violet’s life takes a turn for the worse once she wakes up , randomly , one day with more strength than what she knows what to do with , and worse , turns out her newfound companion is actually the thing she’s supposed to kill .
content warnings 𐚁 canon typical violence , age gap relationship ﹙ vampirism ﹚, blood && talks of killing and gore , nsfw content , biting , licking + more . . .
𓂅 𝐬𝐲𝐧𝐨𝐩𝐬𝐢𝐬 : in which , everyone wants a photo of rising rockstar sensation Natalie Scatorccio , but not everyone is brave enough to get it , the rockstar is known to have a temper and a short fuse for those who dare intrude in her personal life , what happens when you take a particular incriminating photo and she decides to punish you for it ?
content warnings 𐚁 public sex , cussing , filmed sex ? , voyerism & exhibitionism , kissing , fingering , dom / sub dynamics﹙ mean ! nat ﹚, humiliation kink , spitting , finger sucking , biting & licking + more . . .
➥ 𝐀𝐔’𝐆 𝟎𝟑 𓏲🌺 𝐕𝐀𝐌𝐏𝐈𝐑𝐄 𝐀𝐔 ꣓
﹙ 🗒️ ﹚filled as : headcanons .
﹙ 🗒️ ﹚pairing : vamp ! baran x vamp hunter ! reader
𓂅 𝐬𝐲𝐧𝐨𝐩𝐬𝐢𝐬 : in which , you start a relationship with your attending thinking you’re the only one with a secret , only to find out how wrong you are in the most unpleasant way possible , which leaves you with the grand question of which is better ? love or duty ?
content warnings 𐚁 age gap relationship , toxic relationship , coercion , blood , fangs &. teeth , biting , licking , feeding &. turning﹙ spoiler ! ﹚reader becomes a vampire , nsfw content + more . . .
➥ 𝐀𝐔’𝐆 𝟎𝟓 𓏲🌺 𝐄𝐗 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒 𝐀𝐔 ꣓
﹙ 🗒️ ﹚filled as : one-shot .
﹙ 🗒️ ﹚pairing : cat adams x ex hit woman ! reader
𓂅 𝐬𝐲𝐧𝐨𝐩𝐬𝐢𝐬 : transitioning from a life of crime into the cia and then the fbi was the hardest thing you’ve ever done , or so you thought , because nothing made your heart drop hardest then when you figured out that the group of killers you and your friends were chasing were your former coworkers and your former ex girlfriend .
content warnings 𐚁 canon typical violence , undercover work , toxic relationship , guns &. violence , toxic exes , secrets &. secret identities , nsfw content , gun play , inappropriate use of firearms , semi public sex , exhibitionism + more . . .
➥ 𝐀𝐔’𝐆 𝟎𝟔 𓏲🌺 𝐑𝐎𝐋𝐄 𝐑𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐀𝐋 𝐀𝐔 ꣓
﹙ 🗒️ ﹚filled as : headcanons .
﹙ 🗒️ ﹚pairing : vampire ! faith x slayer ! reader
𓂅 𝐬𝐲𝐧𝐨𝐩𝐬𝐢𝐬 : faith , after attempting to take on a vampire nest by herself after a fight with buffy became the very thing she was born to hate , now , consumed with rage and envy for whoever was destined to take her place she starts stalking the new slayer , only to fall in love with her , angel style .
content warnings 𐚁 canon typical violence , stalking , jealousy ﹙ possessive ! faith ﹚, blood play , biting & sucking , nsfw content , semi public sex &. public sex , voyerism & exhibitionism , sacrilege , burning & holy objects + more . . .
➥ 𝐀𝐔’𝐆 𝟎𝟕 𓏲🌺 𝐀𝐂𝐀𝐃𝐄𝐌𝐈𝐂 𝐑𝐈𝐕𝐀𝐋𝐒 𝐀𝐔 ꣓
﹙ 🗒️ ﹚filled as : one-shot .
﹙ 🗒️ ﹚pairing : powder x reader
𓂅 𝐬𝐲𝐧𝐨𝐩𝐬𝐢𝐬 : after beating your academic rival by one point in the final you make the grave mistake of mocking her for it , and powder proves to you that she will come out on top , one way or another .
content warnings 𐚁 nsfw content , dom / sub dynamics﹙ top ! powder &. bottom ! reader ﹚, fingering , praise , degradation , spit play , orgasm denial , cum play &. cum eating , no aftercare ﹙ homegirl was too pissed for allat ﹚+ more . . .
➥ 𝐀𝐔’𝐆 𝟎𝟗 𓏲🌺 𝐅𝐀𝐌𝐎𝐔𝐒 𝐀𝐔 ꣓
﹙ 🗒️ ﹚filled as : headcanons .
﹙ 🗒️ ﹚pairing : rockstar ! nat x popstar ! jackie
𓂅 𝐬𝐲𝐧𝐨𝐩𝐬𝐢𝐬 : in a world where rockstar ! nat &. popstar ! jackie can’t stand each other their agents do the worst thing they could possibly do to each of them ➥ they make them enter a pr relationship .
content warnings 𐚁 secret relationship , enemies to lovers , internalised homophobia , slut shaming ➥ from both the media and jackie regarding natalie’s more than colourful love life , jealousy , strap on use , jealous ! shauna &. stalker ! shauna , dark themes , semi public &. public sex , homophobia ➥ from randoms on the internet and one asshole jeff sadecki , cum eating , fingering , exhibitionism &. voyeurism , slightly inappropriate use of guitar pick + more . . .
➥ 𝐀𝐔’𝐆 𝟏𝟎 𓏲🌺 𝐌𝐄𝐃 𝐒𝐂𝐇𝐎𝐎𝐋 𝐀𝐔 ꣓
﹙ 🗒️ ﹚filled as : one-shot .
﹙ 🗒️ ﹚pairing : med student ! emery x med student ! reader
𓂅 𝐬𝐲𝐧𝐨𝐩𝐬𝐢𝐬 : in which , you and your girlfriend are studying for your upcoming exam and she has an unconventional way to make you focus . . . or rather unfocus . . .
content warnings 𐚁 nsfw content , strap on use﹙ reader ! receiving ﹚, praise , blow job , spit play , cum play &. cum eating , no aftercare + more . . .
➥ 𝐀𝐔’𝐆 𝟏𝟏 𓏲🌺 𝐒𝐔𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐆𝐈𝐑𝐋 𝐀𝐔 ꣓
﹙ 🗒️ ﹚filled as : headcanons .
﹙ 🗒️ ﹚pairing : luthor ! nat x supergirl ! reader
𓂅 𝐬𝐲𝐧𝐨𝐩𝐬𝐢𝐬 : in which , natalie has trouble accepting the reality that her best friend in the entire world﹙ and long time unrequited love ﹚is the alien she hates .
content warnings 𐚁 xenophobia ﹙ against kryptonians ? ﹚, angst , trust issue , family rivalry — sort of ? ﹙ luthor ! nat & super ! reader ﹚, inaccurate science terms ﹙ probably ﹚+ more . . .
➥ 𝐀𝐔’𝐆 𝟏𝟑 𓏲🌺 𝐖𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐖𝐎𝐋𝐅 𝐀𝐔 ꣓
﹙ 🗒️ ﹚filled as : one-shot .
﹙ 🗒️ ﹚pairing : werewolf ! spencer x human ! reader
𓂅 𝐬𝐲𝐧𝐨𝐩𝐬𝐢𝐬 : spencer reid was the most dedicated person you knew , the type of guy that would be the last to leave the office and the first to clock in , so , when he started missing flights & cases alike consecutively around the same time every month for six months straight you started to get suspicious and worried that he’d gotten himself in some kind of trouble . you decide to follow him into his apartment complex , only to end up wide eyed due to what you just found out about your nerdy colleague .
𓂅 𝐬𝐲𝐧𝐨𝐩𝐬𝐢𝐬 : in which , you finally manage to convince the most devoted member of your father’s kingsguard to go on a ride with you ﹙ in more ways than one ﹚
﹙ 🗒️ ﹚pairing : antler queen ! reader x reluctant follower ! vi
𓂅 𝐬𝐲𝐧𝐨𝐩𝐬𝐢𝐬 : in which , in your newfound utopia where you are queen of all that survived the plane crash . vi , your long term girlfriend struggles to find a place by your side , or a place where she fits in this madness at all . but , who despite it all , despite all that’s changed in you , is unable to let go of the person you once were , the person she once loved , and maybe still loved . . .
content warnings 𐚁 angst ,﹙ vi misses her relationship with antler queen ! reader before the wilderness ﹚, nsfw content , toxic relationship , manipulation , infidelity , religious themes ﹙ reader is lottie ! coded ﹚, substance abuse &. guilt + more . . .
𓂅 𝐬𝐲𝐧𝐨𝐩𝐬𝐢𝐬 : in which , princess jackie , upon hearing the daunting words of her father that she is to be married by sunrise , decides to do something that surprises the both of you.
content warnings 𐚁 nsfw content ➥ loss of virginity , talks of internalised homophobia and homophobia in general , fingering , cum eating , power imbalance + more . . .
➥ 𝐀𝐔’𝐆 𝟏𝟖 𓏲🌺 𝐌𝐎𝐃𝐄𝐋 𝐀𝐔 ꣓
﹙ 🗒️ ﹚filled as : headcanons .
﹙ 🗒️ ﹚pairing : model ! reader x photographer ! whitaker
𓂅 𝐬𝐲𝐧𝐨𝐩𝐬𝐢𝐬 : in which , life as a model comes with many perks , including a roll of very devoted fans and one very perverted fascinated photographer .
content warnings 𐚁 nsfw content , stalking ,﹙ stalker ! dennis &. perv ! dennis ﹚, masturbation ,unprotected sex , p in v , recorded sex , semi public sex , phone sex , guided masturbation , dark themes + more . . .
➥ 𝐀𝐔’𝐆 𝟏𝟗 𓏲🌺 𝐃𝐄𝐒𝐂𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐒 𝐀𝐔 ꣓
﹙ 🗒️ ﹚filled as : headcanons .
﹙ 🗒️ ﹚pairing : hook ! nat x tinker bell ! reader
𓂅 𝐬𝐲𝐧𝐨𝐩𝐬𝐢𝐬 : in which , after being one out of five vk’s chosen to attend auradon prep , nat hook meets tinker-bell’s daughter .
content warnings 𐚁 mostly sfw , fluff , canon typical violence , darker descriptions of the isle of the lost &. subsequent abuse , botched lore + more . . .
➥ 𝐀𝐔’𝐆 𝟐𝟏 𓏲🌺 𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐋𝐄𝐆𝐄 𝐀𝐔 ꣓
﹙ 🗒️ ﹚filled as : headcanons .
﹙ 🗒️ ﹚pairing : college ta ! powder x college student ! reader
𓂅 𝐬𝐲𝐧𝐨𝐩𝐬𝐢𝐬 : in which , your college ta likes you a little too much .
content warnings 𐚁 nsfw content , power imbalance &. age gap relationship ,﹙ perv ! powder ﹚, masturbation , semi public sex &. public sex , exhibitionism &. voyeurism , phone sex , guided masturbation + more . . .
➥ 𝐀𝐔’𝐆 𝟐𝟐 𓏲🌺 𝐉𝐄𝐍𝐍𝐈𝐅𝐄𝐑’𝐒 𝐁𝐎𝐃𝐘 𝐀𝐔 ꣓
﹙ 🗒️ ﹚filled as : one-shot .
﹙ 🗒️ ﹚pairing : jennifer ! reader x needy ! nat
𓂅 𝐬𝐲𝐧𝐨𝐩𝐬𝐢𝐬 : you spent all your life being the unpopular one , the undesired one , pushed to the side , ignored or made fun of , until , something terrible or rather amazing happened . the problem ? your best friend doesn’t think so . time to change her mind .
content warnings 𐚁 nsfw content , canon typical violence , death , blood , sacrifice & cannibalism ?﹙ reader eats boys so . . . ﹚, possessive reader , kissing , fingering , internalised homophobia + more . . .
➥ 𝐀𝐔’𝐆 𝟐𝟑 𓏲🌺 𝐒𝐏𝐈𝐃𝐄𝐑-𝐌𝐀𝐍 𝐀𝐔 ꣓
﹙ 🗒️ ﹚filled as : headcanons .
﹙ 🗒️ ﹚pairing : spider ! langdon x stacy ! reader
𓂅 𝐬𝐲𝐧𝐨𝐩𝐬𝐢𝐬 : in which , you find out that the reason why your husband comes beaten and bruised every night isn’t because he’s getting attacked by unruly patients at ptmc .
content warnings 𐚁 substance abuse , nsfw content ,﹙ husband ! langdon ﹚, santos and langdon are the same person different font , bruises , stitches &. blood , lying , marital problems , injury , unprotected sex , p in v + more . . .
𓂅 𝐬𝐲𝐧𝐨𝐩𝐬𝐢𝐬 : in which , you finally manage to take your hard ass body guard out back after a concert and have your way with her .
content warnings 𐚁 power imbalance , semi public sex , p in v , ﹙ gp ! sevika ﹚, bratty reader , unprotected sex , hand jobs &. blowjobs , spit play + more . . .
➥ 𝐀𝐔’𝐆 𝟐𝟔 𓏲🌺 𝐏𝐈𝐑𝐀𝐓𝐄𝐒 𝐀𝐔 ꣓
﹙ 🗒️ ﹚filled as : headcanons .
﹙ 🗒️ ﹚pairing : pirate ! nat x siren ! reader
𓂅 𝐬𝐲𝐧𝐨𝐩𝐬𝐢𝐬 : in which , pirate ! nat was one of the fearless pirate who ever lived , nothing scared her , nothing could stop her from getting what she wanted , whether it was treasure or otherwise , until , she , like many others , disappeared at sea , enchanted by a pretty voice and an even prettier face .
content warnings 𐚁 power imbalance , coercion , dub con , supernatural elements ﹙ siren ! reader ﹚, nsfw content , masturbation , blow jobs ﹙ gp ! nat ﹚+ more . . .
➥ 𝐀𝐔’𝐆 𝟐𝟕 𓏲🌺 𝐁𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐀𝐔 ꣓
﹙ 🗒️ ﹚filled as : headcanons .
﹙ 🗒️ ﹚pairing : lead singer ! trinity x bassist ! reader
𓂅 𝐬𝐲𝐧𝐨𝐩𝐬𝐢𝐬 : in which , you and your friends form a band ﹙ “the pittlings” ﹚and lead singer ! trinity , develops a crush on you.
content warnings 𐚁 pda , kissing , invasion of privacy by the media , possessive trinity , nsfw content﹙ improper use of guitar pick ﹚, scissoring , spit play , biting , hickeys &. marking + more . . .
𓂅 𝐬𝐲𝐧𝐨𝐩𝐬𝐢𝐬 : in which , the fbi is faced with its hardest challenge yet , an unsub that has intimate knowledge of law enforcement and of the bau team . an unsub on a mission to eliminate every other one that has ever caused pain to each member of the team . what happens when you catch him in the act but instead of the old man you had profiled , you are met with big brown eyes and familiar curls ?
content warnings 𐚁 canon typical violence , blood , gore &&. death ,﹙ unsub ! spencer &&. possessive ! spencer ﹚, weapons , dark themes + more . . .
➥ 𝐀𝐔’𝐆 𝟑𝟎 𓏲🌺 𝐁𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐄𝐓 𝐀𝐔 ꣓
﹙ 🗒️ ﹚filled as : headcanons .
﹙ 🗒️ ﹚pairing : ballerina ! reader x obsessive fan ! vi
𓂅 𝐬𝐲𝐧𝐨𝐩𝐬𝐢𝐬 : in which , a pink haired girl is always on the front row whenever you perform .
content warnings 𐚁 stalking ,﹙ obsessive fan ! vi &&. stalker ! vi ﹚, nsfw content , fingering , kissing , semi public sex , strap on use , tribadism , hickeys &&. bruising , spit play + more . . .
➥ 𝐀𝐔’𝐆 𝟑𝟏 𓏲🌺 𝐃𝐄𝐒𝐂𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐒 𝐀𝐔 ꣓
﹙ 🗒️ ﹚filled as : headcanons .
﹙ 🗒️ ﹚pairing : cheshire cat ! misty x alice ! reader
𓂅 𝐬𝐲𝐧𝐨𝐩𝐬𝐢𝐬 : in which , after hearing the stories from your mother about wonderland you decide to find out for yourself whether they are true or not and end up meeting cheshire cat’s daughter in the process .
content warnings 𐚁 nsfw content ,﹙ perv ! misty ﹚, coercion , mysterious quigley shenanigans , fluff , use of hallucinogenics + more . . .
Hi heart anon! I’m good thank you!! Hope you’re doing well <3 Been eating bubblegum icecream and my cat won’t stop staring at it 😭
I have not seen Spiderman yet 💔 and won’t be able to until it’s on my phone. Not because I don’t have access to it, my mother saw it at the cinema with her bf, but it’s because I can’t see the screen my eyesight is so bad.
You might say “well just wear your glasses Merri!” And yes I would agree however my glasses are 4 years old and aren’t strong enough now. They don’t even work for the tv at home so rip imma have to wait. Don’t you dare spoil it people 🫵
Minors… the MDNI warning on my nsfw fics means MINORS DO NOT INTERACT. If you are under age 18 DO NOT INTERACT WITH THE POST. Not just with the post in question but also in my inbox about the post! That includes asking for more of the nsfw fic and asking for other smut writer recommendations.
If you’re an arcane writer and were just tagged in a post of mine ignore it. I deleted it after deep diving into the askers blog only to find some stuff out and blocked them. Sorry about that moving on ✋
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Someone gotta take me out. I had a whole Kinktober list planned. Masterlist made and designed. Half the posts designed (but not written). And now I’ve made a Halloween witchy potion themed event masterlist with different fics for Halloween on it and I can’t pick between the two because they’re both cool asf.
Merri... I think I pissed someone off. Idek what I did wrong 😭😭
Well I often feel like that but then I remember that it’s probably just in my head tbh. But if some way they’ve acted makes you feel like that then maybe ask? But lowkey if you’ve done nothing (which I doubt you have considering the ask) then it’s probably your head making you think that. Happens to me all the time trust.
🕷 word count ~ 3k
🕷 content warning ~ flashbacks, memory loss, mentions of grief, profanity, yearning, no use of y/n, mild violence, uncertainty, self doubt, stalking and mild obsession, light angst
🕷 SYNOPSIS ~ Your visions start to seriously bother you, so you find yourself in a pursuit of the mysterious web-slinger, while she struggles to brush off how much she longs for you.
A/N: RAAAHHHHHH SPIDER-MAN BND COMING OUT TOMORROW OMHOMGOMOMG IM SEEING IT ON OPENING DAYYY!!! quick reminder that this story isn't based on bnd, but it is an interpretation of it in a sense!! dont come at me if its inaccurate lmfao bc i already know it wont be. i made this story up and it simply picks up where nwh left off but with ellie as spidey. hope you enjoy!! i HAD to get one more chapter in before the movie release
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Sticky notes, newspapers, files. They all litter your desk. So much so that you can’t see the wooden surface anymore. Some are stained with coffee rings, some are crumpled after being retrieved from trash cans and such. Some nights, you forget to sleep. Others, you forget that day and night are separate.
A week has passed since you started your search. Maybe a little more. You never officially ‘started’ anything, to be fair. Things keep pointing to your friendly neighborhood Spider-Woman. Your visions, your dreams. You’ve personally met her more times than most other New Yorkers. You aren’t involved in law enforcement, nor are you a reporter. So, why does she keep showing up?
It started with you simply reading articles you happened to come across. Your suspicions (and the algorithms of your socials) promptly led you to go on this wild goose chase for the infamous vigilante. You don’t even know how the sticky notes started.
As of right now, your closest lead is Spider-Woman’s patrol route. You were able to deduce that she has a weekly schedule for her rounds around New York City. On Mondays, she’s usually around ESU. She also often makes a stop at a certain alleyway, according to the footage you found online, so that’s exactly where you’ll be camping all morning!
You set up a little too early, reaching the spot at around six in the morning. It’s not like you slept at all last night. This has been keeping you up for days. These visions…they’ve been getting worse. You keep seeing her, and they keep getting more realistic. You were scared to sleep, truth be told. They got more violent with time, and they always left you feeling shaken.
Two nights ago, you felt it. One minute, you were in bed trying to sleep, and the next, you were trapped under rubble. You felt the weight on top of you. You felt the searing scratches scattered across your flesh, leaving fresh crimson marks that made it hard to move. Next to you was a torn red mask—Spider-Woman’s. Hazy, you crawled towards it and held it close. Then, the large chunk of sidewalk above you flew upwards, having been suspended by a web. For a second, you almost saw a blurred, pale, freckled face, but the concrete fell right back down on top of you, waking you up earlier than you would’ve wanted. If you could’ve just seen her face…
You just had a double shot espresso, though. You’ll be fine with no sleep.
An hour passes. Then two. You definitely came here too early. Every swipe you make on your phone takes away one percent. You should probably get your phone battery replaced. What was the battery health again? Your thumb presses on the grey app to check the battery, but you’re interrupted by the swift sound of wind and the quiet landing of feet against pavement.
Spider-Woman is right in front of you. She doesn’t seem to know you’re here yet. You take a step closer, and only then does she wheel around and look straight at you. Her lenses are comically wide, portraying the surprise she probably feels from seeing a random person in her usual alleyway.
Now, you’re just pissed. You didn’t think you’d feel too strongly about the whole ordeal, but seeing her so clueless and carefree while you’re suffering is driving you up a wall.
“Hey, you’re the girl that gave me the ninja turtle bandaids.” The red and blue one chuckles, schooling her posture and expression into something a little less rigid. “Are you lost?”
All you can do in this moment is glare at her. Why does she get to be relaxed? She probably doesn’t even have a real job! Who knows, maybe she steals from the city fund. For all any of you know, she might be working with the government to stage her ‘heroic deeds’.
Spidey senses the lack of enthusiasm from your end. She tilts her head before asking a follow-up question. “Not lost?”
You scoff, “No, I’m not lost. I’m here for you.”
Even through the mask, you can see her cocky smirk when she answers. “Well, I’m flattered, but—”
“Oh my fuck, do you ever shut up?” You snap, frustrated by her ego getting in the way of you getting to the bottom of this.
“Woah, hey, I mean no harm. What do you need?” The woman finally stops teasing. She squints a little to show that she’s no longer screwing around.
“Look, you and whatever voodoo shit you’re pulling is getting on my last nerve. Quit it, or I will find you.” As serious as you are about your threat, even you know how pathetic it sounds when it’s directed at Spider-Woman. What’re you gonna do? Empty her webshooters?
Despite all that, Spidey still appears to be taking you seriously somehow. It’s almost like your words actually mean something to her. You wonder if she’s like this with all the citizens she meets.
“Come again? I’m not sure I follow…”
“The visions. The dreams. Why do I keep dreaming about you?”
“Why do you think I have something to do with this? People have recurring dreams of others all the time.”
“No—these, they’re—they’re different.” You start to stammer, arguing against her statement. “They feel so… real. I know something’s going on, and I know you’re involved. They only started after the first time I met you.”
“I’m sorry, miss, I wish I could help… I don’t know what’s up with that.”
“They’re.. But they’re so vivid. It feels like witchcraft, or—or something,” you start to hesitate, not feeling as certain as you did two hours ago.
She shrugs, repeating her answer with true honesty. “I can’t help you with this. I don’t know, really.”
Your shoulders sag and you nod, taking a deep inhale. “Alright. Alright. Uhm, thanks anyway. Sorry for stalking you.”
Spider-Woman doesn’t give an immediate reply. Instead, she lingers, her hand moving to tug on her pinky and ring fingers. You glance down, noticing that miniscule gesture.
Without thinking, your hand comes up and reaches forward to touch the gloved hands in front of you, as if with the intent to soothe her concern. You stop yourself just in time, wondering what made you have that urge in the first place.
Ellie notices your reaction, of course. She notices every single thing about you. Her heart aches a little. Your body remembers how you held her hands whenever she played anxiously with her fingers. Under school desks during class. In lines for events and concerts. While listening to the news. After Tony died.
That easy, signature smirk still returns, and Spidey gives you a wink before lifting her arm and shooting a distant web. “See you around.”
And she’s gone.
You: hey!! r u busy?
Ellie: hii
Ellie: nah, not really. Why?
You: awesome :) meet me at this location, they make some meaaannn burritos
Ellie: lmfao sure. be there in ten.
You: dont keep me waiting :p
You smile at your phone after sending a link to Delmar’s Deli-Grocery before turning it off and sliding it into your pocket. That plan you made to talk to Spider-Woman was a total bust. She knows nothing about the dreams. All you need right now is a distraction, something to get your mind off of things. Ellie’s great. She’s funny and kind. Spending time with her would definitely do you some good. And you can’t be alone right now. If you’re left alone whenever you feel like this, you’ll spiral or feel awful for the rest of the day. Too awful to get by. You can’t do it.
Something about Ellie drags you in. There’s no denying how beautiful she is with her emerald eyes, her blooming freckles, and her deep auburn hair, but it’s not that. Her words captivate you. She doesn’t speak much, but when she does? It’s like it’s something that should just stay between you two.
She’s thoughtful, too. She recently gifted you a little planner she saw you eyeing at the mall the other day. You told her in passing that it seemed useful, but she never forgot. It’s the same with conversation, too. Ellie’s the type of person who will remember something you casually mention during a story, and she’ll bring it up later on when it’s relevant again unprompted. She’s never the type to dismiss you, either. Whenever your thoughts oppose, she actually listens to your perspective. She hears you out even if nobody else will.
You’ve taken a liking to her. She’s…everything you needed. She has this energy that keeps you in a chokehold you don’t think you can get out of. Her hands, calloused yet still so delicate with you, carry answers to questions you might not even know you have yet. Something about her makes you need to be around her. It feels like your very body is going through withdrawals from a drug you didn’t even know existed. You need Ellie. You just need her to be around, especially after what just happened.
Maybe you won’t admit how you feel just yet. It’ll probably take long for that to happen. For now, like with everything else, you’ll keep your heart’s desire tucked away until holding it in becomes physically inconceivable or too painful. What if the girl you’re longing for is straight? What if she already has someone?
The bell above the entrance rings, and looking under it, you recognize Ellie’s signature low bun. You push yourself off from the wall you were leaning against and make your way towards her.
“You made it,” you smile slightly. It’s more tender than the smiles you’d give Jesse or Dina.
“Why wouldn’t I?” She asks, confused but still smiling back.
“Well, this deli sells the best sandwiches you’ll ever eat. I was craving it for lunch and didn’t really wanna go by myself.” You admit, approaching the counter.
“Hey, Mr. Delmar,” you chirp, knowing this guy likes you because you’ve been coming here since you were a high school freshman. “Sandwiches, please. Two, this time.”
“You boost my customer count, kid.” He grins, pointing at you as a raspy laugh leaves him. “Two sandwiches.”
You chuckle back and hand him the money you owe before Ellie can argue and pay. You know she’s broke as shit.
Mr. Delmar hands you the sandwiches with a wink behind Ellie’s back and you shoot him a look, but your little smirk betrays you. With the food in hand, you decide to walk to Central Park, finding a bench to sit on while you eat.
“Do you feel alright?” Ellie asks between mouthfuls, facing you with her legs crossed on the bench. “You seem a little pale.”
You pause and furrow your eyebrows, pulling away from your sandwich when she catches you off guard. “I’m…Yeah, I’m fine. Do I look pale?”
“Not pale pale, it’s—it looks like there’s something on your mind.”
You stare at her for a beat, then down at your sandwich before lowering your hands and murmuring in a lower voice. “Uhm, well, I guess there’s something.”
Ellie simply nods, nudging you to keep going.
“I’ve been getting visions. Dreams. I don’t know what they are anymore. “You groan, closing your eyes in frustration about all this.
“Visions?”
“Kinda? I dunno… They’re all about Spider-Woman, and they all feel so vivid. They don’t feel like they’re ‘just’ dreams, Ellie. I feel crazy, but they hurt. And I’ve been getting these awful migraines and random headaches, and they’re only getting worse. It’s almost unbearable.”
“You’re not crazy.” Ellie mumbles. “People get visions sometimes. You think meds would help with the headaches?”
“I tried painkillers. The stronger shit too. They don’t do anything.”
“Maybe you’ve been interested in Spider-Woman? I used to have vivid dreams as a kid. The migraines might be from stress…”
You shrug. “That could be it, but it’s still annoying.”
“Try to wait it out. See how you feel.”
A weak huff of laughter leaves your lips. “Well, it’s not like I can do much else.”
“Let’s get ice cream after this. My treat, so you feel better.” Ellie gives a small, calm smile, the one that makes you feel less hopeless about things.
Slowly, you and Ellie fall back into an easier rhythm, leaving the negativity behind now that it’s out of your system. Even as your head pounds with that same ache with her in front of you, you turn a blind eye as much as you can to savor this moment.
Ellie’s good with a mask. You don’t feel an inch of the fear that engulfed her after your confession. She’s worried because why would you be getting visions of her as Spider-Woman?! If there’s one thing the multiverse and Dr. Strange taught Ellie, it’s that nothing happens without reason.
How could you be involved in this?
On the way, you and Ellie find yourselves taking the long route to the ice cream parlor. The two of you collectively went the wrong way a couple of times for the sake of walking a little while longer.
When you finally stop at the pastel rainbow colored shop, Ellie taps on the glass to show you a flavor. She points at your favorite.
“Salted caramel?” She suggests, giving you a questioning look even though she already knows.
You smile, and your face feels a little warmer than before. “How’d you know it’s my favorite?”
Something flickers across Ellie’s face. Her smile drops for a second, but she smoothly schools it into something more offhand as she shrugs. “I didn’t. Just picked a random flavor.”
“So, salted caramel it is.”
“What the hell could that have been, Happy?!” Ellie exclaims, pacing in front of her station while her newfound ally watches from his desk. “She’s getting visions. Didn’t you get a vision before you remembered me?”
“Well, yeah, but—”
“So she’s close! She’ll remember me soon, right? That makes sense!”
“Ellie—”
“I just have to stay close to her. Proximity is what triggers it. You were around me for hours at a time every day, so by that logic, I should spend more time with her, and Jesse, and Dina, and then they’ll—”
“Are you gonna let me speak?” Happy raises his voice, maintaining his tone enough to get Ellie to pause without startling her. The girl nods once, stopping in her tracks to face him.
Happy stands up and leans against the edge of the table. “Look, kid. When I remembered you, it hurt. Bad. I mean,” he chuckles. “I thought I was dying back there. Don’t you think you should give it some time? Let it happen without rushing it? You said she’s getting migraines, and they’re pretty bad, and we both know you were closer to her than to me. It might only be worse for her.”
Silence washes over the lab as Ellie mulls over what Happy just said. She looks down at her beat up Converse.
“I…I really miss her, Happy.” She mumbles eventually. “She looks at me like I’m just some college friend now. Like I haven’t known her since grade school.”
“I know, Ellie. But give it time. Forcing it will hurt her.”
“Yeah…yeah, you’re right.”
“Oh, I almost forgot. I have a surprise.” Happy smirks, a light bulb turning on in his head now that Ellie’s satisfied with his advice.
Ellie’s brows knit together, but she gives a cautious little smile. “What is it?”
Hogan leads her to Tony’s old office, and he walks over to a large Stark family portrait with the man himself, Pepper, and Morgan. He taps a few concealed buttons on the painting, and the whole frame shifts slightly to the left. Ellie can’t really say she’s surprised.
He pulls out this glowy, metal briefcase. A pit forms in Ellie’s stomach, and her heart starts to beat louder and louder. She recognizes that thing.
“Holy shit, is that…”
Happy smiles before she can continue. He brings the briefcase to the table between the two chairs in front of Tony’s old desk and gently sets it down.
“I figured out how to rig the system and add your biometrics…” He murmurs, entering a code before pressing two buttons on each side of the case. It opens with a soft whirring sound and Ellie has to stifle a quiet gasp.
Inside the case is a brand new suit, designed just like the last one she made with Tony’s tech. Her heart flutters as she takes a step closer to examine the new suit. The mask rests delicately, each web perfectly placed on the fabric she once loved and cherished. It’s nothing like the old stuff she wears that barely fits her probably.
Beside the mask and suit resides a pair of brand new webshooters. They’re a sleek, glossy black and clearly look more advanced than her at-home science project. She takes one out with a tentative touch and puts it on. It snaps into place around her wrist and even adjusts to fit her perfectly. She extends her arm all the way and aims up at the window. With the smallest press, a powerful web slices the air like a bullet, leaving a thick, sturdy mark on the black leather.
It brings tears to her eyes. The sight of what once was a guaranteed object in her life, now presented to her all over again like it wasn’t her property before. But he knows. Happy knows. He remembers. He’s the only current living proof of Ellie’s presence and existence on this Earth from beyond a couple of months.
He pulls an earpiece out of the case, placed with obvious care on top of the expensive red and blue material, and hands it to her. His eyes glisten with the emotion of seeing the start of her return to her former glory.
Ellie puts it on, and a feminine, robotic voice resounds from the tiny device.
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